#Still a long way to go...but im happy :)
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world hard and cold, Soundwave… less hard and cold lol

no vignette version bc honestly i cant tell which looks better rip
#tf fan universe#megatron#soundwave#megasound#maccadam#doodles#gonna be real for a minute: i dont like this piece#the focus/framing is wrong but i couldnt figure out how to make it look right which means ive still got a long way to go as an artist#but having room for improvement doesnt mean this piece is bad — its just not quite what i wanted it to be#i also need to work on my coloring skills bc im not happy with that either#anyway. posting regardless bc i feel its a waste not to#especially with how little i have to post for this au
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ahahaha scarabia enthusiasts howre we feeling this perfectly fine and normal day
#blacked out and my hand moved by itself#[—✦-#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twst jp#twst jp spoilers#-✦—]#in all seriousness that book 7 update TOOK. ME. OUT.#THE HURT. THE INSANITY. IM CRYING#i have been wanting more of their development since book 5#i'm so happy that things are finally *clicking* for both kalim and jamil#this is one step forward#i feel like they still have a LONG way to go#hsdfkdjs anyways#im yapping 😭#im okay im so okay (im not)#(✧) my art
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hoptal
#library of ruina#yesod lor#yesod#netzach lor#netzach#PRETEND ITS THE 14TH FOR ME OKAY!! god this thing made me feel so tired but its over. its over. am i happy w it? no.#ahhhghg the dialog is subpar. you can see visibly where i started and stopped some days. yk what. its. done.#ill do a whole different reblog from the sideblog on just ramblings of getting through it plus choices made. tldr aroace and harder to writ#romance that feels genuine. either way its done!! i was going to have it not as detailed but since i already missed the date by a lot might#as well put more effort into it yk. the last one made me want to die though. its really iffy compaired to the others . struggled so hard to#make it look right. ended up just going w one of the other previous sketches and just giving up and shading it in. i dobnot gaf it can look#weird but be done. HUZZAH!!!#ohbright forgot#netsod#probablt will do the text reblog abouuutt ???? 2 hours after og goes up. just to properly format it and collect thoughts and write#to who ever sent that anonymous ask. hope u like it. sorry it took so long#if this isnt in order i will melt into the floor and be consumed into the earth. PLEASEPELASPELASPLEASE#i onow i will make a seperate post abt it. but also. still just very. eh? i wanted to try and be true to what i had originally come to enjoy#with lor. but also i know im not capable of replicating such aspects and works and craftsmanship. but i still want to keep to what i can or#try to express facets that drew me into it all. which makes me a bit skittish abt writing dialog or drawing them in any other situation that#isnt just like. white void or the like. but still... .. .. . ahgh. skittish and overthinking. i cant tell what is attempting to handle with#adoration and care and what is just being overly terrified of having words or intent misconstrued#rechecking and rechecking and rechecking and .. . .. ect ect. i cannot look at it lest i explode
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#i redrew a wip i made months ago and it looked way better than the og so i finished it 😭#they are young adults here (like 18-20 range) this is just before they go to college 👍#i wanted to include more things with this but ill just post them separately later 😭 im lazy sorry#i wanna explain their friendship but words hard. basically clippy is a bit of a punching bag but he sticks with bonzi regardless#bonzi is an asshole and has almost gotten the both of them in trouble multiple times. Not a great influence#to bonzi clippy is like his own chatgpt or some shit. does his homework for him. his own personal nerd#clippy didnt realize he was being used for a long time because he was gullible 😔 HES OK NOW THO#virtual assistants#clippy#bonzi buddy#gijinka#object head#webcore#digital art#doodle#i said i would draw a happy clippy but um. 😭 ILL DRAW SOMETHING CUTE LATER i mean hes kinda cutes here but with extra context its ☹️#im still figuring out how to draw this stupid gorila
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Fulj as a mermaid. While she's the lightning deity, I think it's only fair she gets jagged points despite the goldfish-esque colors.
#my characters#when i am not burning and melting and sick i really need to get my fanart folders transferred to this pc#so i do not have to hunt for references again because im lazy#i have so many fandoms with all my refs needed saved in em very neatly and orderly and i miss that convenience#im too tired to go looking for the refs i need in this heat#anyway i love fulj and her point bits ! she deserves it as a treat#in the base plot she chops her long hair off for being a hassle AFTER her punishment and memory deletion#and in the AU its a bit different since i wanted the elder god duo that hand picked the deities in canon#to be much more parental as mermaids but in like an eldritch manner of they big...#and the mermaids are all like their children and the two elders look out for them rather than punish them#so oh was up for a huge debate cause they get punished for violence against humans#buuuut in the au i dont think they would have that chance ? really? but i REALLY wanted them split in the au#so basically i decided if oh gets split as a way of protection then and appears as two mermaids instead of one#then i can use fuljs post punishment appearance and not have her memories shattered#so shes just a happy lil goldfish with spikes and she still gets to sing with ymber#anyway hi i still dont know how to draw a mermaid#happy mermay still
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I was afraid I’d lose him. So I got there late. And… as I entered, I saw him about to take pictures by himself. The first thing that I felt was… I wanted to hug him. No matter how bad I was to him, he’s still there for me. Every time that I’ve fallen or torn apart, he always runs up to me. He’ll come running and hug me. The same goes for this time, where he shows up. Am I happy? I’m really delighted. I really am. I’d like to thank Save for always being by my side till this very day.
DMD Friendship the Reality: It Takes Two EP. 5
#auausave#auau thanaphum#save worapong#dmd friendship the reality#dmd friendship the reality it takes two#b.txt#esmetracks#visualtaehyun#uservid#springgifs#the way i dont wanna tag a lot of ppl bc this set is So Long and so For Me#making self indulgent gifs is kinda fun af guys like yes I would like to see this moment in 20 gifs!#waiter waiter! more auausave! (im literally the waiter and brother. dinner is served!)#ok time for me to ramble abt this whole moment in the following tags#auau really loves save so much… like it's so serious y'all what the fuck……#his facial journey fucking kills me every time (and i have lost track how much i've rewatched this)#the way he really thinks he lost save and then BOOM save enters and auau opens his mouth to say Something but he's SPEECHLESS.#auau tries to play up his cool guy act but ugh u r down bad <3 u get shy <3 u gaf <3#save really has him wrapped around his finger like it's just so so so crazy#you can see in the first few gifs how he really did look so sad/disappointed!! processing it in real time and trying to accept it!!#it's the way save enters too. beaming addictive smile... ok i really. they really got me bad. u ever get self aware suddenly. thats me rn#AGH BUT LIKE ALL HIS WORRIES R GONE BC SAVE IS HERE!!! SAVE CHOSE HIM!!!! AUAU WHO KEPT WORRYING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHOW BC HE KEPT#GETTING SO CLOSE TO FIRST PLACE BUT STILL NOT GETTING IT... BUT AUAU!! SAVE CHOSE U AS FIRST IN HIS HEART!!!!!#and when he asks save if hes happy bc he knows they didnt spend as much time together as they wanted... but ofc theyre both happy to choose#each other 🥹🥹😭🥹 when i watched it i knew theyd end up together so ofc this wasnt a surprise. but it also felt like of course... theyre#already meant to be realhia in your sky. and they clearly get along so why wouldnt they choose each other. BUT THEN I REMEMBERED SEASON ONE#and the auausaveryujin trio thing going on couldve turned out like a tlelattefirstone moment. just cuz theyre supposed to act in a show#together doesnt mean theyll stick together... which i actually love bc its really based on who wants to act together as a koojin(g) waaaah#(but also lbr ryujin honestly wasnt even doing that much like he literally chose himself DKSFJHGD) 'i got a bit heartbroken' is so. it's so#auau. do u hear urself. GOD. dmd friendship is just so awesome. i love schrödinger's dating show so much
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I had a lot of fun drawing this year!!! I hope I can draw and improve even more next year!!! ^^🫶
i thought i wouldnt be able to top that jesse piece from june but... im rly proud of that yoohyun bday art... 🥹🥹 im glad i could end the yr on a high note
#my art#2024 art summary#art summary#twsb#cookie run#msch#sclass#i still have a long way to go but#im rly happy that i can tell ive improved from earlier in the yr!!#i want to get sm better at drawing...!!!#i hope i can draw a lot in 2025 too🥹#scared for... other things abt 2025... but i'll continue to draw🥲🥹🫡
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☆ de fontaine
{☆} characters furina {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings angst, suicidal thoughts, hurt / no comfort {☆} word count 1.4k
This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair!
She thought, for one moment, she could put the mask down and breathe – for one moment of daydreaming, she thought she could just be Furina. She thought she would finally get to live the live she should've had in the first place, the life she threw away to play God to an audience who saw her as nothing but a circus animal, dancing to their whims. Furina just wanted to be selfish for one brief and fleeting moment..and it was gone before she could even grasp it in her hand. A comet soaring past far out of her reach.
She can barely keep her hands from violently shaking as she looks down at them – broken and bloody and more a corpse then a person – and she feels so numb she can't even feel the rain pelting against her back. None of this is fair, she wants to scream, why is it always me? But her voice is silent beneath the torrent of rain. She wonders if the ocean would take her if she sank into it's depths – just for a moment, she wonders how it would feel to finally be able to sleep at ease.
Furina is tired.
But Furina is nothing if not useful, isn't she?
So she forces her feet to move, dragging against the stone beneath her heels, and drags their bloodied body into the nearest empty building, letting the rain do the work of washing away the smeared blood following her path. The smell makes her feel sick, the feeling of it sticking to her hands and gloves makes her lightheaded, but she persists. Because Furina is useful, because Furina won't let them die out in the rain, because Furina won't stand by and just let them rot on the streets like some..pest.
Furina wants to go home. She wants to sleep and she isn't she if she wants to wake up, this time. But she keeps going anyway.
Because it's all she's ever done, and the habit sticks.
An Archon she may not be, not anymore, but the expectations of five hundred years still linger like eyes on the inside of her skull. They watch her, pry and prod at her thoughts, mocking laughter and judging eyes following her as she forces herself to dance to the song they weave with glee. Furina never stepped off that stage – she's still there, she thinks, watching the crowd stare at her in disdain as the curtain call looms above her like a guillotine. She still hears Neuvillette deliver her damnation and salvation with a trembling voice, still feels her hair stand on end when electro crackled like the crack of the whip, Clorinde's blade aimed at her like a loaded gun.
She's trapped on that stage and she never left, not really.
She hates it. She thinks she hates them, but it's not their fault. They didn't ask for this, didn't ask for everyone to turn against them, didn't ask for her to save them. Neither did she..yet here they are, she thinks.
She tries to tell herself she's in control this time, though. She can stop performing her part in this horrible, bloody play any time she wants. It makes her feel better, just for a little while, if she convinces herself she's still Furina, painfully human.
And Furina has always been good at lying.
It's the believing that's the hard part.
There isn't time for her to wallow in her own self pity, though. They're still bleeding out onto the dusty, creaky floorboards of some random, broken down house and she's just standing there as the blood stains the wood. She can fix it – she's good at fixing things. She's done nothing but fix things – try to, anyway – for five hundred years. She can fix a little wound, how hard could it be? Her hands are clenched so tight they ache as she kneels down, wincing at the creak of the floorboards beneath her heels– she hesitates just long enough to wonder if she's making a mistake before she peels away just enough of the outer layer of their clothes to see the deep, bloody gash across their chest. She tries not to think about it – it's deep, too deep, and she feels dizzy just looking at it, but she's handled worse, right?
Furina can fix it. That's what she's good at.
She doesn't feel so confident when she tries to wrack her brain for..something. Five hundred years, and a little wound stumps her? No, she had to have learned something, right? She's decidedly not trying to buy time because she's panicking, parsing through hundreds of years of memories like flipping through a book. Furina isn't made for this, not really – she's running on nothing but adrenaline and she's really not sure what she's doing, but she's trying. And just like before, it won't be enough, will it?
She'll fall short again – she'll be too late to fix it before she's alone again.
Furina was an Archon..used to be. What use would she have for that sort of knowledge? Which makes her predicament all the more harrowing and bleak. What was she supposed to do?
Furina had heard it first hand, that vitriol in Neuvillette's voice. She isn't sure she's ever heard him that..angry before. She's not sure he would listen to her if she tried, either. And that scares her more then anything. All of Fontaine was up in arms about this..imposter, yet here she was, staring down at them bleeding out in front of her, and she was trying to save them.
Why? Why is she throwing away her only chance at normalcy for a fraud? Why didn't she just turn them in?
They were dying – that should've been a good thing, shouldn't it? So why didn't it feel like it?
"Why you?" Her voice breaks as she speaks in harsh tones, grabbing the front of their shirt in trembling, bloodied hands. "Why now?" She wants to scream, to demand answers they can't give, to claw back the reprieve she was promised after five hundred years of agony..and all she can do is sob into their chest, pleading for an answer that will not come. "Why me?"
Silence is their answer, and it hangs heavy on her trembling shoulders as she cries.
Of course they don't, she thinks bitterly, no one has ever answered her pleas spoken in hushed sobs. Not her other self and certainly not them.
Furina has always been alone. Furina will always be alone.
Because Furina never left that stage, never left that moment when she looked at herself in the mirror and took up a mantle too heavy for her to bear. She always finds her way back eventually. There's no one on the other side anymore – she stands alone on a stage, waiting for an inevitable end she isn't sure will come.
"Please," She pleads through tears and choked sobs, clinging to them like they are all that keeps her from sinking. "Please don't leave me, too." The words burn on her tongue – how pathetic is she that she craves companionship from the bloodied body of the imposter? Perhaps she's truly lost her mind after all these years..perhaps she's finally gone mad. She must have.
But their presence is like the first feeling of gentle warmth upon her skin as the sun crests the horizon, like the gentle lap of tides along her heels, the sway of branches and leaves as the wind blows through them like an instrument all it's own. They are the soothing sound of rain against the window as she watches the dreary skies in fond longing, the first bloom of spring as color blooms upon the landscape like paint had been spilled across the hills and valleys.
They are like the faint spark she carefully nurtures and stokes, so fragile even the smallest wind could blow it out like a candle. She cradles it within her palms, pleads with whoever will listen – prays that someone finally listens, because if not for her, then for them.
She's failed to protect too much already, let too many people with so much trust in her fall between the cracks of her fingers like grains of sand. She won't let them go – she can't.
If nothing else, if she couldn't be saved when she begged for salvation from that five hundred year long agony, even if she never got that chance..
Furina will make sure they do.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#furina#so um. looks around. okay look. i know im like THE ts@r1ts@ dealer (censored so it doesnt show in tags. hopefully)#but the moment i saw furi in fontaine the day it released she became my fav even more then the tsaritsa SORRY SHES SO..#this is my love letter 2 furi (making her suffer unimaginable horrors)#open ended kinda in case i decide on making a sequel maybe#furi makes me feel cuteness aggression so bad i start acting like a rabid animal#furina the woman that you are. thats my girlprince meow meow id kill someone for her#playing her part as archon so well but being so horribly irrefutably human in every way..#five hundred years not even knowing what the real plan was. when it would end. knowing if she slipped up it was over.#and in the end almost no one knew what really happened. a select few people know the real weight of her sacrifice.#furina's story was always a tragedy. it was never going to be anything but a tragedy.#and thats one of the most tragic parts of it isnt it? she didnt know how itd end. she didnt know her story was always going to be a tragedy#furina never knew a thing. and still she did it for the people of fontaine and succeeded.#how do you define “yourself” when you havent existed for 500 years?#to be so selflessly human you give up “yourself” to save people who will never know of your sacrifice.#sometimes i think about the confrontation on the stage and have a week long mental breakdown#sacrificing EVERYTHING for fontaine and still. still! the people closest to you turn on you.#heavy on clorinde. she was as close 2 furi as neuvi fight me on this. i bite.#her bodyguard and friend and she ends up staring down her blade wondering if this is it. she failed. she failed them all#because even when faced with the trial. with losing everything. she still thought only about fontaine. oh furina.#do you think she has nightmares. wonders if she was never meant to win this game of g-ds. that her story was always meant to be a tragedy?#do you think she still wonders if she was ever meant to have a chance at a happy ending? a doomed tragedy from beginning to end
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I WANT ENDLESS BLISS!!!
HALF-AWAKE, HALF-DEAD, HALF-LIFE CRISIS
ALL NATURAL POMEGRANATE PULP.
FERMENTED TO PERFECTION, SAVOUR YOUR SAVIOR.
Q: What's your favourite food? A: THE ALE THEY SERVE AT THE TAVERN!
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#uhhhh happy pride month have a fucked up chilchuck that im really proud of#i took so long on that hair rendering just so i could cover it up with the stars...#this was a reaaaally experimental one#if i had another go at this id change a lot of things but sometimes you gotta know when to stop#ive learned my lesson from this one so ill do another one with my knowledge now ykyk#ive discovered i reaaaallly reaaaaaally like thin lines#still figuring out how rendering + painting works but hey it was a nice attempt!!#this is my first finished peice in a looongggg loooooongggg time and it makes me really happy how well it came out#i guess switching things up really helped with things.. i usually get stuck at flat colors because i get so bored#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#eyestrain#<- maybe? its really saturated#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#by the way i always thought him saying “ale” as an answer to “favourite food” was odd#maybe its a translation thing where theres a japanese wprd that covers both food and drink and the translator just estimated it to “food”?#cause if its not... sir??? chilchuck thats not a food... my man... you have a problem...#this is#[ tragedy au ]#but honestly you could take it as set in canon#by the way do you like my little poem : ) im pspspsps-ing at the dungeon meshi fandom/fandom in general to write more poetry/short lit#maybe ill tweek it and post the poem on ao3.... shrug !
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🦃 morning / afternoon / evening!
Scarian is the classic <3 ive only written them once for a friend and it took me… months… got stuck on one scene and avoided it for ages (and then got into taurtis x grian but that’s another story)
Cub and Scar being brotherly and inseparable is soo <3333 everything to me. Have you read “closer to another shore”? Oh my god. Changed my life. And scar and Cub within that book… absolute peak. Devoured it twice over and once more on top of that. Very much recommend if you want to tear your own heart out and crush grian like a bug!
ooo! I'll have to give that one a lookie!
I have this whole scale AU for Scarian that I'll write one day. it's bound to be my hardst work yet (yeah including the historial research and mapping nightmare that is Dealing Despair), because Splinter is one of those fics you have to plan every single scene out to make it all come together in the end.
My goal with Splinter) whenever I get around to writing it, it is to have like a fraction of coolness Birrdie's as above, so below has?? It's still one of my favorite fics of all time and I strive to write an AU like that one day. Splinter isnt the same thing? it's like a past life kind of thing, but the part im trying to emulate from aasb is the "oh something is happening here...I am scared of it" vibe.
Eitherway, if you want a good Grian fic (with some Scarian) THATS the fic. This is the fic I give to all my friends new to the fandom/to fanfiction. I shove aasb and Dirges in the Dark at them because those are the two fanfics I want on my shelf YESTERDAY. Like physical copies. (I am working on that actually....)
OKAY I'VE YAPPED ENOUGH! Time to clock in for the writing shift today <3
#sauce yaps#fic recs#friend fics#it's crazy I can say that now because I'd like to say Kit is one of my best friends now...#and to be moots with Birrdie still kind of has me in awe?#I'm yapping in the tags with the small prayer they wont see me in here being weird about it#but like I scrolled back pretty far in my bookmarks to find those fic links really quick#and the amount of bookmarks I have from people im FRIENDS WITH NOW???#And I didn't even realize????#like there worm stuff in there from over a year ago#I got theo stuff in there as if Theo and I aren't on the verge of collabing on a peice???#It's so weird to me I do not feel like im good enough to be their friend but here I am#so I feed them snippets and funny haha jokes and keep my place like the little rat man I am#like I'm out here putting my soul into my work and I dont think I'll be anywhere NEAR my friends skill#not any time soon at least#I think the only thing I have going for me is my inhuman ability to grind out a shit ton of work in a short time period#like yall don't really see it because moe five is taking me so long (happy two months tomorrow ahaha)#but I wrote unsportsmanlike conduct in 7 days#two of those days were just editing and adding final touches#by the time I started unsportsmanlike conduct I had the hockey au for only two weeks#like I cannot turn off my brain and ALL I think about is my stories and what I can do with them#the only way to turn the brain off is to like bake or something because going on walks helps me think better#I sit in vc with the wife and the homies and I yap NON STOP about the fics I don't get a break from them#the notes app is insane and so is the discord and the hell that is my many google docs#and then I pop over to see how kits doing and kit is like “look how organized all my stuff is!” and I wanna throw a brick across the US aga#/aff#because like I would kill to be the that organized.. I also just love kit's brain but thats a different thing entierly#if yall could see the amount of sticky notes on my desk#I have to color coordinate the au and there are BOOKS of notes stacked up because I need to outline physically or I cant outline at all
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Siegfried Farnon is based on eccentric vet Donald Sinclair, who Peter Wright worked closely with in his early career.
"You know, Donald died unexpectedly. And that morning, I remember the phone going, Jim Wight rang me to say Donald's died. Jim said, 'It's going to be a duller world without Donald Sinclair.' By gosh, it was. It has been."
#all creatures great and small#acgas 2020#the yorkshire vet#samuel west#peter wright#donald sinclair#long post#mine#this was so much fun#and what can be a bigger compliment than hearing those who knew the guy your character is based on#tell you that it's almost like being in his presence again#i dont know sam and im sure he has his faults but he once again comes across as such a genuinely kind and good person#and it makes me so happy#and yes the beard is essential for siegfried but i love that face either way#still if he ever tries to go clean shaven on the show i hope audrey hides his razor w/ as much success as she hid his tobacco#and - understandably - it was skirted on screen but if i remember correctly donald took his own life after real-life audrey died#which i could def see happen (not that i ever wanna mind you) on the show as well given how siegfried was on the verge of going to pieces#and that was 'only' when she was about to move away
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the ii neg tumblr blog is like my actual personal #1 enemy i cant BELIEVE they followed me over a joke ask i responded to over a year ago (i blocked them and have blocked every account they've remade lmao) just such hateful bullshit looking for ANY excuse to attack this random youtube webseries and the ppl who work on it including MANY STATEMENTS that are just straight up not true. someone could send them an ask like "hey justin is actually homophobic and called me slurs irl i hope they all die in a car crash <3" and they will post it without any questions. no further research cuz it isnt about what's true or actually offering constructive criticism on the writing of the show it's about being hateful and cruel and spreading lies & death threats. some actual famous people dont have accounts as dedicated to attacking them and every aspect of their identity and career as these random ass guys who make a YOUTUBE WEBSERIES do like why are you actively wishing death upon them?? are you insane?
IF YOU DONT LIKE THE SHOW THEN STOP WATCHING IT. DONT ENGAGE? like do you seriously have fucking nothing better to do than spread lies online about literal nobodies with the smallest amount of online influence. for reasons i cannot even fathom. be so fucking serious
#it's like the worst parts of the su crit side of tumblr circa 2018 except about people who are LITERALLY not famous#like even if ur gonna have bullshit “criticism” about ii at least keep it about the actual show#harassing the cast & crew and spreading malicious lies is sooo fucking sick#like tumblr BANNED your blog for ABUSE AND PHYSICAL THREATS OF VIOLENCE#why would you REMAKE IT?????#like just leave. move on with your life. what could you be getting out of this can you please find some joy and positivity#that you are so clearly lacking#blah blah disclaimer there are actual legitimate things to criticize about ii and some of the writing decisions#although i still think holding them to the standard of a professional tv show with a writing room is unfair and kinda ridiculous#but even if they actually cared about that it's like 5% of their content. if ur gonna critique ii be normal and polite about it#which you should do with ANYONE especially when talking about their decade-long passion project regardless of how “famous” they are#but for fucks sake leave the crew alone. wouldnt blame them if they decided to go entirely offline#they've definitely Stepped Away for the time being which is for the best even if i miss some of their thoughts + insight#sorry i accidentally was reminded that blog existed and read some of the shit they've been saying and was overcome with rage#WHY ARE PEOPLE SO MEAN. social justice (which they are not doing under any circumstances) is not an excuse to be so cruel and hateful#anyway if the osc gets even like 10% more negative on god im leaving again#which im sure most people would be happy about#but either way im still tormenting the timeline#txt#/ ii neg#<- just in casee
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pictures bevause soho is cool i love soho and china town but like barely any pics of china town



























ny frind got the labubu cake………🐦⬛
#bro me and my friends spent TWO HOURS looking fir a food place because majority of them arent halal#it got ti a point where every restaurant didnt have any halala food so they started usigg bf chatgpt……..#so we found this ine halal restaurant but it lioked so sketcy and the food didnt look like something we’d like#so i saix tjat they could buy something because by then wed been looking for an hour around china town already#so i said if they wanna just buy they can because i dont wanna spend money on something i wont like#and before that we went to this naruto themed restaurant called pantom yokcho but like they used alcohol to cook and my friends are religio#but anyways then they decided to just run out the restaurant???? because they didnt wanna eat anymore???!??#like they were waiting fir us to order and we just ran out i was so embarrassed bro#i felt so bad because they looked so happy to have us here☹️☹️☹️#but yhen after we left mt friend realided that she forgot her phone inside ☠️#so we had to go back like idiots anyways after that we went to mcdonalds because we were looking for way to long bro#but i didnt give up because i knew that there was def something nicer its literally central london#and also boycott mcdonalds so i didnt get anything but then i realised theres an even better anime themed restaurant so we went there#and it was halal and rverything so we couldve just gone there from the start………. 🧍♀️but THEN we got food it was cool right but while we we#eating the manager came and asked jf we wanted water so we said yeah and then uit firnmished cause theres 5 of us so we asked for another#bottle and then while we were paying for the bill the waiter told us that the bottles of water were an extra £10 EACH. FOR 2 BOTTLES OF WAT#AND WE LOOKED ONLINE AND IT WAS £1.50 AT THE CORNER SHOO NEARBY???? SO WE HAD TO SPLIT THE COST FOR WATER AND THE GUY ADDED ON SERVICE#CHARGE (12% tip) WITHOUT TELLING HS???? SO INSTEAD OF PAYIG £23.95 FOR MY MEAL I PAID £30??? bro i was so pissed they gave us free boba but#like i dont want boba i want my money back 🧍♀️… if he asked for a tip i probably wouldve given him something but its the way he just added#on himself like??? and i was stupif and i just paid because i completely forgot about service charges even though i say £30 on the reader i#was just like oh okay and tapped cause like tips are barely a thing here so it didnt cross my mind at all until i saw the receipt… i still#<- want my money back the boba was so cheeks but like the food was amazing and i do not regret it at all if only i had paid my CORRECT PRIC#the guy literally said he hates the place he works at and then scammed us for tips he’s actually so cheeky i could see the smirk on his fac#as i was paying my bill bro i shouldve said something im so sad i want my £7 back 💔💔💔💔
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Dollman's backstory ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

I think I said this the other week, but Kojima really will make the wackiest concepts that make you hysterically laugh when introduced, only to have you hysterically cry over the same concept later on in the game
#dollman#death stranding 2#I LOVE HIM AAAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#death stranding 2 spoilers#///////////okay some ds2 spoilers#kinda fucks me up abt how like. all the guys on the magellan are grieving fathers#KILLING MYSELF ACTUALLY WAAUGHHHHHHHHH#and all of them are driven on their path by their grief over their families MANNNNNNNN#my found family 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#but seriously dollman im like aahhh i want his backstory im so curious !!!#and there were several things he said that gave me a foreboding feeling#and then the actual cutscene. that feeling where i cant cry but i feel pain in my heart aaaaghhhahhhhh#OKAY BUT ON A FUNNY NOTE. like many of the other characters played by famous directors#that credit is only in appearance not voice/acting(for the most part i think?)#but for dollman im like. but hes a doll?????? and i looked up the director and im like oh haha that does kinda track!#AND THEN WE GOT REAL HIM AAAUGHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭 i need to gif in his honor. as meager as the scenes were sob sob#sry im sitting here feeling real grief and sadness over his story :((((((#i was saying the other day how its interesting that he kinda objectifys himself in the most literal sense of the word#and i was wondering if he feels weird or uncomfortable about that#so it kinda murders me that it really is bcs he feels desperately useless otherwise and helping us gives him a purpose AAUGHH#MY LITTLE DOLL GUY PLEASE ILL MAKE SURE TO USE YOU MORE AND CUDDLE AS MUCH AS YOU'D LIKE#it kinda makes me sob to think that being w Sam probably makes him feel so happy#bcs he gets to help him and talk to him and travel around and go in hot springs and everything#all these things that aren't the same as when he was alive but help to sooth that longing at least a little bit.#still thinking abt the grieving fathers thing. like guys hey can we have a support group or something!?!?#i like it bcs its like. four grieving fathers and then the 3 outcast surrogate daughters(in a way!) and then. that other guy.#NEED TO DRAW THEM DOING FATHERLY THINGS AAUAGHHHHHHHHHHH#catie.rambling.txt
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brain is being so not chill about having a busy july i am so hyped but also can't think about it because i'll freak out. working 60 hours a week and also taking care of baby and also nine animals and picking up running again and then having two weeks until fargo week (will be creating for all seven days) and then a one week break and then luztoye week (will be creating for all seven days) and i am so happy because june was so boring but also WHEW
#rie talks#it's well known that i'm essentially a border collie that needs to be doing all of the things and this is making brain go brr. and also AAH#but mostly brr. also thinking about getting a tattoo and then also thinking about a piercing and then also about getting into fostering and#anyways mostly just happy to be running again i missed her... still cant go as long as my wife but shes a freak so im happy with five miles#and baby is gonna be six months old....... wagh......... was a crazy birth but it was sooo worth it and im just like. Happy??#and it's sort of in a way that when i was going through The Dark Ages i didn't think it was possible. but it's like. stable and ok for once#sorry kind of buzzed LMFAO#anyways. idk what this counts as. personal post???? rie talks too much????
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been on an oc redesign kick. this is incomprehensible to anyone but me and like 2 other people probably. hi tim if ur reading this
#im not entirely happy with kaori still but im glad i got everyone's different ears down finally. AND THEIR HAIR. god their hair#im really reallyyyy pleased with dallas though hes so cutie#moor's edge#<- oc tag for these freaks#june and vera are both trans in the way that yea they probably have something going w their genders but theyre at work so they dont care rn#can call them he or she respectively but they wont correct u if u call them anything else#character design#illustration#ocs#sketches#my art#2024#i always feel a bit dumb posting oc stuff cause its like. who cares. but then i remember this blog is just meant to be an archive for me#i also feel like kaori has more going on than just being bi but she hasnt been in my mind's rock tumbler long enough to figure that out#ill let her cook for a bit longer#none of my guys are cishet though thats all i know
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