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#THAT WAS OFF TOPIC BUT I WAS JUST RLLY EXCITED ABT IT
schoenht · 10 months
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have you seen the (i think) official art of rollo without his hat before>? he looks so silly to me, i want to steal/wear his hat and immediately run away in fear of his wrath (also i'm salty about kalim not getting to be part of the event >:'( he's so perfect but he gets like nothing,, ignore my simping)
I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS I JUST SAW THIS TODAY OMFG
BUT YES I'VE SEEN IT he's just a lil guy i adore him deeply (i promise i'm not biting and squeezing him like a rubber chicken.) OK BUT TO BE FAIR. kalim deserves his own screentime away from jamil so hopefully he gets that soon !!!
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nervocat · 6 months
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Guys I'm in a mood rn where I just wanna like. Go out into this stereotypical ethereal comforting forest and just walk around and collect rocks and stuff.. bring some binoculars for birdwatching perhaps as well!!
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amourtoken · 4 months
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as promised, here's a lil expansion on the body mod shop idea that's now a series lol
Piercer Noah x apprentice reader <3
*NSFW below the cut, MDNI*
cw: same as nick there's a lil age gap between you guys (legal, don't be fucking gross), oral fixation, needles (he's a piercer ok), praise, soft dom Noah, glove kink if u squint, raw sex (wrap it b4 u tap it), much less toxic than the tattoo fic but still could technically be a toxic relationship due to the nature, nipple play, size kink if u squint harder, subspace moments
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♡ to keep things relatively simple js gonna bounce off the same idea from the nicholas post. You're the shop owners daughter in this case. Noah had absolutely no problem apprenticing you, in fact he was honored because he was relatively new to the scene compared to other people at the shop and felt pretty proud that he was viewed as someone talented enough to learn from.
♡ he tries to not be an asshole, but can be kinda short if he's rlly busy and needs you multitasking. He always apologizes afterwards though if he's had an attitude with you cause he's a fucking sweetheart I need him so baD
♡ literally so fucking easy to be around, he thanks you profusely whenever you finish a task he's assigned you to and a lot of times when you're both not too busy you'll just sit and talk or joke abt things and his smile lights a bonfire in your stomach cause it's so fucking perfect.
♡ the longer you spent with him the more tense things became very quickly. It started off pretty small though. If you were standing in his way he'd gently set his hands on your hips from behind when he passed you for a moment, he started calling you little nicknames like honey, sweetheart, angel, ect. Eye contact lingered a little longer than it should've. Oh god.
♡ everything kinda came to a peak during one of your actual training days.
♡ Noah had planned on teaching you some new techniques and general anatomy things, kicking it off with watching him do a few surface piercings on clients but later in the day you got to watch him do a tongue piercing and afterwards got onto the topic of how you could never get one cause of how painful it looked. Ofc Noah went into his typical "It's not that bad, you can handle it!" Spiel.
"I'll do one free right now if you want. Just to show you it's not bad."
"C'mon, I had one for a while! It's quick."
"I promise I'll take care of you, won't hurt too bad."
♡ he was giving you the biggest puppy eyes and you couldn't say no. You weren't usually the one to be in the chair but now that you were, the nerves were getting to you. Noah was nearly bouncing around setting everything up, you were happy he was excited but the idea of a giant needle jamming through your tongue wasn't necessarily pleasant. Biting it hurts so fucking bad how does this not hurt? Was he just lying to make you feel better?
♡ once everything was set up Noah turned back to you, handing you a tiny mouthwash cup.
"Swish this. Can't clean your tongue like you do for surface piercings so this is the go to."
♡ he was basically staring at you the whole time, only breaking contact to grab some gloves. This wasn't helpful, your stomach was already in your throat so butterflies filling the expanse of your chest was a little worse than usual. Just before everything actually started, it caught on to him that you were genuinely nervous. He sat a gloved hand on your thigh to try and ease your nerves but you swore you'd pass out at the action. His hand took up most of your thigh, he was too close, your heart was already racing and him being in your space was only making it worse.
♡ you were staring up into his pretty brown eyes like a scared puppy and he could feel you nearly trembling under his hand. Were you really that nervous for a piercing? It can't be just that. You looked so pretty from this angle though...he could practically feel the heat radiating off of your body too.
♡ the hand on your thigh gave a gentle squeeze and it drew an involuntary whine from your throat. He had you fuckin hooked now, it made sense.
"Relax, I promise I'll take care of you. You trust me?"
"You trust me, sweetheart?"
♡ his free hand cupped your jaw, running his thumb across your bottom lip as he stared down at you with a half lidded expression. His presence made your brain feel fuzzy and not like any other time, this time he was drowning every sense you had and you felt like you were under an actual spell. You'd do anything for him, you trusted him. This fuzzy head space also threw out all of your typical hesitation, ready to comply to any instruction from him.
♡ the thumb on your lips turned to two of his long gloved fingers pressing down on your tongue and getting fucked down your throat. The hand on your thigh had moved up to tangle in your hair, keeping your head tilted back to give him a good view of how your pretty lips looked wrapped around his fingers and how messy you made them. He huffed a laugh when he pushed his fingers a little too far, gagging you on them before pulling them out entirely.
"If you can't handle my fingers how do you expect to handle my cock, hm?"
"so messy...look so pretty like this..."
"should've told me how you felt earlier, I could've been making you feel this good weeks ago."
"I'll let you have something else in your mouth if you say please, baby"
♡ funny how you were supposed to be getting pierced but completely skipped it to find out your mentor can send you directly into subspace with damn near no effort. Wonderful.
♡ this wasn't the only instance of you two getting into it while you're supposed to be training though. A week or so after the first time you were in his chair again, this time he came up with the excuse to talk about ripple piercing anatomy but again it ended completely different. Your head was leaned back against the uncomfortable piercing chair while he stood over you, fingers teasing and flicking at your overly sensitive nipples.
"So whiny, maybe you need my fingers down your throat again to keep you quiet."
♡ he leaned down to fucking cover your chest in love bites and hickeys, laving his tongue over your nipples when he had a chance. He loved seeing his mark on you.
♡ he really couldn't help himself you just looked so pretty and pliant for him :((( he ended up fucking you in his chair, lifting your legs over his shoulders and using your size difference to his advantage to basically fold you in half under him. He was so fucking big you couldn't help the little tears that pricked at the corners of your vision from the stretch of him.
"Awe, pretty baby...can't handle it? I'll go slow at first, promise."
"So tight for me- feels so fuckin' good"
"Pretty lil' pussy was made for my cock, wasn't it? You're all mine."
♡ Noah held a large hand over your mouth tightly while he fucked into you, trying his best to keep you quiet. He'd hate for the two of you to be found out and this whole arrangement be ruined. You yelped against his hand when he slammed into you balls deep and ground his hips against yours as he came. He stood back to watch himself drip out of you afterwards and used two fingers to fuck his cum back into you.
"Don't wanna waste any- unless you wanna suck it off my fingers."
♡ this turned into a pretty regular occurrence. You were spending 99% of your time with him, even when you weren't training you'd come in just to spend time with him or bring him snacks/energy drinks to help him during his shift. He'd spend his breaks with you in his lap, his big hands on your hips while you littered kisses across his neck and ground your hips into his. You started wearing skirts more often for easy access since you two couldn't go a day without at least a quickie between clients.
Ill write more I'm just exhausted rn and so uncreative lol I slept none yesterday but I still need this man CARNALLY.
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I've seen ppl do the marauders being teachers and the subjects they would teach. And hers are my 2 cents.
James he would teach PE. Argue with the wall. Also he'd be that one teacher everyone loves bc he cares for the students. All the students who have PE with him would be fit bc James cares so much abt the students health. He would organise basketball, football /soccer and volleyball games between the other classes.
Sirius On the popular belief of Sirius teaching French, I actually think he would teach art. That doesn't mean that I think that he isn't intelligent, I think he's creative and he would rather teaching a subject which requires u to be creative. He would take the kids to art galleries.
Remus to no one's surprise, I think he would teach English /Literature. And he would make it INTERESTING. They'd be studying Romeo and Juliet , the kids would feel like they are in Verona, Italy watching it happen. Also smth that's so precious for me is Remus having movie hrs, watching films that we are adapted into movie form and they would analyse the differences between the two.
Peter I think Peter would teach home Economics. Also he would be that teacher that u either love and appreciate or hate with a burning passion. He would be a shy introverted nature but also funny and tolerant.
Lily she would teach citizenship. Yes she would be that teacher that would make sure u were mindful, empathetic and grateful. She would make sure kids understood everything u need to know abt being a good citizen. She would also organise field trips which would be in parks, town halls etc etc.
Marlene Listen, I think she would be a history teacher. Her compassion loving nature and ability to tell a story give rlly much history teacher vibez. The kids would be hypnotised listening to every word Marlene was speaking abt a revolution or a glorious monarchy.
Mary Now Mary would teach theatre. Say what u want but I'm a Theatre teacher Mary believer. She would take it super seriously and she would teach all of the kids how to act. Also she would analyse the kids chemistry (basically how much chemistry they have with each other) and she would play match maker with that information. She'd be hitting the bullseye everytime.
Dorcas She would be teaching mathematics. Again argue with the wall. She would be that strict teacher with a heart of gold. Also she would check in with every kid to see if they need help and would be that teacher who wouldn't make u feel bad for not understanding something.
Pandora She would teach Chemistry. Why? Idk she just gives off chemist vibez. And she would always take her class to the lab. And instead of assigning projects, she and her class would conduct research on certain topics and try out formulas.
Barty :Barty would teach physics. He is super smart and in my eyes physics is smth that he would find interesting. He would be teaching the kids with practical examples, like dropping stuff when they have to learn abt gravity and ect.
Evan He would teach biology. Argue with the wall. He would love dissecting bodies and the students in his class would be horrified at his excitement. Also he would be such an inspirational and dedicated teacher. He wouldn't be that strict of a teacher but he would keep his class focused.
Regulus He would teach a foreign language like French. He would be so strict and his class would low-key fear him. He wouldn't have that high of expectations and his test wouldn't be that hard. Also he would explain the kids important facts abt French and he would be an incredible teacher. When he would assign classwork he'd go around the class asking if they needed help. Also he'd be that teacher who wouldn't mind answering questions after class.
So yeah that was soo fun! Lmk if u like it or want me to do stuff like this more often! Would you attend this school if you could?
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lttl3babybug · 8 months
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hii I've never like done an ask b4 so uh yeah but maybe for like sp agere requests like a lil fic or amthing abt scott not rlly knowing he regresses or like j assumes it's like smthing everyone experiences so um when he starts feeling small he doesn't like akbowledge it himself yknow? so anyway yeah basically j sorta a compilation of wallace noticing how scott randomly like does childish things like holding his hand crossing the street, sucking his thumb in his sleep, getting emotional over small things etc. sorry this is so long 😭😭😭 wkwnsm
Hi!!! Very glad that I was your first ask!! It’s a very exciting thing! But I would be very happy to write this for you sweetie!! Thank you for your request! <33
The little things
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Wallace had noticed a few…odd things with Scott over these past few weeks. Course he’d never mention it since Scott seemed to think it was just normal. Maybe he was going crazy but he could’ve sworn Scott had been acting strange.
It started when he came back from a particularly rough band practice.
“Well someone’s happy” Wallace hummed from past his coffee mug, a smug smirk tugging at his lips while he watched his friend trudge into the apartment grumbling to himself.
“Don’t. Practice today was just awful” Scott groaned, shuffling his way into the kitchen and digging through the cupboards,
“You wanna talk about it buddy?” The older man asked. Scott shook his head before his eyes lit up, squealing in excitement. Wallace raised an eyebrow at this reaction to whatever he’d found. “Goldfish” Scott says excitedly. Wallace ruffled his hair softly as the younger man sat on the floor and began to snack on the crackers- seemingly having forgotten the day’s previous events.
Another instance of this odd behaviour Wallace had witnessed was when he’d woke up in the early hours of the morning, his head throbbing from the previous days worth of drinking. As he sat up, checking around for any potential hookups he was just met with Scott, he pulled up the covers. Just to check! As he did that, Scott stirred turning to face Wallace as he slept.
His thumb held loosely in his mouth, gently sucking on it. Now this could have been one of Wallace’s early morning delusions but that wasn’t something he’d ever seen before. Huh…
The incident that made Wallace speak on these topics was just yesterday. Walking back from the venue of Sex-Bob-Bombs most recent gig the two were waiting at a crosswalk, Scott excitedly rambling about something or other when the light went red. As Wallace stepped forward he felt something in his hand, looking down…it was Scott’s. Holding his hand as they walked across the road. “Scott” Wallace said looking over at him, Scott looked at their two intertwined hands and gently let go. “Oh uh- sorry…I don’t know why I did that” he would laugh it off awkwardly like it was nothing
“Scott, you’ve been acting weird recently” said Wallace as he lay down in bed with Scott.
“What’d you mean?”
“I mean like…you’ve been sucking tour thumb in your sleep, you held my hand while crossing the road…it’s like you’re 5 again”
“Huh…”
“Yeah…huh”
Wallace closed his eyes, trying to rack his brain for where he’d seen this before. These were definitely signs of things he’d seen before, something Scott’s friends had introduced him to. “Are you like…an age regressor?” Wallace asked
“…oh”
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psiirockin · 5 months
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do you have any advice for opening commissions? i feel like you have them very professionally set up, and i have pretty bad social anxiety, so it might be helpful to hear tips for communicating with customers and such, or setting up a fair tos!
hi so, maybe i do have some advice!!! <33 thank you so so much for the kindness & seeing me as professional lol i’ve been doing comms for 2-3 years and i must say.. still getting the hang of a lot of things. you go through a lot of trial + error trying to figure out what works best for you, so remember theres no truly right way to go about comms! they should all fit the needs, pace, and benefit of you and your work ethic!
what i did personally is start off at some lower prices just to test the waters and get the ball rolling. i priced rendered characters at i think, $24 per character? possibly lower, i cant quite remember. and then i gradually went up as i started to progress in my art style more + had more people coming in.
with customers, i have a lot of anxiety as well! im autistic, so i never like making a customer feel like i dont truly care abt the commission by accidentally sounding too flat or anything. i tend to RLLY overthink it lol so we make sure we are extra talkative + kind about their comm! giving them compliments on the character, showing genuine excitement so they know theyre in good hands! (we love engaging esp when the customer seems VERY excited or enthusiastic abt the commission!)
a lot of irl turmoil tends to happen in our life which can make a comm delayed sometimes. could be severe mental health problems, just being busy w/ shit in general. its important to just keep your customers up to date, especially if its going to take a realllyyy long time or the customer likes frequent updates.
i used to be able to get shit done in like a night. but, with an actual line up/queue of comm work we progressively started taking longer and longer esp as we transitioned from a teenager starting out and into a busy adult with persistent mental health issues. (plus our art becomes more complex as time goes on, so that has to be taken into account) tbhs, depending on your availability and how much effort goes into your work, and as the demand grows, you need to charge accordingly and just be honest with your clientele.
as for TOS do what makes you comfortable! make your limits known and put your foot down when a request or any topic makes you uncomfortable. dont let your customers get inappropriate with you or try to make you feel bad if they dont wanna pay for what they ask for, etc. i also recommend requesting payment after sketch/half and half when starting out just so you can get some experience under your belt + assure future clients that youre professional n wont scam them! (if you plan on switching to payment upfront in the future)
just remember that u are not a machine, you are a human being making art for someone else. putting love n effort into your craft, time and effort. take your time getting the hang of comm stuff, things dont have to be perfect in your setup at first.
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papaya-twinks · 3 months
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hello… I saw smth abt requests being open…. Maybe it’s old idk, I’ve never requested smth. But um, I rlly like ur work and I’m maybe if you want to write smth like dis: Brasilian reader x Oscar. Where it’s the Brasilian GP and after meeting y/n family they have a lil fun in the evening in the stables of y/n s family farm. If ur comfy with that :) the smut part can be up to u lol. Or it could just be fluff whatever I want <3 again love ur work <3
Warnings: None!
Pairing: Oscar Piastri x Brasilian!fem!reader
A/N - I’m sorry I didn’t see this as a smut request :(
“And welcome to the Brazilian Grand Prix!” a voice shouted over the radio as you grinned, walking into the pit lane, you’d finally saved enough to afford tickets to such a prestigious place and you were excited. “Hi,” you smiled to once of the engineers as she waved. You were standing at one of the seats, with your friend beside you, when someone tapped you on the shoulder. “Hello,” a voice said, who you only could recognise as Oscar. 
“Hello,” you said, your Brazilian accent evident in his voice. “You a local?” he asked, hearing your voice as you smiled and nodded. “Brazil is beautiful,” Oscar said, eoinding almost…nervous. “It is quite, no?” you agreed with him. “I doing you have seen the true beauty of my country yet though,” you smiled to him as he raised an eyebrow. “Is that so? You plan on showing me?” 
You hummed, thinking for a second, “Depends when you’re off your little schedule,” you shrugged. “After practise,” he smiled, nodding to you as an engineer beckoned him over. So it was settled, he’d meet you where you’d spoken and tours take him to your home, where your parents were. Your friend raised a few eyebrows when you told her but decided she’d go too. 
“Hey, you,” you felt someone’s hand on your shoulder, seeing Oscar. “Did well with FP2,” you nodded at the results board. The unmistakable sign of a blush coated the man’s cheeks as he smiled, thanking you politely. “You ready to go?” you asked, turning to walk out the garage. He followed, half stumbling to stand beside you as your friend watched behind, bewildered and bemused. 
“Right then…” she mumbled, shaking her head. “So, where have you been?” you asked, deciding to start a conversation as you led him to your car. “Just exploring São Paulo to be honest,” he shrugged, “few shops and some sight seeing,”. You nodding starting up your car, your friend mildly disgruntled from being thrown in the back seat. 
“Wow,” Oscar muttered as you arrived at a small countryside house, situated in the middle of a grape vine field. “My parents are farmers,” you smiled, the driver beside you raising his eyebrows, supposedly impressed. “Sweet,” he followed you out the car. “Olá uva (hello grape),” your mum smiled, seeing you step out the car. She raised her eyebrow at Oscar beside you, clicking her tongue softly. 
“Who’s this?” your dad spoke in English, seeing the McLaren driver. “Mamã, Papá,” you said, “remember the race I went to? This is one of the drivers,”. Your mother frowned as you daf spoke with a small smirk, “You managed to bring one home? Well done, daughter,”. You groaned at his words, flushing as Oscar shuffled, embarrassed. 
“Ele foi passear na cidade chique, pretendo mostrar a ele lugares melhores (He went sight seeing in the posh city, I intend to show him better places),” you scrunched your nose slightly, your mother shaking her head. “Show him the field, then, I’ll make dinner,” she shrugged. Oscar thanked your parents, following you out into the fields. “Wow,” he muttered, leaning down to look at the small bundles of grapes. 
“Makes great wine,” you winked, your friend deciding to stay inside and help with dinner. You and Oscar ended up talking a lot, discussing the races, random topics and more, until your mother called you inside. She’d made your favoriete dish, Feijoada, a mixture of means and black beans. “Tell me you’ve had this,” you turned to Oscar, seeing his sheepish decline. “I haven’t,”. 
You groaned - this was going to be an experience and a half for him. 
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electraslight · 2 years
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omniverse future hcs?
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sure!! i also did a mini redesign for fun. no gwen redesign though shes perfect
-gwen and ben see marriage the opposite way. gwen thinks its a waste and ben asks all of his friends to marry him no contest bc he likes the idea of being soulbonded or whatever. he and kevin got drunk and got married on an asteroid 5000 light years from earth and its completely null on earth but they still framed their certificate in the living room…. Their commitment to the bit will die when they die
-devlin is consistently grounded 24/7 for things ranging from unplugging bens life support to plug in his ds to waiting untill everyone leaves the house to turn on the fuckcrazy security systems and watch as his family tires to get in. he doesnt think hes being bad he didnt notice the cord was connected to the life support and he just wanted his family to practice breaking in , but he gets grounded anyway bc he needs to be taught a lesson. kenny is less usually grounded but thats bc hes better at hiding things, devlin just LOVES telling people information so he usually just tells on himself.
-i hate that in omniverse kevin joined the orginization that tortured him and kids as little as 6 years old so hes a househusband, he occasionally goes on missions and does work on vehicles but since ben is richer than god he can do whatever he wants basically. hes so happy he decorates the house head to toe for even the most minor of holidays and picks up the kids from school every afternoon. this is like the ulitmate outcome of his life for him. hes wearing the rooters suit in the pic bc even though hes forty now its still his only form of battle gear.
-gwen 'works' at friedkin university (crawls through the vents to get into her office bc the board of directors didnt like that she started chasing around her failing computer science students with hammers)she and albedo, who is a theater teacher, have the ultimate haterivalry. fuck the office but there like dwight and jim from the office. Gwen puts his stapler in jello.
-ben is overly friendly w most children and has a hard time being the mature adult in situations, but as kenny and devlin get older he gets better at being more authoritative. the only one in the family that can be strict is gwen, but shes scared she'll end up as controlling as her own mother so she lays off most of the time. kevin is terrified of repeating the same mistakes his father figures did to him so hes extremely careful with the kids (it helps that kevin is naturally very good w small children and animals but it doesnt rlly help that hes very childish at times and can anger easily. whenever he gets mad he just leaves the room as fast as possible so he never loses control)
-gwen and ben were kind of ambivalent to the idea of having kids until kevin broached the topic and he seemed so excited and enthusiastic abt it they immediatly changed their minds, which is rare for ben bc he doesnt usually rlly do things for other people, but combined w their shared history and the fact that even though hes not good at putting it into actions he still wants to make the ppl he loves happy, he offered to surrogate.
- over time gwen cares less and less abt passing as a human woman. She grows taller and taller as she gets older (by the time shes 35 shes taller than kevin) and she stops padding body fat/ tucking. The older she gets the more she delves into the uncanny valley
-kevin gets his horns at 50 because hes half osmosian, fullfilling the Kevin Bald prophecy
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dethdyke · 4 months
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Did you watch the MTL movie yet? Whatd you think of it?
I DID!!!! I LOVED IT. I might be able to put it into words at a later date a lil better but.
Genuinely. And i know this is SO silly. That movie made me so happy? It was very fun and just. :)
Also in general mtl means so much to me. Its so funny that i NEVER knew of its existence (even tho i was an adult swim kid) until my wifey talked abt it and i was like whats. What is that. And tbh she thought i wouldnt like it and a few years ago i wouldnt have even considered giving it a shot. This is a little off topic but im rlly glad ive healed enough to be able to enjoy stuff. Like i literally probably never would have watched mtl at all if not for the support and help ive gotten. Anyway djdndjdjjdkdk im very excited to see the other movie and then just. Rewatch them both (and the show) forever. Im really grateful to have like. Gotten to see mtl and i know i sound silly but it has rlly made me feel so much better. Idk idk i could just. Ramble on. Thank u for the ask ily
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charmixpower · 2 years
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Look live action will always scare me to the extent that I’ve hit a point where I almost don’t care about rivens potential race anymore but honestly I just wanna know HOW THEY GONNA DO THE ANTI GRAVITY MAGENTA ONION HAIR since the new live action will apparently focuse on more “animation accuracy” I’m curious what is gonna happen with it and how it’ll look😭 tbh I’m kinda manifesting that if they refuse to do like full on magenta hair he’ll at least have like magenta dip dye or smth🤪 tbh I’d the spikey hair doesnt work irl I’d kinda dig a ponytail or manbun to kinda emulate the silhouette of an elevated hair look but that’s probably like just me but I’m excited to see what they will do with his hair😭
On the topic of the ethnicity of the specialists I think one thing I always liked about them is that because they weren’t based off irl celebrities nor do they ever specify races in the magic dimension, I like to think that everyone can have their own hcs Abt them if they’re more ambiguous. Like I guess it might get rlly confusing with helia and Saadin Bcs of helia supposedly taking a more East Asian appearance while Saladin has more southwest inspiration so I guess in terms of genetics it may not rlly seem logical to some? Idk I personally chose to ignore now and there’s rlly not much a point of reading into it as it rlly was a children’s cartoon. And everyone would have their own interpretation of it? Like I guess for me mentally I used to think riven was East Asian like musa when I was rlly young because as an East Asian who grew up in a homogenous country I always remember interracial dating being looked down upon and super unconventional where I was from and I guess I just accidentally projected and assumed since I was a kid. Now that Im older yes I’m a bit more confused but it rlly is super interesting. But I always love listening to others thoughts on characters it’s just very insightful to see how people interpret the animation differently!! I just sometimes like to see people feeling represented in the media they consume tbh
Lol ive never been a fan of live action anything. Its harder for me to suspend my disbelief when I'm looking at some guy doing magic vs a drawing ya know??
Tbh ill be happy enough if his hair is just magenta. Riven with a natural hair color is a evil crime and I will not stand for it. Dye that fuckers hair or so help me god
It would be admittly funny if they use a wig or gel the shit out of his hair, but his hair is probably gonna be just magenta and a normal hair style
Simple solution, Helia is mixed! XD thats the best way to solve all these probems
That's completely understandable, I understand why youd make that assumption, like me and Nabus braids XD
Oh if you wanna hear something about inteprations: both me and my mom thought Aisha was mixed latina and black because her hair texture doesn't have that much volume, especially next to Stormy who's hair looks far more kinky than Aisha's did. Her hair being limp and looking more curly than kinky or coily is definitely at its worst in Harmonix, which is the season I stopped watching at growing up. S6+7 are the best at giving Aisha's hair volume, which is ironic because that's when the couture art style set in, but neither me nor my mom saw that
If your wondering, its mostly the way her hair tapers off, and how it goes mostly down instead of out. It makes her hair look 3 range, which is like my mixed kid hair and less like my mother's
I hope you find that interesting ^^
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uncloseted · 2 years
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Hi I'm going into college next yr what should I expect majoring in psychology and going to a new school and new environment? I rlly know nothing abt how it works compared to high school. is it true professors are more chill than high school teachers? and is it true that you can take afternoon classes? I've tried asking these questions and getting help with college essays I'm planning on applying to more than one but my guidance counselor keeps blowing me off so any advice/tips/info?
First of all, that's super exciting! I loved being in college and I hope that you will too. In terms of your actual question, I'll answer the specific questions you asked first and then give some general advice.
When it comes to professors, it depends, but they generally are more chill than high school teachers, especially as you get to higher-level classes. In high school, part of the teacher's job is to help you learn life skills like how to meet deadlines and how to be professional. In college, professors generally assume you're a fully-formed person and will let you sink or swim on your own. They're usually more accepting of late work and are often more relaxed than high school teachers are. I think I've mentioned this on here before, but one of my best friends now used to be my professor when I was at university.
It's definitely true that you can take all afternoon classes (at least, if the classes you need in order to graduate are available in the afternoon). You can also schedule all of your classes for certain days of the week, which is especially handy if you're planning on getting a job or an internship at some point. Try to craft a schedule that works with your patterns instead of against them- if you're someone who naturally wakes up at 10am, scheduling afternoon classes may be a good idea because you'll be more engaged and learn more.
In terms of some advice on university applications and essays:
Apply to safety schools. It's good to have options when applying to universities, including universities that you know are a "sure thing". Too often, I think we get stuck on this idea that our “dream school” is the only one for us and that no other experience will be as good, but that’s not really true. Different schools are just different paths that we could take, and while some of them will be better for us than others, most of them are what we make of them.
Write about something that's important to you. This may seem obvious, but if you write about what you think the admissions department wants to hear instead of what you want to say, it will come across in your essay. And do your best to be specific. Don't just describe an event- reflect on it. Talk about how what you're writing about made you feel, how it changed the way you think, whether it had an impact on your priorities and values, etc.
Talk about yourself. This is your chance to sell the school on you as a person- the important things about you that they can't learn from your GPA or extracarricular activities. What kind of person are you? What are you passionate about? What drives you and motivates you? These are the things that they're interested in learning about you through your essay.
Focus on details. It's easier for a reader to connect with small, poignant details about your life than it is for them to connect with a general idea. If you love music, talking about a musician or piece that's your favorite and why it's special to you is much easier to connect with than saying "I like music, being a musician is an important part of my life."
Bring the school into your essay. What links the schools you're applying to to the topic you're discussing in the essay? Why do you think this particular school is right for you based on the person you are, the topics you're looking to explore, the environment in which you thrive, etc.? Admissions departments don't just want to know who you are as a person; they want to know why you would be a good fit for their school in particular.
Talk about the future and focus on growth. What did you learn from the experiences you're talking about in your essay? How will that shape the way you do things in the future? How did it impact your decisions about the colleges you wanted to apply to, or the field you want to study?
Make sure to read your essay out loud and, if you can, have someone else read it, too. Reading out loud makes it easier to catch mistakes and to identify sentences that sound clunky.
In terms of more general advice about university:
Make your classes a priority, and actually go to them unless you have a good reason not to (illness, burnout, emergency, etc.). It can be really easy to let classes slip because you're generally not forced to be there, but it's much easier to understand what's happening if you regularly hear the professor explain it.
Alongside that, participate in class and go to office hours. Just being a face that the professor recognizes can give your grade a substantial boost. Office hours are especially useful because very few people attend them, so it's like having a private tutoring session with the professor. This is also great because professors can help you get jobs once you graduate.
Meet with your academic advisor on a regular basis. If you don't, you may be in for a nasty shock when you think you're about to graduate and realize you're missing a required class that you didn't know about.
Take classes that aren't relevant to your major. University gives you a chance to explore topics you're interested in, even if they're not relevant to what you're studying, and it's great to take advantage of that if you can. Doing this can help you find subjects that you really love, and it can also help you to expand your worldview.
Take advantage of everything your school offers. Many schools have things like free tutoring sessions, people who will help you write papers, career counselors, resume writing workshops, job/internship placement, therapists, discounted or free tickets to museums and other cultural events, etc. that people rarely use. See what your school offers and use as much of it as you can.
Do internships as much as possible and network as much as you can. Your degree by itself won't get you a job- the people you met during your time at university will. Internships can turn into full-time jobs, but even if they don't, that work experience looks great on a resume.
Find time management strategies that work for you. One of the most important things to learn in college is how to prioritize tasks, get yourself to get work done efficiently and effectively and how to meet deadlines. You may find that having a physical planner works best for you, or that you like keeping things in your calendar on your phone, or that you prefer an app like Notion to manage everything you have to do. Figuring out what strategy works best for you will be super helpful once you graduate.
Work smarter, not harder. Download apps like Grammarly that will review your spelling, grammar, and punctuation. Figure out which classes and assignments need you to put in 100% and which you can give 80%. Study with people in your class instead of studying alone. Know which readings you can skim, and which ones you have to read in full. University will be an overwhelming amount of work if you're trying to give everything 100% all of the time.
Talk to strangers. Especially at the beginning of university, nobody feels like they have friends, so they're super open to people who make efforts to be their friends. It can be as easy as saying hi to someone in your classes, organizing a study group, talking to someone waiting next to you in a line, or even just leaving your dorm room door open (I did this one. It was very effective).
Get involved. Academics are an important part of school, of course, but so are the social aspects and extracarricular activities. There are few times in your life where you'll have as much flexibility to explore everything you might be interested in. Join a student film or student play if you think you might be interested in acting. Learn how to use a 3d printer or a woodworking lathe. Take a painting class. Join a pickup pickleball league. Agree to play the tuba in the marching band even though you've never picked one up before (that was me). If you don't like whatever the activity is, you can always quit, but if you love it, you've found something you'll keep doing for the rest of your life.
On the flip side, it's okay to give yourself a break. Socializing and getting involved and going to class is important, but not at the expense of your mental and physical health. Sometimes, it's a good thing to take the day off and marathon a terrible TV show with one of your friends because it helps you recharge.
Alongside that, make sure you're forming good habits. At university, it's tempting to only eat all your favorite junk foods or to never sleep or to blow all of your money, because for the first time in your life, you have the freedom to make your own choices. But the habits you form at university will be hard to break, and your long-term health and well-being will rely on you having good habits. Make sure you're sleeping for 7-9 hours every night, find a form of exercise that you actually enjoy doing, learn some basic cooking, cleaning, and budgeting skills, find ways to reduce your stress that actually work for you, etc. You'll thank yourself for it later.
Everyone is drinking less and having less sex than you expect. This will depend on what school you go to, but in the US, about 53% of university students ages 18 to 22 drank alcohol in the past month and about 33 percent engaged in binge drinking (5 or more drinks) during that same time frame. That means that 27% aren't drinking regularly, and about 20% of university students don't drink at all. Meanwhile, this survey found that 40% of university students were virgins, and 24% of students have never "hooked up" with someone. That's not to say that you should or shouldn't do any of these things; it's just to say that if you don't want to do them, you're not the odd one out, and most people won't treat you any differently for it. If you do want to do these things, make sure you're doing them safely, with people you actually like and trust.
If you're going to do drugs, do them as safely as you can. Make sure you test the drugs so you know what you're taking, do them in a safe space, have a sober companion in case anything goes wrong, don't mix drugs with other drugs or with alcohol, go slow and take less than the recommended amount, write everything down that you've taken and never lie to paramedics, and know the signs of overdose. If you can, have an overdose treatment (such as Nalaxone for opioids) on hand.
If you have other questions or need advice on the application process, I'm super happy to help in any way that I can. I know how intimidating university can be, especially if you feel like you don't have people in your real life who can help you navigate it, so I'm here to be a resource if you need it.
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#rant time#ive been thinking about so many things lately first of all how in year from now im gonna be getting ready to graduate... some advisor said#im graduating early and like it makes me so excited.. more excited than happy cause i dont feel proud? i#my entire college experience has been super mediocre especially my grades.. i have 2 more semesters to raise my gpa but idk as long as its#above 3.0 maybe it will go highter this semester who knows#im always rlly worried abt my presentation on tues#i wish i was a good public speaker but im awful my anxiety gets the best of me u would think the more i do it the more i approve but theres#no improvement at all.. im the same nervous wreck ive been since middle school#my hands sweat my legs shake my voice shakesbut the worst thing is that my mind goes completely blank ... i can deal with looking embarrasse#but i cant do anythung abt my mind just blanking .. standing there while my brain spits out words that makes no sense stuttering nothing is#coherent its the most humilating thing in the world .. preparing for something and knowing the naterial but coming off as stupid .. i base#my intelligence on being able to explain something bht i cant even do that its awful and im so sad ik everyone struggles w this to an extent#but to me it feels like the end of the workd every day#crying after everytime after my history class cause i was too scared to speak up so now he thinks i didnt do any work when i did .. i read#the entire weekend for no reason ... i cant even hse the bathroom my anxiety is ruining my life#just sobbed while writint all that lets go to the next topic. im rlly struggling to eat healthy i did successfully for a month and then it#went to shit but idk why its so hard now ... but im obsessed with eating#i feel so alone i contemplated talking abt this but i just have to say it and i hope no one judges me for it i guess#i have no emotional support right now or sny support? i talked to a school advisor for 3 mins and i felt so unwelcomed it was rushed#80% sure she told me the wrong information too i hated it so much ... i tried going to therapy and i called to make an appointment nd they#told me i had to go to a walkin and i cant do it so mamy times while i wait ohtside the door and i cant walk in .. not that it matters since#i read somewhere theyre conpletely booked i cant even see a therapist#i feel so uncomfortable at my parents house cause of something that happened to them it feels so weird and i dont wanna be here#i hve no friends online or irl#i dont even think i have the energy to reach out to anyone rn im just trying to survive each day#it just makes me think like ... ya no one in my life has asked me how i am ... and i try to get help to but it didnt work out#this is the most ... valid depressive time of my life#like i used to be depressed when i was a teen but i had friends and teachers who cared abt me but now its like ya im completely alone#im rlly better off dead#im just so tired
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#!!! omg!!! i get to do my zine hw now! which is re reading all the kamomedai chaps LOL#like highkey really excited abt this now that dani and i are friends bc we get to work together !!! and have fun!!!#also this new tagging appearance for mobile fucking sucks how on earth am i supposed to keep track of how many characters ive used#like at least the old way i could kinda tell! but now im here like shit dude idk who knows how many characters ive used surely not me#anyways uhhh excited for zine!!! dani and i rlly went 🤝 treating this zine as another school assignment LOL#uhhhh school HAS been kicking my ass but like oh You Know im going to do this first sbdkshsjs#i dont. i dont wanna write an op ed. i barely have a topic. like its there. but at what cost#anyways!!! ahhhh im excited to read the chaps and start working on fleshing out our ideas!!! very fun and exciting!#i want to be able to send smth in the wips channel.... our ideas arent even approved yet tho lol.... BUT I WANT TO......#we had someone else do it and like omg.... cute.... lost my mind over it it made me so happy to see#i was really happy that me and dani were like YES. THIS ZINES GONNA POP OFF..... THIS LINEUP..... LOVE THIS....#i feel so bad though bc the only ppl who know anything abt my writing are dani and the mods dbfjdhdjs and ig theyre the only ones who#HAVE to know. for obvi reasons. but its like. i am. i have no links to any of my writing anywhere sbdkdhd#everyone else on the contrib lineup is like ‘here u go’ and im sitting here like ‘if u even try i will die’ mods im sorry dbfjdhsjdh#ME AND DANI ASKED SO MANY QS TODAY TOO DHDKDH IM SORRY IM DUMB..... MODS URE THE BEST.....#still!!! im excited!!!! really excited!!! february here we come! were all workin hard!! some great colla#NOOO WAIT I JUST REALIZED THAT IF I HAVE A COLLAB AND DESTINI HAS A COLLAB THEN TRES CANT WAIT NOOOOOOOO#TRES...... IM SORRY....... I HADNT CONSIDERED...... NO IM SORRY DHDJDJSKD WAIT NOOOOOOOO#HMSBDKSHD WAIT NOOOO I FEEL BAD ABT IT NOW DBDKDHD TRES..... TRES IM SORRY......#man man man now i feel bad abt it.... tres doesnt even know anything abt my writing omg bro im so sorry i wanted to be a lil ms squad...#now we’re all separate bro. Bro. ask the mods if we can triple collab LOL#i dont even know tres at all but now i feel bad abt it sbdkshdkdjd#n e ways time to go read!!#v.txt
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yostresswritinggirl · 4 years
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hi! ik sojourner's already ended but i have an(other?) idea in case u ever pick it up since i love ur albedo 😳😳 ok so
what abt a reader who is rlly excited abt alchemy, but they avoid talking abt it bc they start rambling and stuttering and stumbling over their words bc they're so excited? they get assigned/asked to go w/ albedo bc they're rlly good at alchemy too, but they end up fidgeting a lot, muttering and stopping just a few words in before their volume rises and giving short answers when w/ him bc they're afraid of rambling (since they do it to think better when alone, sometimes insulting and arguing w the objects when they don't get the expected result) & being seen as annoying or unprofessional?? i'd like to see how he reacts to these and what he'd think!! and how or when he discovers the reason reader is acting like that
it's kinda (a lot, rlly skowkskdk i always have ideas but never write them) specific, but i rlly like the idea!! i'd love to see what u do w/ it if u ever pick it up in the future :D hope you're staying hydrated and well🥺🥰 -🌌
What do you mean Sojourner's already ended, Sojourner is eternal, Sojourner is forever-
Kidding aside, this is too cute to pass up, even if it's quite a lot! Cute Albedo brainrot moments always please. It might be too much sometimes but I hope you enjoy my interpretation of it! Scenarios format! Starry night, oh I'm always hydrated, thank you and I hope you're well!
For the Record
Albedo working with a Reader that's highly enthusiastic about alchemy but insecure about rambling... (masterlist)
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You dealt with Alchemy a year before the Kreideprinz entered Mondstadt, your attunement to the mystic arts baffling and intriguing you every time. During that period, you're not really sure of what art you're doing but in the end, you kept doing great that the people had acknowledged your talents.
Through your own effort and self-study even if unnamed, you managed to put your talent into this art of Alchemy and created discoveries regarding powders and mineral-focused ingredients. It was a shame there was no one to share it to, and when you talk to scholars/practitioners alike, you end up rambling so much to the point that on their end you barely make sense. Whether this was caused by your eaten words or lax and personalized vocabulary over the matter, you're not sure.
Their confused and judgmental stare haunts you, leaving you alone with your raging thoughts and overworking mind when you just want to learn and expand your discoveries to other people without driving them away. Your enthusiasm is great and all, but it's not enough to make others understand.
So when the Chalk Prince entered Mondstadt, blessing the city with his scholarly knowledge and boundless creations, he easily made a name for himself and in extension the city itself.
Before Sucrose and Timaeus, you were called upon by the Grand Master Varka to accompany Albedo and be his temporary assistant seeing as his field in the division is still quite new and you were the only other 'Alchemist' in town besides him. You're both giddy and nervous, like really, really nervous.
You've heard of Albedo and maybe a caught a glimpse or two, but you've never actually interacted enough to know exactly what he looks like or how he is as a person. All you know is that he's a very, very attractive person overall.
"Good-looking, carries this aura of wisdom around him, he's just really charming," were the words that rang through your mind as you pointedly watched your steps, following the carpets leading to Ordo Favonius' laboratory while Lisa's words rang through your head.
Is he really that kind of person? You've heard that he's quite stoic too, but if he's really that distracting, you're scared that it would be harder for you to focus and help out. Honestly how would you even deal with him when your fields of Alchemy are so different from each other?
You have no idea how long you've been thinking, standing in contemplation in front of the set of double doors that leads to the workshop with nothing but doubt in your mind. But upon realizing the teal gaze of another person silently waiting instead of wooden doors, you figured it was far too long.
"Ah, I'm sorry! I was in my head, I wasn't expecting you to-!" You flailed your hands around comically before abruptly stopping, noticing the now confused stare of Albedo of which are distracted by your hands. Clearing your throat, you extended a hand towards him to shake, trying to stare anywhere but his face. "I'm (Y/N), I'll be your assistant until you're well settled in the city. It's nice to meet you, Ma-"
His hand finds yours in a firm grip, a firm shake so sudden you bit your tongue back, "Albedo, Kreideprinz of the Art of Kemia, but just Albedo is fine, I'll be under your care."
Albedo finds it intriguing and surprisingly not that distracting whenever you talk to yourself or to the ingredients whenever you so much as feel the slightest frustration. "Ugh, this Zinc powder is so stubborn, clingy," you angrily mumbled under your breath as you washed off the blue powder that spilled at your hand, "So, so clingy." Since you're facing the sink, you couldn't see the way he was holding himself from laughing audibly at your amusing antics.
You seemed lively and open, is what Albedo thought when he first met you. But this observation soon shattered when he kept getting hanged upon your abrupt stops when delving into your field, something he was really irked about the first few times. Your art of Alchemy is much different from his and he's wishing that you'd clarify and expound all your learnings to him, but in the end, you somehow step back everytime your words became lengthy.
Are you hiding something? Did you not want him to learn the same arts as yours? If those were the case, he couldn't bring himself to ask a simple question such ad why. Every time it crosses his mind, it brings a purse of a pout to his lips and furrowed eyebrows.
Every response you gave always hints even tiny bits of trivias and tips he's never heard, Albedo always takes note of your spills that always cuts before reaching its climax. "-sorry, yes, this is activated charcoal Geo and Pyro slimes reaction." He lets out an audible sigh upon your retreat, your frustrated mind too occupied to notice.
"Please," his desperation drips in his word when he looks at you with eyes filled with raw emotion you'd never know he'd be able to pull off. Your tightly locked lips only pressed on further at his puppy eyes, "Please continue, I wish to know more about your Alchemy, if you would be so kind."
"It's not really- I'm not really the best at explaining it..." You're almost fidgeting, cheeks aching from tensing and warmth. But he regarded you with a blank stare, forcing you to fill the silence, "If I- If I start, my ramblings may not uhm they're not easy to comprehend... or something."
Albedo had been watching more than he'd like to admit, and he's come to relieved (yet still confused) realization that your treatment with him wasn't his alone. You always step back before things get lengthy, words then cutting short and concise with a steeled expression. Lips caught between teeth.
"I digress," his hand motions to yourself to emphasize his next clause. "As your field and sole practitioner of this art, like my own condition, your word of mouth is the best ground of knowledge."
If he was irritated, he's doing a very good job in hiding it. And even with the respectable yet close distance in between you still felt cornered. This is still your master and it's not professional to refuse a scholarly talk, "The electro crystals when charged... ionized? create sparks, while also producing the same result when smacking- mining!"
The scribbles of his pen against his clipboard as he nods in attention urges you on, realizing his focus and sincere interest on the topic, "So when you put the little tidbits or even powdered version in a beaker thingy, depending on the material, they interact with the spark. Honestly, I'm unsure yet how lethal it is but if you put the sparks under fire too, they make like those makeshift gunpowder as well as additional reactions such as-!"
The lilt and proceeding high pitch in your voice usually signifies the approach of your insecurity as well as the climax of your enthusiasm. At this point, you pull your hand up to shut your mouth forcefully, and when Albedo really detests the abrupt end of the conversation his hand would shoot forward to grasp your own.
He'd intertwine your fingers to distract, before urging you to continue with a challenging stare, as if daring you to use your other hand to pull that off again. This whole scene felt oddly scandalous, but oh boy does it send your mind into a bambling, overloaded mess. A heated head forces your lips open even if they sometimes come out in a jumbled string, he learns to decipher them.
The more you get used to or feel more comfortable, Albedo uses that fondness skillfully whenever he wants. "Can you tell me more about the scarlet chunks from Dragonspine?" He throws it so casually in the silence as you two work back to back in your stations, without a beat as your mind is partially preoccupied, you answered into a narrative of trivia. It almost feels like you're talking to the flames of the bunsen while you wait, but Albedo smiles at the now filled silence as he listens with divided attention.
He really likes your voice, and the word of wonders you bring along with you.
"For the record, I don't mind it at all," his breath hovers on your lips, cold and prickly, "Whatever comes out of these lips, I want to hear it all."
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That last part eheh
Woah, this went long. Like reader babbling hahaha. I said I'm gonna speedrun, not freaking write this long smh
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Hi I just read you’re tsukishima story and it was so cute omg but I have an idea
Let’s say y/n has a huge crush on tsukishima since they were children right. But tsukishima never rlly liked y/n in that way. So he would always like be kinda aggressive but like not in the physical way, like he would be cold to her whenever y/n would constantly say something abt them dating. In reality he did like her but he didn’t realize it. Then suddenly a new guy shows up, he’s like really handsome and he’s in a small band, he plays the bass. Y/n actually listens to that band and she was so excited so the two of them click really easy, that’s when she starts being distant with tsukishima and stops the talks abt them dating, tsukishima starts to miss everything y/n would say to him and he wanted to get y/n back, but when he tries he sees y/n and the guy sharing a peck 😔‼️ sorry if this was longgggg ugh
a/n: ahhh! I’m glad you thought so, haha! don’t worry about the length, specifics are always welcome! <3 this is a really good idea! i think it ended up on the longer side, but yk, more content is good? i also ended up naming him, so it’s easier to refer to him. i keep holding on to highschool settings i’m sorry LMAO- i haven’t finished season 4 and i’m not reading the manga yet :( but anyways, here’s a bit of angst/unrequited love to balance out my recent fluff posts !
asks/requests: open !
word count: 2.6k
warnings?: some angst/unrequited love
worth a try.
- TSUKISHIMA KEI -
growing up with tsukishima had been a whirlwind of experiences. ever since you had moved and transferred to his school the last year of primary school, you’d been drawn to him. the tall, blonde kid with glasses. you found his pride in volleyball admirable, and you even found him to be so much cooler than you ever would be.
you originally didn’t know anybody when you first moved, but you fit right in with both tsukishima and his own friend. it was a strange combination, but it worked somehow. while tsukishima was rude, and yamaguchi timid, you were loud and energetic. you were lively. you challenged him just for the fun of it, you poked and prodded, just having fun being around him.
you were his self-declared best friend.
looking back on it, you probably always had feelings for tsukishima. back in those days when you tried to get into volleyball yourself. wanting to be like him, you tried your best, but you weren’t all that good. he would make fun of you for it, but you weren’t bothered by settling for being supportive of him and your freckled friend. You were just as passionate as they were about it.
you were even there when that passion jaded. watched as he stared at his brother from across the game.
it was when you started junior high, that you came to the conclusion that you were in love with your friend. but unlike most people, you did nothing to hide it. why would you? you were always open, always honest and straight to the point. you just weren’t one to hide that.
“go out with me, tsukki!” you poked his side with a cheeky grin, your eyes bright. your friend wasted no time in rejecting you.
“no.”
“aw, you sure?”
“i would never date somebody so stupidly annoying.” you shook off the blatant insult, laughing instead with your hand on your neck. a small thing you picked up from your other friend. yamaguchi.
“you’ll come around one day!”
“i doubt that.”
it went on like that all throughout your remaining years until high school. a constant back and forth that became a schedule at that point.
it was decided that tsukishima would be going to karasuno, as would yamaguchi. and so would you. you would go where they go, you’d never thought about leaving them both. you’d stay with them as long as possible, holding on to their friendship like it was your lifeline..
and holding onto tsukishima even more so.
you were there with them on the first day, when they joined volleyball club. that first practice match against aoba johsai.
you weren’t always watching their practices, since you had your own club duties to attend to of course. but you always made sure to stop by the clubroom while the boys were getting ready, just to say hi to everyone and to a certain someone.
“hey, hey!” you poked your head from around the door, waving a hand. the team greeted you cheerfully enough, minus tsukishima. who looked annoyed to no end.
“tsukki, wanna go grab something to eat after your practice? i know a really great spot!”
he didn’t even look at you, only giving you the middle finger.
you laughed, shrugging. “worth a try.”
the first time the team had witnessed your very forward approach to asking the extremely salty and crude boy out, they were surprised. the way he turned you down so effortlessly too, threw them off. the added shock of anybody even liking him was the cherry on top.
“is this normal?” sugawara asked, a chuckle falling from his lips. asahi was beside him, sweatdropping at the sight of your affectionate display, and tsukishima’s obvious lack of reciprocation.
yamaguchi smiled awkwardly, nodding. “well- yeah, actually. It’s been happening for years.”
“i’d kill to have somebody all over me like that! lucky bastard!” tanaka held his fist up dramatically, as if clenching his heart in it. he even had a tear in the corner of his eye.
“well then, i’ll be on my way! good practice, everyone!” you chirped, finally leaving them.
“l/n’s got some serious determination.” tanaka whistled.
“misplaced determination. they won’t shut up about dating, it’s annoying.” tsukishima didn’t sound as impressed as his loud senpai was.
yamaguchi tilted his head to the side. “really? i would’ve thought tha-”
“shut up.”
a small laugh. “sorry, tsukki.”
it would forever continue, it seemed like. you never thought you’d give it up, you always knew that you liked tsukishima. your heart would pound, your stomach would feel fluttery. but even though you’ve been with him since you were children, it didn’t seem like he’d grown to feel the same. it would get you down sometimes, his mean and harsh words whenever you’d bring it up. either casually, or intentionally.
you couldn’t help being so hopelessly whipped!
you were walking down the sidewalk with yamaguchi and tsukishima, humming along to a new song that had been dropped recently. you were so into it, strumming your fingers like you were the one playing in the recording. tsukishima watched you with critical eyes, but yamaguchi watched as if this was entertaining.
“new song, l/n?” yamaguchi asked you, and you paused the music. you nodded right away, grinning.
“yeah! there’s this kind of new band I found a bit ago, i think around the time you guys met nekoma for that first practice match? their music is so cool!” you could go on and on about them, to be honest. they may be small, and very underground, but you liked them anyways.
“wahh, they sound cool- right, tsukki?” yamaguchi and you both looked behind at him, faces expecting the same sentiment.
he only scoffed.
you roll your eyes playfully, sidling up to him for the first time today. “you want to go get some ice cream, tsukki?” you wished, hoped for him to just say yes for once. your heart was begging at this point.
“get out of my face, l/n.” he said coldly.
with a defeated sigh, you walked a few steps quicker, before unpausing the music. the humming resumed, and yamaguchi glanced back and forth between you both with a weary expression.
“you could try to be a bit nicer, tsukki-”
“they can’t take a damn hint, it’s not my job to be nice about it.” He said stubbornly.
yamaguchi sighed himself, nodding along. there wasn’t a point in continuing the topic; he always shut it down whenever yamaguchi brought it up. he’s never been so aggressive about something before.
interhigh had come, taking up your friend’s time with it. you were upset that they’d be so busy now, but with the new tournament coming, came a new student.
he was friendly, and cheerful, and honestly probably one of the most charming people you’ve ever met in your life. he even looked familiar to you, like you’ve seen him somewhere before. you couldn’t figure it out, so you just opted to the conclusion you must have just passed him down the street at some point. or some strange case of deja vu? either way, he was in your class now.
you were just coming back from the bathroom, your earbuds plugged into your ears like they usually were nowadays.
“l/n, please take your earbuds out, it’s class time.” iour teacher scolded you gently, and you pouted a little. It was just getting to a good part-
you had tugged on them a little too hard, and instead of just getting them out of your ears, they came out of the headphone jack completely.
you were embarrassed as your new favorite band’s music started blasting out of the phone’s speakers, and you hurried to turn it off. You were blushing, laughing at yourself as you went to go sit back down.
ahh, dang! everyone heard that! you were just laughing at yourself in your head now.
there was a tap on your desk, and you turned your face towards the hand. it was the new kid, and his face looked bright.
“you listen to my band’s music?” he whispered to you, his face beaming, and you gasped quietly.
“is this you?” you pointed at your pocket, where your phone rested. he nodded.
“that’s so- wow, i go to school with one of the people in my favo-”
“l/n, do you have something to say about the lecture?”
you shook your head violently, holding back a huge grin. “n-no, miss!” your teacher sighed, and continued past the interruption.
the looks you both shared didn’t go unnoticed by tsukishima.
everyday now, you were hanging around the new kid. you had come to learn his name, which was ishiwaka teruo. you both had hit it off instantly, it was like you guys had known each other forever, and not just a few weeks. it was almost like some crazy twist of fate, or luck. you guys were both alike in a lot of ways, held similar passions, too.
“see you, ishi!” you waved a hand, grinning as he waved a goodbye back. you guys didn’t take the same way home, so he ended up leaving the opposite direction, while you walked with tsukishima and yamaguchi. you were humming again, one of ishiwaka’s band’s songs.
“you seem pretty happy, l/n.” yamaguchi chuckled, watching as you danced a little. 
“oh yeah, you bet! ishi actually invited me to sit in for one of his practices, isn’t that so cool? he plays the bass, and he even offered to teach me a few chords. i don’t really mess with instruments, but-”
“can you shut up about him? all you do is just yap on and on about this guy, hanging out with him isn’t enough for you? what’s so special anyways?” his tone was harsh, and condescending. “if you’re just going to talk about him all the time, i’m not walking with you guys anymore.” your eyes widened as soon as you heard what tsukishima had just said. your heart was pounding, like it had been caught in the act of something terrible. you even felt slightly ashamed.
“wow, nice, tsukki. sorry for being excited about something.” you muttered, clutching your bag straps tight. what did you expect at this point? he didn’t like you as much as you thought, if he was so ready to just leave you behind. yamaguchi sensed the tension between you both, which made him uncomfortable.
you were all quiet for the rest of the way home.
interhigh came and went, the loss against aoba johsai stung the volleyball team, leaving their spirits broken, and cracked. you hadn’t been to the game that day, busy with a certain band member. and your missing presence hadn’t been looked over.
“where were you?” tsukishima had confronted you in the hallways, while you were walking with ishiwaka to the water fountain. it was break, which meant he could freely talk to you now.
you looked away from him, a nervous air around you that wasn’t like you at all.
“i’m sorry i couldn’t make it, tsukki- i heard that you guys lost, and i’m really sorry i couldn’t have been there!” your words were careful and slow, like you were thinking on how to say the right thing to him.
the blonde closed his eyes, and looked off to the side. he didn’t look pleased in the slightest. “were you with your precious band member? like some kind of groupie.” 
ishiwaka raised an eyebrow, and you just shook your head. tsukishima was really doing this right now? you said sorry, what else were you supposed to say?
“you know what, yeah. i was with him. it’s not like..it’s not like i have to be around you or yamaguchi every second of the day, okay?” you sighed. “look, i’ll make it to your next practice, and skip my club activities. is that fine?”
he hesitated, before giving you a curt nod. you smiled in relief. “great! i’ll see you then. now, about that specific measure-”
you had left him behind, and tsukishima had been hit with a realization.
you hadn’t mentioned going on a date at all. not today, not even within the past few weeks. was something wrong with you? he’d gotten so used to that, but now even that wasn’t a constant.
it was like you were slipping away from him, day by day.
and he realized that he didn’t like that.
as the days went on, thoughts about this ran rampant through his mind. it was maddening, he was trying to focus on school, and now, as he was walking to the clubroom, volleyball. he was scarily silent, and yamaguchi caught onto it right away.
“tsukki?” he asked quietly, not wanting to push. but he wanted to know. ever since tsukishima had come back from break that day, he’d been acting strange. he was even saltier, if that was possible.
“am i not enough for l/n?” he spit out the question, like it was a disease.
taken aback, the freckled boy could only blink. the two stopped walking, looking right at each other now. “what?”
tsukishima barked out a laugh, running a hand over his face in frustration. “you heard me, yamaguchi.”
yamaguchi’s jaw dropped. “do you miss them?” was he for real? was this jealousy actually coming from tsukishima?
“hell if i know.” he muttered. but he knew the answer, and that’s what upset him.
“i knew it. tsukki, why did it have to be now, though?” he shook his head in disbelief. at the utter obliviousness of this boy. yamaguchi knew himself that there was something there in tsukishima, something resembling feelings for you. but of course it was when you were no longer always around that he saw it.
“what?”
“l/n isn’t a puppy anymore, they’re not following after you. if you haven’t noticed, they’ve given up. you need to do this yourself, and fix it.” yamaguchi stated. he wouldn’t be lying if he said that he’d been frustrated with the back and forth between you both, it was so obvious to him, but apparently not obvious to tsukishima. or you, for that matter.
“i know that.” he muttered. he would have to confront you about this. was he stupid? why didn’t he get this before? 
“then do something about it.”
tsukishima was quiet.
it was decided by him that he’d catch you outside of practice, since you said you’d be coming to watch. it was a quick, and impulsive decision from him, but he needed this to be figured out. his head was at it’s most unclear, and that was affecting him.
you were affecting him.
he looked around the outside of the gym, trying to see if he could spot you coming. it took a minute, before he saw a figure off to the side. it was you, he could tell by that bag anywhere. he stepped out, only to be met with the full picture.
you were with ishiwaka, and you were kissing him.
tsukishima hurried back into the gym with a stone-cold expression. oh. so this is where he stood now.
no longer at the top of your list, no longer important.
you walked into the gym, beaming. it angered tsukishima, more than he should have been. he yanked your arm, and held you by them with a vice grip. you looked up at your friend with nervous, maybe even scared eyes. you hadn’t seen tsukishima like this before.
“what is he to you?”
you blinked. “wh-what?”
“who is he to you? that little bass player.” his eyes were searching yours, for anything, anything that he could hold on to. you didn’t respond, only looking away from his intense stare.
your eyes didn’t hold that same look that they used to whenever you looked at him. 
he had his answer. and he didn’t like it. so he let go of you, maybe for real this time. things had changed so much, right under his nose. and he had let it happen.
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share your om trans hc Right Now
# obey me trans headcanons
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feat. mammon , leviathan , satan , asmodeus , beelzebub , belphegor
summary. my gender headcanons for the obey me brothers
cw. trans talk 😗 , dysphoria
author n. reqs are closed but… anon you dont know HOW excited i am to share these… ive mentioned trans levi b4 but im gonna briefly talk abt everyone !! (and THEN dive into trans levi) ALSO!! i did some research for all the identities i listed but pls lmk if i got any of them wrong 😭!!!
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disclaimer! everyone experiences gender differently, so if none of what i say relates to you in any way, that’s ok! these are based off of my OWN experiences.
i’m not sure how to categorize this so i’ll just dump this here ???
as angels, the brothers weren’t created with any specific gender in mind. (to me, all angels present masculine but they aren’t men)
in the celestial realm, since the brothers didn’t really pay attention to their gender identity, they never really got time to explore it. so maybe all of them were some form of nonbinary ?? (i think agender)
it’s only AFTER they turned to demons, the thought of gender came to mind. (some brothers even changed their physical form)
(i wish i had the time to draw these ajwjdcx)
mammon.
bigender , he/she
▸ at first mammon didn’t really care 💀
▸ he was too busy trying to hold her family together.
▸  when mammon became a model, THATS when the topic of gender interested her.
▸  over the years, mammon had tested out nearly everything.
▸ a more feminine form, voice etc etc
▸ she was the first to actually transition ^^
▸ despite all the mean comments his brothers say 😒 they take it v seriously!!
▸ when mammon came to them to nervously ask them to use she/her for him sometimes, they all were v supportive :’)
▸  mammon keeps her masc form (the one in game) but time to time, mammon will change it to a more fem form on will
▸ his feminine body looks relatively similar, just shorter and slightly longer hair (think wolfcut)
leviathan (aka me projecting LMAO)
agender , she/he/they + neos
▸ *i haven’t fully decided what neos levi would use…+ i feel like he’d use multiple sets so its rlly up to ur choice lol
▸ anyway,, levi feels the MOST amount of dysphoria out of his brothers :(
▸  gender gets real confusing for them so he’s been through MULTIPLE identities in her lifetime
▸  for like the longest, levi didn’t know what to do abt his dysphoria…he hadn’t figured out how to change forms like mammon 😞
▸  mammon helped levi the most ^^ taught them how to change their body at will to help relieve any stress it might’ve brought.
▸  when levi decided they wanted a bigger chest, it worked for a little bit! …then he felt a little too feminine n the cycle repeats.
▸  they couldn’t find the right in-between for him so levi would kinda have breakdowns over it 🙁(me tbh…)
▸  mammon was right there trying to help his little bro.
▸ it wasn’t till much later, when mammon heard asmo talking about it, he learned about the existence of binders 😯
▸ offered the idea to levi, which was sort of confused by but yk, went along with it.
▸ the binder idea was great, it acted like a middle ground for him(?)
▸ he could present masc some days, while still having the body he preferred (levi does prefer fem bodies :)
▸ their bottom dysphoria is a mess, let’s not get into it 🧍🏽
▸ levi needed lots of reassurance when ‘coming out’ to his brothers. mammon was right behind him cheering him on :D
▸ every one of them all helped levi in little or big ways :’)
▸ asmo’s the brother who helped him with his physical appearance the most (buying clothes, styling hair)
▸ satan got books from the human realm that further dived into gender (i believe that the devildom doesn’t have much bc..again they dont generally care) to help levi find a label or anything else that could help :)
▸  belphie and him have some sort of solidarity between them
▸  both of them got similar issues so they’re just always there for eachother. even in silence.
▸ levi’s preferred body looks similar to how it is in game, tall lanky n kinda lean? (their weight fluctuates a lot..that’s a topic for a different post)
▸ but it’s more feminine as well! in the basic areas like the chest, hips and thighs. (more curves)
▸  but she keeps the body hair so…pretty much rivals beel when it comes to that lol
satan
no label , they/them
▸  satan already has identity issues..feels bad
▸ did they ever use it to differentiate themselves from lucifer? absolutely.
▸  did that cause more problems for them? absolutely.
▸  satan struggles just as much as levi, but they keep quiet about it.
▸ the only one they rlly confide in is asmo.
▸ they tested out different sets of pronouns, identities etc but nothing rlly fit...
▸ until belphie just straight up told them, they could just not go by anything. 
▸  satan prefers not going by anything (honestly no pronouns is the best way to refer to satan…)
▸ less confusion, less things to worry about, they’d rather not think about it.
▸  satan’s form is still masc, they prefer it that way. (they do however, have a more feminine face i.e features. it’s really cute actually)
▸ does a lot of research to help out their brothers ^^ 
asmodeus
genderfluid , any prns
▸  the girlboy boygirl we all deserve AND needed!
▸  the most comfortable in his gender.
▸  asmo uses ALL pronouns and doesn’t mind what set you use !!
▸  typically their brothers will use a set that correlates to however asmo’s presenting as
▸  which changes a lot tbh…
▸ he loves to express his identity through clothes and always explores different ways to express himself.
▸  never sticks to one thing either…
▸  tbh, asmo doesn’t care for labels. she just slaps one on to make it easier for others to refer to him.
▸  prefers fem terms :]
▸  asmo’s form is a mix between feminine and masculine. at first glance, you can’t really tell (i wish i were him)
beelzebub
agender , he/him
▸  he just used he/him bc that’s what he’s used to and most comfortable in.
▸  still isn’t a man or fully identifies as one.
▸  beel doesn’t really care about his gender, he has more things to worry about.
▸  he cares more about his brothers though!!! always there for moral support:(
▸  specifically levi and belphie. beel knows they both struggle the most with it so he’s there with whatever they need :<
▸  his form is basically the same as canon. (his face IS more feminine tho...like satan its v v cute :)
belphegor demiboy , they/he/she
▸  like levi, struggles a lot.
▸  the worst part about it is that belphie doesn’t care enough to do anything about it.
▸  cue wallowing in your own discomfort for years… LMAO (me)
▸  nah but fr for the longest, belphie hasn’t felt truly comfortable in their own body.
▸  they were kinda in denial for a bit 😯…
▸  once the gears finally clicked, they told their brothers at like dinner and like everyone was like ?? why didnt you ?? say so ????
▸  cue all 6 of her older bros coddling him…cue belphie enjoying it bc he’s got the biggest younger sibling syndrome ever….
▸  belphie grew out their hair because it sorta helped. (and he was just lazy to cut it lol…)
▸  like mentioned before, he and levi has some sort of solidarity going on.
▸  they help eachother a lot (bc they understand eachother the most)
▸  funny, you’d think it would be beel…
▸  i mean, it IS most of the time. but it’s just nice to have someone like you yknow??
▸  his form is more feminine than masc, he probably just thinks having tits is more comfortable 😭💀
▸  their voice is relatively the same.. she was too lazy to change it hahdkcc
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