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#u get tags when i wake up#okay im awake now#t-ohm#others architects#to-ken#subnautica architects#described in alt
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Moreover, Caesar was not satisfied to be overlooked at first by Sulla, who was busy with a multitude of proscriptions, but he came before the people as candidate for the priesthood, although he was not yet much more than a stripling. To this candidacy Sulla secretly opposed himself, and took measures to make Caesar fail in it, and when he was deliberating about putting him to death and some said there was no reason for killing a mere boy like him
Plutarch, Caesar
sulla's fight with caesar is extremely funny, but also very Something considering how much of sulla you see reflected in caesar's later actions. breaking news: grown man picks fight with teenager, more at 11.
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost
#roman republic tag#drawing tag#komiks tag#ehgugh. okay.#hello late republic it has been. like. a week since you've appeared on my blog.#i had to dig through my other WIP folder which is just goofy comics i draw to amuse myself. which is what this is#the third guy is lucullus bc im still testing out designs. someday i will land on one i like.#my main WIP folder was just making me sad so we'll put that to the side for now and focus on making. coffee#i need to be awake before i attempt to try and read this one book and man i do not feel awake in the slightest#lucius cornelius sulla felix#lucius licinius lucullus#gnaeus pompeius magnus#marcus licinius crassus
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When your tape player breaks (if u know u know)
#metalocalypse#kandi art#skwisgaar skwigelf#metalocalypse fanart#i am now going to nap i hate these meds so much ive only been awake for an hour :[#i did the sketch last night and finished the colors and stuff during my limited awake time this morning im sleepy af#sorry if this is too messy i am too sleepy to finish clean ups and it looks okay? i think?
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i am going to pass out
#tonight was an absolute nightmare due to something that was completely an accident we couldnt have predicted but also completely my fault#everythings okay now and there wont be lasting damage or anything its fixed but i just had like three consecutive panic attacks and cried#and im not really sure how to deal with it#ive talked to my friends (those who are. awake.) and called my parents and now im just. lying trying to sleep feeling scared and terrible#i dont. know who to discuss it with or what but its. a mess#this is a situation that none of you could even guess and it doesnt have anything to do with any of my friends or family or relationships#really that ive mentioned so dont speculate but it was. something frightening and i am very shaken#i am a ball of stress and anxiety and i wish i could just chill at all
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i had a dream about Klaus and Five fighting then five brought up Klaus being a junkie and thennnnn
Klaus brought up how Five is the reason every bad thing has happened to him. five LITERALLY did it to himself.
nobody pushed him out the door to go attempt to jump into the future infact everyone tried to stop him because they called after him.
five literally made his life the way it is because he's a stubborn bitch who thought he knew better
i woke up @ 4am after this dream and haven't slept since
also he called Klaus a junkie who has no idea what it's like being alone but Klaus literally was on the streets for like 12 years so he probably understands better than anyone
cause five and Klaus both probably had no food and had to eat out of dumpsters and do things they absolutely didn't want to do in order to survive
dream verse has it out for me honestly
#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#why do i actually do this to myself#ive been awake for 18 hours over this#im gonna fail uni at this point#my brain needs to stop cause its getting personal now#like slow down babe wait til we're awake to hurt#we're adults its what we do#five and Klaus love eachother#because they are eachother#both addicted to something that's gonna kill them if they dont stop it#im doing it again#okay bye love you#the scene where five called klaus a junkie hurt me lots incase you couldn't tell#its the word junkie its so harsh makes me sad#umbrella academy klaus#tua klaus#umbrella academy five#tua five
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day 344
i have like the most mild symptoms of all time but honestly i am NOT being brave about it. im being a big baby because i hate it and think it sucks
#day 344#year 4#it me#i woke up w runny nose and sore throat & i like#panic home tested for covid and when that came up negative i was like oh okay this is nothing#and then i stayed awake for more than like an hour or 2 at a time and i was like actually this blows and i AM dying of mild discomfort#fucken hate being sick i feel like ever since the pandemic started ive been like#getting sick SO rarely that now it just feels like such an absolute fuckin indignity to have any sort of respiratory illness#im so used to being BIG VAXXED PAPI UNTOUCHABLE u know this feels like an insult lmao
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Ambrosius (and Cinder?) in the Ever After
If it’s only Ambrosius, I believe this could potentially take place after the RWBY series finale, when the gods are finally confronted on their unfair bullshit & things get sorted out properly without wiping our Remnant again.
No need for relics if the conflict is over so they either get destroyed & the spirits are freed or they get set free from their chains to the relics, allowing Ambrosius to create whatever he wants, whenever he wants, how he wants, & by his own design.
In the very least, we know Ambrosius has to be involved, unless it's a relic spirit we haven't met yet! Those are relic spirit style doors. All the spirits we've met so far have had that light blue color theme & energy.
I'm thinking back on these interactions & quotes from Volume 8 & it's so intriguing. I'm sure I'm not the first person to say this but, Ambrosius knew about the Ever After!
This all but confirms that Ambrosius not only knows of the Ever After, but has been there before! He probably thought team RWBYJ wouldn't survive down there. If Somewhat isn't talking about Ambrosius, I'm going to look so goofy. 🤡
Wait, what if all the relic spirits or at least Ambrosius were part of these secret creations? Are Jinn & Ambrosius technically afterans? Is Blacksmith tree god lady also their grandmother in this case? 👀
The only possible person I can think of besides Ambrosius is Cinder, unfortunately. She has the staff of creation & the lamp (though as far as we know all the questions are used up).
Though this gives me a few questions if Cinder found her way into the Ever After. How did she get the same or similar blueprints as RWBY & gang? Was it Watts before he died off screen in a spinoff movie?
Also, is she about to use the clock fruits to get more questions from Jinn? 👀 Though I'm not sure how she'd know that information.
Maybe Salem is coming with her & she's had plenty of life times to potentially learn stuff about the Ever After. Salem could also be the only one going for all we know. Salem could absolutely know about the time fruit. 👀
Poor Somewhat is so happy to see whoever it is, but it's probably Cinder or Salem behind Ambrosius.
So anyway this either is a blip because of time dilation or the Ever After is getting invaded. I'll look so silly when I'm wrong on both accounts. 😂 I just know Ambrosius is involved somehow.
#sorry if this post is super unorganized; I'm very sleep deprived & running on meds that are keeping me awake & focused#I just hope somewhat will be okay; wish we had more beyond episodes coming out 😩#curious to see if we get more ever after content now; I wasn't expecting them to revisit it visually#been posting rwby theories all day damnnn im this interest sure is special or whatever haha!#not sure if more observations speculations or theories#love how they got me concerned; then a sweet mental health talk between sisters afterwards#I wish we had more books or manga or just something to tide me over for probably the longest hiatus yet#ambrosius whose invention did you build? hopefully you're just popping in to visit? 😅#mine#op#rwby theory#rwby beyond#rwby volume 10#rwby volume 9#rwby#ambrosius#rwby somewhat#greenlight volume 10#cinder fall#salem
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The story has always been layers of political metaphor. The fictional world of the Peninsula worshiping at the altars of the saint electric, the daily grind, prosperity, and even in-universe Frosted Flakes and Red Lobster.
In the real world, we sacrifice the health of entire communities to leaden water and cancerous levels of radiation or pollution. We have a long and storied history of sacrificing children and the poor to our coal mines and steel mills and railroads. The western world is built on the sacrificing of enslaved lives. We sacrifice drinking water for millions, particularly affecting Mexico at the time of writing this, so that water can be used to cool AI, NFT, and other technology/server farms that demonstrate progress in our eyes. Just like in-universe, America continues to sacrifice incarcerated people to our gods of industry and convenience food.
Because the thing is that they're not wrong! Easy, comfortable, or within reach it might not be, but changing who we sacrifice to what ONLY changes who we sacrifice to what. The point is that there is not acceptable amount of human sacrifice. Kill your gods of convenience and luxury. Kill the god of entertainment on demand. Kill the god of wasteful consumption and fast fashion.
If there is no chocolate or coffee without slave labor, then there is no chocolate or coffee. If there are no Tyson chicken nuggets without incarcerates workers (legalized slave labor) then there are no nuggets. If there is no Shein flower dress without massively underpaid and mistreated workers then there is no dress. No Amazon packages without abused employees. No bottles water without stolen water. No Sea World without animal abuse.
"Forget the name of your god and cherish the name of your neighbor that was swallowed up by it-"
#tsv#tsv spoilers#adjudicator shrue#the silt verses#im just having big feelings about her speech right now okay?#it's past 1am and i need to be awake in a few hours so please forgive any typos or sentences that dont quite make sense#but her last words are so so much to me#*edit* fixed the shrue-nouns sorry for the mix up#genuinely was so excited tk find out that shrue is they/them tho omfg i listen audibly only and at work so i miss little things sometimes
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ehehe i had this saved as 'you tellin me theres blood in this bayou??' anyway WOW i drew this (FOREVER AGO) with only pen (ONLY PEN) and fixed mistakes by gluing paper over them. fuckinnnn WITNESS MY PEN SKILLS LOSEERRRR!! also i loooove blood in the bayou guys i miss these characters so much.... i looooved watching them all get just so so scared and clinging to eachother for dear life while crying and crying and bleeding and crying
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi bitb#jrwi bitb spoilers#cw blood#cw gore#BAUAHABAHUH OKAY NOW UHH I TALK ABT MY FEELINGS#DREWthis forever ago and also its been forever ago since i watched bitb. still listen to the soundtrack tho. shit bAAANNGSSS#nathan hanover you beaufifully talented mother FUCKER the bitb soundtrack is the PERFECT music to get high+scared to#THE SOUNDTRACK MAKES IT. TRACKS LIKE forgotten promise INSTILL SUCH A FEELING OF A HOOOTTT SUMMER DAY.. ESPECIALLY IN THE GODDAMN BAYOU#THE AIR is so thick with moisture and so so so hot but so much more than normal#it chokes ur senses if u focus on it too long and the heat is so so so OPPRESSIVE and heavy#i rly like the way i drew rands face here. i normally have a bit o trouble finding a consistent Look for it but#fuck it im ballin#i also like the bit i drew here with kian n rand tending to an unconscious rolan#do you remember that scene? right after the carcrash? rand was so rattled and so scared of rolan being fuckin Dead#shaking him awake and saying his name#n then as soon as rolan wakes up rand goes back to being a lil jacket#like yeahahh fuck you nerrd fuckin laywer loser anyway heres my jacket to stop the bleeding on ur arm. i love you#IT MAKES ME RLY HAPPY TOO THAT THE BOYS WILL ACTUALLY TELL EACHOTHER THEY LOVE THEM#LIKE SURE ITS RIGHT WHEN THEIR LIFE IS IN THE GREATEST PERIL BUT... THE LOVE EACHOTHER GUYS....#also ALSO DRAWING SCRATCHES N GORE N BLOOD N PAAAIIIN IS SO FUN!! YIPPE!!!!#I THINK thats the last o my thoughts so uhh take this and eat. remember to get scared today. i love you
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Good morning babe 🥰🥰🥰
(I’ll take no responsibility of how you’ll react to this pic… I’m staring at his neck for days now and decided today is a great day to share it with you 🤭)
(The way I’m obsessed with his neck is insane, you’d thought I’m a vampire in disguise based on how much I want to bite and suck on that thick neck 😭 leaving marks behind, kissing & licking them better 🫠🫠🫠🫠)
(My horny ass can’t be stopped if it’s about him)
(when I say Silvo was my fav weekend, this is one of the reasons 😩 - and his amazing performance ofc.)
(His hair is sooo long here too I want to run my fingers through it, grabbing it gently also to move his head aside to have more access to attack his neck 🫠🫠🫠)
Okay I’m done, I’ve said what I said 🫣 sorry not sorry
ohooooooo noooo… this………………… this has made me feel so many things…….. i feel unwell
#what the frickkkkk#oscaaaaaar#this is just#w o w#the adams apple#just insane#I think you should take full responsibility of how i gasped out loud in class 😶#i was so so tired this morning (miiiiight have stayed up very late to watch paul arom videos…..) but this made me fully awake#im now very#AAAAAAAA#haven’t been able to stop thinking about this#i too feel like a vampire#the hair is crazy too#I love this tons tons tons#thank you for sending it to me#(also bestie !!! do ur dms work now??)#(this is not in any way meant to tell you to answer me bcs i take too long to answer lmao i just wanted to know bcs i said something in my#last message)#okay bye <33#asks!#formulola!#twinkodium!#osc hands osc neck osc arms
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Next year is 27 years since Dinobot bit the dust when will we as a society begin to heal
#I’m deeply not over it#like painfully not over it#IM not healed#the loudest fucking goose on the planet just flew over my house what the hell was that all about#oh and now the fucking pigeons are awake okay great
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Since we're on the subject of Harvey being biracial, I think his pops really hated that.
Actual mentions of real-world prejudice, abuse, etc below! Please do not trip over this line if these things are triggering for you.
I feel like the elephant in the room is
>'but his wife was black'
Racism doesn't actually preclude a person from pursuing a relationship outside their race. But that is dissertation paper material and not fictional character blog material. Do not @ me for a dissertation or I will literally find one for you.
>But Halekulani why discuss real life nastiness when you're writing fiction?
Because I motherfucking w a n t to.
Anyway, Harv's dad would use any and all excuses to smack his son across the floor and then make an effort to 'make it up' to him before doing it again the next night and he would definitely dip into the 'you're [insert offensive hateful stereotypical shit here] because you have your mother's blood in you, etc.'
so, literally punishing him for something not under his control and something that isn't in any way a bad thing - but Harvey can never be 'normal' or acceptable to pops because he's not, y'know - white.
Harvey's father made him feel like he was split all the way down to his DNA, like there was something inherently wrong with who he was that he continuously had to make up for.
And there isn't. There is nothing - absolutely NOTHING - inherently wrong with him, or his mother, or his identity.
He gets that now, as an adult, that his father was just a fucking nasty, horrible, alcoholic, abusive, prejudiced, controlling asshole that needed to lord his authority over anyone that trusted him and anyone he thought he could bully.
But damn, sometimes it still hits. He wonders if he's speaking 'right' or if it's 'too much'. He wonders if his clothes are too reserved or too 'try-hard'.
And it sucks.
Yes, I just read GCPD : The Blue Wall. Why do you ask? [shaking, crying]
#things i wrote at 3am on a Thursday#tw racism#tw child abuse#tw spousal abuse#like this is some nasty stuff#and i wouldn't dare write about it had i not witnessed my own very loving mother#making what she thought were harmless statements about myself and my father#that were actually not that harmless#its okay we're all good now#it's just yknow#i'm not talking entirely out of my own ass#rambling#long post#no one is awake to read this so im safe right
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#TAGS TLDR YOU CAN NEVER TRULY GO HOME BUT DO YOU WANT TO?#writing a little for d&d and having feelings about this#it was really interesting jasper and i were working on some game mechanics and we kept getting stuck at weird parts and it developed into#this conversation where we realized we experience the world#in such fundamentally different ways. like specifically talking about how paranoia#manifests and stuff but even later in a broader sense like our experiences of time and everything is so different#and they'd be like 'well what if this is something that happened to lock' and id be like 'how could that be something that anyone would#experience' and they were like 'oh because i do'#(example here was my character not realizing he had been magically transported and filling in the blank with vague memories of travel but i#was like. are you not acutely aware of every single moment you are awake and in motion even if it is excruciatingly boring. and jasper#was like. 'oh...no. i could be transported from one place to another and if time passed i wouldnt even think about having traveled or not'#which was WILD to me but then we were like 'okay i guess this cannot be something that happened to lock' because i couldnt even fathom that#but like anyway idk we got weirdly deep dive-y about d&d stuff and personal lives and i had big feelings on it bc genuinely i feel like#there are facets and caverns in myself i have only ever touched in storytelling but particularly in this campaign#and i've joked a lot about Lock and other chars in this game being self inserts#but i mean it in a good way#like the ways we tell stories or experience a world we created together is going to be through an extension of ourselves etc#but it's interesting to me to consider the limitations that brings yknow? we all live by such vastly different sets of rules and#understandings#and im writing out some stuff now and im like. yknow.#lock can never truly go home. i can never truly go home. none of us can ever truly go home#home as shifting impermanence home as transience etc#2017 levi is back apparently but hes always been right
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Limbus Company; Sinclair focused; 9.8k words
Fall's coming to an end and there is a lot on Emil's mind, as there always is. His sister has gotten her prosthetics surgery and, while he is still terrified of when it will be his turn to replace his body with metal and wires, he cannot deny there is something about the joy she has with her new body that he envies. Although, in all honesty, he has envied her for a long time, it is just harder to ignore now. Stuck in the mindset of there being two worlds, one he is allowed to experience and one he should never long for, Emil struggles with his gender and seeks out advice on how to come to terms with things.
The long awaited crabfic... a gender exploration of one Emil Sinclair. Happy pride month everyone!
#limbus company#emil sinclair#sinclair lcb#i dont have a writing tag but pretend that i do#okay heres the proper post with the tags and whatever now that im awake#I FINISHED CRABFIC AND I SURVIVED!!!!!
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Actually one more thingngkd ILY GUYS all of u guys... I have so many random mutuals who I barely interact with but know that I see u and appreciate u and might get jumpscared if u talk to me bc I forget that there are random ppl who follow me on here help but know that u are a lovely individual and I hope u have a wonderful morning/afternoon/day/night/sleep etc etc etc bc u deserve it!!! U deserve good things!! Trust me, you do. Even if u don't feel like it, I am god and I know everything and I know that you deserve good things + happiness + love and safety and friendship and community and hugs and delicious food and drinks. I am baking u cookies in spirit and making the best tasting tea u have ever had in ur life (if u like tea otherwise just picture ur fav drink here) and know that if u ever feel alone I am here !! U can always come into my inbox and ask for help/support, I am here, I am listening, I love u. Be kind to yourself<33 u deserve it
#foxie rambles#ohghdjddssksd 😴😴😴😴😴#tempted to pin so everyone sees this but this is also incomprehensiblerjejeff#awake foxie is gonna staree at this and be like wtf helpoSJDKFK#immmmsooieeepyyy#not drunk despite what it looks like#i just get ljke this sometimes when im eepy#eepy eepy but full of love and i must Explodedjd#everyone musy know they too are loved:((#okay i sleep now gn ♥️😴
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👀🍕..
#chattin#i am AWAKE from my nap. and i have thoughts#thinking of that damn 🍕head bc i keep seeing him in my dash…and people draw him w others so well….#i want him to be like just a silly guy#but a silly guy thats got something a little fucked up wrong w him#mentions of stalking and obsessive behavior ->#like i think i am going to settle w 🍕head being a bit (ALOT…AWFULLY ALOT) obsessed w peppino#like summing it up wo writing an essay;#he wanted peppinos shop and got rejected TWICE. he tried hiring peppino and got chased out of the shop#and it went from ‘i want the shop’ to ‘i want peppino’ to ‘if i cant have the shop neither can he’#to ‘if i cant have him…well actually thats not an issue at all’#imitation is the sincerest form of flattery yknow#the peppibots came first bc its like ‘okay i cant have the damn shop but i can just Make a shop w bots that work like him. that cant be too-#-hard RIGHT??’ but the bots are so volatile and unresponsive and they explode everything they touch#and pizzahead is like ‘no… :(‘ peppino looks so angry but makes his food w LOVE…he does NOT explode his food!!!#he doesnt want to scrap the idea but it Is a bit disheartening#and hes like OKAY. WHATEVER! WE ALWAYS HAVE OTHER PLANS….!#theres gotta be cloning labs right? no i dont care about the morality of that shit u sillywilly. FIND ME A LAB.#so now theres little peppino clones everywhere. and they look SO close to the real thing#and pizzahead is like. hol up. i think something is happening that i dont want to happen right now. but im going to put that away for now :)#by this point peppino has already relocated to his Current Spot bc theres literally NOTHING available 😭#‘enough. to the Woods with you’#and pizzahead is like there is no fucking way that chump that IDIOT that extremely handsome IDIOT took the damn plot next to the tower#and immediately is like ‘well if im already making the bots AND the clones then i really REALLY dont need u! at all! not even a little!-#-I dont care! i really dont! who needs a strong and smart and handsome man like u around???!!!!!!’#and pizzahead is like that fucking dumbass😏 watch that shit explode in 6 hours. only um. peppino is storming the tower#and hes like WAIT OH SHIT. KEYS. KEYS WHERW ARE THEY??? THE CLONES! WE AINT GOT NO TIME THE FAT MAN IS COMIN#YOU. ECCENTRIC ARTIST. FIGHT THAT MAN. ‘okay’ YOU WEIRD CHEESE MAN. SHOOT. ‘mkay’#like hes panicking and throwing shit in the air and running in circles in his little camera room#NOOO im at tag limit…pizzahead hates this man he loves this man he is obsessed and maybe wants him a little carnally. its all good okay bye
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