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The origami 馃惂
#my favorite#how is it hot and cute af at the same time#ed nygma#oswald cobblepot#Gotham season 2#nygmobblepot#riddlebird#robin lord taylor#cory michael smith#rbt#CMS
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more rbt refs
#saw#sawtism#saw franchise#saw 2004#reverse bear trap#sawposting#saw movies#rbt#cosplay#cosplay reference#art#amanda young#crafts#diy#diy projects#creative projects#horror#horror movies#movie props#fangoria
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Marvin Gardens (falsettos 2016) is in the Reverse Bear Trap (saw i and 3d)!
requested by anon!
#saw#saw franchise#sawposting#saw 2004#saw movies#saw memes#sawtism#saw bathroom#saw movie#saw 1#reverse bear trap#rbt#falsettos#marvin falsettos#marvin gardens#falsettos 2016#the reverse bear trap
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painting i did <3 (the background is glittery)
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Hoffman while escaping the RBT2.0 probably :
Masseter? I hardly know her.
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had a dream jerry seinfeld was in a reverse bear trap
#thats all i remember.#seinfeld#saw#saw franchise#saw 2004#jett talks (me)#jerry seinfeld#reverse bear trap#rbt
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#youtube#redlettermedia#red letter media#rich evans#jay bauman#gorilla interrupted#half in the bag#mike stoklasa#best of the worst#jack packard#tina krause#feeding frenzy#karate#urban outfitters#punk rock#room#reddit#remix#rbt#tbt#throwback#robots#long reads#lana del rey#rambles#oc rp#honkai star rail#romance#trippy#the beatles
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I work in the field of aba (applied behavioral analysis) and have been for a little over a year. I started off really passionate about positively influencing the lives of children under the spectrum, because as an adult with adhd, I understood how hard it is as a kid to live in a not-so-opened minded neurotypical society.
I myself was bullied, left out, and made to feel unimportant on numerous occasions. I lacked the correct social skills, trying to mirror my peer鈥檚 behavior, yet being completely far off, and struggling to fit in for years. I鈥檝e dealt with anxiety and depression with no outlet and proper coping mechanisms, all made worse with skewed communication skills. All of which I still struggle with today.
I started as a bt(behavior technician) and was quickly pushed into getting my license to become an rbt (registered behavior technician). On the journey to getting my license, I tried to soak up as much information as I could. It was very important to me to be a voice for the children. I had more downs then ups, as I put more pressure on myself then I should.
I wasn鈥檛 worried about running targets and gathering data. I wanted to ensure a good quality of life for my children. I鈥檒l always call them my children, because I care for them that much. It鈥檚 almost maternal. I cry over my kids, worry about my kids, get angry at my kids. I love them more than anything in the world, I never knew I was capable of love until I got into the field.
Rbts don鈥檛 just work alone, we鈥檙e directly below bcbas (board certified behavior analyst). They make the plans for the kids, as the rbts run the sessions and gather the data bcbas need. Since the bcbas aren鈥檛 in session, it鈥檚 incredibly important that the rbt is collecting the right data and being extremely analytical over the session.
In my short time in being an rbt, I鈥檝e been made to feel unimportant (as mentioned before) by numerous senior rbts and most importantly, bcbas. In my personal opinion, not being in a session can make it quite easy for a bcba to make the wrong decisions. In the past I鈥檝e been quite vocal about ideas and goals that my kids can have long term, or just to push them into their next step of life. With children who are learning to functionally communicate, I step up and speak for them if I notice anything. I鈥檓 not a bcba, so technically I鈥檓 not legally allowed to run something without a bcba knowledge. But once again, my voice doesn鈥檛 matter.
As well as taking data, rbts are required to speak to parents. Not just about the child鈥檚 day, but for goals, progress, regression, and behaviors. Parent communication is very important, but parents implementing the same strategies as rbts is even more important. Some parents are amazing, but some parents drop their children off as an aba clinic is a daycare. It is far from it.
It鈥檚 very difficult watching parents drop their kids off in sick states, or seeing them come in minimal clothing in extreme cold. I鈥檝e seen parents listen to therapist feedback and do the opposite of protocol,ensuring intense behaviors for therapist. As a parent it鈥檚 very difficult to live with the behaviors, so I undertstand how hard it may be. But as a therapist, I feel as if I鈥檓 not doing enough for my kid because they鈥檙e not making progress, because I can鈥檛 get them there alone. Parent cooperation is key.
I continue to get shot down and made to feel like I鈥檓 incompetent. I don鈥檛 know if it鈥檚 my age or minimal experience, but whatever the case may be, I no longer want to allow myself to be in spaces where I don鈥檛 feel heard. This is a really difficult thought for me to have, as I feel like I鈥檓 giving up on so many kids who just need someone to care about them. But I can acknowledge that in this field, caring isn鈥檛 always enough.
In the beginning I definitely tried my best. Advocating for my kids wasn鈥檛 the hard part, but my mental state is rapidly declining in the process. I truly still want to advocate for my kids, but when I voice my opinions I feel like what I鈥檓 saying is wrong.
I believe that stepping out of the field is my best option. To sit and watch fellow rbts and bcbas care too little or not at all for my kids has taken an incredible toll on my mental health. If you鈥檙e a parent or friend of someone interested in bringing a child into an aba clinic, please be sure you know exactly who is with them. There鈥檚 good therapists and bcbas , but there鈥檚 also a lot of people who just so happened to get their license and want a check.
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put in to transfer to the actual psych ward inside the hospital, it鈥檚 my dream job i really hope i get it.
#emergency medicine#medical field#working in healthcare#studying psychology#psychology#psychiatry#work in progress#moving up in the world#they hate to see a girlboss winning#rbt#mht#mental health#mental illness#mental health talk#new journey#new job#konakurosaki
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4 months sober and clean and your part of the reason. So I can be there and help more little angels like ypu. You are one of the best highlights of my life. I miss ypu everyday
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rbt references for cosplay
#saw#sawtism#saw franchise#saw 2004#reverse bear trap#sawposting#cosplay#art#amanda young#rbt#saw movies#crafts#diy projects#creative projects#horror#horror movies#fangoria#cosplay reference
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Frank Iero (the real world/my chemical romance) is in the Reverse Bear Trap (saw i and 3d)!
requested by @dilemma-danger !
#saw#saw franchise#sawposting#saw memes#saw movies#sawtism#saw bathroom#saw movie#saw 2004#saw 1#the reverse bear trap 2.0#reverse bear trap#rbt#mcr#my chemical romance#frank iero#the reverse bear trap
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made a bigger rbt stamp and stamped it onto a hoodie :)
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i start my job on monday and im SOSOSO SCARED
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