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Don’t put Chipper and TWDG together. It’ll either be super funny/actual crack or the saddest thing you’ve ever laid eyes on.
#chipper#One of them would end up getting bitten I just know it#And then the other would have to put them down#like a dog#Bam#Old Yeller style#Take Ripper out behind the shed and load yer gun#Either that or Chase/Ripper would keep the other as a pet Walker/Zombie or something#because they would be too scared to let go#So they keep what’s left of them alive for as long as possible#even if it kills them too.#Oof sorry for the angst#I need to replay Twdg
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TW: Blood/Injury, Implied Death
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With you
Lil one-shot I guess...??
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After the dust cleared, it was dead silent. The air was thick with moisture from the dark clouds looming above them all. Someone, probably Raphael, yelled out something Two didn't quite process, his ears still ringing as his vision slowly cleared.
A faint blue glow flickered in the near distance, not too far from where Two was slumped on the ground. More muffled shouts rang out as Two attempted to collect himself, staggering to his feet and trudging over to the source of-
No.
Just the image alone was enough to bring Two collapsing back to his knees. Stupid, he thought.
"H-hey..." One's weak voice just barely got through to Two, snapping him right out of his thoughts.
He stared down at the dimming blue glow, watching it flicker and fade in and out. How the hell are you still here, breathing?
His thoughts became flooded in his head, even more so as he felt his arms cradle his brother's near-lifeless body.
"Did we win?"
Two felt his jaw clench at One's question, feeling frighteningly close to grinding his teeth until they were flat.
Did we win?
The question echoed in Two’s head, as if that would better help him process this moment. In any other instance, he would have deflected and scoffed at such an empty, meaningless question. Did it matter? he thought as he titled his head up, looking around briefly at the wasteland that surrounded them. It was over, that much was apparent.
"Yes,” he huffed, looking down at his brother in his arms as he continued, “Now, shut it and save your strength. Your heart-"
"I know," One croaked out in between a few sputtering breaths, interrupting Two in more ways than one. Two tried to ignore the cast-off of blood coming from his brother's mouth, despising the sickening feeling settling in his stomach as it hit his chin. One smiled weakly up at his brother, his eyes dull and unfocused.
How dare you, Two thought to himself.
His eyes flickered from One's exposed heart, bleeding out and hardly beating, and back to his brother’s face. His brother looked beaten, bloody...broken. It wasn't a look he saw from him often, if at all. It was that damn smile that he watched waver as One's heart beat softer and softer. What cruel irony, Two couldn't help but think, a metaphorical expression brought to life by his stupid, thoughtless, idiotic brother.
Two could still fix this. Even as he held his brother tighter against his own plastron and felt his shirt get soaked by the horrid mix of blood and empyrean; he thought to himself how he'd be the one to fix this.
There was no other choice left.
“Good…” One let out the softest of chuckles, “…we…we can s-start over.”
Something in Two’s own chest faltered, even just briefly. It was enough to shut out the feeling of One’s pathetic coughs and wheezes against him. He watched how One's eyes dulled further, his gaze wandering away from Two's face.
Starting over? That wasn’t ever an option, not one that Two had ever weighed in his mind. He wasn’t sure if that was even an option now. After everything he had done, everything he sacrificed, worked for…his brother still wanted to burn it, bury everything down and out of Two’s reach. One wanted this win, he wanted the impossible.
“Impossible…” Two muttered under his breath.
He heard yet another faint chuckle. And then the dense silence that followed.
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~bonus doodles~
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#emd fanart#acey doodles#i was in a mood#still in that mood#i'm just a goon with my angsty ideas..#letting that angst just simmer for now#oof#also i am not a writer so i'm cringing right along with y'all 🫣#i just wanted to draw and write something for this amazing au that inspires me endlessly ♥️#i'm at a loss for words at just how greatly this au inspires me seriously the story and the lore and the art just move me so much#i am a sad sap but i am free 🥲#also#i'm sorry for hurting your boy somni 😳 even if it's just a one-shot *bu-dum tsk*#*skitters away*#Spotify#:)
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Dee Reincarnation AU Part 1
Current | Part 2
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Lore: She didn't let Gale come when we went into the vaults and read the Annals of Karsus, so when she couldn't stop him from pursuing the crown, Gale died as soon as he picked up the pieces from the water. (Actually happened in my game)
And I always believed she would never forgive herself for that. She'd carry that regret and grief with her for the rest of her life.
#astarion ancunin#bg3 astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3#bg3 tav#tav: dee#astarion x tav#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale#i STILL don't have a name for Astarion x Dee#StarDetective?#DeeStarion?#Bloodee LMAO#Enjoy some angst :')#gonna rest my hand again oof I just had the urge to draw and wanted to draw#sorry wizard husband I'll rest my hand now#Dee Reincarnation AU
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wano spoilers
feeling some kind of emotional about rayleigh and roger flashbacks in wano, with smol shanks and buggy. and later oden and toki and their kids :'(
rayleigh has so much patience for them lmao
just few of my favorite panels:
(their captain is an idiot; a shared sentiment by whoever's captain wears the strawhat, probably)
(this is so cute and sad especially knowing this playfulness and love from roger never reached ace ;-; sorry)
"reminds me of the old days." - i wonder if rayleigh means by this shanks or buggy (or both? im not that far yet, if we know more of their backstories, but they were already very young on the roger's ship, so it would make sense if they found one of them as a baby and basically were raising him together ;-; *cries again*)
no really, these flashbacks said rogerray with kids rights, and rayleigh was the only one with a parenting braincell
and this last thing reminds me how often it's one of the strawhats (cough. zoro) reading luffy the news, mostly about their new bounties
smth smth captain and his first mate
and then this angst.... with the goodbyes, and rayleigh possibly keeping roger's pirate hat after he left.
these flashbacks were so emotional! so good and informative how roger's pirates worked, how oden went with them and their journey to the places we've seen luffy and strawhats travel from beginning of one piece - skypiea and the poneglyph text that oden wrote there for roger. water 7 and meeting young franky!, fishman island and roger and oden hearing that voice but rayleigh not hearing it. that was all so interesting.
it was both so fun and joyful, but also sad and devastating, what it must have been to part in the end, for the rest of the crew (and rayleigh especially.)
#one piece#wano arc#wano arc spoilers#silvers rayleigh#gol d. roger#rogerray#one piece ch 965-973#mine#gif:op manga#..... sorry i want to tag this as zolu. bc its zolu adjacent ;-; the angst potential of 'it better not end like this for them'#zolu#the parallels between roger and luffy. zoro and rayleigh. are insane#i would also say oden and luffy parallels. like very similar characteristics about the joy of adventure and freedom being so important#(and something something if luffy sun and zoro moon. then oden x toki and luffy x zoro parallels are there too!)#its just.. so much#i love this arc#and the way oden was smiling in his very last end... like roger... like luffy is always smiling. oof#long post
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Would we mayhapse get another round of the Dew fights with someone and they have to very roughly make up like that SwissDew one I'm sure we all love deeply (I know I do)
Ofc dear anon, also I’m so so very happy you enjoyed my Swissdew series, I regard that one so very deeply in my heart. I hope you enjoy this one!
Mist finally confronts dew after his transition.
Warnings for hurt no comfort, implied but not described character death/tragic event, implied but not described torture/traumatic events, mist blames aether and omega for dew and deltas botched transitions
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“So you really went through with it”
Dew barely registers the sound of her walking outside. The light from the kitchen brightens the space behind him as mist slides open the door. He can’t help but wince seeing her shadow darken his space on the porch.
“Yup”
The cold air whips around them, bringing goosebumps to mists skin while dew sits in his chair unphased, a pile of ashes and old newspapers lay beside him. The air smells like dead leaves tinged with the smoke coming from dew burning pieces of paper at his fingertips. Something that would be comforting on any other night makes her stomach turn. His usual smell of aloe and chamomile long since singed into a sickly petrol that invaded her senses. Mist hadn’t seen him since his transition until now, dew purposely avoiding her to avoid this very interaction.
“I’m sure aethers real pleased with his work this time” mist bites. An attempt to antagonize him, force him to finally talk to her. She doesn’t bother to sit down, only chooses to stand behind dew and wonders if he will even spare her a glance. The wind scatters his pile of ashes, sending them into the yard as dew puts out the flame on his finger.
“Don’t bring aether into this”
“Why shouldn’t I? You know what happened to delta-“
“Delta wasn’t aethers fault mist”
Her throat closes hearing her own name come from his lips. Something she hadn’t heard in weeks and she honestly didn’t know if she would ever hear it again. Because of a botched transition or dew practically disowning her she didn’t know. But a searing ice cold chill ran down her spine. A small part of her brain begged him to just look at her.
“It wasn’t but it was the same situation. If omega of all ghouls can fuck up did you really expect me to trust aether?”
Dew grabs another newspaper and turns it into ash as his flame only grows hotter.
“I told you to stop fucking mentioning him”
“And why should I? What if something happened” it’s all mist can do to not raise her voice. She tries to focus on the sky, count the stars instead of wondering what dew even looks like under his hood. She wonders if it’s even her dewdrop under there. She’s scared of the answer.
“Aether loves me. He wouldn’t do anything to hurt me” more ash dances around the deck, a line of minuscule destruction in favor of lighting the entire deck up while dew attempts to control his new magic.
“Do you think we didn't love delta? He wasn’t some failed experiment like you seem to think he was” mist rubs her face with her sleeve, catching a stray tear that was forming as the cold air invaded her skin
“I never said that”
“Besides, did it not hurt? Did aether not hurt you when he fucking scarred over your gills? Did it not hurt when he forced the fire magic through your veins? Did it not burn? Do you honestly think-“
“What the fuck is your point mist?” Dew stands up to face her.
She can’t help her reaction. A gasp covered by her hands as she stares at what used to be her water ghoul. The gills along his neck had scarred over hastily, red and wrinkled irritated skin stretched over them irregularly. The veins in his hands had turned an ashy grey color, no doubt a side effect of the searing fire ghoul powers that now coursed through them. Dew quickly covers his hands with the sleeves of his sweatshirt, looking away from mists gaze.
“My point is I could hear you screaming in the infirmary dew.” A tear falls down her face as she fixates on the irregular skin around his neck
“I was fine”
“I stayed there every night until omega told me you were ok. Don’t tell me you were fine when I had to listen to you go through that” her fists clench at her side. Dew still won’t look her in the eye.
“You didn’t have to stay. That’s your fault”
Dew makes the mistake of finally looking at mist. A tear runs down her cheek as he takes in her own state. Dark bags under her eyes as she wraps one of dews discarded jackets around herself. The glance doesn’t last for more than a second or two before dew sits back down again. It’s not a sight he wants to bare, he doesn’t want to believe that mist has torn herself to shreds because of him.
There’s no response that makes sense for her to say. A sick feeling in her stomach after weeks of fighting with him to be told it’s her fault for caring. And maybe it was her fault for spending multiple sleepless nights in the infirmary, for standing at dews door multiple times a day hoping he would answer when she knocked, hell even for not being able to take off the jacket she stole from him months ago.
“I thought you were going to die dew”
The words burn in her throat. A reality she hasn’t yet faced but hits her like a bag of concrete.
He stands up once again, gaze fixed to the ground as he pushes past her to open the door and walk inside.
#hurt no comfort#I’m sorry#oof#aether and omega aren’t bad guys#but I think from mists perspective she’s not happy#I am not implying aether and omega are bad I wanna make that clear#I love them#the band ghost#ghost#nameless ghouls#ghost bc#fanfic#wrath writes#dewdrop ghoul#mist ghoulette#wrath’s ghost lore#angst
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delicate - chapter 56
In which Katara and Zuko confront Long Feng and the Dai Li, but even a timely interference by their allies may not be enough to save them...
[CW: violence, mild gore, and the author once again stomping all over your hearts even though she promises the worst is over after this chapter]
#in which the author was shamelessly inspired by pride & prejudice + bridgerton#this chapter was a beast to get through#also I'm sorry#I'm so sorry for any emotional damages because oof#zutara fanfiction#zutara#zuko x katara#angst with a happy ending
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quick doodle of regular <3
#dndads#dndads s2#normal oak#technically. not really#perfectly regular au#cal draws#not gonna bother doing all the big tags i dont feel like it#im tired LOL#anyways this will make ablot more sense very soon#(i am working on a comic abt regular)#hes just my little guy! made me feel better to draw this#cant wait for regular to speedrun teenage angst at lightning speeds#sorry abt the bad contrast with the words#it looked better when i had my brughtness up when i drew it but oof thats kinda hard to read#it says [...you too huh?]#its not rlly important i kisy put that there to fill the space bc i was too lazy to crop the canvas
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Sorry lol for Emmet month #4, Memories, I had to do the angst route
Emmet longs for the return of his brother by his side. He can never forget.
#submas#submas angst#pla era#emmet#monthofemmet#had to go for this ans I'm sorry for it lol#*and#can't stop doing concepts like this oof
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If you had to pick, do you like angst or fluff more? :0
Generally I tend to read something that has both. I need an angsty start and fluffy ending lol ✨
But if I had to pick… I mean it definitely depends on how you define angst, but if it’s not too hardcore I’d probably go with angst. Otherwise— fluff.
I’m too soft for the dark stuff. TwT
#I’m just too soft sometimes urgh#I’m sorry I can’t choose#they’re both way too important to me lol#I need angst AND fluff#one or the other is either too slow or too distressing for me oof#I’m a picky reader TwT#ghost talks#but yeah I don’t ever read hurt no comfort fics#and I’m drawing hard lines with how much angst I can take#so… fluff
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I do sometimes just like. Think about the fact that Jamie isn't actually an orphan. Their mother (and I guess their father but yknow) is still very much alive, theres just... absolutely know way either would ever know what happened to the other
They both wonder still, sometimes. In various ways
#;-; sorry im back to oc angst#i have a very oof drawing idea for mothers day XD#something something all my character stories tie around to the themes of how the past shapes the present#oc: jamie#oc talk#ask to tag
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My brain did this I'm so sorry
Ajax headcannons cause I can (forgive me):
-Greek mythology says something along the line of male gorgon can't exist sooo...trans!ajax.
-ajax defo has two mams, one gorgon and either a second gorgon mam or mabey either normie or siren
-ajax loves all reptiles and (thanks to eugene) bees. Hates wasps tho, they kill bees and aren't very useful.
-strangely innocent, knows about top and bottom tho
-did drugs once with a friend, ended up throwing up as soon as he toon it tho so...never again
-wishes gorgons were called the slithers and not stoners since gives wrong impression
-fell hard for Eugene and Enid...but ajax and Enid ended on good terms after a few months of dating.
-hates his snakes sometimes and unfortunately s/lf h//ms (If u know u know) by c//ting them off...luckily has only done that three times, only six sneks were lost.
-has random scale patches everywhere and he sheds like a snek does, it's kinda painful ngl
-wishes he had normal hair like Eugene since Eugene's hair is super super fluffy!!!
-scared to go out alone since gorgon attacks (normies attacking gorgons) are getting more frequent in the US...(why did brain do such thing idk)
-ajax has greek, Italian and Belgium roots in his family
-his snakes look like dark pastel green pythons and have cute puppy mouths
-ajax isn't venomous cause his snakes aren't but he does have backwards facing canines and pre-molars (the teeth just behind the canines)
Hope you enjoyed what the 'tism brought up today
#ajax x eugene#ajax petropolus#trans ajax wednesday#brain go brrrr#autism did this not me#im so sorry if this offends people im terrible#ajax angst#oof
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Olsen I
Part 7 of On The Inside With Elizabeth Olsen
Word Count: ~3.5K
masterlist
TW: Self Harm. Alcohol addiction.
Y/N POV
The ride to Olsen's feels like it's taking for-fucking-ever. I swear Mr. Bronson is taking every long way he can, but I know that's not true. When he picked me up, he could tell something was wrong. Over the course of the ride, I've sent Elizabeth a handful of texts. I know I'm being harsh, but I'm fucking pissed.
"When were you going to tell me?"
"How many more lies are you keeping from me?"
"Took a look at your wiki ENGAGED since 2019, huh?"
All messages still say DELIVERED.
Looking at her Wikipedia page was weird and only added more fuel to the fire inside me. A small part of my brain knows she must have her reasons, but I'm choosing to ignore it. Most things she told me about herself seem to be true. But why lie? She knows who the fuck she is. Granted, I guess when she picked me, she knew what a fucking dumbass I was.
When the car stops, I finally realize what my hands have been busy with. I look down at the cuts forming on my knees. It's a result of tick I do when I'm nervous/anxious/pissed off. I run my hands up and down my knees, digging into them—something I haven't done in half a year.
Mr. Bronson, like the quick man he is, opens the car door for me, helping me out. I watch him take a brief look at my knees. "I'll be waiting for your return, Y/N." I thank him and make my way to the building entrance. Thankfully no paparazzi are around, well, as far as I know. They snagged that picture of Elizabeth and me from the park, so who knows where those fuckers are.
I greet the doorman and go to walk in before being stopped. I look to the doorman stopping me. "I was just here. I'm a guest of Liz's- um, Ms. Olsen." I grit my teeth. The doorman looks me up and down. "I'm sorry, Miss, I believe you're mistaken." He begins to escort me backward without touching me.
"Really, we're doing this?" I spit out at this man. "Miss, please don't make this a bigger situation." I look up at this man. "Are you kidding me?"
"What seems to be the problem?" I turn around to see Mr. Bronson. The doorman explains how I was trying to trespass and refusing to leave the premises. Fucking prick. Mr. Bronson knows this dude is full of shit, but he pretends to listen to be polite. "Listen, I can assure you that Miss. Y/N is a respected guest of Ms. Olsen, and if you could kindly grab Mr. Madison, he can match my claim."
Mr. Bronson is MVP of the night tonight. When the doorman turns around to fetch Mr. Madison, I turn to Mr. Bronson to thank him, but he looks down at me and winks. "No problem, kid."
Mr. Madison returns without the other doorman. He opens the door, lets me in, and thanks, Mr. Bronson. "I apologize, Miss. Y/N for the trouble that has been caused to you tonight." Getting in the door isn't even my most significant issue tonight. "I'm just thankful you could help me out, Mr. Madsion." He nods, continuing to walk me to the elevator. Once I'm inside, he bids me goodnight.
Like the drive over, the elevator ride feels like it's taking its sweet time. Once the ride stops and the lift dings, I mentally prepare myself as best as I can. The doors open, and I step out into the same hallway I was in hours ago—each step to Elizabeth's door echos throughout my body.
And here I am outside her door.
I knock a couple of times and wait.
Liz POV (earlier)
I cautiously make my way over, unlocking and opening the door.
"Robbie?" I let slip out in my shock.
"Hi, Lizzie." He croaks out. I look at the man in front of me up and down. This is not the man I left in Richmond. The Robbie in front of me has let his beard untrimmed, his face looks beat up, and his clothes seem to hang off of him. I look up into his eyes. The redness and bags hanging off of them tell me everything I need to know.
I've destroyed him.
"May I come in?" I nod and gesture for him to enter. He thanks me and walks in. With his back turned to me, I wipe my now sweat-covered hands off. I watch as Robbie takes a look over everything. "Could I get you anything?" Robbie turns to me. "Just a water would be fine, please, and thank you."
I continue watching Robbie make his way to the couch. He cautiously sits down and waits. I fill up a glass of water and bring it to him. He graciously takes it as I sit down a couch cushion over from him. He takes a sip and places his glass on a coaster. "I know you hate water stains." Robbie and I both give one another a weak smile.
"So where-" "How hav-" We both start simultaneously. "Go ahead." I nod at Robbie.
Robbie briefly smiles before looking off, thinking. I am mentally trying to prepare myself for anything he might ask, but the truth is I don't have an answer for any of them.
"Before we start, Liz, I want you to know that I did not come here to argue." Robbie points his eyes to mine. He's being truthful. "I came here because we left a lot of things unsaid the last time we saw each other. I hurt you." I watch as his bottom lip starts to quiver. "I'm sorry for that. Truly. And um." Robbie breaths in. "I want us to talk about everything from Richmond to now. It doesn't matter in which order. I hope you understand."
"Y-yes," I reply through a broken voice.
Robbie's eyes glance over at me. I can tell he is thinking about how to start. After minutes of silence, a question breaks through the air. "What's their name?" I was hoping we wouldn't start with Y/N, but I can't blame him. "Y/N." I squeak out. Robbie nods, muttering the name back to himself. I also want to ask him questions, but I want Robbie to do it himself. If I start asking, it'll feel like I'm trying to steer the conversation another way.
"This whole time, I thought you were in L.A. Or maybe I just hoped you were." Robbie shrugs. I let my shoulders drop. "Robbie, I- I'm sorry." Robbie shakes his head. "I thought about you every day." Robbie offers. "I thought about you too." I retort, hoping to give him a tiny shred of happiness.
"Were you gonna come back?" The pain in Robbie's voice every time he speaks is like a stab to the heart. "Yes." "For me or your job?" I bite my bottom lip before replying. "Both." A whispered, "Okay." Falls from Robbie's mouth as he goes to take a sip of water. "I should have been more forthcoming and clear from the start. It wasn't my intention to hurt you and make you leave."
I nod. Robbie sees it and falls back into silence. I know it wasn't, but I was blinded by it all at the moment.
"What the hell are you saying!? You want to break up? Is this about what happened on set?" Robbie sighs. "Lizzie, that's not what I'm saying at all!" I throw my hands up, walking away. "Oh, really, Robbie? You just told me you've been thinking that we should take a break and slow down!" Robbie follows after me. "Lizzie! I'm just saying that we've both been way too stressed and busy with everything. Maybe we should slow down!"
I walk up the stairs and into our bedroom door, closing it and locking it behind me. "Lizzie." Robbie tries opening the door but stops when he realizes it's locked. "Babe." I sit on our bed, ignoring him, trying to catch my breath. I'm on the verge of an attack.
I hear Robbie take a seat outside the door. I run my hand through my hair, remembering the last time he asked for something like this.
We were only a couple of months into our relationship. When I was asked if we could slow things down. I was hesitant, but I agreed. His band was starting to do well, and I was being booked more frequently, so it seemed like a good decision. Only for a couple of weeks later, Robbie showed up in the middle of the night profusely apologizing, slurring his words, saying, "she meant nothing." I know he wasn't lying but yeah, it fucking hurt. What hurt even more, was how much Robbie hurt himself over it. That night he showed up. He had cuts up and down his biceps.
So yes, Robbie is right. We've both been stressed as of late. Yes, we barely feel like a couple at times. But I can't help but think about before.
"Is- Is thi- Is this like last time, Robbie?" I ask through the closed door. I hear him shuffle. "Not at all." His voice sounds sincere. Robbie tries the door again, Still locked. "Lizzie, I'm just saying that." He pauses. "That we both haven't felt each other in a while. It just seems like we're here just to be here. Maybe slowing things down and taking a step back might be good."
I break down. I stifle my cries through my palms. I didn't want to hear this. I don't want a repeat of last time. I believe Robbie when he says that's not his intention or plan, but you never know. I try to gather up as much oxygen as I can. I look around the room and make a choice.
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Before Robbie knew it, I had two bags packed up. I shuffled my way past him and down the stairs. Robbie pleads for me to answer any of his questions, but I can't focus on that. If I stop, my body will betray me. Before I make it out the main door, Robbie asks. "Lizzie, is this it?"
I don't turn towards him, but I answer. "I just need to think about this. Us. I'll call you when I land."
"Robbie." Robbie watches me scoot closer towards him. "Take off your coat and roll up your sleeves," I ask him in a calming tone. I don't want to force him, but I need to know. How is looking at me hurts. He thinks I'm judging him, but I want to ensure it didn't happen. Robbie stands up. He removes his coat, setting it down on the arms of the couch. Robbie shuts his eyes as if he's trying to hide from the world. He carefully rolls up his sleeves.
Robbie stops at his elbows. I stand up and carefully take an arm in my hand: no marks or anything. Robbie still hasn't opened his eyes. I gently place my hand on his elbow, and I start rolling up the sleeves some more.
I take a sharp breath in when I see the first cut. I look up at Robbie's eyes closed and ashamed. I keep pulling up. One cut turns into two, which turns into five. I stop when Robbie places his hand over mine. He's looking at me through tears. "I'm sorry." I don't respond. Instead, I pull him into a hug. Both of us take it as a sign to let the tears fall.
Standing here brings me back to this morning when Y/N held me.
After a while, Robbie whispers something into the top of my head. I pull back, not knowing what it was. "What was that babe- Robie?" Robbie unwraps himself from me and takes a seat at the kitchen island. I sit on the couch cushion closest to him.
"I don't remember doing most of these." I know he is talking about his arms, but he doesn't remember? I raise an eyebrow, confused. Robbie sees it and explains. "Since you left, I haven't been taking care of myself. Well obviously. But I- I've been-" He pauses, but I already know the answer. I knew it from the second he walked in.
"You've been drinking," I say, catching me off guard. Robbie accepts my tone. "The day I decided to call you, after not hearing from you. I woke up on our kitchen floor at 5 P.M." Robbie pauses as he runs his fingers through his beard. "I don't remember the previous night." Robbie lets out a weak chuckle. "As I said, I thought you were in L.A. this whole time. Then I saw the pictures."
I drop my head into my hands. I regret not telling Robbie where I was and if I was safe. I can't imagine the hell that was running through his mind. Because I know I've been there consistently worrying about your partners' well-being for them to be silent.
"Liz." I turn my head up to Robbie. I swear, for a second, I thought it was Y/N. "Yes?" "In Richmond, I asked if we could slow down. That was a terrible way of saying that, but I did it because we were both stressed about the wedding, your show and movie, and my band. But I just wanted us to be in a good position for our future." Robbie gets up and comes closer to me. He sits down in front of me on the floor.
"Lizzie, I believe I still want that." Robbie gently reaches for my hands. I place them in his. "But I'm not going to lie before you left, it felt like for the weeks prior- It felt like we were never on the same page. We just didn't feel each other anymore. Did you feel that way?" Robbie brushes his thumb over my engagement ring. A tear falls from my face at that action.
"Yes. I didn't feel you anymore, Robbie." Robbie lets out a disappointed sigh. "Is there anything I could've done?" My lips quiver at that question because the truth is. "I don't know." I watch Robbie think.
"Robbie, when you said what you said, yes, it hurt me not because it was coming from you but because I already knew it. I knew for a while. I was scared, and I didn't want to face the truth. Robbie, I still love you. I do. But-"
"But it's not there anymore." I nod at Robbie as tears and sniffles fill the room. Robbie gets up from the floor and sits down next to me. I turn to him so we can hold each other for what might be the final time.
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Being held by Robbie was about the last thing I expected to happen today. But it's something I needed. I'm still kicking myself over how I acted in Richmond. I have anxiety, and for me to treat Robbie how I did when he was being open with me... I'll never forget.
"Lizzie," Robbie whispers, breaking me out of my head. "It's okay. I'll be okay." I cup his face, nodding. "I want to help Robbie." Robbie places his hands over mine. "Lizzie, I- I don't. I- I've been talking with a doctor in L.A. and talked to someone from the Crisis Text Line."
"Robbie I-"
"Don't worry, Lizzie. I know that look on your face. It's one of the reasons I love you. You want to help no matter what. But this is something I have to do for myself. I leave tomorrow morning. No matter how our conversation went, I was still returning to L.A. I just wanted to know if we would be together or not."
"I'm sorry, Robbie-
"Elizabeth." This time Robbie is holding my face. "Stop apologizing. I know what's going on in that head. What's happening between us right now is happening in the most mutual way possible. Plus, you didn't force me to make the actions that I did." Robbie wipes away the tears I have.
"I understand, Robbie, but please, I at least want to do something. Let me come with you to your first visit. Is it tomorrow?" Robbie shakes his head no. "It's in a couple of days when you should be back in London. I planned it that way." I shut my eyes hurt. I know it is for the best, but ow.
I hear Robbie sigh. "Tomorrow afternoon, I'm going to an AA meeting back home. I don't believe I have an addiction per se, but we both know what the last few days have done to me, and not for the first time. So if you want to help, you can make sure I make it to that meeting. Plus, being in L.A. for even a day can make it so I can start moving out."
"Moving out? What Robbie no-"
"Lizzie, we're-" Robbie looks at me, confused. "We're-"
"I know, but as you said, I'm going to be in London. So it'll be easier for you to stay at our- the house. I trust you, Robbie." I pause. I want to say more, but I don't want to make things more upsetting or worse. "You're still my friend." I smile at him.
"Just friend, not best friend?" We both let out a deserved laugh. Robbie looks up into my eyes like it's his last time. "Thank you for everything, Lizzie." I frown, not letting the waterworks start up again. "Thank you, Robbie." We pull each other into another hug before releasing one another. Robbie goes to get up. I watch him curiously.
"This is a little weird, but could I use your bathroom before I head out?" "Robbie, you're not seriously considering leaving right now, are you?" "Well, yeah?" I shake my head no. "You're staying here tonight. No offense Robbie you look like hell. You need a shower and a good night's sleep. Plus, I want to know you're safe. So please stay here tonight." I get up, walking closer to my now ex.
"Are you sure?" Robbie is hesitant, and I get it. "Mm-hmm," I reply. I get closer and closer until I wrap my arms around him. "Plus, I can make us breakfast in the morning before our flight." Robbie puts his arms around me. "I'm going to miss your famous waffles." I unsling myself from Robbie. "What about my anchovy toast?" This causes us to both crack up. "Only a little," Robbie says through a smile I haven't seen in a long time.
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After helping Robbie find towels and clothes, he could wear later tonight. I helped him get out of his shirt and pants, and even though Robbie told me this was unnecessary, I still wanted to help, plus a part of me was curious to see if he was self-harming anywhere else. Thankfully he wasn't. I started a nice bubble bath for him as he laughed at all the effort I was putting in. But I don't mind.
Robbie sits on the edge of the tub next to me as we wait for the bath to fill up. "Elizabeth?" I turn to him," What's up?" "I just want you to know that if anything did happen between you and Y/N, I'm not mad. You seem happy with Y/N." A smile creeps on my face. I am happy with her. "I figured," Robbie replies, looking away. "We both know I've made mistakes in the past, so I can't blame you if anything happened."
As awkward as it is, to hear Robbie say it was lovely. I thanked him before stealing his phone, so I could start a soothing, calming playlist so he could enjoy as much of his bath as possible.
Robbie thanked me for everything and escorted me out of the bathroom. According to him, it's weird for my ex to watch me bathe. I guess he's not wrong. I clean my face and eyes before exiting. Closing the multiple doors from the bathroom makes the playlist nonexistent, which is good because right now, I could use a moment to think. To think about myself. To think about Robbie and mines future apart. To think about Y/N.
My mind begins filling with Y/N before a set of knocks interrupts me.
After being surprised visited by MK and Robbie, this time, I decide to check the door's peephole."Y/N?" I say to myself.
I unlock and open the door. "Y/N? Why are you here? Are you okay?" I look Y/N up and down. She doesn't seem happy or sad. She looks hurt and upset with a mix anger. "Y/N?" I feel the tension being built between us.
"I never knew the Olsen twins had a sister."
Pt. 8
A/N
If you or anyone you know self-harm I just want you to know that you're not a bad person. We all have shit going on with us. Self-harm is not a mental disorder. It is a behavior - an unhealthy way to cope with strong feelings. The important thing is recognizing it. Talking to someone, anyone who you think can help, is always a good idea.
Here is the Crisis Text Line. Text HOME to 741741 to reach a volunteer Crisis Counselor.
Sorry to leave it on a cliffhanger but don't worry, next chapter! Stay safe, everyone.
If you have any comments or ideas, leave them <3
#fanfic#elizabeth olsen#elizabeth olsen x reader#y/n#OTIWEO#lizzie olsen#sorry#drama?#robbie arnett#cheating#talks#oof#DRAMA#the drama#bi drama#angst#not fluff
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Hiii just wanted to drop by and say i love Arjun sm
*offers you a small, shiny coin*
May we have some Arjun fun facts if you have time :0??
*accepts the coin* Aww thank you, Vasya! Glad you love our beloved Captain 🥹
And oh, sure! Dropping some Arjun fun facts down below! (Keep in mind some are angsty so you're warned)
Arjun has been in a couple of covert operations by himself, as he likes to work more in solitude.
The name "Arjun" means "lustrous, shiny white" and was one of the Pandava brothers from Mahabharata with a huge skill in archery. His son was named after "Abhinanyu", the son of Arjuna.
Arjun married Kavya after graduating from the IMA (Indian Military Academy) and planned to join the Para Special Forces of the Indian Army.
His favorite dish is "shrikhand", like Kavya as well since they both love sweet treats!
Arjun is about to be a Major.. just not yet. Maybe very soon 👀
After losing Lakshya, Arjun went into a somber state for a few weeks. Though, Lakshya gave him a chance to live, at some point he felt it was worthless when he didn't save his best friend along as well.
Arjun sometimes sees a little Lakshya in Aditya. The personality, the hairstyle, and the appearance triggers his memories, the reason why he is more strict yet protective for Aditya (can't lose him too *sniff*)
He also has a fountain pen of Lakshya, that he retrieved after his death. Lakshya used the pen to write poems in his diary, since he loved writing them. He believed the pen had some life that brought living into his poems. But, when Arjun wanted to use it again to write something in his diary, the pen's ink finished, as if life diminished in it fully, like Lakshya.
#did i end this with angst? oof sorry :')#but i hope you enjoyed the fun facts!#thanks for the ask!#vasyandii#oc fun facts#call of duty oc#captain arjun
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FIRST UPLOAD OF PERSONA LORE
"Please... Don't leave me yet..."
(How Sun grew separation anxiety)
#oof#attachment issues#angst#suffer#illovemakingmyocssuffer#object oc#objectsona#rahhhh#sorry not sorry#seperation anxiety#youch#:c
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—–-○◇ Arcana Angst HC ◇○-–—
Muriel's MC developing an age related memory disorder
Its really sad for me when i read it so you have been warned.
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They live out their lives together peacefully— happily. Maybe they have a family. A few little cubs running around. They get to see their kids grow up and find love just the way they had. Create their own families. They'd have given so many pets good homes. Maybe gone through a few familiars. The two of them grow old together, full of memories. Full of love.
But with age some things start to slip MC's mind. They don't remember where they put that one trinket or that one thing had broken a week ago. Bigger things start slipping away too. They don't remember losing their familiar. They don't remember their grandchildrens names. Muriel watches as they forget it all. He watches as MC forgets their life together.
Until they eventually forgets him too.
It was always bound to happen, wasnt it?
#text#text post#hc#the arcana muriel#the arcana mc#the arcana#the arcana headcanons#the arcana hc#angst#angst headcanons#owie#owie ouch ouch#oof ouch owie#i wrote this almost a year ago for my mc and muri#it still hurts#im sorry
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More delta stuff, for more info on delta pls check out this post and this post
Pebble can’t handle what’s happened to his friend.
Warnings for angst, mentions of death, small amount of body horror
I made myself sad as usual, hope you all enjoy <3
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Pebble has a hard time with change
He has a hard time seeing delta after his element transition. The light gone from his eyes and his cheeks more hollow and gray than usual. A sickly figure of his former self.
Even after delta and omega reassure pebble that delta will be fine, it’s not something he can stand to witness. The sight of him making pebble feel ill, something uncanny in his appearance.
It’s no longer his delta.
Even as he watches the stage from behind his drum set, deltas movements are clunky and unnatural. The way his fingers glide across his guitar seem forced in a way that isn’t voluntary like he’s fighting against himself to keep the notes correct and on time.
He sees omega spend a lot of time with him alone, their voices getting quieter when they think someone can hear them. Pebble catches bits and pieces through doorways and standing in the shadows nearby, careful to not alert them that he’s there.
“It was necessary delta”
“But there’s something wrong, omega you don’t un-“
“You’ll be fine. I know things that can heal you, we need you as my replacement there’s not many other options right now”
“please just look at my arm, this isn’t- isn’t natural” deltas voice wavers as he pulls up his sleeve, bits of flesh on his forearm missing to show the gray bone underneath. Pebble can’t help but gasp at the sight.
“Come with me back to the infirmary, pull your sleeve down” omega grabs deltas hand, briskly walking away with him in tow.
Pebble stays hidden for longer than is needed. More to process what he saw than anything else. His mouth goes dry as his stomach turns with the brief memory of his friend's skin physically decaying and pulling away from his bones. He wants to cry, run after them and demand to know what’s going on because the situation doesn’t make sense to him. He doesn’t understand why delta is even allowed to be left alone in his state let alone be on stage. He doesn’t understand why no one has helped him yet.
The confrontation with omega is more than he wanted it to be. Overcome with emotions and a strange sense of grief he can’t push back down his throat.
“Why can’t you fucking *fix him* that’s your job isn’t it? You’re going to-“
“Pebble stop-“ omega tries to reason
“No! You’re going to watch your bandmate decay in front of you and just go about your day? You can live with yourself knowing delta is practically dying and you won’t save him?” Pebble practically yells as tears stream down his cheeks. His words are harsh and cut like razor blades through omegas usually calm demeanor. The look of guilt and anger on omegas face only adds fuel to pebbles fire, he knows that omega knows something’s wrong. He wants the reaction. He wants *something* to justify how he feels.
“I’m trying I promise, it’s not as simple as we thought it would be”
“Not as simple as you thought? You’re the reason he’s like this. You let him do that to himself and you didn’t stop him” pebbles voice has a wail to it like he’s trying to reason with himself as to why his friend is a shell of who he once was.
“Pebble they wouldn’t let me! I was ordered to let him. I was ordered to keep an eye on him and not interfere because we needed a replacement, I cant-“
“You can’t or you won’t?”
“Pebble there’s no way to fix him.” Omegas voice cracks. A realization they both understood but didn’t want to accept.
“What?” Pebble hiccups
“I don’t know what he did when he forced the quintessence into himself. I’ve tried to help him but we don’t have many options, his element is rejecting him”
A static numb feeling bubbles in pebbles chest as he mulls over the words in his head. His knees buckle beneath him as he favors staring at the ground instead of having to look omega in the eyes any longer. He doesn’t flinch when omega drops to embrace him, or when omega attempts to wipe the tears from his eyes that won’t stop even though he doesn’t think he can feel anything at all right now.
“What’s going to happen to him?” Pebble finally speaks after a couple minutes of silence.
“We don’t know”
#oof#I’m sorry#the band ghost#ghost#nameless ghouls#ghost bc#wrath writes#delta ghoul#pebble ghoul#omega ghoul#angst#wrath’s ghost lore
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