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is she the other girl? (Raphaelâs Part)
đŽ summary: inspired by this post, Raphael is rumored to be seen getting cozy with another women. you, though not officially dating him, get a bit jealous and confront him about it.
đ§ listening pairing: ava. natalie jane.
â ď¸ warnings: heavy angst, some language, bad coping skills.
[BARBATOS, DIAVOLO, SIMEON, AND SOLOMON COMING SOON!]
Raphael was not known for his social personality. there were definitely a lot of rumors and gossip going around about him, but many of them had to do with his sarcastic demeanor, his cold shoulder, and blank face. all of it was pretty much bullshit and you easily tuned most of it out. except the day you were in the library, sorting through books to find a specific one he had recommended reading alongside the other he gave you, a touching gesture to you, though to some it may have seemed like he was trying to look down on you, like you wouldnât understand his book unless you read its companion. but to you? you cherished the fact that he shared something with you, something you knew he liked. he simply wanted you to see it from his eyes. and thatâs when it happened.
two fellow students came around the corner to your side of the library, hushed whispers in between the rows of book. it wasnât unusual, but the minute you caught whiff of Raphaelâs name being dropped, you felt you owed some sort of defensiveness to the angel who had so kindly gave you his reading recommendation, straight from his own shelf, and instantly turned to jump in, a decision you usually chose not to make. and did you ever regret it.
â-I know! Whoâd ever thought it? Mr. Holier-Than-Thou, neva seen a smile a day in his life got game!â
âYouâre sure it was her? Sheâs so pretty! What does she see in him??â
âI know!! Thatâs what I said- but, and get this, apparently she was wrapped around his arm the whole time! They went to a bunchâa places! This fancy restaurant on Main, some sort of jewelry shop⌠like a ridiculous amount of money had to have been spent on her! I dunno what it is, but Raphaelâs got it!â
they both laugh and being to walk away, the sound of their voices fading as they do. you standing there with your raised hand, pointed into a wagging finger, and let it drops to your side as you blinked at their words. Raphael⌠had a girlfriend? He had a girlfriend? That you didnât know about? He was a very private person, but he didnât seem like the type to lead you on. Especially when he was treating you so special now⌠the way he beelined to sit next to you, how he shared his things with you, asked you to spend time with him more⌠you thought he was the type who would only do things like that when he was interested in someone. did you misjudge his feelings? he⌠couldnât have misjudged yours, however. you thought you made it quite obvious you had a thing for the angel. he⌠shouldâve said something. he just let you go on this impossible quest that you would never win and embarrass yourself? so you could be the silly human trying to win the heart of an angel? it hurt.
it hurt so much â the confusion, the embarrassment, how much emphasis you put on feeling like your affections were shared â that you had to completely separate yourself from him for a while. you couldnât face any of the angels, in fact, knowing they would try to help on behalf of their brother and you just couldnât deal with it. you completely rearranged your schedule, choosing to nap with Belphie one day, be late to classes with Mammon so you could sit in the back with him, eat lunch out with Beel, all so you could avoid the angels. your heart hurt whenever you saw Luke worriedly glancing your way, but the idea of him bringing up whatever happened with Raphael had you turning the other direction. Simeon and Raphael both stared at you whenever you had classes together, even if it meant them getting admonished by the teacher. you kept your gaze to your paper or the board, pretending not to see them in the corner of your eye. you were packed and out the door before they ever had time to approach you.
it was hard, having the piercing gaze of the angels always on you, trying to avoid them when they always seem to know where you were, but whenever you thought back to what happened in the library, your heart throbbed painfully and you continued to mute their texts, leave your phone in your room and go on whatever outing the demon brothers had planned for that day.
an entire week goes by like this.
surprisingly, it was Solomon who ended up approaching you. he had tactfully avoided the whole thing, never mentioning it to you and therefore still was allowed contact with you, but you still kept him on thin ice and were positive he knew that. you suppose thatâs why he trapped you. Solomon asked you to help him study a new spell, avoiding any outing that seemed to suggest small talk, instead offering to go to the human world, where you knew it would be nearly impossible for the angels to follow, as they almost always needed permission from Michael to go on such a field trip. you agreed and when you got there, he immediately started working on the spell, to his defense. but⌠it was much too easy. you got it after 30 minutes. he shrugged and pushed it off, saying it seemed more difficult in theory. he offered you tea and again, you agreed, disarmed by the convincing lies.
and thatâs when he dropped it on you. âI think you should talk to Raphael.â you stopped, cup half raised to your mouth, looking at him, seething.
âIs that why you invited me here?â you spat, slapping down the teacup a little harder than you should have. âJust to talk about him?â
Solomon considered you for a moment. Then shook his head and asked, âWhat happened? Apparently, according to him, everything was going just fine and then you started avoiding all of them.â
âJust fine? Yeah, he would say that.â you scoffed. âHe has a girlfriend.â
Solomon blinked, âNo, he doesnât.â
âYes, he does!â
âIâve never seen her.â
âMe neither!â
âThen how do you even know he has one?â
âThese things come out, Solomon! You canât just hide it forever! But you also just canât ignore a girlfriend! She was on his arm â he took her to all these nice places! Everyone saw it!â
the sorcerer leaned back in his chair, closing his eyes, hand on his chin, frowning as he thought. you grit your teething, cursing him, Raphael, those students, with every breath you took. sadly, you canât do mental spells just yet, and it doesnât work.
after a while, he shook his head. his eyes blinked open, but the frown stayed in place. âI⌠really donât think so. Itâs not my place to say but⌠you mean something to him. Heâs completely insufferable right now, you know? Heâs been that way since youâve started ignoring him; snapping at all of us, hiding out in his room for almost the entire day. No one can get him out. Itâs a train wreck, really.â He sits forward, leaning over the table to drive his words home, âPlease. You donât have to forgive him, you donât even have to be nice. Just. Talk to him. If not for him, then for Luke. Raphael made him cry yesterday.â
and thatâs where you sit currently. Back at the House of Lamentation, on your bed, glaring at your phone. You havenât even opened the chat, dreading doing so, but you have to get this over with. you pick up the phone. you open the chat.
it is filled with over 200 messages of him pleading with you to talk him, asking what happened. 29 missed calls. you take a breath, asking Michael to have mercy on you and let Raphael be asleep, and begin to type,
âwe need to talk.â
the green online light is instant, like heâs been waiting by his phone.
âYes. Please. Where can we meet?â
âno. here.â
âWhy do you not want to meet me? What happened?â
another text quickly follows that one.
âI miss you so much.â
itâs something that makes tears hop to your eyes, his honeyed sweetness â his absolute honesty of his feelings when you know he hates it. it means so much and feels like a stab to the chest all at once. all the feelings youâve been avoiding hit you over and over, the undertow of your sea of emotions pulling you out, anger and betrayal and pain washing over you again and again, and you canât stop yourself from hastily typing out a response.
âyou had a girlfriend?? this whole time?? i thiught i meant something to you. i thought we were i dont know connecting!? i felt so close to you, i wanted to share everything you did, i paid attention to everything you said, every little thing i could learn about you. it hurts so much to have you do this to me. i wanted to be with you every single second i could, you mean so much to me. did it mean anything to you? was i just a plaything? a human you could toy with to amuse yourself??â
ââŚâ
your anxiety spikes when the dots indicating heâs writing pop up. they disappear. they return. they linger. it happens a couple times and you so badly want to throw your phone across the room, but youâre so invested in what he has to say, how he could excuse himself for this, when one line pops up.
âI donât have a girlfriend.â
you do end up throwing your phone.
you end up crying into your pillow for a while, completely ignoring the sound of your phone vibrating with message alerts. but when your ringtone goes off, you decide to pick yourself up and answer it.
Raphael calls your name from the speaker.
it crackles like heâs outside, wind blowing into the microphone, but you still can hear him. âWhat are you talking about? I donât have a girlfriend.â
âRaph,â you say, exhausted from all your emotions. âPeople saw you. The- the girl! Hanging off of your arm!â
âGirl⌠? Ah. You must mean that one.â
âThat one? You have others?â you deadpan.
âNo. No, thatâs not what Iâm trying to say. The blonde one, yes?â
âI- I donât know! I didnât ask for details! I was too busy being hurt by â â
âThe jewelry store? Yes, I can see how that might have looked.â He sighs, barely audible above the wind. âThatâs why I was trying so hard to get rid of that witch. I knew something like this could happen.â
to say youâre shocked would be an understatement, his words make you second guess everything youâve done in the past week. âThe⌠witch?â you ask meekly.
âYes. The drunk one. She kept grabbing my arm and following me while I was doing errands for Michael. I couldnât get her off and Michael needed those things urgently. They couldnât wait. I understand how looked from the outside. Iâm sorry I hurt you.â
youâre on the verge of crying again. he didnât⌠have a girlfriend? youâre so embarrassed, yet relieved, and you feel so stupid for even believing those damn rumors, but you were so hurt by such a believable story-
Raphael calls your name again, this time, despite it sounding identical, is tinged with worry. âYouâre whimpering into the phone. Are you ok?â
âI- Iâm ok. I just⌠feel so stupid right now,â you whispered, voice cracking as you force yourself through the sentence. âRaphael, Iâm so sorry, I- I shouldâve-â you canât finish. you have to cover your mouth as the tears win, flowing over your hot cheeks, hoping he doesnât make fun of you too much.
you expect some sort of sarcastic response, a comment that slices you when it points out how ridiculous and over the top youâve made this scenario. but it doesnât come. Raphael doesnât do any of that. All he asks is, âCan I come over?â
âYes,â you choke, breaking down even harder.
and then heâs there, you donât know how, but his arms wrap around you, his cold jacket catching on your soft pajama top. he clutches you to his chest as you cry, taking the phone from you and setting it down on your desk so you donât have to clutch it tightly and hurt your fingers.
âRaph⌠Raph.â
âIâm here. Come on, letâs get you to the bed.â
You twist your fingers in his jacket, a silent plea for him not to let go, but it never even looks like he plans to, awkwardly steering you to the bed as his legs teeter to the side of yours. he falls down with you in his arms, stroking your hair. when your cries taper off, he hands you tissues and wipes your face with his the top of his shirt.
you can feel how puffy your face is, as you sit up, straddling him. he lies there, his blue eyes taking you in as he lets his hands hesitantly rest on your hips. âRaph, Iâm- Iâm so sorry. I shouldâve come to you about it. I made everyone miserable.â
He gives you one of his rare, warm smiles, shaking his head. âDonât worry about it. Iâm just happy weâre ok now.â A nervous look crosses his face and he looks away from you. âDid⌠did you mean what you said earlier? You want to be with me?â
âI- yeah. I did- do! I do. Very much so.â
âNext time, Iâm taking you on errands with me.â
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The Man of Progress, Chapter 4
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Written for @infinitelystrangemachinex who has not only been very patiently been waiting nearly two weeks for this birthday fic, but beta read it TWICE in one week so I could turn this around within a week of Act 3 airing. Since I think we all could use...something else to think of right now đ¤Ł
Pretty manners might keep any clansman in good standing from daring to venture the question, and a personal precedent to refuse answering any inquiry without compensation might keep her from giving it, but thereâs no shameâ in Melâs mind, at leastâ in admitting that she is just shy of three decades. That might make her an old crone according to some of her more distant cousins; the kind that merely cling to Medardaâs coattails, only caring about investments and opportunities the clan makes when it affects the amount of money left in their pockets.
But to her, that is nearly twenty years of experience. The proof of a comprehensive education in keeping this clan afloat, even in its leanest years. A testament to her knowledge and skill, a record of competenceâ
And yet one step beneath these vaulted ceilings, and she might as well be that small girl child from Noxus once again, still smelling of blood and sand as they herded her into the masterâs study. Even now she can picture their pinched smiles, worry and suspicion carving furrows at the corner of her cousinsâ eyes.
âI wonder if you understand the scope of what you mean to do.â Master Jago does not so much speak as croak these days, his once sonorous voice interrupted by the pops and crackles of age; a victrolaâs skipping needle on the record of time. âIt was Medarda who cast the Sun Gates' first gears.â
Mel stifles a snort, pacing the length of a shelf, fingers tracing over the masterâs trophies; a carved dunpor horn from Stonewall, the dried husk of a honeyfruit from Palclyff, two entwined statues from Demacia with wings spread wide. Ridiculous to think that she needed to be reminded of their contributions, as if her tutors hadnât had her memorize those accounts down to the washer barely a week after Ambessa dropped her at their doorstep.
As if Jago hadnât handpicked her himself to be their representative on the council, hadnât called her âthe most Medarda of all of them,â as shrewd and sensible and relentlessly ruthless as any of the old cog-clutching misers that preceded her. The only difference between their service to the clan and hers was that she looked good doing it. âIsnât it fitting, then, that we should be at the forefront of Piltoverâs next great venture?â
âA more prudent one would have been to use this Hextech to strengthen our current investments.â Jagoâs hands are parchment pale as they tremble over his desk, wrinkled as an bank note discarded in the bin, but when he takes up his pen, thereâs not a bit of him that isnât steady, as sharp as the nib he sets to page. âIf the Sun Gates were able to pass ships through fifty percent higher than our current rate, then that would put us near Clan Ferros in terms of wealth generated per dayââ
âAnd they would somehow find some way to pick at our profits, either through maintenance or manpower.â For a man who professed to have no interest in running his clan, Albus has a keen sense of how to wedge his elbow into every door, turning any opportunity for one clan into an unmitigated triumph for his. âEven if our current ventures vest as they should, weâll still be left nipping at Ferrosâ heels. But if we were to put our considerable assets behind something new, something bold, then we have a chance to not just pull ahead of the other families, but to set the pace entirely.â
Jago had been halfway to gray when sheâd been dropped on Medardaâs doorstep, but the brows he furrows now are whitecap pale, one disappearing behind the golden frame of his monocle. âYou present a compelling point, as always, Mel.â
It would be foolish to preen under the masterâs praiseâ sheâs no longer a child in the schoolroom, proving that she has sufficiently mastered her sums, after allâ but Mel allows herself a moment to bask in the flush of her accomplishment. To even let her shoulders relaxâ no slumping, and never slouching, but not entirely square. A moment of repose, well earned.
That is, of course, until Master Jago says, âHoweverâŚâ
Her spine snaps straight, even as her steps remain languid, confident, as if she anticipated his doubt. âI have handled all the arrangements,â she assures him, circling behind his chair until only her voice and the steady staccato of her heels mark her. âNot only will the presentation be sure to impress even Hextechâs staunchest critics, but there will be no question as to which clan has chosen to back the venture. The Sun Gates ushered in a new age of progress for Piltover two hundred years ago, and the Hexgate will do the same now.â
âI have no doubt you have seen to all the details, my girl.â Her cousins might murmur that one day Master Jago will lose his edge, that senility will come for him the way it does every man and take Medarda with it, but the eyes that swing to her now are still sharp, wheels and cogs in the great machine of his mind still running with a young manâs ease. âBut Medarda has long made its fortune on maritime trade routes. These are not seafaring vessels, butâŚâ
âThere is no reason to worry, Master.â His shoulder is thin beneath her hand, frailer than she remembers. Still, she keeps her grip firm, if gentle. âI donât imagine you acquired that sky frigate a few years ago with no intent to use it, did you?â
âOf course I didnât.â One absent hand reaches up to touch hers; an afterthought, if a fond one. âIt doesnât do to be beholden to only one form of trade. You only need to look at the Hollorans to see what happens when you allow yourself to fall beneath the wheel of progress.â
âThen Medarda is already poised to take advantage of the new avenues for trade that the Hexgate can open to us.â She steps past him, hand leaving his shoulder to trace along the contours of his desk. How large this thing had seemed as a girlâ an entire other country, never to be traversed. And now she skirts around the perimeter of it with no more than a stretch of a leg or two. âOnly a few families have bothered to buy into sky ships, and those are nearly all pleasure barges. Not a single one of them is fit for long distances with heavy cargo.â
âIt will astound you how quickly those things can change.â He laughsâ a heavy, rolling noise, more like thunder than humorâ but the stare he fixes her with is stern, sober. If she were more given to drama, she might even call it dire. âOnly this morning, the papers said Albus Ferros planned to finance a significant portion of Hextech research. How certain are you that he will not simply shut you out from your plans when theyâve advanced far enough and reap the benefits all on his own?â
Itâs certainly not out of the realm of possibility, as uncomfortable as it is to admit. Talis plays the part of a man of the people, just one engineer out of the hundreds of genius inventors the Academy has put out, pulling himself up by the bootstraps to change the worldâ and he plays it well. But heâs not that humble engineer, no matter how well he swings a hammer; heâs the scion of one of Piltoverâs merchant clans, even if their circumstances are much diminished, and as eager to prove himself among them as any masterâs son. If she can sway him with a sashay and a smile, Ferros could just as easily with an open purse and a pat on the back. Even now she can see it, those two sets of broad shouldersâ one natural, one entirely engineeredâ rubbing as they bend over some schematic, shaking hands as coins rattle one after the other on the workbench.
But then she pictures that constructed bit of posture turning around, glaring over his mustache at the curved spine in the corner, more grease than man, and laughs.
âQuite sure, my dear Master Jago,â she says, smile slanting over her lips. âBut I must admit, Iâd love to see him try.â
*
The morning still clings stubbornly to the horizon when Mel emerges from the Medarda manor, none the worse for wear. Itâs too early; Master Jago might prefer to have his business done by tea, but it's hours yet before any councilman would dare to show their face at the office, the fog not even burnt off from the dawnâs chill. It sits thick on the cobbles, eddying around the sway of her skirt, leaving an unpleasant draft against her ankles.
âYouâll be off then, Councilor?â one of the grooms asks, pushing off from where heâd been leaning on the carriageâs cab, making time with what seemed to be a gardener.
âThat I will.â She takes his offered handâ appropriately gloved, black, and sturdy for the purposeâ and asks, âIs your mother feeling better, by the way?â
Thereâs a single moment of hesitation, a small hiccup between one blink and the next that leaves room for his cheeks to flush and his tongue to flop around like a loose cog before snapping right into smiling place. âMuch, maâam. And Iâm supposed to pass on her thanksâ for the tonic, she says. Got rid of the cough right away.â
âThink nothing of it.â Impossible, she knows, but humility assures more goodwill than lofty benevolence. And a squeeze of the handâ not too much; just shy of an invitationâ wins more loyalty than words ever could. âIt was the least I could do.â
The manâs too well-trained to gawp or gapeâ Medarda isnât in the habit of hiring hayseeds fresh off the wagons, after allâ but his wide eyes weigh on her as she ducks into the carriage, warm as a hand laid against her spine. Thereâs one less tongue to wag itself at the master the moment he glares its way; important, if sheâs going to pull this snare tight without Jagoâs long fingers tangling in the knots.
A sigh slips from her as she sits, fogging a sliver of the carriageâs glass. âI trust everything is set for the reception?â
âYes, Councilor.â Engineers could use Eloraâs spine as a slide-rule for how stiff she sits on the bench, collar and hemline pin-straight, perfect. Another flawless cog in Medardaâs great machine. âYour meeting went well?â
âAs well as can be expected.â Better, but Melâs hardly fool enough to admit it where it might work back to Jagoâs ears. Elora may be her personal assistant, secretary, and the closest she comes to a confidant, but itâs not from her accounts that Medarda pulls the cogs to pay salary. âDo I have any other engagements today?â
Elora glances down at the notes in her lap, even the line of her jaw precise, if not the bend of her mouth, too worried to meet proper angles. âThe atelier you requested is sending over samples this afternoon.â
âReally.â Mel leans back, frowning at where the Academy juts up from Piltoverâs skyline, its towers far above the fog of the city below. âTheyâll be acceptable this time, I assume.â
âThey have been informed of your particular specifications.â A corner of Eloraâs too-serious mouth lifts, almost a smirk. âNo blue, no beige, no white. Something impressive.â
Mel snorts. âLet us hope that they pay attention this time. If I have to hear that man preach to me about visions or muses again just because he canât envisage a color darker than creamâŚâ
âAny other modiste in the city would trip over themselves to dress you,â Elora assures her, quick as reflex. But itâs not simply comforting patter, oh no; sheâs already flipping through her notes, finding names. âIt would be short notice, but itâs not as if we canât afford to pay them for the rush. If they even thought to ask.â
âWe would pay them for their hard work whether they asked for it or not.â The other clansmen might clutch to cogs and account for every nut down to the washer, but Mel prefers to deal in a more valuable currency. âBut hopefully our dear modiste does not get it into his head that he knows my preferences better than I do, and we are saved the trouble of finding out.â
Eloraâs mouth rumples, unconvinced, but her fingers cease to flip pages. âAs long as youâre sure. We could start contacting a few of the more fashionable houses to see if they could promise a complete product, just in caseââ
Mel holds up a hand. Better to beg for a dress at the eleventh hour than to be seen undermining one of their fellow dressmakers the day before. âLet us believe that he can at least put out one sample that meets our expectations. At least for now.â
Modistes might have a reputation for nipping at each otherâs backs, having as many petty quarrels as the council itself with just as disastrous consequences, but all it would take is one perceived insult to turn them all into dear colleaguesâ and leave her quite in the lurch.
A lone sky ship putters through the clouds; a heavy, ungainly thing that wobbles as the wind eddies around its bulk. Thereâs another slouching over the horizon, propellers struggling to keep the whole of it aloft instead of fumbling toward the sea. Pleasure barges; one more and it would be as many as sheâs ever seen floating at once. The merchant clans might tout progress as their business and innovation as their creed, but when they envisioned the future of Piltover, this was still what they sawâ a city dominated by the Academy.
Mel squints at its peaked roofs, clouds catching the thrust of its golden spires, and asks, âIs that all?â
âThatâs all,â Elora confirms, hands folding over paper and ink. âTheyâre not supposed to be by until later this afternoon, so if you wanted to head to the Council Building beforeâ?â
âHardly.â She leans forward, drawing down the trumpet that leads up to the driverâs box. âTo the Academy, if you would, Mr Gallow. I would be most appreciative.â
The carriage lurches to the left, hurtling down the familiar cobbles, and Eloraâs frown furrows deeper into her cheeks. âThe Academy? What business do you have there?â
âWhy, to check up on my favorite investment, of course.â Mel leans her arm on the rest, letting her gaze drift back to those ivory towers, considering. âIf weâre having all of Piltover out to see this little bit of theater, Iâd like to know we have an actual show to put on.â
*
âThe presentation is only two days away,â Elora reminds her as she chases her heels up the academy steps, practically bleeding paper on the marble. âNearly all our guests have RSVPâd.â
âYou donât need to remind me.â The Academy has always been an impressive edifice, a marvel of modern engineeringâ and hell on the legs, if one didnât navigate stairways poro-back. Still, she mounts each one with the ease of habit, hand only just brushing over the rail rather than Eloraâs life-line clutch. âWhy do you think Iâm here?â
Her assistant blinks up at the labs looming before them, just as stately as the lecture hallsâ and certainly far nicer than the warehouse in Midtown, only suited to contain occasional explosions of genius. âYou donât think itâs done?â
A laugh spills right off her lips, as airy as it is wry. âYou donât know many engineers, do you?â
The question catches Elora by surprise; she lags behind a step, then two, before she scurries to keep pace. âItâs justâŚMr Talisâs presentations are so polished. I canât imagine him leaving anything to the last minuteâ not something so important, at least.â
So one might be tempted to think, so long as they had not witnessed Talis more than ten minutes pre-symposium. The Master of Ceremonies could be cutting his teeth on the glowing words of their introduction, and both those Academy boys would be on their knees backstage with wrench in hand, tightening bolts until the curtains rose.
Knowing Viktor, heâd still insist they were one last tweak from perfection, sending Talis to beg for five more minutesâ ten, twenty, just an hour, surely she could give them one more day?â to work. Just one last distraction before the masses got to take their peek behind the curtain.
Mel snorts. âItâs not Mr Talis that Iâm worried about.â
Eloraâs brow furrows. âThen whoâ?â
The labâs glass facade does not so much open as burst; at one moment a long, endless bank of mirrored windows, and the next, hinges squeal their protest as the atrium doors fly open, disgorging an entire entourage of trousers and waists, open-cut coats fluttering in the breeze of their brisk pace.
âReginald.â The voice is as boldâ brassy, one might even sayâ as the cogs capping Ferrosâs shoulders, ringing out across the pavilion with all the pomp of a man used to being heard. âI want results, not numbers. Make it happen.â
The man scurries off on Ferrosâs business, but he could be bowing and scraping and crawling on his belly still for all that Ferros notices, swaggering down the steps with the confidence of kings. Piltover prided itself on its meritocracy, boasting that without lords and peers, any man may make himself into a master if only he worked hard enough. But it was men like Ferrosâ born clansmen, ones who had enough hexes to be patrons rather than the patronizedâ who seemed to succeed, standing on the backs of brighter minds and pretending to more talents than simply sussing con from coup.
âCouncilor Medarda.â The man smiles with all the warmth of a shark in chummed waters. âWhat a pleasure to see you here.â
âAlbus.â She inclines her head, letting him take her hand between his two over-large ones, swallowing her up to the wrist. Thankfully he refrains from doing anything so crass as pressing his lips to it. âThe pleasure is all mine.â
âI doubt it.â His mustache twitches at a corner, threatening to lift, to smirk. âYou must be here to take a gander at what my boys have been up to.â
His boys. Her smile nearly creaks. âI just came by to make sure that everything was prepared for the presentation. Only a few days left, after all, and Medarda has put quite a bit behind this technology of theirs. Weâre quite invested in making sure thereâs noâŚsurprises before the curtain rises.â
Such as not having a functioning prototype. Clan Cadwalder had never quite recovered from their last little slip upâ fifteen years ago, by her countâ and Mel had no intention of making Medarda suffer the same shame. She hasnât clawed them this far up Piltoverâs wheel of progress to be shoved back down by trusting engineers to meet a deadline. Especially not these engineers.
âOf course, of course.â Thereâs a smoothness to the way Ferros speaks, leaving the gravel of his voice to catch on it like a callus on silk. âMr Talisâs project would be quite the boon for Medarda and its investments, should it pay off. One you must sorely need, since those summer storms off Demacia have made your foreign onesâŚslow to mature.â
Sunk to the bottom of the Conquerorâs Sea, he meansâ or at least, his shark-smile implies, eager to feast upon misfortune. Heâd gotten their taste not long ago, and oh, it seems heâs ravenous for more. Pity sheâll have to disappoint him.
âYour concern is touching, Albus,â she drawls, brushing her fingers just beneath his cogs. âBut Medarda has been sailing their ships down that strait since before the Sun Gatesâ first cog was a sparkle in our eye. A few summer squalls wonât scuttle our ships or our investmentsâ we know better than to count our coins before they cross our palms, or ships before they come into harbor.â
That mustache twitches again, grin stretching to grimace before finding good humor again, and pride pulls those bronze cogs even broader. âExcellent to hear. Medarda has always had a history ofâŚover-reliance on its foreign connections. A pity when there is so much profit to be made relying on good old Piltoverian stock.â
âWhen it comes to innovation, I suppose, we can hardly disagree.â Her hand presses against the fine wool of his coat, patting the sloped shoulders heâs trying so hard to conceal. That was ever Ferrosâs wayâ covering weakness with a show of strength, whether it be a poorly worded trade agreement with a display of wealth, or a weak upper lip with a ridiculous mustache. âProgress Day would hardly be much of a celebration of Piltoverâs prowess if Medarda hadnât commissioned every gear to be made in our own forges.â
âWell said,â he drawls, like a man marinating more than a few arguments of his own. âI must admit, I didnât think you would be so appreciative of Piltoverâs place in history. Few are, outside of these walls.â
Mel blinks, fingers flinching back from where they rest. They hang in the air for a bare moment, tension coiled down to the knuckles, before she lets them fall. A controlled descent, poised, like a skipping needle set back on its groove.
An amateur might stretch a smile across their teeth, making bone act as a buttress, as if more structure would solve the need for motivation. But Mel is an expert in insincerity, letting her lips lilt instead, humor implied by angle rather than earnestness by length. âAnd weâre all the poorer for it. Just think what our engineers might achieve if only they had competition to compel them.â
Thereâs a sharp jerk that of that mustache, a spasm that resembles a furred creatureâs death throes more than a facial twitch, before it settles into one of his patronizing smirks. Or at least the shadow of one; Ferros barely able to hold its shape as he drawls, âNow wouldnât that be something to behold.â
âIf you would excuse me.â She rises one more step, the gap between them shortening. âBusiness conspires to keep me moving. No rest for the wicked and all that.â
âThere certainly isnât.â Itâs said pleasantly enough, polite smile clutched in his mustacheâs talons, but when she moves to pass him, his eyes fix on her with a predatorâs purpose. âThe presentation is only a few days away, isnât it, Councilor? And with Medarda hosting the reception, it must keep you busy.â
He might well put a paw to her neck for how thoroughly his stare gives her pause, mounting only one last step to draw them shoulder-to-shoulder.
âTalisâs technologyâ itâs quite impressive, isnât it? Magic for the masses.â He huffs out a laugh, but for all his bluster, his eyes never move an inch, keeping her pinned perfectly in place. âIt could go a long way in paying back Medardaâs debts. If it works.â
Spoken like the man who holds them. âI suppose,â she allows, careful of the purse strings that could choke her. âThough one might think that being informed of such an opportunity might be its own payment.â
âOne might,â he remarks, as if it were nothing.
Clan Ferros never concedes, never compromisesâ and yet hereâs a foot in the door; the wedge she needs to keep it open, if only so that one day she might get out. Desperation makes strange bedfellows, her mother would laugh, watching clans and countries scramble for allies under her encroaching shadow. If only Mel had known she meant necessity breeds mistakes, she might have thought better of crawling into bed with them in the first place.
âHave a good day, Lord Albus,â she says, putting one sole on the step above her, shifting her weight to riseâ
Only for Ferros to reach out, fingers banding around her arm, folding over where metal bites into flesh. It warms beneath his touch, a warning and a promise, just like the way he leans toward her, shoulders so broad they cast her in shadow.
âImpress me, Mel.â Itâs not a growlâ Ferros is far too mannerly for thatâ but it grates nonetheless. âGive me progress, and then weâll see just how much such a helpful hint was worth.â
He releases herâ just a simple jerk of his fingers and heâs gone, as if manhandling her was as natural and unremarkable as picking up a handkerchief. And yet, here she is, standing on the pavilion steps with every nerve left raw and sparking, like some half-finished project strewn across Viktorâs bench.
âMel.â Itâs more gulp than gasp, Elora lurching forward, concern scrawled across the tight furrow of her browâ
But Mel holds up a hand, halting her in place. âIâve changed my mind. I think Iâd like to see some blue after all.â
âBlue?â Elora steps back, blinking. âYou mean...the dress? But didnât you sayâ?â
âI know what I said,â she says coolly. âBut I think a few people need to be reminded.â
Her head tilts. âReminded? Of what?â
Mel pointedly lifts her gaze, right up to the top of the Academyâs ivory towers, where the blue and gold of Piltover waves. âOf who I am.â
*
Much as Talis might have prided himself on Hextechâs humble origins, there is nothing of that Midtown warehouse left in the lab now. Every surface is polishing to gleaming in the showroom, even the podium for reception sleek and buffed until stone shines like chrome. Which is where Talis stumbles out from, notes fumbling across the desk as she makes her entrance, guilt leaking out of him like a faulty faucet.
âCouncilor!â he calls out, surreptitiously shoving papers on top of other papers, every line of him screaming unready. âI didnât expect to see you today.â
Her eyebrow arches, one corner of her mouth following. âClearly.â
âWhat do Iâ? Er, I mean, we, what do we, ahâŚâ He clears his throat, one large hand tugging at the knot of his tie, as if a little air might make his conscience cleaner. âElora isnât with you?â
âShe was.â Mel paces past him, touring the tables with all the interest of a tutor overlooking a studentâs drill work. Theyâre cunning pieces, useful things in a pretty packageâ even the mining gloves have an elegance to them, though she doubts it would be appreciated by the folk down in the fissuresâ but with the instability of the crystals themselves, ultimately decoration; a future Talis could design but not manufacture. âHowever, it seems that I overlooked a small detail for the reception. I sent her to handle it.â
âReally?â She has to hand it to Talis; when he turns those wide eyes on her, all concern, she believes it. âNot anything too important, I hope. Be a shame for things to go sideways this late in the game, you know.â
âNothing that would keep you two from getting up on that stage, Iâm sure.â Though she wouldnât put it past Viktor to try. Whatâs the point, he would drawl from the bowels of his creation, if the Councilor isnât looking her best? We might as well move the whole thing to, oh, letâs seeâŚnever?
âThatâs good.â His waistcoat doesnât leave much room for slumping, but, ever the over-achiever, Talis manages it, relief slackening that chiseled jaw. âSo this is just aâŚerâŚpersonal visit?â
âHardly. I was out handling some last-minute plans for the presentation, I thought I might see how you boys were coming along.â She brushes past himâ not close enough to touch, but close enough to imply, which, by the sharp breath he draws in, is more than enough for an engineer wound as tight as Talis. âOr at least make sure thereâs an actual, working prototype.â
âAw, come on, Councilor, canât you give us a little credit?â One of those large palms scrapes over the short hairs at the back of his head, and ha, no one else could make humility so appealing. âWeâve never come up empty-handed, have we?â
She lifts her chin with a playful sniff. âTry that on someone who hasnât seen you spend every last second before an exhibition tightening bolts.â
âWell, you got me there.â Talis rests one hip against the receptionistâs podium, hands lifted in a very aesthetically pleasing surrender. He always did have the sort of face that Noxian artists would clamor to paint on its knees. âBut I promise, Councilor, I donât have any intention of letting you down.â
âIâm hoping neither of you will,â she warns with a warmth that leaves Talis grinning rather than grimacing. âThough I suppose if Lord Albusâs mood was any indication, I wonât be unsatisfied with your progress.â
âAhâŚâ Talis has the grace to look chagrined, at least. âSo you did see him.â
She cocks a hip, crossing her arms beneath her chest for best effect. âWe ran into each other on the stairs.â
âAh, right, right. Makes sense.â Little as he seems to like it. Clearly crossing patrons hadnât been part of his afternoon plans. âItâs justâ he only wanted a look around. Not in the lab, though. You know how Viktor doesnât like, erâ â gawkers is the politest way heâs ever put it in her hearing, and she doubts heâs stretched himself to search for anotherâ âvisitors while heâs working.â
âReally?â She arches an eyebrow, unconvinced. âAlbus Ferros never struck me as the sort to leave any sleeping dog to lie.â
At least, not as long as he had money in it. The finer details of Hextech might fly right over his well-oiled head, but he does know what it will cost right down to the washer.
âWellâŚâ Talis grimaces, guilty. âHe might have peeked his head in. Just for a minute.â
Ah. Gawker. âAnd I suppose Viktorâs in fine feather after such a pleasant visit from his patron?â
âTo put it mildly,â Talis mutters, arms crossed over that wide expanse of waistcoat. âHeâs in the lab, if youâre looking to get scowled at. Iâm letting him make some last minute tweaks to blow off some steam.â
She doubts that Talis had much of a say in the matter, but she magnanimously refrains from saying so; no, instead she drawls, âTweaks? Is there some problem I should be aware of, orâ?â
âNo, no, nothing like that, Councilor.â Heâs all good humor and graciousness now, hands waving in the air between them. âHe justâ well, you know Viktor. He had some ideas about optimization and performance, and wellâŚas long as the gate gets on stage in working order in time for my presentation, he can do whatever he likes.â
âYour presentation?â The muscles in her cheek twitch, one side of her smile slanting into a smirk. Teasing, of course; playful, even. Enough to take the sting out of, âWerenât you the one who wouldnât even stand next to it when there was a cage?â
âWell, thatâs before we got the field stable,â he protests, shoulders a little too square for nonchalance. âNow thereâs no worries at all. Smooth sailing. Like riding one of those steam cabs downhill.â
Mel arches an eyebrow. The masses do seem to find their fun where they can get it. âI canât say I would know.â
âIn any case, I think weâve all earned a rest on our laurels, havenât we?â He leans over the podium with his most charming smile, heedless of the pages crinkling beneath his sleeves. A little ink smudges on his cuff, still wet, and she canât help dropping her gaze to trace the angle of it, making out strange corners and hastily scribbled letters. âSpeaking of a little rest and relaxationâŚIâve heard thereâs a new restaurant thatâs opened up on Sidereal Avenue, just down the street from the treasury. Some little Shuriman fusion place, I thought maybe you mightââ
âWhat is this?â She bypasses those big dog eyes of his with a tap of her finger, drawing his attention down to his elbow. âRunes, I suppose?â
âOh, that?â A laugh blows right out of him, more dismissive than a wave of his hand. âThis is just a theory Viktorâs got me working on. ItâsâŚwell, itâs kind of technicalâ âmeaning, she presumes, that thereâs no possibility she might understand itâ âbut heâs got some ideas about the formation of runes. You know, how they talk to each other.â
âOh? Because of how you two constructed the gate, correct?â The nitty-gritty of Hextechâs inner workings has never been her forte; she saw little point learning a science poorly when she already had two experts at her beck and call. But even she can see these arenât the sharp lines and pointed corners sheâd seen etched into metal from the day she first elbowed her way into the lab. âYouâve been toying with that gravity rune for ages, but the beam neededââ
âSomething to focus it, and another to aim, yeah.â Talis scratches at the back of his head, no longer from boyish charm, but single-minded focus. âTook more than a couple, and the whole time it felt like I was trying to reach an itch I couldnât scratch. I thought I was, you know, remembering, but ViktorâŚâ
A thick finger traces over a delicate curve of ink, four trembling tines disappearing beneath it. As if the strokes themselves were uncertainâ or the hand that made them. âHeâs wondering if we just sort of find them. You know, when we need to. Like when we reach for the arcane, itâs justâŚ.â
Talis shakes his head, suddenly all square jaw and smiles once again. âAnyway, itâs all just a theory. Something weâve been scratching away at in our spare time.â
Mel arches an eyebrow. âI imagine you donât have much of that, right now.â
âWe donât,â he agrees, a shade too quickly for sincerity. âBut Iâve been pecking away at it when Iâve got a minute. Itâll all be worth it if a little bit of forethought now keeps us from burning the midnight oil for months, hoping the lack of sleep will give us a breakthrough later.â
âIs that so?â she hummed, resting a hip against the podium. âAnd here I thought Viktor loved staying up to all hours.â
Talis laughs, shaking that pretty head of his. âThatâs what I said. And you know what Viktor told me? Iâd like to be doing it alone.â
âNow that sounds like him.â She can see it nowâ his already curved spine bent to all angles, making one last tweak, taking one last measurement, peeking out from beneath his monumental work to say, get out. âI suppose since Iâm here, I best pay my respects to the genius inventor. Iâd hate for him to think Iâm playing favorites.â
âI doubt heâd mind,â Talis huffs out, all humor until she sweeps past him, making her way to the lab door. âHey, you arenât really going to go in there, are you? I told you heâŚ?â
She slows to a sashay, each click of her heels lingering before she makes the next. âWould be happy to see his favorite patron?â
His outstretched hand curls, falling back down to his side. âNot exactly what I was going to say, no.â
âOh, please.â Itâs a struggle not to roll her eyes, but she blunts her impatience down to a cock of her hip and a cross of her arms. âIf you think I canât weather a manâs poor temperament, Mr Talis, Iâd invite you to spend a day on the council. Then youâll really see the sort of tantrum a grown man can throw.â
Talis snorts, shaking his head. âHey, itâs yourâ er, choice. Just thought Iâd give you fair warning.â
âAnd miss Viktorâs undoubtedly stimulating conversation?â Her mouth hooks into her slyest smirk. âPerish the thought.â
âTry blistering,â he mutters, so soft he must think she cannot hear. âAh, but about the restaurantââ
âIt sounds lovely,â she replies absently, the first set of doors opening before her. âI do hope you have a good time.â
*
If there is one compliment Mel can lay at the Revered Professorâs feet, it is this: his penchant for high ideals never stumbles. Every building of the academy is designed with his lofty goals in mind, every wall stretching up to vaulted ceilings, supported by square columns meant to draw the eye up, inviting every body that views it to dream beyond their earthly goals.
What purpose that might serve in what was, essentially, a service corridor, she could never quite say, but the acoustics were superb. The harsh click of her heels amplifies with every step, echoing down the tunnel like her own personal set of heralding trumpets. A pity thereâs a set of doors at the end of it, heavy and metal; the academyâs answer to Talisâs blast doorâ what she wouldnât give to see the face of her favorite investment as she swept into the lab, a veritable angel choir announcing her arrival.
Knowing him, heâd start researching an automatic door. Or at least a way to sound-proof the corridor.
Not that either of them would be terrible ideas. Especially if this presentation impresses the way sheâs certain it will. Going forward with gate technology would take all this from academic to proprietary; an investment Medarda will have to see to protecting. More doors would be a start, and security that did not simply start and stop at the reception desk. Heimerdinger would never consent to private consultants on academy soil, but maybe a more responsive team of Piltoverâs bestâor at least someone with a bit more ambition than a grandfather more eager to show off family pictures than arrest trespassers.
Heâll have his concerns, of courseâ too much power in one personâs hands, heâd bluster, and anyone could become a tyrantâ but she knows all too well that most of his protests are meant to act as a dialogue; a mentor posing questions in order to lead a student along the proper path. To teach how to think, rather than provide answers. An irritating little habit of his, but one Mel is happy to play along with so long as it helps him put pen to paper. Or wrench to bolt, as it were.
The sticking point will be whose pockets the washers come fromâ Medarda eager to stake its claim, and the Good Professor just as keen to keep the academy from being sullied by the grasping hands of Piltoverâs clans, butâ
ââMuch as I would usually love to debate over the wisdom of that particular phrasing.â Viktorâs voice rings clearly into the corridor, just as strident and harassed as she expected from a man who spent the morning with Albus Ferros. âI do not particularly have the time for the theoreticals right now. Not when the practicals are going to knock down my door if this isnât ready to ship out by tomorrow.â
Itâs not until the much softer, more uncertain, âI appreciate that, I really do,â that followsâ from the assistant, she presumes, considering the heavy dose of hero worship weighing it downâ that Mel notices the doors stand open, the full breadth of the lab on display before she even gets to the stairs.
âItâs justâŚâ The girl hovers at Viktorâs shoulderâ or where his shoulder would be, if the whole of his body wasnât eclipsed by the dome bubbling out of the floor tilesâ fretting the way Hoskel does over his horses. As if by worrying, he might make them cross over the finish line faster. âIâm concerned with how much power the beam might need to be focused. Doesnât it have to be grounded somehow? I thought that if we moved a couple of these antecedents, we might be able to displaceââ
âSky.â He sighs at the precise pitch of the pinnacle of his patience. âThat is a conversation almost certainly worth havingâŚat another time. Right now I have to concern myself withââ
âMaking it work?â Mel offers, letting her heels clack a little more sharply as she descends the small set of steps down to the lab floor. âAnd after Mr Talis spent so long assuring me that you actually finished something on time.â
âCouncilor.â The title rolls around between his teeth, taking scores out of it before he lets it loose in his lab. Viktor doesnât bother to standâ where heâs crouched, she hardly thinks he could manage it without a crutch and a decent dose of cussing, both of which heâs loath to use in front of herâ but he also doesnât bother to look up, not until she orbits around one side of his lonely star to meet him in the middle. âTo what do we owe theââ he hesitatesâ âhonor?â
Sky watches her closely, skittish, almost. Those clever eyes dart between them with the same fervor as children counting between thunder and lightning strike, trying to divine just how close the next might come to their doorstep.
Mel smiles, but not at her. âDo I need a reason to visit my favorite investment?â
âNo.â His teeth bite around the word, just shy of something like a smile. âI was under the impression you didnât do anything for less than three.â
He looks at her now, hair askew and brows lifted to meet it, entirely too cocky to abide. She wraps her mouth around her next volley, already calculating his return, whenâ
âViktor.â The Sky girl elbows her way between them, tall enough for the puff of her hair to disrupt line of sight. âWhat I was saying, about the rune phrasingââ
âWe will talk about that at a later date.â Itâs a rare occurrence to see Viktor acting as a mentor rather than recalcitrant employee; what would have been a rousing row if Mel stood between the man and his machine is blunted down to a gentle correction, his impatience only apparent in the way he puts his back to the girl, focus narrowed down to the single point where he works. âNow is hardly the time to start talking aboutâŚgrammar refinement.â
âBut the arcane power demanded by the current construction isââ
âMiss Young." His hands still, his dismissal all the more stark in the silence. âLater.â
Her shoulders shift beneath the white of her lab coat, sitting straight enough a yardstick would turn green with envy. A defensive maneuver, like a kitten puffing up its fur or hedgehog quivering its spines. As if she makes herself big enough, his disinterest canât hurt her.
Itâs a childâs game, one destined not to last. Puffed up as she is, thereâs nothing left to do but deflate, her chest rounding over the books she has clutched to them. The girl spares Viktor one last lingering glanceâ hoping, perhaps, that heâll notice the blow heâs dealtâ before scurrying toward the door. Melâs half-tempted to pity her; itâs the same sort of scene sheâs seen played out in schoolyards and soirĂŠes and soldier encampments alike, one of the abiding embarrassments of growing upâ
But the clever little assistant stops at the top of the stairs. Has her hand on the door and hesitates even still, as if just one more moment, one last look might change everything. But this time, she doesnât pitch puppy dog eyes toward Viktor, oh noâ this is a wary glare, aimed squarely at where Mel stands. Accusatory, almost. As if she is the interloper in the sanctum sanctorum that is this lab.
Perhaps sheâs right, at that. But Melâs hardly going to apologize for it. Business, as always, comes before feelings, no matter how tender some may be.
âDonât you think you might have been a little harsh?â Most of their conversations flow best with a level playing field, but it would be a cold day in Sai Faraj before Mel would lower herself to a crouch. Not in these shoes, and certainly not in this dress. âThe girl only wanted to impress you.â
âWhatâs the point? Iâm already impressed.â He leans back, hands flush against the marble floors, leaving dark streaks of grease over its artful veins. âWhat would be the point of having her here if we didnât think she could lend any insight into this project?â
Itâs at the tip of her tongue, a reflex rather than a conscious thoughtâ have you thought to tell Ms Young any of that?
Were this merely the lapse of a mentor in regards to his student, a failure in encouraging professional confidence to thrive, she might have let it fall. Sheâs hardly an expert on the shaping of young minds; not nearly old enough to take on anything like a successor, at least according to the Medarda, and not inclined to tutor any of her younger cousins, lest theyâre encouraged to compete for her place. But she had, not long ago, been an apprenta herself, and Master Jagoâ well, he had never had a reputation for being effusive in his praise, not even for a young girl desperate to prove her place among a family more eager to see her stumble than succeed, but Mel never questioned his respect for her skills or her talent.
But thisâ this is not that. Simple professional jealousy would hardly leave her back burning this long after that girlâs glare gouged it; no, this is something infinitely more personalâ
âBesides.â A tuft of dark hair slips down the furrowed expanse of Viktorâs forehead, and he spares a breath to blow it back. âSheâs right about the grammar. This design draws too much power to be supported by so short a phrase. We either have to elongate the chamber, or weâll have to swap the antecedents etched on every piece of the mechanism, from top to bottomââ
And equally unlikely to be noticed. The object of Ms Youngâs admiration was already in a committed, mutually-beneficial relationship: with his work.
Sweet though, to see someone so interested in a man made more of math than muscle. Refreshing, even, to know that there were some who were drawn to intelligence over aesthetic. Little as the man in question would ever see his way around to appreciating it.
âSo you mean to tell me that when you flip your switch tomorrow, the machine wonât work?â Hard to believe when every surface of this dome is carved with runes, channels for the arcane shaped like fissures around them; somewhere between an art installation one might find in the Council Buildingâs atrium and a brain.
âAh, what? No. No no.â His hand waves sharply between them, not to ward off her question, but to redirect his mind to answer it.
âThisâ âhis palms open, the whole of this great machine encompassed between themâ âwill turn on. And not only will it turn on, it will work. It will work so well that all our esteemed patrons will see fit to empty their pockets and give us five more years funding. And that is where Miss Youngâs theory on antecedent order will matter, since then we will either reconstruct the whole thing to use the more efficient grammar, or weâll have toâŚI donât know. Build a tunnel long enough to contain the runic phrasing done the wrong way.â
Mel has never been a slouch at mental calculations, but even her mental faculties fail her as she tries to consider the scope. âAnd just how long would that be?â
âWell, let me put it this way: it wouldnât do the Council any favors with your relationship with the Undercity.â A laugh scrapes up from the recesses of his chest, less like draining the dregs at the bottom of the barrel, and more like cleaners shoveling up carriage-crushed carcasses from the streets. âNot that any of our Betters have lost sleep over that sort of thing before. But I would like to consider it a last resort. Greatness does not come from taking shortcuts.â
That little adage still has so much of the Great Professor in it, it squeaks, but Mel hardly finds that the most noteworthy part.
âBetters?â Her fingers reach out to trace the domeâs joints, pacing its perimeter with all the curiosity of a child approaching pristine plate glass. âEsteemed patrons? I never thought Iâd live to see the day when you called me that.â
âIt goes over better than purse strings.â Thereâs a strain in his voice, a snap, before Viktor settles back on his heels, nodding at his success. âJayce has informed me that if I liked theâŚacademic lassitude that comes from our funding, I cannot bite the hands that feeds. Or at leastââ his mouth curls at a corner, teasing the barest hint of teethâ âlearn to nibble a little more pleasantly.â
âOh my,â she hums, drawing the words out to their flattest notes. âWhat dire straits Hextechâs funds must be in if you consent to being civilized. Whatever will Mr Talis do should his project fail before he even takes the stage?â
Ah, now that gets a glare slanted her way, Viktorâs mouth pursing in the very picture of academic affront. âIâll thank you to remember that this is our project, Councilor.â
âIs it?â She lets a brow arch, inquisitive, skeptical. âWith the way Mr Talis was talking out in the showroom, I assumed you had stepped down from being a partner to aââpet, sheâs not quite unkind enough to sayâ âemployee.â
Four years of handling Piltoverâs prickliest engineer has made Mel a connoisseur of grunts and snorts, and this newest oneâ a huff, bare inches away from a cluckâ is dismissive. Dubious, even. âThen Iâm afraid youâve quite misunderstood. I am just a much as founder as I was the dayââ
âI found you fiddling with Heimerdingerâs keys outside his office door?â Her mouth tilts, the fold of her arms following a similar cant. âOr maybe you mean later, when you blew out the Revered Professorâsâ?â
âThatâs all water under the bridge,â he assures her with a lazy wave of his hand. âHe can hardly complain about his star pupils, now can he?â
âI suppose not.â The fissures thread along the bottom of her fingers, the chaotic network of channels falling into a half-familiar pattern, one she almost anticipates as one etching leads into the next. Like a half-forgotten childhood lullaby; she knows the tune by heart but stumbles through the words, phrases rising from her memory only fall to pieces beneath the weight of her tongue. âI have to admit, despite all theâŚextralegal skulduggery, you seemed like more of a partner then. Now you stay here in the lab, working on the future you and he were so keen on creating, while Mr Talis makes himself a household name.â
Thereâs scuffling as he gets his foot beneath him, one hand grasping at the crutch leaning on the console to deftly lever himself to his feet with only the barest squeal of his brace. The man might be doused in lubricant, the stretch between wrist and rolled up sleeve more grease than skin, but even still he canât keep the thing properly oiled. For all his flaws, Talis must have the patience of a saint; even now sheâs half tempted to hold him down and care for the joints herself, if only to save her from the clanking and whining sheâs subject to as he hobbles his way across the workshop. Away from her, she takes care to note.
âYou may not know this, Councilor,â he drawls, leaning over a sprawl of schematics. âBut long-term partnerships require compromise.â
âIs that so?â She approaches with all the patience of a predator, skirt swaying around her legs like tall grass before a sand cat strikes. He watches her the way prey doesnât, wary but aware as her hip props up beside his, fingers brushing over the topmost sheetâ a sky ship, it looks like, though its shape has more in common with a sloop rather than a galleyâ until they trace over the single signature sweeping across the corner: Jayce Talis. âIncluding who gets credit for your inventions?â
He scowls, scooping up the schematics and rolling them into a tight tube. âThat is for patenting purposes. We both invented these. Jayce knows that better than anyone.â
Reality rarely keeps an ambitious man from claiming credit, in her experience. âAnd I suppose itâs the both of you who will make sure the gate is in proper working order before the presentation? With no chance of explosion, if you donât mind.â
âCouncilor, please.â He presses a hand to his chest, the slant on his smile far too steep for sincerity. âWhen has one of my projects ever exploded?â
She barely has time to roll her eyes toward the window before he adds, âRecently.â
âIâm being unfair,â she admits, after a heavy pause to consider. âYour inventions donât explode.â
âThank you for nââ
âYou merely throw yourself through them, untested, and hope for the best.â
âThe gate wasnât untested.â Most men would puff themselves up for this amount of protest; stretching their spines to loom, hoping the breadth of their shoulders might quell any question. Viktor, however, sits. âIts effects were just largely unknown on living objects larger thanâŚoh, letâs say a cat.â
Itâs Mel who stretches now, lifting her chin to its most imperious height. âSo you thought the first person to test those effects should be you?â
Viktor shrugs, mouth pulling into one of his ridiculous grimaces. âSomeone had to do it.â
âAnd what about me, then?â Positioned at all her best, most forbidding angles, Mel favors him with a glare. âWas there some reason I had to be the one to witness it? Without warning, might I add! Just called across the city with no explanation, only to have you disappear right before my eyesââ
âNot disappear, really,â he muses, one long finger tapping at his chin. âMore like a relocation. The gate merely opens a point of entry in reality, and the vacuum pulls you through, almost like a pneumatic tubeââ
âYou were gone.â Mel prides herself on control, on her precise grasp of the way her voice rises and falls, always doing just as it ought. As she wills it to. But that last word leaves her mouth and collapses, folding in on itself, unable to bear the weight.
Viktor glances at her. Not the kind sheâs used to from men; that surreptitious pass from one end of her to another, taking her measurements as thoroughly as a modisteâ only itâs not the fit of a dress theyâre concerned about. No, this one lifts to meet hers, not falling to any more familiar anatomy, but lingering. His brow furrows, the subtle movements of his eyes searching.
ItâsâŚembarrassing, really. ThisâŚvulnerability. Mother always said it would kill her, caring too much. If only she had known it could lead to things worse than death, maybe she might have listened.
Itâs a relief when his attention finally drops away, fixed to where his hands rest on the desk. His fingers flutter, his mouth works, and after one terrible, too-long moment, he shrugs. âI came back, too.â
She clears her throat, the pitch of her voice concertedly casual as she says, âYes, well, you might have given me some warning. Iâm sure Mr Talis might have had some idea of what to do should yourâŚexperiment go wrong, but I was quite in the dark.â
âWell, if Iâd done it in front of Jayce, he would have stopped me.â He rolls his eyes, hands lifting to wrap quotes around, âFor âsafety reasons.ââ
âI see,â she hums, deceptively light even as her temper lashes behind the golden cage of her civility. âSo you chose me because you thought Iâd be too stupid to understand what you were up to.â
âYou wouldnât be aware of the precise nature of my intentions, no.â The bastard doesnât even have the decency to sound even slightly apologetic. Typical of him, really. âOr the risks of putting myself through what essentially amounts to a hole in reality.â
âOh?â Thereâs no point in hiding the edge of her tone, not when he could have a real, actual knife held to his throat and still go on about his precise criteria for what constituted a âcalculated risk.â âFor example?â
âWellâŚâ His head tilts, sending that tuft skittering across his brow again. âThereâs no air in a vacuum, traditionally.â
âOh, honestlyâ!â
âI lived,â he tells her, as if that is his only metric for success. Considering the few times sheâs seen Viktor testing his creations, thereâs a reasonable possibility it might be. âAnd you were suitably impressed with my efforts, if I recall.â
âI was suitably impressed when you managed to move a pencil.â Had she only known that would not be his only magic trick that day, she might have spared herself no small amount of fright. âIt has always been Medardaâs policy to allow our apprenta be the experts of their field of study with little oversight, howeverââ she slanted a pointed stare toward himâ âperhaps in the interest of our continued support, I should become more familiar with the basis of your work.â
âOh, donât put yourself out on our account, Councilor,â Viktor assures her with his best donât-get-in-my-way smile. âThe naive mind is a wonderful thing. A laymanâs perspective often gives more insight into a problem thanââ
âIâm not trying to help you with your work, Viktor,â she grates out, every syllable strained through her teeth. âIâm trying to keep you from killing yourself with it.â
âOh.â His mouth wraps around the sound slowly, as if testing to see if it might hold his weight, brow furrowed. âWell, that doesnât seem necessary. Itâs not as if Iâve died.â
âYet,â she stresses wearily. And yet, even so, her own mouth begins to curve, hands coming to rest against the cool metal of the tabletop. âI do have to admit, thatâs the first time in a long while that someoneâs dared to call me naive.â
âWell then.â Viktor makes to stand, the mole beneath his eye wrinkling with the first inkling of a smirk. âIâm glad I could get away with it.â
Itâs just chance that makes his glance flick to hers, a trick of the light that turns amber to gold and the strain of straightening his spine that drops his voice just so, that makes him lean in, entirely too close. And yetâ
And yet the effect is undeniable. A strange itch that settles beneath her skin, an odd twist to her stomach. The sort of things that a nice pair of shoulders might make her feel, at least on the right man.
Which this certainly is not. Itâs justâŚViktor.
He rights himself, cursing as he gets the splinted leg beneath him, chin dropping to inspect the braceâ it may not be squealing now, but misbehaving certainly seems to be on the menuâ and that ridiculous tuft drops over him again, obscuring his eyes, in the wayâ
Her hand reaches out, the lightest brush pushing the errant tuft back to where it belongs. Or at least, where it will consent to stay. She knows better than to expect anything about Viktor to be tamed, least of all by her. âYou will get cleaned up, wonât you?â
He stares at her, his gloved hand half-raisedâ to knock hers away, she realizes. A reflex, perhaps, abandoned after a thought. Or by the look in his eyes, a lack of one. âPardon?â
âFor the reception,â she says, stilted in a way she canât quite account for. âI thought you might try and look presentable, for once.â
âReception?â He snorts, hand dropping back to his crutch. âWhy do you want me to go to one of those things? So they can all talk over me like Iâm furniture?â His weight shifts, turning his back to her. âI think Iâll pass.â
âSo that they can see itâs not just Jayce who is the mind behind Hextech,â she presses. âBut the both of you.â
He hesitates, knee joint squeaking in protest. âI think they might rather it that way. Itâs certainly simpler. I donât think any of them would enjoy having to owe something to a man from the Undercity.â
Mel crosses her arms, one eyebrow lifted in challenge. âI didnât realize you wanted to make things simple for these people.â
His hand flexes on his crutch. âIâll think about it.â
âThatâs all I ask,â she says, and knows better than to add, for now.
#melvik#arcane#the man of progress#my fic#okay so like confession time. i had to split this time point in half#presentation & reception should be coming some time in Feb/March#and i am still annoyed that like. I had to do it at all#because I got to the scene with mel and viktor and realized i was halfway through#and at 10K. which meant the other half would be 10K too#and this would be a 20K chapter#and i just couldn't do it. it's too long man. not in a fic where every other chapter is between 7-10K#DOES NOT BODE WELL FOR THE NEXT TIMEPOINT EITHER#in any case please enjoy this fic where the only thing i take from season 2 is how the hexgate works#because fuck all that noise!
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an attempt at a fan trailer was made as I kept replacing clips i still wanted in this, i have given up
Anyway, everyone should go watch Mysterious Lotus Casebook!
#Mysterious Lotus Casebook#fan trailer#i hope tumblr doesn't SHADOWBAN or LOG ME OUT again#legit tho i made this bc yt doesn't have a subbed trailer?#and instead of subbing it I uhhh#well i just wanted to introduce my friends to this show#it took me so long too i barely had 480p episodes when i started#there was supposed to be a million more split second edits in the last 5 seconds#but i got tired
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jazzy
#neopets#neotag#neolodge#my art#my oc#my pets#lewis#cyvny#kyohvu#they are absolutely doing a jazz cover of some video game music i just know it#also i wanted to give it like school concert vibes#did you guys have those#we had like several every year#i remember always liking the jazz band's pieces but also thinking they went on like. way too long#also im literally just now realizing lewis' collar doesnt make any sense. oh well zzzz#after this they went to wendy's and got two four for four deals and split them#and got in a fight over whether lord kass could beat jhudora 1v1#kyohvu said OBVI kass would win#lewis insisted nuh uh jhudora is obviously way more powerful#kyohvu said uhhh well if jhudoras so fuckin powerful then why does she need me to go get her damn illusen lunch boxes all the time#cyvny is like eyes emoji eating his fries and wondering if theyre all going to kiss later#(they will)
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i think itâs crazy that she wrote ylm and proceeded to stay in the relationship for almost 2 years
i also don't think this is crazy. it may seem that way, but it's very human and more sad than anything
#also fwiw i think they did split after she wrote ylm (the hits different break and potentially the imgonnagetyouback break too)#but they worked it out and got back togetherâand i think part of why they stayed together for so long even though things were still bad#and kept getting worse and worse#is because how she felt during the short split was a kind of bad she wasn't sure she could get through if it happened again#also why when she did finally leave it was when she had an off-ramp to numb some of that pain#anon asks#asks
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the most devastating shit on earth is that i had a friend in middle school who was like my ride or die. but her only "social media" was Google Fucking Plus. so naturally i have lost her in the wastelands of that shitstorm. but i cannot find her ever again bc she has like The most common name on god's green earth so one facebook search for people with her name in the bronx yields like a million fucking results. so imagine if she's not even in the bronx anymore. 10 million results
#and if by some will from god she's out there wondering about me occasionally too She'd also be shit out of luck#bc my first name is different now. not even close to my birthname. and my last name is a nightmare#i didn't learn how to spell that shit until i was 6 and only so soon bc my mother set aside time to teach me specifically how to spell it#like it was its own school lesson. How to spell my own last name. so i'm not going to imagine someone could ever just Remember That#a decade down the fucking line#but i miss her often. she showed me inuyasha for the first time before rodan even did#we had the most awkward innocent scared quivering animal type lesbianism happening.#i would walk her home even though it meant making my 10 minute walk home into like 45 minutes#she lived in one of the projects and she snuck me in her apartment a few times when her dad wasn't home. that's when we watched inuyasha#one of my ''gifts'' i remember so specifically when we had decided we were dating is. i gave her. a tiny bag of chips.#blinks for a long time at you. i got her A Bag Of Chips.#đđ She should've killed me where i stood........#we once kissed because someone said they'd give us 20 dollars for it. We did not get the 20 dollars.#i was mad bc i wanted to split it with her and get snackies at the deli after school together or something. kills my elf#WAAAH i miss her. i miss da bronx too. one day i'm gonna drag rodan downstate to see it all#i want to take him to the bronx zoo and the botanical gardens. but also i just checked and nearly scumpt at the prices#37 DOLLARS..... đâď¸ i remember. (said oldly) i remember when it was. SEVEN DOLLARS!!!#whstever fucking happened to wednesdays you get in free. huh#i'm too scared to even look at the gardens now bc Nearly 40 tickets a person. oh My God. vomitworthy#wait oh my god what do thebuses and subway cost now. oh no oh no oh no#okay it's okay. it's a 40 cent difference. idr what a metrocard used to cost so it means nothing that it's a dollar now#but also Why the fuck do the express buses cost SEVEN DOLLARS.... đ brother bring that shit back down to five NEOW!!!#it's not even double the standard fare anymore. even if i round up the standard fare That's More Than Double. what#i hate inflation i hate inflation i hate#i'm rambling. walks away fast And my ass
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I'M GOING TO THROW UP ON YOUR SHOES THE LATEST CHAPTER WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD THE BOYS TALKING AND CUDDLING
THE HAIR TALK????? IS RASU GOING TO KEEP THIS QUIET?? TOPH **CLEARLY** KNOWS WHAT'S UP OH MY GOD I'M LOSING MY MIND IF ZUKO DOESN'T CUT SOKKA'S HAIR IN THE NEXT CHAPTER I'M GOING TO CHEW GLASS AND THE NEXT CHAPTER BEING ZUKO FOCUSED 6ucviviyddyuf7fycycy7gf7
(also no azula... Hakoda with the steel chair coming up??? MY EVERYTHING IS CLENCHED WITH APPREHENSION)
okay phew I'm done screaming I'm gonna go reread the chapter thank you for blessing us ââ _â _â â
Also this is how I think of the boys every single time I read the liab series I've re-read it 3 times now and i feel like this should be on the back cover in book format
*hides all chewable glass from you*
LISTEN HEREâŚ.
Sokka might need some TIME to process things! & remember he is supposed to be thinking things through better⌠so we might have to wait a bit for him to figure out how he wants to confront Zuko with what he discovered about hair haha.
I can confidently say that imagine is an accurate portrayal of the boys in LIAB. 10/10. Good choice.
#sorry it took me so long to answer#I was taking a tumblr break#clear my miiind#touch some grass#but Iâm back#& the grass has been touched it is hot outside#anywayyyy Iâm glad you liked the chapter#this next one I had to split it got too long#so hopefully you enjoy that too :)#onaishi#ask#liab#ITF
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Made some coffee because I need the boost
Going to go shave off my beard next because I like the occasional clear cut before growing it back and also no one ever sees me so it wonât matter how baby faced I am for the next week.
Going to stupidly retry buspirone later tonight. If youâve followed my âloreâ (and Iâm sorry if you have), the last time I tried it over a few days, it only gave me extra anxiety and made me feel hot and incredibly uncomfortable. Maybe that was a fluke. Maybe it was interacting with the antidepressants I had just upped my dose of. Regardless, weâll give it another shot and if it goes bad again, Iâll just take a couple benadryls, conk out, and not worry about them again.
Okay, I love you.
#my anxiety has just been nasty lately#Iâm working on the logical mental part of that but a good chunk of my anxiety & depression is due to unchangable health problems#so for those worries I canât reason away Iâm relying on medication#and I think Iâm âbraveâ (or foolish) enough to give buspar another shot#i donât want to take a benzo or anything tonight#I took 2 klonopins last night and that seemed pretty nice but I donât want to make that a habit#especially since doctors donât want to prescribe them unless really really necessary#so for tonight Iâve got my second cup of coffee and Iâm working on distracting myself#gonna shave off this gross beard and if I could Iâd cut off my long hair#my hair is too long!#I know thatâs blasphemous to say but dang itâs getting to be a bit much#also my therapist said I need to apply for jobs before our next meeting#I donât want to (fingers crossed) get a job interview just to roll in with this gross hair#NOT THAT HAIR IS GROSS! I love you hairy people!#but Iâm bad at trimming facial hair and I havenât had a haircut in⌠half a year? more?#so Iâm all split ends and uneven trims#and I sweat easily so I need to chop some of this all off before it gets too hot#why am I writing all of this? itâs not pertinent or important or exciting or#so anyway how are you doing?#I need more mutuals who spend ungodly amounts of time on this app#not to talk to. I suck at talking. I just like seeing people on here. doing their thing. being alive. interacting with them. itâs nice.#okay this is enough rambling#ok i love you take it sleazy#you can ignore this#text
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Like the looming shadow of a housekeeper's shoe, a memory from ages past surfaces with a terrible clarity.
"One day, child," his father had said, cradling his head with both sets of forefeet, in the droning tenor of a cricket run ragged by his sole offspring, "you will know, intimately, what suffering you have caused me."
"No, I won't," he had chortled, a contrary nymph even in this, "I'm never having children!"
Oh, to be young and foolish again.
(Amidst tiresome shenanigans and half-finished contemplations, Sebastian becomes further acquainted with his new charge.)
#gdt pinocchio#guillermo del toro's pinocchio#HI LOVELIES i hope the first chapter was engaging enough to warrant attention for a second chapter#because wrow. this took me so long dsklfjslkdf we hate the trials of adulthood#had to split this chapter up again because it got too long...but i hope it's still very much enjoyable <3#third chapter shouldn't take as long for me to finish but. who knows! defs endeavouring to get this complete though#as always please enjoy!#fic / the property of love (and being loved)#writings.text
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me when a run goes badly: at least I have nice comments on my fanfiction
me when the new chapter of my fanfiction doesnât get as many comments: at least I have running
#i need to get validation slash confidence from SOMETHING#tbf I may not get as many comments as some other works but the quality of them is off the charts#Iâve had at least 7-10 people tell me some variation of âthis is one of my fave ficsâ either atm or of all time#someone said theyâve NEVER commented on ao3 until now /I/ got the honor of their first comment EVER#and thank god for Saturday long run#every week Iâm like âaaaahhhh idk if I can do thisâ and then every week I hit it out of the park compared to the past#Iâm literally in a new league#and by that I mean my long run paces are all in a new minute range which is WILD 2 me#i always negative split them too#I negative split my runs more often than I donât tbh idk what that means
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pertaining to the idea of tenaxâs band of strays i do think itâs touching that the kids are the ones who saved him and waited outside the door to make sure heâs okay. for all tenax claims to be harsh and cruel itâs a fine indicator of his character that the kids wonât rest without him and are there every time heâs in danger.
#AND I CANâT FUCKING BELIEVE I HAD THEM STEALING THEIR WAY OMTO#THE PLATFORMS WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN oh i love being right#also that all the kids are there watching when he kills the guy whose name i forget because i simply cannot hold names in my brain but the#evil one. who i was like oh thank GOD he died i was so sick of this plot he kept killing everyone & i screeched when he almost got claudia#something something calla saying âyouâre not a child anymoreâ about tenaxâs cruelty to the brothers (which in my twisted narratives. sorry.#thereâs only one scorpus who KNEW the child tenax was. the child heâs still healing and caring for. all of the children whose eyes he looks#into and sees a hurt thatâs just like his? the children tenax saved whether heâll admit it or not? scorpus saved him. and thatâs all)#(also this is a terrible thing to say i knew it about but like. oh i knew it about the master of the house. tenax making sure NO ONE#touches the kids or does anything with them really but Claudia and himâthe people he trusts which also now includes calla but he makes sure#itâs someone he knows. also do we have a claudia backstory??? or would i just get to invent a reason why sheâs there and what sheâs doing#and why sheâs so loyal to tenax. did she also see the child he was and thatâs why sheâs so protective of him but also why she gets along#with calla so well because the two of them see how heâs festered in that. like calla fully has the rights here i think she should rip him a#new one for his lack of decency and good qualities he can be corrupt without being cruel yâknow. and he should be called out on his#peter pan ass behavior youâre not a child!! there are such consequences!!! dream a little bigger a little kinder!!! change the dream you#made up with scorpus when you were a young angry teenager and make it fit who you are NOW. the life you want NOW not the life you thought#you should have & deserved. what did you learn from growing up. what changed. what do you need now & what do you want. not the same things#and i too wish that this was 30k and covered their entire backstory#BUT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION of i also need it to be 100k canon-divergent (presumably. iâm only through episode eight. but i canât imagine#that they will follow the plot EYE would write because they need to have a second season & you canât have that without conflict which means#titus overthrown scorpus is gonna die metaphorically or literally etc etc the gold faction in shambles but technically triumphant with#domitian on the throne and tenax in a position of patrician power accepted into their society but still not equal and happy. whereas lmao#domitian youâre getting shipped off to some other city because your plot to overthrow titus failed and yet he is merciful enough he wonât#kill you he just sends you and hermes together (at which point over the months long journey you forgive and re-learn each other bc titus#didnât know of the betrayal he thought it would be kind to send your (ex-)lover with you. do we see how this works perfectly) & tenax falls#back into the underworld where he now knows he belongs because blood is everything except when it isnât. when he realizes what he has is#worth more. no matter if the blood he has is tainted or patrician the blood oath he swore with scorpus iron on their tongues means more.#callaâs split lip defending him and their winnings. kwaameâs blood on the hard packed sand of the arena fighting to stay alive and to come#home to them. the fire in auraâs cheeks when she laughs at ivy. SURPRISEEEE EVERY NARRATIVE IS A FOUND FAMILY I GUESS IT SPRUNG ON ME TOO.#and tenax doesnât mind a little dirt and bribery every now and then. doesnât aspire to former heights and shining brilliant out of shadows.#the gaudiness of gold &flash of foolsâ dreams. YES CAN I FINALLY PLS GET MY BLACK FACTION TO REPLACE THE ILL-FATED GOLD THATLL COLLAPSE W/D
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Iâm being so dramatic about a pair of pants right now
#and like Iâm trying not to be#I got a new pair of pants for work last Saturday and they were like perfect#they were very comfortable and I felt like confident in them#like I thought I looked good#and a couple of coworkers even complimented them#because itâs harder for some of us to find pants so itâs awesome when one of us gets like the perfect pair yk#anyway I did laundry today#first time washing these pants#they r regular work pants and have no special instructions#post wash and fry Iâm trying to pin them so I can hem them#they are like just barely too long#and I put them on and like the zipper would not go up#and like they werenât too tight or anything like they were pretty loose for being freshly washed#and it would move past like the first inch but I finally got it and almost immediately the zipper split#so then Iâm stuck in the pants#had to like pull it apart#which cause the teeth to brake#so now there def no chance of being able to wear them tomorrow#which I have other pants I just wanted to wear these because I didnât have to fight with them and they are so comfy#and like Iâve been down in the dumps and they made me feel good about myself unlike my other pants#and nowni canât wear them#and like thereâs bigger problems in the world and at the end of the day itâs not that big of a deal#but Iâm like losing my shit over it and being too dramatic about it#and I feel silly about it because I have other pants itâs not like itâs my only pair#Iâm mad because I canât wear them and my other pants donât make me feel good and r nowhere near as comfy#also I just bought these!#so Iâve now wasted my money on a pair of pants#my friend has the same pair and they didnât do this to her so I just have bad luck with them I guess#I donât know Iâm just trying to not be dramatic and itâs not working#sam speaks into the mcfuckin void
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#skye talks#vent#it's been a long time since i had a panic attack in the grocery store but here we are#maybe it has something to do with spending my last money on food and gas#new job tomorrow just gotta make it through#all my days are full of tasks now and i have no choice really i gotta do things i gotta maintain and yet im so tired my whole body aches#i want to sleep for twenty years and i haven't even started yet#actually i want to sob and someone to run their hands through my hair#i got home and nearly fell asleep sitting in my car and my muscles keep twitching like they'll cramp#and my feet feel like they're going to split in half#and all the lights in my space were different from how i left them and blinds were open that I didn't and somebody turned my fan off#and like wow i really can't leave my room for even a day without everything being different#and they'll just yell at me and yell me I'm being so disagreeable and difficult if i beg them once sgain to please respect my space#I'm 30 amd saving to move out but they open the door on me unannounced like I'm a child#and i nearly started sobbing in the kitchen as i tried to pack up some chopped onions in the freezer and I coulnt even do that#i begged four separate times in like ten minutes to please let me do this stop goving me other bags stop questioning what I'm putting where#i just couldn't talk i could barely hold myself together#everything in my body hurt and my chest feels like it's being stabbed and my brain is screaming at me and i just#i just needed to put the onions in the freezer and be allowed to be nonverbal and it was too much and it took everything i had#all of it to just beg and say please don't talk to me I'm so tired i just need to do this#and i got literally shrieked at the fourth time i said it#i just#i don't#oh my god i'm gonna lay here for hours and maybe cry again#AND THAT'S NOT EVEN THE BIGGEST THING ON MY MIND IT WAS JUST THE PANIC AFTERMATH#somebody sedate me or something why is it all so hard#I'll deal with it but holy fucking shit
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you think i'd be better at this given its my third time moving in two months
#moved in with my long term serious partner and then found out she had an eviction notice she didn't tell me about so I would live with her#so I had to move in then move out (broke up with her bc i cant trust my safety anymore) after just a few weeks back to my shitty parents#and it took me a little over a month to find a space in disability housing which was SO FKN QUICK FOR THAT#I got super lucky and I dont have a specific social worker bc theyre too swamped to get me one#so one of the guy in charge of the local social workers has been acting as my social worker#so since he was in charge he knew a new program had JUST started and had room so he applied for me which really got me in quick#they started buying houses in poorer areas and renting them to disabled ppl for EXTREMELY subsidized prices. 1600 split between three peopl#with a yard and all utilities including internet fully covered. And house cleaning#and I actually like the 'bad' area its in. Its just bad enough to be mostly free of chains so the area has small local grocers who sell foo#sell food so cheap it made my head spin when I popped into one after finalizing the move in date#its far away from my sibling tho :(#this is on the west side of the next over city and my sibling is on the far west metro of the main city#its 2hr 14m bus ride one way#were going to try and hang out at a board game venue mid way between us :)
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Dirty Lilâ Secrets!
Synopsis. They all have their habits in bed - some so filthy you canât help but keep them your dirty little secret.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, size differences, brĂŠeding, mating press, oral (female receiving), vibrators, manhandling, marking, jealousy (Chosoâs side), praise, degradation, exhibitionism, fĂngering, semi-public, cĂşmplay, some HEINOUS things, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 4.8k
A/N. This came to me while watching Pink Panther, I think I should watch Pink Panther more often.
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - Take it or he makes you
Now, Toji knows heâs got a big dick - huge, even. And to him it doesnât make a difference - either you take his fat cock like the good lilâ slut you are, or he shoves it in your snug cunt and watches you gasp so deliciously around him, eyes watering, swollen lips dropping into a pretty little oh!Â
âAh- hngh daddy sâtoo big. I donât think-â
âYou will, pretty girl.â he chuckles darkly, leaning down till his breath is hot against your ear. âBecause Iâll make it fit.â
Okay, maybe he lied - maybe it really does make a difference. Because right now, with you already so cockdrunk as he bullied his furiously leaking tip into your sloppy hole - Toji doesnât think heâs ever been harder.
âAre- are you at least hngh- halfway in, daddy?â he hears you whimper. Cock twitching so animalistically inside you at the way your voice cracks so adorably at the end, tinged with desperation.Â
Toji canât help but huff out a laugh, brows furrowed, greedy gaze stuck on the obscene way your pretty lips struggle to take him in. Pussy spread open so shamefully for him, quivering and leaking so sinfully onto the sheets below.Â
âNope.â he hums, popping the p, reaching down to lick a long, languid stripe up the delicate tear streaming down your cheek.
God, he has to fight down some feral, animalistic part of him that wants to just plunge his throbbing cock into you till his heavy balls smack your ass. But no - not yet. Whatâs the fun if he canât see you struggle a bit more?
Instead pushing in shallow, determined little thrusts to fit inside your tight pussy. Each one has his prominent veins pulsing angrily against your walls, hitting that one spot just right. A maddening bump! bump! bump! you were losing your mind to.Â
Stretching you to your limits. You could almost feel his achingly hard tip hitting your cervix already.
Full. So full - and he wasnât even halfway in.Â
Feral grunts leave him at the way you moan breathlessly at each motion, scrambling to grab onto the headboard, the sheets, him - just anything to ground you to your sanity as youâre split apart on his achingly hard cock.
Ah, how he loved this little song and dance. A few tears, a few whines - his lilâ slut pretending like you couldnât take it all - as if your walls arenât sucking him in so obscenely, hips bucking up mindlessly for more. He loves your cute lilâ mewls when you canât decide between wanting to run away or milk the soul out of him.Â
âNow now,â Toji tuts, looping two muscled arms around your waist so you canât escape. Tight, grip almost bruising.Â
You let out a delirious squeal as he pulls you down down down - onto his thick cock. Plush walls taking him in greedily inch by fucking inch. Hungry for more.
He knew his pretty girl could do it - you always do.Â
âDonât think you can run away from me, doll.â he groans over your pathetic little yelps of âAh! Too- too big, daddy! Gonna break-â
âThen break fâme.â
And with that, Tojiâs had enough of playing nice - ramming in the rest of his length in one, harsh thrust. Not stopping till heâs buried in your dripping cunt all the way to the hilt.Â
A low hiss leaves him as his abs rub your skin, twitching balls finally smacking against your ass. Finally taking all of him.
Finally bottoming out. Ah, this is what heâs wanted for sâlong - teasing himself just as much as you.
âOh! Oh my- ah, fuck. Want it- need it sâbad. Please- ngh-â you mewl, hips bucking wildly. Too cock-drunk on the way the tufts hair at his toned pelvis scratch against your throbbing clit to even form proper sentences. God, you think you could almost cum just from the feeling of being so overwhelmingly full of him.
âFeel me in you, pretty girl?â he rumbles, low and dangerous. âFeel me rightâŚâ he trails a long finger in between the valley of your breasts. Featherlight touch dancing down, down, down to your navel, pressing hard onto your stomach, â...there.âÂ
You gasp at the pressure, breath catching in your throat at the dangerous smirk curling his lips as he begins to pull out inch by inch - agonizingly slow. Getting ready to fucking ruin you. Because boy does it stroke his ego to see you absolutely wrecked by his huge cock, struggling to just take him - but this is where the real fun starts.
⥠NANAMI KENTO - The family man
Nanamiâs a very steady man - he always has been.
A steady job, a steady schedule, a steady relationship with you. So, really, it makes sense that he wants a kid, or two - or four with the ways heâs got you folded in half beneath him. Legs thrown over his sculpted shoulders, thighs burning at the stretch as he bends down down down-
A mating press. Nanami Kento had you in a fucking mating press.
And it was very dangerously quickly becoming his favorite thing.
You werenât sure what to expect with that off-hand comment about wanting kids, but it surely wasnât for your loving husband to fucking rip your skirt off and bend you over the nearest flat surface, throbbing cock now buried in your dripping pussy.
That was a few days ago.
And now every night without fail, you have Nanamiâs seed dripping down your legs, still-achingly hard erection buried in your poor cunt - you doubt youâll make it out alive this time.
âK-Kento- Hah- hngh, I feel sâfull- so-â
âShhh, darling. One more. Jusâ one more, all you gotta do is take every drop.â he hums, lips ghosting over your racing pulse. Brows furrowed, sweat trickling down his temple, cock ramming into you at such a filthy pace.Â
Warm - so warm with his seed. It jolted some carnal part of him - all the way down to his achingly hard cock - to know that he was the one doing this to you. That was his cum filling your pretty pussy. And everyone else would know.
God, you can do nothing but sit there and take it as Nanami edges you closer and closer to your nth orgasm tonight. Thumb drawing rough, frenzied little circles on your throbbing clit that match the merciless pace of his hips.Â
Over and over. A quick, maddening tempo he was losing his mind to.
Desperate, so desperate to get you off.Â
âGonna fill you up.â he whispers, voice raw and dripping with need, mind hazy. âGonna be so round and pretty with my kid, right, darling?âÂ
You nod eagerly, as he increases his pace impossibly. Your skin stinging where his balls smack your ass, fucked-out little ah! ah! ah! leaving your kiss-bitten lips each time his hips hit yours.Â
Drool drips delicately down the corner of your mouth at how animalistically he was fucking you. None of that familiar tenderness - only the pure, filthy desire to breed your pretty lilâ cunt full. All his.Â
âYou can dress âem up, and Iâll take âem to school.��� he rambles, as half-delirious as you at this point. Drunk off of you and your cunt and you. âAnd when weâre all aloneâŚâ he trails off dangerously. Ripping his gaze from the creamy, white ring forming around his base to look in your eyes, âIâll fuck another one into you.â
âAh! Yes yes yes, please. Cum in me baby, fill me up.âÂ
You see white as you cum - or maybe that was Nanami painting your plushy walls with his seed, you canât even tell at this point, too exhausted and cock-drunk. All you can feel is Nanami twitching inside you before heâs shooting thick hot spurts of his cum. Again. And again.Â
âOh- Kento, tâmuch. Thereâs so much.â you moan softly, words slurring together. Sloppy hole quivering at the feeling of being so deliciously overfilled as Nanamiâs cum trickles out of you, forming a wet, sinful pool on the sheets below.Â
âFeel it inside you, darling?â he doesnât stop thrusting - rough, mindless movements from some deep-rooted, primal little part of him. Stuffing you deeper and deeper with his cum. Fully intent on filling you up until he was shooting blanks - or until he physically couldnât. Whichever comes last.
Fucked-out little yelps leave you with wreckless abandon, mixing with the creaking of the bed at Nanami starts up yet another unforgiving pace, âYes- Ah! I feel it, Kento. Feel it sâdeep inside me.â âMhm?â he purrs, teeth grazing your earlobe. Darkened eyes glinting with something predatory as they greedily lock onto the way his cum gushes out of you. Seeping into your skin, smearing on his abs - and his rock-hard cock. âThen, better be ready for one more, darling.â
⥠GETO SUGURU - The sweet-talker
If someone saw the ever-graceful Geto Suguru right now, they wouldnât believe their eyes - and definitely not their ears. Such beautiful words coming out of such a beautiful mouth, but his actions were anything but.Â
And it doesnât even matter the place, heâll come up right beside you and whisper a few seemingly harmless words. âI really love that skirt on you, angel. Is this the one I bought?â heâd say to you at the convenience store, smiling sweetly at the old woman in front of him that sighs about âyoung love.â
Little did anyone know that right at that moment, the innocent hand in his pocket fiddles with that little plastic remote. The one he bought specifically to make you lose your sanity.
Intensity setting 2.
âB-baby?â you whimper, breath hitching as you feel the bullet vibrator shoved inside your dripping cunt start to turn up a notch - tiny, methodical vibrations against your snug walls.Â
âYes, my angel?âÂ
You could almost smack the innocent grin off his devastatingly handsome face. Geto Suguru could win an Oscar for how good he was at acting like he didnât have a firm grip on your vibrator control. Thumb running harsh, quick little circles on the intensity.
âNothing.â you grit your teeth, nails digging into his sculpted arm as you hold onto him for support. The little bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzzt maddening against your cunt. Praying that no one else here could see your dazed eyes and the way your thighs were quivering desperately. God, could this queue get any longer?
You almost miss the wrinkled hand waving in front of your face, the good-natured voice in front of you asking, âYou alright, dearie? You look a bit under the weather.âÂ
Intensity setting 3.
âI-Iâm-â you choke, looking up at Geto for support. In perhaps a miraculous act of kindness, he peers down gently at the old lady. âDonât worry, grandma. My love here has just been a bit sick today. Mâtaking her to the doctor after this, yâknow. Isnât that right, angel?â
Intensity setting 4.
Oh, not an act of kindness. Definitely not.Â
Panties completely soaked now, pussy clenching desperately around the vibrator. You shoot a quick glare at Geto, who was urging you deceivingly lovingly to answer. God, you could almost hear the laughter inside his mind as you take a steadying breath, stuttering out a barely audible, âY-yeah. Sick today.â
You couldnât care less if the sigh of relief you let out is audible to everyone else in the store as the elderly woman turns away with a nod. Mind focused only on Geto and Intensity setting 4 and Geto-
âAww, whatâs wrong, angel? Why do you look like youâre about to cry?â you hear that familiar faux concern from above you. âWhich asshole do I need to beat up?â
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzztÂ
Gritting your teeth in order to not snap or just outright demand that Geto makes you cum right here, right now. Instead, managing out an unsteady little, âTurn it down.â
âWhat was that, angel?â
âTurn it down, I swear to-â
Youâre cut off by hot breath against your ear, Getoâs voice hoarse with desire as he mutters, âThen cum. Right here.â
And as if to prove his point, he deftly runs his fingers along the intensity control once more, rubbing maddening little circles along it. Edging your climax and your sanity like the sadistic bastard he was.Â
Bzzzt-bzzzt-bzzztÂ
And you could tell by the faint smirk curling his lips that he was taunting you - torturing you to just break or break him. Whichever comes first.
Thighs trembling, knees weak, you shiver as you finally reach the counter, Getoâs thumb now firmly set on Intensity setting 4 as he speaks casually with the cashier. How dare he talk about the weather when you were reaching a breaking point here?Â
Tears prick at your eyes - both at the pure overstimulation and the frustration of not being able to fucking cum. No matter how much you wanted to.Â
âAngel, you donât look too well. Want to sit down?â
You clench your jaw, trying to maintain some level of composure as Geto pays for your items. Every second feels like an eternity, every nerve ending screaming for release.Â
You muster a weak nod even as you can feel your thighs quivering, blood roaring in your ears - you refuse to let him win. At least this time.
âCâmon now, letâs get you home and rested.â By the time Geto steers you to the exit, youâre practically begging for relief. His arm hot around your waist, your vision blurring at the edges. Youâve only made one step outside when-
Intensity setting 5.
You cum with a strangled yelp. Nails digging into Getoâs forearm hard - part in surprise and part revenge for all of that. His strong arm being the only thing grounding you - and the only thing keeping you from collapsing to the fucking ground.
Your orgasm takes you by surprise, and for a brief moment, all you can do is breathe, your eyes fluttering closed as your body shudders at the shockwaves of electricity. God, you almost think you see the pearly gates of heaven at the sheer intensity of your pleasure.
When you crack open your eyes again, you find Geto staring at you. Ah, an angel.
âWell, you should be thankful I went easy on you this time.â
Nevermind, itâs the devil incarnate. Geto leans in closer, his lips brushing against your ear. âHope youâre not feeling too âunder the weatherâ, angel. Because Iâve got a plan in mind and weâre going to be doing something much more fun than going to the doctor."
⥠CHOSO KAMO - Marked up and all his
Choso knew you were hot - it only bothered him that everyone else did too.Â
Which is probably why youâll often find him all but dragging you into the nearest bathroom at whatever party. Barely even locking the door before heâs got you pressed against the cold counter, leaking tip dragging teasingly along your swollen folds.Â
âChoso, baby~â you whine softly from where his furiously flushed head was kissing your dripping cunt, barely audible over the loud thumping of the music from the other side of the door. âMore, deeper.â
And, well, whatever his sweetheart wants - she will get. Because he immediately presses in, plunging inch by fucking inch into your sloppy heaven. Veins dragging so maddeningly across your walls as he bullies his throbbing cock into your snug cunt.Â
âThis what you want? To be split apart on my cock, sweetheart?â He groans into the crook of your neck, your sweet moans going straight to his aching cock. Tongue flattening along the skin, licking long, languid stripes up your neck, he nibbles lightly - all part of his plan.
âHah- Hngh, yes baby. Jusâ like that.â Enveloping himself in your warmth, thrusting in small, mindless little motions of his hips. Not even wanting to get himself off - just wanting, needing to feel your pretty pussy around his cock. To prove to himself that you were his.
But it wasnât enough.
Mouth still relentlessly marking and biting your skin, Choso guides your legs to wrap around his toned waist - a signal to pull, to use him to your heartâs content.
âFuck, Choso- Fucking me sâgood.â Your legs tighten around him, pulling him impossibly closer. Itâs all Choso ever wants.Â
One hand deftly snakes itâs way down to your throbbing clit, rolling his thumb along the sensitive bud in just the way he knows will make you squeal and buck your hips onto his cock for more more more-
And the other - ah, yes, he canât forget why heâs here - neat fingernails digging deep into your skin. Leaving pretty crescents in their wake - just below where your tight lilâ party dress hiked up. To show all those losers on the dance floor who you belong to.
Dragging. Marking.Â
His mouth leaves their place from your neck to whisper against your lips, darkened eyes boring into yours, âYouâre mine, yâknow that?âÂ
You can do nothing but nod breathlessly into the heady air, hips bucking wildly underneath him as he increases his pace. Keening deliriously at the bruising grip on your hips and the even harder one on your poor cunt.
âMine. All mine.â he grits out, twitching balls smacking your ass, rock-hard cock dipping in and out in and out in and-
âThose losers canât fuck you the way I do, sweetheart.â
And then youâre cumming. Jolts of electricity running down your spine - and your nails raking down Chosoâs. Red-hot patterns in their wake - and thatâs exactly what sends him over the edge. âAh- Shit shit shit, yes mark me till mâbloody yes-â
And maybe you do, because his throbbing cock twitches deeply in your pussy. Thrusting once, twice before he pumps thick, hot ropes into your fluttering walls. Tight balls squeezing painfully as he cums with a loud groan of your name.Â
Two arms kneading your ass - wrapping bruisingly around your waist - touching any and every inch of skin he could reach. Leaving pretty little marks for days.
You can feel such a sinful, sticky mixture of his slick and your cum trailing down your legs as he fucks you both through your highs. Pooling at the cold counter, stomach now uncomfortably hot, vision blurry - yet you still manage to make out the satisfied grin on Chosoâs face.Â
Pure pride shining in his eyes as he takes in your fucked-out state, marks blossoming along your skin as if youâd been thrown to the wolves.Â
Ah, success.
But heâs barely had time to bask in his victory till you murmur out a quick âHold on.â Pulling him firmly by the collar of his t-shirt. Lips firmly slotting over the sensitive skin peaking out.Â
Chosoâs breath hitches as you bite and tease the skin - a pathetic little imitation of the absolute wreck heâd havoced on your skin - not pulling away until youâre satisfied with the dark, red mark blossoming on his milky skin.Â
âThere. Perfect.â you flash an almost-innocent grin at him. And despite all that transpired in this heady bathroom, this is what makes his knees weaken so desperately. Oh, how he loved being yours.
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - The show-off
If the King of Curses owns something nice and pretty, then you can bet heâs going to show it off to everyone and anyone that crosses him. It doesnât matter if itâs human trash or some lowly curse heâs just about to kill, all of them have the same last sight - you.
You, sat so prettily on the hulking kingâs lap. All doe-eyed and batting your lashes so innocently at him as he wielded chaos on his throne.Â
It made them almost want to save you from this monster, only to realize - if Sukuna was feeling particularly generous that day - that he was the last thing that you needed saving from.Â
Because if by some miracle, Sukuna was feeling generous - and decided that those scum that bow beneath him should see something pretty before they die - then they see you. Legs spread so shamefully on his lap, large arms the width of your head keeping them open for your guests.
Sukuna trails his rough fingers dangerously down your robe - one that does absolutely nothing to hide your curves or the heaving of your chest. Thin fabric tearing easily under his sharp fingernails, exposing such tantalizing flashes of skin as whoeverâs watching gulps heavily in both fear and anticipation.Â
He doesnât stop till your robe is all but hanging off you now, dripping cunt soaking the tattered fabric as you keen desperately into his touch.Â
âShhh, my lilâ slut.â he murmurs, low and gravelly into your ear, hot breath sending jolts of electricity coursing through your veins. âWouldnât want to be rude in front of our guests, hm?â
Whoeverâs bowing before you two donât know what makes shivers run down their spine more - Sukunaâs dangerous words or the way you whine desperately. âBut Sukuna~â grinding onto his very obvious erection as you do, âWanâ you so badly, havenât been filled by you today.â
Shit, scratch that. The scariest thing here was the deep chuckle that echoes across the throne room - the King of Curses laughing. Laughing.Â
They watch in horror - unable to rip their eyes away - as he snakes down two large fingers to your dripping cunt, spreading open your swollen folds. Absolutely delighting in the way you flutter around nothing - his lilâ slut, so desperate for him.Â
You buck readily into his hold as Sukuna bullies two large fingers into your snug cunt. Ready walls clenching down so sinfully at finally getting some of the friction youâd been aching for all day.
âOhh, yes. Sukuna, finally. Wanted you in me sâbad.â you squeal as he curls his fingers deftly inside you, expertly grazing that familiar spot he knew would have you falling apart in a matter of a few seconds.Â
âSo spoiled.â Sukuna hums, a sly grin curling his lips - and the scum bowing before him completely forgotten - as he starts pumping his fingers in and out of your sloppy hole. Thrusting in rough, jerky little movements that no matter how filthy and unrefined they seem - hold a dangerous, calculated intent as he hits that spot over and over.
The ones before you find their cocks hardening traitorously at your breathy whines and the lewd squelching sounds. Torn between training their eyes on the ground and greedily watching your thighs quiver on the monsterâs lap, cunt dripping so obscenely onto his robe.Â
âLook at her.â a sharp order jolts them out of their reverie. Sukuna didnât have to ask, he knew you were a heavenly vision in his little hell. Yet, he continues anyway, amusement spiking at the way they can do nothing but gape at what they can never have âLook. So desperate fâme. Should I make her cum?â
âNooo, Sukuna donâ be mean~â you whine half-deliriously at the silence that follows. Voice strangled at the merciless pace Sukuna had on your cunt, rolling your swollen clit on his fingers, dipping in and out in and out in and-
Sukuna chuckles darkly in your ear, over the protests of the trash at his feet, âSeems like they donât want you to cum.â He increases his pace ruthlessly, over and over. Hitting that spot with reckless abandon, delighting in the way you writhe and convulse on his lap. âBut sâalright, Iâll be the one to make you cum. Your king, hm?â
And make you cum he does. Adding three fingers into your tight cunt now, thrusting in and out at a pace that has you bowing into his hulking body. Over and over. Hurried. Hasty. Almost torturous for those watching.
âAh! Yes yes yes, Sukuna~ Mâgonna-â you can barely finish the sentence before youâre seeing stars behind your eyes, broken moans of Sukunaâs name leaving your swollen lips. He doesnât stop - not when your orgasm is mere tingles, your voice too raw to even let out fucked-out moans. Not even when youâre quivering and fidgeting on his laps. Not even when he leans down to mutter in your ear, voice husky with pure need, âNow, how should I kill these fuckers off?â
⥠GOJO SATORU - Just a lilâ taste
The great Gojo Satoru loves all things sweet, and that includes you. Not just you, but your pretty lips, your sweet cunt, and the sweetest - something else heâd never admit to anyone but you - the taste of him in you.
And right now - bullying his throbbing cock into your snug cunt, his heavy balls smacking your ass over and over as he rams into you hard, fast - Gojo knows thereâs something for him to look forward to.Â
The bed creaks in protest as he chases the heavenly feeling of your tight pussy around him, mixing with the filthy moans leaving your mouth.
He was probably going to get another noise complaint - good, let them nosy fuckers know how good he makes you feel.
âAh! Hah- hngh, Toru filling me up sâgood.â you mewl and buck your hips underneath him for more more more- wanting, needing the feeling of him stretching you so deliciously. His glistening veins dragging along that one spot so deliciously, pulsing against your tight walls at an urgent, incessant rhythm.Â
âOh yeah?â he grunts. Cock pushing into you deeper and deeper, cervix kissing your tip so painfully good. âLike this? Like it when I fuck you like this? Canât get enough of it, hm?â
Because of course, Gojo Satoru canât stop running his mouth even when heâs fucking you relentlessly. Even when his thrusts grow frenzied, sloppy with desire. And especially not when youâre creaming on his achingly hard cock.
God, youâre so fucking perfect he canât help but lose himself in the heat of the moment as well.Â
Body arching off the bed, you see stars behind your eyes as Gojo cums in thick, hot spurts inside your fluttering walls. âShit, oh Toru, sâfull inside me hah-â
You think you probably cum harder just at the sight before you.Â
Gojoâs head thrown back, blue eyes prettily rolling to the back of his head as he bites his lips in concentration - desperately trying to fight off that feral, animalistic part of himself that just wants to fuck his cum deeper and deeper inside your dripping cunt. Wrestling that urge to breed you full to the back of his mind.Â
No, because heâs got bigger things in mind.Â
Bigger things that include urgently dropping to his knees as soon as your breathless moans bate. He wrestles your hips on the mattress, grip bruising on your waist as he pulls your pretty cunt closer. All wet and painted white with his cum, dripping so obscenely onto the fresh sheets below.
Mouth dropping into a soft oh! at the sinful sight before him, Gojo doesnât waste a second before surging forward.Â
Nose-deep in your pussy, he doesnât stop till heâs nose-deep and breathing you in so obscenely. Tongue bullying its way in between your swollen folds, dipping into your sloppy entrance in and out in and out in and out-
He groans into your cunt as he tastes himself. Tastes you.Â
Sweet.Â
The absolutely filthy mixture of his cum and your slick sliding down his tongue as he laps up your juices with the desperation of a madman. God, it makes the blood rush straight to his dick at the way your mouth drops open in disbelief - he never does get used to it.
Messy. It was so fucking messy.Â
âMmm, sâsweet on my tongue, baby.â he slurs, drunk off the absolutely intoxicating taste of your sin. âFuck- Canât get enough of it. Shit.âÂ
You flinch as he swears into your throbbing cunt. Seeing flashes of white behind your eyes each time he flicks his tongue just right to graze over all your most sensitive spots. You could almost cry from the overstimulation - walls fluttering sensitively around his relentless tongue.
And you probably do really cry when Gojo moves up your dripping pussy, sucking on your swollen clit. Rolling his tongue over and over at the same maddening pace of the tears down your cheeks.Â
Absentmindedly, you wonder whether heâs done with his little feast - and moving on to torture you full time now.
Gojo huffs out a laugh into your cunt, popping off your abused clit with a lewd pop! Hands snaking down to grab his rock-hard base. Pulling in short, desperate little tugs to get himself ready for what was to come. âYeah, mâdone, baby.â he chuckles darkly. Shit, did you say that out loud?Â
But you have no time to wonder too long about that, instead stuck on that dangerous little glint in his eyes as he stands from his position nose-deep in your cunt. Swiping his tongue across his lips, savoring every last drop of you.Â
Dazed, your eyes drift from his slick-glossed mouth down, down, down to-
Oh.
âDonât worry, baby. Mâgonna be feasting again real soon.â
A/N. Plagiarism not authorized.
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In other news Odile crashed my game during her friend quest. Smiles in pain.
#rat rambles#stars posting#I just want to get to act 4 alreadyyyyyy#I have. plans.#and while I know theres more stuff I can do rn in act 3 I would rather save most of it for later#anyways. time to hope I saved before starting the family quests#odile saw I was trying to speedrun everyone's dialogue and said nuh uh try again#also Im glad I got the coin scene like the absolute millisecond act 3 started I was worried Id have to sit around for forever#speaking of the coin I got a fun glitch with it earlier#I was near the favor tree and got the coin dialogue where a glitch rewind effect happens#and the tree jumpscared the hell out of me by suddenly getting stretched out and huge covering most of the screen#I had to walk out and back into the are to fix it it covered like half the area#it genuinely slightly scared me for the split second that it wasnt obviously a glitch lol#gotta love the universe breaking itself to try to keep itself together#one thing that did surprise me is just how much optional content I've never seen before there is#I knew there was stuff that most ppl who play the game dont ever see but I guess I forgot most ppl dont obsessively shove their faces into#walls until smth happens#love making my sif grapple with his lost past the absolute millisecond I am allowed to every time a new scene is opened up to me#the lost contry scenes are all easily my favorite scenes in the game and its honestly not even close#theyre both very important to me and also just incredibly well written and interesting#its low key what boosted sif from being a character I have a complicated relationship with to character I adore#to be clear the complicated stuff is all in the rest of the self recognition I face when I see him spiral#you see jackie is recognition through the other (derogatory) but like in a god damnit you have adhd dont you sorta way#while sif is more like. hoo boy. uh oh.#which is ironic because jackie is the one of the two whos actually a terrible person lol#you see I like picking her apart while with sif it feels like theyre picking me apart which is significantly more uncomfortable#I forgives them I just need to not think abt them for too long at any given time or I start feeling depressed lol
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