#Or to just have a bestie day with Cr

[catless-and-covenless]

Mt. Vesuvius has nothing on Baja Blast being spilled all over a table.

Okay that's a giant exaggeration but still. G seemed far away tonight and the whole spill seemed even more an indicator that something as wrong. But I'm not going to pry inside a Taco Bell. That's a car conversation at 3am. And no one here is going to let me stay up that long. He asked about Ca but I just shared that she's going home. Makes sense but poor thing. Looks like she has so much on her plate too. I really hope that she will be able to use the flowers and friendship bracelet as anchors during this time.

Something has been weighing on me. Ca hasn't cried and it's making me nervous. There's only so much stress a person can take without crying. I don't want her to be in pain but crying would at least maybe release that stress. I worry if it's not tears and companionship what she's doing to cope with all of this. So much happened in two days. Three. Maybe I can express my worry and offer something when we meet up. Hopefully. I want Ca to be happy

((Complete side note but new high score of Candy Crush UNLOCKED))

I know it's lame but it relaxes me. And apparently G too? At least he seemed to be enjoying watching me play. Probably just zoned out. It was weird though. Maybe I zoned out? Maybe I just had too much caffeine. But I could have sworn as I was thinking about Cr and G that the abyss tried to comfort me. That everything would be okay even if they both had things to talk about eventually. I caught Cr's eye and he gave me The Look. So that part was true. I can only hope the rest is too.

But I'm used to these gut feelings. Used to either the bad timing of premonitions or a something. But I felt something over my shoulder and thought I saw...a jaguar?

Obviously nothing was there....from what I could see,,when I turned around. But I think.....It might have been Tezcatlipoca? It felt like a Nahuatl. It felt...comforting. It's the feeling of being understood and seen. I haven't had much of a moment alone. But.....maybe I can reach out. Tomorrow? After class? Toxcatl is his ceremony after all. I would think he would maybe have answers. Maybe. At least maybe know why R would be trying to do this. It doesn't track.

R might be whatever she is but she loves this town. Causing a type of destruction doesn't make sense. I'm missing something. Or maybe it's the new her. She's different but I suppose I am too.

Maybe G and Cr aren't the only ones who feel like bad things should happen to them. I know I didn't fight back for half a decade. Is it possible R feels like....no. I'm projecting. I clearly am sleep deprived.

Which explains why when Cr started our usual BS I hid behind G. It was fun though. Seeing everyone square up jointly and pick pairs. And when Ji just was so honest about fighting skills..? I don't know. It's the happiest I've felt in a while.

Which made it more devastating seeing Ir tear up. And it's a look I know well. The look of being lost around things that should be familiar. Of having words but no meaning. We went out and talked about it. Hugged and just took comfort. I still had a dried rose on me. So I gifted it to them. I respect them so much. The amount of power and magic under their skin and knowing it must be used responsibly. Not that the others are irresponsible but they're new to this. New to their skins and the abyss being so close. The thinness of the veil. Ir understands and is like me. Opposite banks of the same river. Ir IS nature and nature aids me to push out my will. Once we both settled and went back inside though we all split up.

Cr went with N again. And I miss him so much. I wanted nothing more except to bring him home with me. I don't know. I don't know anything I guess. We'll talk soon and everything will be okay.

And G drove Pablo. Except Pablo was being weird. I think I know why. I think Ca might have been pulling a little prank. It felt like a little poltergeist and she's the only one with that kind of mischief. Which....considering the flickers and lights is a little funny. I mean to be fair if I could do it I would too.

But home was home. Convinced G that walking home alone was not an option with Nahuatl's around. And thankfully had the pjs to accommodate the people. And G...I saw G and just. It was surprising but not....I think he thought I was going to run. To scream. To be scared. But if anything it's just proof that I want to stay more. I wasn't any more gruesome than what I willingly watch on screen. And it's G. It almost broke my heart seeing how he thought I would....I don't know. But it didn't scare me. I just...I don't know how to convince him I'm not leaving? That he deserves someone in his corner. And if his heart is missing...I have one we can share. Even as just his normal or his friend. Even if I want more it's not...a requirement for that. I can eventually learn to love him how I do Cr.

I don't remember much after that. I remember promising Ir in my haze of fascination. A silly thing on my end when I don't know what they do or don't like to eat. Not that my pride didn't take a hit when they didn't like my food. I should have taken some empanadas from Abuela. Those are sweeter.

What I do remember clearly before finding out that I need to diversify my cooking was seeing G tear. I never want to feel so helpless again. All this power under my skin but I couldn't stop my...-...G from hurting. From crying. Crawling in next to him and offering a hug was the least I could do. Holding him close while he explained and just....Ca having that and meeting up with R. It feels bad but Ca wouldn't hurt G. Not willingly. I believe that in my bones.

But it sure doesn't look good.

And It mentioned some things. Things that could help. Things I won't write down. And I told them things that I haven't spoken about in years. Things I haven't had the chance to tell Cr yet. Things I will mention. But if Ir needs leverage I can be a crowbar. G shouldn't hurt anymore or put himself in danger. And Cr deserves a life fully lived. I trust Ir won't sign me up for what I can't handle. If the truth or using me as a bargaining chip can get us closer to Cr being free. I'll do anything. Through heaven, purgatory, and all levels of hell and back. Anything for him.

P. S. Mom likes Ir...maybe there's hope for G? Maybe Abuela talked to her? Here's to hoping

[starbloggirl]

I never understood loki fans cause I was like he's a lil mid, but I just realized GAWD DAMN HE'S KINDA FINE

[gentlemanviolet]

Heyy guys, it's been 2 days since i don't post so yall might think I finally got there but I didn't, so...

Storytime until I actually got there! Pt 3

First of all, my eng sucks cuz it's not my mother language

and second of all, no one is dumb or gonna confused but I wanna explain yall that I haven't fully shifted yet (i think i minishifted before but nvm) but I'm posting storytimes for fun but especially to motivate myself that's why it's "Storytime until I actually got there"

Storytime ⬇

I noticed that the last time I posted a "Storytime until I actually got there", I actually used the summer months in Korea from this reality, and I said "summer, june" so I wanna change that to "March", the summer months in Myanmar (the country that my cr version living in rn) are March to May so I prefer to use the summer months in Myanmar for the Korea in my reality, and I forgot to say that "10 minutes" is not Lee Hyori's song in my reality, it's my song

There's a thing I scripted for korean in my reality (i script everything in my head, I don't have a physical script), it's called 'Kasatela', it's a water festival, it's in April, and it's from April 10th to April 17th, people douse each other with water, we've been celebrating that festival since long time ago, but years past and things changed to better. Kpop idols/singers perform at the place (idk), many celebrities (actors, actresses, producers blah blah etc) come to that place (it's like a celebrity party but we record and release the performances so technically it's a show),

Me and my bestie (Song Ji-hyo) is actually the mc's of that show but sometimes i'm the only mc, let me tell you how that show works, groups and singers perform and there are fans outside but it's just like how MAMA show works, celebrities are there but also there are fans but they are at their place, but Kasatela takes place in the open air, and Kasatela is also a traditional festival so yes we refresh each other with water

okay so about the show, there's a fun thing for the celebrities and the fans to do, after all the groups and singers perform, the fans and the celebrities can vote a group/singer, the most voted group or singer won and get a chance to pour all the icy cold water over the mc with a huge bucket and can choose a song for the mc to perform, and guess what the poor mc is always me!<3 cuz even tho there are two mc, I'm the official mc and the "get punished" mc so my bestie is free but i'm not

But the audience can vote between me and the winner after i performed with the song that the winner chose for me, if i won i can revenge then by pouring the colder and icier water over them with a bigger bucket

BUT it's still not fair enough when they chose a song of a group that made with a lot of members, wdym i had to sing and dance to a song made by a group of 9?? Like wtf? But still I had so much fun doing it

So, here is the real storytime, I was about to go on the stage and do the mc work by calling out the idols that will perform for now, and I was at backstage and I wanted to pee soo bad (I forgot to tell yall that pooping doesn't exist in my reality), so I was abt to go to the toilet but my mom calls and I pick up and start talking with her while on my way to the bathroom, and the toilets are like this

I was talking with my mom so I didn't notice and just turned right cuz most public bathrooms i went before put the girls bathroom on right so I didn't know, and pooping doesn't exist but still normal toilet for girls still exist in the boys bathroom (i think it's for shy boys HAHAH), and the boys pee toilet is too deep inside so it's not my fault that I didn't notice it, i was peeing and while talking with my mom and then when I get out of the toilet i saw GD/ G dragon(the dude I wanted to be my s/o, I still want him but I just wanna script out the s/o thing and just have fun with random people but it can be him tho, i'll call him "my ex s/o" from now on) and T.O.P washing their hands in the sink, I screamed cuz I saw them and I hanged up on my mom so fast, I said "WHY TF ARE YOU GUYS DOING IN THE GIRLS BATHROOM???" In korean, T.O.P look at GD and suddenly GD grab me outside, show me the sign and said "But noona was the one who was in the boys bathroom tho.." (noona means big sis in korean) and I was soooooo embarrassed and just stood there and looking at the sign, he said "It's ok noona" and I told him "DO NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS OKAY??? IM BEGGING", he laughed and said "Okay okayy", trust me, it's not romantic or something kdramatic, it's so embarrassing

That's it :( byee

Love yall

Edit: I forgot to tell that it was 2011, April 2nd which is the second day of Kasatela, and I was shifting for my ex s/o in his 20s cuz poor dude didn't age well, and since humans can't die and age like vampires, he'll be hot forever, and yes I don't have a s/o cuz I decided to date someone that can pull me, so it can be him or anyone

[callmewrinkles3]

Hi kiddos. Alex here. I know nobody asked for this but goddamn, I just needed to get it out of my chest and out of my head because today has been bad.

Nobody wants another sad story but there it goes. I was never a sports person until my best friend made me sit in front of our TV to watch twenty guys go around in circles driving fast cars. She spent her childhood watching Fernando race, so I just sat there without understanding shit. We were in deep shit in every single possible way, so I didn't complain about it because she was happy to do it.

It was the worst summer of our lives for too many reasons, but we spent those weekends watching YouTube videos about F1 to cheer ourselves up. It was really really really bad, but for a while that made it better. I can even point to the exact two moments I fell in love with Dan during those days. The first episode of DTS when he says he is a mechanic and the McL*ren snacks video where he had the goddamn Let's fuck ring. It was instant love. That was the moment my brain yelled "Yup, that's my guy". I also remember the first time I saw him. It was during the Hungary GP red flag after Valtteri destroyed everything that moved. I saw Dan standing beside the car looking at the damage and I remember thinking “Goddamn” because it was a mess.

I went from not being a sports fan to absolutely getting obsessed with it and with him. I remember Monza weekend like it was yesterday, grabbing my bestie’s hand after the sprint and saying “NO BUT YOU DONT GET IT” because he wasn’t going to start P3 but P2. I used part of our savings to get that pink shirt because it meant the world that weekend. I used part of my salary to buy an old school yellow Renault Dan shirt with my first job after not working for months thanks to covid. We were the most irresponsible people ever and we spent all our savings buying tickets to the race here in Barcelona the next year because it became my dream to actually see Dan racing in front of me. It was worth every single cent because it was a privilege to see him racing not once but twice.

The thing is, that curly Aussie man brought me the biggest smile on the worst days. He put a smile on my face when probably nothing else could. He gave me some of my biggest happy moments and some of the worst headaches and heartbreaks of the last four years. He even got me the motivation to write again after centuries of not doing it even when I love it probably more than anything else. He gave me my friends because I would never have met them if it wasn’t for our mutual love for him.

Dan is magically was the reason why @honeybadgercomeback appeared at the exact time I needed them the most. Heaven knows this needs a special mention because holyshit I love Ciara so much it's ridiculous. They stood by my side and listened to me cry for hours and stayed there when anxiety kicked me in the ass. They decided to write a whole story with me and create an entire world out of it. It's my pride and joy to do it. They even opened the doors of her family and home when I was about to explode and there aren't enough words to thank you. They're really the Blake to my Dan and heaven knows nobody will ever do it like we do. We have planned the whole thing to watch Austin together at my place next month, and even today they stood by my side when I said I couldn't watch it if Dan's not there. If that's not love then I don't know, kids.

It breaks my heart. I can't explain how badly I cried today about all this mess. The way the press and his own teams have treated him over the last couple of years is unfair. To see him leave like this is unfair. I absolutely hate it, but this is so incredibly unfair and wrong that I just reached the point where I found myself actually saying to myself that I just hope he retires and gets home to his family. I just reached the point where I’m exhausted by the sport I love so much and goddamn I’m not even planning to watch the rest of the races if he is not there. To see him crying in the media pen broke my heart, and I can't. Even then I truly hope this is not the last one. I just want to see him in Austin again. I really want him to have the farewell he deserves.

All this to say goddamn, how I love Daniel. I'm thankful for the last four years of love I got from seeing that lanky man on my TV doing what he loves. He means more to me than I could ever say. I love him more than words can express. He'll always be my guy. He'll always be my baby. God, I would go to the end of the world and to war for that man. Whatever happens next I just hope he is at peace after all this mess, because after fourteen years he bloody deserves it.

[cleoshifts]

My MHA Shift

This was a full shift I did back in March 2023.

Ahem, so. I was working the mid shift until around 4 am and my boss did something that really aggravated me (I can't remember now but it isn't important.) so I remember getting in my car really angry. I listened to a subliminal on youtube that sadly has now been privated, but I remember feeling really weird and tingly during it.

I messaged my friend who'd sent me that subliminal and asked her if that was a normal thing to experience and she wasn't sure so I just brushed it off and got ready for bed when I got home.

Around that time, I was practicing the Phase Method by Mike Raduga because I also am into Astral Projection. (I highly recommend watching his videos here.)

I wasn't specifically trying to shift or AP in general but I was practicing the method each time I woke up to get myself in the habit of it, but instead of picturing CR me separating from my body, I'd picture DR me looking into a mirror in my DR room instead.

So after I went to bed tingly, weird and angry, I woke up in the middle of the night and must've automatically did the phase method because the next thing I knew I was sitting in my DR best friend's living room on Christmas Day watching him open gifts with his two year old brother.

I was there for a bit before I realized I was no longer in my bed and I was very confused so I did my basic reality checks - counted fingers, touched my palm on the hand, and held my breath and tried to breathe. (Breathing through a blocked nose is always my fail safe reality check because in dreams no matter how realistic, I can always breathe through my nose.)

So I started getting really excited realizing I shifted, but then also kinda sat in awe at how normal everything felt. I had to have been 19 or 20 in this DR because we'd graduated from UA already and were pros.

I remember gaslighting myself the entire time at first not believing I'd finally shifted since this was the first time, and I didn't dare mention it to the bestie.

We ended up going into the dining room a bit late to eat Christmas Dinner and it was a really nice glazed ham and vegetables that DR me was obsessed with, which is funny because CR me hates ham/pork.

Later on I needed to use the woman's room and was amazed to note it felt the exact same as CR, if you know what I mean and I truly realized that this wasn't a lucid dream and it felt exactly like CR life here.

I didn't leave his house that day we just spent the holidays with his family and eventually I returned to my CR and it was noon the next day and I was shocked because my ass forgot to script a time ratio. (This was a parallel anyway since I am not 19 in my DR lol) But regardless it was amazing and I was so proud of myself for getting there even though it wasn't my actual DR.

[brokenwhiteboylover]

I think I’ve been needing some shifting motivation lately because the past few days I’ve waking up and for some reason the first thought that comes to my mind when I wake up is “I should try shift now… wait… this is my reality, there’s no way other realities exist”, and that makes me so sad because I do believe, and even when I feel like I don’t I convince myself that it does. So maybe no one is going to read this, but I feel like sharing some of my script with you :)

I’m tryin to shift to a Marvel DR (I’ve been trying since 2020). In my DR I’m a black widow, but also a super soldier. It’s weird, I know, but since 2021 and after watching Falcon and the Winter Soldier I thought “it would be so cool to also have super strength” so I scripted it. In my DR it’s also 2016, but I changed a lot of the canon events, so things like the Sokovia Accords or Bucky killing Tony’s parents never happened. Also, Bucky is the main reason I want to shift there, obviously (he’s the love of my life fr), but of course being an Avenger has been “my dream” since I was like seven. Of course I never thought that would be possible though, so now that I know it is, well… yeah.

I’m not going to share a lot about my personal life there, but what I will say is that I moved heaven and earth so that I would be Mexican in my DR (I’m Mexican in my CR) HAHAHA. I spent WEEKS finishing my script. I know that that might be a problem because apparently I view more like a fanfic I wrote than I life that actually exists, BUT I DONT CARE 👹 I love my script so much.

So in my main Marvel DR I’m like part of the avengers and we all live (at least most of us) in the Avengers Compound, and we’re besties and have movie nights together 😌 But I have another DR that takes place in Captain America: the Winter Soldier. It’s a very long story but to resume it, Bucky and I both escaped Hydra and we’re kind of “on the run” together and we fall in love 😃 (that’s it, that’s the story) because of course I would love to meet all of my favorite Marvel characters, but sometimes I get this feeling of “No, I just want to be with him and be happy, nothing else”, but it might just be my hyperfixation with Bucky Barnes, idk.

Anyway, that’s all I’ll share for now, if you got this far then… thank you? I guess? Ily 🫶

P.S.: English is not my first language so sorry for any error :b

[problematicraccoon]

I WANNA TALK ABOUT MY SKZ DR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

heres a lore dump

MKAY so in this reality im gonna be in a polycule situation with the entirety of stray kids (shut up i know im an interdimentional whore), but hwen i first shift there, we're still just friends.

some details about me in that dr is that my name is Alyssa Kolanko, im 23, im in a dance crew thats world renowned with Emmy (the youtuber) Beomhan (our boi) Ryan (hellyxryan) and Ravon (also youtuber), we're all best friends (ive been besties with Ravon since we were teenagers growing up together in ohio, then we both moved to Georgetown, Washington for college and to join the dance crew Ultraviolet)

dance crews are treated like kpop groups are in my cr. we're signed to entertainment companies' dance group divisions, have fanchants, fandoms, light sticks, stadium tours, music videos (where we do dance covers of songs and have cool visuals to go with it). if you guys have any ideas as to what our fandom name should be, i'd appreciate it, i cant come up with jack shit lmao.

i lived with Ravon in a cool loft apartment in Georgetown for four years, ever since we moved when we were 19, and now that we're 23, he's decided he wants to live with his boyfriend of two years, Carter (also youtuber from my cr), and i offered to move out so they could have the loft.

i've known the boys of SKZ since i was 21 and they came to see us perform at a dance festival (a type of concert where a bunch of dance crews come and perform at a stadium or concert hall)

as i've been a youtuber since i was like 15 in this reality, i grew a large following and the guys (skz) have been watching my videos since the beginning.

we quickly become friends after we meet, and become very close over the next few years. they fall head over heels in love with me lmao. i love living in fanfiction. ANYWAY.

now that Ravon and Carter are moving in together, i needed to find somewhere else to live. i expressed to the guys in our gc that i wasnt looking forward to living alone, as i love to live with my friends, and they suggested i move in with them since they're just getting ready to have a house built for them. i agree, and we all work together to build our dream house.

when i spawn in, it'll be the day before i fully move into the house with the guys. my besties (the members of UV) all come to me and Ravon's loft to spend the night and help me pack. then, the following day, the guys come and help pile my stuff into our cars and we head off to our house, where (since its totally empty) we'll lay out blankets and pillows in the unfurnished living room to have a big sleepover until we can get our bedrooms sorted out. i am very scared of living with eight other people btw T0T and it's stray kids for christ sake???? its gonna be so fucking LOUD

OH OH AND I HAVE A CAT. SHES AN ORANGE TABBY AND SHES VERY SWEET AND STUPID AND RUNS INTO WALLS AND HER NAME IS MINKA. SHES 2 AND I ADOPTED HER WHEN SHE WAS JUST A KITTEN <3 minho is absolutely OBSESSED with her

and im besties with Brittany Broski because i adore her she is everything to me i would lay down my life for her

and as for my backstory; very tragic, kinda personal, wont share much about that. but all that you need to know is that my parents were shitty, and my aunt Isla (the same one from my better childhood dr, face claim Daphne Zuniga) saved me and my younger brother Eric (eric lloyd) and took us to Ohio from Poland to raise us when i was 13. she also has a son, who's technically my cousin, but i consider him my big brother and he considers me and eric his little siblings. his name is brandon, and his face/personality claim is Brandon Farris (hes a HILARIOUS youtuber, highly recommend him)

so yeah- theres alot more lore in this dr, its definitely my most detailed one, so i might make another post explaining more lmao.

[themanirealityshifter]

My Empyrean DR Script (that I will write on here, so that I actually finish it 😭)

Me

First Name: Sebastian

Middle Name: Fynn

Last Name: Riorson

Nickname(s): Seb; Sebby

Pronouns: He/Him

Species: Human

Age: 23

Description: Black hair (wolfcut)(I love wolfcuts, and I don’t care if it’s impractical, I MISS MY LONG HAIR); Olive skin (even though I’m as pale as the moon in my CR); Black eyes flecked with lighter brown; Lean, muscular body (I need to be in shape here or I will die, so luckily I’m in control of this and can script that I’m not a blob that lays on the couch every single day); Top and bottom surgery scars (you bet your ass I have those); Fully transitioned (love that testosterone); Huge black dragon relic covering my back; Rebellion relic covering my chest; Lots of scars all over my body

Positive Trait(s): Intelligent (I need to be able to not be a dipshit and die immediately); Clever (same thing); Good memory (say bye bye to all those days of dissociation and maladaptive daydreaming in my CR, now I will remember EVERYTHING there); Quiet (of course I’m quiet, have to keep up the mysterious act, plus I’m too overstimulated and socially awkward for this shit); Thoughtful (my mind is always stuffed); Nice (even though I’m quiet and don’t talk much, I am pretty nice when you talk to me first)

Negative Trait(s)(yes, I’m gonna script them, just to give myself some flavor): Trusting (making friends wise, always end up getting hurt or stabbed in the back, literally and figuratively)

Dragon Type: Black Morningstartail (I JUST LOVED TAIRN SO MUCH, I HAD TO MAKE THE DRAGON I’M BONDED TO A BLACK MORNINGSTARTAIL TOO)

Dragon Name: Aodhan (do we know how to pronounce his name here? no. will we script that we do know it? yes)

Signet Power(s): Time Manipulation (can go back in time) and Reality Manipulation (can make my imagination real life)

Weapon(s): Daggers and Swords (I love me some sharp things)

Parent(s): None (dead)(it’s literal canon that Xaden’s parents died[along with all the other parents that were part of the rebellion]so yeah)

Sibling(s): Xaden Riorson; Liam Mairi (adoptive brother)

Other Family Member(s): Brodhi Durran (cousin)

Best Friend(s): Xaden Riorson (I’m besties with my brother, I know, I can do that); Liam Mairi (same thing); Violet Sorrengail (I’m the one who ends up being the body guard for her, not Liam); Brodhi Durran (I love my family); Ridoc Gamlyn (I adore him, it’s gonna be interesting all the talks we will have [I am scared that most of them will be about sex he had or people that he likes, help me]); Heaton (I love my non-binary pals); Garrick Tavis

Friend(s): Imogen Cardulo (I love her hair); Rhiannon Matthias (bisexual queen, go girl)

Partner(s): None (I am single forever, thank the almighty gays)

Gender Identity: TransGuy

Romantic Orientation: Aromantic

Sexual Orientation: Asexual

Other Orientation(s): Ambiamorous; Panalterous; Panaesthetic

Extra Fact(s): Liam does not die (I was sobbing when it happened); Homework is effortless and easy always (I don’t want to work too hard or make it take up so much time); I am a skilled painter/artist (something to do when I’m not doing homework, have training, have secret rebellion meetings with Xaden and the rest, or guarding Violet); I wear ear plugs a lot of the time (because I’m overstimulated a lot, but I still manage); Probably have some anxiety and PTSD (not that I don’t have anxiety already and probably have some form of PTSD here-); I keep my head easily (no panicking for me, though, even though I know, realistically, that contrasts with the anxiety, but I want to live and also have my sparkle at the same time); I know how to pronounce Aodhan’s name perfectly; Garrick and Imogen are together (Imogen needs her love too); I cannot die; None of my best friends or friends can die; Xaden, Liam, and Brodhi cannot die

Specific Affirmations For This DR: “I am with Aodhan”; “I am Xaden’s brother”; “I am in Basgiath College”; “I am in my dorm room”; “I am training with Ridoc”

Safe Word/Phrase: “Put the lime in the coconut and shake it all up.” (don’t ask)

Me in this DR (Picrew Form):

Probably will add to this more. Maybe will post some individual scenarios for this DR.

[b-vil-bee]

I would have never thought that Trent could be this clingy too..so cuteee..btw i saw a post on tiktok and there's a comment saying he have a gf..im not sure who's the he,dom or trent..im like,do u think we ship domitrent like thinking they are real real?like of course we know they're just besties so why are u trying to say stuff like that..OF COURSE I WILL LOVE IT IF THEY ARE TOGETHER FOR REAL but we know and understand that this ship is just something we love

Cr to op on tiktok..watch it here 👇

[maddieshifts]

my shifting journey <3

Hi besties!

I mentioned in my intro that my shifting journey is a bit more complicated than most people experience. I just want to explain my journey so far. If you're curious, keep reading!

TLDR: I have shifted, but I've never experienced my shifts as they're happening. My mind and spirit team blocked me from fully experiencing it as I wasn't ready - but I have tons of memories from my times shifting!

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2020 I first heard about shifting in early November. I actually have a TikTok draft from my very first shifting attempt - November 17, 2020. I was incredibly misguided and ill-informed about shifting at the time. My first script was for a Hogwarts DR. At the time, I thought shifting was just another term for lucid dreaming, so I thought I would be going to the exact plot of the movies / books without any adjustments. I saw myself as a fourth year Slytherin (ew considering I was 20 at the time and fourth years are normally 14-15). Thankfully, I had a very incorrect understanding of shifting, so I never shifted to that DR.

2021 In the beginning of 2021, I started sharing my shifting journey on TikTok and met a lot of really lovely people! I had a much better understanding of the concept of shifting, so I scripted new DRs (some of which I still use to this day) and started truly trying to shift. I spent that year learning a lot about different spiritual beliefs regarding shifting, some scientific knowledge that applies to shifting, and my own personal feelings and beliefs. I still didn't shift this year, but I was starting to feel much more optimistic and confident in my ability to shift.

2022 This was by far the most eventful year of my shifting journey thus far. In 2022, I started channeling, started doing tarot readings, and had a circle of friends who were helping me through a lot of my doubts and questions. My memory is terrible, so I'm not sure exactly what month, but I also started fully shifting this year! However, my brain and my spirit team weren't confident that I was fully ready for the experience. So I was shifting multiple times a week to several different DRs, but I would wake up the morning after a shift with only a vague recollection of what had happened. It wasn't until August that I put the pieces together and realized that I had been shifting. At the time, I was channeling my DR's Colin Bridgerton and my DR's Aleksander Morozova, and they both confirmed my experience as well. I also had tarot readings and channelings done by my friends at the time that confirmed what I already knew - I was shifting but not fully experiencing it. The end of 2022 was incredibly challenging for me personally, so that's when I started losing my drive for shifting.

2023 I was still fairly committed to shifting for most of this year. I would make attempts multiple times a week, I was still channeling some, and shifting was still the most important thing in my life. However, towards the middle of the year, CR things came up, I started doubting my abilities, and shifting fell to the wayside. I was still posting on TikTok and I have always believed in shifting, but my desire to make concentrated attempts was practically gone.

2024 I didn't try to shift very often last year. I tried to get back into posting from January to April, but in April, several of my videos went viral. This led to an influx of hate comments, anti-shifters, and generally a lot of bad attention. This caused me to stop posting and honestly to stop thinking about shifting much at all. As I said before, I've always believed in shifting, but it wasn't until December that I decided to jump back in fully.

Going Forward I am fully committed to relearning and recommitting to shifting this year! I plan to start from my basic beliefs and try different methods as soon as I feel fully confident again. In the meantime, I'm excited to talk about my DRs, meet more shifters, and learn as much as I can.

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Thank you for reading and for joining me on this next chapter!

[vwbugggie]

Hey y’all!!!!

Disclaimer this post is just gonna be me runnin my mouth <3

Y’all i’m so excited to shift. She was on the back burner for a bit but the desire to get the fuck out of here is coming back STRONGGGGGGG

Anyway this one time I was watching a live (so sorry besties but idk the persons name) and they were doing free mini tarot readings so I was like what the hell lemme put my name in (honestly that was really big for me considering my fear of people knowing I exist lmaooo) and the person was like girl you’ve done all the work u ain’t got shit to worry about it’s coming and soon (which honestly is my mindset) but that was months ago and I’m just sitting here like 👀👀 ok when

I used to think once I got some direction in this life that I’d be able to shift but here I am with a full time job having the littlest progress I’ve ever had. Bonus no energy to actually try and shift! So obviously that was bullshit. So prioritizing my CR isn’t the answer.

And before the mini reading I paid for a reading on Etsy by pretty popular shiftokers and they were like u gotta focus on here homie and so I did and guess what none of it mattered cuz here I am

Low key now I think the secret is focusing on my DR’s. But that’s probably just me trying to find a reason as to why the fuck I haven’t fully shifted yet. I keep thinking the opposite of my current situation is the magical key. I know full well there isn’t one and my past journey proves that that’s obviously not how it works.

But there has to be a reason right? Some explanation as to why I haven’t fully shifted yet. So I ask myself, why haven’t I shifted? What’s holding me back? My gut response is nothing. Nothing is stopping me or holding me back. But that can’t be right because if nothing is, why hasn’t it happened yet? Which leads me to it might just not happen for me. Maybe it’s just not meant for me. And that’s scary but at the end of the day if I never shift I’ll just live this life like I always have. So take a break right? I have. I’ve gone days without even thinking about shifting. I’ve been on both sides of the spectrum. I just feel stuck.

Anyway I feel y’all that wanna give up but honestly who I am as a person won’t allow that knowing I could have something better

Lmao did not expect for this post to go this direction but oh well!

[chizukao]

disgusting freak

so fast!!!! as promised, here are my shipcest headcanons for non-canon siblings in cookie run ⬇️

rockstar x whipped cream:

half brothers!!! they share the same dad. rockstar's the older one just barely. they uhhh have a bit of a weird situationship going on, with their clashing art forms and differing personalities. but at the end of the day, they really care about each other, even if it's hard to tell.

white choco x pink choco:

sisters!!! despite being shorter and looking younger, pink choco is older than white choco!!! futch x femme excellence. they're in love and very cute and wholesome <3

espresso x latte:

i can't decide if i like them as blood-related siblings or just found family.......either way, despite their different views on coffee and polar opposite personalities, these two are closer to each other than anyone else!!! latte's always looking out for espresso, and espresso tries to help out latte in return in his own subtle ways. they're besties and siblings and coworkers and also have gigantic crushes on each other (though neither will ever say a word for fear of rejection/breaking the status quo/etc).

parfait x pastel meringue:

adopted siblings!!! pastel meringue is older and despises the fact that he's so much shorter than parfait. parfait thinks it's super cute though haha <3 in interviews, parfait will sometimes bring up her cute younger brother, leaving her fans to speculate who he could be. pastel meringue watches these interviews and always gets flustered whenever parfait brings him up. although they're not together romantically (yet), they go on sibling dates. pastel meringue loves to dress parfait up, and parfait loves to write songs dedicated to pastel meringue :>

rockstar x parfait:

half-siblings who share the same mom!! they found out after hooking up jfjfjdjfnj. they're happy to just stay friends/coworkers/siblings after finding out. rockstar's older btw.

clover x herb x spinach:

full siblings!! the order from oldest to youngest is spinach -> clover -> herb. clover and spinach love love love doting on their younger brother. herb loves the attention, but he also likes to return their affection tenfold via flowers, plants, veggies, etc. clover sings songs to his siblings that he learned on his travels. and spinach's favorite thing to do is to cook for her brothers (using her and herb's homegrown fruits and veggies of course!). they're all in a very healthy almost romantic relationship (that is to say, none of them have gone as far as kissing yet, but it'll happen eventually and none of them will be surprised) <3

string gummy x twizzly gummy:

twins!!!!!!!!!! they grew up poor together and eventually started twizzly's gang, which they also ran together. then the whole string gummy getting trapped in a time hole happened and he lost all of his childhood memories, including everything with twizzly. twizzly's been searching for him ever since, but to no avail......until.....? (shameless promotion of the gummycest one-shot im in the middle of writing rn). they're toxic and doomed and my current favorite cr ship atm :3

[abbeypotter]

dead poets society dr!

name: Abigail "Abbey" [Redacted]

age: 18 (all the poets are also 18)

im a freshman at welton university, a co-ed college in vermont (the poets are also all freshmen)

i am fluent in english and louisiana french

i'm on the school's colorguard team

im a member of the dead poets society!

this dr takes place modern day

i have a private dorm

this dr doesn't follow the plot of the movies i'm just shifting for the vibes

i have a car and a drivers license

my brother from my cr, gabe, will also be a freshman at welton. [we're the same age but we're not twins. we don't have the same parents.]

the poets:

neil perry - this man is my bestie fr.

steven meeks - he's my boyfriend he just doesn't know it yet (i scripted he likes me).

charles dalton - i feel like we have a love-hate relationship.. like i feel like he would piss me off sometimes but never anything too bad. he's a good friend but i don't think im that close to him really.

todd anderson - we have a decent friend relationship. we have similar personalities so we'd be the quieter ones.

gerard pitts - probably my other bestie. he meeks and i would cause hell. he's one of the bros.

knox overstreet - like charlie, i might get pissed off at him sometimes but i wouldn't actually hate him unless he did anything too bad. i don't think id be as close with him as the others.

richard cameron - i would mean mug this man 24/7 he is my worst enemy. and i would be open about it to. like he would know i don't like him.

[i will also be friends with my color guard teammates and probably also some band kids]

scenarios:

the ones in this post

i'm tempted to make todd a colorguard boy bc i just get that vibe that he might enjoy it a little bit

also tempted to make charlie a band kid bc i need emotional support during band camp

{i already did an intro to this dr but it was lazy so i did it again and made changes and made it pretty}

if yall have any specific questions about my dr please ask!

[jungkookslipring]

Birthday Blues

Summary: work gets you down but your besties bring you up. SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO DO GOOD SUMMARIES LMFAO

Another request for @felixmainacc @felixburneracc and she understood the assignment. Love you Daddy T!😁❤️

Pairings: OT8 x Reader 🧡

Relationship: Platonic 🫶🏽

Genre: Hurt/Comfort ❤️‍🩹

Your morning was so successful; you were up early even. It wasn’t until you arrived to work that all life was sucked out of you. After your excruciatingly long day, you just had nothing left. You were upset and wanted to cry, but you were over that. After work, you sat In your car staring off into nothing when you received a call; it startled you back into reality. It was Yeosang.

“Jagiii! Hiii, what’re you doing?” Yeosang sounded chipper; it honestly made you smile a bit. It was good to hear his voice. “Hi, sangie. Im just sitting in my car right now. What’s up?” He could tell you were upset. Your voice comes out soft, low, and breathy. “Come over, Hongjoong, and I have something for you!” His voice remained upbeat; you really need a pick me up, so you agreed. Finishing your conversation, you were actually excited to see the boys, but your sadness didn’t fade. The drive was long and quiet. You hit every red light and were driving next to every cop in town. Just Perfect.

You stood outside their door feeling like garbage, really contemplating your life. When something tells you to look up, lifting your head up, you lock eyes with Yeosang. He’s stalking you through the window, but you can only see his eyes. He’s smiling. You could tell before he quickly ran away to what you assumed was to open the door. But you were greeted by Hoongjong; He was holding out a little tiara with a huge smile on his face. “Go on, put it on!!” You placed it on your head, wanting to ask what it was for, but he just dragged you inside the house and into the kitchen.

“Surprise!!!” It was OT8!, All 8 members stood around a small heart cake with a happy birthday topper on it. “I know we are really early, but we're working on our comeback, so we can’t promise we will be around for the actual day. Let's celebrate now.” Hongjoong looked back at you, still holding your hand. It was so perfect that you became emotional. You start to tear up, and Yeosang notices, “DON’T CRY, DON’T CRY, DON’T CR-“ he says rather loudly, “YEOSANG, SHUT THE FUCK UP IM TRYING!” You are laughing so hard that your sides hurt. You loved these boys, and whether they knew it or not, this was what you needed. Having them comfort you isn’t always hugs and cuddles while you cry.; but understanding your emotions before you even get the chance and helping you change them for the better. After a huge group hug, you ate cake and played games until the night was over. Your drive home was remarkable. Every light was green, and every song that came on was your favorite.

[shiftingdiariesofophelia]

little update for you guys:

so i’ve had literally no time for shifting recently 💀 I haven’t even attempted in a month or so.

and i know everyone’s like “make time!” or “shifting is easy just do ___!” girl i’m telling you i’m up at 6 in the morning and my day isn’t over until 11, then i need to go to sleep and do it all again the next day. having responsibilities sucks ass.

BUT- in the meantime, I’ve been exploring potential DRs and making pinterest boards and cute little spotify playlists and basically it’s the main way i’m attached to shifting right now. My living situation has changed (positive) but that’s a whole other mess and basically Ophelia has NO time ❌

So updates might be slow until i move into my dorm in August, but anyway here’s a new list of some of my drs in case anyone is looking for a new place to shift:

So, I have my Hogwarts DR right? But honestly, it’s not really my main focus at the moment. i’m really just trying to get to my waiting room before i decide where the hell i’m going. this dr is cute and adorable and feels very homey to me. i’ve actually considered permashifting there tbh. it’s the world i’ve scripted the most for and what ignited my shifting journey.

Then, I have a Fame dr. kind of obligatory at first but the more i was getting into it, the more shit i’ve added and i actually love it now. it’s a mid-2010s and onward fame dr, so it’s like 2015 where i’m shifting. i’ve scripted to start out on broadway (OBC for katherine pulitzer in newsies), eventually working my way to the acting industry and then the music industry. i’ve got at least three albums planned and I even have an idea for a directorial debut limited series. I’ve also scripted myself into movies and shows that don’t exist in my cr so i’m excited to see how that goes!

I have some ideas for a marvel/Avengers dr. I’m a Greek demi-goddess with questionable parentage, but I insert myself into Tony’s life right around the first Iron Man. With weird time mechanics and whatever I just want to be besties with peter parker and train with strange and bucky tbh. extended found family is what i live for

I’m working on an Avatar: The Last Airbender dr lmao. i wanna be a fire bender so bad it’s unreal. I’m also adding separate countries under the same nation. like yes, there’s the earth kingdom and fire kingdom, but they have separate designations sort of like the southern and northern water tribes.

I’m thinking of a pjo/camp-half-blood dr because that would be cool as hell. going on quests with the gang and having powers?? i’d probably script some stuff in or out but the idea is really cool to me and i was always a percy jackson kid

lost in space dr !!! if you don’t know what i’m talking about there’s an original series from years ago or there’s a netflix reboot but basically this is a found family dr that takes place in space/alien planets and there’s a robot. maureen and john robinson are so mother and father coded it’s unreal.

hawkins, indiana dr but not “really” a stranger things dr because i don’t want to traumatize these kids or be traumatized myself lmao i’m basically just living in hawkins but all the friend groups are the same. also i’m dustin’s older sister because he’s adorable.

youtuber dr where i’m in weird/conspiracy core youtube and make those sorts of videos. i wanna make content with some of my more niche weird faves like wendigoon, nexpo, etc. this is really niche for a dr but i think it’s gonna be fun as hell.

bridgerton dr, y’all fr need to get in on this. new pretty dresses every day, men competing for my hand in marriage, elitist politics, orchestral music, flowers everywhere- it’s just going to be a good time i know it.

The 100 but specifically seasons 1-2 (MAYBE 3). Less death and more fun but with some scripting i think the idea of a society run by delinquent teenagers from space who are also fighting barbaric remnants of a destroyed civilization sounds cool as HELL bro. But i finished the show and the plot after the time jump isn’t what I want so i’m gonna script the hell out of the actual plot to make it fit what i want.

Trap House dr ! (another youtuber dr, shockingly) with the trap house circa the late 2010s. ghost hunting with sam and colby, talking shit with jake and corey, doing stupid shit and partying and just having a good time bro. i’m also scripting out Elton 🙈

narnia dr but specifically from LWW through the golden era of narnia. ruling over a mythological land with the pevensies, exploring the lands as far as they go, learning the lore with the other places in the world narnia exists in (where the telmarines come from and the other nations), i just think it’d be cool as hell.

and i want to figure out how to make like a zombie (potentially TWD or TLOU) dr without it being traumatizing 😭😭 stay tuned for how that works out lmaooo

[thessalian]

Thess vs Good News

Iiiiiiii’m going to MCM Comic Con! And if the stars align and everybody’s on the ball, Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’m finally getting autographs from the cast of Critical Role! As soon as I heard they were coming back, I was emailing my mother being like, “Hey, remember about three years ago when I asked for an early Christmas / birthday present in the form of tickets to the event and autographs? And then Covid happened and the whole thing had to be scrapped and I was very sad? Well, they’re finally coming back so could we do that deal again, please?” And she said yes and I just now got the ticket confirmation and I think I’m pretty clear on how to get an accessibility badge and while I’m not relaxing until I have autograph bookings for the cast, I am still at least going!

But no, I’m not going to see them run live at Wembley. I did try, but they got sold out way too fucking fast. Which is disappointing not just because I wanted to see that once-in-a-lifetime thing, but also because my bestie threw money at me for the tickets pretty much ten seconds after I squeed about it, because he so wanted me to be able to go because I wanted it so much. But I think in the end it’s just as well. The accessibility options for Wembley are a little ... complicated if you’re not straight-up in a wheelchair, apparently.

(Bestie would not let me give the money back. I asked repeatedly. He said no. So I thought long and hard about something he would really want me to have and did that instead. I’ll show you later.)

Anyway, insofar as the convention goes, there is one tiny bummer. See, when I asked for this as my combination Christmas / birthday gift three years ago, I asked my mother to maybe come with me on the Friday. I really want her to see a convention, at least a little bit, on the least busy day so she doesn’t get overwhelmed. So obviously when the opportunity came around again, I asked her to come with me on the Friday. Unfortunately she’s going to be in Montreal so she won’t be able to make it. So I’ve said maybe we can make a day trip of it in May 2024 and I’ll buy her ticket that time. Because gods know this is almost certainly going to be the last convention I attend in full. It’s going to be rough enough as it is.

There is one plus point to Mum not being able to make it, though, and it comes back to yet another previous convention - one that actually happened. When the CR crew came to London five years ago, they had to arrange a separate smaller panel on Sunday because it was standing room only and still hundreds of people couldn’t get in. Seriously, because the UK is easier to reach for people in Europe and other parts of the world than the US is, we got people from all over Europe and beyond. Furthest away I heard about was the Philippines. (Though in fairness it’s going to be slightly more complicated for Europeans this time around because Brexit is in full swing and Freedom of Movement is a thing of the past. Still easier than flying to San Diego, and probably cheaper too.)

Anyway, Sunday panel, I was in the queue, and I’d made it a point to say something nice to people I came across because I wanted them to have as many good memories of the day as possible. So I told the young woman in the queue just ahead of me that I liked her T-shirt. She reciprocated the compliment, we got to talking, and she was saying how she’d really love to find a campaign and that mine sounded fun but wasn’t it a shame she lives in France but I live here in London? At which I had to explain that my party spanned three countries and four time zones at that point. So, two weeks later, we had a new Monster Hunter Ranger in the party, and she’s been a source of delight ever since.

She’s trying to arrange to come back to get pictures with the cast members she missed (Travis and Laura were on paternity leave at the time, and Ashley had Blind Spot to finish), and if she can come, I have offered my sofa for a few days and the possibility of getting a carer badge so that she can help me if I’m in too much pain or hit with a dizzy spell or something. We’ve discussed it and I just told her that if she really feels like she needs to contribute, she can toss me £20 for groceries while she’s here (because you know I am going to take every opportunity to cook for people I care about). I haven’t seen her in person in years and I hope she can come. (I mean, I’d love it if all of my players could come but it’s an expensive trip and I only have so much sofa.)

So yeah, if all plays out according to plan, I’m finally getting those autographs. I do need to decide once and for all whether I want them to sign my copy of Tal’Dorei Reborn or the original Green Ronin Tal’Dorei Campaign Setting. I’m leaning towards the latter just because ... I mean, it’s where they started, and look at them now! Plus I want them to sign something sturdy because while I have kept them in good condition, I do occasionally fear for my small collection of autographs from the likes of Courtenay Taylor, Mark Meer, Ali Hillis, Alix Wilton Regan, Raphael Sbarge (his in particular, honestly), and Troy Baker calling me ‘Rebel Scum’ because I mained a Jedi Consular in SW:TOR.

(Okay, I originally mained a Smuggler in SW:TOR but then my RP guild wanted a healer for Ops so ... yeah. Republic anyway.)

So ... fun D&D session yesterday, and now good news today, and the added gloriousness of, “A bunch of nerdy-ass voice actors are going to sell out Wembley fucking Arena".

Sometimes life is good.