#Still the fear persists

[beast-of-the-void]

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[casualfruit]

First HRT appointment is in 3 days

Very excited at the idea of starting, also very nervous about the possibility of being told I can’t

[merakiui]

mera!

i heard you’re back into azul after the skully take over!

i have an azul magical girl thought i thought you’d like hehe >:)

hear me out..

azul x darling in place of kuro sensi and irina in the shed scene… HEHEHE azul’s tentacles sprouting out of no where and latching into darling and massaging her out of no where! oh no!

maybe it’s magical girl darling who’s pulled into the school’s supply shed in gym in a surprise attack!!

maybe he’s apologizing profusely telling darling how he can’t control it (if he’s unmasked) when he knows full well that he’s mastered control of his other limbs at the ripe age of 3 under the sea.

or if he’s masked up, his tentacles sliding under her pretty hero costume as he mockingly comments how tense she is. “of course she is with his tentacles poking and prodding her everywhere!!

https://youtu.be/IhlkokQHaxU?si=s1kpez0sCx_jcYGn

(scene in question in case you haven’t seen assassination classroom, HIGHLY RECOMMEND)

maybe they go further than azul mischievous tentacles intensely massaging her back and shoulders and they decided (“on their own” he says in a tizzy) that she needs a more thorough massage then before and know just the spot to hit.

one time when in vacay i was trying to get a massage but i fell asleep on the beach hours before and got sun poisoning 😣😣 hope darling’s massage goes well lol!!

loved the skully posts 💕

- phantom anon

AAAAAAA ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM MENTION IN 2024?!?!?!??! I LOVED THAT ANIME SO MUCH WHEN IT WAS AIRING WAAAAA!!!!! Floyb's VA actually voices Karma,,, hehehe. Do with that information as you please (assassin Floyb and koro-sensei tako...... do you see the vision!!!!)

Omg the shed scene....... after the recent manga update I am even more insane about his tentacles. OTL villain tako giving his magical girl a massage that is borderline erotic.......... waaaa powerless in his grasp, so all you can do is grit your teeth and try not to moan because WOW he is surprisingly good at easing the tension in your shoulders and rubbing out any knots in your back...... and ohhh where is that one tentacle going,,, the one prodding between your thighs!!! >_< you'd call him a pervert if you could get the word out, but all that really slips out are gasps and little breathy moans,,, and Azul just insists he has no control over this!!! Really, he'd stop this at once if he could (lie)!!

Hitting that perfect spot inside you and you're trying to threaten him (you'll cook each of those tentacles of his into takoyaki, you swear!!!!), but the tentacle pistoning in and out of you is melting all coherent thoughts.... massage so good both inside and outside that you're stumbling out of the supply shed in a daze,, sucker marks printed all over your body. 👁 👁 next time you see that stupid villain you're killing him dead!!!! >:( (or maybe not... that "massage" keeps you up at night with all kinds of thoughts. <3)

[angie-starz]

And if I said toxic role reversal chronohaul?

[steampoweredstrawberry]

The hardest part of Gale being Greek and a foodie means I know I'm going to be churning out some GaleTav banter over a meal in a fic, read it back to myself, and then realize I've written my dad asking me about the flavor of something he's made and ask me what it needs.

And the answer will almost always be cinnamon, lemon, or red pepper flakes.

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

never not emo about trent becoming part of the nelson road community, joining the diamond dogs, loosening up both like, emotionally/internally and physically/externally

[nabaath-areng]

Honestly, having good days like this is good for me mentally. Because not only does it put my usual struggles into perspective, forcing me to accept that I have a tendency to severely downplay just how much they impede me... but it also gives me perspective about my self perceived laziness.

Like, the fact that I become almost abnormally productive and energetic compared even to abled people the very instant that my pain and all of the other issues are all gone? I'm not lazy! And I know logically that teachers telling me that over and over growing up was wrong, but it still shocks me in new ways to this day just how deeply ingrained this perception of myself is.

Like, is it laziness? Or am I just averse to doing things that will physically punish me? Today reminded me that it's very much the latter.

[pawbeanies]

i was going to say something so SO funny but really gorgeous boba barista had a cool wolf on their shirt and my brain stopped for a minute and i just went um uh um uh um um um i like uyour shirt wwhere did you get it ................ but it was a nice shirt ..................... and they were really pretty and nice........

[agentark]

when the vibes have to be just right for your fernweh replay, so you spend hours on making collages instead of ...... actually reading

x / x

[horrorlesbians]

i hope it's just your period because i disagree, i think you're a very interesting person and while an adventure isn't waiting for any of us, that doesn't mean there aren't adventures to be had.

well you’ll never believe what I woke up to this morning

[oflgtfol]

i was talking to my therapist last week about how i'm kinda excited but also equally apprehensive about starting grad school this fall because yes, i so so desperately needed a gap year otherwise i think i literally would have killed myself and/or had a breakdown big enough to land me in the hospital, and even beyond that i just needed to figure out a more concrete plan of what i'm going to do with my life in general -- while all of that is true, and i'm glad i took the gap year for it, i'm also apprehensive because i genuinely feel like an entirely different person than i was even at this exact point in time last year, nevermind anything earlier than that. it's only been a single year of me being out of school but my life has changed so dramatically, mostly for the better, and my whole personality has flipped on its head, it's just going to be so fucking weird going back to the same school, the same campus, potentially seeing my old friends around. augh

[crime-soncloud]

me when I think everyone everywhere hates me (there is precisely zero evidence of this)

[headslikekites]

sometimes I forget I'm a real-ass adult and have been for years because I do not know shit or fuck what I'm doing in any sense whatsoever

[anannabelle]

ive been holding off on creating anything while debating on where i want making and posting art to place in my life. i would like for this to be something that i can openly connect with the rest of my life and interests and use as a medium for socializing and expression, but theres also a want/feeling of need to turn it into a career and bring in way more eyes to what i make and become a public figure of sorts. ive seen enough to know that mixing personal/public, business/pleasure in that way is not a good idea at all, plus the internet is not exactly the place i want to tie my livelihood and identity to, but there also seems to be no other options really for the kind of things i want to create. not to mention a feeling of not really having anything else that im capable of as far as making a living. its very much a wanting your cake and eating thing but its disheartening to realize that art isnt really capable of providing the kind of freedom of expression id hoped for

[freakyandcool]

Me when the intrusive thoughts say that it's not worth it and I really should just hurt myself again because that's what every bone in my body is urging me to do but I persist because got damnit 464 days since last is too good of a day to end on

[abimee]

does anybody know any tricks for easing paranoid thoughts that arent like full blown paranoia yet but its all you think about for days. the only time this has haoppened before was a few months ago when i read the entire wolchefant tag and it worked but now i dont have a huge stack of things to mindlessly read until my brain forgets the paranoia so ive been moving on Scared mode for days