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14 year old James who moved on from his crush on Lily to be absolutely besotted by Regulus Black.

15 year old James who managed to finally get Regulus to like him back, maybe even love.

16 year old James who pocketed the marauders map and put on his invisibility cloak to go meet Regulus in the depths of the night.

16 year old James who never told Sirius or his friends about him because Regulus was not yet ready to face his brother.

16 year old Regulus who falls deeper into the trenches with the absolute void that was James. He couldnt help it, James' whole presence required you to be absorbed within him.

17 year old James, spending his days worrying about how to talk to Sirius about him falling in love with his brother.

17 year old Regulus who is forced to join the death eaters by his family.

17 year old Regulus who loves James so much, that he doesnt have the heart to watch James hate him for what he has become.

"Obliviate"

18 year old James who feels a bit concussed as he went back to his dorm from the astronomy tower at midnight. He doesnt even remember why he was there in the first place.

18 year old James who gets enamoured by Lily Evans yet again and this time, its reciprocated.

17 year old Regulus watches as James and Lily spend their days filled with happiness.

Regulus drowns at age 17 with his final thoughts being that of James. Now nobody knew of what once was and could've been.

18 year old James, who has never really even talked to Regulus, feels his heart hollow at the news of him dying. He wonders why. Maybe its sympathetic pain, it was Sirius's little brother after all.

And that was all he was.

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I hate that headcannon thats like Regulus died without anyone knowing why, Pandora died trying to pay tribute to her dead best friend, Evan was killed for a cause he didn't believe in and Barty was left alone again to go insane without his star, moon, and sun. yk???

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regulus may have been james gay realization but who was REGULUS gay realization? dorcas. yk why? cus all the guys in his class had a major crush on dorcas diva meadows EXCEPT regulus and he never figured out why till he saw james potter on a broom in a quidditch match and then it hit him. thank you for listening.

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THATS WHAT IM SAYING!! anytime i see a bcj variant they're always eating it upppp like style music vibes are top tierrr

Barty Crouch jr gives such big like city boy cus like why was i sitting on my subway ride looking at this guy smoking with hot to go playing from his headphones and think 'yeah he gives major Barty energy'.

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very random but like i NEED to yap to ppl about the marauders like PLEASE message me i have this carnal desire in my soul rn to just talk abt anything to do with them. like legit anything.

please this is me like begging 😭

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Barty Crouch jr gives such big like city boy cus like why was i sitting on my subway ride looking at this guy smoking with hot to go playing from his headphones and think 'yeah he gives major Barty energy'.

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ok but the rosier twins + the black cousins were the most ethereal otherworldly beautiful people to ever walk the grounds of that school and I will not be taking any objections

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jegulus gives the biggest 'i can fix him energy' but instead of like toxic traits or bad personality its james 'but daddy i love him' potter to regulus 'murder, blood supremacist, very traumatized, morally grey' black

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Jegulus "hear me out" cake but it's just Regulus putting Fleamont's picture on it over and over again

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i caved and am writing the ballad of sonbirds and snakes jegulus au however i have not read the book... but yk we still writing (please lmk ANYTHING abt the book 😭)

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i've been in a fanfic slump...

surely me reading crimson rivers can't be THAT bad for me

updates will follow shortly 😭

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hear me out now. regulus' patronus would be a lamb.

the martyr and the sacrifice. he was born to be a sacrifice, to be raised and slaughtered for a war he never had any say in and to die for a family that were wolves.

the innocent child watching the stars not knowing in 16 years he would be pulled under cold water. not mourned, not loved, just used.

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Born to be a protagonist in a ghibli movie, forced to be irl.

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ur daily reminder to take care of urself: eat, drink, sleep, rest, and read fanfics

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I'm not afraid of death, but the only thing that could scare me is the possibility of not being able to read fanfiction in heaven (or hell, considering the things I read).

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never felt worse as a international student in the us. i feel sick abt the election results

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me looking at jegulus be like:

close enough welcome back achilles and patroclus