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I DO NOT WANT TO WRITE THIS CONLAW PAPER
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“Look for the strengths in yourself” this. “Your trauma doesn’t define you or make you inherently wrong” that. Do it out of spite. Value yourself out of spite.
What? Those douchebags told you that you weren’t worth anything? Fuck them! Treat yourself like you’re worth something! Get back at those fuckers!
Those assholes conditioned you into thinking you were terrible by treating you like shit? Condition yourself back! Keep valuing yourself and doing self care over and over until you drown them out. Until they’re as stupid and small in your brain as they are in real life.
Fucking win the emotional manipulation game! Win it! Draw something shit because it makes you feel happy! What, you can’t say no to people because you’re not worth as much as them? Fuck that! Say no all the time! Treat yourself like the most important person in the universe because they would hate it!
#so had a epiphany with a client the other day#essentially this#spite is the best way to do anything#and yes I’m in the mental health field#which would shock the tumblr bot who saw my blog and tried to send me to a therapy blog#which was adorable but jesus#and shocking to people who’ve commented saying I’m way to cynical about mental health and asking if I’m okay#I’m so unbelievably stable I help other people get stable lmao#it���s just sometimes the sunshine and rainbows approach works for people#and sometimes it doesn’t#and I’m just incredible super blunt about how I feel and experience things#which is sometimes yucky when it’s mental health or cptsd or my experience being neurodivergent in this society#you have points when your brain isn’t gonna believe that you’re good#that things can get better#rationally you will but emotionally your brain has conditioned itself out of hope and self regard#so sometimes you gotta motivate yourself with anger and spite#those assholes don’t deserve your life#and then you’ll get to the actual hope and happy feelings point#and then you’ll drop again#because this is how it works#and yucky emotions are not always bad or shameful#sometimes spite and anger is justified and can motivate you to change#sometime stress helps you survive#sometimes sadness helps you stop and realise somethings wrong#fuck depression though that one is just bad#(I’m kidding lmao)#seriously for me who gets depressive spirals often#and likely will for my entire life#depression feelings tells me I haven’t been making time for myself#and I’m overwhelmed
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mokke
Also yes I'm alive, is anyone still suffering from mitsuba doing his fifth one :]
#jibaku shounen hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#tbhk#manga coloring#yashiro nene#mokke#I swear I lose motivation every time I complete something#send help /j#mitsuba live!!#boxy colors!
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We're back at 'I don't remember how to put words on a page', which tells me that in a week or two I'll end up writing 8k in the span of three days probably.
#might fuck around and look at some writing prompts tomorrow once I finish responding to and reading some stuff.#I probably won't end up with anything post-able from the prompts but it may help shake things loose again?#just quick little 1k writing exercises?#anon/asks should be on if anyone wants to send me anything. no promises but I need something to go off of right now.#the motivation is there but the ideas just aren't :(
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it's amazing how many hours there are in a day that I could be being productive
it's also amazing how many of those hours I waste
#someone please give me motivation#or slap me#that would also work#i just need to do something#i have a to do list (for today solely) that spans two sides of a4#and ive done a third of one task#its noon.#i have arguably 10 hours left bc i have work tomorrow#so uhm#someone send help#please send help
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I couldn't find the original post to reblog, so I'm just gonna throw this here
#I've been feeling like such a failure when it comes to creative endeavors#it's almost April and I've barely made anything this year#I have no motivation to pick up my drawing tablet#I keep wondering if my characters/stories are even any good#not to mention STB was a huge disappointment#it's just been a rough few months for creativity and I feel terrible...#so I thought something like this might help#but there's no obligation to send in an ask#wherever you are have a good day out there
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#i figured this would be better suited for a separate post continuing from here#I've had people get angry at me for giving Steve a proper strongman build - thus making him fat and muscular in the process#ive gotten people mad at me for making him his direct colorpicked skin tone. got told I made him ''the wrong color'' for it#got called slurs#got told i need to just ''take a joke'' when im getting right fully angry at people telling me im wrong for making his AU design that way#been quite literally told our art looks ''ugly as hell'' when people ran out of bigoted arguments#its all just getting really hard and really tiring to keep doing what i love when everyone is vocal about hating it#and very few people are vocal about liking it#i do art for me dont get me wrong. and people have been supportive.#but i cant help but wonder if anyone would have even cared about the mega ref at all if it hadn't been surrounded by people full of hate#its just hard to stay motivated and put my all into something that's gotten so much backlash for stupid reasons you know#i've been putting so much love into my work surrounding this AU lately. my writing and my art. for over the past year now#i try not to ask anything in return other than for people to just pay attention to it at all. give it a reblog#but the one time we have something out of it become popular its because people are stupid and bigoted#i dont care about numbers this isnt about that. i just care about returning the passion i put into the world.#if anyone wants to send anything my way feel free. i could use it#sorry for venting
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Varian should wear one of those poofy lolita dresses. He'd look cute in one.
... yes I know I'm an artist and I can draw it myself but listen-
#sending my soul to every artists who drew him in a dress ever. thank you for your service#i cant keep on adding things on my to draw list. i cant. its already too much. guys I cant. guys please. help#maybe I need more motivation. someone come scream at me to draw something please#eryanbles
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MAGS UR SUPPOSED TO TELL US IN ADVANCE SO WE CAN PREPARE FOR IMPORTANT EVENTS LIKE THE QUEEN’S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEYYY! Words cannot thoroughly express how much I love ur work. I’ve actually had a rough past few years and I was really going through it when I first found your blog. Your work took me to a world where there was comfort, ease, and love. I was inspired by many of your works to confront difficult aspects of my life and prepare myself to accept love in a vulnerable and meaningful way. I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving me this safe space and place of comfort. You are far more appreciated than you know. ❤️🔥
don't make me tear up... I appreciate that so much, I'm so glad you could enjoy my writing and my blog like that, when I hear that it just pushes me to want to write even more... thank you so very much 💗
#you are always so kind to me ilysm#and thank you haha!! it was a good birthday#you've made my day today you really have#if I could I'd give you the biggest hug right now...#I hope you can keep enjoying my blog... I really want to keep writing more works that you can enjoy#and improving my writing little by little#it makes me so happy to hear this because#picking up writing again made me feel that same feeling#it helped me to heal#so if my writing could do the same for someone it makes me feel so overjoyed 💓💓💓#and just know I always appreciate you every time you're in my ask box hehe#even if it is just to talk about something random#I save all of your messages to look back on when I need some motivation#sending you love <3 <3#ask mags
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begging people to learn the difference between “other characters disagreed with this decision” and “the writers disagreed with this decision”
#or if you’re going to make claims like this. provide examples#i’m not going to pretend the writers don’t have bias but god. people really like to read author intention into everything#i don’t hate anders but man the way some people talk about him is insane#‘the writers are so mean to him :(‘ yes because thats how the story moves forward. it’s called character motivation. hope that helps#and the idea that he’s punished for it goes around a lot but like. it’s totally possible to let him run away scot free#that is an option the game provides. i think if the writers rly thought he was irredeemable it wouldn’t be there. you can’t spare meredith#are you upset that there is the Option to punish him. or that other characters disagree with him. what exactly are we pointing to#you can’t just say shit#i have my own disagreements abt how the mage templar conflict doesn’t work as well outside the context of kirkwall#but because of that. because the scope is broader and stakes are different. i don’t see why they owe him anything tbh#because realistically it’s the annullment that causes the other circles to rebel? the fact that innocents were punished for it??#like i’m not saying the writing is perfect but#is he ‘punished’ because he’s not universally hailed as a hero#for doing something extremely controversial. come on man#other characters will have opinions on that too#that doesn’t reflect on the writers’ own opinions. not everything is a self insert#yknow what i’m feeling brave lol. send poast.#mine#anders
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just started a new lottielee fic and am mostly in the editing stage for the most recent chapter of my jackishauna fic. i only started writing last year and it's completely taken over my life omfg i can barely think about anything other than the soccer cannibals. this show definitely rewired my brain lmao
#i would say send help but i think i'm beyond that now#also i kind of like it#first time writing something primarily focused on lottielee#it's an interesting learning curve#gotta do my part for my second favorite doomed lesbians#so many jumped ship to lottienat :(#i'm too stuck on jackieshauna lottielee taivan mistynat marikilah nation#we used to be a proper country#i'm terrified that i'll lose motivation once i get a job#but for now we vibin#yellowjackets#my fic
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it's making me a lil sad to listen to my s.potify wrapped bc a good chunk of the songs are from playlists i made for ships, and i don't write any of those ships anymore. and dude, the energy i had for toiling over a playlist until i got it just right!! i remember spending so much time and going over and over the playlist until it flowed just the way i wanted it to. and i think it's a mixture of missing the connections i had and missing the energy i had bc i know i haven't been at my best this year. i feel like i don't do a good job of forming personal connections, not that i was ever the best asdf but i've noticed how i've changed. i have a lot of feelings and a lot of ideas, but the energy or motivation is really hard to find sometimes. remaking has helped tremendously, but listening to this playlist is like looking my problems directly in the eye and can i just say yikes
#for the record i'm extremely grateful for the friends and writing partners i have here#i'm extremely grateful for the ships i have here be they romantic platonic or otherwise#i'm extremely grateful for the people who continue to give me a chance and be so patient with me bc i really feel like i press my luck#i feel like i don't do enough and i always want to do more but it's just really hard bc either my motivation/energy isn't great#or i start to feel like i'm going to be a bother if i bug someone too much even though i'm just excited to talk and write together#like i said remaking blogs has helped but problems aren't fixed overnight and i'm gonna continue to struggle with this bc sadly#i am the way i am asdfgh#so really and truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here <3#and sorry bc i did not mean for this to become a whole vent post jeez ;;;;;#lemme go take a breath and listen to something that won't send me down memory lane asdfg#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw vent
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banging my head against a wall
i need to work on my project i need to work on my project i need to work on my project
#will have to bug gf to revise the first draft this week. and do more artwork#but goddamn. i am so tired and work is majorly burning me out again and like#i guess just. right now i need external motivation to work on CoT#send help or something lmao
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I hate writing essay prep
#shitpost#the “I don’t wanna do this rn” procrastination is setting in#unfortunately I have to get all of this essay prep done in *checks pocketwatch* less than two hours#which seems like enough time#it’s really not#ughhhhhhhhhhh#and the great gatsby soundtrack is almost over… along with my motivation…#gugh#send help#or motivation#or something#I don’t even know anymore
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My brain currently bounces between 3 hyperfixations... (BaldursGate, Dune, FallenLondon)
Every time I wanna sit down to draw/write, I can't decide! then I procrastinate. it's so stupid.
How do people cope with this stupid problem? brain, please stop
#lileyx talks#random rambles#send help please!#also if you guys want to see something specific give me drawing suggestions maybe I can motivate myself#fallen london#dune movie#baldur's gate 3
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Having a dawning realization that, as a child, my complaints about my mental health weren't taken seriously... I want one night without anxiety, that would be great.
#the cursed goblin#sigh.. probably gonna need jornir's help again. i didn't want to bother him but its only 11:30. im still awake..#dammit..#no but seriously: your child saying 'ive been hearing voices in my head' isnt something to just brush off and send them to school#let me tell you: the voices didnt let up! they're still here! theyve only expanded in multiple ways!#anyways. my motivation plummeted from overthinking so rotting until i sleep is whats gonna happen tonight. again.
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