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'What have you been up to lately, Bunny?' you ask, 'have you been writing a lot?'
No, sweet blog reader I have not. What I have been doing is making pixelated gay people who fell in love in one video game fall in love in another video game. Namely, The Sims 4. For SO MANY HOURS. Let me tell you all about it.
So obviously I have the boys, Ryan and Dylan, plus their best friend and roommate Kaitlyn, and their cat, Schrödinger.
Kaitlyn and Schrödinger have a very... special relationship.
Kaitlyn's a C-lister learning the entertainment industry, but her secret dream is to be a street performer. Dylan works in tech and Ryan is a painter. They all cook together and the cat helps by phasing into the cabinet somehow. Kaitlyn has somehow broken more stereos than any person ever to live, but luckily Dylan is really good with that sort of thing (and sinks, and showers, and toilets, and refrigerators...).
I keep wanting to call Dylan and Ryan boyfriends but they're actually fiancés, ever since Ryan accidentally made a flirty comment to a bartender at Hazakura Lounge in Wakaba and Dylan got a 12 hour sad mood about it (intensely in character, honestly). Ryan then sort of panic-proposed when he was trying to cheer Dylan up (also in character IMO). Maybe not the most romantic story, but, hey, they've been madly in love since that whole werewolf debacle, it's not like it wouldn't have happened eventually.
Sometimes they kiss in this game like they did in that other game (without actually touching). Oh well, at least it looks cute in the mirror.
They don't really seem like big wedding guys to me (and weddings are perpetually broken in The Sims 4 anyway) so they'll probably just elope at some point, but I thought I'd send them on a little getaway to the gayest place in The Sims universe, Sylvan Glade! Used the 'build anywhere' cheat to place some amenities so they could camp there, undisturbed, for a few days (people keep trying to talk to them on dates other places and Ryan, with his Lone Wolf trait, really does not like strangers).
Started out with a nice campfire, feeling a little familiar...
Then things got a bit...
... heated.
Um. Anyway...
Definitely no funny business happening here.
While they were gone, Kaitlyn worked on her miming hobby. Just kidding, she's playing with a lump of clay that our weird neighbor Constance left at our house. The clay was just temporarily invisible for some reason. This game is very stable. She made a clay bunny for the house in honor of me, their benevolent deity! :3
Dylan and Ryan kept living their best gay lives by the rainbow waterfall, with their hot pink canopy bed (doesn't everyone take one of those when they go camping?). They had a couple of cookouts, did some fishing, did some... other stuff... and took these photos.
Seems like it was a success to me. :3 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
There's a bunch of CC on these guys but the MVP by far is Dylan's perfect piece-y swoop hair, which is Quentin by JohnnySims. I keep forgetting to download a proper wolf tattoo for Dylan but I will get around to that eventually.
#the quarry#ryan erzahler#dylan lenivy#kaitlyn ka#schrödinger lenivy#rylan#radioheads#✨them✨#the sims 4#fandom silliness#sims stories#gay#pride 2024#quarry month 2024#Ryan &Dylan &Kaitlyn &Schrödinger#or as I like to call them#the lenzahlerkas#not a throuple#just two dudes in love and their lesbian sharpshooter best friend#dylan who's gay#ryan is still bisexual#more TQ counselors coming to my game soon
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caprisun sleepover
#I think it’d be funny if Sunita’s body loses structural integrity when she sleeps. She’s just slime :)#This isn’t really ship art but it’s not not ship art yk. Up to interpretation. It’s romantic if you want it to be. Schrödinger’s lesbians#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#my art#The green balls in between Casey’s tummy and Aprils’s side are Sunita’s eyeballs btw :) she put them somewhere safe <3
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happy pride to all the schrödinger’s lesbians who may or may not be out there
#sharpie speaks#pride month#lesbianisms i suppose?#i mean they’re bi and neither of us are strictly women… hrm#yeah no schrödinger’s leabianims yep#wow i can’t spell today
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pre-transition me exists in a quantum state of both boy and girl until observed (i think/talk about her), at which point the quantum state collapses and he becomes solidly one or the other
#true schrödinger’s gender#in some ways shes a dumb lil unrealised lesbian and in others hes an unaware little boy#and sometimes shes a cringefail weirdgirl autistic and in others hes a destined to be insane strangeboy autistic#u get it#trans#ryan shut the fuck up
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i kissed my girlfriend at the doorstep and my neighbour was there and i have no idea if he saw me. oh well!
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Happy pride month and all!
I figured now was a good time to ask, but do you have any thoughts about the sexuality of the characters in your Sep AU?
Sorry if you’ve been asked already, and the answer can definitely be no, I’m just curious :)
Happy pride!! ✨
Here's the thing about headcanons about queer identities, I personally prefer to not get too stuck on specific labels. While there are exceptions, I generally try to remain flexible if that makes sense? As in I like having multiple different interpritation about characters' identities so deciding on One Particular Label can feel limiting to me.
I mentioned it before, but I do plan on making Capril an established relationship in the AU sooner or later, so April and Casey are definitely sapphic. But more specific than that? Are they lesbian or bi or pan or whatever?? I dunno!! It's not really relevant to the story so I might as well leave that up to interpretation.
My approach to creating stories is that I'll usually only decide on specific labels if it is plot relevant, Schrödingers Identity if you will, lol, it can be anything if you don't decide on it beforehand. Again, there are exceptions, Leo is gay 100% like duh I can't interpret him any other way XD. Splinter is a Bi-Icon and I will STAND BY THAT!
Raph, Donnie and Mikey? Man who knows, canon Donnie seems to be into girls at least so it's the same in the AU, but more specific than that I dunno, I'm not planning on the story really focusing on romance (aside from a little capril because every story needs sapphics that's like the law)
Actually, you know what I find fun? World building! I honestly tend to be more interested in how queer identities are viewed and treated in a story's world as a whole as opposed to induvidual character's identities. Human society in rottmnt seems to be mostly the same as our IRL society, but what about Yōkai society!? With how diverse yōkai are I think it'd be fun if people in The Hidden City just... didn't care about who you loved or what you identified as. As a result of that, I don't think yōkai would care that much about terminology and labels, you just kinda loved whoever you loved.
It'd be honestly be kinda interesting if Donnie and April used terminology that related to queer stuff and Raph, Leo and Mikey are just really confused. Like for example, April is complaining about one of her classmates who's homophobic and the The Drax Bros are just like "Home-phobic??? They're afraid of homes??" cuz the concept of discriminating against someone based on which gender they're attracted to is completely foreign to them. Actually, Leo might be more knowledgable about human queer culture considering he's interested in human cultures in general. He calls himself gay at one point and Draxum is all like "you're happy? good for you?" and he'd just be wondering why Leo is using such an old-timey word considering Leo doesn't exactly have the most advanced vocabulary.
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Me and my sister watched Hellsing together. Here's her opinion on the characters
- Alucard: "He's a cunt, but he's entertaining. I'd probably pay to see him in a strip club. I didn't like him and his shit-eating grin and 'master' bullshit at first, but he grew on me quick and i don't like that he grew on me. He's a complex character, and he's hot asf when he cries. Also I wish we'd seen his Dracula form for longer; that was awesome. Him and Anderson had a thing going on."
- Seras: "Didn't really mind her at first, but liked her after she drank blood. Her transformation and the guns are really fucking cool. I didn't like her voice and her whining at first but it got better after a few episodes. I like her when her personality became a little bit more spunky. Her story's fucked up."
- Integra: "Absolute bad bitch. Her attitude reminds me of myself so idk if I should like it or hate it, she's got a lot of pride which I respect. Really human and I like it, she takes no one's shit and she's a badass. Didn't even FLINCH when she got her eye shot out. Girlboss. She gives me ace vibes also."
- Walter: "I liked him, he was funny. And then he betrayed everyone and became emo. He gave good advice, and he was cool as hell with that wise older veteran vibe. I'm disappointed in him, but the plot twist was actually good. You'd notice the signs if you suspected him from the beginning."
- Pip: "He's FINE. I'd braid his hair any day. I was in love and then I mourned. I'm widowed. He was hilarious, plus his voice actor nailed the French. My favorite character. Screeched when he came back. He's a good leader and I loved his speeches, also his death made me cry. And I don't often cry when watching anime."
- Anderson: "kinda neutral. I didn't like him at first, he was obnoxious as fuck. Then he respected women and opposed Maxwell and his orders so he grew in my esteem a bit. His character is cool as fuck tho. I wish he didn't turn into a monster, he fell to the same level as Alucard. It's like human greed or desperation for power. Him and Alucard had a thing going on."
- Enrico Maxwell: "Lucius Malfoy. I hate him but not the one I hate most."
- Heinkel & Yumie: "Really like these two lesbians. So cool and I respect their resolve, especially Heinkel's. Rip Yumi. You were cool. Heinkel being intersex is a dope detail, she's very androgynous too. I like their designs."
- The major: "Augustus Gloop? I like the fact he refused vampirism, that was cool, but he's an actual fucking sociopath and I hate him"
- The Captain: "Ngl, I actually find him quite dope, aside from the nazi thing. Literally no one respected him, that shit had me crying. His face is pretty and his tits are big, even if he looks a bit goofy at times. Wish we'd seen more of him. I felt kinda bad when he got defeated."
- Schrödinger: "I want this thing dead"
- Rip van winkle: "She gives me the vibes of a Dr Seuss character."
- Zorin: "Bleach Ichigo knockoff. Fuck this bitch in particular I hate her"
- The Valentine brothers: "A slav squat necrophile and his gay brother that used to be a runway model but got cancelled after a scandal"
Overall: A hit, neither of us expected her to like it. She likes the political and literary aspects, and also finds the characters interesting. She doesn't really know how to feel about the ending; she considers it realistic and a good end, but she wished it was more epic. But from a writing perspective it's good. Also she lowkey wished Alucard would turn Integra into a vampire, just because it would be cool. Now we send each other memes about it. She calls Nendocard a whore when she passes by him, but says she'd buy a Pip nendo in a heartbeat
#hellsing#shitpost#alucard#seras victoria#sir integra#walter c dornez#pip bernadotte#alexander anderson#enrico maxwell#heinkel wulf#yumie takagi#rip van winkle#jan valentine#luke valentine#schrodinger#the major#zorin blitz#andercard cameo#long post#she told me prior 'you keep showing me shit about it and now I'm curious'#and it was a hit#binged it in 3 days
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Schrödinger's Lesbian When a Lesbian, which is defined as a non-man liking another non-man, has crushes on mostly fictional men
chat is it possible to be a lesbian when it comes to real people but when being attracted to fictional characters you don’t care about the gender. Or am I strange
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So, you're a Pricefielder and your virtual girlfriend broke up with you…
I get it, breakups are painful. I lost my love of my life when my plane crashed in the artic and I was frozen for 70 years. Then I was awoken, witnessed my Peggy die of old age and I had a weird, short-lived fling with her great-niece. After that, not unlike Max Caulfield, I traveled back in time to be with my Peggy again. (Please, don't ask about Bucky. That's a sensitive topic for me.) So, yes, I get longing that transcends space and time.
But sometimes you have to move on.
I know you love Chloe Price very much. She's a great, fun character. The perfect, how do say, "Chaotic Lesbian"? And Max and Chloe are a wonderful couple. They are a big reason why I played through LiS 1 three times. I love to see them be happy and gay together!
But maybe that's not an interesting story?
In preparation for Double Exposure I caught up with the Life is Strange comics from Emma Vieceli, Claudia Leonardi and Andrea Izzo. You probably think "What! Not only did Captain America play the games, he read the comics, too?" Yes! We didn't had electronic games in the Forties, but I love videogames now. They are such an interesting medium to tell stories in. I especially love the games where you don't have to shoot anyone. And of course I love comics! Big fan since that Superman guy appeared in Action Comics #1.
Here's the thing: I like the LiS comics. All my favorite characters are back being happy, cute and are even doing a cool road trip after they finally got out of the uninteresting LA storyline. We get to see Chloe und Max together and at the end of the story they live a fulfilled life. Before that we get to see Rachel and Chloe together in a different dimension, being also super cute. I don't regret reading those comics. They're from fans for fans with a lot of interesting ideas and concepts that I already see reappearing in Double Exposure.
But those comics are so boring to read!
There's barely any conflict and barely any stakes. No bad guys, no villians, no really deep problems, nothing that makes them interesting. It's six issues of sweet fan service. A fan service that feels like nothing. Barely anything substantial happens in them. I would never recommend them to a non LiS fan. I just hope the True Colors comics from Zoe Thorogood are a better read.
Now imagine a similar Life is Strange game without any conflicts. That's boring! Stories need conflict! I watched multiple seasons of the time travel/history drama Outlander and even perfect couple Claire and Jaimie went through some conflicts and rough patches, too!
I think I know what it is: This fandom is obsessed with Chloe. Like I said, she's a great character, but also she's a huge, pardon my french, bitch. A super annoying and insecure girl constantly pissed about everything. Ugh, no. That's what you're into, really?
Life is Strange is more than Pricefield. We even had two great games with LiS 2 and True Colors that were not about Chloe and Max! And isn't Max allowed to kiss other girls? Is a developer not allowed to tell new stories with old characters? Are fictional characters and real-life developers not allowed to move on from the past?
Speaking of videogame developers: Did you know that in one ending of LiS 1 Chloe can die? And that this ending is a choice in not only Life is Strange 2 and Wavelenghts, but also in Double Exposure? And because of that the developers are being forced to write a story around a character that has the possibility of being dead. Gosh darn, that's quite a Schrödinger's cat, I'm telling you! Game development is already hard enough, but trying to do basically a whole seperate game with a living Chloe running around would have make things unnecessary hard for the devs. So, what's the solution? Find a way to have Chloe not in the game. I know what's in the game is not how you would have preferred it, but it is what it is. You don't have to like it...
But you don't have to be mean about it.
The LiS fan community is on the brink of turning into a toxic cesspool like it happened with other fandoms. Some of you have already harassed developers at Deck Nine who probably had nothing to do with Chloe not being in the game. You don't want to be like the Star Wars fans hating on cool and interesting stuff like The Last Jedi or The Acolyte. Neither do you want be like the Silent Hill fans hating the new Silent Hill 2 Remake, which seems to be a pretty good game. (Sadly, hating new Silent Hill stuff is not new for them. They we're neglected by Konami and for a long time only got bad HD re-releases and Silent Hill pachinko machines. They can't remember a time when they were not depressed. For them, it's always like this.)
But you can be better, dear Life is Strange fans.
Just look at Remedy fans! They were waiting thirteen years for a sequel to Alan Wake and finally got one last year! The Remedy fandom is one of the most uplifting and positive fandoms I experienced. They're always stoked about new games by Remedy and are okay with changes to lore and characters.
As Captain America I get trying to hold on to the past. The past is comfortable. Change is scary. It takes time to get used to new things.
But change doesn't have to be a bad thing. It brings new opportunities.
To quote Max herself from Double Exposure: "There's so much more to your life than just the past. It's hard, but try to move on."
#life is strange#Life is Strange: Double Exposure#SecretsOfCaledon#Pricefield#Yes Captain America is a Life is Strange fan#Captain America
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i made a flag for myself!
Schrödinger's Identity
a flag for people whose identity and labels are nebulous or nonexistent up until the moment that they become immediately relevant. can apply to gender, sexuality, romantic orientation, etc.
further explanation under the cut.
‼️disclaimer: please keep in mind that though this might seem like a joke, it's really not. i don't mind people finding entertainment in this or joking around good-naturedly, but know that this reflects my own experiences and feelings, and be respectful.‼️
feel free to use and spread however you please :3
in my own experience this is something that is especially prevalent regarding asexuality and aromanticism, where due to how vague and ambiguous and fluid my attraction to people is, i only explicitly identify as aroace/alloace/alloaro whenever using one of those labels is helpful/required/easier than saying "oh i share some of the experiences of aroace people but i don't really experience such a thing as a stable and consistent identity, so using the label as a be-all/end-all thing would feel restrictive". similarly with gender and filling out forms where people ask for my gender, or when i wanna lament being a lesbian because women are too pretty and will kill me one day. with their beauty.
explanation of the colours:
orange: the joy of experimentation
yellow: self acceptance
white: lack of (solid/unambiguous) identity
purple: (making peace with) the mystery/the unknown
black: disconnect from rigid labels
#here it is!!#feel free to use#queer#lgbtq#<- that's good enough#buggy thoughts#buggy art#buggy life
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This year's Pride discourse starting out with "bi girls' straight boyfriends" apparently.
Love you all*, thank you for making sure I don't feel like I belong here.
*by "you all" I mean the shitbags I don't see, not the actual friends on my dash who of course think that you can't tell someone's orientation or gender by looking and also straight allies are welcome at Pride anyways, straight allies have always been part of Pride and also bi women aren't some sort of Schrödinger's queer where a single one exists in a state of superposition whereas one in a relationship is Actually Straight if she has a boyfriend and Basically A Lesbian if she doesn't. (Note poly-inclusive language choice there.)
Fuck. Can we please go back to whether wearing a dog mask in public is basically the same thing as groping someone's genitals?
Bonus poll just because it's so easy to hit a create a poll button by mistake:
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Btw this is very random and out of the blue but i had a fem sorcvalier idea like they're lesbians but Rui is fem and Tsukasa is a butch like i just had a thought im curious about your opinion
lowkey this is just my usual sorcevalier LMFAOOO ..
the curse of being a lesbian insane abt a mlm ship is that i must yurify everything. they are both girls and boys to me at the same time. this constitues lesbianism.
do i refer to any of my ruikasas as fem (aside from my explicitly tfem au)? no. does this mean that they aren't also girls? no. schrödinger's gender, if you will.
#ask#the sanitization of queer identities yadda yadda all that matters is love and peace#if it doesn't make sense to you that's fine.#but gender and sexuality has never been something that can be perfectly segmented into specific groups#and it sucks that people tend to believe there are only so many identities and options. like no make it what you want. be free#SORRY THIS TURNED INTO A RANT i just think abt queer sanitization and marketability a lot
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Both portraits by @camelspit
Propaganda:
Jolie Ruewen:
"my girl Jolie deserved so much better, I lover her sm she's so underrated ugh. I hope we will get to see her more in book 10" (anonymous)
"guys she literally haunts the narrative like no other. sure, prentice was kinda haunting the narrative for a few books in his schrödinger’s-dead state, but jolie has been *dead* dead since before book one, yet she feels more alive to us at times in the series than some living characters.
we know what her favorite treats were, we know she loved gremlins, we know she was scared of the dark as a kid, we know she was the life of the party, we know where her dresses and makeup were and still are decades later. we know her wedding was going to have a butterfly theme. we know she was willing to write in a diary in a secret code backwards because she needed to confess somewhere but couldn’t confess to the people she needed to. we know she loved so much it killed her and she was loved so much that part of grady and edaline and brant and maybe even vertina (A PIECE OF AI) and others died with her.
sophie never even met her, and there’s a part of her that loves jolie and thinks of her as someone safe, given the times prentice appeared as jolie and sophie went “this is a sign i’m gonna be alright”. jolie was a source of goodness so palpable that prentice feels safer taking her shape. and grady and edaline see her in sophie more than they’ll ever say out loud. sophie is a warped reflection of some of who jolie was and could’ve been.
jolie is an inspiration and a warning to all in the same breath. and it’s been almost twenty years since her last breath was full of smoke." @synonymroll648
Stina Heks:
"THE mean girl!! THE horse girl!! She's so interesting guys 🙏🙏 she is the living embodiment of the hypocrisy of elven prejudice!! she cares about her family and the world and despite her past feelings she has helped sophie!! she is a part of team valiant!! she is very slowly learning acceptance and all that while STILL being a bitch!! also shes funny." @camelspit
"she’s a mean lesbian horsegirl what’s not to love" @faggot-friday
"She could step on me and I would thank her" (anonymous)
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Excuse me, I saw one of your posts--one where you said that what makes a butch a butch is who they are and not how they dress--and now I’m wondering if I am a butch or not because I don’t know exactly what “acting like a butch” means. I’ve been wondering this way before I saw your post because my family (conservative) sees me a super masculine, while my friends (queer) see me as androgynous, or even feminine at times. It’s a bit of a mess how people perceive me, but it’s interesting to see.
So, my question is, what are some traits that are “recognizable” when it comes to being a butch, if there are any? And how would you call an androgynous lesbian? Futch? Butch of Schrödinger?
Thank you in advance, and sorry for any inconveniences.
Hey thanks so much for the ask!
First of all I’m sorry if my post made you feel invalid that wasn’t my intention at all. I was trying to convey the complicated way that Butchness works and never meant to seem like I was positioning myself as some kind of authority because I’m not.
So far what acting Butch means. This question has a lot of nuance, it means a lot of different things to different people, you’re going to get a lot variety of answers. Acting Butch to me means loving your fellow Butches and Femmes, psychically and emotionally protecting the more vulnerable members of your community, and preforming masculinity in a way that challenges the “typical cis het male ideal of masculinity.”
I developed my idea of what acting like a Butch means from reading books by older Butches like Female Masculinity, Stone Butch Blues and Butch as a noun. I highly recommend them but please make sure to mind the trigger warnings. I’ve also learned a lot from older Butches on social media. @cowboyjen68 on here is a wonderful source.
For your last question some people do call themselves Futches (more as a joke then an actual identity) but there dosen’t seem to be a solid word for androgenous lesbian that I could find (maybe GNC or gender non conforming lesbian) If you feel like the label of Butch might fit you however I would suggest just trying it out. Labels are meant to fit you and if you try it and it dosen’t fit the worst thing that happens is that you were wrong. I personally tried the Butch label after IDing as a trans man for a while and it fit like a glove where the Trans man label didn’t.
Finally i’m sorry about your conservative family, I hope you’re safe and in a place where you can be loved for who you are. And if after reading this you find that the Butch label fits. Welcome home. We’re happy to have you!
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Wanted to organize my thoughts on Lorelai
I wanted to explore multiple things with Lorelai - namely Responsibility, and Body.
Lorelai is a character haunted by responsibility - or rather her desire to not face it, with the main conflict being the murder of her father. It was an accident, there was no pre-meditated intent, however, it had happened, and Lorelai ran from it rather than facing it. Which bleeds into the next point.
Did the murder actually happen? I used the phrase 'Schrödinger's murder' because Lorelai never saw the conclusion. While she assumes he was dead, and for all intents and purposes, as she is the only witness, it is true, but there is the slightest possibility that he did not die that night. As long as Lorelai does not face the consequence, the responsibility of what she did - her father is both alive and dead. The crime happened, and never did. It is her fear of acknowledging and taking responsibility for her actions that halts her from ever opening that door, from ever seeing the actual conclusion - if the 'cat' really is alive or dead.
But that doesn't change whatever has transpired within the room - just because Lorelai does not acknowledge it, does not change the 'cat's real fate, only Lorelai's perception of it, only her own healing and closure.
For her to be able to get closure, to move on, she must face responsibility for what she did rather than running away from it. She 'accepts' it, saying the 'cat' is dead but still refuses to open the door - the final step necessary to bury the 'cat' once for all. Only then can she find peace from the yoke of the past.
Secondly is body- this one is a little more nuanced. Lorelai is a lesbian, which interacts with gender in a particular way ; I highly recommend taking a look at My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness
Lorelai has faced a lot of issues over her presentation - she had her own style and her sexuality put her at odds with her rather conservative and old fashioned parents. Her struggles with being accepted as a vampire, is a metaphor for interactions as a queer person with others, unknowing if they will accept you, or consider you dangerous simply for existing.
Though while I needed to mention this as it's an important facet, there is more to this then her sexuality. The way I write vampirism, Lorelai would have developed Analgesia ever since becoming undead. She has decreased sensitivity to all physical stimuli (with the exception of light magic and daylight), thus her ability to feel warm, cold, pain, and pleasure is significantly reduced (It's due to this she prefers to be in her bat form when seeking warmth, it is a much smaller surface area to warm, thus making it easier to experience any temperature change).
This impacts her libido, as Lorelai has really no drive to participate in sex. She very much is interested in women, and has no issues with concept of sex, however due to her decreased feeling, it ends up impacting her sense of self. It is not an inherent part of her, like asexuality, but rather a symptom of her own tumultuous relationship with her body.
This all in combination causes Lorelai to experience dissociation and depersonalization. Her general physical numbness makes her feel as though her body is not her own, but rather she is akin to a hermit crab, finding sanctuary in this shell, but it was not hers. Especially in situations of high stress, she struggles with connecting her mind and her body, with the barely feeling shell feeling too big. It is static of her extremities, something far away - a phantom limb but it is physically there, she just feels it and doesn't at the same time.
TLDR : this little bat needs a long hug.
#lorelai#I FINALLY GOT WHAT I WANTED FOR HER....#i love shoving my issues onto characters <3 you get to be my stress ball now
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