#PARK SEO JOON FANFIC

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“I hope she’s happy” pt 7

Genre: Exes!AU

Pairing: Park Seo Joon x You

Prompt: “I hope she’s happy”

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7

Chapter 7

Y/N POV 

“That’s the stuff,” you sighed as you stepped out of the bathtub. 

After doing your skincare, you took your phone and read Seo Joon’s message. 

Seo Joon: Hey Y/N.. If you don’t mind, do you want to go out for coffee tomorrow? That is if you don’t have anything planned for tomorrow. 

You gasped at the sight of it. You blinked twice to make sure you weren’t seeing things. “Did he just ask me out?”, you said in disbelief. 

With your heart beating faster and faster as the seconds go by, you replied, “Yeah sure. I don’t have any plans yet. Hold on, don’t you have any schedule tomorrow?”.  

Almost immediately, Seo Joon replied. 

Seo Joon: I’m on a short break from filming tomorrow, remember? 

Y/N: Oh right.  Seo Joon: So are you up for it? 

(The Next Day) 

Who would’ve thought you would be traveling to this very cafe again. It was one you used to frequent with him back in the day, when you guys wanted a nice cafe date without being recognised by other patrons or passers by. Walking up the stairs to the entrance of the cafe brought about a bittersweet feeling in your pit. 

Entering the cafe, your eyes scanned the room for a good spot. While doing so, your eyes laid on a familiar silhouette, sitting by the glass window that was graced by an immaculate view of hanoks from above. As if on cue, Seo Joon lifted up his gaze and smiled at you. That act alone, made your heart do a somersault. 

“Hi. It’s been a while..”, was what you said with a soft smile when you reached your destined spot. 

“Yes. It’s been a while.. Hope you don’t mind that I went ahead and got you your usual,” he said, as you took a seat on the chair beside him. On the table in front of you was a cup of your favorite Iced Flat White along with his Mocha. 

“Thanks..”, you muttered before you took a sip of it. 

Seo Joon: Isn’t it amazing that it still tastes the same? The Mocha still tastes like how it was back then. 

Y/N: Yeah. Still good. 

Seo Joon: So.. How have you been? 

You cleared your throat and said, “It’s been great. Like what I said yesterday, I’ve been busy at work. Life’s great. You?” 

Seo Joon: Yup. Whatever I said yesterday.. 

Not knowing what to say next, an awkward silence occurred. But within seconds, Seo Joon started laughing. 

Seo Joon: I’m sorry. I know it’s very abrupt for us to meet again after so long. Hope it’s not weird.. 

Y/N: I must say, it feels weird to be back here again.. with you.. drinking the same drinks we used to drink. 

Seo Joon: Yeah.. I missed this. 

You glanced over to Seo Joon. His eyes were fixed on the cuppa that he was stirring, a trait of his that he does whenever he’s nervous.

“Are you seeing someone at the moment?”, asked Seo Joon as he lifted his head up to look at you. 

“I.. I’m not. I haven’t got the time for that,” you stated matter of factly. Honestly, at this point in time, you weren’t sure if that was the whole truth. Were you really too busy for someone special, or were you still carrying a torch for him? 

Seo Joon: Oh.. That’s a shame..

Y/N: Yeah.. Ever since the promotion, I have barely got the time to breathe, let alone go out on dates. Ha Yoon can vouch for that. She has been whining about me not spending enough time with her ever since. 

You chuckled. 

Seo Joon: Oh I remember Ha Yoon. How is she? Is she still that energetic and cheery? 

Y/N: Yeah. Still the same old her.

Yet another moment of silence occurred as the two of you gazed out to the scenery before you.

Y/N: How about you? Are you seeing anyone? 

Seo Joon took a deep breath and said, “Not at the moment. I had lots on my mind and on my plate..” 

Not knowing what else to say, you sat there quietly with your drink in your hand. 

Seo Joon: You know what. I’ll just cut to the chase. I’ve been thinking about you lately Y/N.. 

You brought your hands down onto your lap and looked over at him in silence. 

Seo Joon: In fact, it’s not just lately. I never stopped thinking about you, thinking about us.. I know I’m a coward for not reaching out to you earlier. I was afraid you wouldn’t want to see me. Afraid of your rejection.. 

Y/N: Then.. Why now? 

Seo Joon: I don’t know.. 

You were about to say something when Seo Joon spoke again. 

Seo Joon: I know it’s impossible for us to go back to how we used to be in the past. But I missed you so much Y/N.. I miss having you in my life. I miss coming home to your embrace after a long day. I miss everything.. 

He moved forward and placed a hand over your outstretched hand. 

Seo Joon: I know you said you don’t have the time to date, let alone have a significant other in your life.. But could you give us a second chance? I know this is very sudden and a lot to ask for.. You don’t have to answer me right away..

Y/N: Seo Joon.. I.. 

At that moment, your phone buzzed. You mouthed a quick ‘sorry’ in his direction as you slipped your hand away from his and went away to pick up the phone. 

Ha Yoon: Hey Y/N! Where are you now? I’m near your place. Do you want to have dinner together? 

Y/N: I’m out you idiot! Didn’t I tell you I had a date? 

Ha Yoon: Oh sh*t! With Seo Joon? How is it? Am I disturbing? I’m sorry for disturbing you! You should go. 

Y/N: No no no!! You called just in time. 

Ha Yoon: What? Why? 

“No time to explain. He’s looking over in my direction now. I’ll call you back in a sec!”, and with that you ended the call.  

“I’m sorry,” you said as you picked up your bag from the chair in a hurry. “I’ve got to run. Something came up at work and I need to head back to the office,” you lied.

“Oh.. Can I offer you a ride to your office?”, he asked.  

“No, it’s okay. I called a cab and it will be here soon. Thanks for the coffee,” you said as you ran out of the cafe before giving him a weak smile.  

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Do you know what it feels like to constantly be checking for an All of us Are Dead season two release date, so that I know when I can write the sequel to my goddamn reaction fic, when I also technically don’t know if the season is gonna deserve a reaction?

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This Is Why I Married You

Prompt: “It’s the wrong colour.” -- @challengingwords​ challenge

Pairing: Park Seo Joon x reader

Genre: domestic au / pregnancy au

Warnings: someone’s heavily pregnant and it’s not Seo Joon XD (just some pregnancy hormones that may make Y/N seem a little unreasonable to some people)

Word count: 625

“It’s the wrong colour.”

Staring at you and then back at the freshly painted walls, Seo Joon frowned. “It… it is?”

“I don’t like it,” you stated with a sigh, pouting at the colour.

Seo Joon hesitated before continuing. “You chose it though.”

“I didn’t choose this colour,” you corrected, picking up the paint chips on the windowsill and held one up against the wall. You pointed to the one just below the colour circled –the one you had originally chosen. “This is the colour I chose.”

“Right,” he commented neutrally, looking at the suggested colour and the one on the walls. He didn’t want to tell you that he couldn’t see a stark difference between that shade and the one he had just put two layers upon the bedroom walls. And whilst the room was smaller than the one you had both made over last year when you bought your first home together, it still had taken him two days in here.

Glancing in your direction again, his eyes lingering over your protruding stomach, Seo Joon let some of his frustrations dissipate. Sure, he had worked hard. But so were you growing his child. And you had certainly been at that for months now, not mere days. Smiling as he came over to your side, Seo Joon pointed at the new paint colour. “So you’re certain this shade is the right one?”

“Don’t you think so? This one is much too light whilst this one is just perfect.”

“Okay, I’ll go get it.”

“You will?!” you asked with a grin, wrapping your arms around his waist. “This is why I married you!”

“Because I’m good at placating my heavily pregnant wife?” he mused and you let out a breathy chuckle.

“I acknowledge all the effort you put in here. But it has to be perfect for us… for her too.”

Seo Joon melted as he reached affectionately for your stomach, rubbing it gently. “Know that Daddy worked really hard on your nursery, Princess.”

“Princess?” you echoed with an arched eyebrow and your husband merely shrugged.

“Well, I could be cheesy and call you my Queen.”

You swatted him away with another laugh. “Go get the paint we need, Your Royal Highness.”

The new colour was up on the walls and ready for inspection. Even though he had rolled this over the previous colour, Seo Joon didn’t see much of a difference and was hesitant for your reaction this time.

However, you were thrilled. “This is it!”

“Oh thank god,” he breathed in relief, grinning as he slung an arm around your neck to draw you in closer. After brushing his lips over your temples, he continued. “I was worried it was going to be another trip to the hardware store.”

You gave him a side glance before grinning back at the walls. “I can imagine where everything will go now! Her bed here and her dresser there. The rocking chair by the window. Everything will have its home soon. How long until it’s fully dry?”

Seo Joon looked at you, slightly perturbed. “Why?”

“Well, we have to get it ready!”

“You still have several more weeks left, babe.”

“Babies come when they choose to and I’m in full nesting mode! Do you think I’ll sleep easily tonight knowing this room is still empty?!”

He waited for you to giggle, to let him know you were kidding. However, only an expectant gaze remained on him and Seo Joon sighed, nodding softly. “Making a crib, right? How hard can that be?”

You clapped your hands together and stretched to kiss his cheek happily. “This is why I married you!”

He wondered how many more times he’d hear that statement during the remaining part of your pregnancy.

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The Risk

Genre: Fighter!AU

Pairing: Park Seo Joon x You (Female!Reader)

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol

Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 | Words: 1,938

“What’s the most expensive beer they have?” Seo Joon’s manager, Jang Ho, asked with a rakish smile, though it was clear he was trying to hide just how euphoric he was at the moment.

Seo Joon let out a breath of a chuckle, shaking his head to himself as he eyed the menu. When he heard Jang Ho say, “Waitress,” he looked up with slightly raised eyebrows. His manager was beaming at someone standing behind Seo Joon, and judging by what Jang Ho had just said... it was probably a waitress.

“I’m a... a server, actually,” a somewhat timid but certainly female voice responded. “Like how you say ‘Flight attendant’ now instead of ‘Stewardess.’”

Jang Ho cleared his throat, instantly looking a bit ashamed. “Yes, of course -- Server, a round of your most expensive beer, please.”

“Okay,” the server replied with a soft chuckle. “A special occasion?”

Before Seo Joon could say anything, his manager let out a proud laugh and held his arm out, gesturing across the table to him.

“We have a winner here!” he announced.

“Oh,” the server replied, obviously intrigued. “What did you win?”

Seo Joon finally turned around to the server, prepared to brush it off and request she go get the beers Jang Ho ordered. But when his eyes landed on the girl standing behind him -- when his eyes landed on you -- he found he suddenly lost the ability to speak.

To be honest, you weren’t the most beautiful human being on the planet. It’s not like you were an aspiring model working at a restaurant until you made it big. You were good-looking, certainly, but... well, you just seemed like... a normal person. There really wasn’t a better way to put it.

But... there was still something about you. Something Seo Joon couldn’t quite put his finger on. Something which had left him speechless and dumbfounded.

“He just won an MMA championship,” Jang Ho answered, and Seo Joon watched as the look on your face transformed from curious to confused.

“What’s that?” you asked innocently.

Seo Joon heard his manager sputter, and he started to say, “You’ve never heard of --” but Seo Joon cut him off.

“It’s nothing,” he assured you with as beaming of a smile as he could muster.

Your eyes turned to lock on his now, and Seo Joon had to swallow down a sudden lump of anxiety in his throat. Now that you were making eye contact with him, that mysterious something about you was even more apparent -- yet he still had no idea what it was.

“Oh,” you replied with a shy and somewhat bewildered chuckle. “Well, congratulations, anyway.”

“Thank you,” Seo Joon nodded. “Can we add some cheese breadsticks to that round of beer? Two orders?”

“Absolutely,” you grinned as you jotted it down on your notepad. “I’ll get those right out for you.”

Seo Joon thanked you again, and as he turned back around, he heard his manager singing a very teasing “Oooooooh!”

“What?” Seo Joon chuckled almost under his breath.

“You like her,” Jang Ho announced as he waggled his eyebrows. “You’re blushing!”

Of course, Seo Joon only noticed at that moment his cheeks did feel quite warm. 

“I literally just met her,” Seo Joon replied with what he hoped was a ‘you’ve got to be kidding me’ smirk. “We really didn’t even meet. I know absolutely nothing about her.”

“Then why are you blushing?”

“I’m thinking about how embarrassing you’re going to be in about an hour once you’ve had five beers,” Seo Joon quickly retorted. The entire table then burst out into rowdy cheers, and he felt one of his trainers next to him slap him on the back in appreciation.

Jang Ho, obviously, was properly put in his place with that remark, and when you returned only a few minutes later carrying a large tray of beer bottles and two baskets of cheese breadsticks, he didn’t even raise an eyebrow at Seo Joon.

“Are we ready to order or do we need a few more minutes?” you asked after you’d cleared the tray, setting a bottle in front of everyone sitting at the table (seven people in total: Seo Joon, Jang Ho, Seo Joon’s coach Victor, and three trainers from the gym, Kevin, Ji Hoon, and Eddie).

“I think we’re ready,” Victor answered with a nod.

Out of instinct, everyone else at the table lifted their gazes to look at Seo Joon, assuming he would order first. That’s just how it always was. He was the star, the moneymaker, the one who did the actual dirty work, so he usually ordered first at their celebratory dinners -- or even their normal, regular, average, non-celebratory dinners.

But you had turned to the person to your right, Eddie, your brows raised as you waited patiently for him to order.

Jang Ho opened his mouth, most likely to tell her that Seo Joon would order first, but Seo Joon caught his manager’s eye and shook his head in the most inconspicuous way possible.

Once everyone had ordered and you had promised to be back shortly with their food, Jang Ho furrowed his brow over at Seo Joon, looking quite confused.

“She doesn’t know who I am,” Seo Joon explained even though his manager hadn’t even asked anything. “I don’t need to be treated like a celebrity, and to be honest, I like that she doesn’t know I’m -- well, you know --”

“A big deal,” Kevin interjected.

“A champion,” Ji Hoon added.

“A world champion,” Jang Ho corrected. “Two times over.”

“The most well-known athlete in MMA right now,” Victor piped in.

“Yes,” Seo Joon sighed rather impatiently. He knew he was a good fighter, but hearing all of this praise still made him slightly uncomfortable. “So just let her stay blissfully unaware that she’s serving a two-time world champion, okay?”

Was it so strange that he wanted to be treated as an average person? 

The six other men mumbled their assent, and Seo Joon mumbled his thanks in return. He wanted to celebrate his win, of course; he had trained hard the past few months, and tonight’s win had been particularly satisfying. But it was enough that he and everyone else at his table knew what they were celebrating. For some reason, he didn’t feel the need to clue you in, and he was actually quite looking forward to having just a normal dinner.

As was typical for Seo Joon and his team, they stayed at the restaurant for over two hours eating, drinking, and being just a touch too rowdy for a public space. They were celebrating, though, and when you put together six guys who are all in a terribly good mood and too many glasses of beer to count... well, rowdiness is inevitable.

That’s why, when everyone finally stood to leave (and call taxis home), Seo Joon left you an enormously generous tip. You had endured quite enough to last you for the rest of the evening -- the week, probably -- and... well, Seo Joon had developed just a little bit of a crush on you in the past two hours.

You were attractive, that much he had known from simply seeing you for the first time, but you were also sharp-witted and clever. You had responded to any number of remarks from Seo Joon’s table with no hesitation, and more than once, your words had made them react in the same way they’d reacted to Seo Joon telling his manager he was an embarrassing drunk. You obviously had a sense of humor and were incredibly smart, two qualities Seo Joon happened to value in a woman.

Not only were you pretty, smart, and funny, though -- you were patient. You kept coming over to the table to ask if they needed anything, and every time someone ordered another a drink or one more appetizer, you hadn’t sighed or secretly rolled your eyes. You had simply smiled, nodded, wrote it down in your notepad, and turned to fulfill the request.

And for that, there was a rather substantial wad of cash lying on top of the receipt for you.

Seo Joon had stayed back to count out the tip, and by the time he turned to leave, he saw no one else from his party still in the restaurant...

Which was exactly what he wanted.

He took his time heading toward the door, keeping his eyes peeled... and when he saw you, he quickly pivoted and made a beeline.

“Hey,” he greeted quietly, following you back to the table he’d just vacated.

“H--hi,” you replied, obviously a bit startled by his sudden presence.

“Listen, I --” Seo Joon began, cutting himself off because, to be frank, he very rarely did something like this. “Please feel free to ignore me, but I was wondering... if I... gave you my phone number... would you... call me?”

You stopped walking, and Seo Joon almost ran into your back. If he’d consumed one more beer than he had, he probably would have.

“Excuse me?” you asked, sounding quite surprised.

“It’s just -- you’re... really funny and -- and smart... and pretty...” he explained.

“Uh... I -- I don’t --” you stammered. Seo Joon felt his heart already start to sink, and then you finished your thought. “I don’t think I would call you.”

It took everything in him not to let out a disappointed sigh.

“Right,” he murmured. “Sorry, just thought I’d --”

“Maybe I would text you,” you interrupted. “I just...  I don’t really like talking on the phone.”

And that sinking heart of his floated right back up as a small smile lifted the corners of Seo Joon’s lips.

“Yeah?” he asked, just tipsy enough to let his voice fill with anticipation.

“Maybe,” you replied with a soft chuckle. You had reached the table then, and Seo Joon quickly took the pen he’d used to sign his receipt. He slid out the customer copy receipt underneath (because who took those anyway?) and scribbled down his phone number.

After he set the pen down, he stood and turned toward you, holding his hand out for a handshake. “I’m Seo Joon, by the way. Park Seo Joon.”

You hesitantly took his hand, shaking it firmly and shooting him a tiny grin. “Y/N,” you replied.

“Y/N,” Seo Joon repeated, mirroring your smile with one of his own. “Nice to meet you. Again, you don’t have to do anything with my number if you don’t want to... I just... wanted to try.”

“Okay,” you replied with a soft, bashful laugh, and Seo Joon noticed your cheeks getting just a bit pink as you somewhat avoided his gaze. You had seemed fairly confident as a server, but apparently, you were shy as a person?

“Okay,” he nodded. “Thank you. I’ll, uh -- Bye.”

He had been going to say something like ‘See you later’ or ‘talk to you soon,’ but he didn’t want to put any pressure on you to contact him.  He honestly wasn’t expecting to hear from you because he had given you no reason to want to. He hadn’t flirted with you, so you almost certainly hadn’t any idea he was interested until just now.

But still.

Like he’d said, he had just wanted to try. He was known for taking risks in the ring, and he figured it was time to take a risk in real life, too.

The worst that could happen was he could never hear from you.

But the best that could happen?

The risk was worth it.

Part 2

[just-some-random-blogger]

Noona, You're So Pretty

SHINee + TVXQ! Lee Taemin x Actress!Reader Characters: Park Seo Joon, Choi Minho, Shim Changmin (MAX), Lee Taemin Summary: You were a big time Hallyu sweetheart. Having garnered the attention of the masses with your debut role as a high school student with the ability to talk to animals, everyone fell in love with your bubbly and quirky personality, including Shinee's maknae, Lee Taemin. And for the most part, Taemin thinks he can stand a chance with you, except--oh no, he thinks you *may* not like younger guys and your new co-star, Park Seo Joon, seems a little too taken with you. Word Count: 2k+ Warnings: Fluff, pining, typos etc.

A/N: i hope four years is okay w/u.

Two more questions.

It was my turn to chose. My co-actor, hair slicked back, snug in a cashmere top, nodded my way. The act was so simple, and yet I could practically hear the swoons of the ladies in the audience. Who could blame them, Park Seo-joon was a dashing and hardworking man.

There were flashes of light from the photographers. I tried not to squint and insyead smile softly in order to look flattering in the photos. I nodded at the man, who stood up and presented his question.

"You've done a handful of notable projects since your debut in 'Sounds of the Animals'. From then to now, what is your secret to being so graciously recieved by the public? And what can we expect in the future?"

I nod upon hearing this and break into a smile. It was so flattering that from all the questions we were asked about this drama at hand, people were interested in my career in particular.

I clear my throat and move closer to the mic, "Uh, firstly, thank you for being interested in me and for saying that I am graciously recieved by the public." 

I break into a chuckle, Seo-joon beside me cracks a smile too. 

"Although, I will admit I don't have a secret," I say in an unsure tone. "Hmmm, I believe I am just really blessed because I am able to do what I love and have people behind me help me and shape me into being the best I can be." I say and turn to the rest of the panel with my other co-stars, writers, and director.

"If anything, the secret is a good team. Having such great people behind us is what really makes a drama, or any project, successful and well-recieved."

I look around the reporters and watch them nod. I end my reply, "As for the future, I can't really say. I hope to keep working hard. But, er, right now, I am hoping and beckoning everyone to watch 'Replay'. We worked very hard on it and it was so much fun and such an honor to work with everyone here. Please watch it diligently and stay tuned til the end."

There was a bustle between the reporters. The flashing camera lights broke out again, and I allowed the man next to you to choose whomever he wanted.

Last question.

Seo-joon points, and the woman wastes no time, "you said a while ago that during the filming of this drama, you two got very close because you would go working out together. Besides this, what else do you two do together outside of work?"

No, there was nothing physical about my role in the drama. I just grew to like working out, and I had to because, well, I needed to keep my physique up, you know.

I turn to the man beside me and he turns to me as well. For a moment we stay quiet, as if doing so would make an answer come out of nowhere.

"Well," he starts looking at me as if the answer was on my cheeks. I hold back a laugh ad shrug, answering for him, "we eat a lot."

The room breaks into laughter.

"He treats the cast and crew to soju from time to time," another of our co-stars point out. "Seo-joon is good at keeping his alcohol."

Seo-joon sudenly remembers something, "Actually, sometimes Shinee's Choi Minho would work out with us." Minho and him were friends because they were in a drama called Hwarang before. (Legit they are, it's really good, you should watch it)

I raise my brows and nod. Seo-joon continues, mentioning my name, "TVXQ's Shim Changmin would sometimes he'd work out too." I was friends Changmin because we worked on a drama together. "And one time, she, myself, Minho, Changmin drank together--"

My eyes suddenly widen, realizing where this is going.

"--and she--" Seo-joon chuckles out.

I but in and punch his shoulder, "ya oppa!"

"--got drunk and started crying."

The room laughs and I feel my face burn. I groan and start hammering Seo-joon's shoulder, but he only bends his neck to the side, pulling away slightly, and laughs. He even continues on mimicking me, apparently.

"Ahoohoohoooo, I'm so happy to be friends with you guys. You are all so great. And so, so handsome."

I jump out of my seat and stand, "YA SHI--" I then clench my teeth and playfully place my hands the man's neck. I laugh, pull away, and sit back down. At this point, the entire room is awake with giggles. Truth be told, I wasn't really embarrassed. I just like making people laugh.

I blow are between my pouted lips and exaggeratedly whine, "Oppa, you are clearly the worst."

The man who was a year older than me basked in satisfaction, "Ye, but you still love me."

Later that day, you and Seo-joon attended a party celebrating the airing of Replay, hosted by the TV network the drama was being aired on. Many came up to you and congratulated you. Some shook your hand, others asked for a selfie. A smaller portion asked for an autograph, and your relationship status was Seo-joon.

You were in the midst of finishing a conversation with some producers when a hand came to your shoulder, followed by the greetigs of a tall man. He spoke ypur name fondly, and you broke into a pleased smile, "Changmin oppa!"

We share a quick hug and I can't help but flutter at his expression. "Congratulations on your show!" the man in a plaid, grey suit speaks with his hand on my shoulder. He pulls away and continues, "I heard the ratings are expected to go through the roof."

I chuckled and shook my head, "I can only hope so."

"Yaahhhh, you're Hallyu's sweetheart. Don't worry about."

I give a smile at his reassurance and decide to change the topic, "You here alone, oppa, or do you have a hot date?" I wiggle my brows.

Changmin shakes his head and rolls his eyes, "Well, I recall you drunkenly admitting Minho is handsome, so..."

"Ya!" I raise, "I'd admit Minho is handsome regardless of my sobriety."

Changmin snorts, "speaking of."

"Noona!"

"Minho-ya!" I coo and welcome the younger man's embrace. I chuckle and cling onto his green sweater when he squeezes tightly and pushes slightly forward. 

"Ya!" Changmin scolds his dongsaeng and I can't stop laughing. "It's as if you haven't seen her in years."

Minho has a mischevious glint in his eyes. "Noona, you're so pretty," he notes, making me chuckle and Changmin snort.

"Thay's the title of his debut song," Changmin mutters to me, making me nod,

"Actually," Minho cocks his head to the side, "its english title is Replay."

My lips form a please o-shape, "Ya, you should perform that for me then!"

"No way," Minho says, "but our maknae might." The man then moves to his side to reveal a lanky man in a loose button down. "Lee Taemin," Minho introduces. The said man chuckles sweetly with his cresent shaped eyes. "Annyeonghaseyo," he greets bowing his head.

I smile back and mimic his actions.

"I've been a big admirer of yours since Sounds of the Animals. I couldn't stop watching it because I just loved the idea of being able to talk to animals."

"Wah, thank you so much," I clap my hands together and bow my head at him.

"That, and I also think noona is super pretty," Taemin says in a gradual chuckle.

The four of us break into a laugh. Changmin and Minho embrace each other in amusement. Minho is losing his mind with his distinctive high-pitched laughter, and Changmin's nose is scrunched up in glee. "Ya, I think we're just gonna get a drink," Minho says, rasing a hand. Changmin pat's Taemin's shoulder and at this point it's so painfully obvious that this was all a setup.

Taemin and I turn to each other. He chuckles to me again, "Minho's really loud."

"I know. It makes working out with him really fun."

We shuffle from where we stand and Taemin moves a bit closer, "Honestly, I don't like working out, but I would if it was with you."

I can't help but laugh and cover my face at his blatant but smooth flirting. I shake my head and feel my face wrap in warmth.

"Don't get me wrong, I don't do it like them. I don't lift heavy weights or anything. I just do what they consider a warm-up you know. The treadmill runs, which I love because I get to listen to a lot of music, and then like stretching, push-ups, sit-ups, nothing that actually requires gym equipment to be honest."

He hums, "my work-out is dance."

"Oh, no, no, I know that. I may have watched a lot of your performances during my breaks."

Taemin's face lights up upon hearing this, "For real?"

"Yeah," I nod, "you are really good at dancing. Honestly good isn't even the word. I'm good at dancing, you're on a whole 'nother level."

He claps his hands, eye crinkling, "Well then noona has to show me her moves!"

"No way, you rascal!" I shake my head profusely.

"Nooo, come on dance with me!"

"And embarrass myself in yet another dance battle with an SM artist? No way! I already did that with Changmin oppa. Besides, I might break a hip! I'm too old to be your dance partner."

Taemin tilts his head to that, and takes the statement as a double meaning. Did you not like younger guys?

I hear someone call my name. I whip my head to the direction of the voice and see that it's Seo-joon, holding two flutes of champagne.

"Oppa," I smile when he comes over. He smiles as well and hands me one of the glasses, "I got you a drink."

I look at it and take it from him with a quick thank you. He smiles down at me and moves some stray strand of hair on the side of my face away. "Joon-hee PD-nim was looking for you a while ago."

"Really? Where is she? What'd she say?"

"You look really sexy in that dress," he says, turning from his glass to me. I snort and feel my cheels burn. "Ya, oppa!" I snarl and hit his shoulder repeatedly.

Seo-joon laughs and gives me an amused side eye.

As he and I share a laugh, and then I notice Taemin's awkward expression and remember he was begging me to dance with him. My laughter faded and I nudged the chuckling Seo-joon, "Ya oppa, this is Shinee's Lee Taemin."

"Ah," Seo-joon nods and turns to the shorter man, "you're the maknae right?"

Taemin turns to him and nods, chuckling, "Ye."

"Sorry, I didn't get you a drink. I didn't know you were here."

"Ah, no, it's okay."

"Do you want mine? I haven't drank from it."

Taemim raises his hands and shakes it, "no, no, no, I'm fine."

Seo-joon purses his lips, nods and turns to me, "I guess I'll drink it then." His lips connect with the rim, and his tongue darts out afterward. A moment passes and there is an awkward silence between us. Both Seo-joon and Taemin turn to me and open their my to speak up.

I look between then and they turn to each other.

Seo-joon motions, "Please, continue."

"No, it's aright you can go first."

"No, but you were talking to her first, before I came here, so you go."

Taemin agrees with his reasoning. "Noona," he calls, "Minho hyung told me that you really like cupcakes."

I hum and nod in agreement.

Taemin smiles brightly like a while ago again, "well I got you one." He chuckles and I knit my brows upon hearing that. I look at him and purse my lips, but when he stick his hand in his pocket and pulls something, I realize what he means.

My jaw drops into a pleased smile and he dangles a small cupcake key chain in front of me. I smile at the sight of it, "Wah, that's for me"

"Yes," he says simply and grabs my free hand suddenly, placing it on my palm. I smile and feel my neck heat up at his action.

Seo-joon takes a sip on hs  drink again and looks between us. He chuckles lowly and turns over his shoulder.

"Thank you so much, Taemin. You didn't have to get me anything though."

"No, I wanted to though, so please use it well."

Seo-joon speaks up, "Ye, well, I just wanted to say that we were invited to dinner next friday. Are you going to attend?"

"Ah," I nod, knowing it was a company gathering, "sure. Are you?"

Seo-joon nods simply. "Well," he gestures his head to the side, "there's someone calling me. I'll see you later."

I nod and Seo-joon places a hand on my shoulder. He then turns Taemin and gives him a polite smile and bow before going off.

Taemin purses his lips and sighs, "Seo-joon-ssi is nice."

I turn to Taemin and nod, "He is. He's a very good co-worker. Very hard working."

Taemin hums, "You seem to like him very much."

I feel the suggestiveness in his statement, but I ignore it and snort, "Well, he's pretty annoying sometimes, but you learn to love him."

"... he seems to very mucn like you too. Like... a woman."

My lips part at his words, and the next thing I know I'm at a loss for words. When I feel my face heat up, I chuckle and turn away, "Aye, it's not like that. We're just realy close because we worked together as lovers. He's really like my older brother though."

Taemin decides to believe it and breaks into a wide grin, "Really. What a relief."

My brows quirk up at that, "Why is that?"

"Because I really wanted to ask you out."

My lips part again, but this time I break into a big smile. I chuckle and take a sip on my drink for the first time. "I like how you're really confident."

Taemin's shoulders shake and she smile, "Does that mean you want to get cupcakes with me sometime?"

"Hmm," my eyes crinkle, "well, if you bought me such a cute keychain of one, then I suppose I wouldn't regret it."

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okay so 370+ Park Seo Joon and fem reader why does this scream him??? ALSO CONGRATS KAI I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU -bec 💙🖤❤️🧡💜💚💛💞💖

It does scream him! Also writing this made me scream, hope you enjoy it xoxo!

“Shit, Seo Joon,” You gasp, wincing as his grip on your hair tightens, “You’re so fucking big.”

He laughs as he stares at you down on your knees, saliva dripping down your chin, mind hazy after having your mouth full of his cock.

“You take me so well though, Jagi.” He praises, “So perfect, you are so perfect.”

You smile up at him, the compliment making your heart beat fast, “Anything for you, Daddy, I love you.”

Seo Joon takes your hands to pull you to standing, leaning down to kiss you as he moves to take you by the waist. He steps you backwards across the room to your bed, carefully laying you flat on your back as he hovers over you, kissing across your jawline and down your neck.

You writhe under him as his hand trails down your stomach, hips bucking impatiently as you are so desperate for him to touch you. He smirks at you, biting his lip as he sits up to pull his shirt over his head. God, you are never going to get over how good he looks naked.

“I love you, jagiya,” He murmurs as he bends forward to kiss you again, “I want you to be my wife, so I can do naughty things with you for the rest of my life.”

You giggle at this, blushing hard as Seo Joon enters you with two fingers, moaning his name as he begins to warm you up in preparation for his cock.

“Is that a proposal, Seo Joon?” You ask.

You arch into him, begging for more as you know how good he makes you feel. Your head is spinning as you try to process the words he says to you, mind racing, as you try to understand whether he really meant what he said.

“If you want it to be,” He replies smoothly, fingers working you faster, “I do want to be with you forever.”

You drag your nails down his back, as his thumb rubs circles on your clit, and you feel your orgasm nearing so quickly. You nod at him, eyelids fluttering shut as you are overwhelmed with pleasure.

“Ah, fuck— fuck, yes,” You moan, “I want to be your wife, Seo Joon.”

Seo Joon kisses you as you unravel for him, clenching to his fingers as you make a mess of his hand, gasping for air while you ride out your high. You cup his cheeks to keep him close to you, as he pulls his fingers out only to replace them with his cock a moment later.

“I love you, Jagi,” He tells you, “I can’t wait to be with you forever.”

You can hardly think straight, cock-drunk as your now-fiancé fucks you harder than he has ever before. Almost stretched to your limit, despite him warming you up, despite your earlier orgasm, the pain mixes perfectly with pleasure, as you feel complete bliss.

“I love you too, Seo Joon,” You reply, “Always you.”

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True Beauty | Little by Little | Han Seojun x Kang Soojin fanfic series/one shot? Idk

Part 2 , Part 3

This is the first time, I'm posting something on Tumblr, so bear with me haha, I don't know why but I kinda would've loved to see Soojin with Han Seojun after the time leap and her redemption. It's my opinion and I'll feel absolutely grateful if y'all respect it, thank you, I hope y'all will like it.

Warnings: Slight panic attack trigger mention (not edited)

It was late in the evening and it had been an hour since Seojun left the studio for the day, he now sat on one of the stools staring at the empty glass in front of him. He didn't know why he was here but there he was, he remembered coming to this place for the first time, the night he let Jugyeong go back to Suho and after that night, he found himself coming back to this place often, whenever he needed a break or to get away from everything for a while.

He rubbed his face a little too harshly to check if he was sober enough to move and to his luck, he was just tipsy. He paid for his order and bought himself a simple soda before leaving the place. He put his mask and beanie on and kept walking as the cool wind hit him. He kept looking around to see if anyone recognised him but much to his pleasure no one did. His eyes stopped and soon did his feet when his eyes fell on a familiar figure. He blinked twice to make sure if he wasn't hallucinating.

What was she doing here?

He felt bold and decided to walk up to her. He kept walking till he stood a feet away from her. She had pamphlets in her hands and struggled as she tried to hold them steady and approached people to help people in need. She took out another pamphlet out as she felt a figure walk near her and looked up only to freeze in her place. Her words stopped in her mouth as she looked at those eyes. She was not blind to not recognize who was standing in front of her.

He expected his face to lift in a scowl as usual but it didn't. He was surprised, indeed and definitely had no words to speak. He knew that she met Jugyeong and reconciled with her but he never really bothered to know about her whereabouts. But after what he saw in front of him, he definitely didn't want to be that person who would laugh on her face and blame karma and he obviously didn't want to ack like a jerk and rub salt on her open wounds. So he didn't speak a word and just observed her as she stared right back at him.

She changed so much, he observed. Something about her was different, it wasn't like she was not the Kang Soojin he knew in his teen days, she was still her, but she looked so much better, somewhat relaxed and for some reason it felt like whatever that ate her then was not there around her now and it was very visible on her face. He shook his head wordlessly and turned around.

"Ya, Han Seojun." She called out as he stopped in his place. There was silence for a while as she took a deep breath and walked closer to him.

"I owe you an apology." She said as he blinked while his back faced her.

"Can we go somewhere where we can talk alone?" She continued hesitantly expecting him to walk away as soon as those words left her mouth but to her surprise he turned around and looked at her.

"Okay." He said and followed her.

-

"Thank you." Soojin said and bowed a little to the helper and sat in her chair as Seojun studied her.

He leaned forward and took a bite of the food in front of him and she gulped as she faced him finally.

"What I did back then was very foolish of me. I despise myself for stepping down to that level." She said as he listened to her.

"And I don't expect you to forgive me because I am asking you to. I know I'll always carry the guilt of hurting people who trusted me. I owe you an apology, even if what I did wasn't directed towards you." She said as she looked down and placed her palm on the table.

"I'm sorry." She finally said as he slurped his drink.

"It's alright." He said and she looked up with slightly wide eyes.

"What?" He asked as she opened her mouth to say something but closed it again.

"I didn't expect you to forgive me so easily." She said as he placed his drink on the table.

"Like you said, what you did wasn't directed towards me. If Jugyeong gave you another chance, I can do it too. Anyways, We weren't really friends in the first place, so yeah." He said as she nodded and then there was a wave of silence that surrounded them.

She felt grateful that he forgave her.

"You didn't come to Heegyeong unni's wedding?" She asked.

"Yeah, I was busy with my debut and all of that." He replied with a shrug.

"Oh." She replied as he nodded.

"So, you are an idol, now." She said as he looked and rolled his eyes slightly.

"Yes, that I am." He said.

"How does it feel to be one?" She asked.

"Stressful. But, I feel happy that I get to live my dream." He said with a small smile on his face. She smiled back and nodded.

"I thought you didn't come because of well...nevermind." She said as he looked at her and she ignored his gaze and went back to eating her food.

"Honestly, I didn't come because Jugyeong told me that she invited you." He said as she looked up.

"Well, of course, you hate me." She mumbled and to her surprise he heard it.

"I did. But, I don't think quite the same now." He said.

"Does it mean you hate me less now?" She asked as he chuckled to her surprise.

"Weren't you the one who despised me?" He asked as he raised one of his eyebrows and she rolled her eyes.

"Maybe, I was and it was because of obvious reasons." She said in a light humourous tone.

"Is that so? Can I know the obvious reasons please?" He asked as she cleared her throat and lifted her fingers to start counting and he could not help but notice how her eyebrows furrowed in annoyance as she revisited those years.

_

"Soojin-ah" Soo ah called out as she held her friend's hand and pulled her along and made her sit on the table where all her friends were seated on. She looked around and found Cho rong eating as Hye min tried her best to control her laughter while looking at her partner and eating her food in silence, Tae hoon was asking Soo ah to eat first and take selfies later because the food might cool down and not taste the same, Jugyeong was explaining something on her phone to Suho as he fed her and then there was Seojun who looked appalled at the sight of the couples that surrounded him. He was seated right in front of her at the corner of the table and sulked as he leaned his head on the pillar next to him and waited for his food. His eyes were closed and disgust was clear on his face. It had been two months since she first ran into him on the road while distributing pamphlets for a charity event and now they were friends and dare she say best friends because it haunted her how comfortable she felt around him and how she actually liked spending time with a guy who once so full of himself. She pushed her leg forward and tapped his shoe. He got startled and opened his eyes to look around and then looked at Soojin who smiled innocently at him. He lips lifted in a scowl as he murmured something and went back to sleep as Soojin chuckled, ofcourse sleep was important.

He jolted up again and looked at her as she was looking at the menu.

"Ya Kang Soojin. When did you come?" He asked.

"A few minutes back." She replied as her eyes checked the menu out and he looked at her and couldn't help but smile as she observed the prices of the food items.

He missed her, it had been a week since they last saw each other because he was busy with recording his new album and couldn't find time to catch up with her as she was busy arranging and hosting charity events.

He cleared his throat as he saw Suho look at him and then at Soojin and went back to feeding Jugyeong as she opened her mouth wide. Seojun rolled his eyes at Suho and scrunched his nose up, he sighed as he relaxed his face and then looked at his phone and scrolled through his social media to find something interesting, his order appeared in front of him when he sat his phone aside. He thanked the waiter and dug in. Soojin just stared at with disgust as he finished the entire plate by the time her food arrived and he shrugged as he looked at her.

A smile appeared on her face before she could stop herself, she shook her head and looked at her plate, neither of them knew what was happening but the entire table looked at them start a new chapter in their own books.

_

Soojin sighed as she sat on her table and removed the hand that covered her forehead as she completed her work. Today was a very stressful day for her with so many events to plan but she was happy that she got to relax later as Seojun promised her a meal at her favourite restaurant and then a game night.

She switched the lights off, picked her belongings, locked the room and walked out. She smiled as she remembered how many times Seojun apologised to her for not attending the event which was arranged by her and promised to make it up to her. She didn't know how both of them got there but they did. Her younger self would've laughed on her face if she said that she would be one of Seojun's close friends one day.

To be honest, they were nothing alike, she was smart and he was well kinda dumb, she came from a very different household where she yearned for love from family and he came from a family who absolutely loved him and provided him with as much comfort as possible, she was terrible at singing and his voice was absolutely beautiful, but maybe the difference was something that made them different than the others out there, it made them unique.

She bumped into someone and her smile faltered as she looked at the person. Her heart raced in her chest and she felt terrible memories flood her head and she froze in her place. Tears blurred her vision as she looked at the person in front of her.

"Soojin?" The figure, her father asked and she heard footsteps approach them but she didn't turn around to look at who it was as her eyes were fixed on the person in front of her.

"Ya, Kang Soojin. See, I'm early..." Seojun trailed off as he noticed the presence of another figure around her.

"Get out." She said with anger in her voice as it broke in the end.

"Soojin..." Her father asked again.

"GET OUT." She screamed as both the figures around her remained still in their place, while one was in shock and the other was worried. She waited for a while for her father to leave and when she noticed that her father wasn't leaving anytime soon, she turned the other way and walked past him as Seojun looked at her and followed her outside.

"Soojin?" He called out as she kept walking.

"Soojin?" He called louder but she still didn't stop, her vision was blurry with the tears that kept running down her cheek and she kept wiping them off aggressively. He ran towards her and held her hand to stop her and she turned around to snap at the person who did that but she couldn't when she looked at who it was.

"Come with me." He said softly as he took her to his car and both of them sat inside in silence, he started the car and drove to her apartment. When they reached, she got out without saying a word to him and walked towards the elevator. He locked his car and ran behind to stop her. He was surprised how she managed to get into the elevator in the time he locked his car.

"Soo jin?" He called as he finally caught up with her in front of her apartment and she stopped in her tracks.

She didn't turn around and sniffled quietly.

"Are you alright?" He asked hesitantly. He heard no response, tears didn't stop flowing down her cheeks. His heart dropped at the sight in front of him, he didn't like watching her cry, it hurt him and he didn't understand why it did, but it did. He hesitantly walked closer to her and placed his hand on her shoulder.

"Say something." He said and at that moment she turned around, wrapped her arms around him and broke down in his arms. He was taken aback but he caressed her back slowly to calm her down. She hicupped as he stayed still and let her let it all out.

After a very long time, she finally stopped and let her hiccupping self dettach from him feeling a little embarrassed but he didn't care about it. He held her face and brushed the remaining tears off from her face and gave her a small smile.

"I don't know who that was and what happened. But, all I'll tell is, our past never defines us, it's behind us, it's like a closed book, you are not what you were years ago and I know that after getting to know you in the time we spent together in past few months. Don't let it bother you too much. Okay? Take care." He said as she looked into his warm brown eyes wordlessly and nodded, while she did that, a warm feeling spread all over her body at the closeness of his face and the softness of the tone of his voice and her heart fluttered in her chest.

"Call me if you need anything, but for now, go rest, when you feel better give me a call and no, I didn't forget that meal, we will go grab it when you feel better. Alright?" He asked as she nodded in his palms.

"Good night." He said and smiled at her before letting her go.

"Good night." She managed to croak out as she walked towards her apartment.

She walked in and waved at him and he waved back at her and walked away. Her heart beat rapidly in her chest as she closed the door and leaned her back against it.

It was ironic how someone who once called her a piece of trash and despised her so much comforted her and said that what she did in the past doesn't define who she is now.

A sudden realization hit her like a truck. How was she so oblivious to it? She wondered.

She never felt comfortable around anyone in her life but in Seojun's arms, it felt as if she belonged there. The way he caressed her calmed her wrecking nerves, it just made her feel safe there and as much as she didn't want to accept it and as much she was afraid of being heartbroken again, she knew at the moment that much to her dismay she developed feelings for someone who will look at her the way a friend does, again.

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why I like ao3 over wattpad

1. You’re not caught up by the numbers.

- reads, votes and comments are not the first think you see on ao3. It’s the content and tags. It doesn’t distract an author from what’s important.

2. It’s easier to be yourself since no one is really paying attention to you but to your story.

- other websites are so focused on connecting readers and authors that it can get annoying.

3. You can still make amazing graphics without the pressure of making them.

- other websites need that amazing cover to show off. Ao3 is just focused on making stories with the best tags. Why focus on pictures in a book? Sure they help and are nice, but it isn’t the main focus.

: some graphics I’ve made for books I’ve written!

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“I hope she’s happy” pt 4

Genre: Exes!AU

Pairing: Park Seo Joon x You

Prompt: “I hope she’s happy”

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7

Chapter 4

Y/N FLASHBACK POV

“I’m sorry,” was all you could remember hearing Seo Joon said as he kissed your forehead when he came back in the wee hours of the night. You were at the coffee shop, daydreaming as you were waiting for your daily cup of cuppa. You knew you were going to have yet another long and hectic day, since the deadlines for your projects were around the corner.

You were doing that thing of yours again, daydreaming and staring into nowhere while you let your thoughts fly. It was only after the barista called your name three times then you refocused your vision and mind to reality. You were sipping on your Iced Americano and catching up on the daily news and occasional hot gossips, while walking to your office building. This was when you laid your eyes on that fateful article.

“Park Seo Joon and Hwang Jung-eum, caught at a secret date.”

You stopped dead in your tracks, as you read the article by Dispatch. Photographs of the two of them making their way to a secret date through different modes of transportation were captured. Although they were not as clear as it could be, the photographs made it seem convincing that the man in the photograph was indeed your boyfriend, Seo Joon.

“This can’t be right,” you muttered to yourself as you swiped away the news article that was on your phone. “Should I call him? But he’s sleeping. But wait, last night’s apology too.. It can’t be.” You decided to shrug the negative thoughts off, and instead keep yourself busy with the immense amount of work that you had to complete by the end of the day.

It was only at 8.30pm, when the sky was dark and the office was nearly empty, then you realised it was time to call it a day and head back home. At this moment, your phone’s notification sounded off. You picked up your phone and saw Seo Joon’s text, “Are you coming home soon?”. You gave him a quick reply, packed up, and drove as fast as you can back home.

As you were walking towards your shared apartment, you heard some faint music being played in the background. You keyed in the passcode and entered. “I’m home,” you called out, but to no reply. You took off your heels and placed your belongings on the kitchen island. “Seo Joon-ah..I’m home.”

The next thing you know, you found him lying on the sofa, dozed off in front of a lovely spread of chimaek (i.e. fried chicken and beer). You sat down in front of Seo Joon and caressed his soft cheeks.

It didn’t take long for Seo Joon to realise your presence. “You’re home,” said Seo Joon in a hoarse voice, as he struggled to open his eyes.

Y/N: I’m so sorry. I kept you waiting. I didn’t know you were home early. Why didn’t you text me?

Seo Joon: I know you’re busy at work lately. Plus, I wanted to surprise you. I know you having a great meal of Chimaek is one of your favourite ways to relax after a long day of work.

You smiled and recalled your hectic schedule, but then remembered the article you read in the day. Your face fell instantly, but you were hesitant to bring up the article, so you decided to sit in silence as you devoured the chicken.

Seo Joon: So how’s your day?

Y/N: Not much, just been very busy with the project that I told you before.

Seo Joon: Anything interesting happened?

Y/N: No

Seo Joon: Okay..

Sensing that something was amiss, Seo Joon sat in silence as he watched you savour the chicken. Once you guys were done with the last piece of chicken, you got up, cleared the area, and headed to your bedroom.

Although you couldn’t quite make out if it’s truly your boyfriend, your mind was flooded with the images of Seo Joon from the Dispatch article. In hopes that your head would be clear by the time you’re out of the shower, you got into the toilet and gave yourself a good warm bath.

Seo Joon was already lying in bed, typing away on his phone as you stepped out of your bathroom. You dried your hair and then laid in bed.

Y/N: I’m going to sleep now. Night babe.

Seo Joon: Ok.

Y/N: What’s wrong?

Seo Joon: Nothing. Get your rest.

You turned around to face Seo Joon, and looked up to him even though you could barely keep your eyes open. “What’s wrong?”, said Y/N.

Seo Joon: Have you been reading the news?

You blinked and looked away.

Y/N: No.

Seo Joon: Come on Y/N. Don’t lie to me.

You sighed and sat up.

Y/N: Yes, I saw it, if the Dispatch article is what you’re talking about.

Seo Joon: Y/N-ah.. You know it’s not real right? I swear that is not me.

Y/N: Ok.

Seo Joon: You don’t sound okay at all..

Y/N: Seo Joon-ah.. I’m really exhausted. Mentally and physically exhausted. Can we talk about this tomorrow? Please.

Seo Joon: But you don’t sound ok at all.. Y/N can we talk please.. I wouldn’t be able to fall asleep tonight.

“You seemed great at it when you dozed off on the coach earlier on,” said Y/N coldly.

“Ya. Stop it. All I’m trying to tell you here is that I am not the guy in the photographs. And mind you, I am trying my best to spend as much as time with you as possible. You know I can’t help it that our schedules are packed and usually don’t even sync,” retorted Seo Joon.

“What if you’re lying? I barely get to see you these days. In fact, all I get are your occasional texts, and those short glimpses of you coming in late, or when I’m getting ready for work in the morning,” said Y/N. Seo Joon sat in silence.

Y/N: Honestly, sometimes I feel I don’t know you anymore.

Seo Joon: What?

Y/N: I’m saying, there are probably things that are happening in your life that I don’t know about. Maybe you are lying to me about this whole scandal. Who knows? We don’t talk anymore, and I’m starting to think that maybe this isn’t working anymore.

Seo Joon: What are you trying to say? Are you trying to break up with me?

Tears were starting to well up in your eyes.

Y/N: Yeah, maybe we should! I feel so alone even though we are in the same room, lying in the same bed. It feels like we’re in different worlds and I can barely breathe in yours.

“Y/N-ah.. Please don’t say that”, said Seo Joon as he struggled to keep his voice clear through the tears. Seo Joon stretched out his hand to hold yours, but you pushed it away.

Y/N: Do you know how much I’ve been going through since the start of your acting career? I’ve been telling myself, ‘Don’t let it get to you. It’s all an act. It’s just for the drama. It’s just to promote the drama. It’s nothing’. I’ve said this phrase for as long as I can remember and honestly it’s really taxing and I’m getting tired.

I’m tired of pretending that I’m okay on the outside, especially in front of you, even though I’m dying on the inside. A part of me dies on the inside when I see these gorgeous girls throw themselves at you, be it actress or not. Do you know what happens when the paparazzi catches these moments and uploads nonsensical articles like today’s? A part of me dies on the inside.

Oh yes, I read every single article babe! Every single one that appears on my news feed. And, have you ever once asked me if I would be okay with going public with our relationship? No. The only people who are aware of our relationship, or whatever you want to call this, are my parents, my best friend, and your parents.

Seo Joon: I’m sorry.

Y/N: No seriously, what are you sorry for? This is part and parcel of your job isn’t it?

Seo Joon: I’m sorry..

Y/N: Seo Joon, I’m done. I’m really done. I’m sorry but I’m done. I’m really tired from all the jealousy that I feel, all of my insecurity eating me up from the inside. I’m done hiding in the shadows! Let’s just call it quits.

You got up and started to pack your belongings. “Y/N-ah.. Stop this. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for being insensitive towards your feelings. I should’ve done better. I should’ve tried harder,” said Seo Joon with a hoarse voice. Seo Joon was hugging you from the back, as more tears started to stream down his face.

Fighting back tears, you pushed his arms away from your waist, got your car keys and made a beeline for the front door. Seo Joon ran after you, and got to the door before you. “Please, don’t do this. We can fix this. I’m sorry,” cried Seo Joon as he held your hands. Even though your vision was blurry from all the tears, you could see the hurt in his eyes.

“I’m sorry Seo Joon. I cannot take this anymore. You deserve someone who is stronger than this. I love you, but I’m done. I’m sorry.” You pushed his hands away and walked out on him.

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[we-have-bangtan]

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Summary: what happens when Jin discovers his feeling for Tae's actress friend? What if he discovers them too late? What happens when he convinces himself that he doesn't have feelings but he finds himself binge watching all her dramas at 3 in the morning? What if he finds himself best friend zoned?

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Genre: Fluff, angst and idk what else (I'll update as we proceed with the story)

Pairing: Idol!Seokjin × Actress!reader

Warning: Mild swearing and idk what else (I'll update as we proceed)

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[mindofraven96]

It's a shame that there are no/barely any fanfics with Korean actors here but there is a handful with idols😩

Don't get me wrong, I love the idol fanfics but I would appreciate some actors too🙏💜

[adventurerinthedreamworld]

Tive um surto e, surpreendentemente, em meio as minhas brincadeiras com texturas (e a falta de PNGs), saiu essa capa. Juro, eu gostei mais desse resultado do que de outros, pois é o tipo de capa que curto fazer. 

Na real, não tenho certeza do que farei com ela. Talvez eu coloque para doação depois que adicionar alguns elementos para o background não ficar muito vazio, mas se der uma vontadezinha, quem sabe eu não bole um plot pra ela?

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Personagens: Park Seo Joon & Kim Seok Jin