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The matchmaker has found a matchâŚâŚ
@thebestsetter your match isâŚ.
ISAGI YOICHI!
x kindhearted, fun, exciting, attentive, vb player, fem!reader
RAAAAAAAAGGHHH
OKAY, NOW HEAR ME OUT BOO.
Yes, heâs basic, yes heâs bland
but
BUT, heâs caring, responsible, competitive and a silly lil guy!!
Idk what trope but either Mutual Feelings or Childhood friends :3
tbh I think youâd like be like his ideal type too??
anywho-
Youâd be like doing your own thing and heâd just stare at you a think âSheâs so pretty..â
and then he realized âoh no, I like her!!â
He would find every excuse to be around you, oh you need someone to help you carry for science project? Well what do you know! Isagi is already picking it up!
Need some one to spike? Isagi is literally Hinata wym (his spikes are awful, but you teach him how to do it and then becomes decently good actually!)
He confesses on accident lmao
He had finally, FINALLY, mustered the courage to ask you out!!! After literal YEARS of pining after you. đ
He was supposed to tell you to meet him at the fair, because he had something he wanted to tell you (confess) but instead of
âHey- We are still good for the fair right? I have something I wanna tell you there :-)â
he said..
âIâm gonna ask you out at the fair- youâre coming still right?â
sigh, Isagi, Isagi, Isagi
and you are just like â??? Did I hear that right??â
and it takes him a second to realize what the flip he just said
he just turns all red and is stuttering out incoherent nonsense
he wanted to die so bad
and youâre also like terribly flustered and caught off guard by the sudden confession
You had a feeling he liked you, but you werenât sure if he really did feel the same!!
you just awkwardly-nervously tell him you feel the same and answer his original question with a soft âyesâ
and heâs just like ?!?!??
iâm sensing a theme here..
He actually, genuinely, CANNOT believe YOU like him
like WHAT. This pretty, smart, funny, amazing, perfect, girl- actually likes me?!?
â..so like âŚ. Um ⌠are we like⌠dating .. now ?â is all he says
Real smooth Isagi, real smooth đ
You then ask if this fair is a date now
which heâs like âI guess it isâ
You both do the awkward goodbye and he goes straight to the boys bathroom and splashâs water on his face
He was genuinely tweaking
And thatâs how you two became a couple! :3
The fair date was really fun, but super awkward bc, Isagi đââď¸
He tried winning you those big stuffed animals, and failed miserably đ
He really wanted to get it for you tooâ then you ask if you can try it
You win on the first try.
hes just like âđ§ââď¸â
super embarrassed lmaooooo- but super impressed
Also he like⌠wants to hold you hand⌠but is like overthinking it so bad
âIs it too soon??â âYeah itâs too soonâ âWould she even like holding my hand??â âNo she wouldnâtâ â-
Doesnt end up holding your hand đ
You both end your first date on the ferris wheel
You both just chat about wtv, and that you didnât think heâd like you
and heâs like âWHATâ
After he walks you home he immediately changes your contact name âY/N-sanâ to âmy girlfriend y/nđâ
Now! General HCs! :3
Isagi is such a good hype man ong, like youâre not feeling your best? Well Isagi is gonna make you feel like a thousand bucks!!
He thinks youâre the most perfect person to exist and cannot fathom you thinking youâre anything else but that
super sweet when comforting too, heâll either hold your hand, hold your shoulders, or actually hold you when he comforts you.
Btw he gets super pumped up at your vb games, heâs like wearing your school/jersey colors and cheering for you in the bleachers
At first he didnât really understand how the game worked, since the only sport that exists to him is soccer đ
Really likes playing volleyball with you! Heâs really good at digging and passing and so-so at spiking. Heâs STUNNING at setting, because of yours truly đ like yes, I taught him that đĽš
hes got a mean serve though đ
Now!
for the affectionate scale! Id say heâs about a 8/10 tbh
Hes like a clingy cat who always wants to lay on your lap lmao
always holding your hand, ALWAYS.
is a sucker for cheek kisses omg ><
He gets all blushy-n-gushy when you kiss his cheeks (anywhere really, but cheek kisses are his fav!!)
He gets soooo flustered when you give him affection or he gives you affection
eventually he gets used to it but he still blushes when you give him some love <33
He loves the simple hugs :) He loves squishing his cheek against you shoulder/neck and rub circles around you waist, while you massage his neck and blue locks (haha pun intended ( ÍĄ ° ÍĘ ÍĄ °) )
Loves laying on your thighs obviously đ loves anything with your thighs tbh
His ideal date is probably going to see a movie or just walking around wherever and getting dinner đ
He will literally do whatever you want â so just tell him whatchu wanna do and heâll be on board!!
Really appreciates it when you come to his games <33 it makes him feel so loved and valued <33
also feeds his ego đ in his mind heâs like âhaha yeah, my gf came to my game, these losers donât even have a gf đâ
super cheesy btw- but itâs like the best kind of cheesy
Brings you pretty roses :) and likes to buy you keychains whenever he finds one he thinks youâll like
love any gift you wanna give him, but really melts at the heartfelt ones
help I really yapped on this one đ
anywho I think you guys would be real cute :)
I ship fr frđ˝
hope you like it! đđ
(also did see your inbox question but by the time I got it I was literally done with the HCs đđ âŚ. HOPE YOU STILL LIKE IT??)
runner ups!
Kuroo Tetsuro
Karasu Tabito
Bokuto Kotaro (HEAR ME OUT..)
#merlucide#merlucideâs matchups!#1k event#Isagi#isagi yoichi#isagi x reader#isagi x you#isagi x y/n#isagi yoichi x reader#Isagi fluff#isagi matchup#bllk#blue lock#bllk matchups#Sobbing
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So I found out Arlecchino and Lynette aren't the biggest fans of heavy seasonings. Maybe the house's new "Mother" practices making less-seasoned portions in secret and does some snooping to figure out where their limits are by trying recipes and restaurants they like. Naturally, Arlecchino finds out eventually, but how would she respond?
Elder Emo
I cannot express the infodumping I want to do about the whole seasoning things and why is so common, but I will do so in fic form for you :3
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Being hired as the hearths 'Mother' was terrifying for the first year, everyone testing you seeing how far they could push you, or how lenient you are when 'Father' isnt around.
It's learned quickly that while you are more emotionally available than Arlecchino, and offer more paternal affections and help, you won't drop a single rule while 'Father' is away.
For the most part things have been fine, even growing closer to the family and feeling truly apart of it, there is always just one issue.
Dinner.
Of course with so many kids and adults, dinner will be choas, and with so many different texture issues, likes and dislikes, it's nearly impossible to make one main dish, but you refuse to let anyone go hungry!
There is just a secondary issue with that.
Arlecchino and Lynette.
Both of them openly hating heavily seasoned food.
Lynette claims the seasonings are too strong or that something is too spicy.
Then Arlecchino repeats a myth over and over again "If it's high quailty food then it doesnt need seasoning."
If she wasn't your boss (or lover) you would've whacked her for such sensless blabbering! You want to tell her that is just a dumb myth made for the wealthy so they couldn't be eating like the poor.
But you sigh, needing to think of something.
Freminet and Lyney are easy to feed, both accepting nearly anything you set in front of them, the rest are picky, with Lynette and Arlecchino even pickier, so you had to work slowy.
You made at least a dozen meals a day, but each time you had one goal in mind.
Getting this house use to flavor. It's not anyone's fault Arlecchino can't cook, she refuses to get out of what she's use to, so it's up to you. Each night you add just a dash more seasoning to your meals.
Maybe a pinch more garlic salt, maybe a dash more paprika, maybe a hint of lemon and pepper seasoning, never adding too much, just adding little by little each time you make dinner to get them use to it.
And every day you hear Lynette purring about how good your food his, everyday you hear the kids asking for seconds, even in private Arlecchino tells you that you are doing a wonderful job, and she might have to make your 'Mother' status permanent.
You do this for months, nearly a year of you adding more and more flavor to the dishes you make, and never hearing a single complaint or not even getting the slightest feeling that something was wrong.
You were wrong to think she didn't know, how could you have ever thought you could sneak anything passed her? She knows everything that happens in the house, nothing ever escapes her.
The house is quiet, all the kids having left for a mission of some kind, leaving just you and Arlecchino. You wouldve thought your evening would be different, usually it's rare you two get alone time so it's used wisely.
You didn't imagine you'd be in her office, sitting on the other side of it as she stares at you from across it.
"I'm impressed, even though you were hiding it you hid it so well. Perhaps I should send you on missions too."
"Arlecchino, please, I wasn't poisoning anyone, and I made so nobody would be allergic to anything I was making or adding."
Her pointed look makes you snap your mouth shut.
"You hide the seasoning so well, I actually had quite a time trying to find everything you were using. How did you manage to keep it under wraps?"
"I wasn't hurting anyone, I just wanted everyone to actually enjoy their food. Bland food with just salt and pepper is so....depressing, there is no joy, no love, so fulfillment with such things."
She hums, taking a moment to think about what you've said. Leaning back in her chair, she takes a slow breath before seemingly coming to a choice.
"Consider this your first warning. You have been doing well, and since this isn't something major I will look passed it. But, it is a warning as you still lied and hid things from me, which is strictly prohibited."
"Sooo you don't want my 'marry me' chicken anymore?"
"....I never said that. Anyway, come now, the children will be home shortly and you still haven't prepared anything."
She stands up, walking with you to the kitchen, easily helping you gather the ingredients you ask for. She's not at all a good cook,, but she is one of your best kitchen aids when she has time.
#Genshin x reader#Genshin impact x reader#genshin Arlecchino x reader#genshin impact Arlecchino x reader
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Hello hello can I request first date and first kiss with xiao and diluc? both of them need sum love, especially xiao his angst potential is too much QwQ anyway thank you have a great day!!
A/N: Hi Hi Chirumiii!! Tysm for the request </3!! And I really agree with u that these bbs need more love hnnn!! I hope u enjoy this hc:D Have a great day too hnnn!!
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I tell you, Xiao was very serious when it comes to this. Well, of course he is, this is for you after all. He doesnât want your first date with him to be very...Disheartening.
The adeptus did his research thoroughly, he even went so far as to ask Verr Goldett for help.
She was very pleased seeing him like this, for once- He wasnât thinking about his dark memories or his job. He was thinking of someone very dear to him, seeing him like this made her hear sigh in relief.
When she gave her suggestions, Xiao managed to come up with a good plan.
Xiao was very stiff in your date, appearing at some point nervous. His mind constantly trailed with thoughts like âAm I doing this right?â âAre They Enjoying this?â âIs this how mortals do it?â âAm I missing on something?â
Give your boy a comforting pat in the back, itâll really help him feel a little more assured.Â
When youâre both walking, Xiao matches your pace. Heâs not a beat slow or fast. He is with you and Xiao wants you to know that.
 Donât expect him to be too into skinship, it seems...Too awkward for him and heâs afraid of exerting the wrong strength and might end up with you being hurt because of his carelessness.
However, if your eyes are very sharp- Youâll see him trying to reach for your hand but ends up retracting it and clenches his fist.
He wants to hold you, as close as you can possibly be- But the fear of just hurting you haunts him ceaselessly.Â
But itâs alright, it doesnât mean he wont hold you. Heâll eventually build up the confidence and heâll softly take yours with his. Xiaoâs grip was firm, itâs obvious in his hold that he is someone who has fought numerous battles and wields his spear alone. Maybe his touch will feel a little sad no matter how loving and careful it is.
He wasnât used to this, walking peacefully with someone beside him. It felt unreal.
Years of never-ending bloodbath, years of always being on high guard- It changed him drastically to the anguish he now suffers alone with.
Xiao was used to being able to not call someone his own, the walls around built up to the point he is trapped in the tight space of darkness of his own grief. Entangled by the karmic binds, forever cursed in the ways of always on the hunt- Xiao walks alone in a path he paved himself, nothing but suffering awaits him.
But when you came into his life? He felt like he wanted to lay down everything of him and just offer it all to you. His heart swore a silent oath to protect and love you in discreet ways.
Xiao takes you to Qingyun Peak and brings you further up the the floating island. He softly pushes your shoulders down to have you sit and he follows beside you.
âWait a bitâ He says, his amber eyes trailing off to the scenery ahead.
You look ahead to see the sky painted in amber and gold, the traces of the blue sky slowly disappearing as the sun takes itâs rest. Your eyes glistened, gsping at how stunning it was.
But Xiaoâs eyes werenât looking at where your gaze wanders, his orbs only looked towards you.Â
To him, this sunset doesnât compare to the beauty that is sitting beside right now. With you, the Golden Winged King didnât feel like he lived in eons of slaughter.Â
It was as if you broke down the walls around him and removed the binds that tortured him, you presence felt like it was the sun itself to him. Your ascension in his life gave him a new light.
You were his flame, without you, Xiao wonât have his light. Where you are, is his guide to peace.
âXiao this is-â He cuts you off, immediately locking his lips with yours.Â
His eyes carefully shut as he brings you in closer, softly circling around your waist and maybe pulling you to his lap.Â
His lips were warm, it was soft and it nibbled on yours lovingly.
When he realized what he had done, Xiao immediately pulled out- his face burning to the point even his ears were pinkish.
âI-Iâ He fumbled in his words, not knowing what to say. âI-I! I!â
Xiao tripped, humiliation flooding him and now he wanted to bang his head somehwere. HE EVEN PULLED YOU TO HIS LAP, HOW DID HE JUST LOSE CONTROL NOW?!
âXiao?â
âI-I...â
No doubt Xiao wonât be able to look at you straight in the eyes after his -ahem- fail in restraining himself
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Who would have thought that the Head Of The Ragnivndr, who tirelessly rejected the proposals of many wealthy nobles who offered their beautiful daughters- Would eventually fall for someone and ask them out on a date.
A date with Diluc will no doubt be very luxurious (Well duh, this man is a walking wallet). This man might even dress nice, probably in a suit.Â
Diluc isnât used to something like this so expect him to be a little awkward at some point. But heâll make ways to make this outing for the both of you entertaining. No one wants a date that is just bland, right?
Heâll take you to the wonderful sight in Monstadt. But expect him to avoid going inside as much as he can, Diluc doesnt want to deal with his annoying step-brother after all. He wants to save himself from the Cryo user who will probably wont let him hear the end of it.
He wantâs this date to be perfect, he made a lot of efforts for this after all. When was the last time he fully devoted himself to something that isnât about work or his nightly Darknight Hero agendas?
Who knows, but he doesnât care. All that matters now is that he will please you, the person who he is willing to give his all to.Â
He was always blinded by work, he never batted an eye towards anything else. He wasnât interested a tad bit in romance, he believed he didnât need it. He just needs to do what he needs to do. No need for that.
But when you came? Boy did he want to open his own head and check how much water had gone in. Maybe he wanted to smack himself and say âSo, love is insignificant?â
When he fell for you, his heart burned with to desire to be wanted. He wanted to get your attention.Â
The peaceful walk with you felt unreal since he was too used to being in front of piled papers or a blade in hand to slice down. Something serene like this.... Just felt like omething that heâll only experience inside a dream.
His crimson orbs will always wander to you. Looking at you makes him feel cozy and his heart roared out bbecause he just wants to protect you.Â
If heâs confident enough, heâll softly interlace his fingers with you. Heâll even rub his thumb at the back of yours to have you know that heâs there and he wont be leaving you anytime soon.
Well, in fact... Diluc doesnât even want to leave you alone ever. He wants to keep you by his side if you also want to.
Moments like this, precious time spent like this, heâll cherish it closely in his heart.
After all, this might be the last time heâll get to experience something as soothing as this.Â
âClose your eyesâ He softly says and you obey him, Diluc then takes your hand and leads you softly.
His touch, full of adoration. He steps were slow and steady, he even has his hand at your back to catch you incase you trip.Â
âYou can open them nowâ
The moment your eyes opened, the night sky painted with stars took your breath away. The wind softly blew, brushing against your hair and your strands now softly flew against the breeze.Â
Diluc smiled at how you bright your face was now, seeing you this radiant made him feel as if he had been granted a wish of a lifetime.
This is all he wants. He knows this moment will eventually fade into a distant memory that he will no longer be able to ever reach, but it doesnât matter. Heâll hold this as close as it can. It will now become a piece of his heart.
âDid you enjoy?â He broke the silence between you both.
âYeah!â You cheered, turning your face that glistened it delight towards him. âThis is too stunning, I want to see this every night!â
âThat wonât be too hard to grant, Iâll bring you here anyti-â
His words were cut off when you suddenly pounced on him, bringing your lips together.
Diluc frozen in his spot, his orbs blinking in utter disbelief on the sudden move you made. He gulped, unable to function but he eventually returned the affection you were giving him, his arms snaked around your waist, pulling it closer to his figure.Â
His heart raced at the contact your lips made, he locked it in for a second before lovingly kissing you even deeper.
Under the moonlight, two souls have united. The wind blew a soft breeze, as if announcing the fuse of two who were made for eachother.Â
A/N: Aiyaaa, Iâm beat. Iâm sleepy and tired, I still have homeworks to do tomorrow so Iâm taking a rest now jasjsksg. Have a great day/night everyone! Hope you enjoy this headcanon! **IMMEDIATELY PASSES OUT AND SLEEPS**
#genshin impact#genshin comfort#genshin fluff#genshin headcanons#genshin scenarios#genshin x reader#genshin diluc#diluc x y/n#diluc x reader#diluc headcanons#diluc imagines#diluc scenarios#genshin xiao#genshin impact xiao#genshin xiao x reader#adeptus xiao#genshin x gender neutral reader
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hello again!!
i didn't think you'd like my concept art so much lol, but thank you again for your kind words <3
you and zhongli brainrot anon are making me feel things tbh, i never actively simped for him but that might change soon...
anywho, i actually came to ask you something. what's your opinion on aether? it's sudden i know, but not a lot of people write about him despite him being the main character and he's been my favourite since forever :')
was hoping i could talk about him to you, if that's okay? cause i don't really wanna bother you,,,
- envoy anon
ZHONGLI BRAINROT ANON AND I ARE ACTIVELY MAKING ZHONGLI SIMPS OUT OF EVERYONE MWHAHAHAHAH
I'm actually glad you asked! I would love discussing him as a character with u!! It's never a bother! <3 I really like Aether as a character! I think it's a bit of a pity that we get so little actual voice lines from him in game (other than his voice lines). I can see how some people might think he's "bland" because he doesn't talk much and Mihoyo itself doesn't focus on him a lot.
Personally though, I mained him for the longest time and I like him! He's a bit sassy, actually, and I relate to how he's slowly getting tired of all the bullshit around him (totally valid). Him being the traveler, he's looking for his sister, and it's implied he has seen many worlds since they used to travel them with Lumine - until they got separated by the Unknown god. Obviously, he's going to be mad at losing his sister so suddenly.
Then we get to the reveal of Lumine being with the Abyss - the ones he has thought to be enemies for so long are led by his very twin, who apparently woke up 500 years before him? And she just leaves him with a cryptic "you need to finish your journey".
I think this could set up a few possibilities for his character arc. A - he fights Lumine (meh)
B - he realizes the truth behind the Cataclysm (fall of khaenri'ah and all that came with it) and becomes a 'villain'. Obviously the archons were involved, and though he's friends with them, perhaps it will lead to him becoming resentful of them?
I also really like his dynamic with Paimon. I know the opinions on Paimon are mixed, but personally I love her. She's unconditionally supporting and hyping Aether up and always following him - he did save her life, but he didn't make her stay. And she's doing all she can to tell him more about Teyvat! She's a sweetheart. (I know there are theories about her as a villain and there is some merit to them but...i hope she doesnt betray Aether at least)
The bond of Paimon and Aether is cute - he teases her by calling her Emergency Food and such, but it's always in a playful manner - much like an older brother. Perhaps since he misses the sibling bond he had with Lumine?
Clearly Aether is also special since he can obtain any elemental power without a vision - he must be connected to Teyvat in a bigger way and I hope that Mihoyo actually makes a good story out of it. I'm also glad he hasn't become bitter to the world itself. He allows himself to make friends despite his circumstances and goes out of his way to help others. Clearly, he's a good soul.
All we can hope for is more lore and plot advancement in game, but I have plenty of headcanons about my best traveler boy! <3
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Fruits Basket Manga Review , ch 112 & 113 (part 1)
A surprise was waiting for in these two chapters..
A whole sub-plot was cut & Iâm shocked at the content. Iâll go thro chapters (112 & 113) content in part 2, but here I wanna express my thoughts on the decision of cutting this sub-plot by the anime team.
Why do I think itâs a good decision to cut it & why do I think cutting it is another sign that se03 is underwhelming & frustrating.
-Cutting sub-plots: A look into its importance to the anime:
1-Frankly... cutting it is a good decision for a 13-eps season:
Thinking abt it from the directorsâ perspective, if se03 is only 13 eps, then having this entire sub-plot cut is a very good idea. It adds nothing to the core basic climax: we know tohru suffered, we know tohruâs pain already. The theme of not measuring pplâs trauma against each other & deciding who is sadder (that kakeru did) has already been presented subtly thro kyo & yukiâs own backstory. It just wasnt stated blatantly in furubâa direct style if se01. You get it thro seeing yuki tell his story in se02 & you already know kyoâs story from se01 finale & his major ep in se2, ep9, so you put two & two togther. Yuki & machiâs sub-plot love progression is already too late to be presented in the packed se03. The anime lost a chance to present that in se2 (yukiâs season) somehow without the attached (tohru-kakeru) thing, since the anime says tohru is only se03 material.
Thinking abt it from a viewers perspective: if se03 is only 13 eps, then imagine packing all this somewhere in the 13 eps we saw..Like where weâll we see it? Where should it be placed now that the animeâs order doesnât match the manga? Kyo & tohruâs sheet hug kicked the climax! so, if anything from this sub-plot would be added, then it needed to be in the early se03 eps.. but where? no place. Momiji sub-story was butchered. Kyo was made forgetful. no place for isuzuâs natural reaction to anything other than haru. The darn antagonist herself got one ep alone for her past, mentality & all.
To add this sub-plot within the 13 eps wouldâve killed se03 completely, cuz then a major character from the ones who got tiny spotlight in se03 wouldâve even got tinier space. Kyo, tohruâs & her past past, akito, shigure, momiji, isuzu, haru, hiro & kisa.. one of these would lose their spot to make room for this sub-plot to have an ep of its own... can you imagine the disaster it would be for character buildup? like right now se03 is suffering tremendously from that, can you imagine sacrificing more?
Personally Iâd hate sacrificing anything that we saw already within the 13 eps for this plot. Knowing the driver who hit kyoko had a story will add nothing major. Seeing a deeper side to kakeru would be great but it doesnt worth sacrificing the major plot of akito, tohru, shigure, kyo or momiji. Yuki/machi having depth in their relationship is epic! but alas no space in se03 for it.. kinda wished at least the yuki-machi sub-plot love had some parts of it included instead of all the damn wasted spotlight for motoko!!!!!!!!!! Really, if you think abt it, ep3 has yuki-machi theme & the anime is all abt episodic themes, so couldn't they put yukiâs cute gift to machi instead of the horrible yuki talks to motoko thingy, then she & the fancub float.... & sing & worship yuki even more...
2- Cutting this sub-plot is a bad decision for overall in-depth story-telling:
The anime has already decided that the anime is not where fascinating story-telling is. Just go the manga..sigh~~~ Theyâre here to promote it anyway. If not, then tohruâs own story (without the kakeruâs plot) wouldnât have been so messed up & bland. Sheâs the main protagonist, yet her own ep is the weakest ep in se03. It was all presented thro third person telling methods & cramped with characters that need their own spot light such as shigure, Isuzu, kagura & the grandpa.
To add this subplot means se03 MUST be more than 13 eps & if it truly was more than 13 eps then none of the problems that occurred in se03 would be present at all... If se03 was 20 eps, then Kakeru subplot would be there, yuki-machi would be relatable, realistic & so darn cute! Akito would be so believable instead of cartoon-ish villain who got saved, kyo wouldn't have forgotten anything cuz there would be no need for added drama. He wouldnât have gone coco at the sight of the hat & tohru wouldnât have conveniently forgotten her lover had a panic attack & went baking with momiji. The reason tohru was made to forget that kyo panicked is cuz ep 7 was needed to focus on akito quick before the climax!!!! no room for tohru & kyo plot, show them at the epâs beginning only cuz kyoâs nightmare is important & quick move to akito. Kyokoâs story woulnât have become a milking method for an ova & her interaction with her daughter wouldnt have been cut.
Overall, this subplot is so good yet so tricky. It is good to see more depth into unexpected characters, but it has elements of what I think furuba fails to do (more on that in part 2). Kakeu-tohru interaction in school now that theyâre 3rd year students amuses me yet angers me so much. Iâm not mad he was mean to tohtu in the past. Actually that was a realistic thing that lots of insensitive ppl do under the name of love & he got told off by komaki which is so fantastic. Itâs their current interaction in school that I have issues with... lots of issues. More on this in the chapter analysis in part 2.
Now that I have expressed what I think of cutting or adding this chapter in the anime, I can move on to analyzing the chapter itself & its content. Iâll post it soon within two days<3.
#Fruits Basket#Anime Only#manga review#manga spoilers#fruits basket manga spoilers#I got my computer back today!!!! =D#stressed paper#real life still sucks tho#but oh well~
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Some more headcanons for my AU (its turning in to a straight up rewrite) bc I like to suffer and so do you apparently (mostly season 1-3 stuff)
- Garmadon is not bitten by that fucking snake that turns him evil (that is peak bad writing right there), instead he suffers from the pressure his father, the first spinjitzu master puts on him as his first born son
- At the time ninjago is rather fragmented and ruled by local warlords who often lead raids on other villages and kill people in the process, so Garmadon believes that his father, bc of his spinjitzu the most powerful man in the country, should unite the people and bring peace to the land
- Since his father is very passive and against war, Garmadon builts up more and more anger towards him over the years since in his opinion his father is letting people die instead of putting his powers to use to help them
- Garmadon distances himself more and more from his family since they dont do anything to make the situation any better either
- At some point he decides to take matters into his own hands to unite the country but his father confronts him as he his about to leave
- Blinded by rage and daddy issues Garmadon kills his father and for a moment he stops and realizes what he has done, but then he decides that lives have to be sacrificed to reach his goal to create a better ninjago
- He takes his son Lloyd who is around 8 years old from his mother Misako who is disgusted and terrified of what her husband has done and since Lloyd has always idolized his father she sees him as rotten and corrupted as well so she leaves him
- Lloyd grows up with Garmadon who basically indoctrinates him and his other followers he has gained bc charisma into his ideology that ninjago needs a strong leader and that sacrifices are necessary to reach their goal of uniting the country (it lowkey turns into a fascist cult tho)
- Garmadon waits for Lloyd to show signs of some sort of power like him or his father, but even in Lloyd's late teens nothing is happening
- Garmadon grows increasingly dissatisfied as he wanted to use Lloyd as his personal weapon so he puts the same pressure on his son that his own father had put on him before
- Later when he sees his mother again he doesnt forgive her as easy as in the show, at first hes really hostile and misogynistic towards her (I mean he has reasons) and even after some time hes not able to fully trust or connect with her (mommy issues gang rise)
- Zane is not a nindroid but instead autistic or otherwise neurodivergent (I'm not an expert on that topic so if you feel like something else would be more accurate let me know)
- there is no overlord bc that concept is just so,,,, bland and ugh but my monkey brain hasn't come up with anything better yet
- theres still an epic battle between Zane and that evil power thing and Zane manages to kill it, but he summons a power that is way too strong for him
- As established the boys take a small amount of damage when they use their powers without their golden weapons, so when Zane uses that power against that evil source he literally freezes himself to death
- â¨He straight up dies bc this is the grown up version and we commit to thingsâ¨
- (I'm not sure if I like the concept of his soul possessing a random robot and that's him then tho)
- The boys are fucking devastated and it roughly goes as in the show
- Kai refuses to use his powers again and drowns his sorrows in alcohol (dont think I didnt get that reference @ ninjago writers)
- Jay distracts himself by completely ignoring his past and putting the spotlight on himself (the whole tv show host thing)
- Cole moves to the countryside and does his whole lumberjack thing, he occasionally uses his powers but much more carefully
That's all my monkey brain can come up with right now and theres a 99% change I'll change this all again in like 2 mins
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Otome game MCâS
Hello everyone ! Today i am gonna tell you about my opinion on the mcâs of the otome games i played ! Again this is just my opinion so feel free to share yours or complete with your opinion on mcâs of otome games i didnt include !
This is not a ranking btw !
MLQC MC: Youran
Job: Producer | Queen
Age : 22 year old
Good points : 1-Brave and take risks 2-Never give up 3-Smoll bean (seriously she's so cute) 4-Really nice and helpfull (walk around the city for hours every week to help anyone in need) 5-Hardworking 6-Tell whats on her mind and doesnt hide her feelings 7-Can play piano
Bad points: 1-Bad decision making 2-Rely on the boys too much 3-Mary sue 4-Clumsy AF 5-Sneez\ stomach noises when boy is about to kiss her
Mystic messenger mc:
Age and Job: Depends
Depend on the route 1-Yoosung : Super patient and mature 2-Jaehee: Supportive 3-Jumin : God levels of patience but also kinda always have to agree with jumin which i hate 4-Seven : Happy go lucky and clueless about her whole situation (Seven : There is a BOMB | MC:LOL OK) 5-Another story : Guillible but also very patient. (i would take none of that s**t) Common to all routes : Have no eyes
My candy love MC: Lyn Darcy AKA Candy
Age : 17 during 1st season \ 23 during 2nd season \ 25 during 3rd season
Job : High schooler\ college student\ coffee owner
Good points: 1-Friendly 2-Helpful 3-Open minded 4-Pretty 5-Very strong mentally (during the highschool part) 6-Appearance can be customized 7-Energetic 8-Can get angry and speak her mind (depend on your choices)
Bad points: 1-Nosy AF 2-Mary sue 3-Play terapist with literally anyone she meet even if that mean getting herself in trouble and ignoring her own love life 4-Paranoid 5-Childish (even for a highschooler and even more in campus life)
7hotties MC AKA the worst mc (No pic for her cause tumblr says only 10 pic per post)
Job : Freelance designer  Age : middle 20â˛s
Good points :
1-None
2-Nothing
3-Absolutely nothing
Bad points: 1-Weak 2-Useless 3-Doormat 4-Almost jobless (never seen her work aside from keita's route because he is the one who gave her the job) 5-Bland AF 6-Forgive everything a guy do to her (even rape) 7-Never actually get mad (even after a guy sleep with her and dump her literally right after she's like "pls don't abandon me! Tell me if i did anything wrong ! I'll fix it")
SSS MC:
Job: Concierge at the royal shining
Age : Early 20â˛s
Good points: 1-Sassy 2-Have a goal in her life and a dream she will not abandon no matter what 3-Can solve mental illness with love (because otome game power) 4-Described as extra pretty (All the boys at her workplace like her) 5-Doesnt give up easily 6-Actually got some backstory 7-Thirsty AF 8-Relatable
Bad points: 1-Forgive too easily (Minami's route !!) 2-Always get caught when spying or listening on someone's conversation 3-Clumsy AF 4-Can't brew coffee even after two weeks of trying (toma's route) 5-Actually not so good at her job but she's trying really hard
Le secret d'henri\Henri's secret MC: Lyla (Actually not an otome game, more like a visual novel but i wanted to include it because i absolutely love the mc and also because it's getting a remake and i wanted to promote it a bit)
Job : Highschooler
Age: 17 then 18
Good points: 1-Strong 2-Naive in all the right ways (she know how naĂŻve she is but still choose to be naĂŻve because she'd rather get backstabbed because she trusted than miss the opportunity to know a good person because she didn't trust)
3-Very pretty (Said to be the prettiest girl in all the high school and literally every boy she met aside from her brother and clement her bestie want to date her.)
4-Very popular 5-She is so nice even Henri call her a saint 6-Have the best family 7-Have the best friends 8-Supportive 9-Likes to play detective and solve people's problem 10-You really get attached to her by the end of the story you are almost sad because you wont get to see her again
Bad points: 1-Overreact 2-Drama queen (I understand tho as she is still a highschooler so she get emotional and depressed quite easily specially when it comes to a certain someone)
3-A bit too perfect sometime : Pretty girl, nice , friendly, cool, like nailpolish and fashion but also manga and video games, smart etc etc 4-MARY SUE 5-Nosy but not in an annoying way
Ikevamp MC:
Job: Travel agent and blogger | Housemaid
Age: Early to middle twenties
Good points : 1-She's said to be very beautiful (leo's route) 2-Speak many languages and seem to have a wide board of interests 3-Adapt fast to her new environment (depend on the routes) 4-Mentally strong (specially in napoleon's route) 5-Kinda mature (sometimes and depend on the route) Bad points: 1-Inconsistent personality even in the same route 2-Mary sue 3-Can be very weak and submissive (depend on the route) 4-Have no reason to stay aside for the boy she loves (what I mean is that by the end of the route the only thing she have in 19th century France is her boyfriend, in some routes she doesn't even meet or talk to most of the other resident and she have no job aside from cleaning the mansion with Sebastian)
5-Also get kidnapped every route (don't know yet for Theo) 6-Always wear the same clothes
Ikerev MC : Alice
Job: Help at a bakery ?
Age: Early twenties (saw somewhere that she was the same age as ray, not sure tho)
Good points : 1-Like food 2-Foodie 3-Enjoy food 4-Food = Happiness 5-More seriously she's super positive and optimistic and adapt really fast to her environment 6-Friendly and happy go lucky 7-Have the power to repel magic and protect herself and sometime her suitor to some degrees
Bad points: 1-Clueless 2-Dumb AF 3-Bad decision making 4-Get kidnapped almost every route 5-Zero observation and deduction skills (Oliver's route) 6-Technically squat at the black\red army headquarter\Oliver and Blanc's house or Harr and Loki's house
Ikesen MC : Mai AKA the queen AKA the fireball AKA the little mouse AKA The godess AKA the wild boar
Job: Seamstress
Age: around 25
Good points : 1-Strong AF 2-Take no sh*t (Kenshin's route\ Nobunaga's route...) 3-Adapt quite fast to her new and very dangerous environement (if i was her i would not leave my room for the next 3 months) 4-Fireball 5-Saved her suitor in many routes (Kenshin, Ieyasu, Shingen...) 6-Sass Queen 7-Have a life in sengoku era aside from her suitor (kinda the opposite of ikevamp mc as i said in bad point 4) 8-Have a dream and a goal 9-Very beautiful (even kenshin said so outside of his route and he was not in love with her!) 10-A lot of chemistry with all of the boys even outside of their routes.
Bad points : 1-Mary Sue 2-In some routes she is weaker but it never really disturbed me as it suited the love interest of the route(Sasuke and mitsuhide's route) 3-Kidnapping
Midcin MC:
Job : Princess
Age: Heard somewhere that she is 19 but not sure about it
Good points : 1-Adapt fast to her new situation 2-Try her best to learn everything 3-Try to take responsibility as the new princess 4-Can't think of anything else for her...
Bad points : 1-Weak 2-Bland 3-Doesnt speak up when she actually need to (The dumpster fire that is Alyn's ever after) 4-Kidnapping sometime twice in the same route 5-Submissive depending on the suitor
Okko's games MC'S : Honestly they r all the same so reunited them all in one
Job and age : Depend on the game
Good points: 1-Hard working 2-Have goals and dreams 3-Usually have a backstory 4-Some of them are sassy 5-Pretty but doesn't take care of herself 6-Always have a very fashionable bestie with a lot of experience with dating that help her and listen to her problems
Bad points: 1-Emotional maturity of a middle school girl 2-Doesnt want to admit her feelings and keep denying them even when there is no reason to 3-Self sabotage 4-Blame herself for every bad thing that happens 5-Some of them are very weak and submissive
And thatâs pretty much it ! Thank you for reading until the end ! Pls feel free to reblog and add on those with your opinion !Â
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Danganronpa Games Hot Takes (Spoilers for all Games)
Danganronpa 1/TTH:
I love the first game because most characters felt like they could be real people and were not too anime. People about their pets and stuff like studying, like a regular 16-17 year old who prob wanted to go to some top schools. The executions in this game WERE THE BEST. I LOVE ALL OF THEM. No game can beat the creativity of the first few executions.
I will say that the English voice acting overall was weak and very stilted. The English voice actors did better in their V3 characters than their TTH characters. Of course, people get better as they go and honestly I think they were just miscasted in their characters in the first game.Â
Danganronpa 2/GD:
I love the trials for this game. Even though, I may not care for most of the characters in this game, they were put into some creative situations.Â
Nagito had too much screen time and too smart among other things. I feel like he did the same thing as Kyoko in the first game with not telling the player the hints and that was annoying. I feel like he cant have it all, crazy lucky, has a huge presence in the game and is too smart. Itâs like PICK ONE and split the rest with other more deserving characters. The thing is that even though I donât have favourites in this game because most people are either too wacky or bland, there were some characters that would greatly benefit from having more screen time, helpful trial assistance or just plot armour. Mahiru, Soda, Sonia and even Akane. I find Mahiru to be helpful during the first trial, and if she got more screen time or plot armour, her character would be better because without doing her freetime events, no player likes her. I also include the survivors because I think some characters that should be smart like Soda and Sonia arenât that helpful during trials. Some of the things Nagito did during investigations should have been given to these characters. Well maybe the ones that make sense to their characters, Nagito can keep the time he broke into everyoneâs places to trace their shoes LOL. Imagine if no one told him about the game in chapter 2? and he doesnt have enough time to finish the game before the trial starts? That would give other characters needed screen time among other things like not making him be seen as much as a threat to the player because he came unprepared due to his situations. Also, Akane should just be more than one note and actually contribute to the trials.Â
Quick tangent, but even though Nagito was out for both chapters 2 and 3, he still knew everything and I donât think thatâs fair. I feel like he needs space to develop as a character to have that buildup for Chapter 5. Not saying that his part in chapter 5 was unbelievable but imagine him almost getting away with it because he learned from his mistakes and whatnot from past trials. He realized that he wanted to commit the perfect crime and get away with it, he needs to understand what he did wrong the first time in chapter 1 and analyse the past culprits to really optimize his plan. I have mixed feelings on this character but I always felt he had too much going for him. Also his dialogue is so repetitive, I feel like thats why so many people hate him because reading his lines can get old quickly with the hope bs.Â
Anyways, I like chapter 3 but just not so much the trial.Â
Danganronpa V3:
Okay I could go on about this one, all Iâm gonna say is that I think the English voice acting in this game is SO GOOD. I LOVE EVERYONE AND THE ACTORS DID SO WELL.Â
Miu and Kokichi should have argued and bantered more, if anything I wish Miu fought back like she did when she called Kokichi an Abortion. I love their dynamic because they make the trials more fun and less boring to go through. I feel like they work better as a duo so when Miu died, the trials become less fun and a slob to get through. Same thing with Kokichi, itâs just I love these two characters because they make me laugh.Â
I sort of liked them together because I can totally see them as friends and like Iâm surprised Miu tried to kill him or that people donât ship them more.Â
Btw, I feel like for Kokichi, he should have stayed the same character he was like from Chapters 1-3. When chapters 4 and 5 happened, I lost what was happening and did not like how his character developed. I guess he is a really fickle character and he reminds me of Hiyoko/bully character. I never viewed him as that smart. I feel like you donât need an antagonist character among the group. I get that no one trusts him but I just did not like how his character storyline went. His English voice actor is great thou, I remember listening to his Japanese one and not really thinking much about it.Â
This game has the worst cast. Love the group dynamics but woah, these characters need to stop saying their catchphrases.Â
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Tik Tok - Rafe Cameron
Description: Rafe Cameron falls for a girl he often sees in a cafe and is too nervous to talk to her, so his best friend, Topper, decides to take matters into his own hands and makes a tik tok asking if anyone can identify Rafeâs crush. Of course, she sees it and confronts him.Â
P.S. pretend covid doesnt exist in this LOL
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âBro, just do it.â
âNo.â
âRafe, câmon man. When did you become such a pussy?â
âShut the hell up man, Iâm not.âÂ
âThen ask her out!âÂ
âNo!âÂ
It was your typical Wednesday afternoon-- the college cafe was bustling with students coming in and out from classes and from students mingling with their friends.
Rafe and Topper sat in the midst of all the chaos, ignoring their econ homework to stare at Rafe Cameronâs current obsession.
âHow is this girl different from any other youâve liked? Just man up and ask for her number or something.âÂ
Rafe Cameron.Â
Notorious player on campus. And douchebag. He was the type to sleep with a girl and kick her out of his room at 3 in the morning. He never had strong feelings for a girl, which is why Topper was baffled at the fact he kept staring at the dark haired, brown eyed plain Jane in the corner of the coffee shop.Â
âLook, sheâs just a pretty girl. And she just looks... shy I guess.â Rafe lamely said. He didnât know why he wasnât just barging up to her like he normally did at parties. Of course, those girls were clawing to get to him. He didnât have to work as hard.Â
Topper sighed loudly. âFine, fine. If youâre gonna force my hand.âÂ
Rafe raised a brow as Topper slowly pulled his phone from his pocket.Â
He then began to film the girl and zooming in on her face.Â
âTop, what are you--â
âSsssh.âÂ
After 30, long, agonizing seconds for Rafe Cameron, his best friend finally stopped filming the poor girl.
âDoes anyone know this girl? This loser wants to ask her out...â He spoke as he typed.
âNo wait--â
âDone. Just posted on tik tok.â
Rafeâs jaw dropped.
âWhat?â
âNow, we wait.âÂ
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You had a long day of classes and all you wanted to do was fall in your bed.Â
But no, as a history major, you had to read 250 pages (the entire book needed to be read by the end of the week, but you were spacing), write detailed notes on them, and then start on your essay that is due next week.Â
You always liked to get ahead of schedule so that your work wouldnât pile up.Â
After sitting in the cafe for an hour, you had to go home to cook dinner. You hated eating at cafes since bread just wasnât your thing.Â
Once you hit your dorm room, you checked your phone that seemed to have hundreds of notifications.
"The fuck?â You whispered out loud. As an RA, you could say whatever you wanted to in your room, but you still felt weird swearing in front of others. Which is why you whispered the words to yourself.
You dropped your bag at the door and quickly opened your phone.Â
GIRL, CHECK TIK TOKÂ
Congrats, youâre famous! donât forget me lol
rafe cameron ?? honeyyy get ittttttÂ
Confusion. Thatâs all you felt. You quickly clicked on the link on of your friends sent you.Â
You watched the video set in as Topper, the owner of the account, zoomed in on your face at the cafe you were just in. You didnât think you looked pretty as your hair was a mess and you hadnât showered in a couple of days.Â
Not to mention you were wearing jeans and a baggy t-shirt-- the normal college attire.Â
As you read the caption, you felt your heart race at an abnormal rate.Â
The words became blurry fairly quickly as your stress started to build up. You set your phone down on the counter to avoid dropping it-- you were rational enough to do that.Â
You kept getting texts from your closest friends saying two words: Call me. But at this point, you couldnât even think straight. What was a hot, popular guy like Rafe Cameron doing pining over you? And apparently being too afraid to ask you out?
Honestly, you had never been hit on in your first two years of college and you didnât think it was going to start with Rafe Cameron, the richest guy at the school. And every straight college girlâs wet dream.Â
You heard your phone buzz on the counter and you checked caller ID. It was your best friend.
You took a deep breath and answered it.
âHey, you didnât tell me you were dating Rafe Cameron.â She joked.Â
âShut up! Tell me what to do!!â You screamed.Â
âOk, ok, I can tell youâre freaking out and nervous, but this is a good thing! A happy thing! A guy liked you so much that he put a video--â
âHis best friend posted the video--â
âAs I was saying, put a video out about YOU! This is your chance to finally have the romance youâve always dreamed of, right? Youâre always pining after those book boyfriends or whatever who ARENâT REAL.â
She emphasized the last part which made you cringe. Your obsession with fictional characters was justified-- if she read, she would know.Â
âDude, this is Rafe. Rafe fucking Cameron.â She gasped at your swearing, a joke both of you had because youâve known each other since you were children.
âExactly, itâs Rafe motherfucking Cameron, meaning, you HAVE to go after him.âÂ
âNo, youâre wrong! Heâs Rafe Cameron! If he was really into me, he wouldâve asked me out already. Literally no one can say no to him nor does anyone want to.â You bit your lip, thinking of ways to get out of this. âYou know what? I bet this is a prank or something.â
âA prank?â
âYeah, like Topper trying to embarrass Rafe by making an ugly girl ask him out--â
âFirst of all, donât talk about yourself like that. And second, no, tik tok is not the place to embarrass girls. They would get roasted so hard. And third, THIS IS YOUR CHANCE.â
Contrary to your best friend, you never seriously wanted a relationship. You were the type to fantasize about falling in love and hyped up all of your friends when they had crushes, but you never truly found someone you wanted to get to know or wanted to date.Â
It just seemed so outlandish to you.Â
Plus, you wrote off college boys when one followed all of your roommates on instagram besides you. That kinda knocked your ego down.Â
âLook, Iâm just going to ignore this. I donât think itâs going to be the love story you think so Iâm gonna go.â
âWait, y/n--â
You hung up before she could finish.Â
You just couldnât deal with her hopeless romanticism right now.Â
You sighed and tied your hair into a messy bun. How could you finish your homework now?Â
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âI donât think she saw it.âÂ
Topper laughed at his nervous looking friend.
âDude, she definitely saw it. It has thousands of likes the last time I checked and Iâm pretty sure people were tagging her in the comments.â
Rafe fixed his hat so it covered his face. He definitely didnât want his friend to notice it turning beet red.Â
âI hate you dude.âÂ
âNo you donât.âÂ
Once again, the two rich boys were sitting in the same cafe they were in yesterday. They had been sitting in there for two hours now, and there was no sign of the mysterious girl who did or did not know she was tik tok famous.
âI donât think sheâs coming.â Rafe commented. On one hand, he was relieved he wouldnât have to talk to her. But on the bigger hand, he desperately wanted to see her again. He didnât know why he was so captivated by her brightly dyed hair or the 10 pins stuck on her backpack. She seemed so normal, yet she stuck out with all the book stickers she had on her laptop. Rafe would never tell a living soul that he liked reading YA romance novels but he felt like he could confide in this mysterious girl.Â
âI donât know. Itâs still early.â Topper noted.Â
âUm, excuse me?âÂ
The two boysâ heads shot up at the dainty voice.
You were wearing black ripped jeans with a white top; it was the most simple outfit Rafe had seen you in as you usually dressed in bright colors. He would never admit it, but he even noticed when you changed your nail polish.
What Rafe didnât know was that your best friends held an intervention last night and told you to dress âmore to his styleâ which included simple attire. Yet, you couldnât fully immerse in the role and wore your favorite bucket hat that was covered in white daisies.Â
âHey,â Rafe said lamely.Â
Topper immediately gathered his stuff and left you two alone. What a homie.
At Rafeâs bland answer, you smiled politely.Â
âCan I sit?â You asked. Rafe nodded and gestured towards the seat. He didnât know why he was acting so weird, but you were just so much prettier up close.Â
He could see the bright red earrings you wore that matched your Nikes and noticed your clumsily applied makeup (which he knew because his sister was so good at it). It only made his heart race even faster.
âUm, so I saw the video... Iâm sure you know which one Iâm talking about.âÂ
The boy blushed.
âYeah?â He tried to act suave and calm, but his nerves were all over the place. He felt a bit calmer seeing the girl start to play with her hair: a nervous trait his sister said most girls had.Â
âUm, well, I... I was wondering...â The girl trailed off, her face turning a darker red. He almost felt bad for her, but she was so darn cute and wanted her to continue.
âLook, Iâm really bad at this... and I know youâre good at it, so...âÂ
The boyâs ego inflated slightly.Â
âSo?âÂ
This wasnât going the way you wanted it to go. You felt frustrated that you couldnât even get the words out that you practiced. Your eyes prickled with tears from embarrassment; you wanted to get out of the situation as soon as possible. You didnât know what you were thinking approaching the hottest guy in campus and expect not to be tongue tied.Â
And his lack of words made you think he was just messing with you.Â
You felt a gentle hand on top of yours which burst your drama bubble. You looked up and saw Rafeâs bright blue eyes full of concern, and... something else.
Dammit, he probably thinks Iâm a weirdo.Â
âHey, itâs ok. Honestly, it was my friend, the one who left earlier, it was his idea to put the video up and he did it without my permission. If it were up to me, it wouldâve taken a lot longer to pluck up the courage to approach you...â He confessed.Â
This shocked you. Rafe Cameron... tongue tied around you??Â
âLook, letâs start over. Iâm Rafe Cameron, junior, business major, and fun fact: Iâm on the hockey team.â You knew all of those details, but you let him give a formal introduction. You thought it was cute that he felt the need to explain all of this to you because there wasnât anyone at your campus who didnât know who he was.
You held out your hand.
âY/N, a sophomore and a history major. Fun fact: Iâm an RA.â His eyes brightened at your response and shook your hand with a smile.Â
He had to practice his stern handshake with businessmen his father forced him to meet, but your hands were gentle and soft, like they were afraid of hurting him. Itâs been a while since someone has treated him so delicately. He liked it.Â
âWell, y/n, itâs a good thing I donât live in the dorms because I definitely wouldâve tried to act up to get your attention.â He teased.Â
You laughed at the response because you knew a couple of the young freshmen who made a ruckus in the lounges so that you had to come in and yell at them.Â
You shrugged. âI donât know, we couldâve met sooner if you were.âÂ
The flirty words flowed from you naturally and you wanted to take them back as soon as they left your mouth.
But they made Rafe Cameron blush, so you let it go.
Suddenly, his watch buzzed and he swore under his breath.
âShit, Iâm so sorry, I have a business meeting to get to. Can I get your number for uhhh... for future purposes?âÂ
His slight fumble of words made you grin.
âOf course.âÂ
I guess tik tok is good for something.Â
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Idk if this is your thing, so feel free to ignore, but I must ask: if you had full creative control of the show, how would you run season 5? You can pick and choose whatever leaks you want to include.
Hi love! you are right and this is definitely not my thing but i would do anything for you! (not in a creepy way. i just really like you and am in awe of whatever you do) Thanks for sending this in <3 i am sorry if this is late, i kind of had to get over the initial shock of receiving one of these. Enough with the self loathing, moving on
For the resolution of whatever happened in 4x17, 4x18, i am going to go with the brilliant theory that @sullypants came up with because it ties up a lot of loose ends very well and gives us a cleaner canvas to work with post time jump.
However, i would like the time jump plot device and also to see the core four take different paths because that would help them grow and mature(yes i know they can grow together but i am not eloquent enough to explain why they need to go different directions kay? They just do.) for that to happen, the fact that charles has been hypnotizing betty comes into light post time jump after the whole fallout.
So post seven year time jump,
Jughead: i think there are two ways in which the fandom interprets jughead (one is the southside serpents jughead, the serpent king one, who lives in the moment and is more about the collective belonging thing and the other is s1/prep school jughead who is more ambition driven and less about fitting in). Subjectively speaking, i think jughead would go on to pay his full attention to finishing his novel after his breakup with betty as he is overcome with self doubt and long distance (very Dan Humphrey in s6 but def not as vindictive). The novel helps him sort out his emotions and is his attempt to move on from his âold lifeâ.(his book is titled closure) He tries to find love and after a few failed attempts he meets jessica who is the complete opposite of betty. But jughead finds himself comparing her with betty almost constantly and old feelings resurface. *dun dun dun* also definitely defenestrating the alcoholic plotline until and unless we consider charles long distance hypnotizing jughead??
Betty: betty tries to sort out her feelings for archie and doesnât wholly understand what made her kiss him. It's almost as if she blacked out(eyes emoji). Hence, bland musty flour barchie doesn't happen. betty excels academically and gets recruited by the FBI. she also returns home every thanksgiving (not christmas because she likes staying cooped up alone and eating chinese, don't ask me why. I am projecting) and everytime she returns, she hopes sheâll get to see jughead but she never really does. However betty makes amends with veronica after a lot of discussions and promises and one very emotional sleepover later. Betty is probably dating a fellow fed (who she meets while sneaking into the file cabinet to work on one of the âunsolvedâ cases and gets caught by him).
Veronica: veronica and archie breakup after prom and she heads out for college the next day to her ivy league college and excels at it. veronica is DEFINITELY not married. She has her own very successful business and is pretty stable and happy being single and having a few flings with some men (and women). She probably returns to riverdale on the occasion of thanksgiving when she stumbles across very successful business man Reggie and they bond over whatever people who run businesses bond over.
Archie: archie too doesnt understand what made him kiss betty but meets a therapist at pops who explains it was his PTSD etc etc. archie joins the army on accident instead of the naval academy. (again, idk why) and is âbest friendsâ with another fellow veteran who saved him from getting shot during [insert something that army does and involves shooting]. They return home together for thanksgiving to surprise mary and her wife but discover that they are away. So archie asks his âfriendâ to live with him for the weekend. (WINK WINK) BI ARCHIE ENTER.
As for cheryl and toni, i think they will breakup when toni realises that she can do much better than cheryl and not get gaslighted by her girlfriend. Social worker Toni moves in with married kevin/fangs and agrees to be the surrogate for their baby. Cheer coach Cheryl (side gig tarot reader) has a fling with tabitha and learns the meaning of ânoâ
and for the mystery plot, they are all back home for thanksgiving when betty finds charlesâ old FBI files while cleaning out and figures out the whole (charles-hypnotised-betty-and-messed-with-her-childhood-memories) and discovers that yoga instructor alice has not seen polly or her twins. Betty and jughead try to track down charles together(!) and gratuitous amounts of pining ensue (lots of lingering eye contact across pops, jealous milkshake sipping and oops! we touched and oops i fell on ur lips and now i canât get back up). we discover that jugheadâs girlfriend broke up with him before he came to riverdale and also bettyâs fed boyfriend is actually her fed bestfriend and betty was a beard(everyone is gay here except bughead kay?) and wham! they do the devilâs tango because patience is for suckers.
Anyways, we learn charles has hypnotized the twins somehow and drives a haunted truck thing called the mothman because of itâs red headlights and someone finds pollyâs body in the middle of the road but in a twist of plot that surprises no one that polly isnât actually dead but is hiding out in the fuckbunker where bughead (obviously) find her. And the core four get involved somehow and they take down charles and maybe gets beaten down by jughead âknuckle brassâ jones which are actually bettyâs knuckle brasses.Â
Thatâs about it. Short and sweet.
#asks#arsenicpanda#WITH ALL THE AMAZING GOODS#seriously what a blessing#oh wait the tags#riverdale#riverdale season 5#riverdale season 5 spoilers#bughead#i dont know how to tag stuff#also if the long post annoys someone#hit me up to put this mammoth under the cut#oookayy#thats about it#i am sorry for being a wordy bitch#bugvarchie#riverdale speculation#riverdale spoilers
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Edâs Borderlands Fics Masterpost
well finally
here is the masterpost of all of my Borderlands fics posted. most of them are Rhysothy focused to various AUs. Iâm gonna update it as I post more but here it is, along with some of my commentary
right from the start big big BIG shoutout to @spoks-illogical-artâ, my partner in crime, my biggest inspo, without them honestly most of these fics wouldnât exist, please check out their amazing art <3
(latest edit - 21/02/2021)
Atlas AU - our main timeline, follows events of Moxxiâs Heist. lots of different concepts and ideas but the core really is Tim moving to Promethea to get help from Rhys. gonna sort em here with posting date, check the ao3 series for the âtimelineâ
Hypothetically - 2240 words summary:Â Rhys talks a lot, but usually thinks about it too little.
coffee, cats & monographs - 2880 words summary:Â âHey hey, easy. You donât want to repeat the accident from last week, do you?â Rhys cooed towards the cat and picked her up, just as Timothy instructed him to. Hearing these words, Felicity meowed. âOh, donât say that. This is my office and I have the power here,â he answered, carrying her back to his personal space.
Or Timothy's cat pays a visit to Rhys' office in the morning. note: I am a stupid mofo and at this point Tim would also have Loader Bot fkjbfd just imagine hes not mentioned cause hes wandering off, typical LB
Have Faith - 1470 words summary: During the 7 year lockdown at the Handsome Jackpot, Timothy couldn't really have any hope for himself. But maybe on Promethea it could be different. note: sudden feelings while watching JoltzDude139â˛s stream
Warm Cheeks, Cold Hands - 1170 words summary:Â Rhys comes home early and wants to say hi to his husband. With no ulterior motive. None at all. note: first fic Ive ever posted where characters are married, actually. fuck it, Rhysothy Real, his name is Rhys Lawrence
the battle (and the aftermath) of the ages - 2970 words summary:Â In a situation like this everything was possible, they could pull any punches they could think of. Four beasts playing against each other, every single one of them thinking of striking the winning blow.
Or Promethea Squad plays UNO. And then watches a movie. note: I love Promethea Squad with my whole heart
okurimono (č´ăçŠ) - 4/4, 17170 words summary: âNot a bomb. Just a device with a message for Rhys. Trust me on that,â this time an emoji of both winking and showing off a tongue [;P] appeared on the surface of Zer0âs helmet. Ah. So they were definitely trying to mess him up. In a way. Unfortunately, he really didnât have any other options. Almost with a defeat, Timothy took the ECHOrecorder right from their hands and looked around it again. Or Zer0 gives Timothy a peculiar mission. note: my first ever multichapter fic. took me legit abt 8 months to finish but I am absolutely satisfied with this. also the bonus ending. yes
(there is) something I see in you - 8690 words summary:Â How one Rhys Strongfork met one Timothy Lawrence and how they fell for each other. More or less. note: best to go into this one blind, I swear. dumbest fic Ive ever written and please take this as a recommendation
this world is gonna pull through - 14380 words summary:Â Timothy really hoped it wasnât anything important. He had that tendency to forget things easily, even if he tried to fight it. But Rhys kept on smiling and went by his side. So it couldnât have been that bad. Still dumbfounded, he felt Rhys leaving a kiss right on his cheek.âNovember 11th?Â
That- That seriously doesnât ring any bells?â Rhys continued, brushing his hands against his shoulders. Or how Timothy spent one of his birthdays. note: also a love letter for Tim but a nicer one I guess kdjfnb dont ask how old is he i have no gdamn idea man
Strawberry Sweet - 3560 words summary:Â Rhys surprises Timothy with a gift for their date night in.
Happy Mercenary Day, Mr. Lawrence - 4670 words summary:Â How Timothy spent his first Mercenary Day on Promethea. note: I swear this is the best writer night Ive ever had. Ive written this whole thing in one night on Christmas day, solely on the inspo of that song I linked
Donât Go Wasting Your Emotion - 4/4, 17080 words summary:Â Afterwards, he went around with his usual duties. Getting a quick roundabout from his PA, checking several sectors himself and looking through the thousands of messages already sent to him via ECHOs. Rhys was ready to finally take on the day, yet when he made his way to the office, he saw the unusual envelope right by the edge of his desk. âFor Rhysâ was written on it. Straightforward enough. Or Rhys gets a letter from a secret admirer. note: another multichapter fic!! this one also took some time and well. its inspired by ABBA songs. cause only I would write a Rhysothy fic inspired by ABBA
Ratchet Effect - 7130 words summary:Â Knowing just how much overworked Rhys has been, Timothy wants to let them have a nice getaway in Lazy River Land. There's only one problem to overcome - ratch infestation. note: first fic of 2021!! Ive been playing a lot of bl3 suring the writing of it so it has a lot of stuff I had observed both on Promethea and on Jackpot
Reflections - 2250 words summary:Â Sometimes, Timothy needs a reminder.
Tales AU - second most important timeline. itâs Tales but Tim is a part of the group. sorted chronologically
A Story For Another Day - ongoing, for now -Â 2/25, 15280 words Tales AU main fic. itâs gonna be a big one
Connection Interrupted - 3240 words summary:Â With his driving shift finished, Timothy checks up on Rhys and Vaughn's plans.
Completely Hopeless - 1040 words summary:Â In which Fiona notices that Rhys behaves differently in front of a certain doppelganger.
infinity times infinity times infinity - 3460 words summary:Â Rhys and Timothy share some dreams and secrets underneath the stars. note: the beautiful combination of Sleeping At Last and Minecraft parodies. I promise it makes sense
reality can be whatever I want - 11420 words summary:Â âHey, Tim?â Timothy didnât even spare him a look, âAre we alone, or is he there with you?â Oh, this definitely wonât be pretty.
After the confession of Handsome Jack's AI in his head and his plan to infiltrate Helios, Rhys needs to set things right with Timothy. Somehow. note: thanosdancing.gif to Backstreet Boysâ âI Want It That Wayâ 80â˛s remix and a guest appearance from Ferocity but I cant legally say her name here
still here - 2820 words summary:Â It all had to go down, after Helios crashed. note: I have...a love/hate relationship with this one kjdfbfg I like it but itâs honestly an alternate ending and doesnt fit within our usual bad ending, so take it with a grain of salt. i ten jebany bĹÄ
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together at last - 5590 words summary:Â It all struck him down in an instant, in this one minute. They were all safe. And they were all alive. Nothing was threatening neither him, nor Timothy, nor Fiona. He could finally breathe out.
They all found each other again. note: I am multitasking most time of my life but I dont relate any other fic to multitasking more than this one. I was honestly doing 10 things at once while writing this dfkjbndf
David AU - this one is a sub AU to Tales AU and the plot is kind of complicated dfjkbfb please check the fic for further explanation
building in curved lines - 22490 words summary: âTo be fair, you look terrible. Youâre barely standing in one piece and none of your coffees will hold you together for that long,â Lilith paused, seemingly weighing the correct words in her head. âYou havenât really been holding on since⌠We rescued The Double.â Rhys sighed heavily. Why did she have to be so right about everything. Or how Rhys and Timothy adjust to the reality after the Handsome Jack AI. note: bday gift for Spok, EASILY one of my absolute faves and the longest fic Ive written thus far
outside of AUs - some concepts I play with that are honestly outside any of our concrete timelines/concepts + fics not focused on Rhysothy
Real - 770 words summary:Â Reconciling with your past is a little easier, when you have someone you love right in your arms. note: first blands fic Iâve ever written. the characterization isnât really there yet but as a first shot at the game and my kind of âintroductionâ, I am still satisfied of it
(Un)Familiar Faces - 9620 words summary:Â Timothy pursed his lips and leaned over the wall a little. Heâs had enough of this solitude of closed doppelganger cabinet. Today wasnât the day for another self-loathing session. Today, he should go off on Helios and do something for himself.
Or Timothy spends the night at a Helios bar. But not as Handsome Jack. And not as Timothy Lawrence either. note: personal favorite of mine, tough love letter to Timothy Lawrence. I have so many fond memories of writing this, including getting drunk out of my mind just like Tim and Rhys here
basics of survival - 2010 words summary:Â Athena taught Timothy everything he needed to know about survival. Now, it was time to put these skills into use. note: wrote this right before rona outbreak on last day in my dorms. thats all
#borderlands#fic masterpost#fanfiction#fanfic#rhysothy#rhys strongfork#timothy lawrence#just tagging characters that I write the most#fiona the con artist#zer0 the assassin#lorelei the coffee commander#athena the gladiator#Ädi's writing
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bestie im afraid you'll have to create another blog for when the trailer comes out and another one for the actual movieđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤđľâđŤ kcjadlfalddkshlkhjalk it's going be wild up in here (or should I say wildeđ im so funnyđ)
NO I REALLY AM IM GONNA AVE TO BREAK OUT THE OTHER BLOG IN A MINUTE IM ABOUT TO HIT LIMI IN IKE 3 POSTS
Anonymous asked: I can't believe L*rries are still harping about them dating for promo like why on earth would they have started dating almost two years before the movie is even supposed to come out like howwwww does that make any sense? And ik if they break up at any point after the movie is out they're going to take that as confirmation that it was a stunt all along đ even if it's a week, a month, a year, or like 5 years down the road it's just all part of Jeff and Olivia's evil grand plan
NO LITERALLY THEY ARE SUCH FREAKS
Anonymous asked: wait idek who that is what did her shirt say originally
HELPOKFJ thats cara delivigne and it said peg thepatriarchyy
Anonymous asked: Legitimately can anyone even blame her for getting involved with Harry??? If I had to stand there and direct those scenes without getting to experience them myself I would simply have to off myself
RIGHT THO
Anonymous asked: no but like kim k has been wearing the same thing for the past weekđđ im confused
KJEDBHFHUJIV I KNOW
Anonymous asked: nah man im sorry Shawn has no flavor whatsoeverđđđđ bland af sorry
TRULY.....
Anonymous asked: Shawn sweetie, itâs starting to get embarrassing now!đ
HE SHOULD BE EMBARRASSED
Anonymous asked: not shawn stans getting mad at people for pointing out the obvious???? One thing is being inspired by someone and adding your own take and other is straight up copying lmaoooo not them being like "harry didn't invent leatherđ" if people see him and say "oh harry styles???" doesnt that tell you something bestie????
LITERALLY?!?>@W<EMKL<F
Anonymous asked: Harry lambert should sue for copyright!đ
TEAAAAA
Anonymous asked: What do you think his hair looks like when it dries after he goes to bed after showering? I canât see him drying his own hair lol
I THINK PROBS SIMILIAR TO GOLDEN WHEN ITS ALL CURLYYYY
Anonymous asked: I can totally see Harry making Houston the final show of the tour now. Iâm sure he feels terrible having to cancel and everyone knows the last show is always a pretty big deal and Iâm sure he wants to make it up to them đĽş
yes same! if the venue can fit it in! I fear I may have to go to houston....MDNFVBHJ im kidding......unless
Anonymous asked: like is he kneeling and going up under the dress? is she on his face and heâs under the dress? not enough info for me yallâŚ
I NEED MOREEEEE
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So my life has gone to shit.. I dont trust anybody anymore, and honest to god I cant help but keep thinking of ways to end it. My mom keeps telling me how to feel about this whole thing, that I should be grateful that i got in finally to see a specialist. Reality is I dont even trust those subhuman animals anymore, and frankly they're gonna have to earn my trust. After 4 fucking years, my life, my future being ruined. My mental health going downhill, all for the second time now. Add on to that, I dont get any meds for the pain so this has pushed me into addiction now for a second time. I've been dehumanized and humiliated, treated with nothing but the utmost disrespect while being stigmatized for being mentally ill, transgender and a recovering addict for most of it. They ignored me for 4 years, my body is damaged, and frankly help just might have came too little too late. I wont just suffer through the next one, the next time this happens I'm gonna end my life, my suffering on my own god damn terms. Atleast I still have control over that..
Fuck the canadian healthcare system. Some days I honestly just want to start selling drugs, and fly to a country where I can just pay to play and get the best care in the god damn world. Cause 4 years now I've been telling them to refer me to a specialist, I've been telling them that it's probably crohns or some other GI issue. They need to do a colonoscopy and a scope to find it, so that's what I would ask for. I would never get it, so i more or less gave up on the healthcare system. They would leave me on the floor thrashing in pain for hours. Treating me like a drug addict in withdrawal when I didnt even have any opioids in my system. I would be lucky if I got an IV for fluids, and even more lucky if they pumped me full of a bunch of over the counter drugs and others that didnt work like gravol, tauridol, buscopan, zofran, and haliperidol. I would tell them each time, that this was the hundredth time they tried gravol, and it doesnt help people when they're screaming in pain. They treat the nausea. Its bullshit because I am in so much pain that its making me nauseous and until they get rid of the pain, the vomiting is just gonna continue. They always treat me like I'm full of shit, and when I turn out to be right and continue puking, thrashing and screaming in pain, they just get angry at the fact they were wrong. Our doctors and nurses are a bunch of sociopathic, apathetic adult children who in my experience take pleasure in watching you suffer. The worse I get the more they smile. They are so stupid, blind almost because if their stupid fucking machine says I'm ok then I guess it's all in my head. They only think that theres nothing wrong with me because theyve only ever done a blood test or an xray. Never ever once have they done a single test that would have found the issue, crohns cant be found just on a blood test. The emergency room doctors think it can be, my family doctor and everybody else I've talked to says otherwise.
On January 1st I was having another flare up, and they shoved me in the psych observation room because they genuinely didnt want to deal with me. They ignore me, and I keep going in because I want help. I dont want to end up relapsing again cause I cant take the god damn pain! But nope, I get treated like a crazy person now.. they did it against my will. And they even tried to take my phone and my keys. I was puking constantly, I needed water to keep hydrated and they left me for 4 hours, locked in, no meds, no help or nothing. So I just cracked.. I had nothing to barf in, to wipe my nose with, or to wipe the cold sweat off me. So I puked in every corner of that room, I puked beside the bed especially because a mop wouldnt fit in there. I pissed in the corner, I would hack up some phlegm and spit it all over the floors and walls, I blew snot rockets on every surface too! After a while some nurse came in and gave me a barf bag. I threw it on the floor and just continued to puke over every hard surface in the place. I was puking every 5 seconds I swear, and the doctor finally came in at 3 hours and 15 minutes. At 3.5 hrs they give me two pills. I straight up tell them there is no point in even taking them. I couldnt even keep water down and these people are stupid enough to make me take pills? Come on. You need to hold it in for atleast an hour to see even the most minimal affects. I was puking every 5 seconds, to the point that I puked before I took the pills, and I puked them out the moment after I swallowed. They had given me a fucking gravol tab, and some Ativan, the latter of which I couldnt even hold under my tongue long enough. I barfed it onto the floor when it was half dissolved. They come back with this clear liquid shit in a shot glass. I swallowed it right after I puked. The liquid burned my insides, and i puked that shit out even quicker. I asked them to give me IV medications for that exact reason, I always ask for IV medications cause its literally a waste of your time and mine to just pump me full of pills when I can't keep them down and they hurt my tummy as they dissolve. They tell me to just "breathe deeply and relax" and to "just try jayden, you gotta try", so then I try, and when they end up being wrong, and I can't take shit. They end up saying that I'm manipulating, that I'm drug seeking or I'm not trying hard enough to make it work. Absolute bullshit, over the course of 4 years I have quite literally told them what to do. I have multiple family members with this disease, and my grandmother was ignored like this too. She told me to ask them for a colonoscopy and a scope, and to ask them to treat the pain, not the nausea cause the pain literally causes the nausea. The sooner the pain is gone the sooner I can be normal and tell them what's going on. Instead I'm left to suffer in the worst pain a human being can feel. I get treated like shit and told it's all in my head. I gave up on getting a diagnosis in year two. I just want to shoot dope whenever the pain comes. Dope atleast takes it away, after all they would be giving me some of the strongest shit they have at the hospital if I was some boomer with a sprained ankle. It would take the pain away. Thats for sure. Being a mentally ill, drug using, autistic tranny they just see that. I get nothing. No help, no answers, not even some relief when my screaming can be heard far and wide.
I want to die right now, and I keep trying to think of a painless way to do it.. buying $400 worth of street fentanyl and slipping into a nice, peaceful opioid coma seems like a wonderful idea right now.. that would end the fucking suffering atleast..
I wont be wearing a colostomy bag. Colostomy bags arent sexy, they are fucking disgusting and you cant just be body positive when you have a fucking bag full of your own shit hanging off you, and your only way of having penetrative sex sewed up permanently and taken away from me. Not like I could even be a decent fuck for anybody at this point anyways. Its painful to shit, let alone anything else. I dont want to give up food either. I love food, food is literally my life and the only way I have to bond with certain people! Like my family for example. Nothing makes me just want to slip.into that coma more then the worry of the future.
Will I be sitting at a family gathering eating bland gluten free, dairy free, all organic 100% vegan fair trade horse shit on a plate while my family actually gets to enjoy the food I used to be able to eat? Moms spaghetti, grandmas meat pies, the baked goods, fresh tomatoes out of my garden and others. A good fucking steak even? Cause honestly a birthday isnt a birthday if I dont have my birthday meal.
I know for a fact my body is damaged from 4 years of suffering. I used to bounce back, now it takes the wind out of my sails for a month.
Needless to say, I just want to fucking die more then anything else. Positivity and anything I love is gone, and all that I have left is knowing that Alberta health services, coast mountain health services, providence health services, and interior health services have all fucked me in the biggest way humanely possible. So thankful for free fucking healthcare!!
You get what you bloody well pay for!!
#thisiswhattranslookslike#girlslikeus#transgender#mtf#trans#transition#hrt#transgender girl#transformation#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically sick#crohns disease
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LiveThoughts: RWBY V8E6
Second attempt at this since last time Chrome just DIED for no reason...
Im going to put literally the entire thing with Cinder under one note; Called it.
Its a great set of stuff, sure, but it doesnt relaly tell us anything we didnt already know about Cinder, and I personally feel it doesnt really explain why she turned out the way she did. I feel like weâve had another weird twist of the situation again...M+K? Coronas fault? Who knows. Either way, this section isnt great by my taste and I kinda skipped most of it.Â
Few things to note though; Apperently in Mistral scrubbing by hand is still more viable floor cleaning tech than using Dust.
The wind vane on the roof has the Rooster Teeth symbols rooster on it.Â
The hotel Cinder is bought by is named the Glass Unicorn, fittingly enough for...several reasons.Â
The coffees behind the stepsisters when we first see them are the animated versions of the real life stuff RT put out just before this season went live.Â
No one seems to notice the fact cinder has orange eyes. I wonder if weird eye colors are just a THING in Remnant?
The control collar/shock thing is incredibly inefficient in design, since it doesnt actually hold on to her very well. A more effective brace/choker design would have worked better.
The song that goes on during all of this is...kind of obvious and a little bland? Fitting for younger Cinder I guess.Â
Mmm. Random greasy huntsman.Â
I guess in Atlas its fine to laugh at struggling teenagers?
Im going to assume thereâs a 3+ year gap here where she gets older, cause she stops being smol and gets closer to how we see her now.
Also even here, in Atlas...really? The most effective way to clean these carpeted floors is to have a TEENAGER SCRUB THEM BY HAND?
How do you scrub...I assume its carpet anyway?
And how you tell civilians are lame in Atlas; they are impressed...by a sword. Just a sword. A boring, half-cut sword. Losers.
I assume this would be Cinderâs semblance manifesting. Also note on the desk;Â âwe do not serve faunusâ. Well THAT doesnt surprise me.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Get fucked Cinder. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
I dont even feel pity for her, this is funny to me. Also the fact that this kind of shit aCTUALLY EXISTS is...amusing to me. Like, really? So I guess indentured servitude is a thing in Remnant too.Â
And this is why Cinder likes to use swords. Really. Wow. LAMEO.
Huh. Dual maces. Interesting. Thats a prety cool weapon. Looks like they open up too. Bet he could bash some skulls with that.
âHurting them isnt going to make your life any betterâ. Um, excuse me? I think hurting them is the very best thing to do in this situation. At least, for the moment anyway.Â
Huh. So sheâs ten at this point? Even as a child, shes older than she looks.Â
And training montage. Huh. Or at least I assume it is. I get the feeling being able to go where you want too and do what you want too is the main reason Hunters exist. There must be crazy tight immigration laws...or, maybe, its just that traveling between kingdoms is stupid dangerous cause of Grimm. I think the latter is most likely considering every form of public transit extra-kingdom weâve seen (even between cities, see Argus Limited) has some kind of defensive weaponry. Limited and ineffective, for th emost part oddly.
So you can take the exam at 18. Okay cool. Pre-that must be prep school. Wonder what happens if you wash out? Also I like how this dude is just âyeah, 7 years of training, we got this.â
I think this is the first time weâve seen the other side of the moon. Or at least, the proper other side...bloody hell I STILL dont know how all those piesces are still held in place, the thing looks like it should start yeeting bolides at Remnant.Â
Better still we see it MOVE, rotate in time to the passing of years. So it literally does rotate on its own axis, and more importantly, unlike OUR moon, its NOT tidally locked. We only ever see the same side of our moon. REmnants rotates MUCH faster. Also it doesnt seem to have phases like ours does. Iâll check on why that is.Â
Well at least we have an explanation for why Cinders so damn good at fighting people. Trained by an Atlas Huntsman.
Also as a note the device is quite literally just an electrical Dust crystal attached to a necklace. Things the most inefficent torture device Ive ever fucking seen.Â
Wonder how often they have to change the crystal.
And there goes the moon rotating again.
I like how NO ONE comment on the blade going missing and that guy never came back for it. I guess he must have just bought a new one.
I get the very distinct feeling they wont just let her go honestly, permission or not.Â
AWWW WE DONT EVEN GET TO SEE CINDER MURDER THE SISTERS. Also no blood. Odd. Good kill on the stepmother though. Oh, that NECK CRACK. I like how all the bitch can do is try and shock Cinder, like, uh...adrenaline up? SHE HAS A SWORD? MAYBE FIGHT BACK?
Hah. Weak ass fuckin Atlas people. Also the clock going off in the back ground twelve times. How fitting. Welcome to midnight.Â
Also shes kind of glowing here cause the room is dark, and I find it amusing this is probably the last time she wears white.
And THERES the Cinder we know
Sick ass music, cool. Also THAT is an interesting semblance...I guess he turns himself to metal? Also DAMN his aura broke after THAT? Hes a Huntsman...ah who cares. Again probably in Cinders memory more than anything. Which at this point is probably about as reliable as a coked up hookers.
SHANKED. Sucker. You shoulda seen THAT one coming.
And thats all it took to get the shock collar off. Lol.Â
So what happened to the hotel? Did they just...write it off? I mean four people got murdered in there...
And now weâre back on the whale. HOW THE SCREAMING FUCK DID CINDER JUST...
Wow. She just got up after eating that blast. Fucking plot armor.
Merc making the hard calls honestly. Im actually gonna watch all of this now which is nice because I want to know whats happening in the real world. PITY MORE THAN HALF THE EPISODE WAS THIS FUCKING FILLER.
I like how Cinder just...goes quiet the moment she realizes shes lost Mercury. Not that he was USEFUL mind you but if I had to guess she liked being the boss. But now shes...basically back where she started.Â
So the whale is basically a ship. It has a bridge. Probably Salems throne room.
Man, Oscars literally just RTs punching bag this season isnt he? Literally in this case.Â
His clothes are still scortched too which I find interesting. The black eyes also staying. Auras not back up then? Aura repair and regen seems...werid half the time. Like RT does what they want with it.
Ah so someone finally says it...but at the same time what exactly does Salem have to fear? If she cant fight the whole world...what could they do? Maybe overwhelming her? It...Im having a hard time putting the âshe cant be stoppedâ with âshes afraid of fighting all of Remnantâ.Â
Somethings missing here. I know it.
The sound of the âdoorâ opening reminds me of the Flood doors in High Charity in Halo 3s Cortana. Fleshy twisting.
Mention from Hazel, but AGAIN...no details. I guess if you nail down how she can do stuff its harder to write?Â
Glad someone made a comment on the futility of the Hunter academies.Â
I really hate how Salems giving us creepy mommy shades.Â
Hmm. So yeah the bridge IS the throne room/command deck. I like how Neo doesnt give a fuck is just casually kneeling.Â
Ah okay THATS why he grabbed the scroll.Â
Heh. Interesting. How exactly does this work I wonder.Â
...Why does Salem have a ring. Has she always had that ring?
Neo looking at the Hound like âoh, I could ride this thingâ.Â
Oh cool the Ace Ops. And theyâre arguing, shocker. Sounds like Elm doesnt trust tech either. No shock there. Idiot.
Atlas elite. Yeah, right.
Huh, is this a Manta with landing gear? I guess they do have them...seems kind of silly to have them so high up though. I guess thats what the thing under the door is for, so they can deploy a ramp. Man, I really dont like Atlasâs airship design.
Hare needs some fuckin suppresants.Â
Annnnddd...here we go, things go straight to hell. I was warned of this. I am going to try and not be mad...but from what Ive heard the incomptence of the military in this particular section is astronomical.
Huh. So...Grimm can be convirted into a rock-punching liquid? Interesting. Has that always been a thing or... Also why the fuck are you jsut standing there in awe, go kill the fucking thing! Fucking Specialists.
...that is all it took to get through Atlasâs shield? THAT?
I also love how no one does anything. Ironwoods like âwait what the fuckâ. Come on bro.Â
And...thats the Atlas navy. Everyone. Two lasers. One of which missed. Remind me again what exactly these things are used to shoot?
Wait, no, that took down part of it, and then the rest is, surprise, hitting the soft rock on the outside.Â
THERE goes the shield.Â
Hang on a second, how long have those giant squid things been there?
And...what. The whale just approaches, nothing happens? Youâve got 12 fucking ships there, shoot the fucking thing.
Again, WHY IS NO ONE DOING ANYTHING?
Oh, it just beach-headed. Okay fine, whatever.Â
Im not really worried.
Lets see how RT makes this WORSE though...
And thats this weeks episode.
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what do you find so interesting about ddlc
mm well...couple of reasons which can be reduced to 1. game design 2. monika 3. the potential
im really interested in game development and although ive never technically worked in a design role (havent worked in the industry period in over a year....lol), im very into the idea of learning how & i really love the concept of using gameplay as a narrative vehicle. ddlc does that in what i consider to be an extremely effective way using a relatively small number of moving parts and i think its impressive and i think its something i can learn from if i want to start designing stuff one day
ive seen a lot of people say that it looks plastic or that the writing is boring at first and every time i feel like yeah it sure is and thats the point!! it replicates a remarkably bland dating sim in almost every way up until [redacted] except for a few weird monika moments which brings me to my next point which is. monika.
(spoilers after this)
shes one of my favorite characters of all time right up there with isa and jotaro and the like and its because she like.....ISNT a villain at all. shes just a teenage girl who happens to become aware that she doesnt exist in the material world. and the only thing she can do about it is fuck around in the code and its not like she knows whats going to happen...she basically says that sayoris suicide was an accident and after that she started to fixate on the MC bc she like. was doing all these awful things and i think she needed to believe she was doing them for a reason? she reprioritized the MC to be the most important thing possible so of course it makes sense shed be willing to kill/delete her friends in order to get to him...only she doesnt.
even when she thinks they arent real she cant even delete the files. not permanently. so i dont know. i see monikas spiral as the same sort of thing as natsuki/sayori/yuri....all of them were having those facets of their personalities amplified as the result of their scripts being fucked with. and i have a really hard time believing that monika never messed with her own scripts. so monika becoming more and more obsessive/more and more willing to go to extremes to get what she wants probably was her own fault. and i think eventually she realizes that & even when the whole GAME was busted she still didnt delete them.
i kind of think that when you delete her in the just monika end youre deleting the wrecked code that made her act like that and the remnant that protects you afterwards is the ârealâ monika but thats like. well a lot of this is just me...looking way into an anime girl dating sim horror game....but we are quarantined after all
& speaking of that when she makes it so the game can no longer be played, shes not only protecting the MC, i imagine shes also protecting her friends. sayori wouldve ended up in the same state as monika, and yuri probably would have done even more insane shit. shes trying to make it so that what happened to her can never happen to them & what she did to them can never be done again.
um well the last thing i was going to say is that for such a sparse game that doesnt really involve that much in terms of actual execution it like. theres a lot to work with you know? like i can take the core elements and then build off of them and write hundreds of words about how i think a sprite has psychological trauma. but i think i just kind of proved my point by writing all this in the first place.....the story/implications have a lot of potential and id like to look into that because thats the sort of thing i enjoy doing with fiction
basically, i dont necessarily think itâs a âgoodâ game, but im not sure its meant to be. and it is an excellent framework. so im gonna work with it for a while and see what i can come up with
#sorry you definitely did nto ask for this sort of essay but i did it anyway because i have personal problems#(psychoanalyzes monika ddlc on my blog) anyway#ddlc#Anonymous
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I've finished watching TFA and I got 5 episodes into TFP, but I'm not so sure if I'm into it. Do you think I should keep watching TFP or try something else, and if so which continuity would you recommend? I was thinking of doing either the G1 cartoon or G1 IDW, but I'm sort of warming up to other stuff like Cyberverse and I could use comments/opinions from someone who's watched more
Oh well dear, depends on what you didnât like or missed in those first 5 episodes!
For me TFP was my first transformer show and it was good enough for me to go full into the whole franchise and I would recommend it for newcomers.
For newcomers it has a small cast to get invested in, has a good grasp on the general conflict of most transformers shows and a good story to follow. I at least never felt like I needed things explained to me or that itâs something you get more off if you already know the franchise.
But there is always a difference between âthis show is objectively goodâ and âI enjoyed itâ. I do think that Prime is pretty well written, not perfect, but still awesome with great moments. Also the animation is EPIC, with some of the best fight scenes Iâve seen in years!
But there are other TF shows I enjoyed more, despite not exactly thinking they are better written. TFA for example! That show I enjoyed more because it was more fun and the characters had better dynamics and development. But the general plot wasnât as intriguing as TFP in my eyes.
What I personally didnât like about it (TFP) were:
1. The human characters arent really all that great. They get better and are important, but they can be annoying, especially Miko. (though she develops more than the other two)
2. The heroes lack good character interactions, they mostly feel like people stuck in a group project without much friendship behind
3. There are sub-plots I didnât care much for (like the human villains)
So I dunno if you should watch the rest - remember that the first 5 episodes were itâs own little plot, and that with episode 6 the real one starts. Maybe that will be more to your liking!Â
Personal enjoyment really depends on you and what you like too see though.
I for one like great character interaction, intense moments but also fun. Fun as in funny but also lighthearted, non-serious moments.
TFP does have good character writing and good character interactions with the villains at least. Not as much fun as TFA, but there are still some hilarious moments and characters. And the serious moments are actually really great! This show did have me on the edge on a lot of occasions, there is a lot of good escalations and âoh shitâ moments.
But if you like really great character writing with great character interactions and dynamics, watch Beast Wars! It has some of the best character writing Iâve seen and also a really great plot! It takes a while to fully get into the meat and most of season 1 is built-up to that, but once it starts its a truly epic ride!
Beast Wars also has a good balance between fun and serious. If a show is just serious it gets tiring, but if itâs just fun and lighthearted it gets a little boring. Beast Wars has some truly intense moments that make me feel like crying thinking about them, but also a lot of funny scenes, mostly through character interactions, but also slapstick comedy.
The one contra people always bring up is the âbadâ animation. And YES itâs bad for todays standards because we are used to seeing better, but just because itâs outdated doesnt mean itâs not good! Like give it a chance people, once you get used to it itâs not as bad. It won an award for outstanding animation back when it aired!
G1 is my favourite show though! Not because itâs actually good, quite the opposite - itâs silly and stupid, it makes no sense and itâs completely shameless in that regard and that way it is just a fun ride!
With no overarching plot each episodes has itâs own plot and drama and while most episodes follow the same format (for season 1&2 at least) it barely gets boring! The creativity of the show writers knows no bounds ~
G1 also made me love a lot of characters! Some I learnt of only from that show and some I already knew but didnât care for before. (Like Hot Rod for example)
G1 also has great dialogue and interactions as well :D
Headmasters is a japanese show that continues after G1 season 3 (and ignores the american season 4) and personally I really liked it! Unlike G1, Headmasters has a plot and a really good plot that made you come back for more. I still had my issues with it, but those were mostly because of the changes they made from the G1 cartoon. Still recommending it though! Especially if you feel like you need something a little more sophisticated after G1 :D I mean it has death scenes, character depth and development and redemption! (PS: the hong kong english dub of it is shit, but people like it as a âso bad itâs goodâ kind of comedy. would still watch the japanese version first)
Robots in Disguise 2001 is also a show for newcomers, given that itâs the first one to have itâs own continuity after G1. Though know that this one is more for really young kids. There isnt much escalation or truly serious moments, itâs more fun and lighthearted. So as an adult I found it a little boring, but itâs still good if you like lighthearted stuff! And most of the characters were really cute! It has a lot of brothers too, so as a person with lots of siblings I enjoyed that aspect :D (PS: I watched the original japanese version here)
Beast Wars II (you donât need to have watched Beast Wars for this) is similiar to RiD01, as in really lighthearted with little escalation and depth. Itâs a little jarring though, the heroes are really bland and the plot doesnât really start until halfway through the show. The first half being about introducing various character groups that end up being important in the end, but most of these episodes arenât really entertaining, especially when you donât care about those characters like I did. Iâd say the best thing about this show are the decepticons with a really sweet Galvatron as the leader and his idiot little brother Megastorm (who can be read as a version of Megatron) and a Starscream whose a little shit like always but also has a friend he cares about!
If thatâs enough for you, go for it xD
Oh and Optimus has a son here - the best and only character arc the heroes have to offer. Found it pretty cute in the end ~
Cyberverse was a âmehâ from me though, mostly because it feels like fanfiction. Fanfiction doesnât need to explain to you who the characters are, it is able to assume that beforehand. And Cyberverse does that, it assumes that you already know the characters and world. And like that it doesnât really try to write things with depth, it feels all shallow. To me at least, I am aware other people love it.
It just didnât vibe with me because I want the media I consume to shake me and make me feel things, I wanna be at the edge of my seat, I wanna be anxious about whatâs gonna happen next!
That is a thing Prime Wars was able to deliver - the third season, Return of the Primes, at least.Â
Though the Prime Wars Trilogy isnât popular and has many flaws in storytelling, voice acting and animation (+ other things that have to do with expectation, which I donât really consider flaws of the show itself), but I cannot help it, I still enjoyed it a lot ~ Also the whole thing is pretty short - 28 episodes, 8 of them 5-6 minutes long and the other 10 minutes. It doesnât take long to finish it all.Â
The only shows I truly didnât enjoy are Robots in Disguise 2015 and Beast Machines - RiD15 is the sequel to TFP and mate if you already donât vibe with TFP, just skip this one. I didnât like it much because:
- The decepticons are all badly written, either completely forgettable, not given enough screentime or just kinda having their potential ignored.Â
- The heroes never really develop - itâs a show with a lesson in every episode that getâs forgotten in the next. So you have the characters learning the same lessons all the time and I hate shit like that
There are decent episodes sure, and some really sweet characters, but overall itâs just not really good
And the last show I watched is Beast Machines, the sequel to Beast Wars with most of the same cast and some new characters.
And this is a show were I say that it had a good plot with good structure and conflict, but I didnât enjoy it!
And I do try to divorce it from Beast Wars, but even then the flaws are still there. The biggest complaint I have is that the heroes are never in good terms with each other, almost every episodes has some of them being angry and fighting and thatâs TIRING! NO FUN ALLOWED IN THIS SHOW! There is only one character who enjoys being in the show and he dies screaming.
The plot is also really philosophical and not really for kids that way. As an adult I did try to enjoy it, but the show has some flaws in itâs good vs evil conflict.
That would be it with the shows I watched!
As for IDW, Iâm not really far with that so I cannot talk much.Â
Hope it helped ~ But I would recommend that you give them all a shot, at least for a few episodes. I cannot claim to always be objective, even if I try my best at it
And yeah, my no. recommendation is Beast Wars, itâs really good!
#transformers#asks#me explaining the shows#those I have finished at least#I did start armada and masterforce but cannot say much about them#transformer posting#Anonymous
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