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skyblueartt · 7 months ago

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Aw I’ve been told by a few people that they like how I draw Henry with orange before ✨The Horrors✨ and then with grey after everything happens, glad y’all like thatttt!! I think it’s fun! Love that guy

#tfw you love a character we know hardly anything about #THATS ALL THE PPL THO TBH #LMAO #other than the basics #I just sorta took my fave parts from fanon and then also made my own headcanons like bro is my damn oc😭 bruh

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meamiki · 4 months ago

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mira !!! :]

#isat #in stars and time #isat mirabelle #isat spoilers #<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well #one of these miras is not like the other #one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA #a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D #so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue #the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms #i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL #side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA #funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA #mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but #the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf #or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm #but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events #which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king #and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA #but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally #one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]

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starheirxero · 9 months ago

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I love you Eclipses with multiple arms. I love you Eclipses that can retract or add more at will. I love you Eclipses who stole their extra arms from other people. I love you Eclipses who were made with multiple arms to wrangle more kids. I love you Eclipses who have multiple arms because they aren't entirely animatronic.

I love you Eclipses with multiple voices. I love you Eclipses who stitch together clips of other people speaking to communicate. I love you Eclipses who speak with a layer of heavy static. I love you Eclipses who speak only in video game sound effects. I love you Eclipses who don't speak at all.

I love you Eclipses with a red/black/orange color scheme. I love you Eclipses with a yellow and blue color scheme. I love you Eclipses with a purple color scheme. I love you Eclipses with a black and white color scheme. I love you Eclipses with a glitchy handful of colors.

I love you Eclipses who hate Sun and Moon. I love you Eclipses who love Sun and Moon. I love you Eclipses who have a messy relationship with Sun and Moon. I love you Eclipses who are Sun and Moon.

I love you Eclipses who bite and snarl. I love you Eclipses who are cold and calculating. I love you Eclipses who are scared and anxious. I love you Eclipses who are silly and whimsical. I love you Eclipses who are ominous and unsettling.

I love you Eclipses who sink their claws into everything out of a fear it will leave. I love you Eclipses who believe they've never done anything wrong. I love you Eclipses who actually have never done anything wrong. I love you Eclipses who were made to fail. I love you Eclipses who deserved better.

I love you Eclipses <3

#xero says things #sorry i'm in a MOOD tonight #eclipse has always been my favorite tbh #even before tsams when eclipse was still just that sprite in balloon world #the whole vibe has just. absolutely wholly enraptured me #i have seen lots of art and read lots of fics and a lot of these are based of those eclipses ive seen before. the voice one is almost-#-entirely me tho LMAO a lotta ppl make eclipse talk normally so thats all in my heart.....#dca fandom #fnaf dca #fnaf eclipse #eclipse fnaf #dca eclipse #eclipse dca #glitchdrop #sams eclipse #eclipse sams #< tsams is my primary fandom rn so. yk HSJAHS #long post

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witchspeka · 2 years ago

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It's always "Shou and Ritsu need to blow stuff up with their minds for mental health reasons" or Ritsu and Teru or even Shou and Teru!

But what about Mob? When does he get to blow stuff up with his mind for funsies? For shits and giggles? He didn't go through all of those meltdowns and character development for nothing, let him go ham on a junkyard car or something smh

I believe in Mob's narrative given right to fuck shit up sometimes

#im hungry i should do homework i should also finish all of my other drafted posts BUT I AM LAZY #ive been starting to write fic tho at least thats productive. fic thats kind of relevant to this actually hm #listen i just want more Mob content where he does smth reckless or stupid with his powers he deserves it #or just in general tbh i need more content of mob being kinda mean or having arguments with ppl like to a healthy degree ok #but i still want him to. yanno. lash out and stuff. experience emotion. have him get angry over petty stuff #the first mp100 fic ive ever started writing/drafting had mob and ritsu having a proper fight post canon #i just need it for my OWN mental health. let them have dumb sibling fights and have mob express his annoyances #itd be funny and cathartic. for me at least. ill finish that shit one day its been assembled and disassembled but ill figure it out #eventually #let mob feel and express all of the ugly emotions he didnt allow himself to acknowledge for years pls #its my favourite thing #anyway.#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #cine te a intrebat

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piosplayhouse · 9 months ago

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Rumors are going around on twitter and weibo that starember might have left the tgcf manhua team omg.. they're unfounded right now but can we get a prayer circle going for hoping that it's true!! 🙏🙏🙏I'm so tired of their consistent racism and orientalism being passed around in the manhua space, people have been raising the alarm on it for literal years now

#for reference because im not sure its common knowledge about the manhua anymore #a brief list of concerns:#has drawn nazi incest art #purposefully drew the banyue people (whose main story relevance is that they attempted to suicide bomb the yong an kingdom) as obviously #islamic-inspired. w the “monstrous general” being the character with the darkest skin #drew hualian au art where xl was extremely pale and small and hc was a giant dark skinned half demon monster #important to note for that last one that in the manhua itself hc is extremely pale like xl. its just in thst one art where his skin was dark #constant orientalist fetishization of xl in a stereotypical hyper sexualized bellydancer costume #arguable whitewashing of feng xin who is canonically tan tho this is somewhat up in the air considering that he is tan in comparison to the #other characters but thats just because all of the other characters are white as paper #i have proof for anyone who wants to see for themselves but its truly damning just how much ppl excuse from them #just bc they have a pretty art style #it sucks tbh #tgcf

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 3 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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steeltwigz · 30 days ago

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Saw a post abt the Sonic movies that was like "plz filter negativity posts better" which is GOOD AND TRUE you should be doing that. Ok. But then they kept going to imply that the criticisms of the Sonic movies are all entirely Personal and Ignorable and not like. Usually abt the horrific copaganda, misogynistic writing, and Paramount's disgusting zionism.... Guys a lot of ppls problem w the Knuckles show wasn't JUST a bastardization of Knuckles' character or thinking Wade was annoying or whatever, but like was focused on the grotesque Zionist message from that one episode 😭😭😭 you can enjoy something and still recognize that it has intrinsic and huge glaring flaws and talk abt them. I think actually you Should be speaking up abt the misogyny, zionism and propaganda the SCU supports and discusses, ESPECIALLY if you like the movies! Its important to be able to recognize these things in media and admit that even media you personally enjoy can be deeply problematic, instead of hiding it away and pretending those HUGE FLAWS aren't issues actually....

#scu neg #sonic movie negative #do you guys even have a specific single tag? genuine question #scu negative #like bro you just had to say 'plz tag negativity posts better :(' you didnt have to go on a tangent abt how sonic wachowski is a perfect #little angel ...#and writing off criticism abt the movie as 'personal issues' is also just. Mean. undermining ppls genuine investment in the characters #shadow means a lot to me. his storyline js extremely powerful. ofc im disappointed they fucked it up. thats personal but it has real world #consequence. taking a character whos entire plotline is driven by an anti-militant message and who is a genuine and powerful representative #of PTSD in media and making him. Whatever He Is Now is Bad Actually. even if you think thats just a personal take it still has Real Effects #and i dont expect the scu to be a masterpiece of art. i take sonic seriously but i understand that im maybe an Exception and also that #perceptions of characters change between literally Everyone. but i think its still fine to say that i dont trust the writers to tell the #story they want to tell. they very clearly Dont understand what made adventure-era sonic so powerful in the first place and thats a valid #take even if it is 'just a personal opinion'#ok sorry for getting heated. as a board-certified PTSD haver shadow the hedgehog is important to me its like i imprinted on him as a child #like. i dont think its a stretch to assume that theyre probably going to make shadow Dull and Lame compared to his old storylines. gerald i #already so fucked up that i honestly have lost all hope this movie will have good writing. and i can Expect good writing becuz this project #is from a huge corporation that can Afford good talent and Chose to do their movies this way instead #and they were like 'you guys cant b mad that the character you like didnt show up!' when the criticism for THAT is that the scu is doing #EVERYTHING in its power to AVOID adding new and substantial female roles to the cast. rouge not being there is a larger issue besides just #Missing Her. we have 3 reoccurring women/girl characters. out of a cast of roughly 13 main characters. cant you see how disgusting that is.#i think its 13 anyway hang on. im counting wade tom sonic tails knuckles shadow eggman gerald those two gun guys. yeah #'but theyre adding another woman character!' yeah.... and shes another military official..... when we coulda had Rouge the Bat???#thats not the win you think it is.........#ig theres sonics owl mom too genuinely forgot abt her tbh #she exists only to b a mom and die tho so she isnt rlly That Great as a woman character either #and maddie exists only to b Sonics Mom and rachel only exists to be the Funny Aunt and jojo only exists to be The Girl Cousin so......#SORRY ESSAY SORRY i feel very passionately abt sonic!!!! especially in this case!!!!!!!#ok well ig maria is there too but shes also just. Uhm. Ok. Look. i love maria robotnik. but she is a Plot Device not a character. sorry #wades family dont count either becuz. well. they suck NO NO NO JUST KIDDING

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ghost-bard · 7 months ago

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cant wait for the solevellan reunion in veilguard knowing aila (my poor sad oc) will try to kill him on sight

#dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #dragon age inquisition #solas dragon age #solas #the thing is. she was already pretty unhinged post base game #whole clan is dead and closest confidant (and previous partner) left with no goodbye or anything #and shes not like. articulate or anything i dont think she knows how to read or write #at least she didnt in the beginning maybe josephine helped her or something #and then after stopping a potential war (iirc im playing through tresspasser rn lmao)#she sees that fucker again #and hes the reason any of this happened #shes fuckin pissed dude #where she has trouble seeing reason bc her anguish and anger blind her #solas feels so guilty for all that hes done and how his actions have harmed mages and elves for like #what 1000 years or something like that #theyre both sad wet cats is what im saying #their reunion WILL need a mediator #but i mean thats just aila tho im curious to how other ppls lavellan will react to the egg #or even just how other inquisitors will react #hahhhhh aila used to be so happy and then her family died and it was all downhill from there tbh #she was fine with the breakup i think. sad but fine #wait did he leave w no goodbye i might be misremembering tbh #ANYWAY hashtag aila loredump in the tags lets gooooooo #we dont talk about my other character i beat the game with

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jrueships · 7 months ago

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Do u not ship tatum and brown 💔

#ur answer #LMFAO TO BE SRS THO #i do ship them but i also dont #like i like the ship i think it's rlly cute #i just dont feel the urge to write for it myself or comment on it #ill see pics of them and be like aww!! the cuties!! married !#but like thats all tbh #i dont have the personal compulsion to explore their relationship in depth on my own time #now that dowsnt mean i know nothing abt them. i know bits n pieces but only from moots #not from research done on my own accord #and bcs i dont have that solid backbone to play off of #i dont feel comfortable personally to write stuff for them if what im mainly playing off of are small bits #to make a big whole thing #then ill feel like it's a disservice to those that DO know the whole thing so i just leave it to the more experienced ya feel?#theres a lot of blogs who DO do that research and thats awesome! i do research too! judt on other things #everyone has their own cups of tea they like to sip and they like to down #i like to sip on some ships but ull Know when i down a ship bcs . ya. ill be the iceberg baby #it's like my opinion on favs like zach lavine #hes pretty and i can see the reason for being a fan but personally im just a fan of other things !#a bigger fan* i mean. i like him. but do i LIKE like him? cant say for sure bcs i havent made the effort to get to know him fr #and i dont feel the need to bcs i just dont and thats ok! no need to make any violent defense up when theres none needed #altho i do feel like sometimes a ship like jt and jb can run the risk of the curry lebron thing where #a lot of ppl jump into writing it bcs pretty light man paired with powerful seeming/looking dark man = wowziezowa #and thats all it ever is to them #so i Do tend to avoid Some media of it. but again. unforch. this follows a Lot of the popular ships between a light complex&dark one #do i think theyre super cute ? yes! do i find their found family adorbs! ofc! in a way i ship them and in a way i dont #i am just a creature at the end of the day #soggy :(

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itsza · 7 months ago

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unwanted consequence of telling ppl u r not attracted to men so that they'll stop pestering you bout not having a bf is that they assume u r devoid of all sexual desire and start spewing acephobic bs

#lesbians exist. i am one.#can't tell them that tho #instead i have to hear bout how my life is incomplete without a bf rn and will be in future without a husband #sometimes they step it up to a if u do not have a bf rn u will not be able to satisfy ur husband????#also there are certain ppl who are all if u don't want a bf u can fuck ppl casually #thats literally not the point. im not attracted to men and tbh i could be ace and be attracted to no one #why r u so nosy omg #tw acephobia #tw homophobia #AND U DID IT IN PRIDE MONTH #anyway i will delete this later dw #ive just been hearing this stuff a lot lately irl and needed to get it out #negativity

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ablednt · 8 months ago

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Granted I have the overall geographical and cultural knowledge of a 4th grader but from what I can tell the nuclear family model really does seem to be a white colonial invention

Different cultures have different approaches but I mainly hear about either large family units where multiple generations support each other and raise their children and grandchildren together or an "it takes a village" approach where children are raised somewhat communally

And I can't really speak on it much or claim that these families were free of abuse or that children aren't often an oppressed group basically everywhere I know of but the way ownership of your children is so engrained into white society is so bizarre

Like once you notice it you can't unnotice it even the most loving well meaning parents don't know what to do about it because everyone is so isolated from their own families and their own communities so you wind up with 1-2 parents who have full legal ownership of their child and are raised in a culture where you don't have personhood until you're 18 and all attempts at self actualization before them are seen as clueless rebellion. Like our culture is so divorced from the concept that a parent is someone who is helping mentor and care for their child so they can thrive as a fellow human being and it's actually so alarming

And ik this problem isn't unique to white and colonized people but it's honestly really soothing to hear about how other cultures approach and view parenting and community as a whole and to internalize it doesn't have to be this way

#like i was reading a book by Sabaa Tahir who's Pakistani #and the perspective on parenthood portrayed in it so healing #like when Salahuddin mentions that his mom taught him not to thank his parents growing up #''Ama taught me that saying thank you to your own parents is unnecessary. Akin to thanking your lungs for breathing. The times I tried #she looked at me like I’d rejected Saturday-morning paratha.''#and like obviously the idea isn't that your kids should be ungrateful im assuming that it's their behavior and overall respect thats thanks #but as someone who was raised thanking everyone for everything especially my parents no matter what it really stood out bc even little stuff #like that can make a huge difference yk? since I can remember white adults particularly my parents taught me i was a burden #and that their taking care of me was an act of kindness rather than a responsibility and I don't think it's some big conspiracy to make kids #feel horrible but it's not really teaching gratitude it's just teaching guilt #thats just one example tho #I also am at the extreme end of white cultural isolation (neither of my parents are close to their families we've never lived near them and #they specifically isolate us from everyone so the difference is a lot more drastic for me than it probably is a lot of other people #but when i hear ppl being close to their neighbors or anyone that lives near them i go a little insane with longing tbh #like what is that like? to grow up in an environment where your world is more than just your parents approval?#where there's some kind of insulation between you and all of your parents problems bc there is no one else #this was not a ramble with any kind of conclusion tho akehrjdhr #and once again I am absolutely not saying that child abuse is uniquely white bc. el em ey oh thats not how any of this works #it's just that white cultures view on children is sickening

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waywardsalt · 6 months ago

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so um. very glad that throughout all this time i never had the end poem spoiled to me

#i uh. i thought that beating the game would feel cheap bc i cheated and got tired of it and sped to the end #but uh. no. that. poem. it makes it all worth it. kinda feels like a culmination of all my time playing minecraft yknow #not gonna stop now ofc i have some worlds i might mess around in but. i did beat the game #i did beat minecraft finally. i did fight the dragon in easy mode i decided to allow it be some kinda fight #its whatever tbh. but the end poem is. uhm. god #yeah adding minecraft to the list of things (media ig?) that got me close to crying #shame i struggle to cry in general but fucking god man. thats a good end poem #yknow id been wondering abt that minecraft song (alpha) and wondering just what it’d be used for in game #finally found out. holy shit. there was smth i wanted to say hang on #its wrong to say exactly that i never had it spoiled to me- more that i didnt actually know what it was #zeemyth used parts of it in his farlands vid and i’d worried that he’d used most of it #but no. no no no i have never ever seen the full thing before #ooooooh boy. its a good end poem for dismissing any guilt i wouldve felt for cheating #salty talks #minecraft #i still. have mixed feelings abt the game. i still need to find out a way that i like playing it #i play on hypixel every so often. i think i enjoy that? its been a bit i do like it with friends #i remember running a warrior rp house in there it got briefly popular (idk ~20 ppl at one point i think it was years ago)#its moon landing day but also salty finally beats minecraft day #didnt even beat it on my computer (same acct tho) bc it does not run well on my computer a lot of the time #oh fuck no these credits are like an hour long? how do i skip this shit i got what i came here for

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aria0fgold · 7 months ago

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I just remembered! That my dream was helpful enough to give me something neat for Alerik! My dream overall was really messy but one scenario in it was about this group of friends where one of them has the power to summon gods so long as he knows their name or appearance. So then, one of his friends was like: "What if we summon Alerik?" and the guy was like: "We don't know his true name, that's just one of his many names."

And then another friend was like: "What about appearance then? We know what she looks like." and then another friend answered that one instead like: "No, his appearance changes with our perception, we don't know what they actually look like." And then my dream changed during then but that's a really! neat thing to add to Alerik! I'm doing it!

#aria rants #ariaoc #i was alrdy thinking of adding the ''aleriks appearance changes depending on what ppl think of him as'' yesterday cuz i got the #idea from playing slay the princess a bit (yaknow-- the whole perception thing) but for alerik itd just be appearance #but whats rlly neat is the fact that alerik gets to have many names tho! i like that! ofc his main name will be alerik still #but like-- in my original universe-- some worlds refer to him differently so no one really knows what his Actual name is #other than the other divine beings ofc as creatures thats able to communicate with him. tbh i dont know if ill give him #a ''true name'' in a similar sense like how halcyon and felicity has true names oooorrr his true name will just be alerik #maybe or maybe not. depends honestly. but yea! aleriks name will still be alerik for me. and yea he uses any pronouns tbh #comes with the whole ''appearance changes on someones perception'' so he can be a girl or a creature or anything at all!#for a default appearance in which id draw him as. thatd be a long haired guy cuz i love men with long hair... alas... i am predictable

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bangcakes · 8 months ago

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#whats so disturbing. mostly bc i used to be so content being independent #is that whenever im somewhere. be it alone. or with other ppl. i always wish he was with me NXJZJZJZMMZMZMZZMMZ #LIKE THAT IS SO........... XJJZJKZKZKZK GOD #i went to like. a market today n the whole time i was like... man itd have been so fun if he was here ..... JDJSJZJZM GOD #i have it so bad #but i was always like. if i find someone i like hangjng out with more than i like being by myself... obvi thats the person for me #but when i said that. i kind of assumed that was an Impossibility but oh the turn tables JJXJXJXMXJZJZM #n e way. its just me writing another lovesick post JDJDMJDJDJDJS #personal #im getting close to making a move i think. but kind of want to settle in my job first. and like jddjddjjkdk he Knows i just got one after #looking for a long time so i think hes like. understanding that we havent seen each other Njdjdjz LOL IDK. im just assuming #we have talked consistently every week tho since i last saw him. which is pretty good for us tbh #idk i like that we dont have to talk all the time. i always hated when guys message constantly JDNDJDNZNDN like leave me alone i have a life #JDJDJDJSJZMZ #but yeah... im not worried anymore nor do i feel the need to constantly validate whether he likes me or not. i think at this point its...#clear JDJDJDJJDKXKXJX #WATCH ME BE WRONG LMAO GOD.#ah well... things will turn out how they turn out

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gifti3 · 10 months ago

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Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW

#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him #im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh)#im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked #like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ)#and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings!#god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb”#sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear)#maybe dont be so dismissive #like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves #and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed #and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance???#like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off #leave it be!#god looking back on all this....#i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things #ppl can change so ill just hope for that #or maybe he'll meet his match #someone who reflects the same energy he has!#tho im not sure if hed like that haha #the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt #but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses #which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own #gotta get context for everything u know #but in this case....naur #like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind!#so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr #im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly #trying to make sure not to make things harder for them #and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset #but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???

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vogelmeister · 1 year ago

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anyways i saw a video of non dutch people pronouncing dutch names and im proud to announce that two of my characters and one of my coworker's names are there

#also in WHAT WORLD is anne-fleur a hard name?? is it bc of the dutch e being the english a i will never know #i will confess i shot myself in the foot naming her friend lieke. i just picked names i liked without considering that shit #most of the annoying dutch things in that play i did fully aware they would be a nightmare (but i was doing what felt right)#lieke i just wasnt thinking #anyways proud to announce i did decently #like i can do willemijn and thats all that matters #also they had kees there?? i dont think kees is hard.#maybe bc i was exposed to it via widm so i heard it said a lot #at least merel is easy to say and since shes one of two leads in goud i think i did well there.#now i am thinking of a play i did in high school which was set in switzerland and we all sat down and did agreed pronunciations #so like they probs weresnt correct swiss german but they were consistent and that links in to believability #which has now made me think of than dammed essay where the accents were not consistent #i would have been fine if all the dutch ppl had british accents tbh but NEE hanna van vliet was there and threw it off #(its actually a lot more complex than that)#imma shut up #OH GOD I JUST THOUGHT OF THE SURNAMES IN GOUD. FUCKING ROOIJAKKERS.#de smet is easy tho :)#oh god i just remembered theres a minor character called froukje #mind u while i go scream #at elast froukje is VERY MINOR

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