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Blueberries & Chocolate Chips - 12

Make way for Dr Garrick Tavis!

Thanks to my lovely beta @theoppositequeens 🥰

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After the door behind his latest patient had fallen closed, Garrick let out a deep sigh and rolled his head to loosen some tension in his shoulders. Today hadn't been a demanding work day so far, but it was almost noon and he was looking forward to taking a lunch break soon. He added a few details to the patient's file on his work tablet, then shut it down and stood up.

"How many more before lunch break?" he asked as he reached the thankfully empty-of-patients reception of his practice.

Heaton threw him a knowing smirk from where they were working behind their computer. "There's only one patient left," they said as Garrick shoved one of the mini cupcakes Emery had brought as snacks for today into his mouth and washed it down with a big gulp of coffee. "She's one of Dr Lyra Monner's patients, a Ms Sorrengail. She came because her period is—"Heaton checked the file. "—ten days late. And the half dozen pregnancy tests she made were all positive."

Garrick's lips twitched into a small smile. "Sounds like a simple case to me."

But Heaton grimaced and shook their head. "Not quite as simple as you're probably hoping. Our tests also confirmed a pregnancy, but… Here, look at this." They sent the woman's file directly onto Garrick's tablet, opening it on an X-ray scan dated over ten years ago. "According to these older entries, she has blocked Fallopian tubes."

Garrick studied the scans and the notes her doctors had added to them, his mood darkening. "That complicates things." According to these notes, there was scar tissue from an old infection entirely blocking her tubes. And while it wasn't uncommon for such scar tissue to heal and retreat with time… The chances for a natural conception were still slim, let alone a viable one.

"You should also know that she's a bit frantic," Heaton added, their voice quiet. "Emery stayed with her because she… frankly, she's a mess. I think there's some issue with her partner, too, though I didn't catch the specifics."

Garrick pursed his lips but nodded. Poor woman. He would need to examine her, but if his predictions were right, she was in for a rough time. And if her partner wasn't around to support her… Letting out a heavy breath, he gulped down another mouthful of coffee then headed over to the treatment room where Ms Sorrengail was waiting for him.

He put on his usual open smile then knocked and opened the door. The seats in front of the desk were empty, so he let his eyes wander through the room until he spotted Emery and a young woman in the less formal sitting area by the large window. When Emery noticed him, he squeezed the woman’s shoulder and murmured a few words to her, to which she nodded with a light snivel. Then Emery stood, and threw Garrick a concerned look. Nodding in thanks at his assistant, Garrick waited until Emery had left the room, then held out his hand in greeting.

"Hello, Ms Sorrengail. I'm Dr Garrick Tavis. You're one of Dr Monner's patients, if I understood correctly?"

The woman flinched, then looked up at him, her eyes wide and her face pale. Garrick just kept smiling, waiting. This happened sometimes with new patients. Somehow, nobody expected their gynaecologist to be a man broad enough to be the bouncer at some rowdy club.

The woman just kept staring at him, though, something in her eyes shifting from shock to something else he couldn't quite name. "Yes, I'm the doctor," he confirmed, halfway joking and halfway apologetic.

The woman still didn't say anything, just kept staring, and Garrick used the moment to look her over, assessing her. She was relatively small and slim, though not frail, so that was something. He didn't need to worry about any weight-loss-issues. Her eyes, though red-rimmed from crying recently, were clear, not dazed. Overall a neat appearance, no self-neglect, her clothes clean and orderly, just like her hair, made up in a complicated braided crown.

The hair, though… Garrick blinked, but managed to keep his professional front. Hadn't he seen hair like that before; that long, dark brown braid that faded into silver where it passed over her head? And it wasn't just that, but also the shape of her face, her eyes. This woman seemed… familiar somehow.

Garrick tugged his lower lip between his teeth. Was she another former one-night stand from before he and Imogen had made their relationship exclusive? That had happened only twice so far, but, oh boy, those meetings had been awkward as hell. He couldn't quite place her, though…

"I… am sorry," he eventually said. "But have we met before?" That would also explain why she was so surprised to see him.

Tentatively, the woman nodded, her expression turning a bit calmer again. "We have," she confirmed in a low, slightly shaking voice. "At Liam's birthday party?"

"Yes!" Garrick snapped and lifted a finger. Now, he remembered. "You're one of Liam's co-workers, right? Was it… Vivian? No, Violet?"

She gave him a small smile and nodded. "Yeah, Violet is correct."

Garrick's shoulders relaxed, relieved. "Good. And I'm sorry I didn't recognise you directly. That night was…” He chuckled. “Well, I'd won that night's round of rock-paper-scissors and maybe had one or two drinks more than usual." He grinned, rubbing the back of his neck. "I don't really remember much about that night."

Although, he remembered Sawyer and Rhiannon just fine, how they'd all celebrated until the early morning hours. And Ridoc, of course, since they'd met a few more times since then. He and Bodhi were absolutely adorable together.

"You left relatively early, though, didn't you?" Garrick asked, trying to remember why he couldn't recall her as well as her friends.

Blushing a little, she nodded. "Yeah, I… I didn't stay long."

Garrick nodded. That explained it, then. He was about to ask how she was doing, but then remembered the file Heaton had shown him.

Giving her another warm and reassuring smile, he sat down across from her and opened her file on his tablet. "Well, what brings you here, Violet? Or Ms Sorrengail? What would you prefer?"

"Violet is fine," she murmured, then swallowed. "And… I think I might be pregnant, even though that shouldn't be possible."

By Loial, she looked so small and breakable with how she sat there on the couch, completely hunched in on herself. Garrick wished he could offer her a blanket or some other comfort aside from the tea Emery had apparently prepared for her. But that wasn't really his place.

"You mean because of your blocked Fallopian tubes?" he asked instead, and she nodded mutely. "Yeah, we'll get to that in a moment. Our tests here also turned out positive, so there's definitely something going on. But let's pin down a few other points first. Do you by any chance know the date of conception? Or alternatively, when did your last period set in?"

Again, she nodded, lowering her gaze before she replied. "There's… I've only been with one man lately. We always used condoms, but one broke. It must have happened then, so three weeks ago, Saturday night. We made sure there wouldn't be any STIs, but otherwise… I was always told I couldn't get pregnant, so we didn't…" She trailed off and made a vague gesture at his tablet.

"Yeah, I can see why you didn't worry about that." He glanced down at the notes her previous doctors had left in her file. "I probably wouldn't have, either."

He put the date of conception into her file and had to suppress a small grin. So that was why she hadn't stayed long at Liam's party. “And when did you start suspecting that you’re pregnant?”

“Well…” Violet hesitated, rubbing her arm. “Rhi brought it up as a random thought when I mentioned that my period was a couple of days late—which it usually never is—but I didn’t really think too much about it. It was only when other symptoms manifested that I even considered the option. And then, I took a first test Saturday night at— And then a few more yesterday and this morning, too.”

Garrick nodded. “And what other symptoms are you experiencing?”

Again, it took a moment before she replied, her gaze flickering to the ground. “Sudden bouts of sickness, especially after eating sweet pastries,” she murmured, as if it cost her some effort to admit it. “I’ve also been pretty tired and had to take a nap nearly every day. Dizziness. A change in taste. I like chocolate all of a sudden.” She laughed, but it sounded forced.

“Yeah, I can imagine that has to be tough,” Garrick replied with a grin in an attempt to cheer her up a little, and he indeed spotted the hints of a smile playing around her lips.

Then he sighed. "And does your partner know what's going on?" Her words made it sound like it had been more than just a one-night-stand. And, well… Garrick didn't need to know, but he preferred to offer help on more than just the medically strictly-necessary points. And Heaton had mentioned some issues there.

This time, it took a little longer before she reacted and instead regarded him with a scrutinising look. Garrick had no idea what she was looking for, but eventually, her shoulders slumped, and she shook her head. "No, he doesn't," she murmured. "He… he doesn't want kids. I don't really know how to tell him about this or how he will react, even with... I mean, it most likely won't…" She slumped forward and buried her face in her hands. "It's all such a mess…"

"I'm sorry to hear that," Garrick said, his voice soft and genuine. She really seemed to have a rough time with this. But that was no surprise. A pregnancy or any form of pregnancy termination—be it a miscarriage, an abortion, or something else—was always challenging for the affected person. But having to go through it all without the support of a partner? Yeah, that only made it so much harder. "Have you already thought about how to handle this pregnancy, then?"

Swallowing audibly, Violet shook her head. "Not really." Sitting straighter again, she laughed, harsh and humourless. "But I know it's most likely an ectopic pregnancy anyways, so the question won't even come up. I'll need treatment and then I'll need to be more careful from now on. That'll be it."

Garrick had to commend her for her pragmatism, even as the bitterness in her voice, in her entire posture really, made him hurt for her a little. He'd gained some experience in reading his patients by now, and if he read her correctly, she didn't want this pregnancy for purely practical reasons, was mentally prepared for that outcome, to live with it. On an emotional level, however…

Well, there was no point in dwelling on this. He might feel closer to her because she was the friend of a friend, but at the end of the day, there was no reason for him to get emotionally invested. She wouldn't even be coming to his office again once Lyra was back from her vacation to Italy.

"Okay then," he said, placing the tablet to the side and standing up. "I'd suggest I check on the state of your pregnancy, and then we can talk through your options." He gestured over to the more practical part of the room with the exam chair, the ultrasound, and the small separated changing area. "Since it’s still rather early and we need a good look at your tubes, too, we’ll have to do a trans-vaginal ultrasound to get a clearer view. So I'll need you to undress from the waist down and sit down in that chair. I'll wait here until you're ready."

A fierce blush spread across Violet's cheeks, and Garrick quickly brought his open smile back onto his face to reassure her.

"Unless you're feeling uncomfortable about me doing this examination. I wouldn't be offended if you'd rather go to the hospital for that. A female friend once told me straight to the face that she'd rather die than let me examine her, so you'd be in good company." He grinned, and this time it was completely real. Even on a good day, Sloane could be a little spitfire.

Violet chuckled, and even though it was weak it still sounded genuine. "Well, it is a bit awkward," she admitted with a slight grimace. "But… I guess you're doing this every day, multiple times. So there's no reason for it to be weird, right?"

Garrick inclined his head. "Certainly not from my side."

Chewing on her lip, Violet nodded. "Right. And I really don't want to wait any longer to get answers. So let's do this."

Once she was ready, the routine of his work settled in, more so than during their conversation before. "Okay, you probably know this process from your annual check-ups," he said after pulling on a pair of gloves, and reached for the trans-vaginal probe. He covered it with a sterile sheath and applied lubricant, then inserted it into her with always half an eye looking out for her comfort. His attention was on the monitor where it lit up with a grey-scale image of her pelvic cavity, though. Slowly, he adjusted the angle, frowning as his eyes unsuccessfully scanned for what he expected to find. Then he blinked.

"Well," he said, his lips tugging into a smile. "Do you see this here?" He turned the monitor so Violet could look at it more easily, indicating the round bubble-like structure in the centre. "That is the gestational sac. And it's located inside the uterus, so exactly where we'd want it to be."

Violet let out a small noise, like a squeak. "What?"

Garrick glanced at her again, his features softening. "It's not ectopic. And from what I can see so far…" He paused briefly, measuring the sac. "It's looking good. No free fluid, and the uterine lining looks good, too." He turned towards her. "You're pregnant, for real."

Violet's breathing quickened, turning shallow, and Garrick scooted a little closer on reflex. She wouldn't be his first patient who fainted, after all.

She seemed stable enough, though, only grew pale, and her wide eyes turned glassy. "I'm… pregnant?" she gasped. Her hand was trembling as she placed it over her lower abdomen, and a single tear ran down her cheek as she gazed down at herself with a mixture of joy and terror on her face. "But… but I thought…"

"It shouldn't have been possible," Garrick confirmed her turbulent thoughts, his voice calm to reassure her. "But sometimes a blockage isn't as complete as it seems, and it can heal a bit over time, too. We'd need to do another X-ray examination to get an idea about how it developed, but that's not possible right now. So all I can tell you for the moment is that this is what a serious physician like me would call a miracle."

More tears spilled from her eyes as her lips formed the word 'miracle'. Then she closed her eyes and shook her head, letting out a small broken sob. "But… but what am I supposed to do now?"

Garrick's jaw tightened at seeing her distressed like that. This part of his job never became easier. "How about you get dressed again," he tried to help her regain her footing a little. Focusing on such a mundane task often helped. "And then we can talk about what options you have."

He’d meant to give her the choice between continuing their conversation on the sofa or switching to the more formal location at his desk. Sometimes, a more sober setting could help people get grounded. But Violet directly returned to the sofa, sitting in the same spot as before, and reached for her cup of tea, so Garrick followed her there.

“I understand that this pregnancy comes more than just unexpected for you,” Garrick said, knowing fully well how that had to be the understatement of the year for her, and indeed she let out a self-deprecating little huff. “But even though I’d like to give you time to process, you also don’t have forever to make a decision about what you want to do now, whether you want to keep it or not. So how about we go through your options, maybe while having a little lunch here?”

He knew fully well that this wasn’t exactly the normal procedure. But Violet’s case clearly needed more attention than the usual quick run-down of information, and he didn’t fancy going without food through the second half of his work day. Sometimes, that was unavoidable, which was bad enough. But making sure Violet ate something after this shock was relatively high on his list, anyways, so combining both issues seemed prudent.

Violet agreed, so after asking for her preferences when it came to Chinese take-out, Garrick left her for a moment to inform Heaton and Emery about the change of plan and to convey her orders. When he returned, he found her staring at her ringing phone, pale and frozen in place.

“Is… everything okay?” Garrick asked cautiously after the ringing had stopped and she still hadn’t reacted. Was she going into shock? If so, he couldn’t even blame her.

At his words, Violet flinched and quickly wiped her face, brushing away tears he hadn’t noticed before. Shrugging, she let out a humourless little laugh. “No?” Then her shoulders slumped. “That was my boyfriend. It’s as if he knows something’s up. That we just…” She gestured at the ultrasonic device. “But I can’t tell him. I don’t know how. I promised him that he didn’t need to worry when that condom broke. How am I supposed to explain that… that…” She broke off and buried her face in her hands.

Garrick truly felt for her. “I guess all you can do is tell him the truth. That not even your gynaecologist can fully explain how this pregnancy is possible, but that doesn’t change that it’s there. And if it helps, you can always make another appointment with Dr Monner once she’s back and talk it through with him there, too. Or you can also come here again, however you like.”

At that, she let out a pained little huff and grimaced. “As if that wouldn’t be weird at all,” she muttered. Then she shook her head, took a deep breath, and sat up straight again. “Okay, what can I do now? What are my options?”

Impressive, Garrick thought to himself. How well she could pull herself out of whatever emotional slump she’d been in and focus on the facts again.

“Right,” he said and went over to a shelf by his desk and picked up a couple of flyers. “So, these are your options.”

For the next half hour, Garrick gave her a good overview about abortions, adoptions, pregnancy in general, and child care support. Halfway through, Emery poked in and handed them the boxes with their take-out he’d got from the restaurant across the street, and Garrick was relieved to see Violet dig into her fried rice with chicken with gusto. At least he didn’t need to worry about a lack of appetite. She was still tense, though, still had the occasional tear run down her cheek, and kept staring at her phone with that hopeless empty expression, so there was enough to worry about there already.

“Okay, one last thing,” Garrick said once the food was gone and they’d at least touched on every important topic he thought would be important for her. “This is more of a fun gimmick than anything important, though.” Most of his patients found it amusing, so maybe it could brighten her mood, too. “There are lists and charts about how big the embryo or fetus inside a pregnant person’s uterus is on average, with some fun comparisons.”

He handed her the last of the flyers he’d picked up earlier, already open on the section about early pregnancies.

“You can also find these lists online or in apps, but this works, too. So just in case you were wondering, right now, it’s somewhere between the size of a sesame seed and a pea.”

A soft smile spread across her face, and she leaned forward, her hand once again over her lower belly as she took a closer look at the chart. Then she snorted. “Or that of a small chocolate chip, apparently,” she huffed, the softness quickly turning into a pained expression. “Not ironic at all.” So much for cheering her up…

Garrick really hoped she’d be able to solve whatever issue there was with her boyfriend, because this clearly wasn’t working out well for her so far.

"All right," he sighed. "I think that's it for now. Remember to take a dose of folic acid once a day.” He pointed at the small dispenser he’d given her from their stash of promotional samples. “And while you don’t have forever to make a decision, it wouldn't be good to rush it, either. Take a couple of days. Think about what you want. And tell your partner, talk it out with him. It's your decision, but that doesn't mean it wouldn't affect him, either."

Violet tensed, just like every time this topic had come up during their conversation, so he let it slide. This was not something he could help her with, after all.

"Or at least talk about it with a friend," he suggested instead. "You're living with Rhiannon, don't you? Does she know about your situation?"

"No." Violet sank even further into herself and shook her head. "I mean, yes, we're flatmates. But she doesn't know. She's on vacation and I can't even reach her until next week."

Garrick grimaced. Tough luck… "And is there anyone else you'd feel comfortable with talking to? Maybe someone to keep you company, as well? I'd feel better if I knew you're not alone with this situation. Some family or other friends, someone we could call for you? Because it would be good if they'd come to pick you up, too. I'm not sure you should be driving right now."

Violet's features twitched into something between a grimace and a smile. Lowering her gaze, she wrapped her arms around her slender body. "No family I'd care to talk to. Or who lives close enough, for that matter," she muttered. She closed her eyes and took a deep shuddering breath. "And I know I'll have to tell him eventually. I will! I just…" She broke off, another series of sobs shaking through her, and it broke Garrick's heart to see her like this. She deserved better.

After another minute or so, she sat up again, a little more composed. "Liam," she whispered. "I'll ask Liam to pick me up."

"Okay!" Smiling, Garrick nodded. "And Liam is a fantastic choice, if I may say so." He winked at Violet.

It was true, Liam was perfect for this, trustworthy, caring, supportive, and not one to let her wallow in her gloom. But it also warmed his heart to know that she trusted Liam, that he'd found such good friends.

"Yeah, I know," Violet sighed, then added in a low murmur. "And he'll make sure I can't hide forever, too."

#riorgail #fanfiction #modern AU #garrick tavis #dr garrick tavis - obgyn #violet sorrengail #xaden riorson #the empyrean

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acourtofladydeath · 2 years ago

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Hello all and welcome to the depths of depravity my masterlist! Here you will find all of my fics to date, which are available to read on AO3. While most of my work is currently ACOTAR based, I write for multiple ships across many fandoms and will happily hear your requests!

✍🏻 indicates a WIP

🌶️ indicates spice

🗡️ indicates depictions of violence, battles, and/or injuries

📚 indicates a multichap fic

💞 indicates fluff

❗ indicates heavy emotion/emotional trauma/death, however this may not be inclusive as every person experiences and reacts to emotions differently.

💤 indicates a hiatus

Please be sure to check all fic tags on AO3 as well as these initial indicators! Many of my fics include explorations of physical and/or emotional trauma.

Azris

All Things End ❗ This fic has an immersive, direct read playlist component that you can read about here!

The Soft Heart & The Shadow 🗡️❗

The Soft Heart & The Little Fox 🗡️❗

One Bed, One Bond, and a Pair of Wings

Enter: Uncle Autumn 💞

Fighting Fire with Fire 🗡️❗

And So Our Life Begins (ASOLB) ✍🏻📚💞

A Second Chance, *part of the ASOLB series

Finding His Shadow: An Azris Peter Pan AU **please note this fic is very aged up from the original material 📚🗡️🌶️ in Ch. 2 only

Fire Alarm

The Wall Comes Down 🗡️

All I Want For Solstice Is You, part 1 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

Forest Fever, Soothing Shadow 💞

To Speak Through Smoke, part 2 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

Pieces of Us, part 3 of the Winter Cabin series 💞

A Wound So Deep 🗡️❗

The Song of Azris series ✍🏻📚🗡️❗

Hope Is A Fickle Thing

My Heart's Aflame, My Body's Strained (But God I Like It) 🌶️

Nessian & Nessriel

In Due Time 💞 (Nessian)

What Happens In The Night 🌶️ (Nessian)

Complications Arose, Ensued, Were Overcome 🗡️ (Nessian)

Take These Broken Wings ✍🏻🗡️❗📚 (Nessriel)

Just One More 🌶️ (Nessriel)

Hold Me Close, Hold Me Tender 💞 (Nessriel)

Our Greatest Adventure 💞 (Nessriel)

Multi-Ship or Other ACOTAR

3 Jewels In The Hewn City 📚🌶️ (Feysand, Nessian, Azris)

Lovers Live & Die Fortissimo (LL&DF)💤✍🏻📚 (Azris, Nessian, Feytamsand, Elucien, HelionXLOA)

Publicly Pleasing, Silently Drowning 🗡️❗ (Eris Vanserra)

How I Met Your Fathers 💞 (Feytamsand)

Stairway Snoops (Azris X Nessian polycule)

Into the Fire 🌶️ (Feytamcien/Lufeylin)

Return to the Hewn City ✍🏻📚 🌶️(Azris X Nessian swinging)

Welcome to the Family, part 1 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series 🌶️ (Elucien, Berlain, Erislain, Elain X all Vanserra Brothers)

Rules are Rules, part 2 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series 🌶️(Azris, Berzriel)

The Clause, part 3 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Azris, Elucien, Erlain, Luzriel) 🌶️

Birth of an Empire, part 4 of the "To Become A Vanserra" series (Beron X LoA, LoA X Beron's father and brothers) ❗🗡️🌶️

And So We Danced (Nesta/Eris friends, Azris, Nessian) 💞

A Walk In The Park (Casris) 💞

ACOTAR Drabbles

The Fawn, The Fox, & The Fiend 🌶️(Eltamcien)

Live, and Be Happy ❗ (Feytamsand)

The Wall Comes Down 🗡️ (Azris)

Just One More 🌶️(Nessriel)

The Empyrean

The Quiet Game 💞 (Tairn/Sgaeyl and Andarna)

Baby's First Birthday 💞 (Tairn/Sgaeyl and Andarna)

Last One Standing 🗡️❗ (Tairn/Sgaeyl, Andarna, Violet/Xaden)

Worlds Collide (Drake/Dain)🗡️🌶️

I'll Give It All 🗡️❗ (Brennan/Naolin)

Other Universe Fics

A Place Eternal 📚❗🗡️🌶️ in Ch. 5 (TSOA/The Illiad/Greek Mythology: Patrochilles, Hades X Persephone)

Reunited (Dr. Who: Amy X Rory)

The Final Moments ❗ (Torchwood: Jack X Ianto)

The Days We Thought We'd Never See 💤📚 (Spartacus: Agron X Nasir)

Event Week Masterlists

Poly+ ACOTAR Week 2024 🌶️💞

Azris Week 2024 🌶️💞

Eris Week 2024 🌶️💞🗡️❗

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what-shitfuckery-is-this-ew · 1 year ago

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BOYCOTTING FOR PALESTINE

The Official BDS Boycott Targets

Consumer Boycotts - a complete boycott of these brands

Cisco

Axa

Puma

Carrefour

Siemens

Chevron

Intel

Caltex

Israeli produce

Re/max

Ahava

Texaco

Sodastream

Intel

Organic Boycott Targets - boycotts not initiated by BDS but still complete boycott of these brands

Disney

Macdonald's

Dominos

Papa Johns

Burger King

Pizza Hut

Wix

Divestments and exclusion - pressure governments, institutions, investment funds, city councils, etc. to exclude from procurement contracts and investments and to divest from these

Elbit Systems

CAF

Volvo

CAT

Barclays

JCB

HD Hyundai

TKH Security

HikVision

Pressure - boycotts when reasonable alternatives exist, as well as lobbying, peaceful disruptions, and social media pressure.

Google

Amazon

AirBnb

Booking.Com

Expedia

Teva

Here are some companies that strongly support Israel (but are not Boycott targets). There is no ethical consumption under capitalism and boycotting is a political strategy - not a moral one. If you did try to boycott every supporter of Israel you would struggle to survive because every major company supports Israel (as a result of attempting to keep the US economy afloat), that being said, the ones that are being boycotted by masses and not already on the organic boycott list are coloured red.

5 Star Chocolate

7Days

7Up

Apple

Arsenal FC

ALDO

Arket

Axe

Accenture

Ariel

Adidas

ActionIQ

Aquafina

Amika

AccuWeather

Activia

Adobe

Aesop

Azrieli Group

American Eagle

Amway Corp

Axel Springer

American Airlines

American Express

Atlassian

AdeS

Aquarius

Ayataka

Audi

Barqs

Bain & Company

Bayer

Bank Leumi

Bank Hapoalim

BCG (Boston Consulting Group)

Biotherm

Bershka

Bloomberg

BMW

Boeing

Booz Allen Hamilton

Burberry

Bath & Body Works

Bosch

Bristol Myers Squibb

Capri Holdings

Costa

Carita Paris

CareTrust REIT

Caterpillar

Coach

Cappy

Caudalie

CeraVe

Check Point Software Technologies

Cerelac

Chanel

Chapman and Cutler

Channel

Cheerios

Cheetos

Chevron

Chips Ahoy!

Christina Aguilera

Citi Bank

Codral

Cosco

Canada Dry

Citi

Clal Insurance Enterprises

Clean & Clear

Clearblue

Clinique

Champion

Club Social

Coca Cola

Coffee Mate

Colgate

Comcast

Compass

Caesars

Conde Nast

Cooley LLP

Costco

Côte d’Or

Crest

CV Starr

CyberArk Software

Cytokinetics

Crayola

Cra Z Art

Daimler

Dr Pepper

Del Valle

Daim

Doctor Pepper

Dasani

Doritos

Daz

Dior

Dell

Deloitte

Delta Air Lines

Deutsche Bank

Deutsche Telekom

DHL Group

David Off

Disney

DLA Piper

Domestos

Domino’s

Douglas Elliman

Downy

Duane Morris LLP

Dreft Baby Detergent & Laundry Products

Dreyer’s Grand Ice Cream

eBay

Edelman

Eli Lilly

Evian

Empyrean

Ericsson

Endeavor

EPAM Systems

Estee Lauder

Elbit Systems

Forbes

Facebook

Fairlife

Fanta

First International Bank of Israel

Fiverr

Funyuns

Fuze

Fox News

Fritos

Fox Corp

Gatorade

Gamida Cell

Glamglow

General Catalyst

General Motors

Georgia

Gold Peak

Genesys

Goldman Sachs

Grandma’s Cookies

Garnier

Guess

Greenberg Traurig

Guerlain

Givenchy

H&M

Hadiklaim

Huggies

Hanes

HSBC

Head & Shoulders

Hersheys

Herbert Smith Freehills

Hewlett Packard

Hasbro

Hyundai

Henkel

Harel Insurance Investment & Financial Services

Hewlett Packard Enterprise

HubSpot

Huntsman Corp

IBM

Innocent

Insight Partners

Inditex Group

IT Cosmetics

Instacart

Intermedia

Interpublic Group

Instagram

ICL Group

Intuit

Jazwares

Jefferies

John Lewis

JP Morgan Chase

Jaguar

Johnson & Johnson

JPMorgan

Kenon Holdings

Kate Spade

Kirks’

Kinley Water

KKR

KFC

KKW Cosmetics

Kurkure

Keebler

Kolynos

Kaufland

Kevita

Knorr

KPMG

Lemonade

Lidl

Loblaws

Levi Strauss

Louis Vuitton

Life Water

Levi’s

Levi’s Strauss

Land Rover

L’Oréal

Lego

Levissima

Live Nation Entertainment

Lufthansa

La Roche-Posay

Lipton

Major League Baseball

Manpower Group

Marriott

Marsh McLennan

Maison Francis Kurkdjian

Mastercard

Mattel

Minute Maid

Monster

Monki

Mainz FC

Mellow Yellow

Mountain Dew

Migdal Insurance

Marks & Spencer

Mirinda

McDermott Will & Emery

Motorola

McKinsey

Merck

Michael Kors

Mizrahi Tefahot Bank

Merck KGaA

Micheal Kors

Milkybar

Maybelline

Mount Franklin

Meta

MeUndies

Mattle

Microsoft

Munchies

Miranda

Morgan Lewis

Moroccanoil

Morgan Stanley

MRC

Nasdaq

Naughty Dog

Nivea

NOS

Nabisco

Nutter Butter

No Frills

National Basketball Association

National Geographic

Nintendo

New Balance

Nutella

Newtons

NVIDIA

Netflix

Nescafe

Nestle

Nesquick

Nike

Nussbeisser

Oreo

Oral B

Old spice

Oysho

Omeprazole

Oceanspray

Opodo

P&G (Procter and Gamble)

Pampers

Pull & Bear

Pepsi

Pfizer

Popeyes

Parker Pens

Philadelphia Cream Cheese

Pizza Hut

Powerade

Purina

Phoenix Holdings

Propel

Ponds

Pure Leaf Green Tea

Power Action Wipes

PwC

Prada

Perry Ellis

Prada Eyewear

Pringles

Payoneer

Procter & Gamble

Purelife

Pureology

Quaker Oats

Royal Bank of Canada

Ruffles

Revlon

Ralph Lauren

Ritz

Rolls Royce

Royal

S.Pellegrino

Sabra Hummus

Sabre

Sony

SAP

Simply

Smart Water

Sprite

Schwabe

Shell

Soda Stream

Siemens

StreamElements

Schweppes

Sunsilk

Signal

Skittles

Smart Food

Sobe

Smarties

Sephora

Sam’s Club

Superbus

Samsung

Sodastream

Sunkist

Scotiabank

Sour Patch Kids

Starbucks

Sadaf

Stride

Subway

Tang

Tate’s Bake Shop

The Body Shop

Tesco

Twitch

The Ordinary

Tim Hortons

Tostitos

Timberland

Topo Chico

Tapestry

Tropicana

Tommy Hilfiger

Tommy Hilfiger Toiletries

Turbos

Tom Ford

Taco Bell

Triscuit

TUC

Twix

Tottenham Hotspurs

Twisties

Tripadvisor

Uber

Uber Eats

Urban Decay

Upfield

Unilever

Vicks

Victoria’s Secret

Vaseline

Vitaminwater

Volkswagen

Volvo

Walmart

Wegmans

Waitrose

Woolworths

Wheat Thins

Walkers

Warner Brothers

Warner Chilcot

Warner Music

Wells Fargo

Winston & Strawn

WingStreet

Wissotzky Tea

WWE

Wheel Washing Powder

Wrigley Company

YouTube

Yvel

Yum Brands

Ziyad

Zara

Zim Shipping

Ziff Davis

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fandomtrumpshate · 3 months ago

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Unlisted Fandoms Challenge

Welcome to the LAST update on write-in fandoms for FTH 2025 (only one day left to sign up! go Do The Thing!)!! We have a LONG list of fandoms for you - TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY ONE write-in fandoms this year. So far!

And there's been some movement near the top of the list. Jeff Satur, with 10 signups, still holds the lead, but in second place we now have a TIE. Control (Remedy Game) gained *four* new signups to match Zhen Hun / Guardian's 9 signups. Cabin Pressure has also moved up the rankings, with three new signups bringing it to a total of 7 to claim third place. Whew! Just below them we have:

a four-way tie for fourth place with 6 signups includes-

6 Alien Stage 6 Carry On 6 Dimension 20 6 Dungeon Meshi / Delicious In Dungeon

two fandoms with 5 signups each, in fifth place are-

5 BBC Ghosts 5 White Collar

which brings us to an eight-way tie for sixth place with 4 signups each-

4 Detective Conan 4 Fire Emblem Awakening 4 It - Stephen King 4 Pathologic 4 Roswell New Mexico 4 Schitt's Creek 4 The X-Files 4 Transformers 4 Voltron: Legendary Defender

and with 3 signups each, an 11-way tie for seventh place-

3 Dungeons and Daddies (Podcast) 3 Fields of Mistria 3 Fire Emblem Fates 3 Inception 3 Iron Widow 3 MotoGP RPF 3 Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint 3 Rusty Lake/Cube Escape 3 Stand By Me/The Body by Stephen King 3 The Goblin Emperor Series - Katherine Addison 3 Zhen Hun / Guardian (drama) RPF

Below the cut are 56 fandoms with 2 signups each, and 195 fandoms with a single write-in.

2 Animorphs 2 Attack on Titan 2 Avatar Legend of Korra 2 Beyond Evil 2 Biggles Series — W. E. Johns 2 Binan Koukou Chikyuu Boueibu (Cute High Earth Defense Club) franchise 2 Black Sails 2 Bridgerton (TV) 2 Britpop RPF 2 Castlevania (All Media Types) 2 Challengers 2 Cherry Magic 2 Conclave (2024) 2 Dan and Phil (rpf) 2 Dangan Ronpa 2 Dead Boy Detectives RPF 2 Digimon 2 Dishonored 2 Dr. Stone 2 Due South 2 Dune (Villeneuve) 2 Five Nights at Freddy's - All Media 2 Fruits Basket 2 Grantchester (TV) 2 Gravity Falls 2 IndyCar RPF 2 Jeeves and Wooster 2 Kingdom Hearts 2 Law & Order: Special Victims Unit 2 Link Click (Shiguang Dailiren) 2 Lovecraft Mythos 2 Lucifer (tv) 2 MAS*H 2 Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury 2 Nirvana in Fire (琅琊榜) 2 Oasis 2 Princess Tutu 2 Sailor Moon 2 She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018) 2 Slow Horses 2 Sonic the Hedgehog (Games) 2 Team Fortress 2 2 The Blue Wolves of Mibu 2 The Empyrean - Rebecca Yarros 2 The Man from U.N.C.L.E. (TV series) 2 The Poppy War 2 The Stanley Parable 2 Tiger & Bunny 2 Tower of God 2 Universal Century Gundam 2 Valdemar Series by Mercedes Lackey 2 What We Do In The Shadows 2 When the Third Wheel Strikes Back 2 Word of Honor 2 Yu-Gi-Oh! 2 ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 / JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken / JoJo's Bizarre Adventure

1 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) 1 A Court of Thorns and Roses 1 Akatsuki No Yona 1 Among Us 1 Ancient Greece 1 Arctic Monkeys/The Last shadow Puppets 1 Arknights 1 Around the World in 80 Days (TV 2021) 1 Babylon 5 1 Back to the Future 1 Baseball RPF 1 BBC’s Musketeers 1 Bendy and the Ink Machine 1 Binan Koukou Chikyuu Bouei Bu Love/Happy Kiss 1 Black Doves 1 Black Jewels 1 Bob's Burgers 1 Books of the Raksura - Martha Wells 1 Boygenius (Band)(RPF) 1 Brilliant Minds 1 Brokeback Mountain 1 Buddy Daddies 1 Bullet train 1 Canji Baojun De Zhangxin Yu Chong (The disabled tyrant's pet palm fish) 1 Cassette Beasts 1 Castle 1 Charmed (1998) 1 Countryhumans 1 Criminal Minds 1 Cyberpunk 2077 1 Danger Force (TV) 1 Dark Deception 1 Dark Rise 1 Dead by Daylight 1 Death Note 1 Descendants 1 Destiny 2 1 Dexter 1 Dexter: Original Sin 1 Divergent (Movies) 1 Dominion of the Fallen - Aliette de Bodard 1 Downton Abbey 1 Dragon Ball Z 1 Dragonball 1 Dragonlance 1 Dragonriders of Pern by Anne McCaffrey 1 Emma - Jane Austen 1 Ensemble Stars! 1 Etta Invincible 1 Fairy tale 1 Fangs of Fortune 1 Farscape 1 Fear & Hunger: Termina 1 Finder no Hyouteki / Finder Series 1 Flight Rising 1 Formula 2/3 RPF 1 Frieren 1 Game Changers Universe (Rachel Reid) 1 Gangsta (Anime & Manga) 1 Generation Loss (Web Series) 1 Gilmore Girls 1 Giselle 1 Grimm 1 Hatoful Boyfriend 1 Haven (TV) 1 Helluva Boss 1 Henry Danger (TV) 1 High School Musical (Movies) 1 Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu 1 Hikaru no Go 1 HLVRAI - Half-life VR But the AI is Self-Aware 1 Holby City 1 Homer's Epics, Ancient Greece Religion and Lore, Epic The Musical 1 House MD 1 I Am Nobody (CDrama) 1 In Other Lands 1 In Stars And Time 1 Infinity Train 1 Initial D 1 It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia 1 Jet Lag The Game RPF 1 Jurassic Park (Extended Universe) 1 Kamen Rider Gotchard 1 Kane and Feels 1 Kuroko no Basuke / Kuroko's Basketball 1 Kushiel's Legacy 1 La Casa de Papel (Money Heist) 1 Law & Order 1 Lays of the Hearth-Fire Series - Victoria Goddard 1 Lies of P 1 Life is Strange 1 Live A Live 1 Lord Seventh/Qi Ye 1 Malory Towers 1 Mass Effect 1, 2 or 3 1 Metaphor: Refantazio 1 Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries 1 Mononoke (2007 series and 2024 movie) 1 My Time at Sandrock 1 Mystic Messenger 1 Mythology 1 Nancy Drew (TV 2019) 1 NBA RPF 1 Nerdy Prudes Must Die 1 Norah Grant Bruce's Billabong books 1 October Daye series - Seanan McGuire 1 Oh No! Here Comes Trouble 1 Once Upon A Time 1 Order of the Stick 1 Outlast games 1 Over the Garden Wall 1 Pacific Rim 1 Paradise Of Thorns 1 Peaky Blinders 1 Person of Interest 1 Persuasion - Jane Austen 1 Pirates of the Caribbean 1 Power Rangers (2017 movie) 1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen 1 Prodigal Son 1 Project Sekai 1 Project Zero/Fatal Frame 1 Psych (2006) 1 Puella Magi Madoka Magica 1 Qiang Jin Jiu (Ballad of Sword and Wine) 1 Quantum Break 1 Ranma 1/2 1 Resident Alien 1 Resident Evil 1 Rise of the Guardians 1 Riyria Revelations 1 S.C.I Mystery 1 S.W.A.T. (2017 show) 1 Saint Seiya 1 Sanders Sides 1 Saw franchise 1 Scooby Doo: Mystery Incorporated (2010) 1 Shipwrecked Comedy 1 Skulduggery Pleasant 1 Sleeping Beauty (1959) 1 Slenderverse 1 Sonic The Hedgehog (movies) 1 South Park 1 Spinning Silver (Novik) 1 Spirited 1 Squid Game 1 Starkid Musicals (no hp) 1 Static Shock 1 Stray Gods: The Roleplaying Musical 1 Super Sentai 1 Tales of Arise 1 Tales of Series 1 Tatort Saarbrücken 1 That 70s Show 1 The A Team (either the 2010 movie or the 1980s series) 1 The Coffin of Andy and Leyley 1 The Devil Judge 1 The Glass Scientists 1 The Good Place 1 The Hands of the Emperor - Victoria Goddard 1 The Librarians 1 The Masquerade Series 1 The OC 1 The Pairing - Casey McQuiston 1 The Paradise of Thorns 1 The Radiant Emperor 1 The Silt Verses 1 The Umbrella Academy 1 the vampire diaries universe 1 The Venture Maidens 1 The Walking Dead 1 The West Wing 1 Thousand Autumns 1 Thunderbirds are Go 1 Tokusatsu 1 Tron 1 Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles 1 Turning 1 Under The Skin (Cdrama) 1 video games by Arkane Studios 1 Wander Over Yonder

1 Warriors / Warrior Cats 1 Watcher Entertainment/BuzzFeed Unsolved RPF 1 Weak Hero Class 1 1 Wind Breaker 1 WNBA RPF 1 Wonka 1 World Trigger 1 Xenoblade Chronicles series 1 Yellowjackets 1 Young Wizards (Diane Duane) 1 Yuwu (Remnants of Filth) 1 Zatch Bell 1 Zombieland Saga 1 บ้านหลอน ON SALE / Peaceful Property (TV)

#fth 2025 #unlisted fandom challenge

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nyashifts777 · 2 days ago

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Random DR ideas dump

This is from my third DR list, so I think its safe to say that I won't be shifting here anytime soon, but I definitely do plan to at some point:

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Scooby Doo

Percy Jackson; Daughter of Poseidon

Spiderverse

Lie to me(TV)

Attack on Titan

JJK mentioning anyway even though its my main

Mr and Mrs Smith

Sydney White

Tangled

Umbrella Academy(TV)

How to train your dragon

Modern Family(TV)

Parks and Recreation(TV)

Castle(TV)

Star Wars

White Collar(TV)

Maze Runner

The Vampire Diaries(TV)

Vampire Academy The book series that had middle school me in a chokehold; not that dumb movie; love Sarah Hyland tho

Supernatural(TV)

Brooklyn Nine-Nine(TV)

Nancy Drew Mostly the books, but the TV show had no right to be as good as it was. Season 1 anyway.

Grey's Anatomy(TV)

Arrested Development(TV)

Blacklist(TV)

Blindspot(TV)

Hawaii Five-0 Okay I have an SO, but why is everyone in this show so devastatingly attractive?

Gossip Girl(TV)

How I met your mother(TV)

Princess Diaries(books)

Arrowverse(TV) Literally the first thing I scripted, was that speedsters can't fuck up the timeline/reality.

Pretty little liars(TV)

Bridgerton(TV) Read the books, didn't care for it.

Criminal Minds(TV)

Mortal Instruments(books)

Last of us

In Death series by J.D. Robb aka Nora Roberts. My one and only futuristic DR; Set in 2075 though, instead of 2050.

Magic Faraway Tree by Enid Blyton An absolute bomb of a waiting room idea.

ACOTAR

Empyrean series/Fourth Wing

COD

Hayday

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Leaning more toward the ones in pink.

I missed plenty, will update this when I remember more.

Also, is it obvious that I was basically raised by television and books? 🫠

#reality shifting #shiftblr #shifting realities #shifting #shifting antis dni #desired reality #anti shifters dni #shifting community #shifting motivation #shifting blog #nya claims #nya's drs #shifters #dr ideas #shifting reality #pure consciousness #fantasy dr #cozy dr

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munv · 9 days ago

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Ok so I dont know what series to post..So im leaving it up to you guys

PLEASE help me out here

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themanirealityshifter · 1 year ago

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My Empyrean DR Script (that I will write on here, so that I actually finish it 😭)

First Name: Sebastian

Middle Name: Fynn

Last Name: Riorson

Nickname(s): Seb; Sebby

Pronouns: He/Him

Species: Human

Age: 23

Description: Black hair (wolfcut)(I love wolfcuts, and I don’t care if it’s impractical, I MISS MY LONG HAIR); Olive skin (even though I’m as pale as the moon in my CR); Black eyes flecked with lighter brown; Lean, muscular body (I need to be in shape here or I will die, so luckily I’m in control of this and can script that I’m not a blob that lays on the couch every single day); Top and bottom surgery scars (you bet your ass I have those); Fully transitioned (love that testosterone); Huge black dragon relic covering my back; Rebellion relic covering my chest; Lots of scars all over my body

Positive Trait(s): Intelligent (I need to be able to not be a dipshit and die immediately); Clever (same thing); Good memory (say bye bye to all those days of dissociation and maladaptive daydreaming in my CR, now I will remember EVERYTHING there); Quiet (of course I’m quiet, have to keep up the mysterious act, plus I’m too overstimulated and socially awkward for this shit); Thoughtful (my mind is always stuffed); Nice (even though I’m quiet and don’t talk much, I am pretty nice when you talk to me first)

Negative Trait(s)(yes, I’m gonna script them, just to give myself some flavor): Trusting (making friends wise, always end up getting hurt or stabbed in the back, literally and figuratively)

Dragon Type: Black Morningstartail (I JUST LOVED TAIRN SO MUCH, I HAD TO MAKE THE DRAGON I’M BONDED TO A BLACK MORNINGSTARTAIL TOO)

Dragon Name: Aodhan (do we know how to pronounce his name here? no. will we script that we do know it? yes)

Signet Power(s): Time Manipulation (can go back in time) and Reality Manipulation (can make my imagination real life)

Weapon(s): Daggers and Swords (I love me some sharp things)

Parent(s): None (dead)(it’s literal canon that Xaden’s parents died[along with all the other parents that were part of the rebellion]so yeah)

Sibling(s): Xaden Riorson; Liam Mairi (adoptive brother)

Other Family Member(s): Brodhi Durran (cousin)

Best Friend(s): Xaden Riorson (I’m besties with my brother, I know, I can do that); Liam Mairi (same thing); Violet Sorrengail (I’m the one who ends up being the body guard for her, not Liam); Brodhi Durran (I love my family); Ridoc Gamlyn (I adore him, it’s gonna be interesting all the talks we will have [I am scared that most of them will be about sex he had or people that he likes, help me]); Heaton (I love my non-binary pals); Garrick Tavis

Friend(s): Imogen Cardulo (I love her hair); Rhiannon Matthias (bisexual queen, go girl)

Partner(s): None (I am single forever, thank the almighty gays)

Gender Identity: TransGuy

Romantic Orientation: Aromantic

Sexual Orientation: Asexual

Other Orientation(s): Ambiamorous; Panalterous; Panaesthetic

Extra Fact(s): Liam does not die (I was sobbing when it happened); Homework is effortless and easy always (I don’t want to work too hard or make it take up so much time); I am a skilled painter/artist (something to do when I’m not doing homework, have training, have secret rebellion meetings with Xaden and the rest, or guarding Violet); I wear ear plugs a lot of the time (because I’m overstimulated a lot, but I still manage); Probably have some anxiety and PTSD (not that I don’t have anxiety already and probably have some form of PTSD here-); I keep my head easily (no panicking for me, though, even though I know, realistically, that contrasts with the anxiety, but I want to live and also have my sparkle at the same time); I know how to pronounce Aodhan’s name perfectly; Garrick and Imogen are together (Imogen needs her love too); I cannot die; None of my best friends or friends can die; Xaden, Liam, and Brodhi cannot die

Specific Affirmations For This DR: “I am with Aodhan”; “I am Xaden’s brother”; “I am in Basgiath College”; “I am in my dorm room”; “I am training with Ridoc”

Safe Word/Phrase: “Put the lime in the coconut and shake it all up.” (don’t ask)

Me in this DR (Picrew Form):

Probably will add to this more. Maybe will post some individual scenarios for this DR.

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whitrcbbit · 2 months ago

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𝑊ELCOME TO ANASTASIA'S SACRED SPACE

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stass was beginning to get very tired of sitting by her anxious thoughts, and of thinking there's nothing to do about it: once or twice she had peeped into the stuff or advice her shifter friends sent her, but it had no connection to her own journey, ‘and what is the use of an advice,’ thought stass, ‘without understanding the process itself?’

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SOMEWHERE FAR ALONG THIS ROAD HE LOST HIS SOUL TO A WOMAN SO HEARTLESS

ARTISTS; taylor swift, gracie abrams, tate mcrae, the weeknd, dawid podsiadło, lady gaga

DESIRED REALITIES; ferrari dr's, boys of tommen, the empyrean, the 100, metro 2033, london, boarding school, percy jackson and the olympians, what a girl wants inspired dr, alice in wonderland, spiderwick chronicles, the naturals

MY MEN; charles leclerc, charlie bushnell, josh heuston, bob morley, bellamy blake, xaden riorson, luke castellan, johnny kavanagh, dean redding

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don't interact if you're homophobic, transphobic, anti-shifter and don't have basic human decency. i don't feel comfortable messaging directly anyone under the age of 15, so keep that in mind. i'm here to record my journey so please be nice and respectful.

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divinecrashingcourse · 4 months ago

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This post from dr-Zeddy had me thinking thoughts (I am sorry) I enjoyed reading it.

Why would Mohg even want Miquella?

He wouldn't need to be empowered or appointed by Miquella, as he was already sponsored by an outer god. He wouldn't require a consort to help him with any specific tasks to achieve lordship either, unlike Rykard.

It's not even so innovative for a non-empyrean to side with an outer god directly, without the need of using an empyrean as a god vessel. Rykard and LoFF were on similar paths, directly tapping into the main sources of power, which, if you chase power, would be the best deal you could get in the lands between.

He wouldn't need Miquella to win the formless mother's approval, as she wouldn't have bestowed power upon Miquella anyway.

By her standards, the golden child loved by many, the "unalloyed", would not be worthy of her favour. In fact she has only ever considered an omen who was tortured and imprisoned since birth, and some subjugated and enslaved tribal people, worthy. She never even shared her power directly with Mohg's followers - none of the blood affined ashes of wars or incantations referred to her - nor did dynasty members worship her necessarily.

A common misunderstanding is blood loss in battle is always an offering specifically made to her, but by that logic the cleanrot knights with halo scythes, Jerren with flamberge, imps with hatchets, the virgins and Ghiza with their wheels, the omen killers, Yura, Morgott, Malenia… could all be accused of following the formless mother because their weapons were efficient at bleeding enemies dry.

The thing is, weapons are made to hurt and kill, and bleeding and wounding usually does the job. Hemorrhage is simply one of the status effects in ER that represents one of the outstanding techniques to harm and shouldn't be automatically taken as an affiliation with the formless mother. Unlike sleep, madness and death blight, which are explicitly associated with a certain power source.

In fact, the descriptions of blood oath skills and incantations expressly said that they were created and granted by Mohg to share his own power with followers. They then channelled his power to perfect their own skills and invented new weapon arts personal to them.

He wouldn't need Miquella to attract followers. After all, he was the only demigod who used his great rune to bless his comrades.

He wouldn't have any reason to try to somehow shove the formless mother into a flesh shell. We knew she "desired a wound" specifically from both sacred spears and bloodboon ritual, which were all related to how her children may pierce her formless body with the spear or an arm, for her to rain down flaming blood on their enemies.

It's quite obvious that, literally speaking, the wound her children created when they called upon her was the one she craved. She must stay formless to protect them this way. It wouldn't make sense if she just resides in a massive, solid body that floats above them, nor would she desire such an arrangement.

Nothing ever said she demanded offerings from her children and I don't think we should assume that's the case. It was entirely her children’s own choice to reciprocate, offering any bloody battles to her. Blood was simply one of the things that could be taken as an offering as it contains power in this world.

According to Lord of Blood's Exaltation, the offerings were made specifically to Mohg instead of her, and specifically, made for Miquella’s awakening.

An "age of blood" led by a god vessel wouldn't have worked, as the relevant outer god was a passive protector, providing guidance in most extreme circumstances - and perhaps only if people were lucky enough to find her. She didn't actively seek out worshipers: Mohg came across her deep underground, potentially when he was desperately lost; bloodfiends saw her when they accidentally glanced through the corpses of their ancestors.

She never desired to lead or control - bloodflame was her gift to Mohg, and it was entirely Mohg’s decision to distribute his strength and run the dynasty, just like how it's entirely the bloodfiends’ decision to keep the power within their tribe and not to set up any organisation.

Mohg's plan, making a "dynasty", was distinct from making an "age", exactly because his faction was intended to be led by non-gods. Age is for gods to manipulate, whereas a dynasty is a man made kingdom. This is not to say it'd be a peaceful sanctuary free from cruelty, but that no matter what age it is, which god is in charge of the grand design, he wished that it would stand strong, everlasting, in its own corner.

It would align with Ansbach's final advice to us - be a lord, not for the gods. A lord for mankind wouldn't necessarily be healthy, but it would be something new in these god driven lands.

Mohg's Remembrance made it very obvious that "raising Miquella to full godhood" was his goal, and "becoming Miquella's consort and lord" was the way of achieving said goal. He wished to be Miquella's consort, and a lord befitting the god Miquella would be, because he wanted to help Miquella ascend.

If it was intended to be the other way round, it would have literally been worded the other way round.

The DLC doubled down on this by telling us Miquella used Mohg's power to enter the shadow lands, to ascend via the gate of divinity. It makes sense that Mohg would be the only one who could help because, Mohg, as an omen, represents both the oppressor (hornsent pre Messmer) and the oppressed (omen and hornsent post Messmer). Miquella, as an empyrean, the spitting image of Marika, also represents both (the oppressed shaman, and the oppressive crusade and golden order).

Mohg and Miquella together therefore resembles the vicious, endless cycle of abuse across both lands, the hidden, metaphorical “wound” to which the formless mother would be drawn, and the buried truth of which she would be keen to reveal to them as its mother.

Cruelty has always been the truth behind righteousness and glory. The portal must be drenched in blood, to match the blood spilt on the other side.

Therefore even though Mohg may have no need for Miquella, ultimately, Miquella needed the two of them to be united as one, in flesh and blood, in order to go to the LoS. Personally I don't believe Miquella had such knowledge all along, otherwise why bother embedding themselves in the Haligtree?

Either way, no matter the reason behind Miquella's want, in order to get him Miquella must strike first, as otherwise Mohg would have no compelling reason to approach them.

Based on what we know, Mohg shouldn't have loved or revered Miquella at all.

Asking him to lend a hand to the golden child of the golden order should have been an insult. Calling Miquella his dearest should have been a severe case of low self-esteem but that's not him. His great rune was literally soaked in his devout love towards the defilement he was born into, or in less discriminatory words, he was proud, prideful even. He fully accepted the crap cards he had been dealt with and turned it into power instead of feeling insecure and self loathing for his unfair birth.

It would take lots of love, or an exceptionally strong charm (which I'm not sure Miquella could quite conjure) to get past his disdain if he was just asked to plead loyalty to someone who had been treated way better since birth under the same wretched system just because they were lucky enough to have been born as a member of the oppressor race in their day and age, unlike him.

Miquella was pained also for their own reasons, but it could not be compared to the sheer scale of soul crushing horror he had experienced since birth.

Many have concluded based on Morgott's Remembrance that Mohg was also never loved (by Miquella) yet he loved (Miquella) nonetheless. But the thing is, just like their great tunes, they are similar but supposed to complete each other instead of being exactly the same.

We do know that formless mother loved him and she answered his calling and granted him a second phase right in front of our eyes. We know he loved her back, devotedly, in return for her favour. He had only loved in a reciprocal manner, as opposed to Morgott’s love that was selfless and not in return. He would not just go out there and take upon himself the duty of a protector, unlike Morgott.

The difference was he eventually found a mother who considered him worthy, and Morgott didn't.

So I could only imagine that Miquella had reached out to him and done something significant for him that was so endearing on a personal level to have convinced him that Miquella truly understood his suffering, and they deserved his love. Abandonment by parents is the greatest betrayal one could experience. Miquella must have reassured him that they were not and would not become Marika, and he would never be betrayed by them.

This is not saying Miquella must have intentionally deceived him.

If love was Miquella's weapon and Trina was Miquella's love, did she also dull Mohg’s senses and grant him velvety sleep?

Was that how Miquella enchanted, travelling into dreams as Trina, bewitching the dreamer when their defence was low, and slowly drowning them in the quagmire of her sweet oblivion?

Mohg's heart was also cleansed, more or less, by such love Miquella wielded. It is terrifying because, it's the doubt and distrust towards Miquella that would be plucked away first and foremost. From then on, everything about Miquella would be pure, and good, and right.

Miquella must have loved him first.

#elden ring #elden ring sote #shadow of the erdtree #mohg lord of blood #mohg the omen #mohg #miquella the unalloyed #miquella the kind #miquella #formless mother #elden ring theory #st. trina

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shipmistress9 · 16 days ago

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Hiiii

I have a question regarding your fanfic Blueberries & Chocolate Chips.

(Spoilers below for the 13th chapter.)

In the notes of the last chapter you wrote: "And Garrick didn't accidentally betray confidential information!".

Do you know how is "confidential information" defined? Like if Garrick was in a bad mood and Xaden asked what is wrong, how many details could he told him? Like would "I had a bad case, where pregnacy shouldn't possible, but it happened" still be okay?

Thank youuu 😊

Well, I'm not a doctor, so I don't really know what the exact definition/law is. (Though one could probably look in up. 😅)

What I know/remember from friends and family who work in health and care is that such cases of vaguely telling stories about work without mentioning names definitely happen. But I don't know whether that's allowed, or also whether that might depend on what country you're in.

In general, I think that Garrick vaguely telling Xaden about this case could have happened. But also, even without knowing about Xaden’s direct involvement, Violet would still be Liam's friend, so someone they both 'know', however briefly. So that might hit too close either way? 🤔

I do think, however, that Garrick went home that night and poured himself a biiiig glass of whiskey. Then, when Imogen came home--who also works at his office and just had her day off so she has access to these confidential information anyways--he just stared into nothing and said, "You'll never believe what happened to me today..."

#ask #anon #B&CC #riorgail #garrick tavis #dr garrick tavis - obgyn #the empyrean #fanfiction

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Introducing; my version of Rise’s Venus de Milo! (OUTDATED; adding the canon design for BM’s assistant!)

(she/her/thon/thons) She’s about 9 ft tall since she’s equally based off of Frankenstein, IDW Venus and the OG Venus de Milo. more info about her and her life under the cut! (Like, a lot more info, she’s been living in my head since last April) (She’s a year old and I’m only now revealing her info!) (HBD Venus!!)

Her Family in the Hidden City

Big Mama had her made by a scientist/patron of hers during the first 2 seasons as a synthetic competitor for her Battle Nexus, but after her change of heart in the S2 finale, she took thon in as her heiress and daughter to try and do something right for a change. It’s very hard for her. Her parenting style is a good balance of gentle and stern but she thinks praise is a good replacement for emotional vulnerability and it’s turned Venus into quite a megalomaniac. Venus just calls her “Mama” and BM calls her “Veedee” (If she calls thon “Venus,” thon’s in deep shit)

Time wise, after the movie she’s physically at age 1.5, 2 years old, though mentally thon’s about where Leo and Donnie are, 16. (Still very young, please keep in mind she is a child and has big eyes like the teenagers in the show, she’s just tall. If you sexualize her I will send you to the shadow realm. BEHAVE.)

Venus also sees the doctor that made her, Dr Shelly, as her father, and they’re quite close. She spent the first few weeks of her life in his home, mostly in his library where she filled her head with everything most people know intuitively. She often can recite information she has no memory of learning, these first few weeks were less like learning and more like remembering information but from no memories.

Venus’s closest friend & surrogate older sister is Jennika, who works as Big Mama’s assistant (and a fine artist!) under the codename “Frida.” The 2 spend most of their days on diplomatic missions in the Hidden City mafia underworld and managing/restructuring the Battle Nexus to be more ethical. Venus is a naturally studious academic who loves philosophy, literature, and of course, renaissance art, so adults tend to think she’s mature, but only Jennika really knows how naive she can be. Jennika misses her human family, so they’ve really latched onto each other.

She picked her name out herself. When thon was first revived, Shelly rushed up to her and almost addressed her with a name starting with V but stopped himself before he could say it in full. Changed his mind and said that he supposed that name probably wouldn’t fit right now. So she had a preference for a V name.

Thon’s Physiology

It’s quite the mystery how he did it, but the secret to Venus’s sentience is a machine that manages to convert any matter she digests into energy in the form of empyrean. This is why she was mostly kept a rapunzel-like secret for the first few months of her life before she had Jennika as a bodyguard. Nobody knows about her heart except herself, Jennika, Shelly and Big Mama.

If she bleeds or cries, it glows bright green, so she hates both because thon feels like she’s drawing attention to herself. She’s insecure about most of her organic parts anyway and pushes herself to appear stoney, inorganic and perfect. (The consequences of idolizing and wanting to emulate a literal goddess statue, skill issue) It’s not like her fears are completely unfounded though, she has no idea where Shelly got her dead body parts.

If she’s too stressed, the seams on her upper arms bleed and they fall off like a gecko tail. She kinda looks like the og Venus do Milo statue when that happens, it’s a bit gruesome.

To represent her need to balance the organic/inorganic parts of herself, thon’s biggest dreams vs realistic expectations for herself, her right hand is organic (and based off the 2012 turtles) while her left is robotic. (& made to look like big mama’s claws in her spider form)

Goals & wants

She wants to overthrow the council of heads and rule the Hidden City as president. (Through a democracy of course!) She sees them as ineffective and useless, she went to them during the Kraang invasion to tell them something needed to be done about the alien invaders but they did nothing and said to let the turtles handle it. She’s grateful everything turned out well but she still has a grudge against them and the way they run things. Big Mama thinks she’s silly and Jennika thinks she’s a mentally unwell, workaholic, megalomaniac but pizza supreme as her witness, thon’s gonna do it.

Thon wants to be a good, ethical leader/politician (oxymoronic, I know lmao) and sees the increasing amount of Battle Nexus estate Big Mama entrusts her with as practice for managing yokai society. She would love “the Good Place.”

She also wants to know more about Jennika and for her to reconcile with her father.

Venus’s arc

“Your life is your own, ok?!” She struggles with dehumanizing (de-turtle-izing?) herself because she believes it makes her greater, more fit to achieve her goals. When the fact that she’s a mortal, breathing, living being, that can’t possibly be anywhere near divine like thon thinks she needs to be hits her, she spirals. Thon desperately needs to learn that being imperfect is a necessary gift, that she is “the protagonist of her own life” and that you don’t need to be a great person to do great things, you just need to be a person.

She’s very studious and seen as intelligent and mature for her age, but when she’s put in real life situations after meeting her cousins, the turtles, she has to learn to to manage imperfections and embrace them.

She’s quite based off of MP100 and Barbie haha.

For this internal conflict I was inspired by how the original character’s depiction back in the 80’s was really,, dehumanizing? if that’s the right word? Misogynistic very much too. I find the message that; “no matter what other people think of you or what you think of yourself, you will never be anything more or less than a regular being” both comforting in itself and a neat subversion of the original VdM since one of my favorite aspects of Rise’s writing is how subversive it is.

I can’t wait to show you more of her! Esp how she interacts with the Mad Dogs!

Bonus; Design Details!

All the turtles have shape motifs; square, rectangle, circle, triangle, her’s is a Raindrop shape! Combined with her electric motifs she’s a bit of a storm cloud lol

The Turtles’s shells are s-shaped and follow the curvature of a human spine, I draw Venus’s shell really distorted and disproportionate to this since she’s inorganic.

Similarly, while the other turtles shells and plastrons are like boxes that contain their whole torsos, thon’s kinda just sits on top of her torso, where her plastron ends and her legs begin don’t line up. It started out as an anatomical error but i liked how it made her look distorted and off somehow. (Kinda gruesome, but it kinda helps her look like a bloated corpse, which is what she is aksjks) To be clearer, the difference between how the mad dogs’ shells/plastrons/bridges(sides) are attached to their bodies vs Venus’s is like the difference between a bodysuit and a t-shirt.

#rottmnt #artists on tumblr #digital art #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #venus de milo #venus tmnt #venus de milo tmnt #my art <3 #gonetoforks’ art

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