#Self Realization

[enesl]

Be with someone who makes you happy.

[star-struck09]

Slowly, I will learn what it means to be kind to myself.

[maria-ruta]

so I decided to go through my old art folders (back from 2012, when i was 16 years old teen)

of course got some cringe blast and nostalgia blast

but also

I found my old Adventure Time fanarts

and

looking back at the way i used to draw princess Bubblegum?

dang I realize there were such strong signs of me beeing fucking gay EVEN THO i didn't think so myself

but

girl...... GIRL X'D

[breelynnxoxoxoxo]

Reflection 💋💋💋

[cringeworms]

[kristingelatin]

[beesfairlyland]

How to get you Desires instantly?...jk...just wanna talk about my take on 'void state'!!

First of all i hate the word void (not kinda hate hate...but the way ppl are obsessed over it... even i was once lol). After studying the concept of Non-Duality the way i used to see the void ...the way i used to put it on pedestal (i cringed😭) it all changed. I realised we are putting something on the pedestal to which we give the existence.

Void is nothing more than a state that exists because YOU give your awareness to it. Void is a state just like Bee(me) is a state that SELF created! There's nowhere to reach/enter.

Void is nothing but just to be aware of being unconscious. To be aware while this body sleeps.

Okayy I'll ask you to simply meditate....not to reach anywhere...not to enter void....not to get your desires.

Soo first get in comfortable position to meditate.

Now just focus on your breathing, let the thoughts pass by don't engage with them. Just watch them and keep your focus on breathing.

Slowly your mind will start to quieten. As your are observing all this happening. You'll know that you are just the observer of thoughts...you are not the thought....these thoughts ain't yours but of this unreal mind's.

This meditation is to just make you realise that you are the awareness behind these thoughts not the thought itself.

Continue focusing on the breathing. There will be a moment where the mind will become silent and that's when you are one with the awareness. That's the NON-DUAL STATE aka the void state.

This meditation is not to reach the non dual state.... it's to know that you are the observer doesn't matter if the mind goes silent or not. Just to experience who you are try this meditation with zero expectations. If mind got silent great!! But if it didn't then also greatt!!

Now the main problem/mistake that ppl do while meditating for the non-dual state(void state). They don't let the mind think itself....they think with the mind themselves. Didn't understand? Wait lemme explain....you don't let the mind wander or think on it's own instead you yourself start thinking....if i am doing it right, how much more time, it'll be happening soon bla bla.

Just only coz y'all 'try' the void to get your 'desires' that feeling makes you anxious. Getting everything all at once sounds too good to be true to the ego (tho you ALREADY have everything) soo it starts getting anxious and that's totally opposite of meditating.

When bloggers say 'void' is easy....IT ISSS. But this ego don't wanna believe it.

And no you really don't need to affirm, or do methods, listen to subliminals, need a void concept (lol wtf is even that), LITERALLY NOTHING. IT'S JUST A STATE THAT YOU BECOME AWARE OF!!

It's just you are aware of getting your 'desires' instantly... that's why you get your 'desires' instantly. Void ain't your purest form or something. It's just a state from which you can experience you being the awareness from the closest (or may be not).

Literally ppl have hyped it soo much that now it's toxic. I am not against the 'void state'. But the way ppl ruin their mental health by putting something like this on the pedestal....it shrinks my heart. Coz I've been thru that and i don't want y'all go thru the same phase of exhaustion.

Just know that it's just a made up state just like this ego is made up by the SELF. Nothing special at all!!

Hope i could convey what i wanted too!🫶🏻✨

-Love, bee💗🧚🏻‍♀️

[gnosticinitiation]

You have put so much energy into building a prison for yourself. Now spend as much on demolishing it.

-Nisargadatta Maharaj

[goddessxeffect]

Object Permanance Myth

Real talk everyone! When I first read the sentence "be aware of the absence of X", I actually thought I (person) had to do something to "do" this. Like reminding myself that circumstance X is gone.

It dawned on me later on that when you get it (realize who you are), you are automatically aware of the absence of circumstances (good / bad; objects, things) because they never had permanance in the first place.

Object permanence/ outlasting circumstances are a fucking lie (illusion), they are a thought you believe in.

I know it has been said a million times already but it is the truth, y'all. Nothing is permanent except you. You are already free (aware of the absence of X), you just don't look at the truth. You rather believe in a "story" someone told you about what reality is like.

[lazyyogi]

The more fixed you are, the more fragile you are.

Truth upholds itself.

Reality upholds itself.

You don’t need to assert it nor defend it. Your only task is to discover and confirm it for yourself.

[enesl]

lows are not bad they show you how far and high you have to climb

[star-struck09]

I would never treat you how you treated me, and I think that is where we are different.

[vesora]

realitywarpingg

[breelynnxoxoxoxo]

Reflection 🪞🪞🪞