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dsirmtcom · 10 months ago
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Poésie - Jean de la Croix (Juan de la Cruz), Noche oscura (Canciones del alma) [Nuit obscure (Chansons de l’âme)]
Poésie - Jean de la Croix (Juan de la Cruz), Noche oscura (Canciones del alma) [Nuit obscure (Chansons de l’âme)] #Philosophie #Poésie #JeudiCestPoésie #Poesia #Espagne #España #Nuit #Ombre #Âme
Poésie et Philosophie Poésie n° 25 Jean de la Croix, Nuit obscure Noche oscura (Canciones del alma) En una noche oscuracon ansias en amores inflamadaoh dichosa venturasalí sin ser notadaestando ya mi casa sosegada A oscuras y segurapor la secreta escala disfrazadaoh dichosa venturaa oscuras y en celadaestando ya mi casa sosegada En la noche dichosaen secreto que nadie me veíani yo miraba…
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rechab · 5 months ago
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L'œil n'a pas tout dit - ( RC )
L’œil n’a pas tout ditde l’épaisseur de la lumière,de la légèreté des pierres,et surtout de l’obscurrampant derrière les reflets: il y a de ces oiseaux noirs que l’œil engloutit. Ils ne tiennent pas dans une main,absents sur la photographiemalgré tout ce qu’elle contient. L’œil dans l’ombre y est absent.Autant le fermer pour mieux y voirsi les fenêtres ouvertes sur le noir montrent le soleil de…
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twistedtummies2 · 24 days ago
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The Dragon's Masque (AU; Malleus X Fem!Reader)
This is the first entry to a new AU I've had in mind for a few years now: an AU for Twisted Wonderland featuring Malleus Draconia as the Phantom of the Opera. It took a long time for me to figure out how I wanted to introduce this world, what points I wanted to hit right from the start, and what characters were really essential, since I've actually put a LOT of thought into this world. Hopefully this first story will prove an acceptable beginning.
This AU is inspired by various versions of the Phantom story, including the popular ALW musical, a 1990 miniseries starring Charles Dance, the 1943 film starring Claude Rains, and even a few nods to the book and other interpretations here and there. I've also included various little references, some more obvious than others, to a number of Disney movies; let's see how many of them you catch. ;) Two unique things: first of all, while there are some sort of implied kinks involved here, there is nothing DIRECTLY kinky in this tale. I decided to keep this first tale "safe," so to speak. It's also unique because, for the first time, the POV Main Character isn't a gender neutral figure: in this universe, the MC is the stand-in for Christine, and for various reasons, I felt it was best to keep the character as a female. So, if you're a lady yourself, or if you just don't mind that perspective...good! XD With that in mind, in honor of Malleus Draconia's birthday...here's the beginning of what I'm tagging as the Dragon's Masque AU. Hope you all enjoy!
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“Ugh…you’d think somebody as prissy as Madame Bette would clean up things better…” You glanced over your shoulder and couldn’t help but smile. Ace Trappola was slumping his way onto the stage of the grand and glorious opera house in which you both stood. The two of you lived and worked in the Corbeau de la Nuit Opera Company: a prestigious place that many in the city of Sage would have gladly given an arm and a leg to serve in. Of course, there was nothing particularly prestigious about your current position: dressed in a dusty apron as you swept and mopped the stage floor for the night. All was quiet. All of the ballet corps members and the other workers and residents of the opera house had gone off to bed, either in their private rooms or in their homes off-property. As far as you were aware, only yourself and Ace were left. You half-chuckled as he sat down on a large basket full of unwashed laundry, and fanned his face with a cap. Some of his red orange hair stuck to his brow, partially obscuring the heart-shaped tattoo he wore over one eye. “You know,” you brought up, pausing in your work and leaning on the broom, “You don’t HAVE to do this. You’re not a stagehand like I am.” Ace opened his eyes and smirked; a slightly roguish smile which carried a charm all its own. “And leave you lonely?” he teased. “Come on, we both know you’d just be sick without me around.” You rolled your eyes. “I’d get to hear you complain less,” you responded. “That sounds like a relief to be honest.” “Ha! We both know my complaining is the only thing that helps you sleep at night!” “Uh-huh. Keep telling yourself that.” Ace laughed and slapped his cap on his head. He was dressed a little better than you were, his red shirt and fine vest and trousers a contrast to the ragged old dress you wore. Aside from a bit of dust on his pant knees, he seemed to be much cleaner. “Well,” he sighed, as he rolled up his sleeves. “I better take these costumes to the washroom.” “Why?” “Uh…because that’s how you clean laundry? Jeeze, I know you’re not the smartest tool in the shed but-” You held out your broomstick in a teasingly threatening gesture; Ace immediately shut his gob and held his hands up in surrender. “I mean,” you smirked, and then your tone became more sincere, “Why do you help out like this? You’re Monsieur Fortesque’s stand-in, not a cleaner.” Your tone became teasing again as you added, “I’d almost think you just wanted to hang out with me more.” Ace’s cheeks turned a lovely shade of pink.
“Wh-wha…? HA! Hey now, d-don’t be silly!” he sputtered, and then quickly composed himself. “Ahem…if you really wanna know, Bette and Fortesque pay me to do this.” “They do?” “Yeah,” snorted Ace, and jabbed his thumb over his shoulder with a slight sneer. “Seems the Prima Donna and her favorite tenor like getting back to their fancy-pants townhouse as soon as they can, and - don’t know if you noticed - but you’re kind of the only stagehand we’ve got on the late shift most nights.” You shrugged. You had noticed, but you didn’t especially mind: Manager Crowley had arranged things as such. At the time you came to the Corbeau de la Nuit, you didn’t have any other place to go. You’d come here looking for a job, without a home, without much money to fend for yourself…and presently, in the 1880s, there weren’t very many obvious opportunities to strike out on your own for your gender. If he wanted to make you the sole stage-cleaner each night, you saw no grounds to complain. “So,” Ace continued, “They made a deal that if I help clean up the dressing rooms after they were done with each rehearsal or performance, they’d kick a little extra cash my way, on top of my salary for working here. Besides, not like I’ve got a lot else to do, since I haven’t had a chance to do much ‘standing in’ to begin with…” A glimmer of disappointed sadness flickered over Ace’s handsome features. Your smile softened; while most opera companies had rotating casts and chances for alternate players, Fortesque and Bette were notoriously stingy when it came to giving up time onstage. In that way, the tenor and the lead soprano of the opera house were a perfect couple: each craved the spotlight as much as the other, and neither would dream of giving it up to an even slightly lower-class young man like Ace. They were snobs, as well as selfish hams. You propped up the broom you held against one of the wings, and then trotted over to Ace to place a hand on his shoulder. He blinked and looked up, a bit surprised by the action. You smiled kindly. “One day, you’ll get your chance,” you promised him. “And I hope I’m there to see it happen.” Ace swallowed almost imperceptibly, as his cheeks flushed again. He grumbled something and tugged at his cap to try and hide his blush. “Yeah, well…can’t come soon enough,” he muttered, then smirked. “Hey, maybe we could perform together.” You giggled. Now it was your turn to blush. “I’m a stagehand, not a singer.” “Tell that to my ears,” Ace snorted, then his tone sudden became more sincere. “Seriously, your voice isn’t half bad. You could do something with it.” “If I had a chance, maybe,” you admitted, then shrugged. “But I don’t think anybody here is gonna give the lonely janitor who cleans up their footprints every night much of a shot.” Ace nodded sympathetically, then smirked. “Well, hey, if I keep having to do stuff like this,” he teased, gesturing towards the laundry basket, “Maybe you and I could swap out: you could sing, and I could do the cleaning! Heck, if they’re asking me to help like that, clearly I’m doing a better job than you!” You responded by swatting him with a washcloth. You took a little more pleasure than you liked to admit in the almost comical yelp he let out in surprise. “Just go get those dresses cleaned up!” you snapped, but you couldn’t help smile. “Then you can get to bed.” “You sure?”
“Yeah. I’ll finish up here. Shouldn’t be too much longer.” Ace shrugged and agreed; he clearly cared more about sleeping than sticking around at that point, judging from the monstrous yawn he let out before picking up the laundry basket and staggering offstage with it, heading for the washroom elsewhere in the opera house. Once again, you were alone in the grand auditorium of the opera house. Gilded grotesques looked down on you with sightless eyes as you finished sweeping, and then began to swab the proverbial deck with the mop. A few times, your eyes drifted up to the audience, or down into the orchestra pit, checking to make sure nothing was amiss that needed your attention: sometimes cats, mice, and other small, stray critters liked to sneak in, and while they rarely ever made it into the opera seats, you didn’t want to take the blame if they did. Not that you likely would, to be fair. More likely the blame would fall upon the Opera Ghost. A soft, chortling sort of laugh left you as you paused in your work, glancing up towards one particular spot of the audience: one of the box seats. Box Five. It was said that this was the preferred “haunting place” of the so-called “Phantom of the Opera.” Few had seen him and lived to tell the tale, and those who claimed they had seen him always described him the same way: a tall, dark figure, with raven locks, dressed in the elegant garments of a dapper aristocrat. His teeth were like swords, the devil-like horns upon his head were like spears, and the sound of his voice could change from a deadly hiss to a shocking thunderbolt. The most startling point of the supposed Ghost’s appearance, however, was the chalky mask he wore upon his face. This was the one point where all the stories differed: everyone said he wore a mask, but what was underneath it? You’d once heard Ruggie Bucchi - one of the members of the workers in the flies - describe him as having skin like yellow parchment, and claim that “a great black hole served as the nose that never grew.” Of course, Ruggie was given to exaggeration, and other descriptions were certainly present: in one description, he had a single eye, peering out with a heat like acid. In another, he had a hooked nose and bristly red hair, like some sort of goblin or beast. You didn’t buy any of these stories. There were many fantastic creatures and strange people in the world, to be sure…but somehow, you still didn’t feel there was any reason to believe in ghosts.
As you returned to your work, however, you couldn’t put the musings of the mysterious, supposed spectre out of your mind. You knew that many strange things happened in the opera house, at random intervals, which simply didn’t seem to have an explanation. Backdrops would come undone, though everybody in the flies insisted they’d been secured. Instruments, props, and even costume pieces would vanish without a trace; sometimes they’d never be seen again, other times they would be relocated…but in places where they frankly should not and logically could not have been. And many a ballet dancer would tell you that they had heard strange sounds and a disembodied voice from somewhere beneath their feet, or spotted a shadow that seemed to come out of nowhere, gliding along the wall. You didn’t know how many of these were just coincidences or the work of some prankster, but one thing you WERE sure of was that there had to be a rational explanation of some sort. Perhaps that was why you didn’t mind being alone, onstage, so late at night. Time passed silently at first as you mopped the stage…then, as you were about halfway finished, you suddenly heard a familiar sound: music, playing somewhere in the opera house. You paused to listen; the music seemed to come from an organ, and it was distant enough that you knew it was not coming from the orchestra, or anywhere TOO close by. At the same time, though, you couldn’t quite figure out where it WAS coming from: the music drifted through the audience seats and down into your ears, like vapor slowly slithering its way onto the stage from the farthest points of the wings, or water trickling from the not-gargoyles above.
Had you been any of the silly little ballet rats, you would have likely been spooked…indeed, even Ace might have been a bit put off. As it stood, you just smiled and chuckled; there was a chapel somewhere in the vast, sprawling expanse of the opera house. You’d never been there yourself, but you figured that was where the music likely came from. What was a church without an organ, right? You had, in fact, heard the music in the past, and it never concerned you: whoever was playing, and whyever they were playing, it was none of your business. So you shrugged and, as you had so often before, continued to work. As you did so, however, you suddenly realized the tune being played was one you recognized. In fact, it was a song you knew very well; you could remember your father singing it to you, as a lullaby, long ago. A smile painted your face as you began to move to the music, and then began to hum…and after a while, you began to sing to the melody itself… “I Wonder…I Wonder…I Wonder, why each little bird has a someone? To sing to, sweet things to! A gay little love melody!” Your eyes turned upwards as you stopped in your work, lost in the music; memories poured through your mind, and your eyes became slightly misty. You seemed to peer straight through the high and far-off ceiling of the opera house…past the the magnificent, crystal-strung chandelier which hung over your head, its gaslights dimmed till you finished your work and went to douse it completely… “I Wonder…I Wonder…if my heart keeps singing, will my song go winging? To someone, who’ll find me…and bring back a love song to-!” “Mademoiselle.” Startled, you jumped slightly and gasped. You hadn’t realized the music had stopped, nor had you realized anyone was in the room with you. At first you thought it might be Ace, but he never called you something so polite. You looked around, trying to spot the source of the voice.
“Who…who’s there?” you called out, holding tightly to the mop as if you might defend yourself with it.
A soft, amused laugh clucked its way through the stage area. Like the pipe organ before it, the sound seemed to drift out from everywhere, and yet nowhere, all at once.
“A friend. I hope,” the voice said. Its sound was low and dark, but with a sort of velvety smoothness that was comforting; a warm but somehow powerful voice, cozy yet great and terrible at the same time.
You paused, tilting your head…then, feeling a little silly, you lowered the broom.
“Where are you?” you asked, glancing about, trying to spot the source of the voice. “Don’t be afraid.”
The voice laughed louder than before.
“I am not afraid,” it replied, as if the very idea was a joke.
“Well, then come out,” you insisted.
The voice paused, then replied, almost matter-of-factly, “But then YOU will be afraid.”
“No I won’t,” you said, earnestly. “You say you’re a friend? Then prove it. Show yourself to me.”
Another pause, then the voice intoned, “As you wish.”
You heard footsteps, and suddenly realized they came from a spot above you. You looked up…and your eyes widened as you peered up into Box Five. From the shadows of the unlit box, you saw a figure emerge, slipping into a spot of dim illumination, thus coming into view. It seemed to slide from the shadows themselves, till you could make them out. They stood like a man, but they were dressed in dark clothes, making it hard to properly see them. The one thing you COULD see was the pale mask upon their face, and the glowing green eye that peered down at you from behind it. Your heart seized in your chest. “I know who you are,” you said, your soft voice carrying breathily through the performance chamber. The mask shifted as the figure cocked their head to one side. You saw the light glisten upon a pair of sharp, crooked-looking horns. “Do you?” they said, simply. You nodded, and a smile came to your face. “Well, I know what they CALL you, anyway,” you said, amiably. “You’re the Phantom of the Opera.” You couldn’t be totally sure, due to the darkness and the distance, but you swore the figure smirked slightly. “Guilty as charged,” they replied. “I’m surprised you’re still able to hide your fear.” “What makes you think I’m scared of you?” “Most everyone is.” “Most everyone are idiots,” you replied, blandly. The one visible eye of the “ghost” widened, then he barked out a laugh that echoed through the hall. It was a sound that likely would have chilled most people who heard it to the bone, but you really weren’t bothered at all. In fact, the sound was quite lovely; it almost seemed to carry a musicality of its own. And the laugh was not a sinister, cruel, or mocking laugh, either; the Phantom seemed genuinely and simply amused. “I suppose this cannot be denied,” he chuckled, and his head tilted the other way. “I did not realize someone so…intrepid was living in my opera house. Let alone someone with such a magical voice.” You blushed, and fidgeted on your feet. “You, uh…you heard a little bit of me singing, did you?” “I did,” the Phantom confirmed, simply, and you saw the head tilt in an elegant bow. “Heh heh…well, uh…I’m sorry about that-” “Don’t be.”
The voice said the words almost like a command. Immediately, you felt your mouth click shut. Then the voice became softer, lighter. You couldn’t be sure, but you swore you detected just the faintest tremor in it… Could it be the Phantom was…nervous? “Daughter of Man,” the Phantom began, in that strange tone, “You have a truly ASTONISHING voice. It is like an Angel’s: exquisite in color, tone, and shape…in fact, in almost every detail. Except, of course - and you will forgive me for the observation - it is clearly untrained.” “I’ve never really had a chance to-” “Please. Let me continue.” You did. The Phantom took a breath - you saw the fingers of a white-gloved hand brush against the guard rail of the box - before he went on. “Without proper training, your voice - despite its beauty - will wither away like old grapes upon the vine. It might never achieve the grand heights which I believe it can attain, if you allow it to blossom and grow. If you will allow me…I think I can help you.” Your expression showed your surprise, but you remained silent. You sensed the Phantom still had more to say. “As you have likely gathered, I am no TRUE spirit,” the Phantom confessed, then paused for just as second before elaborating: “I am many things, however…among them, a musician, and not one without my own training as a singer. I will gladly teach you all that I can, but there are a few conditions.” “Conditions?” you checked back, almost without meaning to. “Yes,” nodded the Not-Ghost from on high. “I have never taken on any students, for until tonight I never wanted to.” You gathered the weight in his words and smiled. “I’m not allowed to tell anyone who’s teaching me,” you figured out. “Precisely. And you are not allowed to bring anyone to where I shall teach you. Our sessions will be thoroughly private: just the two of us, alone. It would be awkward if a so-called ‘ghost’ became known as a mere music teacher, after all.” “I can understand that,” you admitted. You weren’t sure, but you thought the Phantom arched one eyebrow. “You are not…concerned?” he quizzed. “Not especially,” you said. “I think if you wanted to hurt me in any way, you would have done so already. There’s no need to go through all this if that’s your goal. And as far as I can remember, the ‘Opera Ghost’ never has hurt anybody who didn’t deserve it first.” “Your faith in me is already greatly appreciated. Am I to presume that you will accept my offer, Daughter of Man?” You nodded. There was no deep thinking involved. “I can’t think of a single reason to say no. Unless, of course, the price-” “There will be no price. No money. All I ask is that you be on time for our lessons, and we can work out a schedule tomorrow evening.” “Thank you,” you almost sighed with relief, then paused before asking. “Do you…really think my voice is…that good? That I can…do more with it?”
“I do not think it, Mademoiselle. I KNOW it.” A great swelling of pride leapt into your chest. “What is your name, my dear?” the Phantom asked. You gave it. The Phantom repeated it to himself; the crisp, cool way your name sounded upon his unseen lips gave you shivers of many kinds. “Now, what is your name?” you thought to ask. “Mine?” the Phantom replied. He seemed startled you would ask. “Well, unless you want me to just call you ‘Monsieur Fanotome,’ or something, but that seems kind of silly. Surely you have a name of your own.” Once again, you couldn’t be entirely certain, but you swore that in the one eye you saw gazing down upon you, something affectionate flickered. “I do, certainly,” the Phantom said, and took a breath: “My name - Child of Man, Angel of Music - is…”
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“Want to know a secret?” “Coo-coo!” “Promise not to tell?” “Coo-coo!” “We are standing by a wishing well!” You had never thought this day would come. You certainly never dreamed it would come this quickly. You did your best to hide your nerves, as you sat before the set piece of the well, and spoke to the puppeteered doves perched upon its edge. All the while, you were keenly aware of the presence of the audience, all gazing upon you with judgemental eyes…in a full house…in the grandest opera venue the city, perhaps even the country, had ever known. You tried to push the nerves out of your system; to stay in-character, to stay with the scene, as you twittered to the puppet-birds in a tone that almost matched their symphonic cooing. “Make a wish into the well! That’s all you have to do! And if you hear it echoing? Your wish may soon come true!” As you relaxed and let your voice flow, you thought of how you’d reached this point…while the chorus, hidden in the wings, echoed your singing… “I’m Wishing…” “I’m wishing!” “...For the one I love, to find me…” “To find me!” “...Today.” “Today!” Bette had been selected to play this role, of course, with her husband Fortesque as the leading man. But one prank too many from the mysterious opera ghost had finally done the trick for both, it seemed: after a sandbag nearly rendered the Madame unconscious, both she and her husband declared they were leaving the company, and would not be returning without a raise. (And considering how rich they already were, the likelihood of Crowley giving them one was next to nil.) While this was not the first time the two had gone through a blowup of this nature…the great problem was that the newest performance of a much-beloved opera, “La Belle au Bois Dormant,” was due to perform that night. Bette and her husband-accomplice likely hoped that would force Crowley into taking action. He did, but not the action they’d likely expected…and now, here you were. Your voice trained by your “special teacher,” and ready to show what all the work you’d both done could amount to. “I’m hoping…” “I’m hoping!”
“...And I’m dreaming of the nice things…” “The nice things!” “...He’ll say.” “He’ll say!” You then began to vocalize wordlessly, the riffs and calls once more echoed by the chorus. You did not turn to see, but you could faintly hear footsteps approaching you from behind. You knew who it was, of course. After all…the departure of the two stars meant that you weren’t the only one who would get to finally show your stuff in the spotlight. “I’m Wishing…” “I’m Wishing!” “...For the one I love, to find me…” “To find me!” “...Today.” “TODAY!” You jumped, startled, as you turned…and beheld the young, handsome figure of a man with terracotta-hued hair, dressed in a crimson-and-gold outfit that could only be worn by the wealthiest in the kingdom. Your eyes were immediately arrested by the warm, friendly, somewhat playful look in his own cherry-colored irises. “Oh…OH!” you exclaimed, as you got to your feet. You started to break away…but the young man (Ace, of course, in his costume) took hold of your hand, still smiling. “I’m awfully sorry!” the “Prince” told you, the “Beauty in the Woods.” His smile became almost embarrassed, yet encouraging, as he added: “I didn’t mean to frighten you.” “Oh, it wasn’t that!” you replied, somewhat shyly. “It’s just that you’re a…well, uh…” “A stranger?” the Prince finished, with a chuckle. “Mm-hm! And…and my aunts have always warned me not to talk to strangers!” “Very smart of them. But don’t you remember? We’ve met before!” You stopped short at that. “W-we…we have?” you blinked, innocently. “Of course!” the prince chortled, and then smiled in the most charming way possible as he looked deep into your eyes as he began to sing: “I know you, I walked with you Once Upon a Dream…” You squeaked as the “Prince” spun you around, and began to dance with you. He winked boyishly as he led you across the stage; around the forest floor, spinning around the well in a waltz.
“I know you! The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam!”
You smiled back at him, and soon fell into step with the charming youth, as he continued to croon.
“And I know it’s true, that visions are seldom all they seem! But if I know you, I know what you’ll do…”
He scooped you up close, pressing your bodies against one another with a tender, passionate smile.
“You’ll love me at once, the way you did Once Upon a Dream.”
Now it was your turn; a flicker of encouragement in Ace’s eyes, which weren’t due to his character, seemed to pass the ball to you, as he spun you around, and you twirled away. As you came to a stop, you curtseyed with a mischievous laugh.
“Yes, I know you,” you parroted back, letting your soprano ring out clear and true with each note. “I walked with you Once Upon a Dream!”
You scampered behind a tree on the set. Ace hurried after you, and peeked behind it…only for you to pop up from the other side and tickle him behind his ear, making him yelp and laugh.
“I know you! The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam!”
The Prince grinned almost wickedly and lunged, as if he meant to hug you, but you dove out of the way and swished behind him…before jokingly placing your hands over his eyes. This time, you led him around as he blindly stumbled a bit.
“And I know it’s true that visions are seldom all they seem…”
Finally, you spun him around, and took his hands, and the two of you waltzed together once more.
“...But if I know you, I know what you’ll do. You’ll love me at once…”
Your hand reached up to caress his cheek, and a lovestruck look crossed Ace’s face as he seemed to blush.
“...The way you did Once Upon a Dream.” With a final twirl, the two of you embraced. The audience applauded in an instant.
As you held Ace tightly, waiting for the applause to die down and the maestro to strike up the next bit of music on the program, you whispered into his ear…
“We finally made it. They love us.”
“Well, that’s not too surprising,” he whispered back, breath tickling your own ear now, and you could feel his lashes flicker as he winked jokingly. “We always knew they’d love me.”
You subtly pinched him for that one, and he pouted slightly before playing it off as part of the character with a laugh.
As the two of you got ready for the next tune, two separate figures were watching you intently from the audience. They seemed to care little about Ace, their attention fully enraptured by you, as you laughed, smiled, and sang along.
One of them had a fond, nostalgic look on his face, as he stared at you with wonder-filled eyes, colored peacock green. The tattoo of a spade was inked around one of his eyes, as he applauded you with an admiring grin.
“BRAVO!” he called out, then his voice lowered as he spoke to himself, eyes seeming to glisten. “Can it be…can it really be you…?” As he wondered and mused, the second figure never even noticed. White-gloved palms clapped together with an authoritative sound…illuminated by the dim lighting of Box Five. The area’s sole occupant, the one and only audience member present in the box seats there, smiled, grin curling upwards with pride…and something softer. Something…almost reverent. “Brava. Brava,” the lips parted to whisper in a sibilant yet sweet way. “Bravissima, my Angel…”
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KNOCK-KNOCKITY-KNOCK-KNOCK!
“Who’s there?”
“Just me, Ace! You decent?”
“Well, I’ve got clothes on, if that’s what you mean.”
Ace took the jocular invitation and opened the door to Madame Bette’s dressing room…or rather, on this evening, YOUR dressing room. You had changed out of your costume into a long, white dress, and had been busy tidying up, cleaning off your makeup and pulling the wig-pins out of your hair. You smiled as your scene partner entered, dressed in a white undershirt, and still in his costume bottoms.
“How dashing, my Prince,” you teased with a wink.
Ace just chuckled and rubbed the back of his head.
“Yeah, well…forgive me if I wanted to pop in and say you did an AWESOME job tonight! I hate to admit it, but I kinda wasn’t sure if you’d be up to the challenge. You really saved us and pulled through!”
“Hey, the show must go on,” you shrugged, and smiled as you continued speaking to him, though your gaze now turned to the mirror. “Besides, I’ve been working on my voice for months now. I’m glad I finally got a chance to show what I can do. It was nerve-wracking, though!”
“I bet it was,” nodded Ace, then frowned. “Speaking of all that training, when are you going to introduce me to this guy who’s been teaching you? I wanna shake his hand for tonight.”
“I don���t think he does handshakes,” you chuckled. “And I told you, he prefers to keep a low profile.”
“Psh. Must be REALLY low, if you won’t even say his NAME,” huffed Ace. He paused, then bit his lip, and cleared his throat. “Ahem…so, uh…anyway, I…kinda had a question for you.”
“Oh?” you vocalized, inquiringly, looking up at him in a somewhat puzzled fashion. He was shifting rather anxiously on both of his feet. “What’s the matter? Did I miss something in the libretto, or-?”
“No, no! You were…absolutely perfect there,” Ace answered, with a slightly high-strung laugh that wasn’t like him at all. “It’s just…well…I was thinking-”
KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCKITY-KNOCK!
Both of you jumped, a bit surprised, as another knock came at the door. You couldn’t help but frown slightly; how many visitors were you going to have before you even finished getting out of costume?
“Hello?”
“Excuse me,” a voice called from the other side. “I hope I’m not interrupting, but can I come in?”
You and Ace looked at each other. He shrugged, clearly not sure what was going on.
“I suppose,” you answered, slowly.
The door opened once more, and another young man entered the room. He had dark hair, and eyes of a blue-green hue. A spade was tattooed over one of his eyes, and he dressed in a rather fine-looking blue suit: the sort only the nobility seemed able to afford. His smile was kind and slightly apprehensive as he stepped onto the scene…carrying a bouquet of blue roses. “Madamoiselle,” he greeted you, and his smile became teasing. “Where has your scarf gone?” Your eyes lit up and a wide smile stretched across your face. You could hardly believe it! “Deuce!” you exclaimed and jumped to your feet before rushing over and giving him a hug. “Oh, you made it! I wasn’t sure if you knew!” Deuce jumped slightly as he was hugged so tightly…then blushed red as a beet and tried to pull away. “Hey…h-hey, no getting mushy on me!” he chided. “You owe me, by the way, y’know I can’t stand opera!” “Unless I’M in it, right?” you joked, pulling back with a knowing smile. Deuce smiled back. “Well, if you’re in it, I’ll always try my best,” he promised. You smiled wider, then heard a cough that caught both of your attentions. Ace was standing nearby, waving, a sort of befuddled, somewhat frustrated look on his face. “Uh…hi? How are you?” he greeted, in a sarcastic manner. “Mind telling me who you are and what’s goin’ on?” Deuce nodded his head respectfully. “Deuce Spade. I’m a Viscount of the Queendom of Roses. I, uh…” He blushed and looked at you as he offered the flowers. “...I’ve known the star here for…a long time.” You giggled and took the roses gratefully, then turned to Ace and explained: “Deuce and I grew up together. My father was a musician who was patroned by his family, until…well…” “I see,” Ace replied, then narrowed his eyes at Deuce. “Funny, they’ve never mentioned you before.” “Well, we haven’t seen each other in a while, but we try to keep in touch through post,” Deuce shrugged, then his eyes lit up with excitement as he looked at you again. “Oh! Did you get that last letter I sent you? About that amazing new ‘gas-powered carriage’ my parents got? It is SO COOL! The thing moves faster than any horse, I even got to drive it here!” “Really!” you exclaimed, impressed. “You’ll have to show it to me sometime!” “I can show it to you right now,” Deuce said, with a smirk, and tossed his head back towards the door. “See, I was thinking we could go get something to eat, kinda celebrate your victory and…y’know…catch up a bit?”
You smiled apologetically as you took Deuce’s blue-gloved hand. “I’d love to, Deuce, but-” “-BUT,” Ace broke in, and you froze up as he slung one arm around your shoulder with a cocky smile, pointing to himself. “I’m afraid little miss Lead Soprano here already agreed to go out to dinner with ME for the evening!” “She did?” Deuce asked, looking disappointed. “I did?” you blinked, completely baffled. “Well, you were just about to,” sniffed Ace. “That’s what I was gonna ask you before I was so RUDELY interrupted.” He glared at Deuce with the sort of aggravated jealousy a schoolboy has when their favorite playmate is hanging out with somebody else. Deuce glared back in a similar manner. “What makes you think they would have said yes to that?” he asked, crossing his arms with a stern sort of scowl. “Well, I bet they’d rather hang out tonight with a FELLOW CAST MEMBER than some hoity-toity rich kid they haven’t seen in ages!” “That’s uncalled for!” snapped Deuce, jabbing a finger in Ace’s direction. “Besides, I think they’d much rather get to see an amazing new invention and eat somewhere nice for a change!” “‘Somewhere nice’?! Are you implying I wouldn’t take them somewhere nice?!” “Well, no offense, but I can probably afford better.” “I TAKE GREAT OFFENSE AT THAT!” “Sorry, sorry!” Deuce exclaimed, sounding genuinely contrite as he put up his hands. You couldn’t help but smile; he’d never liked to flaunt his own wealth. If anything, he was embarrassed by it. One of the reasons you liked him. “All the same,” Deuce went on, in a steady way, clearly trying to stay polite. “I’d love a chance to see my childhood friend again and chat about everything we’ve missed out on the past several years.” “And maybe you’ll get that chance. But not tonight,” harumphed Ace. “You don’t control her!” Deuce sneered. “Neither do you!” Ace sniped. “Why not ask what SHE wants?” Deuce growled. “I know what she wants!” “No, you don’t, and talking like that is going to get you a smack in the head, Ace.” Trappola subsided, flinching like a guilty dog being scolded by its owner, as you finally spoke up. Deuce smirked with triumph…but only for a fleeting moment as you turned to him again. “With that said, I’m sorry, Deuce, but I can’t go out to dinner tonight. I actually already have an engagement.”
Deuce’s eyes shot very wide and his face turned red. “Y-You’re…engaged?! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME THAT?!” “No, no, not engaged! Just…I meant I’m going out with somebody else for dinner tonight!”
“Yay!” Ace grinned.
“Not you,” you told him, blandly.
“Boo,” Ace pouted.
You couldn’t help but smirk with some affection before once more returning your attention to Deuce. You held up the flowers and thanked him for them before adding, “Maybe we can arrange a chance next week. Or, hey…this probably won’t be my only show, with everything going on. We’ll find another time.”
Deuce still looked a bit disappointed, but he also seemed somewhat relieved…presumably at the knowledge that you weren’t anyone’s fiance.
“Alright,” he conceded, then bit his lip before almost shyly asking, “Are you…sure you won’t come and see the new car? That’s what they call it; I guess it’s short for ‘carriage.’”
He mumbled the last several words and shrugged one shoulder. He looked so deeply disappointed you couldn’t help but chuckle softly. You placed a hand on his shoulder and nodded.
“Next time,” you said. “I promise.”
Deuce clearly felt a bit better hearing that.
“Now,” you said, and looked at both him and Ace. “Can you both go? I need to finish getting out of everything so I can make that dinner date.”
“Whatever,” shrugged Ace.
“Sure thing,” nodded Deuce.
The two turned around and headed for the door at the exact same time…then grunted as they each bumped into each other in the process. They backed up and gave each other much-too-patient smiles, their eyes filled with something close to a desire for homicide.
“After you, ‘Viscount,’” Ace slithered.
“No, after you, ‘sir,’” Deuce responded in a similar fashion.
They each nodded to each other…and promptly both tried to get out the door at the same time again, and bumped into one another even harder than before.
You facepalmed and had to bite your lip to hold back peals of giggles as, with much flailing of hands and fumbling of feet, the two finally managed to wedge themselves free from the room and out of the door.
“Goodnight!” you called to them, in a cheerful tone, as you watched them each give each other vengeful, envious glares before you shut the door at long last.
As soon as the two were gone, a sigh of relief left you. Off and on, throughout the little bickering session, you’d been glancing at the clock on the dressing room wall.
He’d be here any moment now, you were sure of it. “That was a close one,” you murmured to yourself. “Indeed. I was half tempted to take my true form and swallow them whole; my ears are going to ache for a month.” You whirled about, startled. There was a long, tall mirror in the dressing room, attached to a wall. The glass panel had slid aside, revealing a dark passage beyond.
Out of the passage he stepped: a tall, lean-but-muscular figure, garbed in a fancy black tuxedo, with white gloves. A long, purple cape stretched back behind his shoulders, and upon his head was a black fedora with a purple hatband…with two small holes cut into the brim to allow his horns passage. His jet black hair was tied into a ponytail with a purple ribbon, and his ears were pointed, almost elfen in appearance. One side of his face was covered by a perfectly polished porcelain mask, which was fastened - like his hair - with a purple ribbon. Behind the mask, all you could see was one of his eyes: each eye a toxic shade of green, with slit pupils, and irises that seemed to glow in the dark. The other half of his face was sculpted like marble, almost as pale as the stark white mask, with a softness and silkiness one could sense even without touching the skin. As he smiled, the points of long, sharp teeth could be seen. He was here. The Phantom of the Opera. But you knew him by another name now. “Good evening, Malleus,” you greeted him politely. “Good evening, Daughter of Man,” Malleus Draconia - the elusive Opera Ghost - responded, and bowed in a courtly fashion. “Your performance tonight nearly took my breath away. I am exceptionally proud of you.” “Thank you,” you said, feeling rather humbled by his praise…but your humility soon faded as you smirked. “Have you been watching me change this whole time?” Malleus seemed to bristle like an irritated cat at the suggestion. “You wound me, my Angel of Music,” he sniffed, snootily, and stood ramrod straight, swirling his dark violet cloak behind him. “I should hope you know I have better manners than that.” “I do, I just couldn’t help but tease,” you giggled, then cocked your head to the left. “Did you mean what you said?” Malleus cocked his head in the opposite direction, inquisitively. “About swallowing them whole. Ace and Deuce.” Malleus narrowed his eyes. “I know you consider them your friends,” he said to you. “You’ve told me of your correspondences with the Viscount, but I sense he comes to the opera for the wrong reasons.” “What do you mean?” “He values the beauty of faces, and of mechanical flim-flammery,” scoffed Malleus. “Not so much the beauty of music.” “Uh-huh,” you replied, not sure you really had grounds to disagree, and also not wanting to start an argument. “And what about Ace?” “Oh, Trappola is simply obnoxious at times.”
You snickered. Malleus smiled gently. “I like it when you laugh,” he remarked, faintly. “It’s almost as pleasant a sound as your singing.” “Thank you, Maestro,” you said, then held out your hand. “Now…shall we go?” Malleus smiled wider. One of his white gloves - the fingers long and the gloves tapered at the ends (perhaps to conceal claws? You’d never seen him with his gloves off) - stroked against your skin before he grasped your hand in his. Then, with the very gentlest of pulls, he led you into the passage through the mirror. His free hand swept out against the nearby wall. In one fluid motion, he picked up a lantern hanging on a hook there… …And also flipped a hidden switch. The mirror closed behind you. “Come with me, my Angel,” the Phantom intoned, his voice echoing into every corner of your mind, as he guided you down the long, dark, winding stairway that led somewhere deep below the opera house, within the very bowels of the city. “I have waited for this moment longer than you realize…”
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The way to the Phantom’s Lair was like something out of a fantasy. You’d traveled there many times by now, but somehow it never got any less fascinating. At the bottom of the stairs had waited Caesar; a stellar stallion whose reins were being held by one of Malleus’ servants - a young man named Silver, whose hair matched his name…and who you’d found sleeping standing up. Malleus was used to this by now. You rode upon Caesar as Malleus and Silver led him along a winding path, descending even further into the depths of the ground. During this part of the journey, you could hear nothing but your own breathing, and the steps of the horse and its leaders. Finally, you came to a small dock, through which the great river ran under the ground, in caverns and catacombs hidden far below the streets of Sage. Waiting here was a little boat, which Malleus personally piloted like a gondola, using a punting pole. Silver, meanwhile, hopped upon Caesar’s back, and road with him down a side path to some other part of the catacombs. All along the path across the water, to the final stage of your journey, the walls were decorated with candles, which never seemed to go out or even dim no matter the dampness. In between the candles were pieces of art, hung up like a gallery; numerous paintings and charcoal sketches, framed for only the viewing purposes of Malleus and his secret staff that dwelled with him beneath the ground. “Is that one new?” you asked, pointing at one particular painting as the two of you glided past in the boat. “Yes,” Malleus nodded. “Lilia purchased it only yesterday. I hadn’t expected tonight to be the opportunity when I would share it with you.” “You don’t sound like you’re bothered by that,” you smirked over your shoulder. Malleus smiled innocently and chuffed through his nose, then turned his attention forward again. As he continued to push the boat along towards his secret lair, you couldn’t help but watch Malleus…and gaze upon the mask he wore. You often wondered what he was hiding beneath it. You would have expected, with all his other oddities, he wouldn’t feel so self-conscious…and the other half of his face, which was visible, clearly was rather handsome. All this time, however, you’d never dared to really ask about the mask. You’d noticed it, naturally, and he’d noticed you doing so, and once or twice it would be brought up in conversation…but you hadn’t once wanted to ask what was beneath it. Tonight…that curiosity felt more intense than ever. After everything he’d done for you, after all you had accomplished together - his spirit and your voice, combined - didn’t you deserve to know a little more? “Is something the matter, Daughter of Man?” The perplexed question snapped you out of your musings. You shook your head, half to clear it, and half to answer Malleus’ inquiry. He shrugged, and returned his attention to the river. You turned away, and watched the river ahead. You could see a faint glow at the end of the tunnel you both now skimmed through. You were almost to his hidden home. Perhaps tonight, at dinner, you could find the chance to learn the one secret he kept even from you. The boat slunk its way through the underwater passage, and was skillfully harbored at a small, ramshackle sort of pier. The planks led up to a set of stone steps, which led up to a magnificent pipe organ: the half-dragon’s pride and joy. A crooked path led from the pipe organ to two caverns, which you knew housed the rest of the so-called Phantom’s home. One smaller cavern contained Malleus’ private chambers, while another, larger cavern had been separated into a kitchen and a dining room. You did not know where his Servants typically lived, though he had made it clear they did not live with him: they would leave and arrive at appointed hours. They - and yourself - were the only ones who could enter this secret sanctum…and live to tell about it. Not that any of you would. Why bother?
Malleus tied the boat off at the dock. He then snapped his fingers. You weren’t sure if it was real magic or some sort of mechanical trick, but when he did, huge candelabras rose from the water, and flared up on their own accord, providing better illumination to the dimly-lit catacombs. As the candles went alight, Malleus doffed his hat, hanging it upon a rack at the end of the pier, near the steps. He then undid the bit of silk rope that fastened his cape, and swirled it (perhaps more dramatically than he intended to) off of his shoulders. He then strode back along the pier and extended his gloved hands with a gentle, encouraging smile. You accepted both his hands in yours and cautiously stepped off the boat and onto the pier. Once you were side by side, he looped your arm into the crook of one of his own, then led you past the pipe organ - past other odds and ends that littered the main cavern - and towards the tunnel leading into the dining area. “Where are the others?” you asked, a bit surprised when no one else came to greet you. Typically, Lilia was there to say hello, and Sebek was there to kow-tow to his “liege” and say some half-degrading comment about yourself…which typically earned him a swat from Lilia or a stern glower from Malleus. “I gave them all the night off,” Malleus explained. “Silver will be joining them in due course, I suspect. I hope it won’t seem too forward, but…I rather wanted our little victory dinner tonight to be just between us, and there wasn’t much time to prepare.” “As long as Lilia didn’t do the cooking, I’m more than okay with that.” “Oh, please, don’t even jest about such things,” shuddered Malleus, the eye behind the mask showing sickly revulsion. “I would sooner remove this mask that subject you to that unholy torture.” “I doubt whatever’s under your mask can be worse than Lilia’s cooking,” you responded, pointedly. Feeling a bit daring, you reached up a hand to touch the masked cheek…only for Malleus’ own hand to guide yours away with a sort of cheeky smile. “There are only three things worse than Lilia’s cooking,” he replied. “One of them is what’s under this mask.” “Dare I ask what the other two are?” “Bette’s singing, and Bucchi’s breath.” You snorted with laughter and couldn’t help a cheeky smile of your own. “I notice that things like ‘death’ and ‘poison’ aren’t listed.” “You’ve tried Lilia’s cooking. Would you honestly say those are worse?” “I guess not.” The two of you laughed. You couldn’t help but marvel at that simple fact: to the rest of Sage, and especially to those who dwelled and worked in the Corbeau de la Nuit Opera House, the horned gentleman you walked with was a figure of fear and mystery. But here you both were, candidly (and poorly) joking about someone’s bad culinary habits, as if it were the most perfectly ordinary thing in the world. All the same, you couldn’t help a sadness that crept into your smile.
If Malleus genuinely thought that his face was worse than Lilia’s cooking, and death was better…well, that had to say something, simply put. You had little time to feel sorrow, however, as he brought you to the dining room. Two chairs had been set, one on each end of the table. The food was not piping hot, but it was still warm as it sat ready for you all; either he or someone in his little group must have set up shortly before he went to fetch you, or even while the two of you were on your way. There was roast beef, scalloped potatoes covered in some sort of cheese, buttery biscuits, a small basket of fresh fruits for one to choose from, and some spinach dip to accompany a collection of breadsticks. “Help yourself, My Angel,” Malleus intoned, as he gestured to the feast before you, bowing and sweeping out one hand grandly as the other went to his chest. “You have more than earned your fair share of all this tonight.” You blushed and thanked him. You served yourself a small bit of everything, but you knew the majority of all this food would be going to one of two places: either into the larder for storage and future consumption…or into the dragon’s belly. If there was one thing everyone who lived in, around, or (apparently) under the opera house seemed to share, it was a bizarrely voracious appetite. “Where did you get it all?” you thought to ask, as you took your own seat. “Oh, it’s quite simple: I had Silver and Sebek visit the market earlier today,” Malleus answered, as he tucked a white cloth napkin into his collar. “They picked up the meat, the potatoes, and-” “No, no, I mean…if Lilia didn’t cook, who did the cooking?” you elaborated. “Well, that’s rather a different question,” smirked Malleus. “You should say what you mean, Child of Man.” You wanted to protest, but you couldn’t think of what to say. You opened your mouth, and the unmasked eyebrow arched, as if warning you to think a little more about what came out of said mouth next. Finally, you huffed and sat back. Malleus chuckled, a look of playful victory in his eyes as he took up his knife and fork, and prepared to eat from his own plate. You took up your own pieces of cutlery, but paused before you actually began to eat. You watched as Malleus lifted a bite of roast beef to his mouth…watched his fangs part before he popped the morsel of meat into his jaws…then shook your head, face a little flushed, as you tried to focus on your own meal. All the while however, you could hear the half-dragon thrum as he tasted the supper before him, and couldn’t help but quiver. There were some things you loved about him you simply could not explain. Such thoughts soon left your mind, however, when you took your first bite of dinner. A startled sound left you, and your eyes widened. Malleus looked up immediately. “What’s the matter?” he asked. A slight note of anxiety filled his voice as he checked: “You don’t like the roast beef?” “N-No, it’s not that-” “Ah,” he sighed, almost despondently. “I know. It’s the spinach.” “No!” you exclaimed, and smiled. “Nothing is wrong! I…this is REALLY good!”
Malleus’ eyes widened a bit…then a look of great satisfaction painted his face. “Oh. Is that all?” he asked, chuckling, in a sort of tone that indicated he was trying not to show just how delighted he truly was. “Well, I’m…exceptionally glad to hear it.” “Seriously, who made this?” you had to inquire. “Silver?” Malleus didn’t answer, his eyes focused on the knife and fork sawing through his helping of roast beef. “It wasn’t Sebek, surely?” Malleus still didn’t answer…but as he swallowed another piece of meat, you suddenly noticed a how the skin of his one unmasked cheek seemed to darken faintly. It was then the pieces fit together in your head. “...You. You made this yourself, didn’t you?” Malleus smiled and looked up at you. You weren’t entirely sure, but you swore there was something almost bashful in the inclination of his head and the glimmer in his eyes. “I have talents beyond simply my music, my mortal friend,” he replied. “Not cooking. At least, you’ve never cooked before. You usually have someone bring food down here from the restaurant inside the Corbeau de la Nuit…or, if you’re desperate, you just ask Lilia to make something, and pray you’ll survive.” Normally, such a statement would have made Malleus laugh. It didn’t this time. “Was…was this your first time?” you asked, captivated by the idea. Malleus nodded and put down his cutlery, folding his hands and giving you a sort of hopeful look. “I trust my first attempt is acceptable?” “Very,” you smiled, and your smile grew as the full weight of what had happened, what you were tasting, struck you. “I…I’m flattered, Maestro. It really means a lot that you’d go through so much for me, with-” “For you, it is nothing, Daughter of Man,” Malleus replied, somewhat grandly, lifting a hand to halt your words. “I would wrestle with demons and angels for you. Learning how to properly use an oven and seasoning is the least I could manage.” “How DID you manage it?” “Well, first of all, I used a recipe book, and followed it diligently. Second of all, I asked Lilia for his advice…and proceeded to do the precise opposite of everything he told me.” “Yeah. That would do the trick.” Both of you laughed, and once again returned to your meal. Several times you looked up, watching as Malleus feasted. He ate politely, but he ate large portions; several times you saw him dab at his mouth as he rumbled faintly, cleaning up any juice and crumbs that speckled his lips and chin, marring the perfect skin. At one point, you paused as you noticed something. “Uh…you missed a spot.” Malleus paused and looked up at you. “Pardon?”
“Right here,” you said, and pointed to the side of your face where his mask rested. Draconia frowned and dabbed over his mask…then sighed softly as he saw a spot of liquid from his glass of sparkling grape juice. He’d poured one for each of you, with all the manners of a high-class butler. “Thank you,” he muttered, and lowered his napkin, frowning in a mildly frustrated manner. You paused, then turned your gaze to your food as you continued to eat. “You know,” you said, without looking up. “It might be easier to eat if you didn’t have part of your mouth covered by your mask.” You heard the knife and fork in Malleus Draconia’s hand scrape at the plate. Another sigh, louder than before, came from him. You looked up at last as you heard the unmistakable clatter of the utensils falling to the emptied plate. His look was very serious. “That is the second time, Mademoiselle, you have brought up my mask,” he said, his voice grave. “I’m beginning to think you have something you want to say about it. If so, say it.” You hesitated before nodding and speaking your mind: “I want to know what’s under it. I don’t understand why you keep your face hidden all the time. At first, I thought it was just because you were trying to play up the whole ‘creepy opera ghost’ act, but…by now, we’ve come to know each other so well-” “-And no matter how well someone knows another, there will always be things they keep private,” Malleus reprimanded in interruption. “Believe me, my dear, you do NOT want to see what is beneath this mask.” You bit your lip, then suddenly stood up. “Were you injured?” you blurted out. Malleus blinked. “Come again?” he responded, flatly. “Is that why you keep it covered? Is your face scarred? Or is there a medical reason? Like, is this some kind of way of keeping it from getting infected or something? I just…there has to be a reason you are so sure I don’t want to see! And who else HAS seen? Lilia? Silver? Anybody at all? If they can stand it, then why not-?” Malleus rose very swiftly, and you suddenly felt a jolt of nervousness flow through you. He towered over you as he strolled around the table and peered down at you with burning green eyes. “Darling,” he said, in a voice that was somehow so inviting and yet so thoroughly dangerous, all at once. “Please, do not ask any more questions about my mask. I keep it on for your sake, as much as my own. And I do not appreciate being pestered about it.” You bit your lip…then nodded and bowed your head. “I’m sorry,” you half-whispered, sincerely. “I…just…thought you might…trust me enough.” Malleus softened then. His smile returned and he cupped a hand under your chin, tilting your head up to look him in the eye once more. “It is not my trust of you that is truly in danger,” he replied. “Tell me, my dear: do you trust me?”
He leaned close, whispering into your ear: “Are you afraid of me?” You answered honestly, and without hesitation, despite a certain tremble in your heart. “No. I’m not afraid of you. I don’t think I ever really have been. I never believed you were a ghost, and you’ve never done anything to make me feel like I should be scared. I know you’ve scared plenty of other people, but you’ve never done anybody harm, as far as I know. So…I don’t think I have a reason to be afraid.” “If you peered beneath the mask, that would change,” Malleus said, as firmly and simply as if it were just a fact of life. “That is the last thing I would want. I have…precious few people in my life who DON’T fear me.” He paused, then his voice quieted as he added, “I have precious few people in my life, in general. I…could not bear the thought of frightening you. Of losing you. So, please…never ask me to remove my mask.” You paused, then finally replied: “I won’t ask.” Malleus smiled wider, pleased with that answer, and then backed away from you. He took your hand in his and kissed the back of it, still smiling. “After dinner,” he said, “Would you perhaps accompany me back to the music chamber? I wish to hear you sing.” “You heard me sing earlier,” you couldn’t help but giggle. “In front of a crowd of hundreds.” “That WAS in front of a crowd of hundreds,” Malleus snorted. “I want to hear you sing something for me. Only for me. If that isn’t too much to ask.” “It isn’t,” you said, shaking your head. “I just asked a lot of you, obviously, and…well…I think you’re entitled to having something in return. I couldn’t have made it to tonight if it hadn’t been for you.” Malleus seemed prouder than ever before, as he sat back at the table. He poured himself another glass of sparkling grape, and held it up in toast. “Then let us drink and continue to feast in honor of our friendship,” he proclaimed. You lifted your cup and inclined your head, replying, “Yes. To our friendship.” Then both of you drank. But as you drank, and as Malleus served himself another heaping helping of roast beef, you couldn’t help a dark little desire fluttering in your head. You had told him you wouldn’t ask him to remove the mask…but now, more than ever, you were determined to see what was beneath it. For better or for worse.
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“BUUURRRP! Oof…oh, do pardon me…” You flushed and giggled, as Malleus patted his mouth and then his stomach. “My, my! Who knew the Opera Ghost could be so unmannerly?” you couldn’t help but tease, and nudged him with your elbow as you both walked towards the main sector of the sanctum, and the gilded organ that waited there. Malleus frowned, looking a bit affronted. “How is it unmannerly?” he asked, sounding genuinely curious. “I said pardon me. Isn’t that a show of good manners? Or am I expected to say something else?” You just shook your head with a sort of weary amusement. “No, you showed good manners. But most people wouldn’t expect the Phantom to let out a sound that makes the whole cave shake.” Malleus blinked. “What sort of sound WOULD they expect me to make?” “I don’t know. Probably something like rattling chains.” “Why would I rattle chains? That seems both pointless and, for a lesser creature, likely taxing. But I suppose true ghosts DO have time to waste…” You just laughed. The Phantom guided you to his pipe organ. His usual elegance returned as he seated himself at the keys. He removed his gloves; he never liked playing with them on. Beneath the white kid leather, his hands were the same pale skin tone as the visible portion of his face. His nails were black, and came out to points, like claws. Some might have found the sight unsettling, but you were honestly quite taken with his hands: the fingers long and strong, thin but clearly all muscle. “Have you any requests?” he asked. “Your voice is all I need. The song can be left up to you.” “No. I prefer to leave the choice to you, Maestro,” you replied, with a somewhat mocking bow. Malleus rolled his eyes, and then flipped through the ledger of sheet music that was always perched in place at the organ. He selected a song he knew you were both familiar with. After pointing it out to make sure you knew the what he was going to play, and getting your agreement, he took a breath. His fingers plinked a few keys on the keyboard…then, they began to play in earnest, drumming out a few notes beneath their clawed tips, which bellowed from the great organ, carrying the mysterious tune high up through the vents of the opera house, to echo through its solemn halls and out to the empty stage. The place you’d first heard the music of the night. Now, you could hear it in all its splendor. Your heart seemed to beat faster, as you instinctively adopted the posture you’d been trained to use in recitals. Malleus grinned, approving of your poise, the tips of his fangs shining brightly. His voice boomed, echoing off the walls, overpowering even the pipe organ’s magnificent sound.
“Sing, My Angel of Music! Sing for me!” And so you did. “Have you ever yearned to go, past the world you think you know? Been enthralled to the call of the Beauty Underneath? Have you let it draw you in, past the place where dreams begin? Felt the full, breathless pull of the Beauty Underneath?” You closed your eyes, as the music shifted in tone, and seemed to flow through your blood like silk. “Can you taste it? Have you heard its music and embraced it? Do you crave the visions that it shows you?” You looked at Malleus again, as the music went on. “Do you wonder why it chose you? Like it knows you? Knows you have a darkness running through you? If you’re not afraid, I’ll show it to you.” He grinned as he looked up at you, and put in his own lyrics; the song was a duet. “You don’t fear the darkness, do you?” You shivered slightly, and shook your head, as if in answer to the question. He chuckled, and the organ sang its own tune as you prepared for the second verse. The song was one he had taught you a good while back: in the story from whence it came, the lyrics were to be sung between a teacher and a student. Once upon a time, that had been enough to summarize your relationship with the Phantom…but now, you sensed a deeper layer beneath the lyrics as they left your own mouth, as well as his. “Have you found yourself beguiled, by the dangerous and wild?” you sang, your voice carrying out with a mysterioso quality. “And been hooked, as you looked at the Beauty Underneath?” Another shiver went through you, as paper was flipped, and you hugged yourself; you suddenly felt a strange chill. “Have you felt your senses surge, and surrendered to the urge?” your voice shifted into a sort of husky tone, which was meant for more intimate scenes and melodies. “Tell me you know it too; know the Beauty Underneath!” Your eyes once more fell to Malleus, as it was his time to sing the next part. His voice was as rich and decadent as dark chocolate, and filled you with a warm, deep sweetness that few others had ever managed. “If it’s in you - in your skin, and bone, and blood, and sinew - if it doesn’t frighten you and shake you, there are places I can take you…” “I can taste it!” you sang back. “I have heard the music and embraced it! Even in the wonders you have shown me!” “It’s as if you’ve always known me,” Malleus responded, and there was such a depth of meaning in the way he sang it, you suddenly knew he was doing more than playing alongside you. You swallowed thinly as the key changed once again. Your voice shook slightly as you started the next segment, watching every motion Malleus made. You could see the way muscles rippled beneath the skin as his fingers danced along the keyboard, how his shoulders dipped and swung as he swayed like a serpent where he rested, his head oscillating in a reptilian fashion as he poured all his heart into the keys.
“It’s all so beautiful,” you began, and your voice soon strengthened again. “So strange, yet beautiful. Everything just as you said!” “And they’re so beautiful,” Malleus returned, and his eyes drifted from the sheet music and the keys towards your own hands, clasped before you. “Perhaps TOO beautiful. What I suspect cannot be. Still, they seem so much like me…” Your eyes connected - yours gazing into meaning-filled green irises - as you chorused together. “I can’t look away.” For just a moment, the music paused…then, with a sort of nervousness you never saw in the elegant Phantom before, he hammered at the keys again, and returned to the piece. In a flicker of an instant, you looked askance, tucking some hair behind your ear… …And noticed the purple ribbon of his mask. In that moment, you made your mind up to do something terribly drastic. Something part of you screamed was foolish on so many levels, but the rest of you could not ignore. Suddenly, you felt the need to see beneath the mask grow more intense than ever before. You wanted to know the face behind the voice, in every detail. With an impulse you were seemingly unable to control, you began to cautiously reach towards the mask…but then Malleus jerked his head towards you, and you pulled back again. He hadn’t noticed. There was an innocent joy, a delight, almost a childish exuberance in his elegant features, as he simply continued the piece, clearly waiting for you to pick up your cue. You did so quickly, as if you weren’t planning anything. “Are you ready?” “Yes!” “Come closer.” “Yes!” “Have no fear of the Beauty Underneath.” You reached a second time…but once again, his head jerked towards you, as he nodded and chuckled between his parts. He was still oblivious as you hurriedly pulled back your hand, giving an apprehensive sort of look he clearly didn’t catch. Your heart was beating more quickly as you knew what you were going to do. Half of you kept saying this was probably wrong…but another half of you, frankly, did not care. “You can face it.” “Yes!” “You can take it.” “Yes!” “You see through to the Beauty Underneath!” Your hands trembled as the music began to race to a crescendo, and the notes both of you sang became higher and higher. You kept them clasped, holding back the urge till you felt the moment was right.
“To the splendor!” “The splendor!” “And the glory!” “The glory!” “To the truth of the Beauty Underneath!” “Beauty Underneath!” “You’ll accept it?!” “YES!” “You’ll embrace it?!” “YES!” “LET ME SHOW YOU THE BEAUTY UNDER-” “AAAAARRRRRREEEEEIIIIIAAAAARRRRRGH!” Swiftly your fingers tore away the mask. You held the porcelain and ribbon construct in one hand…and in a second, fell back against the nearest wall. If you lived to be a hundred, you felt you should always remember the superhuman cry of grief and rage which the Phantom uttered the moment the costume piece was pulled free. Malleus rose to his full height with a discordant bang upon the organ keys. He leered down at you, looming over you, as he faced you in full. In a second, his whole demeanor had changed. His fangs were bared, gritting against one another, and his hands had curled into claw-like shapes, the taloned tips more prominently displayed than ever before. There was something wild in both of his green eyes which had once smoldered beneath the surface, but never been truly visible. The tone of his voice carried an imperious, thundering quality, stronger and yet more terrible than it had ever seemed before, as it rang through the lair with a power not even the stage could have contained. “FOOL!” he roared. “YOU WANT TO SEE?! WELL, LOOK AT IT! FEAST YOUR EYES, GLUT YOUR SOUL, ON MY CURSED UGLINESS!” You didn’t have much choice. Your eyes were wide and your mouth hung agape as you gazed at the face of the Phantom of the Opera. While one side of Malleus’ face - the side the mask did not hide - was smooth and pale and seemed to be carved by an expert sculptor…the other side was quite a different story. The skin had been replaced by a collection of dark, jagged-edged scales, colored a glossy black hue. The scales caused the edges of his nose and a small portion of his upper lip - the part the mask had covered - to curl slightly, and jabbed into the edges of his hairline. When coupled with the horns and the glowing, reptilian eyes, not to mention the bared fangs…had one looked at Malleus in profile from that side, unmasked, he might have been mistaken for some sort of demon, or beastly monster. He glared down at you, still standing tall and strong, his eyes filled with an acrid look of anger and something approaching pain. It was the pain that caused your lip to start to tremble slightly. He gave you an expression that was not quite a sneer and not quite a smirk - and leaned towards you, narrowing those venomous eyes. His voice was cold and frosty, with the sinister hiss of a serpent tucked into its tones.
“Well? Are you satisfied?” he snarled, a tone of biting sarcasm snapping into his voice. “I’m a very handsome fellow, am I not? You-” He stopped short. All of the wrath, all of the betrayal, all of the sorrow, but NONE of the pain left his face. Those feelings that did leave were replaced with confusion, shock, and amazement…as you reached out and placed your hands upon the scaly, ravaged cheek. Your fingers ran over the scales, feeling their hard, somewhat sharpish edges. The texture was like snakeskin and alligator hide put together, but with a toughness that almost rock-solid, like black gemstones jutting from his flesh. You bit your lip, and uttered a single question. “Does it…does it hurt, Malleus?” Malleus looked gobsmacked. His eyes were as wide as your own. His mouth remained resolutely shut as he swallowed thinly, blinking a few times, as if bewildered by your words, actions, and reactions. “Malleus?” you urged, concern painting every syllable you spoke. “Does it hurt?” “...D-Does…it…?” You had never seen the half-dragon so completely taken aback. So totally speechless and uncertain. He seemed almost shell-shocked. Slowly, he lowered himself c loser to your level. He dropped to one knee, looking into your eyes with a look that was completely different from any before: not the gentle, tender, but somehow supercilious gaze that so often filled his optics, nor the lordly fury that he’d shown only seconds ago. Now, he seemed…vulnerable. An almost childlike wonder, mixed with a tragic puzzlement, flooding his green gaze. He somehow seemed…younger. Smaller. It was a totally unique side to him than any you’d witnessed in the past. “You’re…not…afraid?” he asked, slowly. “Why would I be?” you asked back, very honestly. Malleus didn’t blink. Didn’t move. You almost swore he had stopped breathing for a second. You had to hold back a chuckle. You knew making light of the situation was likely a bad move. You smiled sympathetically and stroked his cheek again as he shifted your posture to sit up more comfortably. “Malleus…I don’t know what made you think I’d be so scared of…this,” you said, giving his cheek a pat, then finally withdrawing your hand. One of his took its place, as if trying to absorb the warmth that lingered from your touch into his own digit-tips. “But I’m not. I’m simply not. It’s really not as bad as you think. Honestly, I think it’s kind of…interesting.” “Interesting?” he repeated, sounding as if he were tasting each syllable and trying to decide how he liked them. You nodded, smiling a bit wider. “I’m guessing this is like the horns and such, right? Sort of…a sign of your dragon side?” you presumed. Malleus nodded. His expression was finally starting to cool, but only slightly. He still looked rather baffled…perhaps even slightly suspicious. “Well, then all I’m wondering is why it’s like that, and - more importantly - if it hurts you. Like…they don’t feel…uncomfortable, or painful?” Malleus paused…then shook his head to show that, no, they did not. You sighed with relief. “Thank goodness,” you said, and then looked up with a bit of sadness in your eyes. “That was the only thing I WAS scared of. Worrying if I’d hurt you physically, or if they did.”
“Nothing else?” “Nothing else,” you promised. Malleus Draconia’s eyes flickered up and down over you…then he turned away, noticeably moving so the scaly side of his face was hidden from immediate view. “Well…you aren’t exactly the first…but you’re certainly among the few,” he murmured, sorrowfully. Your eyes shone with concern. What had he been through that he felt he had to hide his face from others? How had it ended up that way? Had he been cursed? Was it just a defect of his humanoid form? These questions, you suddenly felt, were best left unasked. He was shaking. One had to look close to know it. But you definitely had that close look. Carefully, you held out the mask to him. Malleus looked at it, ears pricking up, then up into your eyes. You smiled kindly, and nodded encouragingly. He bit his lip - an uncharacteristic action from him, up to that point - then plucked the mask from your hand before rising to his feet. Hastily, he fitted it back into place, and tied the purple ribbon to keep it there. When he turned around again, the coolness he usually held had once again covered his features, and the mask hid the scaly hide from sight. “That was…not very thoughtful of you, my dear,” he said, steadily. He didn’t sound angry, nor even disappointed. Perhaps mildly annoyed, but…mostly, he just…seemed to say it. You smiled apologetically and got to your feet before reaching out to take one of his hands in your own. He stiffened slightly, but you pretended not to notice. “I know. And I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done something like that, and I promise that I won’t do it again. But…for the record…never feel you need to hide your face, or anything else, from me. I promise, I will never judge you or hurt you.” You then paused and smirked. “Besides, you lied to me.” “I…did?” Malleus blinked, questioningly. “Of course! Lilia’s cooking is WAY worse than that!” Malleus stared at you…then, his expression changed to an uncommon smile…and a bark of laughter suddenly left him. You soon found yourself laughing alongside him.
“See?” you teased. “If we can be like this, after that, there’s nothing to worry about.”
“I certainly hope not,” Malleus replied, crisply, his smiled taking on a slightly sad look. “I’m…admittedly still…reeling from what just happened, but…I’m grateful. Truly. Though I can’t guarantee I will ‘treat’ you to the sight of…”
He brushed his fingers against his mask’s edge.
“...This…very often.”
“You don’t have to,” you vowed to him. “You are my teacher, and my friend, ‘Monsieur Fantomas.’ I promise, in the future, I will show more respect to your privacy.”
“And I promise you I will attempt to keep better control of my temper.”
“Then that’s all that really matters right now,” you said, and skipped forward before placing a kiss to his masked cheek, just to show him. For the second time that night, the Phantom of the Opera seemed to blush. An awkward moment passed between you both, in silence. It was broken when a clock somewhere in the lair struck the hour. “It is, ah…getting late,” Malleus said, and went to fetch his cape. “I…shall return you to your-” “Actually…Malleus?” “Yes, Daughter of Man?” You shuffled a bit, before daring to ask: “I know after what’s happened, this may seem a bad time to check, but…could I…spend the night here? With you?” Malleus would have gaped, but he was much too proper for such a reaction. He came pretty close though. “It gets a bit lonely in my quarters at the opera house, and…after all that’s happened, I don’t really feel like taking the boat and finding our way back upstairs and so on. So…could I just…stay here? Till morning?” Malleus gazed at you for a second or two…before a smile that spoke of gratitude beyond ages split his face. “Of course, My Angel,” he said, and bowed in his usual, high-fashion manner. “I have a spare bedroom, in a secret passage adjacent to my own. Sometimes Silver needs a spot to ‘crash,’ as I think they put it.” “That will do well-” “No, no. I’LL sleep there. YOU shall take MY bed.” “B-But-!”
“No buts!” Malleus chirruped, and suddenly was right in front of you, giving your nose a teasing tap. He chuffed with amusement through his nostrils as you covered your snout to prevent further assault. “You gave me the honor of your company, and more importantly, your acceptance. You’ve been a dutiful and wonderful student…and beyond all else, one of the few people I think I can call a friend. Besides, I acted deplorably only a moment ago. So no arguments: you shall sleep in my bed tonight, and I shall take the guest room.” You thought about this for a moment…then gave a sly smile. “Compromise,” you suggested. “We’ll BOTH sleep in your bed. Side by side. Unless you object to it.” You’d half-expected Malleus to be shocked at the notion of a young lady sleeping beside him…but instead, he tilted his head, thought about it…then shrugged. “I concur. That seems a logical halfway point for us to meet at. Provided you are comfortable with it.” “I wouldn’t have suggested it otherwise. And Malleus?” “Yes, Child of Man?” “Thank you. For…so many things. And I’m sorry once more.”
Malleus Draconia smiled and took your hand. He placed a chaste kiss upon it, and then led you with a serene step, conducting your movements as he had long conducted your voice. He guided you towards his bedroom, drawing back the curtain that led within. “You, my Angel of Music, have nothing to apologize for. And I have far more to thank you for than you will ever know.” With those words, the Phantom of the Opera let the curtain fall, hiding you both from view.
This, you were both sure, as you dreamed soon after, would forever be a night to remember.
The End…?
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sparks-polls · 4 months ago
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Sparkstember day 30: whatever!
* this is not a complete list. (You can go check out this page on fanmael.nl for some more info.)
Links to the songs:
Devil May Care
David (there are multiple versions out there)
Give Me Something
A Happy Place
I'maman
Handcuffed To A Parking Meter
How Do I Get To Carnegie Hall? & Eaten By The Monster Of Love
Kimono
Do They Know It's Hallowe'en?
What?
Yo Quiero Mas Dinero & La Nuit Est Là
Say Hello, Wave Goodbye
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iranondeaira · 6 months ago
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"L'attention est la forme la plus rare et la plus pure de la générosité. Il est donné à très peu d'esprits de découvrir que les êtres et les choses existent.
C'est en somme le sujet de l'histoire du Graal.
Seul un être prédestiné a la capacité de demander à un autre :
quel est ton tourment ?
Et il ne l'a pas en entrant dans la vie.
Il lui faut passer par des années de nuit obscure."
Simone Weil,
Lettre au poète Joë Bousquet,
1942
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lesondupapillon · 6 months ago
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Le velours de nuit descend en soi-même,
le vide s'arrondit sous un travail obscur
et tombe en perle noire droit au fond de moi-même
et de là regarde.
/ René Daumal
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mrsines · 3 months ago
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Destinée ensorcelée
Résumé : Ivana, la fille aînée de Wanda, perd mystérieusement ses pouvoirs, ce qui la plonge dans une grande détresse. Ne sachant pas comment récupérer ses capacités, elle se tourne vers Agatha, une sorcière expérimentée, pour obtenir de l'aide. Ensemble, elles élaborent un plan pour ouvrir la route des sorcières, espérant que cela les mènera à une solution.
Pour renforcer leur magie, elles décident de réunir un sabbat, une cérémonie qui pourrait leur donner accès à des forces occultes puissantes. Cependant, alors qu'elles se préparent, des complications surviennent. Des forces obscures semblent contrecarrer leurs efforts, et des tensions émergent entre les participantes. Ivana et Agatha doivent naviguer à travers ces obstacles tout en découvrant des vérités cachées sur leurs propres pouvoirs et sur la nature de la magie. Cette quête les amène à remettre en question leurs croyances et à affronter des dangers inattendus, transformant leur aventure en un véritable test de courage et de détermination et d'amour.
Chapitre 1 : L’éveil d’une sorcière
Ivana Maximoff se trouvait au cœur d'une forêt dense, enveloppée par une brume légère qui flottait au ras du sol. Les arbres, aux troncs massifs et tortueux, semblaient murmurer des secrets anciens, leurs feuilles bruissant doucement dans le vent. La lumière de la lune filtrait à travers les branches, projetant des ombres dansantes qui ajoutaient une atmosphère mystérieuse à cet endroit.
Ivana sentait une présence, quelque chose de sombre et de malveillant qui rôdait autour d'elle. Les démons, aux traits grotesques et aux yeux luisants, émergeaient des ombres, leurs rires résonnant comme des échos sinistres. Ils se déplaçaient avec agilité, leurs corps se contorsionnant de manière surnaturelle, créant un spectacle à la fois fascinant et terrifiant.
Ivana, bien que pétrifiée, ressentait également une étrange curiosité. Elle pouvait entendre leurs chuchotements, des promesses de pouvoir et de connaissance, mais aussi des avertissements de danger. Chaque pas qu'elle faisait dans cette forêt semblait l'attirer plus profondément dans un monde où la réalité et le cauchemar se mêlaient.
Les couleurs autour d'elle étaient saturées, presque irréelles, avec des teintes de violet et de vert qui illuminaient la scène, créant une ambiance à la fois envoûtante et inquiétante. Ivana se tenait là, au milieu de ce chaos, son cœur battant à tout rompre, se demandant si elle pourrait échapper à cette danse macabre.
Ces silhouettes indistinctes semblent se rapprocher, glissant silencieusement sur le sol, créant une atmosphère de tension palpable.
Ivana, ressentant une présence menaçante, se réveille en sursaut. Son cœur bat la chamade dans sa poitrine, et un cri perçant échappe de ses lèvres, brisant le silence de la nuit. Elle se redresse, les yeux écarquillés, cherchant désespérément à comprendre ce qui se passe. La lumière de la lune filtre à travers la fenêtre, projetant des ombres inquiétantes sur les murs, mais il n'y a personne d'autre dans la pièce.
En reprenant lentement ses esprits, Ivana réalise qu'elle vient de faire un cauchemar. Elle se frotte les yeux, essayant de chasser les images terrifiantes de son esprit. Elle se demande ce qui lui est arrivé durant cette nuit désastreuse. Pourquoi ces ombres l’ont-elles hantée ? Quel message caché se cache derrière ce rêve troublant ? Elle se sent perdue, comme si une partie d'elle-même avait été touchée par une peur inexplicable.
Les questions tourbillonnent dans son esprit, et elle se demande si ce cauchemar est le reflet de ses angoisses profondes ou d'une menace qui rôde dans sa vie éveillée. La nuit, autrefois paisible, semble désormais pleine de mystères et d'inquiétudes, laissant Ivana dans un état de confusion et de vulnérabilité.
☆○o。  。o○☆.☆○o。  。o○☆
Ivana était assise sur son lit, les draps froissés autour d'elle, témoins de son agitation nocturne. Son cœur battait encore la chamade, résonnant dans sa poitrine comme un tambour de guerre. Elle fixait le mur en face d'elle, mais son esprit était perdu dans un tourbillon de pensées confuses. Les images de ce qu'elle venait de vivre se bousculaient dans sa tête, si réelles qu'elle avait du mal à croire qu'il ne s'agissait que d'un rêve.
Elle passa une main dans ses cheveux en désordre, soupirant profondément. Les souvenirs de cette expérience troublante l'assaillaient, la laissant dans un état de confusion totale. Elle se leva lentement, ses jambes encore un peu faibles, et se dirigea vers la salle de bain. 
Le carrelage frais sous ses pieds la ramena à la réalité, mais l'angoisse persistait. Elle ouvrit la porte de la douche, ajusta la température de l'eau jusqu'à ce qu'elle soit chaude, presque brûlante, espérant que la chaleur apaiserait son esprit tourmenté. Alors qu'elle se tenait sous le jet d'eau, elle ferma les yeux, laissant les gouttes glisser sur son visage.
L'eau s'écoulait, emportant avec elle les résidus de ses pensées sombres. Elle se frotta les bras, comme si elle pouvait laver ses angoisses. Mais même sous le doux murmure de l'eau, les échos de son expérience la suivaient, la rendant incapable de se libérer de ce poids qui l'oppressait.
Ivana sortit de la douche, l'eau encore gouttant le long de sa peau. Elle avait enveloppé son corps dans une serviette moelleuse, l'odeur de son gel douche préféré flottant autour d'elle. Les gouttes d'eau glissaient sur ses bras, et elle se sentait rafraîchie, prête à affronter la journée. En entrant dans la cuisine, la lumière du matin filtrait à travers les volets, illuminant les surfaces en bois et créant une ambiance chaleureuse.
Elle se dirigea vers le réfrigérateur, son esprit encore embrumé par la chaleur de la douche. Elle ouvrit la porte, cherchant quelque chose à manger, quand soudain, un frisson d'inquiétude la traversa. Elle tenta de faire léviter une pomme, comme elle le faisait si souvent, mais rien ne se produisit. Ses mains, qui d'habitude émettaient une douce lueur, restaient désespérément normales.
Ivana plissa les yeux, se concentrant, mais aucun éclat magique ne se manifesta. Elle se mit à trembler, la serviette glissant légèrement sur ses épaules. "Non, pas maintenant," pensa-t-elle, sa voix intérieure teintée d'angoisse. Elle ferma les yeux, cherchant à ressentir cette énergie familière, mais elle était introuvable, comme un rêve qui s'estompe au réveil.
Les souvenirs de ses pouvoirs affluèrent dans son esprit : les moments où elle avait manipulé les objets avec aisance, où elle avait ressenti la magie pulser en elle. Tout cela semblait désormais hors de portée. Elle se retourna brusquement, ses yeux se posant sur le miroir de la cuisine. Elle y vit son reflet, une expression de confusion et de peur marquant son visage.
Ivana se mit à marcher nerveusement dans la pièce, le bruit de ses pieds nus sur le carrelage résonnant dans le silence. "Pourquoi cela m'arrive-t-il ? Qu'est-ce qui a changé ?" se demanda-t-elle, la panique commençant à s'installer dans son ventre. Elle se rappela des avertissements qu'elle avait reçus, des signes qu'elle avait ignorés.
Avec un soupir lourd, elle s'appuya contre le plan de travail, le cœur battant. "Il doit y avoir une explication," murmura-t-elle, la détermination commençant à remplacer la peur. Elle savait qu'elle devait trouver un moyen de comprendre ce qui lui arrivait, même si cela signifiait affronter des vérités difficiles.
Ivana se redressa, prenant une profonde inspiration, prête à se battre pour retrouver ce qu'elle avait perdu, même dans cette cuisine qui lui semblait désormais si ordinaire.
Ivana savait que la seule personne qui pourrait l’aider à retrouver ses pouvoirs était Agatha Harkness, mais demander de l’aide à cette femme était du suicide. Pourtant, la détermination brûlait en elle, et elle avait décidé d’y aller quand même. 
Elle se dirigea vers sa voiture, une berline noire qui semblait presque impatiente de partir. Les phares s’allumèrent dans un vrombissement familier alors qu’elle s’installait au volant. "Allez, un dernier coup," murmura-t-elle pour se donner du courage, avant de démarrer en trombe en direction de Westview.
La route défilait à toute vitesse, le paysage flou derrière elle. Ivana se sentait à la fois excitée et nerveuse. Cependant, la vitesse était trop élevée, et bientôt, elle aperçut les girophare de police dans son rétroviseur. Son cœur s’emballa. "Non, pas maintenant," se dit-elle, mais il était trop tard. Elle se gara sur le bas-côté, la peur nouant son ventre.
Alors qu'elle attendait, Ivana pouvait sentir l'adrénaline pulser dans ses veines. La silhouette d'Agatha se dessina dans le rétroviseur. Elle s'approcha, un sourire mystérieux sur le visage.
Ivana, choquée, n'arrivait pas à croire qu'Agatha était là, en uniforme. "Agatha ? Qu'est-ce que tu fais ici ?" demanda-t-elle, la surprise se mêlant à l'inquiétude.
Agatha se pencha légèrement, son expression sérieuse. "C'est  détective O'Connor. Je ne connais pas d’Agatha désolé.," annonça-t-elle d'une voix suave, ses yeux pétillant de malice.
Après un rapide contrôle, Ivana continua son chemin en voiture, les pneus crissant sur l'asphalte. Le paysage défilait à toute vitesse, les arbres se transformant en flous vert et marron, tandis que son esprit était envahi par des souvenirs de son enfance. Elle savait qu’Agatha était touchée par le sort de la sorcière rouge, et cette pensée la hantait, mais elle était déterminée à retrouver une solution.
En arrivant devant son ancienne maison, Ivana ressentit un mélange de nostalgie et d'appréhension. La maison, bien que familière, semblait avoir perdu de sa splendeur. La peinture s'écaillait, et des herbes folles poussaient entre les dalles du chemin. Elle se gara rapidement et sortit de la voiture, le cœur battant à tout rompre.
En entrant, l'odeur de poussière et de vieux souvenirs l'accueillit. Les murs étaient ornés de photos jaunies, capturant des moments heureux d'une époque révolue. Ivana ferma les yeux un instant, se remémorant les rires et les jeux d'enfance. Mais elle n'avait pas le temps de s'attarder. Elle devait fouiller de fond en comble pour retrouver une solution afin de rompre le sort de sa mère.
Elle commença par la cuisine, ouvrant les tiroirs avec frénésie. Des ustensiles oubliés et des recettes jaunies l'entouraient. Rien d'utile. Elle se dirigea ensuite vers le salon, où le vieux canapé était recouvert d'une couche de poussière. Ivana souleva les coussins, espérant y trouver quelque chose de précieux. Elle trouva seulement des pièces de monnaie et des bonbons durs, oubliés depuis longtemps.
Frustrée, elle monta à l'étage, où se trouvait sa chambre d'enfance. La porte grinça en s'ouvrant, et elle entra dans la pièce. Tout semblait figé dans le temps. Les murs étaient recouverts de posters de ses idoles, et son bureau était encore chargée de livres et de cahiers. Elle fouilla chaque tiroir, chaque recoin, sa détermination grandissant avec chaque minute qui passait.
Finalement, dans un vieux livre de contes qu'elle avait laissé là, Ivana découvrit une page pliée. En l'ouvrant, elle tomba sur une formule ancienne, une incantation oubliée qui pourrait peut-être l'aider à rompre le sort. Son cœur s'emballa d'espoir. C'était peut-être la clé pour sauver sa mère et briser l'emprise d'Agatha.
Avec cette découverte, Ivana savait qu'elle avait fait un pas décisif. Elle devait maintenant retourner à Westview, prête à affronter Agatha et à utiliser tout ce qu'elle avait appris pour défendre ceux qu'elle aimait.
Ivana se tenait devant la porte d'Agatha, le cœur battant la chamade. Elle avait enfin trouvé ce qu'elle cherchait, et maintenant, il était temps d'agir. Elle leva la main et sonna à la porte, le son résonnant dans le silence du quartier. Après quelques instants, la porte s'ouvrit lentement, révélant Agatha, les yeux écarquillés par la surprise.
« Qu'est-ce que tu fais ici ? » demanda Agatha, fronçant les sourcils, visiblement perplexe. Sa voix trahissait une inquiétude mêlée de curiosité.
Ivana, sans perdre une seconde, poussa doucement Agatha sur le côté pour entrer dans la maison. L'air était chargé d'une tension palpable. Elle se retourna alors pour faire face à Agatha, ses yeux brillants d'une détermination ardente.
« Écoute, j'ai pas le temps pour tout expliquer, » déclara Ivana d'une voix ferme, presque impatiente. « Il faut que tu m'écoutes et que tu me crois. »
Agatha, encore sous le choc, ne savait pas quoi répondre. Elle croisa les bras, la méfiance se lisant sur son visage. « Attends une minute, je ne te connais . Tu ne peux pas juste entrer chez moi comme ça et... »
« Oh c’est pas vrais j’avais oublier comment Agnes était pipelette» coupa Ivana, sa voix s'élevant légèrement.
Ivana, les yeux fixés sur Agatha, ressentait une vague d'émotions l'envahir. Elle savait que même si ses pouvoirs avaient disparu, la magie analogique pouvait encore opérer des miracles. Elle inspira profondément et murmura le sort, sa voix à peine audible, comme un souffle porté par le vent.
« Libère-toi, Agatha... » chuchota-t-elle, chaque mot chargé d'intention.
À cet instant, Agatha sentit une chaleur douce l'envelopper, comme si une lumière intérieure s'éveillait en elle. Elle plongea son regard dans celui d'Ivana, et un flot de souvenirs afflua. Chaque moment partagé lui revenait en mémoire, vibrant d'une tendresse oubliée.
Agatha, touchée par cette connexion, réalisa à quel point Ivana avait changé. La petite fille qu'elle avait connue était devenue une sublime jeune femme, pleine de force et de détermination. Ses traits étaient marqués par la maturité, mais une lueur d'innocence persistait dans son regard.
« Mini Maximoff, » murmura Agatha, penchant la tête sur le côté, un sourire ému se dessinant sur ses lèvres. « Je suis surprise de te voir ici. »
Ivana, un léger sourire aux lèvres, sentit une chaleur envahir son cœur. « Je sais que c'est inattendu, mais j'avais besoin de toi, Agatha. »
Agatha hocha la tête, la surprise laissant place à une compréhension profonde. « Je vois. Tu as beaucoup grandi, ma chère. Mais dis-moi, que veux tu ? »
Ivana, le regard déterminé, se tourna vers Agatha, son cœur battant avec une impatience palpable. « Je veux rejoindre la route des sorcières, » annonça-t-elle, sa voix pleine de conviction.
Agatha plissa les yeux, un sourire ironique aux lèvres. « La route n'existe pas, Ivana. C'est une légende, une illusion. »
Ivana, frustrée, secoua la tête. « Ne sois pas une menteuse, Agatha ! Je sais que ça existe. »
Agatha s'approcha d'elle, son regard perçant comme une flèche. Avec douceur, elle déplaça une mèche de cheveux d'Ivana derrière son oreille, créant un moment d'intimité.
« Écoute-moi, » murmura-t-elle. « La route va te tuer. »
Ivana, choquée, observa Agatha s'éloigner, se sentant à la fois trahie et confuse. « Mais tu ne t'es pas fait tuer, toi ! » lança-t-elle, tentant de garder sa voix ferme.
Agatha se retourna, un air de défi dans ses yeux. « Moi, je suis exceptionnelle. » Elle laissa échapper un léger rire, comme si la question ne méritait même pas d'être débattue.
Ivana, ne se laissant pas abattre, croisa les bras, son regard défiant. « Je vais aller sur la route, avec ou sans toi. »
Agatha éclata de rire, amusée par la détermination d'Ivana. « Et qu'est-ce que tu veux vraiment de cette route ? »
« Retrouver mes pouvoirs, » répondit Ivana, sa voix empreinte de passion.
Agatha, sérieuse à présent, hocha la tête. « Pour ça, il te faudra un sabbat. »
Ivana, intriguée, se pencha en avant, désireuse d'en savoir plus.
« Un sabbat ? Qu'est-ce que tu veux dire par là ? »
Agatha, avec un air mystérieux, se contenta de sourire. « Tu as encore beaucoup à apprendre, ma chère. »
Agatha se leva, déterminée, et se dirigea vers le porte-manteau. Elle attrapa sa veste en cuir noir, la passant rapidement sur ses épaules, avant de chausser ses bottines à talons. Le bruit des fermetures éclair et le claquement des semelles résonnaient dans l'air, créant une ambiance de tension palpable.
Elle se retourna alors vers Ivana, qui était toujours figée, son regard perdu dans le vide. Agatha plissa les yeux, un sourire amusé sur le visage. « Aller, c’est pas en restant figée comme ça qu’on va trouver un sabbat, » lança-t-elle avec une pointe d'ironie dans la voix.
Ivana, surprise par l'énergie d'Agatha, sentit son cœur s'accélérer. Elle voulu répondre, mais les mots restèrent coincés dans sa gorge. Agatha, ne laissant pas le temps à Ivana de réagir, tourna les talons et s'apprêta à quitter la pièce.
« Je regrette immédiatement cette décision, » murmura Ivana, presque inaudible, alors qu'une vague de doute l'envahissait.
Elle soupira, se sentant tiraillée entre son envie de rester et celle de suivre Agatha.Après un moment d'hésitation, elle prit une profonde inspiration et se décida à la suivre. « Comment les choses vont-elles se passer ? » se demanda-t-elle, angoissée mais excitée à l'idée de l'inconnu qui l'attendait. Elle rattrapa Agatha, se préparant à plonger dans cette aventure qui pourrait changer leur destin à toutes les deux.
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calpurnia612 · 3 months ago
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Sorcières !
Je pense à toi Lilith princesse des ténèbres Régnant sur nos désirs obscurs d'humanité Oui nous t'idolâtrons ancienne déité Devant tes bijoux noirs aux tintements funèbres
Peuples de sorcières au soir qui te célèbrent Qui offrez le présent de la féminité Fièvres de la nuit de votre intimité Être mystérieux vous glissez vers ses ombres
Les hommes apeurés allument le bucher Tandis que les épouses ont leur godemiché Glissé secrètement devant ton corps qui flambe !
Ô Lilith éternelle au succulent venin Présentant ton offrande au creux de l'entrejambe Sacrifiant la chair du phénix féminin.
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vestae-vocivus · 2 years ago
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Liste de titres pour des créations.
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Past Voice of Torments Forgotten Ruins Endless Night Eternal Flames Web of the Spider Remnants of Evil Enchanting Mystery Blood Tears Curse of the Raven Faceless Visages Embrace of Hell Gates of Madness Whispers of Destiny Lost Gaze Profound Darkness Buried Dread Gates of Darkness Echo of Torments Dusky Gaze Bloodstained Veil Cursed Mark Forbidden Dreams Sinister Glare Enchanted Whispers Path of Shadows Demonic Reflection Lost Secrets Prison of Souls Devouring Darkness Silent Shadow Dance of the Damned Blade of Despair Voices from Beyond Eclipse of Destiny Ominous Shivers Dance of Demons Cursed Memories Nightfall Vestiges Mark of Terror Prison of Nightmares Abyssal Darkness Macabre Reflection Bloodstained Remnants Fallen Shadow Paths of Perdition Eternal Vengeance Mask of Torments Faded Glows Dance of Spirits Funereal Whispers Bloodstained Secrets Prison of Madness Scarlet Darkness Remnants of Fear Echo of Nightmare Kiss of Death Damned Flames Eternal Fall Enchanted Paths Faded Glows of Shadow Cursed Enchantment Veil of Regrets Haunted Whispers Embrace of Darkness Veil of Oblivion Mark of Fear Prison of Shadows Paths of Desolation Mask of Madness Extinguished Glows Dance of Illusions Eternal Horizon Distant Echoes Ethereal Mist Fleeting Breath Vanishing Whispers Forgotten Melody Fleeting Flames Midnight Veil Lost Gazes Enchanting Clearing Whispers of Yesteryear Ink of Destinies The Quest for Gold The Ebony Veils The Opal Silence The Amethyst Feather The Tears of Jade The Silver Fire Dark Gazes The Buried Secrets Midnight Echoes Beyond the Fog Forbidden Glow The Torn Mask The Voice of Silence The City of Whispers The Broken Reflection The Breath of Darkness The Engulfed Heart The Echo of Ashes The Scent of Oblivion The Silver Curse In the Shadow of Ravens The Bite of Destiny The Awakening of Demons The Silence of Tombs Fateful Winds Dark Gleams The Bite of the Past The Legend of Crows Suspended Terror The Obscure Labyrinth The Breath of the Damned The Voice of Torment The Spider's Web Tears of Blood The Raven's Curse Faceless Faces The Grasp of Hell The Gates of Madness The Lost Gaze Doors of Darkness The Echo of Torment The Dark Gaze Flames of Oblivion The Bloodstained Veil The Cursed Mark Sinister Gleam Enchanting Whispers The Demonic Reflection Echo of Nightmares The Kiss of Death Dream Tide Lost Visions The Fleeting Glow Silent Wandering The Silver Veil Broken Dreams Eternal Mist Ink of Mysteries Buried Silences Song of Echoes Wandering Voices Solitary Flame Secrets of Silence Gaze of Shadow Ephemeral Passages Amber Radiance Faded Memories Twilight Glow Nocturnal Whispers Faded Reflection Suspended Horizon Etherial Mist Flickering Flames Enchanted Glade Whispers of Yesteryears Paths of Foam Faded Gleam Etherial Shivers Opalescent Reflection Star's Song Wandering Shadows Forgotten Silence Vanishing Steps Dance of Reflections Suspended Moment Amber Echoes Solitary Mist Silver Feather Vanished Silences Distant Gaze Fleeting Secrets Lost Spark Opal Memories Twilight Radiance Whispers from Elsewhere Faded Melody Ephemeral Flames Veil of Eternity Extinct Gazes Enchanting Glade Enchanted Glow Azure Reflection Vanished Melody Grove Azure Delirium Celestial Reverie Ether Fairy Glimmer Harmony Sublime Odyssey Soar Alchemy Arcane Incantation Illusion Eclipse Astral Eternity Shadow Serenade Elevation Enchantment Mystery Palimpsest Euphoria Enchantress Siren Persephone Avalon Zenith Dawn Valhalla Chimera Solstice Zodiac Epiphany Mnemosyne Myriad Magic Nebula Vagabond Star Labyrinth Aurora Equinox Elixir Silhouette Evanescent Opal Chant Somnambulist Eurydice Echo Vertigo Selene Metamorphosis Mist Foam Enigma Etheric Illuminate Incarnate Melody Zephyr Dream Myth Darkness Gleam Nymph Winged Enchanted Emulsion Egeria Light Palace Amethyst Gentle Ephemeral Caress Fleeting Serenity Illusory Persian Magical Majestic Fade Inferno Resurrect Elemental Mystical Aerial Supernatural Precious Poetry Marvelous Evocation Unbelievable Enchanting Oath Absolute Exquisite Shadows Ecstasy Wandering Erudite Brush The Eternal Elixir Silver Veils Breath of Amethyst Ebony Secrets Enchanted Shadow The Siren's Song Opal Tears Emerald Gleam Spell of Gold Ivory Feather Echo of Time Onyx Mists Rose of Amaranth Jade Whispers Sacred Fire Path of Stars Obsidian Mystery Abyss Secrets Silver Essence Azure Dream Orpheus' Prophecy Sapphire Veil Ebony Illusions Opalescent Clarity The Raven's Cry Emerald Enchantments Amethyst Prison Ivory Portal Midnight Chimeras Ebony Magic Whisper of the Wind Echoes of the Past Silver Mist Onyx Gaze Amethyst Gleams Dance of Shadows Emerald Secret Opalescent Spirals Azure Dawn Mage's Chant The Golden Quest Ebony Veils Silence of Opal Amethyst Feather
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yourhelenwolf · 14 days ago
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Robespierre's poem was published in "Le Penseur universal anglais", 1786, p. 152. Dedicated to Orpthelia Mondlen (the pseudonym of an unknown woman).
L’homme champêtre
Heureux l’homme de la nature Qui, loin de l’homme faux, loin de l’homme de cœur, Cultive un petit champ et peut, à son retour Manger en paix, dans sa cabane obscure, Le pain que, sous le poids du jour, Son travail généreux a gagné sans murmure! Il voit avec plaisir sa femme et ses enfants Préparer, de leurs mains diligentes et chères, Le mets simple et les vêtements Qui lui sont devenus à la fin nécessaires. Qu’il est riche! qu’il est heureux Celui qui vit dans l’indigence! Au ciel adresse-t-il des vœux? Ils sont formés par l’espérance. Joyeux, les voil-ils exaucés? Aussitôt la reconnaissance Dit: Je vis, Dieu bon! c’est assez Qu’ai-je besoin de l’opulence? Son cœur pur ne connaît jamais Les craintes, le tourment d’un misérable avare. Si d’un travail trop long le dangereux excès Le fatigue, l’epuise, eh bien! la nuit répare Tous les maux que le jour a faits. Il ne voit pas en songe une effrayante image, Et du meurtre et du brigandage, Il veille en sage, il dort en paix. La brillante rosée inonde et couvre encore Les fruits, la verdure et les fleurs. Du sommeil quittant les douceurs, Il se lève, il prévient l’aurore, Et, saluant le jour qui vient blanchir les cieux, Il reprend ses travaux et ses propos joyeux. Il n’est point des remords la renaissante proie. Ni le crime, ni la terreur Ne troublent un moment son innocente joie. Chaque idée est pour lui l’image du bonheur; Il vit, sa famille est contente. Qu’a-l-il à désirer? Rien. Pendant tout le cours Du long jour de sa vie, il vit, travaille, et chante: Lui seul peut être heureux, et lui seul l’est toujours.
Illustration from book "Mémoires de Charlotte Robespierre" (1925)
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mots---images · 3 months ago
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Tu me caressais de tes mots de tes récits obscurs, nuits de brumes et de sang. Alors que je errais à l’autre bout du monde au bout d’un autre monde où des êtres sans vie sans rêves ni lendemains, se croisent sans se toucher. Je vivais résigné cette fin avant l’heure d’un corps qui abandonne les espoirs d’une âme qui aura trop tardé à oser libérer ses peurs et ses tourments ses racines perdues de s’être trop nourries sans percer la surface. Dans un spasme une étreinte, j’ai senti tes lèvres se poser ta langue s’insinuer glisser tout au dedans j’ai senti que jamais ne pourrait s’échapper du fond de mes entrailles ta bouche et ses orages.
J’allais enfin toucher du bout de chaque doigt tes noeuds et tes impasses tes morsures voraces tes hanches qui ondulent et dansent à contre temps au son de tes silences tes hurlements enfouis.
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nemosisworld · 3 months ago
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Tu es celle qui glisse et chante à fleur d’eau De musique et d’eau ta voix qui me parle
En beauté tu danses comme la nuit De ce pays – obscure et scintillante Et en tes gestes en tes yeux se conjuguent Ce qu’il y a de plus sombre de plus brillant
Sophia de Mello Breyner Andresen, Malgré les ruines et la mort.
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Famke Janssen
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golden20s · 3 months ago
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[ THE CARUSO ] 🍸
Dans les rues obscures et animées du Chicago des années 20, The Caruso émerge comme un groupe enveloppé de mystère et de légende, inspiré par la férocité et l'élégance des familles mafieuses en leur Italie d'origine. Leur pouvoir se reflète dans le bruissement des billets et le murmure des secrets échangés sous les lampadaires vacillants.
Maîtres de la contrebande d'alcool, ils déjouent la Prohibition en orchestrant un ballet clandestin de bouteilles et de fûts, glissant dans la nuit comme des ombres insaisissables.
Leurs bootleggers, silhouettes discrètes, traversent la ville avec une audace silencieuse, transformant chaque livraison en un acte de défiance contre les lois sèches de l'époque.
Leur influence s'étend bien au-delà de l'alcool. The Caruso imposent leur règne par le biais du racket, offrant une "protection" en échange de tributs, transformant la menace en une monnaie d'échange. Les commerçants tremblent sous leur emprise, les murmures de respect et de crainte se mêlant aux échos des rues pavées.
Guidés par un code d'honneur ancien et une soif insatiable de contrôle, The Caruso tissent leur toile dans les ombres, où l'opulence des soirées clandestines et la mélancolie des ballades siciliennes se rencontrent. Dans chaque ruelle, leur nom est chuchoté avec respect et crainte, symbole d'une autorité silencieuse mais implacable.
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letthesunburnyourskin · 2 months ago
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new Jean song for y'all (a french one obv because if there's one thing I'll do is give my boy some french music)
the singer talks to a friend who's going through a tough time (and probably depression) and who's thinking about killing themselves. He tells them they're here for him, and that they'll find all of this funny on a better day (aka when they get better and this is behind them)
some translation for you. it's following the song up until the last verse, then it's just a repeat of the hook and chorus so I didn't translate it twice
Laisse-moi t'dire deux, trois conneries, avant qu't'en fasses une Le problème de la vie c'est qu'y en a qu'une On soignera jamais la dépression comme on soigne un rhume Mais dis-toi qu'tu pourras compter sur moi le temps qu'ça dure
Let me tell you two or three stupid things before you do one
The problem with life is there's only one
We'll never cure depression like we do a cold
But tell yourself you can count on me while it lasts
Allergique à la vie, les matins sont obscurs Quand tout a un arrière goût d'déjà vu Les nuits sont noires, tout l'monde t'a abandonné, même la lune Mais la fin du désert se cache peut-être derrière chaque dune
Allergic to life, mornings are dark
When everything tastes like deja vu
Nights are black, everyone abandoned you even the moon
But the end of the desert might be hiding behind every dune
Tout va s'arranger, c'est faux, je sais qu'tu sais Des fois j'saurai plus trop quoi dire, mais j'pourrai toujours écouter Tout va pas changer, enfin, sauf si tu l'fais Quand t'as l'désert à traverser, y a rien à faire, sauf d'avancer Rien à faire sauf d'avancer
Everything will get better, it's false, I know you know
Sometimes, I won't really know what to say anymore, but I'll still listen
Not everything's gonna change, well, unless you do it
When you have the desert to go through, there's nothing to do, except going forward
Nothing to do except going forward
On en rira quand on l'verra sous un jour meilleur Jour meilleur, jour meilleur On en rira quand on l'verra sous un jour meilleur Jour meilleur, jour meilleur, jour meilleur
We'll laugh about it on a better day
Better day, better day
We'll laugh about it on a better day
Better day, better day, better day
Comme dans toutes les chansons d'variét' où toutes les meufs sont parties Comme dans tous les morceaux d' rap où tous tes potes t'ont trahi Des fois t'as besoin d'soutien, des fois t'as besoin d'un ami Des fois t'as besoin d'avoir la haine Des fois t'as besoin d'un ennemi
Like in all the pop songs where all the girls have left
Like in all the rap songs where all your buddies betrayed you
Sometimes you need support, sometimes you need a friend
Sometimes you need to be angry
Sometimes you need an ennemy
En vrai, tu peux pas tout contrôler, faut qu'tu l'acceptes D'être heureux, c'est comme le reste, faut d'abord apprendre à l'être Je sais, tu vas t'coucher en disant "demain, j'le fais" Tu t'réveilles en disant "demain, j'le fais"
The truth is, you can't control everything, you have to accept it
Being happy is like everything else, you have to learn how to be first
I know, you got to sleep saying, 'tomorrow I'll do it'
You wake up saying, 'tomorrow I'll do it'
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shakeskp · 2 months ago
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Pour le ao3 wrapped: 27 et/ou 29 ! :D
27. What do you listen to while writing?
ça dépend de ce que j'écris ! Si c'est du Star Wars, j'ai une playlist qui comprend une sélection des remix de la musique Star Wars par Samuel Kim ou la BO de la série Obi-Wan Kenobi. Sinon, je me partage entre Lofi Girl et le site My Noise, en fonction de de ce dont j'ai besoin comme ambiance/bruit de fond
29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?
Cette question est merveilleuse, parce que j'ai pu me rendre compte combien j'ai adoré ce que j'ai écrit cette année :D :D :D Mon égo est aux anges, merci pour lui. Je crois que je pourrais faire un Director's Commentary de tous mes fics.
Je vais faire une sélection douloureuse, mais j'en mets quand même plusieurs !!
D'abord Genshin !
Dans la partie 3 de De l'harmonie (De l'eurythmie), la scène où Kaveh et Alhaitham posent les fondations de leur nid, et ce petit bout tellement visuel dans ma tête : "
"Mais même Alhaitham eut un temps d’arrêt lorsque Kaveh se débarrassa de ses pantoufles et monta sur le tapis, faisant un petit tour satisfait sur lui-même, caressant la fibre des orteils. Il leva alors les yeux vers lui, brillants, et lui tendit la main.
— Viens voir comme il est doux !
Sans attendre de réponse, il lui saisit le poignet et le tira. Leurs glandes exocrines se touchèrent et leur arracha à tous les deux un gémissement vite étouffé. Mais Kaveh ne le lâcha pas et Alhaitham ne chercha pas à se dégager. La poitrine bloquée, il retira ses pantoufles à son tour et monta sur le tapis. La matière l’intéressait moins que la satisfaction de Kaveh, que ses doigts serrant les siens et son odeur qu’il mélangeait sans hésitation à la sienne."
(Et les blagues pourries de Cyno.)
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Dans Et à la nuit s'épanouit, ce passage :
"— Qu’est-ce qui te fait croire que j’ai envie de partir ? 
Il indiqua, comme si c’était une évidence, l’un des tableaux qu’il avait accrochés, le canapé qu’il avait fait retapisser, la bibliothèque où se trouvait sa table à dessin, et enfin la cuisine où bien trop de choses avaient été changées depuis son emménagement pour que ça vaille la peine de préciser quoi. Vue de l’extérieur, la crainte d’Alhaitham semblait effectivement ridicule. Mais encore une fois…
— Peut-être le fait que tu fasses ton budget pour savoir quand tu pourras déménager, répondit-il, irrité.
— Peut-être que j’attendais que tu me dises que je pouvais rester ! rétorqua Kaveh sur le même ton.
Alhaitham indiqua, comme si c’était une évidence, l’un des tableaux qu’il avait laissé Kaveh accrocher, le canapé qu’il l’avait laissé retapisser, la bibliothèque où il avait fait de la place pour sa table à dessin et, enfin, la cuisine où Kaveh avait changé bien trop de choses pour que ça vaille la peine de préciser quoi."
(Et toute la scène entre Alhaitham et Nahida !!! Je l'aime fort !)
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Côté Star Wars :
Dans la série des De l'espoir, la scène où Luke touche le Côté Obscur dans Les braises :
"Mal à l’aise, Luke reprit la méditation. Ce fut plus difficile qu’il s’y attendait. L’immersion qui lui venait si naturellement d’habitude lui échappait, le monde paraissait assourdi. Sous ses pieds, le sable glissait, traître, un adversaire plutôt qu’un compagnon. Le troisième jour, l’irritation de Luke fut à son paroxysme. Les yeux fermés très fort, imaginant le désert autour de lui, il chercha à nouveau la sérénité, mais les dunes l’étouffaient, cachaient la vie, s’étendaient trop loin et l’empêchaient de toucher l’horizon, le privaient de la lumière des soleils levants.
Il serra les dents, il ne voulait, pouvait, pas retourner auprès de Ben sur un tel échec, alors que ses pieds trébuchaient, alors que le désert se dérobait à lui… Il ferma les paupières encore plus fort et se dit que ce serait bien plus facile si les dunes dans sa tête cessaient de l’étouffer… Dans un élan de colère, il s’imagina les faire disparaître. Une tempête de sable changeait leur forme, pourquoi ne pourrait-il pas faire de même ? Les aplatir, les disperser, s’en débarrasser ! Elles ne lui servaient à rien !
Ses dunes imaginaires s’effondrèrent. Le sable s’éparpilla d’un coup. Le silence se fit dans sa tête. Mais c’était un silence inquiétant, celui d’un lieu mort, où plus une créature ne vivait, toutes chassées de chez elles par une violence inimaginable, ou pire : tuées.
Luke eut froid.
Puis honte."
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La toute fin de À l'aube de notre premier jour :
"Main dans la main, ils traversèrent le long couloir blanc du palais royal.
Anakin n’arrivait toujours pas à mettre Obi-Wan dans une case, ni de confiance, ni pas, ni parfois oui, ni parfois non. Indéfinissable.
Mais il était sans équivoque dans le camp d’Anakin, songea ce dernier avec une inébranlable certitude.
Et il le serait toujours."
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Dans Et tout au bout, ta main tendue, les deux scènes où on voit Anakin lutter contre le Côté Obscur, et à choisir, celle-ci :
"C’est trop tard, tu ne peux plus te cacher, tu t’es toi-même démasqué. Dis-moi quand, enfin, dans ta tête, je n’ai plus été un padawan pour de vrai, dis-moi, dis-moi, dis-moi…
Et la réponse vint : sur un fond de chagrin dévastateur, celui d’Obi-Wan, l’image d’Anakin aux yeux dorés, le visage dur et l’aura glaciale. D’un coup, il se retourne et découpe Sidious, une fois, deux fois, et il tombe à genoux, haletant. Son cri de rage, de douleur, et la voix rauque avec laquelle il hurle en boucle :
— Il n’y a pas d’ignorance ! Il y a la connaissance ! Il n’y a pas de passion ! Il y a la sérénité ! Il n’y a pas de chaos ! Il y a l’harmonie ! Il n’y a pas de mort ! Il y a la Force ! Il n’y a pas d’ignorance, il y a la connaissance, il n’y a pas de passion, il y a la sérénité ilnyapasdechaos…
Encore et encore, jusqu’à ce que sa gorge douloureuse le force à murmurer, jusqu’à ce que le mantra l’ancre à nouveau dans la réalité de la Force, que la chaleur du Côté Clair brûle le Côté Obscur qui empoisonnait sa signature, qui embrouillait ses pensées, qui nourrissait le noyau de fureur permanente au fond de lui.
Enfin, il lève les yeux, bleus, immenses, magnifiques. Et sous ceux d’Obi-Wan ne se trouve plus son padawan succombant au Côté Obscur, mais un homme extraordinaire."
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Dans Les Voies, il y en a tellement que j'aime que c'est une torture, mais disons, pour les Voies divergentes, la première scène de la fic en elle-même, encore une fois Anakin vs le Côté Obscur :
"Le combat s’écoula dans un brouillard givrant, il n’existait que le choc du bleu sur le rouge, que les grognements de son ennemi qui reculait, que la puissance froide de la Force dans ses veines, dans chaque cellule. Les Sith contrôlaient la Force ? Les Jedi la servaient ? Qu’avait-il besoin des Sith et des Jedi ? Il était la Force, il était son enfant, sa forme de chair, il était sa main et sa volonté !
Il abattit le traître. Le transperça de sa lame, l’ouvrit en deux. Puis il saisit cette vie pervertie avant qu’elle s’éteigne et s’offrit le plaisir de la détruire lui-même.
Il ne resterait rien de Sheev Palpatine, de Dark Sidious, pas même l’écho de sa conscience dans la Force.
— …Walker ! Skywalker !
Anakin se retourna et frappa, et sa lame en rencontra une autre, violette, inflexible. Mace Windu. Windu qui aurait dû être là, Obi-Wan aurait survécu s’il avait été là, mais non, il avait sûrement fallu encore discuter et palabrer, pour qu’il arrive aussi tard ! Qu’avait-il besoin des Sith et des Jedi ? Le mieux était peut-être de reprendre à zéro. Tous les éliminer et recommencer. Windu ne le laisserait pas faire, et le combat serait difficile, plus dur que contre le traître. Mais au bout du compte, ce n’était qu’un Jedi. Les Jedi étaient au service de la Force, à SON service, et Windu plierait."
Pour les Voies convergentes, honnêtement 90% du chapitre 1, mais extrayons ce passage :
"— Je vais méditer un peu avant de manger. Est-ce que tu veux m’accompagner… ?
Parfois Anakin était d’humeur, parfois non, et parfois il se joignait à lui en cours de route. Il hocha la tête, alors ils s’installèrent face à face sur le tapis de méditation. Anakin tendit les bras, paumes offertes, et Obi-Wan y pressa les siennes avant de fermer les yeux. Ils n’avaient pas toujours besoin de se toucher, mais ça aidait Anakin et lui n’allait certainement pas le lui refuser, même si ça lui rajoutait une touche de difficulté.
Le contact de leurs callosités, un peu décalées à cause de la différence de taille et de forme de leurs mains, la dureté de la prothèse d’Anakin sous la douceur du gant de nanosoie, la chaleur constante qu’il dégageait, le bruit de son souffle tout proche, tant d’éléments perturbateurs dont se détacher.
Mais Obi-Wan, donc, avait de l’entraînement."
(Et aussi Anakin et le Vaapad, tellement) (et ce bout-là dans le chapitre 8 :
"Avec ce manque de dignité typique qu’Anakin invoquait chez lui, Obi-Wan lui mordit l’épaule. Étant donné les mains empoignant ses fesses, ce geste ne put que dérailler la conversation et les pousser à s’unir de façon bien plus prosaïque et profane que dans la Force.
Mais tout aussi transcendante.")
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Dans Le Cercle littéraire des défenseurs de la galaxie : Tous les résumés de Cœurs de Kyber XD XD et :
"— Alors oui, continua Obi-Wan, sans merci. J’ai regretté de t’avoir pris comme padawan, et de nombreuses fois.
Inexplicablement, après cette déclaration d’une violence insoutenable, il esquissa un petit sourire. Puis il tourna un peu la tête, regarda Anakin du coin de l’œil.
— Aussi souvent, j’imagine, que tu as regretté que je ne sois pas Qui-Gon Jinn.
Il ne retenait vraiment pas ses coups.
— Mais quelle importance ? continua-t-il, les mains dans ses manches, le regard perdu à l’horizon. Quelle importance, ce que nous pensions et ce que nous regrettions il y a toutes ces années, comparé à tout ce que nous avons vécu ensemble, à tout ce que nous avons partagé ? Quelle importance ce que nous étions à l’époque, comparé à ce que nous sommes aujourd’hui ? Aujourd’hui, je ne regrette rien. Je suis simplement heureux de te connaître, heureux que tu me sois cher et de t’être cher. Et reconnaissant à Maître Qui-Gon de m’avoir donné la chance de te rencontrer."
(Mais aussi la scène avec Rex. La scène avec Rex <3)
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Dans De la Cosmographie :
"Obi-Wan en profita pour le détailler, un plaisir qu’il s’accordait rarement. En partie pour ne pas nourrir l’ego déjà bien établi de son compagnon, en partie parce qu’il s’en était empêché si longtemps. Les boucles châtain aux reflets dorés qui ornaient son front, les sourcils épais qui lui donnaient si facilement l’air ombrageux. Ses yeux clairs, invisibles à cet angle, mais qu’il imaginait si bien. Son profil parfait, avec ce nez par miracle encore droit, le trait marqué de sa mâchoire où Obi-Wan aimait tant passer la bouche le matin, quand sa peau était délicieusement râpeuse. Ses lèvres pleines, encadrées de sillons triangulaires qui se creusaient quand il souriait, et qui révélaient déjà quel serait le dessin de son visage vingt ans plus tard.
Obi-Wan espérait le voir, de tout son cœur.
Il serait magnifique, son Anakin, avec des rides au coin des yeux."
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Dans Sous vos yeux, la scène où Obi-Wan dit à Anakin qu'il a failli quitter l'Ordre pour lui me fait bêtement rire :
"— La première fois, évidemment, à ton arrivée au temple…
— Évidemment ?
Il se redressa à son tour face à lui, semblant surpris.
— Je croyais que tu le savais. Si le Conseil avait refusé de faire de toi un Jedi, je t’aurais enseigné à te servir de la Force en dehors de l’Ordre. Maître Qui-Gon avait raison en disant qu’il fallait que tu sois formé.
À nouveau, Anakin dut complètement réarranger sa vision des choses.
— Tu ne m’aimais même pas, à l’époque, lâcha-t-il sans le vouloir. Et, ajouta-t-il, ne me sors pas que les Jedi aiment tout le monde, je connais la théorie . La réalité, c’est que si tu pouvais faire tomber discrètement le sénateur de Geminia de sa nacelle, tu le ferais.
— Il serait bien moins compliqué de le faire destituer, rétorqua Obi-Wan d’un ton terriblement raisonnable, mais un sourire frémissant au coin des lèvres. Néanmoins, les Géminians ont voté pour lui et il est de notre devoir de respecter la volonté du peuple, quelle que soient nos réserves.
Anakin avait une tout autre opinion, mais il avait appris à choisir ses batailles.
— Quoi qu’il en soit, tu étais un être vivant, digne de mon dévouement comme le serait tout autre.
— Mais tu m’aurais fait tomber de la tour du Temple si tu avais pu ?
— Tu avais neuf ans, rappela Obi-Wan sévèrement.
— OK, OK, murmura Anakin en mettant la main sur sa nuque avant de l’embrasser pour détourner son attention du fait qu’il ait jamais été un enfant.
Il remarquait quand même qu’Obi-Wan n’avait pas nié qu’il l’aurait bien balancé par la fenêtre, s’il n’avait pas eu seulement neuf ans."
Voilà, pardon, je me suis emballée xD
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Wukong n'a jamais écouté les conseils de Macaque. Chaque philosophie sombre était contrée par une pensée heureuse. Chaque avertissement était balayé d'un revers de la main, effacée d'un baiser, soufflée d'un câlin, ou épousseté de l'idée d'un idéal incertain. En soit, tout ce que le Macaque pouvait dire qui n’allait pas dans le sens du légendaire roi singe était ignoré de la plus belle des manières. Et ce n’est que maintenant, dans le creux de son lit, au milieu de la nuit, coincé dans les bras de la cruelle personne qui l’avait tant de fois rejeté et désiré à la fois, que l’esprit de Macaque lui fit un rappel bruyant de sa condition. 
"Wukong ne m'écoute pas…" réalisa Macaque. 
Et l'idée même que cette réalité se répète à nouveau dans le futur dans lequel il se trouvait le paralysait. Était-il sain de reprendre sa relation avec Wukong ? Non. Ça ne l'était certainement pas. Macaque savait plus que trop bien ce que l'un et l'autre voyaient en eux. Le singe de pierre voyait en Macaque, le compagnon fidèle et aimant qu'il regrettait avoir assassiné. Et le singe de l'ombre voyait en Wukong le doux bonheur brûlant qui l'avait forcé à tout nier pour se laisser consumer jusqu'à la tombe. 
C'était clair que si Macaque et Wukong s'étaient une fois  aimés sincèrement à leur premier "je t'aime"; ils n'aimaient tous deux chez l'autre,  aujourd'hui,  que le souvenir fané qu'ils représentaient. 
Aucun d'eux ne se connaissait plus. Leur mouvements restaient en synchronisation; mais ils n'étaient plus harmonisés de la même façon qu'avant. La différence entre ces deux faits était aussi fine et confuse que la différence entre amour et adoration. 
"Wukong ne m'aime pas." Réalise Macaque pour la seconde fois, tandis que son  souffle s'accélère. 
Le singe à la fourrure de jais se retourna dans son lit, et se blottit dans les bras de son compagnon. Depuis la destruction de la maison de Wukong sur la montagne de fleurs et de fruits, le singe de pierre était en cohabitation avec Macaque. La situation les avait rapprochés, et ils avaient alors décidé de reprendre leur relation, depuis longtemps brisée. Mais maintenant, Macaque doutait. Il aurait dû dormir. S'il s'était endormis,  il n'aurait pas pensé autant. Pourquoi diable ne dormait-il pas ? 
Macaque ferma fortement les yeux. Ses muscles se tendirent sous l’effort, comme si tout son corps essayait de le forcer à dormir. Malgré tout, le geste ne fait que rendre Macaque encore plus conscient de ses pensées parasites. Il ne devrait pas penser. Il ne devrait vraiment pas laisser son esprit lui jouer des tours. Mais il n’y pouvait plus rien. Chaque tentative mise en œuvre pour faire disparaître les pensées sombres était conclue par une vague encore plus forte de pensées obscures. 
Dieux! N'allaient-elles pas se taire !?
-Macaque. 
Le cœur de Macaque loupa un battement et ses oreilles s’agitèrent une seconde. Macaque tentait de regarder autour de lui. Il leva les yeux vers Wukong pour voir si ce dernier dormait réellement. 
Avait-il imaginé la voix du sage ? 
Le souffle de Macaque s’arrêta, uniquement pour écouter la respiration de Wukong, s’assurer de si ce dernier était bien celui qui avait ouvert la bouche, ou s’il avait juste entendu une voix. 
Cela lui arrivait souvent à l’époque. Les ombres lui sussuraient toujours un aperçu du futur, ou du passé de temps à autre. Et c’était si réel que Macaque avait du mal à les différencier de la réalité. Mais ces derniers siècles, il avait été seul quand ces manifestations vocales lui étaient arrivées. 
Le souffle de Wukong était régulier, et lourd. Sa peau était chaude. Et bien que Macaque adorait se coller à cette fourrure qui sentait le soleil; il était, là maintenant, bien trop concentré à s’assurer du fait que Wukong dormait bel et bien. 
-Wukong ? 
Murmurra Macaque, incertain, malgré le fait évident que son compagnon n’avait pas pipé mot. La respiration de Wukong changea de rythme, comme si ce dernier s'était réveillé à l’appel de Macaque. Mais non. Il dormait toujours. Macaque le savait. Le singe de l’ombre sourit, satisfait, et mis à l’aise dans les bras de Wukong; s’agitant comme un petit oiseau qui essayait de s'ébrouer pour retirer la pluie de ses plumes. Puis, quand il fut enfin bien installé, il ferma les yeux encore, essayant de remplacer ses inquiétudes par le battement de cœur de l’homme qu’il aimait. 
-Je t’aime Mac…
Macaque se tendit et leva des yeux surpris vers Wukong dont le rythme reprit un ton plus agité, laissant échapper au sage quelques ronflements. C’était une phrase dite de façon incompréhensible. Les paroles d’une personne endormie. Peut-être même que ce n’était rien de plus que les mots échappés tout droit des rêves de Wukong, mais Macaque les avait entendus de façon bien trop claire. 
Wukong avait dit qu’il aimait Macaque. Il avait dit Mac! Pas Liu Er. Wukong n’avait pas utilisé l’ancien nom de Macaque. Il avait…Wukong a…il aimait…il…!
Le cœur de Macaque battait trop vite dans sa poitrine. Il cognait si fort que le singe de l’ombre eut peur que le son réveille Wukong. Oh par pitié, faites que Wukong ne se réveillerait pas. 
Si il le faisait, il verrait certainement le visage rouge de Macaque, et le sourire qu’il était incapable de faire disparaitre. Les yeux du singe à la fourrure de jais montreraient certainement tout l’amour qu’il portait à Wukong? et Macaque n’était pas prêt à ce que Wukong voit cette expression de lui. Ce serait tellement honteux. Il se sentirait si déshonoré, si Wukong découvrait à quel point des mots aussi simples avaient excité le singe à ses côtés. 
C’était stupide de penser ainsi. Mais le Macaque serait prêt à tuer Wukong, plutôt que de lui avouer combien une simple phrase avait été efficace. Suffisamment pour lui permettre d’effacer ses doutes, et lui permettre de dormir à nouveau.  Dieu! Macaque détestait tellement Wukong! Ce crétin était beaucoup trop adorable pour le bien du singe de l’ombre. 
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