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Got a little bit of a rash under my belly from how moist it always is under there.

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did you already enjoy being fat as a kid (of course, excluding the bullying, I mean being fat itself)? when did you first start to like the ideas of living an unhealthy lifestyle and gaining weight?

The thing is, I really wasn't a fat kid. I mean, I was a bit chubby, but definitely not fat. I didn't start getting noticeably fat until my mid to late teens. As for liking living an unhealthy lifestyle, that happened about five or six years ago.

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Would you ever want to do an in person feeding?

That depends on how well the feeder and I would get on.

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Health impacts of obesity, death feedee edition

TW: this is dark and very real, do not read if you are not ready to understand the consequences of feedism. And I really mean it. It may be f* scary.

You know I study physiotherapy at med school. And Im also a feedee, feeder, FA... Which means that mine internships in hospitals are pretty heavy and hard for me. I see all the impacts of obesity, or even morbid obesity on people and their health. On their life.

We are all talking about heart-attacks. Sure, your arteries getting clugged, atherosclerosis growing in your body and getting you closer to an early grave. But atherosclerosis does not cause only heart-attacks. It would be nice, wouldn’t it? Feeling your heart struggling, pain in your chest (which you deserve for being the pig you were), and pretty soon there is the end. Death.

But atherosclerosis can also cause strokes. And I don’t think you want that. Part of your brain gonna die, part gonna live. It can affect your motor functions, your ability to feel by touch, your ability to know where and how placed your limbs are, your speech, of course your ability to think. You may die, sure. Or you gonna survive and live way way worse life fully dependant on people around you… Did you know that?

You also might ruin your pancreas. Im sure that many of you already have insulin tolerance way higher than you should. Well diabetes mellitus is incoming if you will not change your lifestyle. It does not only mean that you will need to take insulin! It will also damage your nerves. Neuropathies are very common. DM can lead even to amputations of legs. And also an impact on eyes is very well known, you can become blind. Over all diabetes is a metabolic disease and it has huge impact on your whole body – nerves, organs, veins, everything.

Another effect of our feedee diet - your liver become fattier making it work less. And liver are very important organ! Liver steatosis can become cirrhosis, the organ will be very damaged. Btw it also gonna increase your blood pressure which has significant impact on probability of heart-attacks and strokes. Another thing – there can appear stones in your gallbladder. That is mainly caused by eating too greasy and fatty food. And this also can be very painful situation needing a surgery.

It is proved that obesity increases the risk of cancer, especially cancer in gastro-intestinal tract and urogenitals. One more thing that people do not want.

Not to mention your musculo-sceletal system. Arthrosis in joints (another painful thing restricting your daily life), unfit and stiff muscles, bones easier to break by your weight if you fall… And it will not hurt only when you move. But also when you lie in your bed getting stuffed to the brim once again. Who of you have never ever had back pain, mainly lower-back pain? It is not comfortable, is it? And it only gonna get worse if you don’t exercise.

There are also impacts on your skin but i'm not good in this field so can't say much about it.

I know it is a lot of fun to be a feedee. To gain, get fatter, heavier, softer. Getting out of breath easily? Oh f* yes please, it makes you so horny. But there is a huge impact on your health. Im sure you know it. But maybe you don’t know all the specific things that may happen. This is just a brief list of health complications that obesity brings. So if you are a death feedee, go on! Eat yourself to these diseases if that’s what you want. But be aware that your life probably will not end by a sudden quick heart attack. You will suffer many months and years due to many comorbidities till your body will give up on you. Are you ready for that long pain?

Wanted to let you know so that I can feel better when I actually encourage you to gain. You know, consent means that you agree while being aware of the consequences. If you want me to help you get morbidly obese I wanna be sure I warned you. And maybe (hopefully) this gonna help someone to stop gaining so much if they find out that they would not be happy. Because babes – I don’t want you fat in the first place. I want you happy.

That’s the reason why im drinking 700 kcal hot chocolate made of heavy cream while writing this article. It makes me happy to gain. It makes me happy being fat even though I know all of these things. And it also scares the s*it out of me. I fear it so much. I want it so much. Im not a death feedee in real life, will not let the kink kill me (I hope). But I definitely am a death feedee in fantasies, deep inside and sometimes it is really hard to find the difference between having fun and ruining your body.

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I warned you it gonna be dark and real 🖤

Enjoy your life as you wish 💕 Give fully into hedonism or enjoy the parts of feedism that don't kill you - that is your choice. Your body. Your life. Your death.

~ Tessie

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Could you film a video of you struggling to do something? Reach around your belly, waddle a few paces, etc? Heavy breathing and sounds of exertion over such minor movements are the best :)

I've been pretty busy lately, but I can certainly try to do that.

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When do you expect to start using a wheelchair? You know, if you started soon just for fun, it'd take your step count wayyy down.

Somewhere in the next 50 pounds, most likely.

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what are your thoughts on childhood obesity?

I have mixed feelings when it comes to childhood obesity. While I think that people becoming obese at a younger age will help reduce the negative stigma that comes with obesity, I also know that kids are shitheads and will totally bully someone for being bigger than everyone else. Being someone who was bullied for being "fat" as a kid, I'd never wish that on someone else.

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r u into intox ?

No.

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Becoming an extremely obese diabetic amputee by 40 is one of my goals.

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Wow your really adamant about this whole "People should get diabetes and be morbidly obese young" thing. Is that what you want, to slowly normalize chubbiness, fatness and then throw any sense of decency health and practicality put the window and turn the youth into diabetic hogs? Do many people will say that your corrupting the youth? When you go to clubs there will always be several hogs more interested in stuffing their face with grease and getting their cholesterol up instead of jiggling their body around in a pathetic imitation of dancing.

Do you know how many collective life years would be wasted under you? But you didn't care when it happened to your own body so why would an entire generation be so different huh...

The world would be a better place if people got morbidly obese sooner in life.

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Mine? At least 500 pounds, but I've no intention of stopping there.

You have a weight goal ?

Just monstrously fat please

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which kind of food has helped you to become so big?

Nothing special. Just lots of carbs and highly processed things.

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I'm a fan of many underrated destructive habits, do you smoke cigs or drink or anything like that?

Yes and no. I’ll occasionally have a cigarette when I’m feeling stressed. As for drinking, not really. I’ll have a mixed drink or two every now and then, or a glass of wine at a family dinner, but that’s about it.

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Exactly what I want.

Failing health.

Failing mobility.

Failing basic bodily functions.

Loss of control.

Loss of autonomy.

Loss of any semblance of a normal life.

But never stopping, no matter how loud your immobile, growing, slobby piggy body begs you to stop. You keep shovelling the food in, ignoring all the signs, and living your best piggy life - until one day, your body stops for you. 😈

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I want to get more than super obese!

Who wants to get SUPER obese? 🍕🍔🌭🍮🍩🍫🍦🎂😘

Reblog if you do.

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Eating makes me so happy and the naps that come after are just amazing!

REBLOG if you are utterly and hopelessly ADDICTED to the feederism lifestyle 💦💦🍩🍰🍬

#IjustCANNOTstopstuffing

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REBLOG IF YOU'RE DESTINED TO BECOME BED-BOUND