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Hey Dandadan?
Fuck you
#THIS FUCKING EPISODE HAS ME FUCKED UP#WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT#THAT WAS NOT FUCKING NECESSARY#SOMEONE GIVE THIS WOMAN HER FUCKING DAUGHTER BACK#WHAT THE HELL#FUCK EPISODE 7#SHE WASNT MISERABLE#SHE WAS A HAPPY GIRL#YOU WERE A GREAT MOM#YOU ARE A GREAT MOM#THIS EPISODE AINT HELPING MY MOMMY ISSUES#dandadan
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Mabel has been learning some beauty hacks. She knows how to do nails, lashes, brows- you name it!
She had been so excited to try all her makeover powers on her friends that she packed everything when going to Gravity Falls...only they wouldn't be there this summer.
Dipper had enough of her putting makeup on him and grunkle Ford seemed hesitant, always excusing himself. Soos and Melody where always busy with the baby, Wendy wasn't too keen on these type of things and despite her efforts to allow Mabel to practice on her, it was clear she would rather be doing anything else.
That's when her sweet angel, her muse, appeared. All glory and beauty in a stained tank top and boxers.
"On one condition" His grunkle Stan demands "make me look fabulous"
Mabel will be damned if she stops at simple make up. She's giving her grunkle the makeover he deserves, complete with shopping sprees, spa days and full MAKEOVER
#unknown to mabel- Stanley is upset she didnt go to him right away#he really wanted that damned makeover#of course...one that wasnt like last time where he was miserable#make up is one thing while stopping being yourself for the woman that yoj dont care much about at the diner is another#mabel pines#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#drag queen#basically
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why are they so hard to draw
#i started sketching this instead of sleeping so im miserable at work today 👍#im a professional adult#ahsoka in particular is so difficult#the pain she is giving me...#i dont have a good reference of the angle so its killing me#will redo her face for the 4th time when i get home🫡#might have to fall back on the art class method of posing for my own reference photos.. which will haunt me#literally the biggest thing thats stopped me from drawing for 4 years was having to show those pics and drawings in front of class#i wasnt even an art major/minor i shouldnt have to suffer like that 😭#i type into my silly little keyboard everyday making silly little software all day#anyhoo here is a preview of some girls being girls#this is just the super sketchy phase so hopefully it looks better on another pass#im mostly posting this now so i force myself to finish it 🫡#私の#barrissoka#ahsoka tano#barriss offee#my wips#star wars
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"thank you for everything, ro. i wish we got to work together."
"oh same, but y'know, some things just don't work out."
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#veni.txt#i managed to Not cry over the betrayal#but ro giving up and choosing to be alone in the End got to me man#esp bc zam was so miserable to not have her by their side as the world ends#he cared abt her so much bro 😭#she was so content to just...give up.#she realized she wasnt wanted. accepted it. said her piece. and left.#i dont know if she ever came back to s4 after that. maybe ill see when i keep watching when it isnt almost 4 am#but like. she is such an interesting character#she isnt someone who is particularly confident or assertive and yet she also refuses to allow herself to be unwanted#like if she doesnt feel like she is wanted she just leaves#i actually wanna eat drywall bro im miserable#im shaking ro very aggressively#i hate her so bad#“you guys dont trust me and thats okay.”#can she stop. can she not. watching this vod has Changed me#it puts her whole “i wasnt wanted” to ash during the s5 finale into an entire new perspective#honestly? it puts her s5 betrayal into a new perspective#it has added so much necessary context to her character for me#from the final attempt at ending the server on her own terms to her resigning herself when she realized it wasnt possible#i need to squeeze ro until she pops
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fuck every other 5star prediction i need saya vs syuri in the semifinals to get footage for an olivia rodrigo obsessed amv
#o#saya going full pop punk hot topic in the wake of utami leaving her and destroying the legacy of one of the longest running factions in#stardom because she wasnt good enough or smart enough to hold it down.#DELICIOUS.#fascinated by her. failgirl of all time#need her to get fullyyyyy fully psychosexual crazy in a big match against syuri#trying to figure out why she wasnt good enough for utami to stay. why utami was never as happy with saya as she was in that angle with syur#whether or not she can taste utami off syuri's mouth if she can just get one good hit in. -_- anyway#and obviously with syuri on the warpath against hate now she'll be looking for saya's blood too#i know shes been asleep on my side in your bed and i can feel it im starin at her like i wanna get hurt. hello. can anyone hear me.#i want saya to get weirder with momo too........#utami off in another company having a queen of queens match with io shirai#and neither saya nor momo's names even get mentioned in that conversation of who was the best#i need saya and momo as shitty evil rebounds and theyre both miserable the entire time taking it out on each other pretending they wanted#this and they havent ruined their lives/careers because they were too scared to really try#soundtracked by olivia rodrigo bad idea right. obviously.#omedia#owrestling
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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Guess who just beat Pokerogue for the first time !!!!!!!!
#pokemon#pokerogue#honestly i had purugly on there for shiny luck but she pulled so much weight#my double battle king especially after that bug guy gave us rage powder#also her sprite makes her look like shes wearing a maid dress#and my oricorio wasnt even one of the adaptability ones you get from the event#just caught and kept doing such high teir work!!!#of course my beloved blaziken#who basically carried for 70% of the floors#my beautimus abomasnow who i got through a wonder trade gts#that slowbro i only picked up cause i declined the random event from the crazy giratina lady#so my levels were tanked for a good thirty floors#who i grew to love#and of course#the garganacl i picked up while fighting the elite 4 cause i had no other fucking way to deal with eternatus#desperately had to level#whose stealth rocks killed most of the health bars on that miserable mega rayquaza even though her talonflame had fucking boots#AND ANOTHER THING most of the time youll fight your rivals team#an absol a furfrou perhaps#nay with this runs she had a FUCKING URSALUNA#WITH mountain gale that i always forgot about so it killed my oricorio#my evil team was team rocket who got stomped by my blaziken except for that mega mewtwo who got stomped by slowbro and oricorio#my rival also had a pinsir and a pain in the ass samurott with shell side arm#seriously though i hate that fucking giratina lady i even tanked a previous run on purpose cause i hated the shuffle so much#and her battles are fucking impossible so i never want to do them#but i hate the shuffle so much i like my guys and i like knowing what type my pokemon are#hate her so much the real villian of pokerogue i swear to god#ALSO I HAD A MEGA BRACELET FOR A HUNDRED FUCKING FLOORS#FOR ALL OF THOSE FLOORS I HAD 1 TO THREE POKEMON CAPABLE OF MEGA EVOLVING#DID I EVER SEE A GODDAMN MEGASTONE
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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sometimes..so.etimes they change something even after the premiere. sp you appear and watch an entirely new and prolonged monologue. and it's like. FUCK YEAH.
#me showing up at the theatre: be normal be normal be normal be normal be no#me realising they added some things and it adds a lot of characerisation: BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL!!!!!#(misson failed but at least i was Quiet lmao)#the fun thing about seeing this several times tho is that by now ive stopped trying to figure out the plot#bc i Know the plot by now and i can speak along to a decent portion of lines#so now i focus not on what they mean but what exactly they say in any moment#i notice all the small irrelevant lines that still add so much to the characters voices and dynamics#its sooooo fun#and sometimes its also just really funny#'hell do good' 'didnt you just talk to him? the fuck he will. that man cant even pretend to have any self control'#i mean she was RIGHT#my man is out here being such a miserable little fuck being dramatic about his problems#if he could get a grip on himself for like five minutes everyone could have lived! idiot <3#AND THE OTHER GUY#if you had just KEPT AWAY instead of Walking Up To Your Murderer and distracred them for like. a few minutes longer IT WOULD ZAVE WORKED#like yeah youd still be dead BUT THAT WAS THE POINT WASNT IT#LIKE THIS YOU JUST DIED FOE NOTHING#YOUE BUDDY DIES TOO BC YOU GOT YOURSELF MURDERED TOO SOON. idiot#ill be honest. if they had kissed (and if youd seen rhe way they LOOK at each other) things might have actually gone well#im convinced of this#i have Textual Evidence#anyway. i should read the og play and find out if its the play or just the actors#like do the characters actually constantly refer to each other as 'my [name/title]' or did the theatre make it even gayer themselves#ik the actors are doing it on purpose anyway. that is Not coincidence#a biscuit's rambles
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hm. thinkin about which cosplays i could bring to mcm october
Maggie (good omens) yellow cardigan, with upgrades
Flora Reinhold (Professor Layton) with upgrades
Nona (Oxenfree)
Anne Bonny (OFMD)
Sherrif Ginny (mysims kingdom) if i finish it
i dont think i have time to make toph (i havent started) and i did consider Janet (the good place) too, but again, not started.
most of these are more casual costumes, but anne is kind of uncomfortable and theres some bits im not super happy with, and honestly, flora was a bigger hit than anne... so. but i feel weird about going to a Big Con and not bringing a costume thats a showpiece, you know? half of these are just bough/modified costumes & i feel like its not representative of who i am as a cosplayet/crafter... but also theyre more comfy. i havent made most of my planned big builds. idk
#sorry that got a lil miserable to the end its fineeeeeee#this wasnt supposed to turn that way#idk im just. thinking about what im bringing so i can figure out what i need to do to get them ready#theres also recognisability. flora was a suprise hit but i dont think many people will know nona. or ginny#but nonas spooky n its a Halloween con so#i guess i could also do Halloween meru i think i have all the stuff#nyxtalks#i think im def bringing flora. she was fun + comfy + popular and i think its gonna be a good 'try & make a good wig' task
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atkh soon come??
Ahhh thank you for sending me this ask I was low key kind of thinking maybe no one would notice if the update was suuupppper late (and by that I mean hopefully tomorrow).
The original plan had been to finish up the chapter yesterday. BUT THEN I managed to give myself a mild case of heatstroke / sun poisoning at the barn yesterday (yay summer) and basically spent most of the day laying on my cold tile floor with my work laptop wishing I was anywhere else. I went to bed at 6:30pm that's how bad it was. And then so today I was playing catch up on all the work stuff I didn't really do yesterday because I was laying on the cold floor wishing I had remembered to drink Gatorade. Which means I have not even looked at the chapter since earlier in the week and it is in fact not finished 😞 BUT I'm actually finally starting to actually feel better (yay!) and the plan is to finish it tomorrow - hopefully before the Oilers / Panthers game. I'm so sorry for the delay, and thank you so much for checking in about the update. I'm so grateful that you're enjoying ATKH and hope you continue to do so. I hope your Friday is going better than mine and that you have a wonderful weekend!!
❤️Ally
#allylikethecat#ask ally#anon ask#keep it kind#fanfiction#matty fic#gatty#fanfic#all the king's horses#equestrian au#atkh#im so sorry for the delay#i should have posted something#but if im being perfectly honest my head has still been a little foggy#it went from like regular wow its hot#to record breaking hot#really really fast and i did not prepare or adjust properly#it wasnt just me though one of my barn besties also got really fucked up by the heat yesterday#she was texting me this morning and was like “i am unwell” and i was like same#Pop is fine though he is living his absolute best life#he has his own personal fan and a mister and is now only getting turned out at night#and the grooms pull him out and hose him off with cold water twice a day#and he gets plenty of electrolytes and he's a good drinker#idk how my trainer manages but their autowaterers are still cold in the summer#lol sometimes on the really hot days they'll freeze gatorade in like donut pans or bundt pans#and hang it for them to lick#he loves when he gets to have a pony popsicle#i was so unwell yesterday though omg#it was bad#i cant remember the last time i felt so miserable
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i love the bias + the fan pairings so much because on the surface its very "oh, well, the bias just has to fall for the fan and then its happily ever after" but no! its way more fun than that!
the fan isnt in love with the bias. in fact, the fan doesnt view this world as reality, nor do they even view their bias as a human. the fun part of this pairing is the fan having to recognize the world they live in as their new reality and the people around them as people! the bias falling for the fan is just part one, the fan falling for the bias as an Actual Human Being is just as important an element
#wwaffles bein' an idiot#wwaffles reads stuff#keeps it gender neutral even though i've only seen f!fan/m!bias#miss not-so-sidekick did this pretty well although she did a 'oh this is reality' speedrun#if this one goes well i'd put it up on the same shelf its pretty good so far#we're like 30+ chapters in and she's still referring to him as her favorite character. fantastic#there was another one i was reading that i can't recall the name of (long title i think) that i havent read the end of yet#but it had a similar premise just not done as well#or that is to say. it seemed to skip the 'this is reality now' realization#but the problem with that is HES searching for someone who loves him. and SHE loves him as a fictional character#so hopefully they do address that at some point because that could only go well#anyway back to the actual topic#its actually very similar because cael wants someone who loves him for him#and she just wants him to be happy and to shove all her affection on him because shes his fan#she doesnt even factor herself into the equation of his happiness because he's not real and she is#she's still lowkey thinking she's gonna go home eventually (maybe?? unclear)#anyway i just love this particular subgenre its so good#also what happened to her depression. i mean having a bias is just like that but she wasnt doing so hot either#i wonder if there'll be a antagonists pet reveal where she's actually miserable#and a big part of 'i'll devote my life to my bias!' is that she literally has nothing else to live for
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been an emotional wreck for the past 24hrs approximately anyway went into google docs 2 start one officially for girl!logan and was reminded of this
i really was 19 writing a fic centered on two boys on a bus i've never felt so connected to her
#tldr; bc of ptsd i feel v disconnected from my pre-trauma self#she feels like a completely different and disconnected person and i wish it wasnt like that#i was in china and miserable (NOT CHINAS FAULT). i was on an EXCHANGE PROGRAM#she writes#she speaks#thank u everyone 4 supporting my emotionbomb posting 2day. will return to normal eventually
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thinking about what will never be. all those different and divergent branches, now pruned off and dead all except for two which has been now twisted and made to one when we shook on the deal. sure, the now singular branch will grow and diverge newer branches of its own, but it will never be what's lost. what would the tenno have been? dead, for whatever crimes charged by the orokin? would they have been happy? but now whatever it is that could've happened in them are gone and what could perhaps have happened will now be a mere impossible "what if" and never has been.
#translation: what would your tenno have been if it wasnt for the zariman#ngl this is such a fun concept to me#maybe lena would've become corpus/ corpus affiliated despite her mother's wishes of living her wish of archimedianhood through her daughter#(is archimedianhood even a word)#or perhaps she would be forced to become an archimedian and she would hate it and be miserable until she gets executed or smth#olga would've followed the path of her parents and become a dax soldier or a merc(?) and eventually probs end up as a warframe or just dead#rei would've become an archimedian#nadia and her sister whom i forgor the name of would end up working either with corpus or be used as a clone template for grineer workers#or maybe one goes with the corpus and the other with grineer#warframe#man what do i even tag this with#do i tag this with new war since the whole 'all the other timelines are gone and the merged one is the only one left' thing comes from ther#eh whatever
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so baffled by just about every creative decision on the little mermaid because based on marketing and just . what these live action movies are its clear that they want this to be huge and successful but these "artistic" choices are so bad that it feels like theyre constantly trying to sabotage the entire thing.
#like idk the art direction is *disastrous* and there's no way they cant know it. why does it LOOK LIKE THAT..#you couldnt spare a few extra dollars to at least grade your movie so it doesnt look miserable and awful???#how does your fun mermaid adventure look this gray and depressing. wheres the fun wheres the life.#why do the fish characters look like that. why is halle in that ugly cgi bralette. why is everything so dark where are the LIGHTS.#avpost#halle deserves better than this movie she would have absolutely killed a fun energetic little mermaid on par w the cartoon -_-#and melissa too. i wasnt sure abt her casting but apparently shes a huge Divine fan so. she can have this role.#i mean god i know these movies are soulless cash grabs im not an idiot but#theres a difference between just being corporate and uncaring vs THIS.
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