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Dude I have a sister with main character syndrome and I hate it

Like tonight she was crying at dinner cause our mom VERY POLITELY told her to get off her phone at dinner. She was also crying cause she wanted to eat in front of the tv, she's 15. She was also upset because I didn't give her the soup she wanted, I have 2 bowls of chicken soup and 1 bowl of veggie soup, but I know she doesn't like veggie, so I handed her the chicken and she started crying again. And before you suggest she has autism or ocd or something, she's been tested for it, she doesn't have it. She also got upset because she thought it was child abuse that our mom asked for help cleaning

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So I just almost shifted for the first time

I went to bed with no intention of shifting, but I had a dream. I don't remember what happened in the dream cause my dreams are usually really chopped up and blurry, but I remember by the end I was walking down an empty hallway, and when I was walking, I realized i was dreaming, so I did the lucid method and I made a portal, and I was doing affirmations. One of the affirmations I did was 'I am entering my dr' and then as I stepped into my dr room, I could suddenly see really well. But when I stepped through the portal, I GOT ONE OF THE LOADING SCREENS YOU GET WHEN YOU JOIN A GAME ON ROBLOX, and in the spot where it's supposed to be a picture it was a pink and green spiral and the title of the game was 'my dr' so I tried opening my eyes to see if I was shifting, and then I opened them before it was done loading and I didn't shift. But the weird thing is that I slept for 12 HOURS, I usually only sleep for 7

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Did anyone else used to watch theodd1sout as a kid, but now hate him? I especially hate his reality shifting video just because of how little research he did, like he says their dreaming, but shifters say it's much deeper. And if you don't think he's a lil iffy, watch his things that keep me up at night video

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I was just driving through Chicago and wishing I was there

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What 10 yr old me thought the mcu was:

-Captain America: the first avenger

-Iron man

-Black Widow

-avengers

-Age of ultron

-The one with the fighting (It was civil war lol)

-Hawkeye

-Wandavison

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So I'm secretly character ai famous and it's so funny bc when got 20k on there, I made a cake and wrote 20k on it and sent the video to everyone who knew about my character ai fame, but I accidentally sent it to this guy I was into

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𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘺 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧𝘧🎀

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There is a different between listening and hearing

I was always an honor student growing up, but I never studied or cared, and my teachers would always tell me I was too smart for this. Today I was listening to music, and one line really stood out to me, one I've heard a million times, but just now listened to "𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝙨𝙤 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘰 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥? "

[starbloggirl]

Dumb shit I thought when I was younger

I didn't know that people lived in Madagascar, like I thought they made that up for tv shows

I used to think that we had been to every planet, I thought we were SURE there wasn't life anywhere else

I didn't know that you could put celery salt on stuff other than hard boiled eggs until like 3 years ago, I thought it was like a law or something

I thought that every country was a dictatorship, and if you like said something bad abt like joe biden, he'd behead you

I thought that mozzarella cheese was American cheese, but without the color

I'm an honor student in America

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Once I was at school and I was playing badminton for pe, and this girl slammed into my best friend and just yelled "DAMN YOUR ASS IS FLAT"

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I never understood loki fans cause I was like he's a lil mid, but I just realized GAWD DAMN HE'S KINDA FINE

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I just wanted to say that as a Chinese girl, Wicked actually changed my life

So when I saw Wicked, I felt like it was actually a good metaphor for racism (I grew up in a entirely white and black neighborhood, with one Taiwanese friend) I genuinely felt like Elphaba because of how racist my neighborhood was, watching that's movie made me realize that the world is bigger than my town, and there are people that don't care like Fiyero, or get used to it like Glinda,

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Having siblings is actually so funny cause I'm literally sitting across from my sister right now, telling her I'm reading a PDF of a Christmas Carol for my Ela class, but I'm really reading fanfic on tumblr

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SO I HAVE LESS THAN A YEAR TO MAKE A GUY LIKE ME

(He's going to a different school and so am I, so I'm worried bout the distance)

so I have a crush on this guy at my school and I really want him to like me back, but he doesn't know me very well, so PLEASE HELP ME

-his favorite bad is weezer

-I accidentally called him hot TO HIS FACE OVER TEXT once

-we're both violinists

-I have literally 1 class with him

-my current strategy is to get into his friend group and get invited to hang outs with him

I SWEAR I ACTUALLY KNOW HIM KINDA WELL AND HE'S A NICE GUY

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So I want to call upon fanfic writers for a request. So it's actually about these 2 boys in my orchestra, Sebastian and Jordi. Sebastian's kinda a class clown, Jordi's a super nerd (he skipped 2 grades) and every day I watch them walk home with each other alternating between who holds the coats and how holds their instruments.

PLEASE IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY

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GUYS

MY BEST FRIEND LEFT HIS SWEATER AF MY HOUSE LAST WEEK, AND NOW I HAVE SOMEONE TO GIVE A SWEATER TO OJ THE THIRD OF DECEMBER LIKE IN HEATHER

[starbloggirl]

Thinking about the time I tried to gaslight my friend into thinking he was Ed Sheeran