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1.- ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ʙʏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ ᴇᴠᴀɴ ʜᴀɴꜱᴇɴ ᴏʙᴄ

Have you ever felt like nobody was there? Have you ever felt forgotten in the middle of nowhere? Have you ever felt like you could disappear? Like you could fall, and no one would hear? Well, let that lonely feeling wash away Maybe there's a reason to believe you'll be okay 'Cause when you don't feel strong enough to stand You can reach, reach out your hand And oh, someone will coming running And I know, they'll take you home Even when the dark comes crashing through When you need a friend to carry you And when you're broken on the ground You will be found So let the sun come streaming in 'Cause you'll reach up and you'll rise again Lift your head and look around You will be found You will be found You will be found You will be found You will be found There's a place where we don't have to feel unknown (Oh my god, everybody needs to see this) And every time that you call out You're a little less alone (I can't stop watching this video, seventeen years old) If you only say the word (Take five minutes, this will make your day) From across the silence your voice is heard

2.- ꜱᴏ ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ʙʏ ʙᴇɴ ᴘʟᴀᴛᴛ

You say, "What if I go crazy?" I say, "That ain't gonna happen" You say, "What if I get lost? I say, "You'll just find your way back" And you say, "What if someone breaks my heart?" I'll put it back together like I do You say, "What if I don't catch the dreams That I've been out there chasing?" "What if when my fears show up, I'm too afraid to face them?" Well, I can't fight your battles But I sure can hold your hand and promise you That the sky will still be up there And the sun will always shine The stars will keep on fallin' For the ones who wish at night The mountains won't start moving And the rivers won't run dry The world will always be there And so will I

3.- ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜɴ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀɪɴᴇ

Yeah, in the end timе will find us all Dressed in our best One last deep breath As we turn towards the sun Towards the sun.... Yeah, I just hope you felt no pain at all No pain at all I just hope you felt no pain at all No pain at all As you turn towards the sun Towards the sun

4.- ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʀᴀʏ

Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lyin' on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you? Just a little late You found me, you found me

5.- ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴏꜰꜰ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

But I keep cruising Can't stop, won't stop moving It's like I got this music in my mind Saying it's gonna be alright 'Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo) Heartbreakers gonna break, break, break, break, break And the fakers gonna fake, fake, fake, fake, fake Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

6.- ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ʙʀᴜɴᴏ ᴍᴀʀꜱ

We'll find out what we're made of When we are called to help our friends in need You can count on me like one, two, three I'll be there And I know when I need it, I can count on you like four, three, two And you'll be there 'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh, yeah Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

7.-ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ʙʏ ᴄʜᴀʀʟɪᴇ ᴘᴜᴛʜ

I'm only one call away I'll be there to save the day Superman got nothing on me I'm only one call away Call me, baby, if you need a friend I just wanna give you love C'mon, c'mon, c'mon Reaching out to you, so take a chance No matter where you go, know you're not alone I'm only one call away

8.-ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀꜱ ʙʏ ᴄʏɴᴅɪ ʟᴀᴜᴘᴇʀ

You with the sad eyes Don't be discouraged Oh I realize It's hard to take courage In a world full of people You can lose sight of it all And the darkness inside you Can make you feel so small But I see your true colors Shining through I see your true colors And that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colors True colors are beautiful Like a rainbow

9.-ɪ´ʟʟ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ʙʏ ɢʟᴇᴇ ᴄᴀꜱᴛ

And I'll remember The strength that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember The way that you saved me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing And I'll remember The love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember The way that you changed me I'll remember

10.-ᴡʜᴏ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ʙʏ ꜱᴇʟᴇɴᴀ ɢᴏᴍᴇᴢ

Who says, who says you're not perfect? Who says you're not worth it? Who says you're the only one that's hurting? Trust me, that's the price of beauty Who says you're not pretty? Who says you're not beautiful? Who says?

11.-ʙʀᴀᴠᴇ ʙʏ ꜱᴀʀᴀ ʙᴀʀᴇɪʟʟᴇꜱ

You can be amazing You can turn a phrase into a weapon or a drug You can be the outcast Or be the backlash of somebody's lack of love Or you can start speaking up Nothing's gonna hurt you the way that words do When they settle 'neath your skin Kept on the inside and no sunlight Sometimes a shadow wins But I wonder what would happen if you Say what you wanna say And let the words fall out Honestly I wanna see you be braveWith what you want to say And let the words fall out Honestly I wanna see you be brave

12.-ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴜʀ ᴏᴋ ʙʏ ᴏʟɪᴠɪᴀ ʀᴏᴅʀɪɢᴏ

Does she know how proud I am she was created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred We don't talk much but I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay"

13.-ɢɪʀ��ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜰᴜɴ ʙʏ ᴄʏɴᴅɪ ʟᴀᴜᴘᴇʀ

Oh daddy dear, you know you're still number one But girls they wanna have fun Oh girls just wanna have That's all they really want Some fun When the workin' day is done Oh girls, they wanna have fun Ho hoo girls just wanna have (girls) fun (they want) (Wanna have fun) (Girls) (Wanna have)

14.-ᴏɴ ᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ʙʏ ɢʟᴇᴇ ᴄᴀꜱᴛ

We are young We are one Let us shine for what it's worth To your place, place, place We're on our way, way, way We're on our way, way, way We're on our way somehow Hold me close, close, close We're losing time, time, time We're losing time, time, time We're falling to the ground

15.-ᴄᴀꜱᴛʟᴇ ᴏɴ ᴀ ʜɪʟʟ ʙʏ ᴇᴅ ꜱʜᴇᴇʀᴀɴ

Found my heart and broke it here Made friends and lost them through the years And I've not seen the roaring fields in so long I know I've grown, but I can't wait to go home I'm on my way Driving at 90 down those country lanes Singing to Tiny Dancer And I miss the way you make me feel, and it's real When we watched the sunset over the castle on the hill

16.-ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ ʙʏ ʙᴇɴ ᴘʟᴀᴛᴛ

Yeah, you say I'm your hero But you are the one that saved me If I ever lost you I'd fall to my knees I can't imagine my life without you I can't imagine one night without you If something happened, don't know what I'd do I can't imagine, I can't imagine my life without you

17.-ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʙʏ ᴄʏɴᴅɪ ʟᴀᴜᴘᴇʀ

If you're lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting Time after time If you're lost, you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall, I will catch you, I will be waiting Time after time

18.-ᴅᴏɢ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ʙʏ ꜰʟᴏʀᴇɴᴄᴇ + ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴄʜɪɴᴇ

The dog days are over The dog days are done The horses are coming so you better run Run fast for your mother run fast for your father Run for your children for your sisters and brothers Leave all your love and your longing behind you Can't carry it with you if you want to survive

19.-ʟᴇᴀɴ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ʙʏ ɢʟᴇᴇ ᴄᴀꜱᴛ

Lean on me, when you're not strong And I'll be your friend I'll help you carry on For it won't be long 'Til I'm gonna need Somebody to lean on

20.-ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋꜱɪᴅᴇ ʙʏ ɢʟᴇᴇ ᴄᴀꜱᴛ

Everybody's got a dark side Do you love me? Can you love mine? Nobody's a picture perfect But we're worth it You know that we're worth it Will you love me? Even with my dark side?

21.-ᴍᴀꜱ ᴏꜱᴄᴜʀᴏ ʙʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ

Te sientes mal, no ves final Con los ojos llenos de lágrimas Se cae el cielo y no das más Quieres luchar un poco más Pero ese miedo volvió a ganar Tranquila, ahí voy a estar Tan solo llama, no escondas nada Confía en mí A cualquier hora, nunca estás sola Me tienes a mí En tu momento más oscuro Si algo te duele, yo te curo No te preocupes, yo te ayudo Te ayudo, no hay que sufrir En tu momento más oscuro Y aunque el abismo sea profundo No te preocupes yo te ayudo Te ayudo a salir de ahí No te preocupes yo te ayudo (te ayudo) Baby no estés triste Tienes quien te cuide Nadie te vuelve a dañar (Nadie te vuelve a dañar) Tú me sostuviste, y me defendiste También de mi oscuridad

22.-22 ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

It feels like a perfect night To dress up like hipsters And make fun of our exes Ah-ah, ah-ah It feels like a perfect night For breakfast at midnight To fall in love with strangers Ah-ah, ah-ah Yeah, we're happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time It's miserable and magical, oh yeah Tonight's the night when we forget about the deadlines It's time, oh-ohI don't know about you But I'm feeling 22 Everything will be alright if You keep me next to you You don't know about me But I'll bet you want to Everything will be alright if We just keep dancing like we're 22, 22

23.-ꜱᴇᴠᴇɴ ʙʏ ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ꜱᴡɪꜰᴛ

Sweet tea in the summer Cross your heart, won't tell no other And though I can't recall your face I still got love for you Your braids like a pattern Love you to the moon and to Saturn Passed down like folk songs The love lasts so long

24.-ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ! ʙʏ ʏᴜɴɢʙʟᴜᴅ

Come hold my hand Hold it tight We're in a weird time of life Don't wreck your brain It'll be alright We're in a weird time of life

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moneypedia · 4 years ago

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By Drew Shepherd

“You’re so judgmental!!!”

That’s the response I get when I delve a little too deep into my analytical side.

I’m somewhat of a perfectionist myself, so it’s no surprise that I hold others to my own lofty standards. And that’s one of many flaws I’m still working on.

There are certain times, however, when I’m unapologetic in my ways. And as you can see by the title of this article, this is one of those times.

The ability to screen out promiscuous women is one of the most valuable skills any man can have. It keeps you from wasting precious resources on a girl who couldn’t care less about you, and it protects you from being yet another clueless man in the dark.

A girl who sleeps around is never a good choice for your investment. And no matter what our culture tries to prove, the truth is that past sexual experience will always affect future relationships for the worse.

That’s why I created this list of 15 red flags to look for when you evaluate a potential partner.

This list is by no means exhaustive, and I’m sure there are plenty more signs you should be aware of too. But this one is intended to be a relatively quick check, and I’ve tried to limit it to signs you can notice within a few weeks at the most, or that you can easily find out with a scan of her social media.

Now I’m sure both you and I will catch some flak here for being “judgmental”, but remember, it’s not wrong to look out for your own interests. And in order to protect those interests, you need to discern the character of the people closest to you.

Being judgmental is assuming people’s character based on qualities outside their control. Discernment is deducing their character based on info they freely provide.

Only a fool would need a DNA test on an apple tree to confirm what it is…

Smart people just look at the fruit.

The 15 Red Flags Every Man Should Know

#1 She can’t stay at home. / She’s a party girl.

What it means: She needs excitement.

If she can’t enjoy a quiet night at home, walk away.

These kind of girls seem fun and interesting at first, but their lifestyle gets old fast. Plus there’s no telling how many intoxicated guys have taken their shot at her.

So find a girl who would rather read a book, watch a TV show, work out at home, cook a new meal, or talk to her friends on the phone.

“But that doesn’t sound like fun…”

No, most guys would say it doesn’t. But you know what’s more important than fun in relationships?

Stability.

A girl who runs out of her place every night has a need for excitement. And that need will find a way to bite you.

Sure, everything will be great when you’re both in a good mood, but what happens when she gets bored, or worse, when she’s unhappy?

If she needed excitement before she met you she will need it afterwards. And those thrills won’t be limited to a few drinks with the girls.

Most people are plenty fun when you get to know them anyway. So instead of worrying about that, ask yourself some more important questions:

Will she be there during a rough patch in your life?

Will she say “no” when a bigger fish comes along?

Does she avoid situations where she’ll be unnecessarily tempted?

Those are the questions you want answered (indirectly of course—actions speak louder than words).

Work on all those first. Then you can talk about fun.

#2 She has too many male friends.

What it means: She’s addicted to male attention.

Notice I said friends here and not acquaintances.

There’s nothing wrong with a woman having a conversation with a man. And if you do have a problem with that, you’re too possessive. A woman making small talk with her male coworker isn’t cause for concern.

But if she has close relationships to other guys, and she consistently talks to them about personal issues, that’s when you should be worried.

The true number of platonic male-female relationships is very small, and most of them only exist due to special circumstances.

But for the most part, men and women do not just become friends.

The truth is that the two sexes are equal, but different. And it’s tough for us to form close bonds outside of a romantic or sexual relationship.

Any girl who has tons of guy friends is bad news because almost all of them are attracted to her. And since she hasn’t made an effort to turn them down, it means she’s addicted to their attention.

If you don’t meet the requirements of such a popular girl, she’ll eagerly pick a replacement from her pool of waiting “friends”.

#3 She has tattoos or piercings on interior body parts.

What it means: She’s impulsive.

I’ve never been a fan of tattoos, so I wouldn’t look for a significant other who has any. But this red flag is more about the positioning of the ones she has.

If a girl has tattoos or piercings on any interior body parts (i.e. her upper thighs, torso, etc.), it is not a good sign. And here are only a few reasons why:

Someone had to put it there

People don’t get tattoos to cover them up

She makes long-term decisions based on short-term results

It’s just a terrible choice all around. Why would you taint the natural beauty you have with a man-made distraction?

It doesn’t make sense to me.

But in a way, I guess you should be happy when you see a girl like this. She’s made your job easy by effectively saying, “Don’t take me serious.”

#4 She’s a (moderate to heavy) drinker. / She does recreational drugs.

What it means: She allows unnecessary temptation.

Contrary to popular belief, human beings are not inherently good. And when given the choice, we will always be inclined to do what’s morally wrong.

Many times our conscious thought overrides this inclination, but whenever alcohol or drugs are involved, that inhibition goes out the window.

The point here is related to the first red flag about party girls—she allows herself to be tempted. And why would you ever trust a girl who intentionally lowers her self-control?

You are playing with fire and you know it.

Yes, crimes like theft will always be wrong, but we all have a responsibility to lock our doors.

#5 She’s a man hater. / She tests you to see if you’re man enough.

What it means: She lacks healthy relationships with the men in her life.

“All men are blah blah blah…”

“Guys only care about blah blah blah…”

“Men don’t deserve blah blah blah blah blah…”

Yeah, it’s annoying.

Man haters are the worst. I understand that some of us really are terrible, but if every guy she meets is like that, take a look at the common denominator.

Yes, I’m tough on the opposite sex sometimes, but even I know that there are fantastic women out there.

You can’t let the good ones convince you that all girls are sweet and innocent, and you can’t let the bad ones blind you to the praiseworthy women either.

The same is true about our side.

So if a girl always complains about the men in her life, she’s either still bitter about a failed relationship, or she presents herself as an object for men to lust after.

#6 She can’t put her phone down. / She’s addicted to social media.

What it means: She craves attention and drama.

The online version of too many male friends.

A smart girl knows that male attention doesn’t result from her “amazing personality”.

The number of friends and likes she gets is directly proportional to how attractive people think she is.

This stuff is honestly common sense by now but you still see the same thing all the time. A fairly attractive girl only has to post a few pictures, and boom, she’s got 50 dudes trying to hit her up.

She probably won’t give any of them the time of day—unless one of them is like, so hot—but at least she got her daily attention fix. Plus she’s found a new group of reliable “friends” to support her.

It’s ridiculous. And don’t even get me started on the drama.

If she’s more interested in her phone than she is in you, don’t try to change her mind.

#7 She’s comfortable in revealing clothes. / She’s insensitive to male touch.

What it means: She’s used to it.

Do you really think she dresses that way for you?

Do you honestly believe it’s normal for guys to hug and hold her like it’s no big deal?

She’s used to it, man. And even if she isn’t promiscuous now, it won’t take much effort for her to get that way.

But going back to her style of dress, you might believe her choice of clothes doesn’t matter anymore. You think that times have changed, and this girl is different. So different in fact that she’s above all of human nature.

Yeah, keep believing that.

The reality is that men are visual creatures. And both men and women instinctively know that the way a women dresses determines the type of attention she gets.

Our society doesn’t like to acknowledge that fact nowadays, so we try to ignore it as best as we can.

Instead, we say she has high self esteem, that she deserves to show off her body. And if you don’t like it, you’re living in the past.

But please don’t buy the “I’m-proud-of-my-body-so-I-need-to-be-half-naked” excuse.

People who are comfortable with a fit body, or great wealth, or whatever else they have don’t feel the need to show it off. They rest assured in the knowledge that it’s there.

The only people who show off are the ones who need validation. And they always need it from multiple people.

So if any girl shows too much skin, or if she’s fine with being hugged or touched any kind of way, you need to reconsider.

#8 She believes that things just happen. / She follows her heart. / She’s in love with “love” and relationships.

What it means: She lacks emotional control.

These girls are tricky for inexperienced guys, so let me explain.

It feels great at first to be the focus of a girl’s undying love. And the highs of having a beautiful woman enraptured by you is something straight outta the movies.

But guess what?

You will never be the only one.

You just happen to be her drug of the month. And all it takes is a more attractive or manipulative man to change her loyalties.

That is the dark reality of girls who “follow their heart.”

So instead of chasing a girl who’s crazy….about you, find a girl who tempers her heart with her head.

Don’t be afraid of love. Just make sure it’s the real thing first.

#9 She uses profanity.

What it means: She doesn’t value purity.

I don’t like profanity.

Sure, I went through a phase where it was cool to sprinkle in some “sentence enhancers”, but even then it still felt wrong.

Pure speech is something I value now, and it really does bother me to hear people—male or female—casually drop f-bombs. I don’t give them a stare or anything, but I know that profanity usually indicates that something is off in your life.

That’s one reason why I never use profanity on this site. Out of all the posts on HFE, I haven’t used a single curse word, and I plan to keep it that way.

But getting back to the meaning of this red flag, it just shows a lack of class.

If a girl doesn’t have the decency to control something as simple as her conversation, think about how ugly the rest of her lifestyle is.

#10 She’s friends with known promiscuous women. / She takes an interest in promiscuous celebrities.

What it means: She won’t be shamed for sleeping around, and she will probably be encouraged to do so.

Men compartmentalize their friends.

Of course not every guy is the same, but usually he’ll have his videogame pals, his college study group, his boys from work, his basketball squad, his fantasy football crew, and so on.

And what’s funny about all these friend buckets is that they usually include men from all walks of life.

You’ll have a mix of low income guys, wealthy guys, smart guys, dumb guys, you get the point. But as long as they all have that one thing in common, they don’t really care about much else.

Women are different.

Almost every girl I know has friends who are very similar to her. Everything from the way they dress, to the grades they get, to the income they earn, to the guys they like, and even their political stance—it’s almost always the same.

While men care more about the one activity they have in common, women focus more on similar lifestyles.

And now you see where I’m going.

You may not be able to tell if she sleeps around, but if you know her friends do, it’s a giant red flag.

Even if this girl is completely innocent, she knows her friends won’t look down on her if she does indulge, and that’s why she’s surrounded herself with them.

It’s even worse if she takes an interest in promiscuous celebrities. They’re just like her friends who get around but with additional influence and social status.

If [blank] can do [blank] and still be [blank], why can’t she?

#11 She uses New Age lingo. / She’s into horoscopes.

What it means: She won’t take responsibility for her actions.

If you meet a girl who always goes on about people’s “energy”, the workings of karma, or the meaning behind her horoscope, you need to run and run quickly.

I have numerous reasons why I wouldn’t get with a girl like this, but one of the more practical ones is that she won’t take responsibility for anything.

The stars are what drive her behavior, and she will be justified in spiting you because her negative-energy-sense was tingling.

It’s bad enough dealing with people who can’t control their impulses, but if she truly believes that “the universe” is causing her actions, avoid her at all costs.

#12 She has no discernible skills outside of her physical appearance.

What it means: She’s going down the wrong career path.

Everyone needs money. And if that need is not met, people will resort to all kinds of evil to meet it.

If this particular girl doesn’t have any marketable skills outside of being “hot”, she is going down the wrong road.

Eventually she will…

A. Find some way to make money off her appearance

B. Get bailed out by another man, or…

C. Be left in a financial hole when her beauty fades

Now you could argue that A wouldn’t be too bad of a scenario depending on the work involved (e.g. innocent modeling), but none of these are favorable to her developing a solid set of skills when she had the chance.

Not only has she put herself in a position where her beauty can be abused, but she’s also shown that she’s fine with being a drain on people’s resources.

That’s not good.

Everyone needs a strong work ethic, no matter who they are. And if she doesn’t have one, she’ll be pressured into compromising situations.

#13 She rushes the relationship. / She’s a little too perfect. / She tries too hard to seem like a good match.

What it means: She’s overcompensating.

Another tricky one here.

The average guy won’t deal with many girls like this, but the name of this site isn’t Hunger for Average, so you need to look out for this one.

As you start to care more about your appearance and get your life in order, you’ll notice that girls will seemingly come out of nowhere. And the ones you were invisible to before will make it obvious that they’re interested.

Sounds great right?

But the problem is that some of these girls won’t have the best intentions.

Almost every semi-attractive girl has been treated like a princess her whole life (and that’s one reason why a man who’s trained himself to be immune to beauty is so attractive to them).

But the side effect of this treatment is that many women expect partiality from every guy they meet. So now when they see you—a man who’s in good shape and has his life together—they don’t see a person, but rather, a tool who has the means to carry “her highness” through life.

This is particularly an issue with a girl in her late 20’s or early 30’s. Her internal clock is ticking and she knows she has to find a man before her beauty fades.

But you can’t let her clock dictate your life.

People get burned all the time by making hasty choices. And it’s a known manipulation tactic to rush people into big decisions.

Yes, there will be girls who genuinely like you, and they’ll be eager to start something special together. But you need to be aware of the other scenario too.

Beauty doesn’t get ignored. And if an attractive girl hasn’t locked down a man by this time in her life, it’s very possible that she used her beauty for other means when she was younger, and now she’s scrambling to find a man who doesn’t know any better.

Of course this isn’t always the case. Breakups happen and some people just have an unfortunate streak with relationships. But barring any significant change to her appearance, and without any other special cause, the former is a real possibility.

Remember that your interests are important too. And you are not obligated to take any dude’s leftovers simply because she needs a man now.

“But she’s changed! She’s not like that anymore! And she’s committed to doing better!”

That’s great. And I applaud her. But that doesn’t mean you owe her a relationship.

I’m all for acceptance and forgiveness, but I also know that forgiveness isn’t the removal of all consequences.

#14 She accuses you of being promiscuous, or worse, tries to prove you are.

What it means: She’s telling you how she would act if she was in your position (a.k.a. projection).

A girl who makes accusations like this doesn’t understand how any decent looking person could say no to their suitors. Especially since she could never hope to do the same.

You’re just a stupid boy who couldn’t possibly deny easy pleasure, and it’s her job to prove that assumption right.

It’s all so silly.

I’ve dealt with girls who tried to find faults that weren’t there and I had a real good laugh afterwards.

But while it is funny that a former acne-faced, overweight, emo guy would have to convince anyone he’s not about that life, I am very serious about guarding my integrity.

So if any girl accuses me of something like this, I know we need to part ways.

#15 Your gut tells you so.

What it means: You’re not comfortable with her.

Attraction is weird.

The first time anyone sees a person they like, comfort is nowhere to be found. There’s excitement, there’s anxiety, and there’s interest—not comfort.

But that all changes as time goes by.

The more you get to know someone, the more comfortable you feel around them.

The guy you thought was an antisocial creep just happens to be the life of the party. The girl you thought was such a snob before is actually kind and warm-hearted. And this new familiarity generally leads to more comfort.

But if time passes and you still don’t feel comfortable around this girl, it’s a bad sign. Your body is subconsciously telling you that something about her is off. And you know deep down that you can’t trust her.

“But didn’t you just make fun of girls and their ‘negative-energy-sense’? So how is it okay for guys to do the same thing?”

Because what I’m talking about here isn’t just a feeling. What I’m describing are physiological changes that happen solely because of this person.

Yes, it sounds far-fetched, but if you are fine around every person except her, something is wrong. And I’m not talking about a few butterflies in the stomach here.

If you start breaking a sweat when she shows up, if your sleep schedule suddenly changes, and if you’re always on your toes around her, your body is in alert mode. And instead of being able to work, or perfect your craft, or do anything else, you will constantly be thinking about her.

But again, don’t confuse this with some middle school crush obsession. This is about a girl who won’t give you any assurance that she is committed to you.

You will have to do everything to keep the relationship afloat, and that always leads to disaster. The minute you fall short in her eyes your worst fear will come true.

Of course you still want to be as attractive as possible to make her decision easy, but if the success of the relationship depends solely on you, find someone else.

Good leaders set an example for others and create a vision for the future…

They don’t do all the work.

Successful relationships will always take effort, but if you can’t relax at all with her, it’s a bad sign.

Weed ‘Em Out

So if you read this whole post, you’ve probably noticed a theme here.

All of these are signs that stem from a lack of one character trait:

Self-control.

This list is all about discerning if a girl has that one critical trait.

If she doesn’t have it, don’t try to change her, don’t make excuses for her, and please don’t waste time thinking about her. Just walk away.

And if you have a hard time doing that, ask yourself if you would help a man who acted the same way.

Sure, this may all seem cold-blooded, but when the stakes are this high, it’s always better to be safe than sorry. There is simply too much at risk when you choose a long term partner. And if you can’t trust someone you’ll eventually think about marrying, you need to end it as soon as possible.

No amount of beauty is worth the headache and embarrassment. If a woman’s actions show that she doesn’t respect you, move on and find a girl who does.

Just remember that nothing here is foolproof either. Some girls are crafty and they won’t show many of the signs listed here—but that’s okay.

The point isn’t to catch every girl who’s like this. The point is to save time by weeding out the easy ones. And once you do that, you’ll be closer to finding a girl who’s worth the investment.

So be smart, stay strong, and have a little fun too. It’s easy to get too serious about things like this, but keep a good attitude and you’ll be fine.

If you know what all to avoid, just imagine how much you can cherish a keeper.

-Drew

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beyondtheborderridiculous · 4 years ago

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[A3!] Re:FebMAGIC Part 8

It’s been a while since I last updated! Sorry about that, but I’m back with the next section~

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Izumi:

The signature curry is also popular with the customers!

Tsumugi:

Everybody said that there were many orders for it, even on the days that weren’t the glasses-themed day.

Hisoka:

The number of customers has increased since the signature curry was released.

Sakyo:

The sales are also good.

Manager:

With this, let’s make the Actor’s Cafe the most popular store!

Chikage:

An order of the curry from the signature menu?

Huh, it’s a good choice from you. I’ll praise you.

Itaru:

What do I recommend?

Gufufu... of course, it’s the Glasses Curry.

Tsumugi:

Welcome... Huh? You’re from the other store.

Izumi:

The Dazzling (Star) BOYS...!

Sakyo:

What? Did you come all the way here to become an experiment?

Karasuma:

Huh, there’s quite a lot of customers.

Rival Store Actor A:

It seems that you have a good reputation lately, so we came to check it out.

Karasuma:

That said, it’s nothing like our store.

Homare:

This is also very popular, so we won’t lose~!

Besides the signature curry, see here, there are various dishes...

Kazunari:

Arisugawa-kun, the menu is upside down.

Hisoka:

Your shop is also popular and amazing.

Itaru:

Oops Mikage-dono, excuse m--.

*Bump*

Hisoka:

Oi, did you come to pick a fight? Haa?

Karasuma:

Ha, just ‘cause your customers increased a little, you’re competing with our store...

Manager:

Everyone, its’ almost Theater Time!

Please go get ready!

Chikage:

Let’s see how long you can keep that look.

Karasuma:

Wha...

Chikage:

Since you’re here, you may as well enjoy Theater Time.

Izumi:

The theme for today is “Valentine’s with Glasses.”

Then please go ahead!

Hisoka:

“It’s Valentine’s Day.”

Tsumugi:

“Aa, I’m thinking of approaching my love with a gift.”

“I’m going to give them the chocolate and bouquet that I chose with my whole heart, and then tell them, ‘...I love you.’”

Homare:

“What...! As expected of you~”

Itaru:

“It’s just like an anime movie.

If I could do that to that cute girl...”

Sakyo:

“Fu, I overheard your story. Do you want to use this?

A special love medicine developed by me!”

Kazunari:

“You are from the Faculty of Science...!”

Tsumugi:

“A love drug? It’s an interesting presentation, but... I refuse.

I wouldn’t be happy if they liked me because of the medicine.”

Itaru:

“Yeah. ...She’s, even if I don’t use the medicine, someone who understands me.”

“I like her... I like her. Therefore, when I convey my feelings, I want to use my own power to convey it properly!”

Homare:

“Me too...! I may be an idiot, but I’m being careful not to confuse sugar with salt, and making chocolate with all my heart...!”

“So, I want to hand over my feelings of love to her~!”

Female Customer A:

Tsumugi-san, so cool...!

Female Customer B:

Otaku Itaru-san, so kyun kyun*...!

Clumsy Homare-san is also cute~~!

Izumi:

(Yes! Everyone’s unusual glasses characters are also popular...!)

Sakyo:

“Tch, it’s a boring lot.”

Tsumugi:

“You say that, but is there not someone who also interests you?

You know, that girl you’re often with.”

Sakyo:

“Wha... Ah, she’s just an experimental body!

It’s just because I’m interested as a scientist that I’m with her.”

“So this feeling is... being in love.”

Chikage:

“Huh, you’re saying something interesting.”

Itaru:

“Utsuki-dono?”

Chikage:

“But, does the love drug really work? Shall I try it out?

How about on the girl the chairman likes?”

Kazunari:

“Wha...!? Do you have a grudge against me?

I won’t allow it, I’ll absolutely protect her.”

“And even if you don’t use the love medicine, she’ll come around.

...I seriously like her.”

Chikage:

“Huuuh, well, it sounded interesting, so I just want to try it on someone. Then how about the girl Mikage likes?”

Mikage:

“Eh!?”

Homare:

“E-everyone calm down... eh, ah ah!

Waah!”

*Bump*

Hisoka:

“Don’t play around, Utsuki.

Her chocolate and heart are mine. I’m not giving it to anyone!”

Chikage:

“Haha, sorry sorry. Just kidding, don’t be like that.

Look, it’s Mikage’s glasses.”

Hisoka:

“...Ha!? H-how embarrassing...”

Sakyo:

“It shouldn’t be used to make fun of people, but to use it for the one you care about.”

Chikage:

“Fu, stop that.”

“...You’ve been eavesdropping since before. It’s boring.

Well, maybe you didn’t mean to.”

“Hey, of course you’re going to make me chocolate, right?

...I won’t let you tell me that you won’t make it.”

Female Customers:

Kyaaaa~~~!

Izumi:

(Hmm, Chikage-san’s Super S character... As expected...)

Female Customer A:

It was funny~!

Female Customer B:

The Theater Time at this shop is really the best!

I want to come see it again!

Female Customer C:

Let’s do it! Let’s invite the others next time!

Karasuma:

Ku...

Rival Store Actor B:

Tch...

Karasuma:

If you think that you’ll succeed like this, big mistake!

I’ll definitely beat this cafe and crush it!

*Door Chimes*

Homare:

They seem to want to destroy this store and make their’s the number one...

Itaru:

They left with hater words...

Sakyo:

That’s not the problem.

Karasuma:

Damn it.

They’re in good shape!

Rival Store Actor A:

Oi, Karasuma.

If that case...

Rival Store B:

Aa, that’s right.

Karasuma:

...

Kazunari:

Bad new bad news~!

Tsumugi:

Kazu-kun, what’s wrong?

Kazunari:

It says on the net that the Actor’s Cafe’s service is the worst, and that the food isn’t delicious. We’re getting a bad rep!

Izumi:

Eeh!?

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*kyun is what Japanese use to describe the feeling of your chest tightening, or your face suddenly blushing, usually to a romantic interest. It’s a pretty otaku word though, so I decided to leave it as is.

As I was making this post, I realized that a lot of my links on the other posts for the translations only led to Part 1. So sorry about that guys! I’ll try to fix it as soon as I can!

#a3!#mankai a3!#act! addict! actors!#a3! translation #re:febMAGIC #chikage utsuki #sakyo furuichi #itaru chigasaki #kazunari miyoshi #hisoka mikage #tsumugi tsukioka #fan translation #ridiculoustrash

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youngboy-oldmind · 4 years ago

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ALBUM REVIEW: Late Registration

 “So they asked me…Why you call it Late Registration Ye?/Cause we taking these motherf***ers back to school!”

Hip-hop trail blazer and Chicago legend Mr. Kanye West follows up his status-establishing album The College Dropout with a sophomore project that proves he’s far from a one hit wonder, relishing in his own league of musical production, lyricism, and soul touching artistry.

Overall Thoughts

I mentioned in an earlier post that Late Registration is my favorite album by Kanye, so it shouldn’t be a surprise that I can endlessly rave about it. In 70 minutes, Late Registration(LR) utilizes the perfect number of skits, Grade-A featured verses from Jay-Z, Nas, Lupe, Common, Paul Wall, Cam’Ron, and Consequence, and a stellar instrumentation that combines old-school soul samples and flawless string orchestration. It also doesn’t hurt that film score composer and record producer Jon Brion helped produce some of the best tracks (Gold Digger, Roses, We Major).

Kanye elevated his pen game on this 2005 classic record. Before he made albums, he was already a solid writer and could definitely put together a verse. On LR, he exceeded to a new level, talking about himself, success, survival, while matching the prophetic vibe of “Jesus Walks” on tracks like “Diamonds From Sierra Leone”, “Roses”, and “Crack Music”. On top of these commentary tracks, he produced the tear-jerking track “Hey Mama”, my favorite dedication-to-mother songs in hip hop period.

I should also acknowledge the skits in LR. Through 4 clips, a story unfolds in a fraternity: Broke Phi Broke. In the four skits, they chant their various financial difficulties and struggles with a sense of pride. And in the final skit, we see Kanye get kicked out of the fraternity for being caught having new shoes in his closet. This is not only hilarious, but a clever commentary on his progress/success, and separation from the common plight and status of black men. Also, the topic of the skits excellently transition to the next song. Skit #1 talks about not having gas money, and the next song is “Drive Slow”; Skit #2 just repeats “broke, broke, broke, broke”, and the next two songs are “Diamonds from Sierra Leone” and “We Major”, both thematically about money and success. Skit #3 ends with a joke about not affording Christmas trees and the mother pretending to be one, and the next song is “Hey Mama”. And Skit #4 ends with Kanye being removed from the frat, and the next track is “Gone”. Expert skit placing on his part.

LR is a near perfect album; The “Empire Strikes Back” of hip hop sequels. This project has a song for any mood and definitely makes my top 10 favorite albums.

Album Breakdown

LR can be broken down into five section, each with their own distinct topics and tones, and separated by the four skits. These sections are:

Section 1: The Hits (Wake Up Mr. West) - Heard ‘Em Say, Touch The Sky, Gold Digger Section 2: Introspection (Skit #1) - Drive Slow, My Way Home, Crack Music, Roses, Bring Me Down, Addiction Section 3: Claim to Success (Skit #2) - Diamonds From Sierra Leone (Remix), We Major Section 4: Family Business (Skit #3) - Hey Mama, Celebration Section 5: Late Departure (Skit #4) - Gone, Diamonds From Sierra Leone (Bonus), Late

Section 1- The Hits

This section kicks off the album with bang after bang after bang. West and Adam Levine team up on the opening track “Heard Em Say” to lay down two themes of the album: Everything happens for a reason and nothing in life is guaranteed. He says several times “Nothing’s ever promised tomorrow today” accompanied by Levine’s harmonies that echo simultaneous sadness and hope. West also talks about some of the plagues African Americans, including low wages, AIDS, police harassment, admiration of drug dealers, and the pursuit of money and success. While talking about these inherently depressing topics, there’s a twang of hope and faith; there’s an energy of overcoming those obstacles and maintaining the belief that things will turn out alright.

In a 180 degree flip, the next track “Touch The Sky” completely contrasts the mellow mood of “Heard ‘Em Say”. With exhilarating trumpets sampled from Curtis Mayfield, West and Lupe bring an energy of celebrating success; reminiscing on the where they were before they got to the height they are now. A year before his debut classic Food and Liquor, Lupe spits one of the best verses on the album; matching Kanye’s energy while outshining him with his lyricism.

“Gold Digger”, possibly his most famous song, needs no introduction. This iconic track sampling Ray Charles’ I Got a Woman” is known by deep cut hip hop fans and mainstream fans alike. Jamie Foxx’s vocals on the chorus yelling “I Gotta Leave!” and Kanye’s verses about this girl who only wants him for his money makes an entertaining story but also indicates his new found status. He went from songs about not having money, to songs about dealing with a woman who only want him for his money. Talk about a bragging.

Section 2- Introspection

After two bop tracks we get “Drive Slow”, a track more mellow and laid back than the intro. Through a multitude of car metaphors, Kanye and Paul Wall talk about taking things slow, not to rush things, whether its spending money or sleeping with girls. Generally a middle of the road song for me. Nothing mind blowing but definitely easy to listen to.

In “My Way Home” we get a short, 16-line verse from Chicago all-time great Common, who talks about the struggles of the hood being home. This contrasts the hopeful tone on “Heard Em Say”, introducing a tone of relief he’s out that situation and he’s not going back. Fun fact: this is actually Common’s song that he decided not to add to his album Go!, which is why it just sounds like Common’s song instead of a Kanye song featuring Common. The slowed down samples vocals create a groove that almost makes you forget this is a sad song.

“Crack Music”, one of my favorites, paints an analogy to crack addiction and hip hop, hence the title. The Game brings a unique aggressiveness to the hook, which pairs well with the choir on chorus. However, the final leg of the song introduces an unsettledness: shakiness in the vocals, music freezes, and Malik Yusef delivers a poem that still gives me goosebumps to this day. The voice of legendary Charlie Wilson harmonizes perfectly with the chorus as well.

Next up we hear “Roses”, another instrumental masterpiece with Patti Labelle’s vocals and a Bill Wither’s sample on the chorus. West talks about the hospitalization of his Grandmother and the tightness/unity of his family. I love the quietness that plays during the verses and then the kick of the drums in the chorus. That excellently helps emphasize the intimacy of the situation.

Unfortunately, this leads into “Bring Me Down”, which is my least favorite track. Brandy’s vocals and Jon Brion’s instrumental are perfect, but it seems wasted on West’s verse. It’s disappointing to hear the epic strings and orchestration accompanied by Kanye saying weak lines like “There’ll always be haters, that’s the way it is/Hater n*****s marry hater b**ches and have hater kids” and “Yo girl don’t like me, how long has she been gay/Spanish girls say ‘Yo, no hablo ingles’”. The track honestly would’ve been better as an interlude with just Bandy’s singing, similar to “My Way Home” with just Common. But, the addition of West’s lyrics actually makes the song weaker.

Luckily, the project picks up with “Addiction”. However, I’ll admit I’m not a fan of lyrically. This isn’t a track where West is trying to demonstrate any lyrical expertise, so I’m not expecting a load of double entendres and layered meanings and mind-blowing messages. However, even for a surface level track, hearing him fake-stutter became a little annoying. But I like the topic of the song; him being addicted to all three “money, girls, and weed”. Although the topic and lyricism isn’t unique, it was at least entertaining.

Section 3- Claim to Success

Following the second skit, we get “Diamonds From Sierra Leone (Remix)” with hall of fame rapper Jay-Z. This track is interesting because Kanye and Jay don’t discuss the same topic. Kanye talks about his conflict with buying diamonds, knowing they’re Blood Diamonds and his purchase of them could result in the killing of Africans, of whom he’s a descendant. On the flip side, Jay talks about his label and his success. Although Kanye’s verse has more substance, I think Jay’s verse was better. There’s one particular set of lines I’ve always loved

“This ain’t no tall order, this is nothing to me/ Difficult takes a day, impossible takes a week/I could do this in my sleep/ I sold kilos of coke, I’m guessing I can sell CDs/ I’m not a businessman, I’m a business, man /Let me handle my business, damn”

Then we get the top tier track “We Major”, which is the album’s best collaboration up to this point. Jon Brion shines again with the instrumental, creating this epic atmosphere of accomplishments. Really Doe and Tony Williams illuminate the chorus with the vocals, while Kanye comes through with poeticism he hadn’t reached since “Heard ‘Em Say”. I want to add a quote of my favorite part of his verse, but it would be half the verse. And to top that, Nas comes through with an even STRONGER verse, a contender for the best verse on the album, competing with Lupe on “Touch the Sky” and Common on “My Way Home”. And to top THAT off, the last few minutes are basically Jon Brion, Warryn Campbell, and Tony Williams showing off their expertise while Kanye shouts them out, along with The Roc and his label, G.O.O.D. Music. His vocals during this part are echoed so it feels like the listener is at a concert. You could have headphones on in a quiet room and feel like you’re soaring. Easily a top 10 song in West’s career.

Section 4- Family Business

After the height of Diamonds From Sierra Leone and We Major, the record dies down and returns to mellowness, continuing with the heart-string-pulling “Hey Mama”. Here, we get West’s lyricism reminiscent of the College Dropout style. This definitely was a poem or song he’d written prior to this project. As I said earlier, one of my favorite mother-dedicating songs in all of hip hop.

The next song, “Celebration”, is one of my favorites on the album. The lyrics aren’t impressive; West goofily slant rhymes “wild” and “endowed” at one point. He just discusses drinking, girls, and the accidental birth of his kid through a busted condom. However, I believe it’s the placement of the song on the record that makes me love it so much. After hearing the epic-ness of songs like “Touch The Sky”, “Diamonds From Sierra Leone”, and “We Major”, this song feels like an after party. An intimate gathering that allows West and the listener to reflect a little, over another brilliant composition by Jon Brion. And while the verses are nothing to look twice at, the chorus is serene. West’s harmonization with himself improves his voice. And at barely past 3 minutes, the song is short enough where the sub-par lyrics aren’t too distracting.

Section 5- Late Departure

When I first began writing back in middle school, I used to rap to the instrumental for “Gone”. This song is foundational to my hip hop appreciation and extremely underrated. To start, the Otis Redding sample is perfect. Jon Brion again combines his expertise with West to create a beat that evolves as it progresses, increasing in complexity and instrumentation. The verses improve with song as well, Kanye delivering the first and last, while Cam’ron and Consequence deliver excellent verses in the middle. Between Consequence’s verse and Kanye’s final verse, we hear the beat breakdown and evolve even more, building up to a final verse that leaves the listener speechless. West reflects about a multitude topics: being so innovative that his labels won’t approve his ideas, wanting to leave public light, his come up from being broke just wanting to upgrade from his “cheap ass sofa”, leaving his hometown that had nothing to offer him, inspiring new artists, never selling out, and ultimately showing he’s no longer on-call for anybody to use him. He’s established enough to choose his company and produce as he pleases. This is a perfect culmination of the themes throughout the album, and is the perfect closer.

Now, I say that with hesitation because technically there are two more songs on the record: The original “Diamonds From Sierra Leone” without Jay-Z, and “Late”. “Diamonds From Sierra Leone” is an excellent track. Instead of talking about Blood Diamonds or guilt, West talks about his writing process, feeling snubbed from awards, and ultimately himself. Definitely some of his strongest pen game on the album.

“Late” contrasts the previous song with a very calm feeling, possessing a lullaby quality. Here, he drives home the point that he’s going to be late with things he does, tying together the album title and the context of the album’s release, which was released months late. However, the lateness definitely worth the wait. It’s a toss-up between Gone and Late for which I prefer as the better closer. Gone is an epic reflection on the album’s theme and messages, and displays some of the best lyricism on the album. However, Late is a surreal, warm ending that feels like more of a winding-down end. If I HAD to choose, I’d say “Gone”. Because while both are great, I can’t imagine the project without “Gone”, whereas I could see it without “Late”.

Top 3 Songs:

1) Gone 2) We Major 3) Hey Mama

Overall Grade: A

#music review #album review #kanye west #hip hop review #hip-hop

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meadweos · 6 years ago

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Hello! I’m Ellie, this is Dorcas and I hope you enjoy this trainwreck of a soft as all hell introduction to my babe. I’m super excited to be writing here okay byeeeeeeeee.

is that LILY JAMES wearing that HUFFLEPUFF scarf ? no, it appears to be DORCAS MEADOWES who happens to be a SEVENTH year and a MUGGLEBORN !! SHE is CISFEMALE, and i heard they’re COMPASSIONATE and BENEVOLENT but might also seem NAIVE and DAMAGED. they appear to be leaning towards the side of the ORDER, but this is a conversation we should be having somewhere else. ( ellie / nineteen / gmt / she/her )

TRIGGER WARNINGS : death, injury, hospital mention, dogs.

PART ONE. BASICS / MAGICAL FULL NAME & MEANINGS : Dorcas ( GAZELLE ) Andromache ( MAN / BATTLE ) Meadowes ( LIVED IN OR NEAR A MEADOW. ) DATE OF BIRTH : November 16th. AGE : 17. ZODIAC SIGN : Scorpio. HEIGHT : 5 ft 7 in. EYE COLOR : Dark brown. LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED : Ambidextrous. FAVORITE COLOR : Light blue / black. SCHOOL : Hogwarts. BLOOD STATUS : Muggleborn. WHAT ARE THEIR PARENTS JOBS? : Her mother was a stay-at-home tutor, and her father was a doctor. ( Her aunt is a therapist. Her uncle is a lawyer. ) DO THEY HAVE ANY MAGICAL BLOOD? : Not in her immediate family. Her fifth, twice removed, much, much older cousin is a wizard (of Emeric Switch fame! Imagine that!) HOW DID THEIR MAGIC FIRST MANIFEST ITSELF? : She wanted to talk to the dogs at the local pet store, and accidentally ‘phased’ through the door. She was found half an hour later just stroking a pitbull puppy which had latched itself onto her. YEAR : Seventh year. HOUSE : Hufflepuff. PATRONUS : Panda. ( THE PANDA IS A RESOURCEFUL ANIMAL, AND THOSE WITH IT AS A PATRONUS ARE THE SAME. THEY ARE GOOD AT USING WHATEVER IS AROUND THEM, AND INCREDIBLY CREATIVE AND BRIGHT. THEY ARE FRIENDLY AND WARM, AND MANY MAY GO TO THEM FOR ADVICE OR HELP, WHICH THE PANDA WILL WILLINGLY GIVE. THEY ARE A BIT OF A HEALER BY NATURE, ENJOYING COMPANY AROUND THEM AND USING IT TO ENHANCE THEMSELVES. THEY LOVE TO EXPLORE MANY AREAS OF KNOWLEDGE AND THE WORLD, TRYING TO BROADEN THEIR HORIZONS AND KEEP THEIR MINDS OPEN. ) BOGGART : Her father, sat in the same armchair he’d always loved. His head turned towards her as he tells her it was all her fault, and the room shrinks. UPDATED: Earlier, and for very good reason, I wrote a drabble centered around what her Boggart would be for a different roleplay. It’s different than what it is now, but I’m nevertheless extremely proud of it. You can read it here. AMORTENTIA : What is it about true love, dearest? What makes everyone go wild? Is it the prospect that someone, someone whole, and unflinching, is out there - waiting for you? Waiting for your embrace, your touch? Or is it just that they are tired - tired of making homes in people and receiving nothing back? You, though. You make homes in all manner of things. And, anyway, who decided homes can’t be humans? Who decided home is a stationary concept? That your heart can’t be held in the hands of many people, that it cannot be crushed and sewn back together in a matter of minutes? Who decided that love, that great big messy concept, has to be romantic? You are as messy in love as you are in life - that is to say, you build pieces of yourself from the people around you, from the pieces of themselves they give you. The skin beneath your ear? Composed of the whispers of secrets from your first boyfriend. Your nose? Your mother’s love. The inside of your wrist? The balm of Emmeline’s arms around your body, shielding you the only way she can. No. It isn’t so impossible that love is greater than the romance. That love is so many more things. The Greeks of old always said there were many kinds of love. Eros. Agape. Philia. Storge. Ludos. Pragma. Philautia. It is these things that you, alone, recite in that dungeon. The cold seems to envelop you as you take in a breath, the tendrils of your senses magnifying. It can be overwhelming, you know, but you are not as surprised as you expect to be. Warmth, sinking between your fingertips, laps at your cheek, at your lips as you breathe out. It sticks to you, to your tongue. Like caramel and peanut butter, the batter of the cookies your aunt always makes, the s’mores that you made around the campfire just last week. Her hair, or is it her perfume (?) wafting in your direction - regardless, you stay rooted to your place. Daisies, growing wild, the way they had at home, in your back garden. The smell of old brick and something crumbling - that weird Dragonleather smell that stays in the air whenever Hagrid passes, the smell of bursting fireworks (that time that the Marauders hadn’t realized there was anyone still down the corridor) and butterbeer, warming. Your dogs breath, laughter bubbling up as you remark on the smell of toothpaste, on peppermint and mossy treebark. You’re not surprised to smell all the things that make this place home - you’re not surprised to smell that it’s not made up of just one person - just one thing, fixable - but many. Moving parts that flare up and slide away into the background of your senses. WAND : Phoenix tail feather core. 9 inches. Black Walnut. PETS : Owl, named Athena. Also owns a pitbull, the light of her life, Agape ( LOVE AND AFFECTION ) or Aggie, for short. CHARACTER INSPIRATION : Cinderella, Sonya Rostova, Izzie Stevens, Craig Middlebrooks, Ann Perkins, Ella Lopez, Jess Day, Riley Matthews, Penelope Garcia, Kara Danvers, Capheus Onyango, and Jane Villanueva. ( CHARACTER TAG HERE. )

PART TWO. ARE YOU GOOD AT… DANCING? : I certainly try. SINGING? : Yes! COOKING? : Somewhat. DUELING? : Never been better. STUDYING? : If my grades are anything to go by, yes. MAGIC? : Uh, I’d hope so.

PART THREE. HAVE YOU EVER… DRIVEN A CAR? : Yes. Not well, though. FALLEN IN LOVE? : … Yes. HAD SEX? : Yes. LAUGHED SO HARD YOU CRIED? : I don’t know anyone who enjoys their life who hasn’t. SMOKED? : ... No. DONE DRUGS? : Nope. BROKEN THE LAW? : Accidentally. KILLED SOMEONE? : No.

PART FOUR. LITTLE SECRETS BIGGEST FEAR : Losing everyone. And everything. SOMEONE YOU ADMIRE : Emme, McGonagall. SOMEONE YOU FEAR : I don’t really know. Dumbledore, when he’s mad. Whatever that ponce of a miserable Muggle hater is called. SOMEONE YOU MISS : Grandpa. Terry. My brother. Mum. Dad. SOMEONE YOU COULDN’T LIVE WITHOUT : Emme. Myself, too. SOMEONE YOU COULD KILL : Anyone who hates muggles. DO YOU WANT KIDS? : Maybe someday. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? : To the right person? Yeah. BIGGEST REGRET : Not sleeping in the same room as my brother that night. ( I could have saved him. I should have saved him. ) CAN YOU SEE THESTRALS? : Yes.

PART FIVE. FINISH THIS SENTENCE I AM… : Sleepy. Wishing Emmeline was here. I WISH… : Ice-cream could become a person. MAYBE ONE DAY… : I won’t feel this guilt anymore. SOMETIMES I… : Fall in love in the morning, and out of it by lunch. MY FAVOURITE SUBJECTS ARE… : Herbology. MY LEAST FAVOURITE SUBJECTS ARE… : History of Magic, Divination. IF I COULD DO IT AGAIN, I WOULD… : Save my brother. IF I COULD GO TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL, I WOULD CHOOSE… : Beauxbatons, not Ilvermorny. IF I COULD CHOOSE A DEATHLY HALLOW, I WOULD CHOOSE… : The Stone. ( Say it like it isn’t a mantra, Dorcas. As though it isn’t something that’s poisoned your dreams since discovering those stories may be based in reality. )

PART SIX. MISCELLANEOUS

DESCRIBE THEIR AESTHETIC IN THREE WORDS : Sea, daisies, laughter. THEME SONG : Lavender’s Blue ( CINDERELLA SOUNDTRACK - 2015. ) / Sonya Alone ( BRITTAIN ASHFORD - NATASHA, PIERRE & THE GREAT COMET OF 1812 - ORIGINAL BROADWAY CAST RECORDING. ) / Times are Hard for Dreamers (Pop Version) ( PIPPA SOO - AMELIE - ORIGINAL BROADWAY CAST RECORDING. ) TOP FIVE SONGS IN THEIR ( MODERN ) PLAYLIST : You Are Enough - Sleeping at Last, Yellow - Coldplay, When I Kissed the Teacher - ABBA, Breathe - In The Heights, & Paradise - George Ezra. VINE THAT FITS THEM : ( x ) RANDOM HEADCANONS : 1. Dorcas loves deeply. Deeply, deeply, deeply. It’s intrinsic to who she is. She’s protective, maddeningly so, and unable to sit still. She wears her heart on her sleeve, and is a nightmare when it comes to pacing herself. She knows not of patience, or of taking time to breathe. She consists solely of love - a palace built between her ribs of the people that she loves. In this, she is a typical Taurus Hufflepuff. ( x ) 2. Dorcas lost her parents at a very young age. She doesn’t often speak of it - speak about them, about the parents that she lost and the brother that she was unable to save. They were killed in a home burglary turned murder spree when she was six. They’d been meant to go on holiday, but Dorcas had come down with the stomach flu, so they’d foregone the vacation when it spread to Dorcas’s younger sister, Calliope. The only reason that Dorcas survived was that she managed to climb beneath her bed with her younger sister Calliope facing the wall, only her back visible from the opening created by the duvet. She gets stabbed three times, one of those stab wounds narrowly avoiding piercing her spleen and the major abdominal arteries. She still has the scars on her lower back. Callie was uninjured, and she was the one who managed to get to the neighbors house (by climbing out of the window from the second floor and dropping at least eleven feet). Dorcas remembers, mostly, finding out her parents and brother were murdered. The rest of it often feels incredibly foggy. She went through therapy for a number of years before she was discharged from the North West Surrey Mental Health Trust. The nightmares, today, are infrequent, but some nights are worse than others. She often takes a calming draught before she goes to sleep - provided by Madame Pomfrey at the Hospital Wing. 3. Dorcas’s best friend in the universe is Emmeline Vance. They aren’t in the same house, but that doesn’t matter. They met at eleven, on the train to Hogwarts. Dorcas, with brown hair down to her hip, and Emmeline’s hair newly cut into a bob ( her parents had gone wild at her for that one, ) and that was it. The rest, as they say, is History. If you can’t find Dorcas, she’s usually with Emmeline. 60% of her spare time is spent wherever Emmeline is. They’re one another’s great loves. She doesn’t know what she’d be without Emme. 4. Dorcas wants to be a Herbologist or a Healer when she graduates. She’s not sure how likely that plan is to succeed with everything going on - how far she’ll get before she abandons it all to help the people that she wants to help, desperately. As it stands, 40% of her spare time is spent either in the Potions classroom or the Herbology classroom - Potions is a required course for becoming a Healer. 5. If this were a modern AU, Dorcas’d totally be a theater kid. She’d also be that kid that is always making scrapbooks - always half finishing projects, the one that has too many cacti and exotic plants in the corner of her room. She’d keep her phone on her, always, lockscreen always changing. She’d love bands like Little Mix and butcher the Spanish when she tried to sing songs like Despacito. 6. FUTURE: Dorcas manages to live through the Wizarding War ( well, mostly ) without casting the Killing Curse. She’s fast, she’s quick, and she doesn’t stand still. She’s often the one coming careening past the others, ducking beneath their outstretched arms as light - green, red, blue, yellow - is cast against the ground. She Apparates in and out, as though her being there is a mirage. People, injured, bystanders, disappear from where they’d been only seconds before, as soon as her hand secures around anywhere she can grip on. She works with trembling hands, to heal those that she can. Four separate times she manages to Apparate away from under Voldemort’s nose. The first time is with her arm hooked under Fabian Prewett, his unconscious body bruised and the cut on his arm infected with what she suspects is a modified strain of the venom of the Venomous Tentacula. The second time is with a handful of wands - all belonging to fellow Order members. The third time is with Dedalus Diggle. He’s a handful, that time, splaying limbs, cracking as they twist around. They have a spell maker in their midst but Dorcas is the only one that can sooth the pain, to make it all more bearable while they try and fix it. The fourth time is with Emmeline. Emme’s far too headstrong for her own good, and knows how rare it is that Voldemort himself makes an appearance. Dorcas is the one that breaks Bellatrix’s focus - the Cruciatus curse trained on her best friend, on her Emmeline, flickers when Dorcas passes, a blur of black leather and hair tied up in a bun, bangs hanging low and the light long since dimmed in her eyes. When Emmeline comes to, the pain still ricochets through her bones, and Dorcas is powerless to help. It takes days for the aftershocks to fade. The faintest roar of rage is still heard in Dorcas’s brain. She’s just too slow, in the end, to save herself, although she doesn’t try. She’s not ready, but she is. She’s not happy, but she is. She knew there was only one way this could end. The one incapable of love striking down the one composed entirely of it is the only end that makes sense in a world at war - in a world in which war stories are not one of morals. War stories are made of absolute and uncompromising allegiance to obscenity and evil. It just takes her years to realize. Years to reconcile. Being soft does not make her immune to this. Being alive doesn’t. She is happy, but it is not a happy ending. No - it’s a very sad beginning.

#sac:intro #wc will be up somewhere soon #skdfnskjdf

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queensofrap · 7 years ago

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The Year of Cardi B - She went from stripping to becoming the breakout star of 2017. So what's she worried about?

Cardi B is butt-naked in the doorway of her hotel bathroom, yelling about her vagina. On a mid-October evening, she's readying herself for a college show in Baltimore, and the toiletries provided by the hotel aren't to her liking. "That soap gave me the yeast infection of 2017!" she hollers in her thick Bronx accent. "My pussy was burnin' like a Mexican taco!"

It takes all of 10 seconds in Cardi B's presence to be reminded of the sheer force and hilarity of her personality. Simply being Cardi B, at maximum volume, made her a star – first on Instagram, then on the VH1 reality show Love & Hip-Hop: New York – before she'd recorded any music at all, let alone knocked Taylor Swift from the top of the pop charts with the sly swagger of her single "Bodak Yellow." She is the people's diva – or "the strip-club Mariah Carey," as she once rapped – unfiltered in a way the world often doesn't allow female stars to be. In a culture reshaped by streaming and social media, where the kids, without much corporate nudging, get to decide who the stars are, Cardi B is what you get.

Yesterday, Cardi turned 25.  She took a rare day off, hanging  with her entire family – sister, parents, cousins – at her mother's house. But she missed her boyfriend (now fiancé), Offset of Migos, who was touring in Australia. "I was sad, because it's like, 'Oh, my gosh, I'm not getting no dick on my birthday,'" says Cardi, whose bedazzled acrylic nails are decorated with tiny reproductions of Offset paparazzi shots. "But I wasn't going to get dick on my birthday anyway, because I got my period."

She finds a cleanser she can deal with and hops into the shower, before slipping into a bright-red spacesuit-inspired Milano di Rouge jumpsuit, complete with a yellow patch that reads "Safe sex saves lives," part of the designer's anti-HIV initiative. She glances at it and arches her eyebrows. "Girl," she says, "I don't even use a condom."

It may not seem like it, but this is actually a newer, more cautious Cardi B. After a few social-media controversies – including when she was justly called out for a since-deleted tweet that referred to Kim Jong Un as "Won Tung Soup" – she is trying to learn to hold back a bit. "I used to tell myself that I will always be myself," she says. But she worries that she's going back on that vow. "Little by little, I'm feeling like I'm getting trapped and muted."

Her life is changing fast. She put out her first mixtape, Gangsta Bitch Music, Vol. 1, in March last year, back when she was still Love & Hip-Hop's breakout star. It was a gloriously raw and raunchy introduction that cashed in on her TV catchphrases with songs like "Washpoppin'" and "Foreva." She released Vol. 2 in January this year, five months before announcing a major-label contract with Atlantic Records.

In June came "Bodak Yellow," named in homage to Florida rapper Kodak Black, whose song "No Flockin'" inspired its flow. "Bodak Yellow" is an unlikely Number One: a tough trap song with zero concessions to the mainstream, or even anything like a conventional pop hook. In a year when the youth power of streaming services, which now count toward chart positions, is changing the very meaning of pop, she's become the first female rapper to score a solo Number One since Lauryn Hill in 1998. Not bad for someone who initially pursued rapping as a way to monetize her reality fame. ("I said, 'TV don't make you rich,'" recalls her manager, Shaft, who once produced Lil' Kim. "'You gotta sell something! Waist trainers, hair, something.'")

The pressure is building. Her once-carefree social-media presence has drifted toward moody reflections about the downsides of fame. She's stressed about creating a debut album – the very word "album" makes her wince – that can live up to "Bodak Yellow" and the best of her mixtape tracks, not to mention the challenge of creating singles that can keep her on the charts and avoid one-hit-wonderdom. There is a chorus of doubters in her head, she acknowledges, and it sounds something like this: "Can she make another hit, can she make another hit?"

She fears failure, and paints a vivid picture of what it might look like: "If you go broke and lose your career, it's bad – and everybody is talkin' shit about it! At least if you lose your 9-to-5 you don't got millions of people judging you and talking shit while you lost your job."

Seven years ago, Cardi B was convinced she'd already failed at life. To please her mom, she was studying at a Manhattan community college with plans to become a history teacher. Born Belcalis Almanzar, she'd grown up in the Bronx's Highbridge neighborhood, and she was struggling to survive financially on her own. "It was just very sad," she says, uncharacteristically subdued. She's in the back seat of a black SUV on her way to a performance at Baltimore's Morgan State University, and the college setting is bringing back memories. "It was very frustrating – you have to pay for everything. When I finally got a job at Amish Market, I had to debate, 'Do I wanna go to class or do I wanna finish my shift?'"

She dropped out after two semesters, and soon took up stripping – a career move helpfully suggested by her Amish Market boss. "A lot of people wonder, 'Why would anybody want to be a dancer?'" she says. "Because there's money!" She used some of her stripping cash to briefly return to school. "I kept missing classes," she says, "and quit because I felt like I was already failing. It was such a disappointment."

Her strict Trinidadian mother worked seven days a week at a local college; her Dominican father, who separated from her mom when Cardi was 13, was "the cool parent," she says. For Cardi, his experience doing "different things in the streets" was a cautionary tale. "That's why I be so careful with my money and always try to invest. I see people who have it all and then lose it."

As a kid, Cardi had a sense that she was destined to do something creative, which led her to a performing-arts school on the Bronx's east side. She tried acting and singing (though she was convinced all of her classmates were better), wrote some poetry. But she'd also crack up friends and boyfriends by rewriting songs by, say, Beyoncé to make them "waaay sluttier." That hobby caught Shaft's attention years later, leading him to encourage her to pursue rapping seriously.

Until then, Cardi B relied on her abilities to charm and to hustle to pay the bills. And it worked: She quickly broke 100,000 Instagram followers in her strip-club days, expanding outward from her loyal customers, mostly on the strength of playful videos – "sucking dick" and scamming men were favored topics.

After Shaft suggested rapping, he began making beats for her at home, and helped her find a lyrical voice that matched the charm of her delivery.

But Cardi – who calls herself "a negative person" – had to overcome her own skepticism. She thought hard about her subject matter (her first single: "Stripper Hoe"), determined to defy haters "expecting me to drop something trash. It just made me, like, 'Aha, I gotta study these other rappers,'" she says. "Study how to do something different from them. You know all these female rappers, they talking about they money, they talking about they cars, so it's like, what's something that I enjoy? I enjoy fights!"

A few hours after the show, Cardi B is back in her hotel room, still wearing her red jumpsuit. She's curled up in the bed, blankets piled on top of her, talking about the future in a tone that's almost resigned. "I cannot turn my life back around," she muses. "I'm already a public figure, I'm famous. … It's like, I might as well keep it going, might as well make the money. People are always going to talk shit – I cannot make myself unfamous."

She's faced an impressively varied set of criticisms and unsolicited opinions. She's been accused of not being a real lyricist ("I'm not trying to be"); of somehow "not being black" because of her Latina heritage and light skin ("It gets to the point that you ask yourself, 'Damn, what the fuck am I?'"); of sleeping her way to the top ("I always had sex appeal – and niggas still give me a hard time"). The rapper Azealia Banks has quarreled with her, but Cardi B has tried hard not to play into the narrative that female rappers can't get along. "It's not even the female rappers that are catty, it's the fans," she says. "They just want that beef."

Her in-progress album is never far from her thoughts. "I got six, seven solid songs that I like, but I wonder if a month from now, I'm going to change my mind." All the looming expectations, she admits, are making it harder to come up with songs. "It's not as fun to do music," she says. "My mind doesn't flow as free 'cause I have so much on my mind."

She's aiming to mix the Spanish and reggae music of her youth with the trap sound that's inescapable at the moment, putting in late nights with her "Bodak Yellow" producer, J. White, and dancehall specialist Rvssian. She freely acknowledges she's chasing hits. "It's so sad to say, and I don't want to be the one to say it, but you gotta follow the trend," she says. "This generation loves to get high. They love to be on drugs. This is why they on that shit: They don't want to think about what you're saying."

She cites Kendrick Lamar and J. Cole as rappers who still write brilliant, conscious lyrics – some part of her might want to try to follow suit, but she feels like she couldn't get away with it. "A bitch like me, it might not work out for me," she says, "so I'm going to stick to trapping."

It's barely past midnight in Cardi's hotel room, and she is already exhausted. "I'm an old-ass girl now," she says with a sigh, head on a pillow. For all her outrageousness – she finished her show tonight by hopping offstage and twerking in the audience – she's not much of a partier. She stopped smoking weed at 21 because it interfered with her increasing fame and accompanying schedule. She had taken Molly as a confidence booster before stripping but doesn't need it anymore. She rarely drinks. "If I drink," she says, "it's like, my man is gonna be around, and I'm gonna have sex."

She's been with Offset since a chance meeting with him in New York in February – just after Migos scored their own Number One with "Bad and Boujee." "We polish each other," she says, noting they confer on music-biz questions. "I could always ask him, 'Do you think this is OK to do? Do you think I'm getting tricked?'"

She hasn’t been shy about the ups and downs in her relationship with Offset, like the night in October when she seemed to break up and make up with him on Instagram in the course of several hours. She also hasn’t been shy about her intentions to marry him — and, a few days before Halloween, Offset made her dreams come true, popping the question at a Philly concert with a raindrop-shaped ring. She knows she wants to have a family. "I need to make money for my family and my future family," she says. "I'm not a YOLO person. I think 25 years from now. I think about my future kids, future husband, future house."

And where exactly will she be in 25 years? She smiles dreamily, and says, "I see myself cursin' at my kids."

#cardi b #rap #rolling stone magazine #hiphop #hip hop #female rapper #female rap #rapper

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1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

Not unless you countunattainable manga/anime men (L, Yato, Levi Ackerman, Lelouch Lamperouge) or deceasedhistorical figures (Alexander Hamilton, Mozart, Beethoven)

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgivethem?

Oh, man…I need to,but I don’t think I’m quite there yet. :/

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

Cats! Also, Cardi B’s“EeeOOOOw” sound that she made that one time. :D

4: What’s something you really want right now?

A piano/the time andability to continue taking voice lessons

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

I don’t think so.

6: Do you like the beach?

Very much so! I’mpart Greek, so it’s in my blood.

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

Not that I can recall.

8: What’s the background on your cell?

A picture ofmanga!Naomi Misora

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

Umm…not sure Iunderstand this question…

10: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

Already answered!

11: Who was the last person whose phone number you added toyour contacts?

A fellow grad student

12: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

Emotional pain (oneof the worst experiences)

13: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

Probably an artmuseum

14: Are you tired?

YES (always lol)

15: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

First in terms ofalphabetical order? About 4 years

16: Would you ever consider getting back together with anyof your exes?

N/A (Sadly, I’ve beensingle all my life)

17: If you knew you had the right person, would you marrythem today?

I’d never rush a bigdecision like that. I’d need to give the matter careful consideration and talkthings over with my significant other and a few trusted advisors.

18: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

One on my left wrist

19: Is there a certain quote you live by?

Already answered! Toadd on to my previous response, I also love the motto “Do the next rightthing.” I’m fairly certain that this is an A.A. slogan.

20: What’s on your mind?

Already answered!

21: Do you have any tattoos?

Nah. I’m a sissy whenit comes to pain.

22: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

Heaven only knows. :D

23: Who are you texting?

Some of my closefriends from undergrad.

24: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going tohappen and you were right?

Oh yes; on multipleoccasions.

25: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talkto?

Mmm…not really. Idon’t consider myself a man-hater, but I don’t tend to form close relationshipswith guys.

26: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

That would be neat,but I don’t believe so.

27: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yes. They’re blue andfairly large, so, at the risk of sounding vain, I consider them to be my bestfeature.

28: Were you single on Valentines Day?

Yep!

29: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Not really

30: Have you ever cried over a text?

No, but I’ve comepretty close.

31: Where’s your last bruise located?

Right elbow

32: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere reallybad?

Lecture hall duringBiochem. That class was unspeakably dull.

33: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

My best friend (wewere Facetiming)

34: Do you wear hats if you’re having a bad hair day?

35: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

Noooo. My head is waytoo big to pull that off, so I’d just look like a massive baby. :D

36: Do you make supper for your family?

No; I’m not thegreatest cook.

37: Does your bedroom have a door?

No (I live in a studioapartment)

38: Does anything on your body hurt?

39: Are goodbyes hard for you?

Sometimes. It dependson how close I am to the person and how long it will be before I can see themagain.

40: How is your hair?

Straight(ish), slightlyfrizzy, dirty blonde

41: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

No; I’m glad to behome!

42: Is there one person in your life that can always makeyou smile?

Yes! My best friend.:)

43: What was your last thought before you went to bed lastnight?

“I just spent 30minutes on Pinterest, but I have no regrets.”

44: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gottendisappointed in the end?

Of course. One time,I busted my tail studying for an organic chemistry exam and barely squeaked bywith a 70. I was beyond salty.

45: How old will you be in 5 months?

46: Where is your Mum right now?

In the kitchen washingdishes

47: Have you held hands with somebody in the past threedays?

48: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

None (assuming we’retalking about actual people rather than fictional characters)

49: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3days?

Nope!

50: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

In terms of romanticliking? Nah

51: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

Of course! I’d bereally concerned and urge them to stop. If they didn’t, I’d consider thatgrounds for breaking up.

52: Who was your last received call from?

Best friend

53: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

Sadly, yes. Somepeople can be fickle and treacherous. :/

54: Do you get along with girls?

Very well! Practicallyall of my most substantial, rewarding emotional attachments have been withwomen, whether mentors, teachers, or friends. That’s probably one of the reasonswhy I loved attending a women’s college. Girls are awesome!

55: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to knowthe truth?

Hmm…I tend to be veryself-contained, so I’m often reluctant to let people see the uglier/more unpleasantaspects of my personality. So maybe in that sense.

56: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

Music,reading, talking with friends, writing, fandom-related stuff, food

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Blackpink “ the album “ my personal review on songs with little song for every mood !! The reviews will be like 1-10 on songs !

1.”HOW YOU LIKE THAT”

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Listen to it when: you need a confidence boost

Key Lyrics: “Those dark days when I was trapped / You should have ended me when you still have a chance”

“How You Like That” is a song that positively oozes with sass, and with lyrics about finding self-love in the face of those who might enjoy your downfall, it’s a helpful self-esteem boost for anyone who has been in a dark place. The track starts off soft and vulnerable, only for the chorus to arrive with a powerful beat drop. “How You Like That” lets you know that you are in for an audacious ride

My review - 7/10

This song is really good and powerful . It Great song start over album defiantly boost your mood right on up.

2. “ICE CREAM” (FT. SELENA GOMEZ)”

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: flirtatious

Key Lyrics: “Even in the sun, you know I keep it icy / You could take a lick, but it's too cold to bite me”

Just like the title suggests, the song is sugar, spice, naughty, and nice! But what else would you expect from a track co-written by Ariana Grande and Victoria Monét, among others? Fittingly, “Ice Cream” makes many light, tasty dessert metaphors: Blackpink are approaching their guys with grown-women energy and are not being shy in their approach of what they want.

My reviews - 9/10 -

Most people doesn’t like song because no change in sound of music . I honestly really love song and like how Blackpink and Selena gone match together so well.

3.”PRETTY SAVAGE”

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: brazen

Key Lyrics: “Yeah, we some bitches you can’t manage”

Lisa, Jennie, Jisoo, and Rosé are making it very clear that they aren’t bothered by what people think of them. In fact, they find the criticism laughable and are not pulling any punches as they curse at their haters. “Pretty Savage” makes it clear that you can call out their weight, popularity, and attitudes all you like. You are the one with the problem.

My reviews -9.8/10

One favorite songs from album. I love how sassy this song is and fact they dissed their haters on the song.

4. “BET YOU WANNA” (FT. CARDI B)

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: seductively cute

Key Lyrics: “From the club to the tub, you said you wanna / Give me an all-night hug, I bet you wanna”

“Bet You Wanna” is a seductive, come-hither track carefully disguised as a carefree bop that you’ll want to have playing in the background as you get ready for a night out — whenever we can safely do that again. The girls slyly sing about “all-night hugs” and wanting to be taken to “paradise,” which leaves listeners understanding their flirty sex appeal amid a PG setting. Cardi even toned down her verse, but the intent is still there: “Grab my waistline, but don't ever waste me,” she raps.

My reviews - 6.8 / 10

I like that all English song. Jisoo did so good in the song but it’s now most favorites song off album. I’ll will listen to it tho. Cuz I love This girls so much

5. “LOVESICK GIRLS”

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: heartbroken and needing to dance

Key Lyrics: “Didn't wanna be a princess, I'm priceless / A prince not even on my list / Love is a drug that I quit”

This bass-heavy electro-pop song finds the four members singing about the fact that they were “born to be alone” while lamenting the loss of a relationship. They appear to be dancing on the borders of two of the five stages of grief, anger and denial, but who hasn’t gone through those emotions when going through a breakup?

My reviews - 10/10

I love this song so much. The Mv is amazing . I like retro 80’s feel to song. Can’t wait see dance to this song and comeback stages

6.”CRAZY OVER YOU”

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: possessive

Key Lyrics: “I know I have enemies / Long as you’re into me / But I don’t care ‘cause I got what I need”

All’s fair in love and war, and here, the ladies of Blackpink are preparing for battle over their love interests. They also don’t care if they make enemies, or in Lisa’s words, if you think they are “loco.” They what they want, and on this dizzying carousel of a pop gem, they’re going to get it.

My reviews - 10/10

I love song so much. My favorite all English song on the album . I love mood of song plus Rosé and Jisoo vocals slayed . I like lisa and Jennie rap in this song

7. “LOVE TO HATE ME”

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Listen to it when you’re: not stressing about the haters

Key Lyrics: “Stressing over nothing, baby relax / Why you getting angry? I’ma kick back / Only thing I think about is big stacks”

“Love To Hate Me” is a no-nonsense song about dealing with a jealous, “stupid” ex who see your success as a threat instead of a celebration. Just like every song on this album, Blackpink’s intentions are clear: “You ain’t worth my love if you only love to hate me.

My reviews- 9.9 /10

Love this song . What made go high in numbers

Is Lisa rap . The best one yet !

8. YOU NEVER KNOW”

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Listen to it when you’re feeling: vulnerable

Key Lyrics: “The brighter that light gets, the longer my shadow becomes / Can I look back when it gets too bright?"

The Album ends with a heartfelt ballad, as Blackpink urge listeners to have tolerance and empathy on what’s probably the most emotional song of the eight. They may be the most popular girl group at the moment, but there are days when things get overwhelming, and as they remind us, you will never know what they have been through. The song ends with triumph but serves as a reminder that we all need to be careful before we pass judgment on anyone.

My reviews - 10/10

This song is emotional and one best ballad songs!!

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Getting Into My OC

A comprehensive breakdown of your OC.

Thank you to the wonderful @ellenembee for tagging me with this! I’m going to do Finley from Andraste’s Witch and Weslyn and Nicole from Tales of Mysdrym.

Thank you so much for the tag!

NAME: None, though she calls herself Finley as of the Conclave

AGE: 27 at the time of the conclave

GENDER: Female

ORIENTATION: pan

PROFESSION: Wilds’ Apostate

BACKGROUND:

Finley’s father was a heartless maleficar and her mother was an abomination. The demon inside her mother was a third parent of sorts, the only one who cared for her, and the only reason the others didn’t drown her when she was little, instead tricking her maleficar parents into believing that Finley’s blood would enhance their blood magic, thus ensuring they would keep her alive.

Around four years old, templars came and killed her parents. Because she had been a hostage of the blood mages, as far as the templars knew, they kept her with them, initially to keep an eye out for signs of possession, though they ended up becoming very protective of their dear, odd girl.

For the first time, Finley knew what it was like to be safe, to have a home. Her templars -- Ser Caudry, Ser Ross, and Ser Neil -- doted on her and treated her like their own child, telling her stories to make the world less frightening and always there to hold a hand when her nightmares were too much. She would steal the templars’ shields and run around, imagining herself a savior to others from the terrifying blood mages and monsters in the world. She didn’t want anyone else to be trapped with monsters like she had been and was determined to be like her heroes, even if she was very afraid of most all other people.

After 3 years of living with the templars, one of them, Ser Caudry, was brought back severely injured. Terrified that one of her heroes would die, Finley’s magic woke up, and she expended almost all of her energy healing him as best she could.

When she woke up, one of the other templars, Ser Neil, was taking her into the woods, telling her that she would be safe with the Avvar, as he feared what would happen to her if she was taken to a Circle when she was already so skittish and mentally frail. The Revered Mother from the Chantry they’d been living at, however, had already alerted the Circle of Finley’s magic, and the Circle templars caught up before they could get far into the mountains.

Ser Neil tried to fend off the templars, but one snuck up behind them and ran Finley through, just barely missing her heart. Distracted by Finley’s cry from getting hurt, Ser Neil was cut down in front of her.

When Finley next awoke, she was with the renowned Flemeth and one of her daughters. The great Witch of the Wilds had caught sight of the templars attacking Finley and Ser Neil and had been curious because Finley seemed a bit closer to the Fade than most her age, so she had intervened.

Flemeth told her that going back north would result in death, at best, and that there was a sliver of a chance she might survive if she fled into the Wilds. When Finley woke up, she was alone in a deserted camp that looked like it hadn’t been used in months.

Life in the Wilds was hard at first, but Finley learned that most of the creatures people deemed to be monsters could be allies of sorts, if one offered them the proper respect and understood that they simply followed their nature.

Seeking peace and quiet, she became known as the Green Witch, as her magic dealt mostly with nature and she wound up helping the lost find their way out of the woods and the like. Mostly she did it to prevent search parties from drawing too much attention to herself and bringing in the templars, but in the stories that sprung up around her, people lauded her a kind Witch.

Heartbreak and betrayal, as well as the demon that had possessed her mother, followed her through her life, leading to some hellacious trust and abandonment issues.

After the Blight, she devoted herself to finding a way to heal the Wilds and return them to the way they were before the arrogance of man had destroyed so much of it. It was during her research that a familiar old Witch came by to tell her that there was someone who could help her with her research, though she would need to go to the Conclave to get their assistance.

PHYSICAL

Body type: lithe

Eyes: blue with gold flame-like center around the pupils, fade-touched

Hair: fiery orange

Skin: tanned with oodles of freckles

Height: 5′3

Weight: 105

SKILLS (S.P.E.C.I.A.L + M)

Strength: 5/10, but only because she can heal herself well enough that she can over exert without too much in the way of repercussions.

Perception: Varies. 9/10 when she’s in the Wilds, on her own, 5/10 when she’s dealing with a lot of people, mostly because she may see what they’re doing but doesn’t understand what their little movements/tells mean so seeing it is meaningless, 6/10 when she’s in a fight and collected, 3/10 when her side is losing and she’s panicking that someone is going to die and she’ll be blamed. She tends to get hurt most often with the last one because she forgets to look after herself.

Endurance: 9/10. She’s been through some shit and is used to having to outrun/outlast templars.

Charisma: 2/10. Her general paranoia and fear of people betraying her does not lend well to being charismatic.

Intelligence: 7/10. Finley picks up on things quickly, so long as she can make sense of why it is done or why it is necessary. Her lack of understanding of currency, for example, stems from her not seeing a point in having tiny coins when one can just do favors for one another. Spells, she learns incredibly quickly, flips, and the like. Nuances to conversation and culture, not so much. Most of the time, her problems also stem from the fact that if she knows (or thinks she knows) one way to do something, she sees no point in learning another way when hers is already effective. She’s her own biggest obstacle.

Agility: 9/10. One does not outmaneuver a templar if one is slow.

Luck: 1/10. Father - maleficar. Mother - possessed and dead. 3 Templars - dead or exiled from the order. 1st love - possessed and dead. 2nd lover - possessed and dead. 3rd lover - was a liar who tried to sell her to the templars and Finley was almost beheaded while she ran away (she doesn’t like to talk about it). Demon stalker. Wilds ravaged. People messing up her wards and making them clunky and cumbersome. Stuck around a ridiculous number of templars. Expected to play nice with idiot nobility and mage haters. Favorite spider - stepped on by Hawke. Hawke - exists.

As far as Finley’s concerned, she has no good luck. Well, except for getting to meet the Alistair Theirin and a few other grey wardens.

Magic: 10/10 Finley is very good with magic, also rather condescending to anyone who doesn’t practice her style, which is everyone.

LIKES

Colors: birds, wild animals, the Wilds, not being around people

Smells: Fresh rain, ocean breezes, wildflowers

Food: For someone as picky as she is, she’s surprisingly blasé toward food in general

Fruit: any of them

Drinks: Anything non-alcoholic

Alcoholic drinks: she doesn’t like them because she likes to stay alert.

OTHER

Smoke: none. Smoke makes it easier for someone to find you.

Drugs: none, unless she’s slipping them to someone else so she can run away

Driver’s license?: much to Varric’s amusement, she claims she can ride kelpies, but not much else.

NAME: Weslyn Kagris, 2nd son of Jasserai Kagris

AGE: 28 at the beginning of the book

GENDER: male

ORIENTATION: gay

PROFESSION: emissary/make-shift monarch (not by choice)

BACKGROUND:

Weslyn grew up in Kyvrell, Mysdrym’s southern neighbor who has poor standing with Mysdrym ever since the Demons’ War four thousand years ago, during which the lands that now make up Kyvrell were abandoned by the crown. The people who survived the demonic onslaught and fall of their sacred temples refused to return to the rule of the people who had left them to die, and it is a point of pride that they have survived so well on their own. Especially considering that they are the ones who are most frequently attacked by the Chaotic shifters from the islands to the south.

While Weslyn had expected to join Kyvrell’s prominent military, being the second child of noble parents, when it became clear that the demons were reemerging after four turns (1 turn is 1000 years) of silence, he was elected to go to Mysdrym on behalf of Kyvrell to request the ancient seals that could lock the demons away once more.

He was nearly laughed out of court when he presented himself to High Grace Norwrithe of Mysdrym.

Even as he’d considered what he could do—he couldn’t return home without the seals, but knew he couldn’t expect the High Grace to take him seriously—he was approached by Lord Sehnswrift, a noble who had fallen out of favor with the high grace. Lord Sehnswrift was adamant that Weslyn was right; the demons were returning.

They began working together, gathering support where they could—even though he’d fallen from favor with the court, Lord Sehnswrift still held a great deal of respect among the soldiers.

Then, abruptly, Lord Sehnswrift staged a coup, with Weslyn at his side, murdering the high grace and scattering the surviving nobles from the capital. Despite taking power, Lord Sehnswrift showed no desire to take over the duties of running the country, instead handing the job off to Weslyn, who—despite pleas that him running things would make it look like Kyvrell had declared war on Mysdrym—finally accepted with great reluctance.

Despite the rather legitimate fear that he will be assassinated, Weslyn has done what he can to ease tensions, working on redirecting funds from the high grace’s parties to doing construction around Mysdrym’s capital and attempting to show the people of Mysdrym that he and Lord Sehnswrift wish to help.

He keeps his sword near him at all times, so that he will not be taken unawares.

After a few months of somehow managing to not have a heart attack whilst running a foreign country, Lord Sehnswrift gathered him to go and meet fabled other-worlders, who are sent by the Gods in times of strife. Weslyn is not particularly pleased with their arrival, as that means that the return of the demons is likely to be so devastating that the Gods thought other-worlders were necessary.

PHYSICAL

Body type: well toned

Eyes: gray

Hair: dark brown

Skin: coppery

Height: 5′11

Weight: idfk, he’s got muscle though

SKILLS (S.P.E.C.I.A.L + M)

Strength: 7/10. He’s a pretty solid fighter.

Perception: 7/10 He’d probably notice more, but he’s kind of paranoid about being assassinated, so what he thinks is hyper-vigilance does make him miss some stuff because he gets so easily distracted by harmless sounds and shadows.

Endurance: Varies. 9/10 in a fight, 6/10 dealing with the upkeep of the castle, 2/10 dealing with other-worlders’ bullshit, but he’s working on that last one.

Charisma: 5/10. He’s not great at hiding the growing terror that he’s going to be deposed with the Lord he sided with, should people come to reclaim the throne for the young grace.

Intelligence: 7/10. He’s a quick study, and a fairly good tactician.

Agility: 7/10. Not the fastest, but good at dodging stuff, in a fair fight. Demons don’t fight fair, though.

Luck: 4/10. He went to a foreign country to find out how to save his, got stuck running said country and accidentally freed the demon lord, when all he wants is to go home, so... not the best.

Magick: 3/10. He is not a fan of his healing magick, as it wears him down, but he is trying to strengthen it, as the other-worlders are so accident prone and it would help to have a healer while fighting the demons.

LIKES

Colors: reds, browns, golds

Smells: ocean breezes, baking bread

Food: He likes a good wyvern steak.��

Fruit: eh, star flower fruit is alright

Drinks: something to take the edge off

Alcoholic drinks: yes, please

OTHER

Smoke: a good distraction tactic, if necessary.

Drugs: he sees enough shit hiding in the shadows, he doesn’t need drugs adding to it.

Driver’s license?: He does not come from a world with driver’s licenses, but he’s fairly good on a horse.

NAME: Nicole (Nik) Katerin Hedgeway

AGE: 21 at the beginning of the book

GENDER: female

ORIENTATION: pan

PROFESSION: other-worlder

BACKGROUND:

The first five years of Nik’s life are never brought up or talked about, other than to say her mother was unwell and unfit. Zachary’s father found Nik living in the woods behind their house, scrawny and underfed and terrified of people. He talked her into coming home with him, and while his wife and son talked with her, he called for help.

Nik’s mother had failed to inform anyone that she’d been missing, and had a breakdown after her reappearance, saying that Nik was the product of rape, and she couldn’t look at her. While Nik has always doubted this, her mother’s family did not, rallying behind her mother. When her aunt refused to shun Nik, saying she deserved to be with family, Nik, her aunt, and her cousin Samantha were all disowned.

Nik has fought with guilt over that for most of her life, though she can’t say that she thinks Samantha is missing out on much. Still, she knows it hurts her aunt and wishes she could fix things.

Because of a freak accident in the woods when she was 7 that left Nik severely injured, she was unable to go to school for two years and ended up being in the same grade as Samantha, Zachary, and Ella.

Her injuries have caused her problems ever since, and she’s been in and out of the hospital far too many times.

One of the things that has helped her the most throughout her life are stories that have been in her head for as long as she can remember, of fantastical creatures and magick. She is sure that they are as real as she is, and often claims to have seen them or other magickal creatures wandering the world.

While Samantha and Zachary—and later Ella—were fond of her stories growing up, Samantha has become disenfranchised with them, feeling that Nik is using them to avoid reality. Nik is annoyed that Samantha would be so quick to insist they are not real, but tries to keep the peace, as she knows Samantha will not accept her truths.

Knowing that Samantha has spent much of her life giving up too many things so that she can stay with and help her, Nik fakes getting accepted into a local college so that Samantha will go off into the world and have a chance to find herself, free from Nik’s shadow.

It doesn’t quite work, and when Zachary finds out she’s not in college, things get uncomfortable as she realizes she’s going to have to tell Samantha she lied.

However, before things can fall apart completely, Nik and Ella are whisked away to Mysdrym by a dog made of shadows.

Needless to say, Nik is ecstatic.

PHYSICAL

Body type: a bit too thin

Eyes: gray

Hair: brown

Skin: too pale

Height: 6′0

Weight: underweight

SKILLS (S.P.E.C.I.A.L + M)

Strength: 4/10. Despite being so thin, she can carry about as much as her healthier friends, and insists she could do more, if given the chance. She is never given the chance.

Perception: 4/10. Nik’s pretty thrilled to learn new stuff, but she doesn’t pick up on danger really quick. Like, she’ll be inspecting an awesome flower she’s never seen before and would be so entranced with memorizing the details on the pistils that someone could easily sneak up on her. She tries to pay attention, but gets distracted really easily.

Endurance: 7/10. She’s pretty proud that she’s been improving lately, not falling over and collapsing like she used to.

Charisma: 4/10. She’s friendly enough, but people often find themselves experiencing an innate unease from merely being around her, and as a result, a lot of people just try to avoid her.

Intelligence: 9/10. She catches on to stuff really quickly, even things she’s not able to do herself, and can walk others through how to do it (i.e. magick).

Agility: 8/10 fast for someone who looks like they’re about to fall over, and when Ella and Zach catch her doing things like backflips, they wonder how. Samantha threatens murder, though, so Nik tries to be subtle with any acrobatics, so that word doesn’t get back to her dear cousin.

Luck: 4/10. Things are always trying to kill her, when all she wants is to have fun and go on adventures.

Magick: 0/10. Much to her chagrin, she cannot use magick.

LIKES

Colors: all of them

Smells: leaves, wind - yes, she insists it does have a smell unto itself, nature-y things

Food: salad

Fruit: fuck yeah

Drinks: water

Alcoholic drinks: she is wary of alcohol and other mind-altering things

OTHER

Smoke: her cousin, Samantha, would kill her.

Drugs: just got off a bunch of prescribed bullshit against her doctor’s orders, and is not a fan of any type in general

Driver’s license?: due to her health issues, she’s not really allowed to drive, since she was prone to passing out and stuff for a while. Though she’s doing better, she doesn’t need one because she’s in Mysdrym now.

Tagging: @cometeclipsewriting, @momopichu, @commandershepardvasfuckit, @slothquisitor, @rederiswrites, @gugle1980, and @thesecondsealwrites. No pressure :D

#ocs #finley #andraste's witch #nicole hedgeway #weslyn kagris #tales of mysdrym #fun stuff :D #ty again for the tag!

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Sons of Anarchy: 10 Times The Show Broke Our Hearts | ScreenRant

Sons of Anarchy always knows how to tug at the heartstrings. Over the course of six seasons, this show depicting a biker gang’s fall from grace took fans down the dark lifestyle of belonging to a motorcycle gang. The show, for the most part, was hardcore entertainment. But, every once in a while, creator and writer Kurt Sutter would write a line or direct a scene that made us want to dramatically fall to the ground and shake our fists in anger. There was no shortage of sadness. Even when the situation wasn’t necessarily sad, the character had usually gone through something that made you feel all the feelings for them at that very moment. These 10 moments and more are what made this show one of the best series on cable TV.

10 Jax Forcing Wendy To Do Substances

Jax was a fan favorite but he could be just as ruthless as Clay at times. One of those times was when he felt like Wendy was in a position to gain visitation with their son Abel. Wendy was an addict who had gotten clean, stayed clean and even got a job as a drug counselor. Jax saw her prospering and swept it right out from under her. He had her shot up with substances and essentially left her for dead. Was he trying to overdose her? No, he just wanted her to look unfit, and guess what? It worked.

9 Opie’s Sacrifice

Opie, Jax, and a few others ended up in jail for the one-millionth time in we don’t know how long. It should have just been another stint in jail. Maybe a little downtime and getting a few things done. It turned out to be much worse than expected.

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Opie offered himself up as a sacrifice for the club. Damon Pope required one death of a club member because of the deaths that took place on the highway in an earlier episode. Jax was going to be the one to die but Opie jumps in and takes his place. He is viciously beaten to death while the jailed gang members and, of course, the heartbroken fans look on

8 Tara’s Death

Tara’s death was unforgettable and totally uncalled for. If anyone should have survived this show it should have been Tara. she was basically innocent in all of this. All she really did was fall in love with the wrong man. Jealous Gemma couldn’t stand the idea of Tara being both number one in Jax’s life and her grandkid’s lives, so she killed her.

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A lot more transpired between the two but the root of the problem was Gemma seeing herself being replaced by Tara. She feared her instead of embracing her and it drove her to murder.

7 Jax’s Farewell To The Kids

Fans of the show knew that as Jax was saying goodbye to his boys that we all knew would never see him again. He knew the only way to leave the gang was to sacrifice himself. He gave up custody of the boys to Wendy and Nero. This heartfelt goodbye would choke anyone up. Knowing that once you say goodbye you will never see your kids again. This may sound selfish but what it actually is is the ultimate sacrifice. There was no way that he was going to be able to just leave peacefully especially with all the crap that the club had gotten themselves into over the years.

6 Juice’s Breakdown

It seems as though Juice’s breakdown and betrayal came out of nowhere. One day it was a small thing, next thing you know he’s working for the enemy and screwing the club over every which way. Granted he was forced to do it and watching him do it was heartbreaking. Watching Juice being forced to betray his club and do some pretty ruthless things was cringeworthy.

RELATED: Sons Of Anarchy: 5 Times Clay Was The Show's Biggest Villain (& 5 Times He Was The Hero)

He was no longer the juice that we grew to know over the course of 6 seasons. He essentially turned to poison. When the club found out what he did it was even more unbearable.

5 Clay & Gemma’s Awful Fight

Who can forget when Clay lost his mind and beat the life out of Gemma. Well almost. She was beaten so badly she was bruised for several episodes. Normally TV shows forget about the continuity and through TV magic bruises are healed and life is anew, but SOA said: “Nope, no way”. Not only was Gemma bruised up and battered, but the fight was also hard to watch. Gemma is a tough woman but watching Clay strike blow after blow was gut-wrenching. We keep waiting for Gemma to hit back and rise above him and it never happens. It was the lowest point we see her at.

4 Otto

Otto was doing life in prison so for him, life was already over. All he wanted was his woman taken care of and loyalty from his club. So many bad things happened to Otto that was heartbreaking in the past. So watching bad things happen to him each season was messed up. Lost an eye, wife gets murdered, he gets abused in jail, he bit off his own tongue.

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A lot of gut-wrenching things. We can’t name just one incident. Otto is in a category of his own he lived an died that way. He may have had a minor role but it was effective.

3 Jax's Death

Jax’s death was problematic. It meant that there was no way we were ever going to experience the greatness that was Jax again. His death hit hard but only because he was essentially forced to kill himself. If he had any other options and he wasn’t so heartbroken by Tara’s death we could totally see a spinoff of him revamping the club and trying to make it the way his father wanted it. But let's be honest, that wouldn't be much of a spin-off. While hs death was messed up on many levels, it was necessary. One last screw you for the fans to mull over.

2 Half Sack’s Death

Half Sack only last 2 seasons. During the time he was on the show he quickly became a fan favorite. He was a prospect for the club and wanted nothing more than to prove he belongs there with Jax and the boys. His death came while he as trying to save Tara and Abel from an intruder trying to hurt them. This death broke out hearts because Half Sack was just a great person. He was a bit of comic relief, he served in the army, he was dedicated and always looking out for the crew. The truth is, he would have made a great member and trusted ally to Jax.

1 John Teller’s memoir

Once fans got to know more about John Teller and hear more from his memoir there was an instant connection. We saw the future he wanted to go in with the club, we saw how much uniting all the bier gangs in Charming, California meant to him. The memoir was sad and depressing. It was one of those stories that you knew was going to go wrong no matter what. What makes it most heartbreaking is that Jax got a hold of it and really tried to make it work but someone should have told him that SAMCRO had too many haters and selfish members for this dream to ever come to light.

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source https://screenrant.com/sons-of-anarchy-times-broke-hearts/

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lesbianwithanxietyandderess-blog · 8 years ago

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BEING GAY AND TRANS ARE DIFFERENT!

This is a public announcement and if you have something to add or discuss, please do so!

I AM GAY!

A LESBIAN!

What is there to not understand and take in?

First of all, I am gay and not trans.

Second, I have nothing against Trans People, and if ever I might feel in the future that I am, then I’d gladly come out as one, but I don’t identify as one.

So what’s the fuss?

In the Philippines (A COUNTRY WHICH LOVES TO FUCKING CALL THEMSELVES “CATHOLIC” AND “CONSERVATIVE”) I HAD EXPERIENCES AND POINTS THAT I WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS FROM WHICH MY RAGE IS COMING FROM.

1. There are numbers (MASSIVE numbers) of teenage pregnancy. Really conservative.

2. Drug addicts are everywhere, drug users, drug traffickers.

3. Human extortion.

4. People are told from birth that homosexuality is a sin, being anything but straight is a sin ESPECIALLY IF YOU CHOOSE TO CHANGE THE BODY THAT YOU CAME IN.

OH WOW.

YUP.

WORD.

Aiza Seguerra, a singer-child star actress came out as gay, and recently just married her partner. They plan to conceive and build a family and it became such a big deal that everyone talked about it! Esguerra is now a part of the government and her ability is being questioned because she’s gay. WTF right? The story is new for Filipinos to hear and experience first hand. So the reply from the public became so massive that the Seguerra-Tinio family kept their life private and almost a secret to shut the haters.

In 2014, a Filipina singer-child star actress named Charice Pempengco came out as a lesbian and told Oprah Winfrey that she’s gay. Two days ago, Charice officially changed his name to Jake Zyrus. Again, another massive argument from the public if they will accept him or not. Zyrus’ singing skills is also being questioned when he came out gay moreover when he came out trans.

First of all, why do people have to accept him and not just let him be?

Now, every lesbian in town with a stupid surrounding asks “IKAW KELAN KA MAGPAPALIT NG PANGALAN?” “iKAW KELAN KA MAGPAPAGUPIT?” “IKAW SAAN KA MAGPAPAKASAL?”

“When are you going to change your name?” “When are you cutting your hair like that?” “Where are you going to get married?”

I will not fucking do those things!

I don’t identify as one, though there is nothing wrong being trans, I just don’t feel like that and people have to know the difference!

Yes, I would like to be married, with the woman that I love and have a family if she wants a family.

No! I am not cutting my hair like “that” WHY? Because I know I will not look good with that haircut!

So what’s the difference? Let us consult the dictionary!

WHAT IS A LESBIAN?

- A lesbian is a female homosexual: a female who experiences romantic love or sexual attraction to other females.[1][2] The term lesbian is also used to express sexual identity or sexual behavior regardless of sexual orientation, or as an adjective to characterize or associate nouns with female homosexuality or same-sex attraction.

WHAT IS BEING TRANS?

- Transgender people are people who have a gender identity or gender expression that differs from their assigned sex.

Jizz, stop people!

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!

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miharunakashima · 8 years ago

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I found this ask game on @adhdcomorbid‘s blog, thought it was very interesting and decided to answer it!

1. Are you a fast talking hyperactive or a pacing hyperactive? for as long as I can remember ive always had problems with speaking smoothly or quickly; quite the opposite. So id say im a pacing hyperactive.

2. Are you a doodling daydreamer or a window gazing daydreamer? it mostly depends if im alone or with other people because if im alone i tend to gaze and daydream a lot, mostly while listening to music (i cant stand it when theres too much silence), but if im with other people and i have the possibility to doodle ill do it.

3. Do you like hand stims, foot stims, or mouth stims the most? my number one way of stimming is to jiggle my leg, often to the point my muscles are sore and im unable to stop (the first time it happened i kinda freaked out) but when hyperactivity kiks in i often find myself in need of using my hands, and i always end up playing with the first thing i can lay my hands on without even noticing, so id say hand stims. (i also like to chew on things, mostly my gf’s fingers).

4. Are you a planner person or a phone reminder person? i try my best to plan things (even tho i often need other people to do the planning, expecially when my brain decides that doing more then two tasks is “overwhelming” and “impossible to organize”) but i still have to get better at it, so im totally a phone reminder person.

5. Do you hyperfocus on productive things or irrelevant things? oh boi if i wish i could hyperfocus on productie things... it happened a couple of times with writing but always when i couldnt do it or i shoulndt because i had other things to do. I always hyperfocus on the most stupid and irrelevant things ever--

6. Are you a multitasking ADHDer or an overhwhelmed ADHDer? i swear to the gods, cannot multitask to save my life. and as i sad above, sometimes my brain sees a list of more than two thigs to do, gets overwhelmed and blanks. error 404, brain.exe not found.

7. 504 or IEP? i have no idea what these means, i’m sorry ;__;

8. Diagnosed or Self Diagnosed? when i was in elementary school i went to a child psychiatrist and she told my mom that i showed signs that could mean i have adhd, but since i was seeing her for other reasons she didnt went deeper and never actually diagnosed me. later on, roughly at 22/23, i started to connect the dots and the more i read about adhd/the experience of other people with adhd, the more i see myself and recognize things i do or experience.

9. Are you a 5000 tabs person or blank tab trying to remember why person? its a huge pet peeve of mine when there are too many tabs open, and the order of the ones i have opened is pretty strict, but i do forget what i was going to look up or the general reason i opened another tab.

10. Are you a self-hate when rejected or extreme rage when rejected kind of person? such a self-hater that’s not even funny.

11. Are your family do yoga people, eat clean people, or put down the phone people? im not sure i understand the question, but both my parent dont want me to look at my phone while im eating (my father doesnt even like to have tv on during meals) so defenetly a “put down the phone” kind of people.

12. Which were you called the most in school: lazy or irresponsible? OH BOI. i heard the sentence “has potential but doesnt apply it” so much that when i was 14 it actually lost its meaning.

13. High stim or Low stim seeker? unfortunately i dont know the defference beetween high and low stims, also because i started to look things up very recently, but im very sensitive to everything thats too loud, to crowed places and everything thats “a lot”? if anyone can give me the definitions of high and low stims id be very happy!

14. Comorbid conditions? I have anxiety and depression (i mean, these are the things i know about, since i dont have the economical means to afford a more in-depth analisy).

15. Which have you been told more often: meds are cheating or meds are street drugs? i have never took medications for any of my mental issues (meh) but i know for a fact my father is very against any of these meds because he thinks that they are “useless” and that “only make companies richer”.

16. Not social to mask symptoms or overcompensating to mask symptoms? i try my best to avoid social situations, but whenever i cant i try to prepare myself the best i can (by knowing how many people there will be, what will i need to do, ecc) and im lucky enough that my firends understand this. i dont know if i overcompensate, tho; i find it difficult to answer this question.

17. Reading hyperfocus or reading impossible? R E A D I N G H Y P E R F O C U S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it happened more than id like to admit that i was so focused with what i was reading that i forgot to eat or even to go to the bathroom. (with things i had to read for school, tho, i had problem starting. but i remember sometimes reading chapters i didnt had to read because they were interesting)

18. Do you parents believe it exists? my mother isnt very well informed on mental health while my father may be more cultured but i have no idea what his opinion may be.

19. Diagnosed late or early? for a numer of reasons ive never been properly diagnosed, but the first time a psychiatrist noticed something i was 6/7 years old, but i self-diagnosed around 23/24.

20. Ever wonder how much of you is your personality and how much is ADHD? as a general way of thinking, i believe that every person is the combination of a number of things. adhd is a part of me, one way i have of explaining a part of myself. It can be a “big” part or not, but its not the whole thing. I am many things, there are many aspects of my personality, and each one of them is essencial to create that something that is “me”. I wouldnt be the way i am now without adhd and i defenetly wouldnt see the world the way i do.

#text #long post #miharu.txt #mental health #sorry for the tag!!

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doloreschanal · 8 years ago

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To the anon who said that are more shippers than haters.

I believe that we have some kind of opinions about the mess. Some Chris’s fans:

1) prefer to pretend they don’t see the shitty timeline and they need to believe that Chris is always right and he is a cinamoon roll that needs to be protected. So if he is dating Jenny, she must be amazing

2) They believe that his private life is his problem, not theirs. And they don’t care about Jenny or they don’t like her, but they don’t voice their opinion about her. In the end, it’s Chris that has to deal with her, not them

3) Some voiced their opinion and are waiting to see if Chris will come his sense and dump her or they just left the fandom.

I say that because I talk with a lot of people here on tumblr. I made my acct to follow Chris’s fans accts and read fan fic.

Many Chris’s accts were closed after Jenny. I’m talking about accts that were still here when he was dating Minka.

Many that don’t like JS don’t like her not because she is dating Chris, but because of her crass humor, her need for attention, her stupid tweets. The defense squad like to say that the ones that don’t like them together are jealous. I do agree that are crazy fan girls out there that will always attack any woman linked to Chris. But never before a woman that Chris dated had such a negative response. And that negative response started AFTER many noticed the shady timeline. Some say that Minka faced the same hate. From someone that WAS a fan of Chris for 8 years, I can say that no, Minka never faced the same hate as Jenny. And Minka faced jokes about her looks too, so the criticism against Jenny’s looks is not something that only Jenny is facing. So the hate is not because JS is not a hot shot, as shippers like to say.

The point is that for many Chris’s fans, his relationship with Jenny changed how they see HIM. For a number of reasons. He showed that he doesn’t care to fuck someone’s else marriage. We were aware that Chris is a fuck boy and like to enjoy his life, but getting in the middle of someone’s else relationship was sth that many thought that a man that can get the woman he wants would never do. That’s another shitty level. JS’s proud drug use made us think that the rumors about Chris doing cocaine are true. And for God’s sake. How can someone can take seriously a woman who writes on a book about the time that she shitted on her pants on purpose after her mother asked her to clean the room?

Add that realising that Chris says that he hates the PR game, but that he showed how he is willing to play it to make him look good. How that LAX pap walk was staged. The guy who says he hates pr game were calling the paps. Changing timeline. Buying articles praising his gf and saying he is a proud bf. Making tons of videos for sick kids and on one of them, he had the nerve to make it about him, complaining about how people are mean to him on twitter and saying, clearly pissed, that he is trying.

Add that the fact that he let and is still letting his gf face criticism and he still and will not defend her.

Many just realised how Chris is fake. But they choosed to stay silent.

But I do believe that the Chris fandom didn’t get a bigente damage. All he has to do is doing a pap walk with the dog, recorda video with the fake laugh for Omaze and tweet something and people are here calling him Captain America in real life. He knows what to make the thirsty fans back.

Shippers seem to be on a bigger number because they are louder. As the time that they said that JS’S was suffering death threats on twitter. I know people here that sent them asks asking which accts were doing that, to report them. They were never answered. Because there were no death threats. Some blogs even make accts to send asks to themselves. You can notice that because they do the same mistakes while writing in English and have some ticks and expression that are repeated.

Jenny has a fan base, but no, it’s not big. It’s pretty small, actually. The majority of the public has no idea who she is. Now she is known on Chris’s fandom, that truth to be said, is not that big either. Talk with someone the name Chris Evans, big are the chances that the person you are talking to won’t know who he is. You have to say, “the guy who plays Captain America”. Ask them about his other films. Forget it. They probably watched one or two, but can’t even remember he was there.

In the end, Chris efforts to make this relationship looks legit were ridiculous. Nobody was looking for them. He called attention for them going to the SLOP premiere and she made very thing worst with that tasteless, disrespectiful and tacky 7th grade dream bf comment and her need to make people know they were dating.

After all her needy and ridiculous behaviour, he is still that with her. I don’t believe in love. I can’t and I don’t want ot believe that a man in love will let his woman face what Jenny faced and stay silent. That is not being private, that is being coward. And he will never defend her because he knows that he will get backlash. He thinks about him first. But he is still with her. So theRe are only two options: he is staying because breaking up before Gifted premiere will not look good or he likes her and they have things in common, but even liking her he lets her take the hate for dating him.

The two options don’t make him look good.

Ok, so I spoke a lot and about many more things. Sorry. Lol.

#chris evans #jenny slate #submission

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surveys-at-your-service · 8 years ago

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Survey #71

“i know i said, ‘my heart beats for you;’ i was lying, girl, well it beats for two, ‘cuz i’ve got your love, and i’ve got these vices.”

bow ties on guys, dorky or adorable? PRECIOUS have you ever died in one of your dreams? i have. do you believe in demonic possession? how about ghosts? angels? i believe in all these as a religious person. my own sister knows someone who, supposedly anyway, died in an exorcism. what would you say is your worst flaw? i ALWAYS jump to the worst possible conclusion. if an ex said they hated you, you say? aaron: "i would hate me too if you knew me for only who i was in the 7th grade." juan: "i'm not all that fond of you half the time, either." jason: "your dick sure didn't." do you have a friend whose name begins with 'c'? describe him/her. colleen! she's a leader, she's brave, she's honest, she admits to being rather cold-hearted, but i love her. you've got an unread message on facebook! who do you want it to be from? i always wish it to be jason. what if the person you miss walked into the room right now? i would scream his name, jump out of bed, pull him into it, and hug the fuck out of him. who was the last person you added to your phone's contacts? jax. she gave me her number last night, which made me feel awesome, knowing she trusts me like that. (: do you plan on having children in the future? i do. how many i have depends on how pregnancy/childbirth is and my husband's preference. do you believe that the world will actually end? eventually, inevitably. would you rather watch a comedy movie or horror movie? horror are you good at admitting your problems? very much so. do you know a hoarder? i do. can you do a split? i never could, even when i was a dancer. what would you name your daughter if you had one? alessandra quinn<3 what would you name your son if you had one? i'm beginning to think vincent luther, idk. do you spell the color as grey or gray? "gray." "grey" is the european spelling. do you prefer titanic or the notebook? both are very romantic and beautiful, but "the notebook" if you have a nickname, what is it? just "britt." nothing special. who’s your favorite person in the world? jason. what medical conditions do you have? severe depression, anxiety, ptsd, bpd is heavily in question, essential tremor in hands. how many times have you been to the hospital? four or five times, all for mental reasons. what religion will you raise your children to practice? christianity. how old are you and where are you from? i'm about to be 21 and i'm from north carolina, usa. do you subscribe to beauty channels on youtube? what ones? no, i get enough beauty knowledge from randl when they decide to do some stupid shit on gmm. what do you think of people that do drugs? i feel bad for them. who was the first person you told about your first kiss? i don't think i told anyone. it just didn't seem necessary. have you ever peed in the woods? i tried to, but i couldn't. what about pooped in the woods? omg no way i never could. would you kill a dog for 1 million dollars? fuck that. had gossip written about you on the bathroom wall? not that i know of. have you ever used a sex toy? no. seen someone get killed\or die in front of you? no, but i saw a biker get hit by a car once. thank GOD he didn't die. have you been to the movies lately? what movie did you see anyways? colleen, chelsea, and i recently went to this run-down movie theater that was hosting a kid's movie for a buck. it was "trolls." we just went for the fun of it, and the movie ended up being extremely cute. have you ever used a muscle stimulator before? did it hurt? no, i haven't. have you ever watched the golden girls? omg i love that show yaaaaas did you ever like the ninja turtles? no. i steer clear of the whole franchise now... jason (as well as his brother) was really, really into them as a kid and for some reason him saying he was 100% raising our kids on it stuck with me. would you rather your daughter look to princesses or female superheroes as role models? she could really look up to either, but if i had my preference, superheroes. the princess stories of the past too commonly make them appear as damsels in distress. meanwhile, the stereotypical female superhero takes action. just another thing jason and i talked about in regards to our future kids... i miss believing that would happen. would you rather be very much in love with one person and have no other friends, or have a large group of supportive and loving friends, but never find your “soul mate”? be in love with one person. give me jason and destroy the rest of the world, i don't care. have you ever lucid dreamed? would you like to, or does the thought of being able to control your dreams scare you? i haven't, but i guess it'd be cool. where did you get the pants you’re wearing? hottopic have you ever been given a rose? yes. pink ones, from jason. have you ever built a snowman? multiple times. remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? we were playing on his bed. he had me pinned down and his face was close to mine. i think he was expecting for me to beg for mercy for him to stop tickling me. i kissed him instead, and he blushed so hard, then just smiled at me. i wish i could see happiness like that again one day. how are you feeling? very nostalgic and worried. mom said the letter should reach jason's house by today. do you think someone is eventually going to break your heart? it's already broken. so. what song are you listening to, if any? "blessed with a curse" by bring me the horizon. this song wrecks me but i fucking love it. "everything i touch turns to stone, so wrap your arms around me and leave me on my own" fucking destroys me and gives me goosebumps every time wtf. do you wear short shorts? hell no. i like to actually cover my ass. would you get your nipples pierced? nope. whats the best word to use: sleep with, shag, fuck, sex, make love: "make love" is absolutely the most romantic and sincere-sounding. green apples or red apples? red. but they HAVE to be crispy. what is an album art cover you just simply adore? "see you on the other side" by korn has a really sweet cover. who is your favorite movie director? tim burton!! would you rather sing or dance in front of your crush? i've done both in front of him, but errrr... as of now, i'd rather do neither. i've only done a choreographed dance in front of him, and the only time i truly sang in his presence was at church. how old do you think you should be to lose your virginity? i personally think you should at least an adult. just so your body is prepared for the chance of conceiving. and don't give me the, "just use protection" excuse, shit fails. what is your favorite type of jewelry? i swear i have to correct the spelling of "jewelry" in every survey i take. anyway, if we're not counting piercings, i guess rings. what is your favorite sex position? ;) i've only ever dry-humped in missionary style, and that's always been fine with me. have you ever owned a ouija board? no. i've always wanted to frame a cool one in my house tho??? do you like pina coladas? never tried one. what is the goriest thing you've seen in real life? probably my own knees after the skinned the fuck outta them. blood and pus all over the place. what is your favorite angry music? in my head, i picture the album "saint anger" by metallica to be like the pinnacle expression of anger. all the songs relate to it somehow. which is better smoking or vaping? well i mean... obviously vaping is. it still has its flaws, though. do you prefer to be pale or tan? don't say in between: pale, honestly. do you prefer white or black electronics? black. looks cleaner. are you a good kisser (make out)? supposedly. robert downey jr. — bet you have a crush on him: very mildly, i assume. he is physically attractive and his confidence is, too. if you went on american idol, do you think you’d go through to hollywood? ehhhh, i don't know. do you plan on seeing the black swan? no. when it came out, mom thought it was a bad idea because it supposedly involves self-mutilation/suicidal tendencies. have you ever wanted your significant other to get rid of a friend? no. when jason and i dated, i was... suspicious sometimes of one, but yet i didn't mind him. i should've. he helped convince jason to leave me. do you ever go to blockbuster? how frequently would you say you go? omg i miss that store... i used to go aaaall the time for games. do you have any haters? i'm sure i do. briar, jason's friend, made it abundantly clear he hates me. dillon doesn't like me, or else he wouldn't have told jason to leave me. i'm sure rachel still hates my guts. jason's ashley probably doesn't like me, because i'm sure j's talked shit about me. are you happy with your boobs? no, i wish they were smaller... when i was a healthy weight, i was a c, but since becoming overweight, i'm a d, and i'm aware it's not just because my breasts grew naturally, a lot of it is fat from weight gain. do you like to wear dresses? i haven't worn one except for ashley's wedding in years, but yeah, i liked wearing them when i was smaller... have you ever been a part of a threesome? fuck that shit, no. did you baby-sit for money when you were in middle school? no. who was the last person to ask you out? juan, kinda indirectly. do you have a nice butt? no. it's a pancake, but i guess i don't hate it too much because it was enough for jason to enjoy. has your friend ever held your hand and it made you feel uncomfortable? juan did once, and i was extremely uncomfortable. have you ever had any really infected injuries? the cyst i had was infected. otherwise, no. how long have you liked the person you like right now? five years... what did your dress for prom look like? i'll just share two pictures where you can see the two dresses clearly, i guess. the first is from j's senior prom (i was tripping in them heels, hence why i’m standing kinda funny), the second from my senior prom. got fucking cold sweats looking for these pictures... i miss being that happy. i miss seeing HIM that happy. what the fuck happened.

does anyone make you feel inferior? if so, who, and why? do you feel superior to anyone? who and why? colleen makes me feel inferior, but i know she doesn't intend it at all. she's just... so much better and more accomplished. she faces life's battles head-on and tackles everything to her best ability. she's great. i don't feel superior to anyone. do you get bad pms, or is it not so bad? not that bad since i started birth control. are you in a good mood right now? i'm decent, i guess. who is your favorite super hero? batman! who is your favorite villain? harley quinn, absolutely. i relate to her so much. have you ever played the guitar? i used to. the best i could do was nail the intro to "sweet child of mine" and i was okay at the intro to "crazy train." would you rather be called honey or baby? "hunny" sounds much sweeter. if your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say? "that's impossible." do you enjoy piercings & tattoos? yaaaas, boo. what do you think of the last person you kissed? he's an angel without a god. your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? every kiss we shared meant the world. have you ever gone to a strip club? if not, would you ever go? no, and i absolutely never will. i want nothing to do with that filthy fucking business. how old were you when you first learned how to put in a tampon? idk, actually. i used pads for the longest time, until i wanted to try tampons. i was SO scared i was going to put it, er, in the "wrong hole" did you like the spice girls when you were little? hell yeah! would you rather kill your ex boyfriend or justin bieber? er, neither? do you believe your ex cares about you? i... don't know. did you have a dream last night? yes. i dreamt i had a crush on someone new. i don't remember his name and barely how he even looked, but... the feeling that i was feeling things for someone other than jason, it was wild. what’s the last movie you watched? with who? i watched "brother bear 2" with chelsea. your best friend tells you how she felt when she first gave head; your reaction? lmao true shit, we've been here before. xD both she and i don't like it. have you ever moved? if so, how many times? well i was born in rocky mount, but we moved to sharpsburg when i was very, very young, so really, i call sharpsburg my hometown. i moved again as a pre-teen to where we are now. do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher? mrs. fortenberry what’s your middle name? marie have you ever cried yourself to sleep? many times. have you seen the odyssey? hmmmm, i think in high school... do you believe in equal rights between men and women? no shit? don’t you hate the stupid girls in scary movies that run upstairs? it's extremely cliche, sure. do you plan on breastfeeding your children? or if you have children, did you? i do. i remember my mind being BLOWN when i was at the hospital when ashley was bearing ryder and there was a display of all the different nutrients in formula milk vs. breast milk. formula milk has NOTHING on the real stuff, and i want to ensure any child of mine has the best possible start in all regards. but would you ever do it in public? me personally, no. but i have NO problem with other women doing it. i'd just be too scared of getting lectured by some random, ignorant asshole. which is fucking pathetic, to know me, among soooo many other women, are fearful of being confronted because of feeding a child. we're in 2017, get with the times, this is old shit. have you ever worn a pair of scrubs?   every time (but one) when i was at the er and every time at the mental hospital. they're very uncomfortable and feel like thick paper. do you think you’d have what it takes to shoot someone if you had to protect yourself? honestly? yeah, i would. but let's hope i sure as hell never have to do so. have you ever hallucinated?   i wouldn't say i ever full-on hallucinated, but when i was coming off a certain medication, i saw shadows moving a lot. have you ever worn a nipple tassle?   nope. do you think pearls are attractive?   eh, i'm neutral on them, honestly. i don't find them extremely pretty. are there any waterfalls nearby? definitely not any big ones. what is your favorite condiment? usually, honey mustard. have you had a nap today? VERY surprisingly, not yet. i usually have by now. have you ever cried while watching a movie? mhmm. has someone close to you died of murder? no, thank god. do you pray to god often? less than i usually do, because i'm just so mad at him... how do you feel about people who neglect their pets? they have no right to have an animal as part of their family. should there be an application process for having children? uh, no. i can GUARANTEE it wouldn't cover all areas and there'd be so many "special cases." it would case more bad than good, i'm certain, and besides, i can also promise you it wouldn't stop us from reproducing. how intense is your anger? have you ever hurt anyone/yourself? it can be explosive. dare i say even deadly, with how it's left me feeling towards some people. i have hurt myself multiples times, anger being a culprit, but never anyone else. do you know anyone who is abusive? are you abusive? i know some abusive people, yet i don't consider them part of my life. i am in no way abusive, i'd never be able to live with myself. have you ever contemplated cheating on anyone? fuck no, because i know a thing or two about loyalty. at what age did you start to feel like a teen, and not a kid anymore? idk what age, but it was definitely when i had my first period. i cried about it. who was the last person to completely fascinate you? completely? jason, of course. when looking for something to watch on tv, do you tend to pick shows you know you like or try new shows that look interesting even though you’ve never heard of them before? i tend to stick to what i know. if you were to donate to charity today, what would you donate to? i'm not sure, but probably something for suicide prevention. what is your favorite card game and when was the last time you played it? "magic: the gathering" i guess, and i played the duels of the planeswalker thing on ps3 moooonths ago, but i haven't played it in-hand in well over a year. do you know anyone who is fluent in a second tongue? i think juan's the only one? he speaks spanish and english. how’s your day going so far? eh. i have wicked heartburn and my stomach's upset. did your ex give you a promise ring? no. he gave me a ring, but it wasn't a promise ring. do you know anyone that's gotten an abortion before? i do, and when she's of age, she wants to get a tattoo of the child's name, which... REALLY PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF???? so your unborn child's important enough for you to get a tattoo in his/her honor, buuuut not important enough to be born??? the fuck is your problem??? are you worried about anything right now? ugh, yeah. mom has most of my room packed up, and i'm trying to find the ring jason gave me. i want to fix it and wear it. i think it's in my bigger jewelry box since it wasn't in the one he gave me, but i'm worried it won't be. i will literally die if i lost this ring. does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? no. ashley has a tattoo with my initial, though, as well as our other sisters' and brother's. if you fell pregnant to the last person you kissed, what would you think? if by some miracle i conceived his child after not seeing him in over a year, i would be extremely confused, but i'll go with the logic. i'd be like... unbelievably happy in a very weird way. i'd cherish that child beyond explanation. imagine a dragon guarding priceless treasures in the old fairytales, that's how i'd feel towards that baby. to have some part of him, it'd be unreal. do you think the body is the most beautiful thing that was ever made? no. the human soul is. what colour is your mum’s hair? extremely dark brown, almost black (i thought i was as a child), and graying. what would you do if your partner still kept pictures of their ex? i guess... i can't say much. considering i don't give a fuck, i would never get rid of jason's pictures. are there any mistakes with your recent ex you wish you could have changed? i should've let him have my virginity. he was entirely deserving of it. what color was the hair of the last person you kissed? black. it almost looked brownish in the very strong light, though. who was the last person to buy you dinner? colleen

sorry this is a bit shorter than usual, but i need a nap. looking back at my prom pictures really fucked with me; i feel extremely sick right now.

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