#Sirius is dead

[messervixen]

RIP Sirius Black, you would’ve loved Conan Gray’s new album

[lulublack90]

Prompt 15 - Afterlife

@wolfstarmicrofic July 15, word count 510

He remembered falling. He seemed to fall forever into the darkness, and then everything was white. He remembered Harry’s smiling face and Bellatrix’s shouted words. Then nothing. 

Where he was now was just endless white. He’d tried finding the end of it, but it just went on and on. Eventually, he sat down. The floor being the only solid thing he could find. 

He stayed there for longer than he knew how to count. Oddly, he never got hungry or thirsty or had any other urges. He was still able to transform into Padfoot, which he’d checked once he’d stopped looking for the end of the white. He got used to the white and began to find it quite calming.

He was dozing sometime into eternity when the white changed. A small dot appeared and it slowly spread. He was transfixed as he watched grass and trees sprout out of nothing. Blue sky and sunshine flooded the white in front of him. But hard as he tried he couldn’t move any nearer to it. He sat down and huffed. 

He watched the trees swaying in the breeze he couldn’t feel. The sun moved slowly across the sky and just as it was setting someone cleared their throat. 

“Hello, sweetheart,” Sirius’s eyes welled up as he spun around at the familiar voice. His voice caught in his throat as he stumbled forward to the figure surrounded by the white. Sirius fell into Remus’s outstretched arms and inhaled the familiar scent of chocolate, cigarettes and cedar wood. 

“I’ve missed you so much,” He wept into Remus’s shoulder. Remus’s arms tightened around him, and he kissed the top of Sirius’s curls. 

“I’ve missed you too, sweetheart, so, so, so much.” Remus sighed, stroking his hand up and down Sirius’s trembling back. “That looks nice,” Remus tilted his head towards the forest. Sirius nodded. 

“It arrived just before you did. It’s only been completely white for me before now, but I can’t get to it,” He replied sadly. 

“Well, maybe we can try together?” Remus smiled down at him. Sirius noticed that Remus's face was no longer marred by the deep claw marks that had criss-crossed it since he was a teen. Remus took Sirius’s hand and began to lead him forward. 

Sirius looked at the darkening trees and caught sight of the full moon rising above them. 

Remus dropped his hand and was gone. In his place was the wolf, but the change had been instantaneous, with no pain and the wolf didn’t seem at all bothered that there was a human standing beside it. 

The wolf turned its enormous head to look at him and Sirius’s breath caught. Remus’s eyes stared back at him. He knew it was Remus looking at him and not the wolf by how kind the eyes were. He transformed into Padfoot, and they walked into the woods together, where they were met at the tree line by a magnificent stag and a tiny doe. All four of them walked into the forest and disappeared into their forever. 

[wolfstargazer]

24th October - Skeleton - @wolfstarmicrofic - word count: 296

Skeleton leaves on skeleton leaves and skies that are heavy and grey.

It takes him so much longer to do everything now, worn to the marrow, with nothing worth leaving Grimmauld Place for and nothing worth coming home to either.

He sometimes wonders when Molly ushers him into the Burrow, plumps up the cushions in Arthur's usual chair by the fire, and makes him sit whilst she fetches the tea if he'll ever thaw. The frost had settled, deep in his heart, the same cold that crept in after James and Lily died and everything had fallen apart.

It was a winter that lasted twelve years, finally breaking when he'd picked up The Daily Prophet and seen the face of his former friend staring back it him.

First fear, then hate, then longing - treacherous and hungry and that put everyone in danger as he concealed everything he knew about his former friend. How together they'd discovered all the secret ways in and out the castle. How he had the perfect form in which he could hide.

Remus had been ashamed of how he had kept Sirius' secrets.

But he had been ready to risk it all just to see him again.

The spring of their youth had long since been over. Summer, too, was in their past. So they'd had to settle for autumn, grey around the temples, laughter lines about the eyes, a secret they kept at Remus' insistence. Until that, too, was over.

Winter had returned. Hollow. Numb. Frozen.

Molly's voice was very far away. She handed him a cup, squeezed his shoulder with affection, and said, breezily, "It will get easier."

Remus stared into the fire but it's warmth didn't reach him. His voice flat and small as he said, "I don't think it should."

[katya-is-cool]

(Post Sirius death)

Therapist: so, why have you decided to start therapy?

Remus: my boyfriend told me to

Therapist: right, and do you have a specific reason why you came now?

Remus: he died.

Therapist: …and how does that make you feel?

Remus: fucking shit.

Therapist: right. How are you coping with his death?

Remus:

Remus: I married his niece

Therapist *choking on water* : Im sOrRY?!?

Remus: yeah……

[outromoony]

Me when the slow burn is slow burning

[doodlemcjazzhands]

Wolfstar Sketches

[faerycross]

sirius taking a "is my boyfriend autistic" quiz on his pc at the kitchen table and james making tea behind him like "yeah i took that yesterday. your brother is autistic by the way"

[silverameco]

Sirius who very anxiously comes out to a very confused James who thought him and Remus were openly dating for like 3 years, while Sirius didn't even know Remus was gay and Remus himself was convinced James and Sirius were a thing.... anyway they're all idiots (affectionate)

[notanupstandingcitizen]

using "Walburga's A+ Parenting" as a warning for child abuse in a marauders fanfic will never not be funny to me

[child-of-icarus]

[James and Regulus making out]

Sirius, walking in: Hey Prongs— Wh—

Sirius, yelling: Get your hands off my brother you fuck!

James: [raises hands]

Sirius: Now, what the the actual hell is—

Regulus: [also raises hands]

Sirius: Why the fuck are YOUR hands up, Reg

Regulus: I—

Regulus: I didn’t know which brother you meant

[theblackstar04]

sirius thinking that remus is trans because regulus acts similarly when he gets his period before they find out he is a werewolf

sirius: hm, remus is always moody and in pain once a month... just like regulus is. guess he's trans! better make sure he knows i still care about him!

cue sirius giving him chocolate and healing potions around every full moon, not thinking much of it and just trying to support his friend

remus, internally panicking: holy fuck he knows now i have to run away from hogwarts and never come back my life is over what do i do

[moonyswarmsweaters]

Regulus (whispering to Remus): Good job on the test today.

Remus (whispering back): Thanks shorty. Why are we whispering?

Regulus (still whispering): I want Sirius to think we're conspiring against him. Please look at him when you reply.

Remus (looking at Sirius): Messing with my boyfriend? Fun .

Regulus (also looking at Sirius): I'm glad you agree.

Sirius, sweating in fear: What are they talking about?

James, who overheard them but doesn't want to ruin their fun: Stabbing

[syrcinus]

Late nights in the common room

[bugdoesscribbles]

[outromoony]

I hate that headcanon that says Peter betrayed them all, James and Lily died, Harry became an orphan, Sirius went to prison for 12 years for a crime he didn't commit, and Remus spent more than a decade alone. Lmao, like, who thought that was a good idea?

[doodlemcjazzhands]