#Shut Eye Town
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(Yknow when I think abt it this part is just your average high-school prom movie scene but with added diamond theft and queerness) shiny limited edition Jasum everyone
#Jasum Desai#she slayed here#so sorry bhupal but you got fuckin dunked on#shut eye town#original story
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me looking in the mirror at my red rimmed sleepy eyes : omg mash reference <3
#townes talks !!#i already have naturally droopy / sleepy eyes#y’all are SO LUCKY my eyes didn’t stay blue like they were when i was little because i would’ve been absolutely unbearable if i had#alan alda eyes#like i would never shut the fuck up#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#dr pierce and mr hyde
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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal
#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept#i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them#if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens#i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it#i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut#it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair#my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking#if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back#if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off#ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal#but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends#i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens#and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too#since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out#i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now#now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that#i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill#in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it#my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes#sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested#i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore#i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world
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having the flu sucks. my time is consumed by sleep and watching 1 season shows that got cancelled with all the right hooks because some reviewers are stupid as HELL.
#*#like idk i read the reviews and im like.#im begging#suspend ur disbelief for like 0.2 seconds and maybe you would actually enjoy urself once in a while#'a small town with a high stakes game played every year by the graduating class to win a huge pot of money to get outta town'#the reviewer: sounds fake#well duh. no one used their front facing camera to record the games.#LIKE. OFC IT SOUNDS FAKE AND STUPID#first of all it probably does happen second of all that is the point though#'as if this character is more sympathetic' girl they all willingly covered up the hit and run of the protag's twin. including the protag#no one here is supposed to be someone you root for. everyone has a stake in it.#also the worst best girlfriends win at the end so its even BETTER#literally margot's confession to allison/lennon in the ambulance while twisting the oxygen mask cord sent SHIVERS down my spine#love to see a toxic gf winning#and then you've got the big wet eyes of a guy in love in the next show?#and a blindfolded confession thats poetic? SHUT UPPPPPPPP#anyway. in conclusion: they have enough hooks for at least 3 seasons.#like just. roll with it. goddamn.#raaaaahhhhhhhh
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Liv what’s new in your life we need updates bc we miss you 🙏💕
i am just busy all the time what the hell is up with that!!! this SUCKS
#liv got mail#there have been a few interesting turns of events the past few weeks#i got into an HR situation at work because i was verbally abused by an angry colleague in a company wide meeting#and i think they thought i was going to sue so the owners have been really nice to me#uhhhh what else#it was my best friend's birthday!!!!! wahooooo#one of my exes is back in town and has been moving insidiously behind the scenes trying to get in touch with me and i Don't Like That#oh i thought i had covid! (didn't! just hadn't slept in 3 days)#ummmmm i finished a big project at work and it went well so they got me a nice gift#i am on ep 277/500 in my naruto shippuden rewatch n i cried so hard at one point that i went to work the next day w my eyes swollen shut#idk man pretty much all the same as usual
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Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....
#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!!#or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing#NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years#waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line#mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker#you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy#victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know#you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and#doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's#life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze#manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head?#This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and#poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy#she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he#said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch.#No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings.#bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk#that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!!#and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck.#Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he?#was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements#and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm#and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word#choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board.#Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself??#'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person#how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person??#Are you just living in some other reality???#callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me#im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason
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hits different is so very jesper at wylan
#jesper fahey#wylan van eck#wesper#LIKE DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?#i used to switch up these kens and just ghost#rip teh bandaid off and skip town like some asshole outlaw#so very jesper#and chatastropic blue?#we know how he feels about wylan's eyes#it is so easy to apply taylor swift songs to wesper bc she does not shut up about blue eyes#AND AND moving on was always easy for me to do#it hits different#it hits different cause it's you#LIEK DO YOU SEE MY VISION?#DO YOU UNDERSTAND?#apparently i feel very strongly about this#soc
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ok update i will start it next week .
#meeting mj this weekend & if i cry & my eyes swell shut they will have 2 guide me around town bc i will be rendered blind & ion trust them.#i literally skipped my kickboxing class last week bc i'd cried so hard i could not open my left eye it was so bad 😭#also i wanna stay hyperfixated on csm for now bc it's fun and also comforting. and if we see csm merch i wanna actually care 🙄#LIKE. i still would but the excitement is unmatched when ur hyperfixated vs not. like i saw a fugo nendo in tk maxx#and jjba isn't my hyperfix rn but i was still like oh my god joe joe#BUT IT'S DIFFERENT YK.
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genuinely at a loss 4 words ok
#im goin g to stop on ch 82 instead I DONT WANT TO FINISH YET HELPPPSHWJWHAHAG#ITS SOOOO GOOD THE BUILD HAS BEEN SOO GOOD#theres so much i want to say but i dont even like#know how 2 begin my fucking god#THE ART???LITERALLY INSANE#ITS ALWAYS BEEN GOOD BUT ITS LIKE PURE EYE CANDY RNN#the choreography is kinda hard to follow ngl but the static action shots r CRAZYY#bro the whole standoff btwn legato and vash#ALSO ELENDIRA AND LIVIO SHUT THE HELL UPP#SHES SO EPIC .. SO SCARYYYY !!!!evil women have a special place in my heart tbh#auug AUUIO#also i srsly thought like . livio was gna die soon after he ran into meryl and millie i ws like burying my face jnto my hands.peeking thru#my fingers . TERRIFIEDDDD . HIS!!! FIGHT SEQUENCE EARLY ON WAS SO CUTE#that 1 had such good movement to it thst i could actually map the animation or smt my fuckgng godd#also im so fucking dumb bc not once throughout the series did i think knives cut vashs arm off#for SOMEE REASON i srsly thought they split after he killed rem but they stayed tgether for at least 80?yrs was it . AUAUUUUUU#AND THE RADIATION POISONING?? THING AB THE TOWN??killed me. distraught. anguished . dry heaving idfk what else . clawing my skin off#dnt even get me started . !on vash being reduced to a bloody mess on the floor im going2 die i mnow hes like . litrl. up on his feet again#u just never see him like that.like so physically overwhelmed and inundated#r those the same words. umm.❤️anyways#i need 2 drink water .and post one million trillion billion scs#I ONLY READ LIKE 10 CHAPTERS ?? AND IT FELT LIKE 50 HELPP#trigun#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum
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@yes-i-exist-shutup ya girlie (Anima) is visiting the Desai Nuclear Power Plant (her mum wishes she was there instead)
#Shut Eye Town#Jo Anima#original story#no cause that's literally all nuclear power is#i stayed up all night researching and shii
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Therapy isn't enough I need the CW to go back and re-film Season 11 to prove that Lucifer could have been saved if Michael didn't abandon him like Dean refused to abandon Sam.
#I'm old enough to know that some ideas are too cinematic and visual to be translated to fic and This Is One Of Them#Amara shows up and wants to eat Lucifer but Lucifer runs off comes back and tosses a bag of stuff for spellwork at Sam#Snaps his fingers and Devil's Dancefloor by Flogging Molly starts to play at an increasing volume#Someone comments that having a hype song is lame and Lucifer says YEAH IT'S REAL LAME ISN'T IT DEAN#Big knockdown fight between Lucifer and Amara and the spell banishes both but Lucifer manages to claw his way back#Michael!Adam clawed their way out of the cage but is living as Adam and Lucifer restores Michael's memories by giving back his blade#Michael and Lucifer working very poorly together but it reaches a head when they're trapped in a town Amara is going to literally devour#And Lucifer's like 'Oh we're both acts of God actually so one of us is going to have to destroy the other in Amara's general direction'#And Michael thinks it's a ploy and refuses and says Lucifer's so tainted he's not anything like what God made and Wow That's Mean#But Michael agrees thinking that sacrificing God's favored son will get dad to come back but Lucifer is genuinely afraid of death#Because angels don't get an afterlife so this has also been a narrative conversation about forgiveness outside of punishment and hell#But right before God does show up Michael has a hand inside Lucifer's glowing chest forcing his light in an attack beam at Amara#And Lucifer is crying screaming clawing growing weaker and Michael just stops and curls his free hand over the back of Lucifer's head#And he Regrets he realizes how long he's refused to let himself love his brother to serve his father and now it's the end#And not the end he prepared himself for but if he gets the freedom to love his brother and choose not to kill him maybe he chooses-#Ahahah Chuck's there now and 3V2 THERAPY TIME#WHO'S THAT IT'S JOHN WINCHESTER'S GHOST WITH A STEEL CHAIR#Anyway Supernatural was good when we still had narrative parallels and in every SamDean moment I am closing my eyes and seeing Them#S8 Sam during the Trials of God? Don't you mean Lucifer begging his brother to help him bear the mark before it warps him?#listen I'll shut up when someone tells me WHY DIDN'T LUCIFER GET TO GO APESHIT ABOUT DEAN DESTROYING THE MARK#LUCIFER BORE THE MARK FOR EONS SO DID CAIN THE MARK RUINED BOTH OF THEM#AND DEAN GETS TO TOSS IT AFTER A YEAR???? AND LUCIFER SAYS NOTHING??????????????????????????????#Not even a “Well now I know how Michael would have done with the mark”
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got therapy today, then I should be on after that
#[ ooc : shut the fuck up moni ]#tomorrow we got a doctor out of town (just a half hour away)#then the next day I have an eye doctor appointment so I can get new glasses thank god#THEN we're going to Salt Lake Friday and Saturday for fun for once#busy busy week
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god i fucking love. this one oc. hes an ancient forest spirit whos fed up with all the supernatural chaos being enacted upon the non magical world, so hes working against the othet supernatural creatures. however, when the humans (the main characters) get upset at him he turns into this petty bitch like "well no, you left so until you rejoin me im gonna be like them. its not like anyone can even find the town right now" like omgggg hes so self motivated <333 when he was human he probably had a crazy addiction to something idk what (probably alc tbh)
#oc posting#I LIKE HI.#his name is the woodsman btw#he usually appears as a shadowy deer skeleton with moss growing on it and a voice that sounds like the wind rustling through the trees#but when hes in different moods/different levels of power his appearance changes#sometimes hes a crazy gorewold#*wolf#sometimes hes just a dude in a flannel and a baseball cap#sometimes hes a sixty foot tall deer shadow with glowing yellow eyes#oh + his actual most common form is just a pair of glowing eyes staring from the bushes#he lives in a cabin in the woods thats always moving around and he gave the mc an enchanted map that will always show where ot#*it is#i liiiikkeeeee him :]]]]] im gonna draw some of his different designs i think#ramble#he lives in this little pos town and sometimes fucks with the residents#all the characters live in that little pos town#fuck i wanna talk about this so bad and turn it into a um#the first “book” is an arg#the secong book is an epistolary of journal entries and logs of spirits the custodians (the mcs) have dealt with#and the third “book” is an indefinitely long collection of short stories#the literal apocalypse happens in the first and second books<3 i love the apocalypse#OKAY shutting up now
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Y’all I cannot believe this nonsense.
#allie shut the fuck up#pollen everywhere#my car was covered#I had to go to the weird car wash in town#also my eyes are leaking and my throat hurts I hate it here
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tears [rafe cameron]
pairing - rafe cameron x reader
summary - rafe was a busy man. but, when his girl knocked on the doors of tannyhill with tears streaming down her cheeks—nothing was more important than her. and he’d fix whatever was bothering her. or whoever. he hated to see his girl cry.
warnings - none rlly, hurt/comfort, protective and attentive rafe
rafe sighed into his phone call when he heard a knock on the door. he stood in his father’s office—which was now his—pacing the room.
“hey, hey man, just hang on a sec, sorry.” he muttered to the potential investor before he put him on hold. he set his phone down on the desk and marched out of the office, curses and mumbles leaving his lips.
“somebody always fuckin’ needs something.” his hand rubs over his buzzed hair as his other hand curls in and out of a fist at his side. “goddamn. probably fuckin’ sarah and her stupid—“
his mumbles come to a halt when he opens the door and sees his girl standing there, tears staining her flushed cheeks. “rafe..” she whispers weakly, her frame shaking as she looks up at him.
“hey, hey, baby.” he says quickly, completely forgetting the phone call waiting for him as all his attention, worry, and concern is shifted to her. “what’s wrong, c’mere.”
his hand reaches for her wrist, pulling her into his chest. she lets out a quiet sob as she buries her face into his chest, stepping inside. he haphazardly pushes the door shut as he keeps her close to his chest and walks them both inside and through the foyer.
he whispers shh’s, and coos at her in his arms as he heads for the living room, sitting them both down. he softly pulls her from his chest, his head dipping down to her level. his hands come to her cheeks, wiping the tears off her soft skin.
“hey, baby, what happened? talk to me.” he says, his eyebrows furrowed with concern.
“i-i-“ she stammers, unable to get words out as she chokes on cries. her breathing quickens, getting close to hyperventilating. when she cries, she goes too fast, losing control of her breathing.
“hey, hey, no. don’t do that. c’mon baby, you know better. breathe, baby, breathe.”
she begins to slow down, her breathing coming back to normal. she keeps her eyes on rafe’s, slowly calming down.
“there ya go. atta’ girl. good job. breathe.” he praises, his head nodding softly as he watches her. once her breathing fully calms, she takes one last deep breath and wipes the last of her tears.
“now, gonna tell me what’s got your pretty little head so worried, hm?” he coos, his head tilting slightly. “what’s bothering you? who do i have to kill, huh?” he jokes with a grin. but to be honest—he probably wasn’t joking.
she sniffles, her eyebrows furrowing. “my uterus.” she whines. “i’m on my period. my cramps hurt like a bitch. and my mom is pissing me off.” she sniffles, stumbling over her words slightly. “and i’m hungry. and you weren’t answering, i know you’re busy. but i just really needed to see you, i’m sorry—“
“hey, hey, it’s okay.” he nods softly. “i’m here, it’s alright. i’m not busy, doesn’t matter.” he says matter-of-factly. he wraps his arms around her, pulling her into his chest. “what do you need? hm? i have that heating pad in my room i bought for you a couple months ago.” he whispers sweetly. “i can make you somethin? buy you stuff? i dunno, what do you need?”
he was willing to do anything, he didn’t care. when his baby cried, he’d move mountains to make her feel better. he’d go to every store in town, run up his credit card, do anything. as long as she got a smile on her face at the end of it.
she nods against his chest, looking up at him. “yeah.. the heating pad. and—and can you make me a grilled cheese? you make em’ so good.” she asks sweetly, her voice gentle and weak.
he smiles softly, looking down at the sweet girl in his arms. “yeah, baby, of course. i don’t know if they’re that good. everytime i make them, you’re usually drunk and it’s three in the morning. that might be why they taste so good.” he jokes.
she shoves his chest playfully. “i don’t care, you can’t fuck up a grilled cheese. please?”
he grins. “yeah, yeah. grilled cheese, heating pad. got it, baby. anything else?” he says thoughtfully, his fingers coming to push strands of hair off from where they stick to her tear strained cheeks.
she shakes her head. “just you.”
he smiles. “okay.” he kisses her forehead. “i’ll be right back, gimmie a few minutes to get all that.” he stands, making sure she’s laid comfortably on the couch. he grabs the blanket from the end of the couch and drapes it over her. his eyes search the living room, landing in the remote, he hands it to her.
he leans down, placing another kiss to her cheek this time. “put on whatever you want. i’ll be back, promise.”
he leaves her at the couch and heads back to the office. he picks up his phone and takes it off hold. “hey, gotta go. somethin’ came up. i’ll give you a call later.” he hung up before the guy could even get a word in.
nothing came before his girl.
#rafe cameron#obx fic#rafe obx#rafe cameron imagines#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron smut#rafe cameron x reader#protective rafe#outerbanks rafe#drew starkey#drew starkey imagine
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thinking of aftercare with toji but it’s not the typical aftercare you think of. This man has just taken you to pound town, your hair a mess, skin covered in marks and your entire body already feels so sore. Yeah, sure you guys cuddled a little and he gave you some kisses and told you how good you were at taking him, praising and assuring you, but one thing that never fails…he always orders food for the both of you after. Both of you sit in bed, naked, blankets draped over you as you stuff your mouth with a chicken tender dipped in sauce. “How you feeling, mama?” Toji glances over you at you, smirking. “Even better than before,” you hum, taking another bite of your food. “This is just what I needed after back to back orgasms.” He chuckles at your words, leaning over to press a kiss to your cheek before wiping the corner of your mouth with his thumb, licking the sauce off his finger. Your eyes flutter shut as you chew your food, resting your head on his shoulder. “Open up,” he says. You do as he says with no hesitation and he places some fries in your mouth. And in return, you give him a bite of your chicken. “I swear this shit tastes heavenly,” you say with your mouth full. “I love you, baby.” You look up at him through thick lashes. “I love you more. Good sex and good food, what more could we ask for?” He lets out a satisfied sigh. Nodding in agreement, you also add, “a good shower. You’re carrying me to the bathroom though. I don't think I can walk.” You poke his arm.
#—☆classyrbf#jjk#jujustu kaisen#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk fluff#toji x reader#toji smut#toji fluff#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro smut#toji fushiguro fluff#jjk x reader smut#jjk x reader fluff#jjk drabble#toji drabble#jjk toji#toji fushiguro
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