#PUNCHING THE WALL

[sdvbraindump]

Serious brainrot today. I think I want another commission @sunshinecovey 👀

…I only know this Shane now. Not canon whatsoever and I don’t give a fuck.

[nilorthoox]

mm yea fuck it im postin it lmao

[machiavellli]

Give me one of those and nobody will get hurt.

[secretcherimaybe]

[queercatwithhat]

whenever i remember that phil's ex boyfriend cheated on him it fills me with RAGE

imagine PHIL LESTER is in love with you

and then you cheat like ... WHAT

cheating on someone is never ok but also, what exactly are you looking for? someone better? YOU ALREADY HAD THE TOP TIER MAN SEBASTIAN YOU HAD HIMM ‼️ D:

[dragonchomperz]

The suit…

[mochizz]

I know you guys are probably booing from a distance… but shhhh I sinked into the whole like self insert x canon crap BECAUSE I HAD NO OTHER IDEAS OKAY LEAVE ME ALONEEEE also I added a bunch of these Gudetama stickers I bought yesterday :333 so take these wacky poor attempts at something idk pues algo yeah

[darby-rowe]

OH. MY. GOD. ANON YOURE MAKING ME GO CRAZY!!!!!! WITH HIS STILL LEAKING COCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME

he’s getting even more cum on your face and he just coos at you like “i’ll clean that up” before moving down to lick a small bit of it up to then kiss you and spit it into your mouth

that’s fucking crazy the demon that just took over my body

@spideyhexx kit i need ur help bc all i can manage to do rn is have a fit

[lady-of-the-spirit]

Pro: I found an author on ao3 who writes a bunch of pro nesta fics where the ic realizes they fucked up

Con: I'm getting physically angry the whole time the ic is fucking up and being assholes to her

[gor3-hound]

this picture of chris has me tweaking holy shit... should be illegal to be this fine

[knifearo]

platonic breakup awareness. there are multiple ways to plan to spend the rest of your life inextricably intertwined with somebody and it hurts like a bitch not to have that anymore

[your-fav-is-divorced]

the wall and my hand <3

are you perchance a white American teenage male? are we still punching walls guys

The Wall and Anons hand are Divorced!

[obssessivethorn]

I’m probably gonna delete this later because of how emotionally charged it is and I don’t like having such vulnerable posts like this on my blog but I desperately need somewhere to talk about this where people will understand.

I D E S P I S E how difficult book 6 is. Specifically chapter 67. I have maxed my full team for the vil, rook, and epel team and I still can’t get the titan past half health before I die. I don’t have cards that work well for the favored element and every time I try to level a different card or have a different team comp it doesn’t help.

I want so badly to continue the story and read book 7 so I’m not constantly trying to avoid spoilers but at this point it’s so discouraging and feels impossible. This feels like such a glaring game design flaw that it actually hurts to try the battles again and again because I know that I’m no where near where I need to be for these battles. Not to mention the impending fight with Idia and ortho.

I’ve literally been stuck on this chapter for nearly half a year now because of how difficult it is to pass. I know my team comps are atrocious but I’ve already restarted this chapter more times than I can count and I am not doing it again. Aside from spell levels (which are a bitch to farm for) there’s not much else I can do to level these cards so it ends up feeling hopeless and like I’m just never going to pass a stupid level in a stupid game. It makes me scared for the difficulty of book 7 and wonder if I’m just always going to be struggling to get by in battles.

This was way more vulnerable than I’ve ever been on here. Doubt anyone’s gonna really see this to begin with but if you’re also struggling this hard or worse then you’re not alone! I’ve been wanting to cry and punch the wall all day because of this game so I get it!

[serenedash]

luxu........... I miss him 🥺

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[religion-is-a-mental-illness]

Hospital admissions for self-harm are up by two thirds amongst girls. This particular statistic caused so many headlines in various newspapers, with people writing think pieces about why girls were peculiarly afflicted with mental health issues.

But in fact, the evidence shows, and this is widely acknowledged by psychologists, that boys are more likely to self-harm in atypical ways. Boys are more likely to get into fights that they know they can't win. They're more likely to, for example, punch a wall or an inanimate object. And there's even some discussion as to whether carrying a knife in some circumstances could be classified as a form of self-harm. Obviously, that depends on intention.

But if those boys are injured to the extent that they require hospitalisation, that wouldn't be logged as an incident of self-harm because we associate self-harm with things like cutting and self-poisoning, which boys and men are, generally speaking, less likely to do.

Male violence, and violent men and boys, continues to be distorted through an antiquated, ideological lens, that fails to see what violence is, and where it comes from.

Once again, we lean into the same cartoonish, childlike, and conspiratorial interpretations of such behaviour.

It’s ‘the patriarchy incarnate’, or ‘male oppression made real’ you might hear, or ‘if he punches a wall, then he will surely punch you!’

Such asinine observations wouldn’t look out of place scrawled across the back pages of a teenager’s pop-psychology textbook; but are an unwelcome guest in the realm of grown-up discussion.

Frustratingly, the problematic behaviour of women and girls is rightly seen as the product of their environment and traumatic experiences…

Yet the cause of these same behaviours by males, are seen as internalised within men and boys themselves, and a product of so called “toxic” masculinity.

Meaning - when a woman has a problem we say, ‘we must fix society’, which is correct.

But when a man has a problem, we shake our heads and mutter ‘men must fix themselves’…

This is a fundamentally unbalanced, dishonest, and sexist approach to understanding male and female behaviour.

And such a lack of care, interest, or good faith within the study of male psychology, leads to glaring blind spots within mental health support, diagnosis, and policy, that hurts everyone.

We see it within the issue of self-harm, which remains a growing epidemic within young women and girls, hitting the headlines in recent years, as hospital admissions of girls increased exponentially.

Such headlines and data, make self-harm an issue heavily influenced by the female sex.

But is it that simple?

What if men and boys self-harm in atypical ways, outside of our traditional view?

That man punching a wall, or getting into unwinnable fights… could that be an act of self-harm?

What about men who have fantasies of violence; is it time we asked where such fantasies came from, rather than brandishing them as “toxic” too?

And are such men and boys most dangerous to others, or themselves?

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Sources:

APPG Natasha Devon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_rTpvL10Ls

University of Cambridge Bullying: https://www.cam.ac.uk/research/news/young-people-who-experience-bullying-are-more-likely-to-fantasise-about-committing-acts-of-violence

[rafayelsgf]

[SPOILER]

A CHAOTIC SUMMARY OF RAFAYEL'S GEM AFFECTION

i‘m just gnna ramble at this point because i need to get these fucking shit OUT OF MEUDJWJSJWD im still screaming tbh i feel insane pls someone sedate me this is crazy

ok hahahahshn first of all: his MOANSHSJAHSNANNSWND or idk his breathy voice HAHGWHWHWHWHAHHNNGG and the stare he makes IMFRYING

basically rafayel is a fucking TEASE i repeat he is one fucking TEASE goddamn mc is literally feeding the goddamn grape LIKE ITS LITERALLY ON HIS MOUTH BUT HIS ASS ISNT EATING IT

it took 3 times for him to do something about that grape (spoiler: he still did NOT eat it) HE JUST FUCKIJG KISSED IT AND THEN FUCKING LICKED MC‘S HAND PROCEEDING TO SAY SPICE THINGS UP DUCKIJGHFJDF

and the grape fell! THE GRAPE FELLDLLWLSOWD IMCRYING SO BAD PLS HE PULLS THE BABYGIRL CARD TELLING ITS SO FAR AWAY FUCKIGNHEJWF

Oh god and them mc proceeds to JUST HOLD HIS FACE ANND BROOKFOROORG rafayel‘s breathy voiceiskwndkwixkwd IMMELTIJG FUCK

NO BC MC ASKED IF IT FELL OVER HERE (on his neck) AND RAFAYEL SAID YOU NEED TO GO A LITTLE LOWERJRKSKSKD IM SMASHIG MFISTS

AND GODDDHDJRF mc traces it on his fucking abs Anndmajdwd BROOOOOO THE BREATHIEST SHIT JUST LEFT RAFAYEL‘S MOUTH LIKE HES BREATHING HEAVILY IMSSHITTING

then he haha says hahahaha! wanna keep looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HANDS NEAR THE GODDAMN CROTCH IM GNNA BARK (barking as we speak)

AND THEN HDJWKSKQJSKWD HE PINS YOU DOWN AJDKWKQKWWD DEARGODDDDD and FUCKWOWOQD he fuckign pins u DOWN! ICKKEOAOSWD

haha then proceeds to kiss the fuck out of you 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 eargasm tbh i was literally jumping screaming laughing shitting at this point like haha wdym he gave us kissing sounds or breathy moans wjakaosowksjas HWGAHWHAHAHJQHEKWIDJWF goddamn i disintegrated

the things that this man does to me .... bro i could say that i have changed as a person 🙂‍↕️