#Rage Monster

[ahoyimlosingmymind]

constantly thinking about how Ro stomps on every attempt Fitz makes to be vulnerable, and further alienates him from his friends by pointing out all the ways he's unrelatable to them. As if his friends don't secretly resent him enough for it.

but it's okay bc it's a joke.

[ainsleysays]

Word around the Tumblrs lately has been interest in Shane's punk outfit from Emily's Eight Heart "Clothing Therapy" Event. And FOLKS. FOLKS. You know I've been obsessed. This was supposed to just be a sketch but I got caught up in it and had to finish it. And SunshineyRosie said fairyrose tattoo for Jas and I HAD TO.

*whispering* shaneshaneshaneshane

[hausofhaunted]

we all have our demons

[deep-souls-and-broken-hearts]

okay, im spiraling but im extremely mad, let me tell you

one of my friends has been telling people im mad at them. Which would be fine IF I WERE, but that is not the case. I know they are insecure but they have asked multiple times already and I have been completely honest againg and again, and I wasn't like "ohh baby <\3 nooo, dont say that" i was like "im not mad, if i am i will let you know. if im not comfortable replying, i wont do it, you are not making me do anything, so just do you, be free idc" etc etc

THING IS the victim of the situation that caused this wariness between us IS ME, so i shouldn't be the one trying to make them feel better and ALSO, they have a completely altered image of who i am in their head as if they didn't really know me. Which is what bothers me the most, bc they somehow think that i don't say the truth or that im a rage monster or idk and so they keep telling people that i am mad at them even tho we have clarified this again and again like

i shouldn't be the one trying to make them feel better when all of this is a problem in their head bc they dont know who their friend is ??? AITA ??????.

im sick of people believing im intimidating and stuff and here comes the people that call themselves MY FRIENDS thinking the same shit that somebody who hasn't spoken to me

[muscariii]

Sorry no Morrowind art this weekend because I've been playing the MHWilds open beta and auggghh my brain is so focused on it. My PC almost died but I somehow managed to get it to look decent and ohhhh my god. It's sooo good. I can't wait for the full release.

Already got emotionally attached to the Seikret so I made a few drawings with it and also Nora because I love her.

Thinking intensely about the fact that she would definitely put its feathers in her hair so that they match...

[agirlinteruppted]

"what do you want for christmas?"

me:

[sonyshock]

I was going to post something else today but... long boi Raging 'Raikou' Bolt ⚡⚡⚡ Social media   //  Commissions   //  PAPERCUT

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[ainsleysays]

For Billie, bedtime really varies. Especially when she lived alone. Regularly up past two if she was particularly involved in a project on the farm or completely losing track of time in the mines or the skull caverns. Once Shane and Jas move in, she establishes a much healthier sleep routine. Getting Jas to bed on time inadvertently helps Billie set a routine too.

She busts ass most days, so sleep usually comes easy. The early days on the farm were lonely. Life with Shane is worlds better. Billie is satisfied with a couple of plush blankets but Shane needs to make a nest of pillows and blankets that he yanks her into. After nearly two years of nothing but a twin bed, he's made himself quite comfortable in his girlfriend's larger bed. She loves it more than she expected to.

The dark isn't a problem for Billie at home. She's spent enough time in the mines or caverns to know when to be afraid of the dark and her cozy little farmhouse is not it. A little moonlight can be nice since she hangs crystals on fishing line from the ceiling and they do twinkle ever so nicely. She does like to keep one leg under the blanket and one out in the air to balance her temperature.

Sleeping alone was standard practice prior to living in the valley. Growing up in Washington with her family, then moving out to live with her brother meant always sleeping by herself. It never bothered her until the quiet of the valley. Long nights with no company but her dog Cheddar, extended stays hunting for materials and supplies... It got to her after awhile. Lying awake at night by herself, struggling to find sleep. The slow creep of thoughts of her asshole neighbor taking root. But he wasn't all that bad, surely. Kinda cute even.

Sharing a bed together is now one of Billie's favorite things. The way Shane fits in her arms. The warm feeling in her chest when Jas crawls into bed between them for a family cuddle. Going to bed used to be just another task, like tilling the fields or fixing the farm machines. Now it's a happy moment where she can feel connected to the people she loves the most.

Hellooo farmer friends! I gotta ask! Assuming the in game 2 AM time limit doesn’t actually apply to your farmer:

What time would you normally catch them going to bed? How easily do they sleep? Are they scared of the dark and have a lamp or are they a pitch black type of person? Are they a many blankets and many pillows type of person? Do they sleep with stuffed animals? Are they afraid of having their feet out of the blanket? Can they sleep alone?

[eisodiary]

in the land of gods and monsters i was an angel

[mylight-png]

To the girl who stands with "Freedom Fighters"

On Friday, pro-Hamas groups on my campus started an encampment. I, along with a few Chabad peers, decided to stick around to keep an eye on things and be aware of the situation.

In that time, a non-Muslim, non-Arab, non-Palestinian girl approached us, and in the conversation when Hamas were brought up, she said she "stands with freedom fighters".

So this is to the girl who stared me right in the face and said she stands with "freedom fighters".

"Freedom fighters" don't cut off a woman's breast and toss it around like a plaything. "Freedom fighters" don't steal babies from their homes and keep them in dark tunnels for months on end. "Freedom fighters" don't take women hostage to hold them at gunpoint and command them to perform sexual acts. "Freedom fighters" don't gang rape civilians attending a music festival for peace, recording the whole thing with pride. "Freedom fighters" don't parade the naked bodies of their victims along the streets and pass out candy in celebration.

Maybe for you, girl who stands with "freedom fighters", this war is just some fandom to follow. You bought your cheap keffiyeh on Amazon and decided you're a revolutionary. Decided to set up camp illegally on campus and deemed yourself a rebel.

But did you stare at your screen in shock as your heart and hope and trust shattered into twelve hundred bloody pieces, trampled in the dirt? Did you frantically text friends to make sure they were home and safe and alive? Did your hands shake as you realized what was being done to your brothers and sisters?

Did you ever stare at a "missing" poster and miss people you've never met, because they're family all the same? Did you stare at graffiti scratched on a baby's face on the walls of your school's Chabad and realize that this is how little your lives and theirs mean to your peers?

Have you ever read the news and seen a Jewish brother murdered in your home city? Felt your heart drop to see another brother dead, so far from the war and yet somehow never far enough?

No, you haven't. Because you think you're such a rebellious revolutionary, standing in front of me in your keffiyeh, supporting your "freedom fighters".

Because you never had to hear your mother say she used to live on one of the kibbutzim that were attacked and realized that this could have been your future.

Because you have never had to look in the eyes of someone who has lost friends and family to your "freedom fighters" and struggled to find what to say to offer even a shred of comfort.

To you, this war is a trend. A fandom. A quirky little phase.

To so many others, it's a fucking nightmare come to life.

[gravemud]

Fury

[ainsleysays]

Ehhn. Drew this in like... July of last year? I never finished i because I wasn't super happy with how it was coming together. I don't think I'll finish it now so might as well post it!

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts 3 - Rage Form

[lifterboyfriend]

"Go back to work before I crush your little head young man"

[cloud-ya]

magnaslayyyyy

[so-i-did-this-thing]

You would THINK that, 14 years into my transition, when I feel the tendrils of my old temper start to wrap around my brain, I would stop and ask myself, "hey, Nick, when was your last shot of testosterone?"

You would THINK that I would be so self-aware.

24 days ago. Holy hell, no wonder I'm extra irritable, apologies for the lack of chill.