#SHUT UP. THE WAY I CRIED
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i cant even say anything about the new episodes because i can barely form coherent thoughts right now. talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, never been done before—
#SPOILERS FOR THE NEW EPISODES IN THE TAGS !!!! DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED THEM IM SO SERIOUS !!!!#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#ok so what? what did i just watch?#the most beautiful shit i’ve ever seen?#yeah#i think so#first of all#man anne and mary did not disappoint#murder wives fr#that whole episode was so insane and i loved it#not everyone thinking ed was gonna keep the bunny (stede bunnet) and it getting killed off immediately#gives me the vibes of that one the last of us clip#ed saying you wear fine things well ????#SHUT UP. THE WAY I CRIED#also the fact that the moon wasn’t full when they kissed representing how they were still healing and taking things slow#stede fr thought he was gonna get some that night i swear#can we talk about how i’m starting to like izzy#THE NOTE??? HELLO????#i’m so fucking glad they’re healing#let’s appreciate fang/kevin too#he’s been a real one from the beginning of the season#stede bonnet#ed teach#blackbonnet#izzy hands#anne bonny#mary read
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This entire scene from Afternoon Delight singlehandedly rewired the synapses in my brain, literally changed the trajectory of my life and affected me on a molecular level that I am forever changed.
#All that tension for a deleted scene kiss#i will never shut up about this#kathryn hahn#agatha all along#wlw post#wlw#sapphic#lesbian#sapphism#wlw yearning#lesbianism#i'm so fucking gay#girl kisser#women#afternoon delight#movies#moviegifs#film#fav movies#love this movie#The way Kathryn looks at her#the lesbians everywhere suddenly cried#The way she flipped her at the end#i'm feral
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a daily dose of sunshine & wisdom
#daily dose of sunshine#korean drama#park bo young#mmkfav#mygif#stayed up until 4am to finish this drama so i'm running on no sleep and i have no regrets#i cried so many times watching this drama#truly a healing drama#def one of my favs of the year#my pby is finally in another kdrama masterpiece#(i used to pray for times like this)#also this drama messed me up (in a good way)#also i will never shut up about our childhood besties from the drama#(they should have been endgame)#(im so hurt)#(we got absolutely robbed)#to make up for it i NEED pby and jdy in another project together again im so srs#n e ways i highly recommend this drama!! pls watch if you haven't already <3
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everyone watch The Prince of Egypt neow
#even if you arent familiar with religion#←literally me#It's still a masterpiece in every way#the animation. the music. the storytelling. fuckkk#its sooo good i rewatched it a while ago and huuuaaghhaaaugh😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD#i almost cried a couple times#such a gorgeous movie. man#Deliver Us gives me chills everytime without fail#ok ill shut up. i just miss 2d animated movies#brah i watched this like 2 weeks ago and im Still thinking about it thats how much i like this one
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ok so im still thinking about hadestown but also im thinking about tragedy and why I love tragedies so much. so not to once again talk about hadestown lets be real ill never shut up about it BUT there's a line in the last song:
“to know how it ends and still begin to sing it again, as if it might turn out this time”
THIS right here. its why I love orpheus and eurydice, its why I love jegulus and wolfstar, its why I love so many other stories of characters that are inherently tragedies. because it shows how beautiful love can be, even when it doesn't save you. theres something so !!!! about that. I can't even put it into words.
dont get me wrong I fucking love a happy ending, a story tied up neat and in a little bow, but oof a tragedy? a tragedy? I'm gonna eat that up every time.
#hadestown#orpheus x eurydice#jegulus#tragedy#I dont think ill ever be able to shut up about this!#tragedies hit my heart in such a specific way#its painful and beautiful and I always want it to end up different#but it doesnt#and theres something so beautiful about that too#its why the ending of hadestown hit me so hard and I cried#because they started over#THEY STARTED OVER FROM THE TOP#THEYRE SINGING IT AGAIN#ugh
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#hold on#lemme put on my glasses#OH its a BITCH#naraku#ive never drawn him seriously#probably cause im incapable of taking him seriously#kekekekeke#shut the FUQ up oh my god#he listens to MCR and cries in his room#ITS NOT A PHASE MOM#i wanted to try a new way of rendering skin#too complex-dont like it#inuyasha#brain rot art
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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...
#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him#jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene#in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs#it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress#silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable#i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be#surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her#not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really#anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended#reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand#her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her#maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them#idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure#and this couldn't have been avoided#talking tag#watching arcane#three weeks away still.... what now....
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Not sure if I'm going to be doing these posts daily like I was before, but I was really starting to worry that I wouldn't be able to find my grove again on other fics, since I finished and posted my Big One last week. But this morning I wrote 538 words and also cried unexpectedly during one part. So things are looking good!
#i get a gold star#i don't expect anyone else to cry at the part i cried at lmao#i'm just apparently VERY INVESTED in the subject matter#i swore this next one would be short#but it's already got four sections#hopefully it stays that way#shut up fraddit
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pretty sure i have a kidney infection but i think everything is gonna be okay
#i called the doctors office neither of my beautiful lady doctors who believe me every time i say i have a problem were there and a guy#doctor was the only person to talk to#and he said PUSSY ASS BITCH TAKE AN IBUPROFEN AND SHUT THE FUCK UP#just kidding he gave me some other symptoms to watch out for and said to go to the er if i get those. but that for now i should just keep an#eye on it. anyway i cried a little bit i called my mom and she said that i should be peeing after sex and i said yes mom i'm a grown ass#woman. i called my bf he had a theory that i am making myself anxious about it and making the pain worse. which may have been true but also#i think he's biased bc he gives himself psychosomatic symptoms of everything all the time.#but i'm taking a bath and watching dumb youtube and i actually feel way better so maybe it's true.#anyway i'm already on antibiotics. i'm going to survive the night. if it's not feeling better tomorrow i can call my doctor again!!! bitch!#like calm down jesus....
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Also yeah uh I have a friend coming over but like, this is a Grown Up friend that I made as an Adult. And I'm the only person home. So suddenly this is less "bringing a friend round after school" and more "welcome to my humble home :) I am a human person who Lives Here :)" and let me tell you I am overthinking this in like. 8 different directions
#lostwood.txt#i wanna be a Good Host for the hour they're planning to visit#they're nice! it'll be chill! unfortunately i have Zero Fucking Chill.#i am so deeply ashamed of the way my family live bc it is genuinely abysmal but I've done my best to like. clean up#but there's only so much i can do!! like !! hi yes sorry i know we've lived here 7 fucking years no we don't have floors#yeah we have tea but my parents only drink the kind you buy like 280 bags for £2 so it's probably terrible#i need to go to the shop bc i don't use regular milk (cries in dairy intolerance)#but there's no where round here you can go for lunch since the library cafe shut down#so ??? :)???#i don't think they realise how not good my part of town actually is#like it'll be Fine. I'm overthinking to fuck.#but oh man. stress noises
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excuse the dogshit quality but loooook :)) they have unique idle sprites :333 unfortunately severas gameplay footage is in the enemy phase so they dont show if she has one and lucinas looks prettyyy normal but like. ohmmggoddd… theyre soooooo cuuuteeeeee!!
#ann cries about feh#im not shutting up about them by the way#this is all ive wanted for years#i mean. noire snub. shouldve given her the rearmed or smthn but WHATEVER#j gotta go hard for her on cyl!! i’ll get u babygirl i love you#but for now i am happy :) look at themmmmmm aaarghhhhggj
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"you left me where i was safe" FUCK OFFF IM CRYING STOP
#liveblogging#my post#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#SHUT UPPPP SHUT THE FUCK UP :[#and the way the doctor was seeing things so negatively a#and probably projecting his own feelings idek#but ruby went in anyway. she made her own choice and it went well and :[[[#i mean i do also need to factor in THAT ANY SWEET STUFF WITH FICTIONAL MOTHERS MAKES ME FUCKING CRY#do you know how much ive cried watching bluey because chili is so fucking amazing :[#im not about to get super personal here
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If I talk more abt pokespe disability I will go crazy over the singular child in hoenn that’s blind and can read braille because that was a writing decision that happened.
#shut up maverick#I’m sorry but it’s so stupid#I mean this in a fun way#look Steven dying from exhaustion while Phoebe cries and addresses the braille as an ancient writing is so fucking funny
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honestly if i had a bigger brain, i would write an entire android shouto fic
#I JUST HAVE SO MANY SCENES IN MY HEAD#you fix his faceplate but cant get him a better eye so he just as this neon blue light#he's always saying things like 'my mother used to read to me when i was young'#and you're always like 'you don't have a mother. you were never young.'#bc you've spent your whole life afraid of machines and how overlord-esque corporations have used them to implement their beliefs#they've taken away so many jobs they are unfeeling they are ruthless they are judge jury and executioner#they're given more power for the sake of being morally grey but they're really just EMOTIONLESS BEINGS THAT SHOULDN’T MAKE CERTAIN DECISION#and then you find him 🥺#and at first you want to sell him and make a quick buck but his face is all fucked up and then he starts TALKING#telling you he can feel pain and sadness and love#and you're like !!!!! no you cant !!!!!!!!!#and then someone tries to bother you in some bar and shouto smashes his face in — literally smashes HIS FACE IN —#and then someone tries to stab you and he moves in the way and takes it and HE BLEEDS AND HE CRIES AJFHSIAKALAL#AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK !!!!!!!#WAAAAHHHHH#but it would be so in depth i couldn’t do it justice honestly akfbsjakqk#GOD i wrote too much in these tags#✿ willow writes#✿ shut up willow#✿ thoughts: shouto#✿ theme: android shouto
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I really do love how the fandom has their ship but man do I wanna see a bit more of the rivals to codependent to lovers route more
#satosugu#in which them beefing in the gym was hilarious to me and i wanna see that be a part of their early friendship stages#and THEN it turns out theyre both so stupid they just wanna kiss each other#you know that whole yakuza vibes where fighting definitely means more than just fighting#idc what anyone says#alot of yakuza could have been solved if they'd shut the fuck up and talked in some cases kissed even#anyway#i need fics where they talk about how fucked gojo's mental state must be over all#cause your telling me someone who was born so powerful and is hated because of it and only treated well (in a distant sort of way) is okay?#like damn geto had him snatched with that one scene#i need more shoko love frfr also#also does geto ecen eat given he has to eat curses and shit like they cant put that shit in some soup or a smoothie or something???#i need a fic where gojo cries but like the quiet kind cause he's always been the stronfest and strong people would never cry like a weakling#type shit#i want a fic where gojo learns new emotions as he's taught to unlearn the damage his title and family have given him#like genuine joy or non deadly fear or or crying is okay#i need geto to have a support system thats not just gojo like theyre each others number one's but theyr both fucked up#they needed adult nanami in their lives imo cause my guy seems to be the only one who got it
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you know, in certain ways I am disappointed by the fact that clothing is no longer as gendered as it used to be—don’t get me wrong, I think this is a great thing, and it definitely is still more gendered than it should be—but it means that people’s perceptions of you now have this additional emphasis on the way that you physically look, which is to say, the unchangeable aspects of your appearance. in the sense that, like, gender is based not on the way you present yourself but on the way you are. and if you don’t physically match to people’s perceptions of what “is” male or female or whatever, then to them you just aren’t.
throughout history, and in some extent today, so much of gender was how you presented yourself and how you performed your gender—which is a problem in itself, of course, but it also kind of gave you the option to “reject” one gender by choosing to present and act as the other, even if it came at a great cost, because people would generally take this outward expression at such face value. in a paradoxical sense, the rigidity of, say, victorian gender expectations made it easier for one to “not achieve,” or even outright reject, their assigned gender, and in that sense, made it easier to transform it. and you can’t do that in the same way anymore, which, as I said, is a double edged sword, but like… I don’t know. it’s a feeling mostly from personal experience, arising from my own historical fantasies as a history-oriented person—a hundred years ago, if i wore men’s clothes as a woman, I’d be told that would undermine my assigned gender and make me “too masculine,” which, you know, would have been the goal. nowadays if I dress entirely masculine I’m just a girl wearing boys’ clothes because people can’t ever see anything else. I don’t know. I guess I’ll just sit here daydreaming about running off in the 18th century to join the british army by “disguising myself as a man” instead of being given one look at a reenactment event and observed with the remark that “the british units tend to have really good female impressions.”
#the guy was well meaning when he said it and I still took it as a compliment but at the same time just. idk#a little bit of an unintentional slap in the face#just to be outright told ‘you make a very convincing boy even if I can tell you aren’t one’#I just. I Wish I could appreciate that like a cis person could but I can’t#because it means no matter how hard I try because of the way I look I will never be perceived in any other way#idk maybe I’ll write a more coherent post on this phenomenon eventually#right now I’m feeling Very Transgender#but like. in the bad way. I have Cried about this recently#idk it’s late shut up#mine#historyposting#gender#redcoatposting
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