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guys im so excited...... ill be free from the shackles of college soon.... so much writing to be done

[imoncloud7]

guys im so excited...... ill be free from the shackles of college soon.... so much writing to be done

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perhaps i will put out a suna smau series soon.. AS SOON AS THESE FUCKING EXAMS R OVER

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the one that got away; oikawa x reader drabble

notes: i have been so busy with exams and school lol but i have been lurking on tumblr. i saw a random tiktok this morning with this song and i wrote this pretty quick before class cw: none really, just kind of angsty lol. wc: 432

although you procrastinated a lot of things, your yearly spring cleaning was one of things you didn’t. on the first weekend following the spring solstice, you took the two days off of work to sort through old clothes, clean out the fridge, deep clean your apartment, and look through old photos and trinkets. 

this year however, a dusty box in the back of your closet caught your eye; a box you hadn’t seen in years. to be completely honest, you had forgotten the contents of the box, considering its bland cardboard appearance. as you pulled it out, you gave it a quick dusting before ripping off the packing tape. 

oh.

you suddenly began to remember why this particular box was shoved in the back of the closet, its memories buried along with it. you were met with a sweatshirt neatly folded on top of the rest of the items in the box, a simple teal hoodie with the words “seijoh vbc” displayed across the front. you stared at the hoodie for a moment, memories of your high school boyfriend and childhood friend flooding back. pulling out the hoodie revealed the stacks of printed photos and polaroids, along with countless letters addressed to you dating years back. one thing that stood out in particular was a small velvet box, which you knew contained a simple gold ring, a promise that he would one day return back to japan. return back to you. 

oikawa tooru was a man larger than life, with a long list of achievements and countless awards. before that, however, he was just a boy with dreams and aspirations of greatness. dreams that took him across international borders following your high school graduation. dreams that also didn’t include you. while you would’ve done anything for him, he would’ve done anything for his volleyball career. 

“you seriously won’t come with me?”

“my entire life is here, in japan, tooru. i can’t just up and leave to another country. a country i have no business being in, a culture i don’t belong to, a language i don’t even speak!” 

your final fight with him was the last time you had seen him, or even spoke to him. in the past two years of being gone, he had joined the argentina national men’s volleyball team and renounced his japanese citizenship, his dream finally realized. it was bittersweet really, you were so, so proud of him, and still you were upset with him that you didn’t have a place in his future. 

maybe in another life, you would be his, and he would be yours. 

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wife; suna x reader drabble

notes: cw: mentions of drinking, but that's really it! just a fluffy little drabble im reposting from the other day, following up the angsty post i just made wc: 316

you loved your boyfriend more than anything. you two have been through practically everything together, being childhood friends who began dating in high school, and now current university students. suna knew you inside and out, and you were the same. however, there was one thing your boyfriend did that didn’t necessarily make you upset, but it was just a little bit annoying. 

any time the two of you would go out drinking, he had a bit of a habit of drinking more than he should, which brought consequences. 

“get your hands off my wife, miya.” suna glared at his friend, who had pulled you into an embrace. 

“she’s not yer wife sunarin.” atsumu now pulled away from the hug. 

“bullshit she isn’t.” 

“i don’t see a ring.” suna now grabbed your wrist and pulled you into his chest, causing you to stumble a bit. 

“relax rin, i was just hugging my friend. our friend, mind you.” you spoke,  your voice muffled by suna’s chest. 

“mmm no. you’re mine.” he squeezed you tighter. 

drunk rin just had to let everyone around him know that you were his, specifically telling everybody that you were married, despite that being years away. nights like these always ended the same way as well, back in your shared apartment. 

“rin seriously, you need to stop saying that in front of people.”

“why? you don’t wanna marry me or somethin’?” you two were in the bathroom, his chest pressed against your back and arms wrapped around your middle while you attempted to wash your face. 

“that’s not true, rin. i’d marry you in a heartbeat. but we’re not married yet, and we’re still in university.” 

“yeah yeah, if i got you a ring, would you stop denying it?”

“let’s maybe talk about this in the morning, rin.” you turned around to face him, pulling him in for a kiss. “i love you, y’know.”

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update 8/28;

hi everyone! i got a lot more support on my recent post, so thank you all for that! :)

college has been busy thus far but i plan to write some stuff soon! i have a suna drabble im gonna repost later tonight lol idk why tumblr took it down

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suna rintaro headcanons

general:

has a meme folder in his phone with over 2000 pics & videos and uses them as reaction photos frequently

some are even of the twins LOL

has a google drive of all the school fight videos and charges people for them

hes actually really smart but chooses not to try in school?

suuuper close with his little sister

she calls him all the time when hes away at school (since hes not from hyogo)

they play roblox together every night

they play those princess roleplay games (fantasia) and a lot of dress to impress

hes literally a top model by now

he really like indie films esp horror movies

has never picked up a book in his life

he owns wired apple headphone for the "aesthetic"

the twins clown him for them and flex their airpods

hes an avid wearer of the uniqlo airism tee

has a silver chain he never takes off

lowkey would be a stalker and have burner ig and tiktok accounts

nonchalant king

literally hes so mysterious and girls looove that

he ran an anonymous account on instagram rating all the water fountains at school

had a lot of followers ngl

he takes his bed very seriously

like weighted blanket, silk sheets, the weighted dino stuffed animal from target, fresh water by his bed, magnesium and melatonin at night

doesn't let anyone sit in it with outside clothes on

neevvverrrr lets the twins sit in it

definitely uses "yh" when hes texting (absolutely tf not)

as a boyfriend:

he was plottin on you since the start

but bc hes nonchalant af you had no idea

hes really perceptive so he could kinda tell you reciprocated those feelings

so he took that as his sign and he confessed first

he was super casual about it

you guys were walking back to the dorms after his practice one day and he just kinda dropped it on you

"yo can i tell you something"

LMAOOOO

he was kindddd of awkward about it

but its ok!! now youre dating!!!

his love language is def physical touch

this man takes his cuddling time SERIOUSLY

youre one of the only people he frequently lets in his bed

you guys stay up till 2 am cuddling and giggling with one another about stupid shit

so many sneaky sleepovers (the dorms dont usually allow opposite genders in the same room)

yall r one of those couples that sit in the corner and talk shit about everyone in the room like whispering in each others ears and laughing

esp about the twins

you two have a very long streak of word hunt going back and forth

you guys also send a lot of voice memos ranting back and forth

his sister loves you!! she doesn't have an older sister, so you fill that role. only so much that suna can do for her

she texts you a lot too lol

you join them in playing roblox every night

so many 2 am convenience store runs

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part 9;

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notes:

i cant believ this is lowkeeyyy coming to an end

so sorry for slow updates august has been busy

fdoc monday (i cant do this anymore)

but yay!!! bf+gf soon????

lowkey a filler chapter but thats ok

next one better!! but also closer to the end :(

taglist: @gigiiiiislife @wakashudou @gsyche

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update 8/17

hi everyone so sorry for no update on my smau series, i just moved back into college and i had to drive 12 hours back to school and then moving in was terrible but i am back now. hopefully update coming in a day or two!

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Hello! Could I please be added to your oikawa smau tag list? ☺️

yes!! anyone else who would like to can reply here

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part 8;

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notes:

hi i am back

lil filler ish chapter today

will be continuing to work on it this week!

taglist: @gigiiiiislife

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8/4

guys wdym i have to go back to college in 10 days and i wont be living in a smau where my roommates are akaashi and kenma where i work at a coffee shop and a boy from the university volleyball team falls in love with me and his roommates somehow know my roommates and we all live peacefully on twitter

ok but actually i plan on working on updates on my smau soon lol ive been busy w/ one of my friends coming to visit plus it was my birthday on the first so ill be posting soon!!

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part 7;

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warning: this chap is fully written, with no texts/tweets. it gets a little angsty tbh

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yn froze as she saw oikawa walking towards her, and she panically looked around the room for an escape. she noticed kuroo talking to some of his other friend in the corner with dyed blonde hair, kenma. she beelined over to the two boys, grabbing kuroo’s drink out of his hand and taking a large gulp of it. 

“yn what the fuck.” the taller male glared at her. 

“sorry. really needed that. hey kenma.” she turned to look at the shorter boy. he nodded back in acknowledgement before speaking up. 

“you doing okay yn?” 

“maybe, i don’t know yet. i just really need to be drunk.” the two chuckled at her response, leading her over to the kitchen-turned-bar. 

“does it maybe have to do with a certain boy? perhaps our setter?” kuroo whispered while wiggling his eyebrows. yn smacked the back of his neck, pouring herself a drink. a strong one. she noticed the boy in question lingering near the kitchen, causing her to duck down a little bit to hide behind kuroo’s tall frame. 

“i’m actually going to shoot myself. i hate myself.” 

“hey oikawa!” kuroo called over his shoulder, to which kenma took as his cue to leave. yn’s eyes widened at his actions, looking up at his face in shock. the urge to follow kenma was strong. kuroo looked down to wink at her, while turning to follow kenma as oikawa walked over. 

“you’re fucking joking.” yn muttered under her breath. 

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oikawa had no idea she had been invited tonight. sure, all of her friends were here, but they definitely would’ve told him she was coming. he wondered how mattsun and makki had gotten her to say yes, as she seemed to avoid him other than when they had their nightly encounters. though recently, she had been ignoring his existence entirely, much to his dismay. seeing her walk through the door caused him to freeze up, with his heart beginning to beat rapidly. 

of course, she attempted to ignore him. he had been sort of following her whilst mingling with his friends and teammates, keeping an eye on her as she floated around. it wasn’t until kuroo called him over to where they were in the kitchen that he got a chance to talk to yn. his eyes lit up when he heard his name, and his heart began to beat even faster than before. he watched kuroo and kenma walk away, leaving yn staring in his direction with a blank expression on her face. he grinned at her and waved, coming up to greet her. 

“hey! you enjoying yourself?” 

“uh, yeah, i guess so.” she replied unsure. his ego immediately deflated, remaining silent at her response. “actually, can we talk? maybe in your room?” 

“oh! yeah, sure, follow me.” he grabbed her hand, leading her down the hallway towards his room. this didn’t go unnoticed by their friends in the room, of course. kuroo and bokuto shared a knowing look, and then turned to meet mattsun and makki’s gaze across the room. all four of them had the same smirk on their face. turning the handle, oikawa ushered her into his room, closing the door behind them. she was no stranger to this room, spending a large number of nights in this room over the past year. yn sat on the bed, and oikawa following, sitting next to her. 

“you couldn’t wait until everyone left, huh?” he broke the silence with a joke, with a crooked smile on his face. she turned to look up at him, with narrowed eyes. 

“no, i came here to have an actual conversation with you, about our little arrangement.” his smile immediately disappeared from his face. 

“oh. well what’s up?” 

“do you have feelings for me, oikawa?” his heart stopped at her question, and his body froze as a result. he took a few moments to gather his thoughts before responding, sighing before he did so. 

“yes.” 

“how long?” 

“since this whole thing began.”

yn inhaled sharply, looking down and away from oikawa. she hadn’t even noticed that she had been fiddling with her hands, but he placed his own on top of hers. 

“i don’t know if i can keep doing this casual thing oikawa. it’s not fair to you at all.” 

“look, we can work this out-”

“i just don’t know if i can do a relationship right now. i don’t wanna get hurt again.” she spoke quietly. he sat there stunned for a moment, tensing up at her words. 

“i wouldn’t hurt you, yn.” he murmured. he noticed a teardrop fall from her eyes, and he gently lifted her chin to face him. 

“whatever has happened in your past, you can talk about it with me, i’m always here to listen.” he spoke softly while wiping her tears with the pads of his thumbs. she leaned into his touch and closed her eyes. 

“i don’t know, oikawa, i just-”

“tooru.” he cut her off with a firm tone. 

“what?”

“please, just call me tooru.” he spoke with the same tone of voice. the two sat in silence for a few minutes, before yn broke it. 

“okay.” 

“you can trust me, i promise.” he pulled her into his side, rubbing her shoulder with his arm. she nestled herself into the crook of his neck, and he kissed the top of her head in response. they sat like that for awhile, with the party acting as background noise. 

“i don’t know if i can be the girl you deserve.” yn finally admitted. tooru was shocked by her statement, wondering what the hell went wrong in her past relationship for her to think like this. 

“you’re the only girl i want. yn, i want you to be honest with me too. do you have feelings for me too?”

“yes. unfortunately.”

“that’s all we need then, sweetheart. we can figure it out, okay?” his words caused her tears to fall at a faster rate, causing him to pull her in tighter. he pressed kisses to the side of her face while he held her, his heart hurting at the sound of her crying.

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notes:

wow okay

yn finally came to terms with her feelings

nice

kinda cute ngl

im working on my writing lol it kinda sucks but im trying

soft oikawa #needthat

kuroo being devious hehe

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part 6;

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yn hated to admit it, but oikawa was really good. like really good. he even looked good doing it, which she was also ashamed to admit. he was confident on the court, and always looked at ease, which was hot. 

“you doin’ okay yn?” mattsun asked. she turned towards the boy, who had a smug smirk on his face. 

“will you shut the fuck up?” she shot back, to which he put his hands up in defense. 

“you look like you’re drooling.” he still had that stupid look on his face. yn lightly shoved him, causing him to bump into makki. 

realization hit yn like a truck as the trio walked to the party. the route was familiar, too familiar. yn cleared her throat before speaking up, interrupting the light banter between mattsun and makki. 

“so where is this party at?” 

“oikawa’s place.” makki replied flatly. yn narrowed her eyes at the two boys who were looking back at her with shit-eating grins on their faces. 

“lose the faces, you two aren’t funny. you guys did this on fucking purpose.” 

“maybe, maybe not. besides, bokuto and kuroo will be here too. the whole volleyball team will be here.” great.

as the three of them exited the elevator on the 7th floor, they could already hear the music from down the hallway. in fact, they could hear music coming from multiple apartments. thank god it was only university kids living in these apartments, and there weren’t any families or elderly living there. yn was leading the group of three, and instinctively headed down the hallway to the left, stopping at unit 713. 

“you really know your way around this place, huh.” mattsun teased. 

“please just shut the fuck up.” yn fired back whilst opening the door. there was a sizable amount of people in the room, but not too crowded to the point of discomfort. immediately, she made direct eye contact with bokuto, who’s face lit up at the sight. 

“yn!!! i didn’t know you were coming here tonight!” bokuto pulled her into a hug, spilling a little bit of his drink on her. akaashi followed closely behind, giving yn an apologetic look. “unfortunately. i was brought here under false pretenses.” yn turned back to glare at mattsun and makki, who were greeted by iwaizumi at the door. as bokuto released her from his embrace, she turned to survey the room before making eye contact with the one person she did not want to see tonight.

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notes:

shi is messyyyyyyy

mattsun is the reason its messy tbh

fun fact: oikawa doesn't stfu about u to his friends and teammates

he's never name dropped you, but he likes to brag about his "girl"

yet youre not officially his girl lol

maybe you will be! who knows!

also sorry for slow updates, one of my college friends is coming to visit this weekend & i have a final for my summer class next week, so it may take a min for part 7/8 (i might finish 7 today)

long chap today tho #ate

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part 5;

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this is going to be a long night.

yn had no idea how to approach this now that she was hanging out with oikawa’s friends and watching his match. it felt too much like a real relationship and boy is that terrifying. sure, oikawa was nice and treated her well, but a boyfriend? 

“yn!” she heard behind her, as she was waiting in front of a small ramen shop close to campus. she turned around to meet the gaze of the three other boys, waving them over. they headed into the restaurant, sitting at a table tucked away in the corner. 

“i hope you weren’t waiting too long. sorry we were late, by the way, makki was taking too long to get ready.” iwa spoke to her left. 

“i got out of class later than i expected, hajime.” makki shot back. 

“are you guys roommates then?” yn questioned, looking around the table. 

“makki and mattsun are, but then our other friend and i are roommates.” iwaizumi explained. 

“he’s oikawa’s roommate, yn.” mattsun cut in, while the other two looked at him nervously. “but we all live in the same building.” 

“i take it all four of you have been friends since high school then? i know you two were close back then.” yn asked while staring at the two across the table. 

“yup, all met through the volleyball club.” 

yn silently cursed herself for becoming friends with a bunch of volleyball players. of course they all know each other. 

as the four of them ordered and received their ramen, they ate in a comfortable silence. after a few minutes, mattsun finally spoke up. 

“we should probably get going soon, they’re probably almost done with warm ups.” 

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notes:

mattsun playing cupid ig

iwa noticing a lot of tension

lol

i promise itll get good soon, im plotting

also if u would like to be added to the taglist, comment below!!

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oikawa bf headcanons

notes: for those following my smau series (casual) i am working on another part!! itll either be up later tonight or tmr

in the meantime, i need to drop my oikawa bf headcanons lol i love him

first off i feel like he'd date someone that brings him down to earth a bit, like someone who can humble him

he is the great king of the sassy man apocalypse

hands on hips and everything

lots of playful arguing

always ends with cuddles n kisses tho

his love language is def physical touch

like he needs some sort of contact at all times

walking to practice? holding hands, pinkies, arm around the shoulder, just some sort of physical attachment

LOVES to rest his head on your shoulder 

when cuddling he def loves to lay on your chest and have his head nestled into your neck

he requires you to play with his hair 

ceo of the puppy dog eyes 

“Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee”

“no tooru im trying to study” 

“if i buy you dinner?”

“yes”

his teammates love you 

bc u can keep him in check lol 

and you get in on their bullying 

camera trained bf, he knows exactly how to take pictures of you for ig

shopping w him is really easy, he won’t lie to you about what looks good and what doesn’t 

“tooru how do you think these jeans look?” 

“hm i think you’d look better in low rise jeans. want me to grab a pair?”

when he’s sad he loves to lay in your bed and just rot with you 

so many movie marathons omg 

SNACK HOGGER

BLANKET HOGGER

overall a great boyfriend, growing up with a sister really did him good

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"god fuckin' damnit." yn sighed as she put her phone down. she was currently in her last lecture of the day, contemplating how she got into this mess. and how all of her friends suddenly knew oikawa tooru. and how he found her twitter and followed it.

yn had met matsukawa issei in their last term during their first year of school, and while they were not too close, they did have one thing in common. they loved to go out. their drunk escapades slowly began to include mattsun's not-boyfriend-but-boyfriend makki, and they all slowly began to get a bit closer.

being that all of their friends were intertwined, it would be a matter of time before they all figured out what was going on between oikawa and yn. their hookups have surprisingly pre-dated all of yn's friendships in college, which have been difficult to come by. being from another country and also an introvert were really big roadblocks.

oikawa never seemed to care about that though. the first night they met, during their first term in their first year, he had approached her at some sort of welcome party an older student was throwing. yn had quickly figured out that he was a chronic flirter, but had enough alcohol in her system to go home with him. which ended up happening every weekend of the first year, and now second year as well. it was nice for yn to have physical contact, as that was hard to come by now having broken up with her ex and being that she had close to no friends in japan. it was a distraction, something that satisfied her needs with no feelings.

these days however, now that he knows more than just her first name and how to please her, it's too complicated. and wildly uncomfortable.

flashback: 1st term, 1st year

"smoking's not a good look on such a pretty face like yours" yn heard behind her on the balcony. the inside was stuffy and the music felt like it was eating her eardrums alive, so she had made her way outside for some peace and quiet. only for it to be disturbed.

"oh yeah? and who are you to have an opinion on that?" the girl looked over her shoulder to see who was behind her. she was met with a pair of chocolate brown eyes and windswept hair to match.

oikawa thinks his heart may have stopped when she turned to look at him. he had seen her inside and thought she was pretty, sure, but out here was a different story. the moonlight caused her e/c eyes to glow, and her hair seemed so much softer out here. his eyes widened a bit and he choked on his words a bit before responding.

"im oikawa. oikawa tooru. and sorry, truthfully i couldn't think of another way to approach you." he walked up towards the edge of the balcony, taking his place to her right. she took a long drag before offering it towards him wordlessly.

"no thanks, i'm an athlete i can't really do that stuff."

"but you're at a party, clearly intoxicated. i wonder what your coach would think of that." she shot back.

"touche. you never told me your name." he chuckled in his response.

"yn."

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notes:

the "smokings not a good look on you" line was actually used on me

i was at a club in singapore and an old man (maybe like 50-60 yrs old) literally started talking to me while i had a cig in my hand like go away u creep im 20

he texted me on whatsapp later abt that like mind ur business

idk why i gave him my number tbh i just wanted to see if hed buy me drinks

anyways i love matsukawa issei (whats new)

little flashback moment to when their whole affair started!!

either the next chapter or the next two chapters shi may go down