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mobileleprechaun · 10 months ago

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Oh boy I can't wait to depersonalize at the Christmas party with this bad boy 😍

#welcome home #welcome home update #welcome home spoilers #eddie dear #this one was so thoroughly fucked #SLEEPING PILLS!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!

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queerstudiesnatural · 8 months ago

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i think my brain should be studied i'm being fr

#surely this isn't normal #my dreams are like a portal to another life #sometimes i dream about the next day in advance #like with full details. and i often plan lessons in my sleep #sometimes i dream up entire stories with full fledged characters and backstories and intricate plot points etc #last night i dreamt up not just one but about ten such episodes #in the same night i also dreamt that i started taking T and had sex with a random girl and then had. a kinky adventure with dean winchester #(i love being ace about also this dream sex was pretty nice!)#i'm not gonna tell all the stories bc we would be here all day but #there were a Lot of different stories in my dream #full stories that all felt like they happened over the course of days or weeks or months or years in some cases #god i met so many different people in one night and they don't even exist #how i am expected to function properly when my head is so full of memories from lives i never lived but also kind of did #i feel like there's a hundred different universes in my memories and they're all from dreams but they all feel super real #like oh yeah remember that time i was part of a forest dwelling society that started gaining powers and we all thought they were #evil powers but it turns out the forest had given us the ability to communicate with it and to fly and to heal #or oh yeah i traveled the world once and then on my way back i had to cheat customs that wanted to charge me an exorbitant amount of money #for my luggage #by jumping down the luggage slide and travelling with the luggage #or oh yeah i was on T once and actually lost my T pills in a swamp but i dug around and ended up finding them #and i started to grow facial hair after like a week #like stoooop that's too many lives to live #every single night i go through another portal and live a whole ass life #rain.stuff #rain.dreams

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tillman · 9 months ago

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Learned today everything I thought I was reading way too into the assassins guild is all literally real and fully canon and fully intentional and so much more fucked than I ever thought has me still reeling. Im still so insane over this.

#GOOD NIGHT OF KNIVES TRANSLATION SAVE ME.#txt #I literally can not emphasize what learning how Horrifically Sad and Lonely zato one is did to my understanding of the guild as a while #he feels abandoned and hurt by slayer leaving.#his need for power and need to control every aspect of millia and venoms lives is directly tied to that.#he hates millia not for getting him locked away. but for Abandoning him. he was Left.#he cant sleep despite sleeping pills and other shit without holding onto her.#eddie cant die without being in her arms.#oh my fucking god.#millia willingly accepting some of his abuse because at least during sex she can forget.#millia lashing out at zato in a moment of weakness asking if shes happy because shes Not #because happiness to her is freedom. and he knows he is the reason she doesnt have that.#him just Accepting her Dream is to never see his dream ever come to fruition.#also like #venoms jealousy of millias abuse makes complete sense w this.#and of course millia would laud it over him. hes an ass.#god I literally havent stopped thinking about this since I read the wip. I cant. its so.#I cant fucking believe Assassins Guild is a narrative about how cycles of abuse and violence are perpetrated.#and how freedom from the cycle of your father and his father before him is Happiness.#THATS REAL. THATS NOT MADE UP. ITS REAL. god. holy fuck.

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rustinsscohles · 11 days ago

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in the past week i have not only dreamt up a new song but also a movie bc i’m 99% sure the movie me and my friends were watching in my dream does not exist. great plot twist though.

#dreaming up a song is very paul mccartney of me. if only I could actually remember it #but yeah the dream movie was a vampire flick (so jas if you’re reading this you’d love it)#and like I genuinely remember being shocked in the dream being like ohhhhh my god holy shit holy shit #so like go me for being creative in my dreams but lacking it in everyday life #also helloooo insomnia (no I did not take my sleeping pill again whoops)#i'm rambling again aren't i

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dormiloncito · 10 months ago

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it's so over

#for a change i haven't been able to sleep at all tonight and i need to be up in about 3 hours #i even took some sleeping pills which i was happily not taking anymore bc i genuinely didn't need them #and now i'm bummed because not even that has helped #i'm thinking about skipping class today but i'd rather eat concrete and also i need to meet with someone after classes and #🙁#is nothing easy #i don't even know why i'm here posting about it i think i needed to let it out i'm lowkey going insane i hate not being able to sleep #i'm far more worried about falling asleep while driving than skipping class at this point. god.

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caterpillarinacave · 2 months ago

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Honestly my dreams are the best

#All hail hydroxyzine #First fifteen years of my life sleep was lowkeyhell and two lil green pills and I get bonus content for all my special interests every nigh #brilliant #last dream closed out with Kahmunrah halfway to insanity screeching “WHY ARE YOUR EVEN EYES BLUE-“ while ahk was like☕️🫤#And I laughed so hard I woke up #”everyone just LOVES you and your PERFECT holier than though face- oh GOD don’t you want to kill him??? Don’t you???”#Headcannon that Kahmunrah just finds ahkmenrahs unshakable commitment to unbothered-ness unbelievably infuriating #Murdering him didn’t even stop it he’s still like 😊#Yeah I do think about Rami Malek’s eyes a lot can you blame me. Can you possibly blame me. In any universe could you even remotely blame me

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boyfriendblogging · 2 months ago

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I don't have current tags for everybody but I'm working on it!

⚾️; batter up - Baseball (Inanimate Insanity)

🌡️; sick on seventh street - Tissues (Inanimate Insanity)

🍰; the host with the most - Two (Battle For Dream Island)

🗄️; amnesia was her name - Cabby ( Inanimate Insanity)

🎉; twos a party - Filbo Fiddlepie (Bugsnax)

🎧; experimental film - Strong Sad (Homestar Runner)

📎; cheesed to meet you - Allan (Smiling Friends)

👑; kiss me son of god - Gristol Malik (Psychonauts)

🔌; high and low and new and old - Charger Block (Love Of The S*n)

🕯️; i better ace that interview - Amelia (HFJONE)

🍎; aurora borealis - Seymour Skinner and Gary Chalmers (The Simpsons)

💰; 100 dollars in usd only - Yellow Face (BFDI)

☁️; on cloud nine - Steve Small (TAWOG)

🥫; minimum wage - Larry Needlemeyer (TAWOG)

🐽; no sleeping pills no old tattoos - Amanda Young (Saw)

📄; when you're following an angel - Allison Kerry (Saw)

🐸; the lovers the dreamers and me - Kermit The Frog (Muppets)

Famial-

💎; sleeping is a gateway drug to being awake (f) - Walter White, Skylar White, Jesse Pinkman, Walt jr (Breaking Bad- parents and brothers)

🧨; pouring like an avalanche (f) - Dynamite (Objectified) (son)

🍄‍🟫; coming down a mountain (f) - Mushroom (Objectified) (daughter)

🌮; i broke my glass balloon (f) - Taco (Inanimate Insanity) (sister)

🥧; bitty bite sized (f) - Eric "Bitty" Bittle (Check, Please!) (brother)

💣; run rabbit run (f) - Tiny Tina (Borderlands) (daughter)

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llycaons · 3 months ago

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the garbage trucks were really incredibly loud this morning but I only know that because my alarm woke me up after approx. 2 hours of sleep so I imagine the deep sleep and the use of earplugs is taking care of that issue. good to know. anyway I'm up bc I'm birdingggggg (with the AUDOBON SOCIETY no less at a place I learned about at an environmental fair a few weeks ago) and it's a gorgeous october day so it'll be good to see the sunshine whee

#caffeine pills are coming in clutch and I'm going back to sleep in a few hours #thank god for this bc if all I did on my nights off was read fanfic my brain would rly rot out #my new audiobook is neat tho #cor.txt

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rainyraisin · 3 months ago

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I have to take two more lots of penicillin today I'm gonna fucking SCREAM (vent in the tags)

#vent tw #vomit tw #i thought tablets would be better than the liquid i had earlier in the year #bc i had to have these massive capsule antibiotcs recently and i was able to have those easy despite usually being terrible with pills #and my mom had some capsule penicillin recently so i thought id have the same thing #nope!#im having phenoxymethylpenicillin #and its the most disgusting thing in the fucking world!!!!!!#and its so bitter and big it triggers my gag reflex so i have to fight to get these two massive pills down my painful ass throat #had to try and fall asleep earlier after taking them bc they made me feel so much fucking worse #might have to call up the doctors and ask if theres anything else i can have because oh my god i hate this shit #id even have liquid over this because despite the taste lingering at least i havent been throwing it back up #i have like 24 more of these fucking tablets or smth like that #it was meant to be more but i lost two earlier to throwing up for the first time in my life!!!! 💀#if i ever have tonsilittis again istfg its the most miserable experience ever bc its like every illness combined plus disgusting ass tablets #also if ive misepelled anything im so sorry like i said i had to sleep after my last lot so i just woke up #about to take my third technically fourth lot of the day wish me luck :(

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mars-ipan · 5 months ago

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woke up to use the bathroom (well. bedside commode. trying to reduce/prevent foot pain) and folks i am so comfy. i love the pressure from the compression boots they have me in and OH MY BIRTH CONTROL I NEED TO TAKE THAT

#marzi speaks #remembered mid-‘it gets better’ post ain’t that funny #update: nurse got my bc out for me we’re good #my gyno would be so proud of my ability to remember to take my pills <3 (<- always follows meds routines)#anywho as i was saying i’m on a dose of liquid tylenol every 6 hours to stay ahead of the foot pain and it is so lovely #been sleeping basically since i had dinner. gonna keep sleeping until they come do my labwork #(not looking forward to that part but i will live)#god i am so glad i won’t have to do colonoscopy prep again #well. if all goes well that is. i should be good until my 50s #i feel like i’m gonna be so well rested. this is such an improvement #also. as they were wheeling me into the OR which was bright and busy bc i had 2 doctors for my 3 scopes #(endo- colono- and broncho-)#my anaesthesiologist asked me again if i wanted some anti-anxiety iv meds since it was so hectic #and i was still good w the morphine but also like. that place was COOL i liked it #i wanted to absorb as much info as my sleepy little nerd brain could #ANYWHO. i’m gonna go back to sleep now love you all

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floatingwithlaura · 1 year ago

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i take about 8 pills every 4 hours as a like Staying Alive and Functioning routine. but it always pisses me off when i have to take even ONE more. why!!!!! i basically rattle as i walk as it is.

#reason for taking another: almost shit myself bc my pain is squeezing my stomach #loose bowel movements the bane of my existence #god why #jaz rambles #chronic illness sucks btw #endometriosis #this doesn’t include my other Daily Pills like my antidepressants and when needed sleeping pills #like bro #no wonder im never hungry #i eat about 35 pills a day (on a bad day)

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yoohyeon · 6 months ago

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I’ve managed to have no mosquitoes bites until now, but those fuckers got me today 😭

#I’ll have to take allergy pills before bed or I won’t sleep 😭#i only have 2 thank god it could have been 10 x worst 😭#alex.txt

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1327-1 · 6 months ago

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one of the most wretched nights to try and sleep + i shluld kill that damn *******************

#oh my god i just dont get it im going crazy ive been having #very intense sleep problems since march and its really bad and foundationally why im just Worse #when my sleep meds that r literally panic attack pills dont keep me asleep. i am going to try killing ppl w my mind in violent ways sorry #.jrnl #censor isnt anything no nuance friday just trust

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kat-ryn · 6 months ago

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Anxiety!

#woke up at 5 tried to go back to sleep been tossing and turning since #god I wish I had pills for anxiety but fuck it we rawdog life no meds #I’d be less anxious if the train was running from my town today but nope gotta drive to a different station because life is like hmm should #we make it easy for Kat today hmm 🙂‍↔️ no we shall not run the trains she needs to take 😝

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futzingbarton · 6 months ago

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talkin to doctor: hey so let's order my medication thru this online ordering service so i can get a 90 day supply and get it here faster so i don't have to worry about running out

doc: yeah that's perfect, i am placing the script now, on june 18th

me, june 24th: hi, yes, express scripts? what the fuck it has been a week and everything is still in processing. can we please expedite this

express scripts: yes sure thing. we will add a charge of 2 day shipping but we are filling this now.

me, june 27th: HI YES EXPRESS SCRIPTS?? my order is still in processing on the website and i have a single day of medication left, what is your deal

express scripts: hi we filled and shipped this out but just didn't update it. also it's standard shipping because no one added 2 day shipping. good luck

#thank god i'm going camping this weekend so i can have the joy of being in the woods to not deal with needing medicine #but christ alive i am so!!!#hanging on by a gossamer fucking thread #this combined with my living situation and all i wanna do is take a sleeping pill and not exist for a few days #simply am Over It and Cannot Do It

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shearah · 7 months ago

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i know i'm just in the post-migraine blegh hours but

everything sucks and nothing is fun all food tastes like cardboard

i am a melted pile of headachey goo and i don't wanna be conscious

#i think i slept though a whole ass day so i unfortunately am not capable of sleeping more #but god the temptation to just. take some sleeping pills and say fuck it with the rest of this week already

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