#Stupid fucking insomnia

[msfcatlover]

I have two settings: disappear off the face of the earth for weeks on end only to feel awful when I realize all I’ve missed and/or forgotten, or check to see if someone’s replied to me every few minutes while constantly worrying that I’m annoying them.

Theoretically, I have control over which of these settings I’m on at any given time. Practically, though…

[derrygirlstrash]

Clare is mischaracterized a lot lowkey because I think people love Clare for being an anxious lesbian so much that they instinctively craft a more palatable version of that trait onto her and it’s a shame because Clare is a fascinating little beastie. She is childhood friends with the likes of Erin and Michelle for a reason after all. She is arguably just as selfish as Erin /affectionate and just as impulsive as Michelle /affectionate it just is formed around the insane molten hot anxiety disorder inside her little lesbian brain. She thinks she’s better than them when in reality she is just as bad.

I’d argue she stays selfish /affectionate longer than Erin does. Until the final two episodes I fully believe Clare would have sold any of them up the river for a corn chip if that corn chip would save her skin. It’s often said that Clare and James hold the single brain cell but I think the truth is likely that Orla holds it and they just forgot to use it or hand it to someone cause they were going ham on a bag of sweets.

If you hate Erin for her selfish traits and just kinda forget that Clare is just as bad then idk what to tell you they’re birds of a feather.

[emmg]

Gonna drop this overly long, unnecessarily wordy first part of this…. thing…. sometime tomorrow (or, well, I guess technically today)

It’s just a dumb little AU I’ve been screwing around with. Think Marnie but without the bits that make Marnie, you know, uh, wildly problematic

Basically, Rook decides robbing the Grand Necropolis is a great fucking idea (spoiler: it’s not), obviously fails, and Emmrich, being the human-shaped savior complex that he is, swoops in to “help.”

Love myself some dramatic imagery. I’m married to purple prose

Emmrich has big feelings ok

I mean idk she’s a thief

Love me a devoted man being very unhealthy in his devotion rofl

[starlight---starbrights]

Undertale yellow flowey embroidery

This took about 40 hours, give or take a few

[patchyworx]

People talk about fast metabolisms like it's all fun and games and eating whatever you want but they fail to remember that it also means your body is Incredibly Stupid and decides that you become deficient in everything in a couple or so days where it takes most others a week. Or months compared to "oops you forgot to photosynthesize sufficiently :( no i don't care that it has been freezing and overcast for the past week, you didn't absorb enough sun. Perish Badly."

Or at least it would be if i didn't like citrus fruits so much, probably

[bleaksqueak]

Insomnia is letting up off and on, but I'm still super jelly brained from it case in point, I want to continue back with posting WIPs for the aired pages, but I can't remember what page I left off on now lmao (guess I'll have to dig through my blog to check... eesh. at least it's decently organized by tags?) Not a result of goo brain, really, but equally "AUGH" is that I let my screen protector go for too long without replacing it and now it's slick as snot and I don't have a replacement handy to put on it. This isn't a resulting consequence of goo brain but it does mean I'm going to be trying to draw without any traction while I'm already loopy. Good times ahead!

[roboyfriend]

finished jade shadows. was probably supposed to be a serious emotional thing. probably wasn't meant to be funny. but i couldn't stop laughing at the stupid fucking baby warframe cus all i could think of was

[nobodybetterlookatme]

i hope you’re safe in your line of work. i’m sure it’s very difficult work and dangerous. it’s also very hot and sexy that you’re a firefighter so it’s really cool that you’re so brave

Well I'm still not dead so that's safe enough I guess lmao but this shit keeps dragging on, like it's crazy 😭 the work usually isn't too bad when we're not on incidents tho, like it's mainly just training and playing in the dirt ahdkaksk it's not as cool and sexy as you think it is unfortunately 😔 but I like to pretend it is and I have fun for the most part so that's all that really matters tbh lmao

[heartshattering]

5 AM

Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃

[possession1981-moving]

can someone knock me unconscious please

[leafcabbage]

canceling my spotify subscription and paying for zombies run again like some kind of heroic return

[aberooski]

I realized this back when I last replayed the game a few months ago, but I cannot believe it took me 7 years to realize that camping and caravans in FF15 was them bringing back using tents and cabins on the overworld to recover your stats like in the old games 🤦‍♀️

[operation-n0-control]

Bruhhhh my stupid ass didn't wake up early enough and all the cheaper tickets for the Chicago MCR date already sold out 😭

[bitchfitch]

this isn't the actual dialogue in this scene but the place holder text was too fun to leave on the cutting room floor. Also Serapis tumby.

[baerryjj]

~ WIP WHENEVER ~

THANK YOU FOR THE TAG @kourumi !! 🩷 Idk what this is but I assume just drop any type of WIP here so, sure!

"...Are you real?"

The question sank Finlays heart.

"Of course I am, Mal'…"

Malenia shifted and hesitantly met her eyes, "...Would you stay with me?" She swallowed thickly, her voice coming out with a tremor, "Just for a moment?"

The demigods' dignity had been shattered, laid out in fractals for her to shamelessly gaze at. Yet, she didn't sob or wail. Her vulnerability was terribly discreet, but as persistent and silent as bleeding from an unstitched wound. Only Finlay and Miquella would ever witness it. She'd not lose her pride.

Finlay nodded, a pained smile on her lips, "Of course."

And also uhhh human Fortissax b upon ye

Ok tag time; @bimbomcgee @smoughenthusiast @bowietea @the-unkindled-queen @donkatthree @catcas22 @nordiitheshimp you must participate im holding you at gunpoint (affectionately (don't do it if you don't wanna<33))

[feline-evil]

Sick and unwell over how often it looks like kaz's lip trembles or his jaw clenches with emotion, god they really put all that detail and time into facial capture data and animation to include tongues moving to annunciate and muscles in the face reacting to the slightest twitch just to torture me in particular over one deeply emotional blonde man i think