#Not deleting this blog tho

[ryusxnka-moved]

Mutuals and Friends: I have decided to temporarily move HERE. Why, you might ask. Well, this blog will turn 10 years old next month. It's old as all fook -- Which makes it really, really, overwhelming. My dms are stuck at 99+ and it's annoying to always manually check. I have thousands of followers but they're all inactive blogs that are just collecting literal dust. I also want to get back to my roots in writing style. In all, I firmly think ... I just deserve a new beginning. If this change doesn't work in sparking my focus on writing my gremlin, then, I'll just have to accept it and pack my bags.

I'll move some threads, mostly starters, over there. I really miss being active but this blog is suffocating.

[reds-skull]

Sharing a mask is something that can be so intimate actually

[dude-standin]

harry. sitting comfortably. enjoying life

[cozymochi]

aight i guess im done with that palette thing now i am very very very tired.

hopefully 22 drawings in 30ish hours is enough of a quota filled so I don’t look like someone who doesn’t make anything ever. Or at least briefly useful to folk who probably wouldn’t touch anything I make if it wasn’t a personal request ( if they’re even seen). I am very much a failure for not finishing all of them and a disappoint to anyone who sent something and I didn’t do it🫡 thank u for participating even though i ultimately failed to keep up with any of it.

I don’t think it fixed my art block though nor made me feel all that fulfilled either. So that sucks. I wish I could end things more enthusiastically but I just don’t have that in my system.

[cherishmycherry]

please be my boyfriend. [..]

[collophora]

I posted this on twitter at the beginning of the show haha joke on me.

[hobgoblinbard]

At this point Arthur Lester is like 110% scar tissue

[softiestuffie]

Hey so i'm medicated now and completely lost interest in porn lmao

[enyoalkis]

After reading George R.R. Martin's quite scathing blog post dragging Ryan Condal and the major changes he did for House of the Dragon, season 2, let's accept that HOTD is essentially an AU fanfic of Fire & Blood.

[light-wrath-art]

Don't ask

or do ask, I'm not your mom

[auriidae]

hello my dearest tumblr mutuals. if i were to create some form of discord server would u be interested in joining?

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Do you sleep with socks on

this is such a random ask that I feel like i’m morally required to answer it lol

and the answer is- this ✨mysterious✨ museum curator obviously never sleeps soooo that answers your question :)

[coldslaws-gear-station]

Soooo this is a bit awkward to say, but do you mind explaining the Lance arcs in the manga to me like I'm five really quick..? I never read those ones and I have zero clue how it goes, which low-key fucks up Eurynome's lore (which I'm fiddling with rn) and I'm sure you also have headcanons with the story that'll need to be integrated 😅

Also I'm trying to establish a timeline in a way, hense the fiddling. I've changed Eurynome's story into being founded in the viridian forest at 10, then raised in viridian city where she left at 16. I've also changed from her first Pokemon being mew to it being Gothitelle, it just makes more sense? But imma need all the deats with Lance, ramble to me please I actually need it--

this is doubly awkward. i have Not read the yellow-hgss portions of spe.. ive mentioned a couple times before that nhp (and a bit of rh) specifically used to be tied to the blogs of a friend, those of which focused mainly on gsc & hgss spe, who's since lost interest in pkm totally. and now it's sorta just up to me to fill in the blanks and even retcon a bit of it now that this friend is no longer really in the picture of my stories, because basically our lore was practically made in halves (i did half (unova), friend did half (johto)) that were totally enmeshed. so that is to say i never read lance and silver's stuff and relied on the retellings/hcs of my friend, and im not intimately familiar with what goes on in lance's side of things but i can give you the vaguest of rundowns. i am sorry 🙏

i guess this is the cautionary tale of intertwining lore with friends. but honestly i really enjoy what the concept of alder and lance being related has been able to do for ideas and stuff so i don't wholly regret it, it just sorta makes everything tricky now and is also why ive been keeping lance & co relegated to the bg. for one it just sorta makes me sad to try and portray silver and lance myself. and two i just genuinely don't know wtf im talking about for a LOT of lance's story..

but also hey at least it makes in character sense for alder to be cagey about exactly what went down LMAO

anyways as for the rundown

basically lance is a villain for about half or 3/4ths of his duration in spe. he has a whole N Moment where because he can hear the voices of pokemon he decides humans need to super majorly die rn and goes terrorist mode to get it done. so lance blows up like half of vermillion city with a help of a dragonair or dragonite (idr which one) and infiltrates both the team rocket and the e4 (which in spe, is already compromised by rocket if im not mistaken, like half the gym leaders and all of the e4 are evil in yellow istg)

then also similar to n has a come to jesus moment through the power of repeatedly getting her ass kicked by teenagers and is no longer committing murder but still kinda hates people, prior to gsc if im not mistaken. it's through hgss that lance seems to fully stop the hating people thing and chill out a bit via helping stop pryce from destroying the world

so that's the manga canon. and im aware that ive made time itself a bit fucked up and evil by the fact that i haven't really set specific years for everything that happens. honestly i kinda lost track of how much older n is than silver, which makes it WAY harder to figure out where exactly johto is, events-wise. silver gets kidnapped at age 2 which is what causes team rocket to start, and n is 8 currently. i think silver was a teenager as n was in their 20s so depending on how much of a teenager he was exactly, silver could probably already be born in rh, though probably not already kidnapped, therefore team rocket doesn't exist yet. which does throw a wrench in literally everything because before lance ever blows up vermillion he is already in the e4 which is already compromised by rocket, yet vermillion is already destroyed in rh because lance was put in a psych ward as a result. so. basically that's me saying ive created an impossible timeline /lh

we can finagle a bit and say lance did that before sneaking into rocket or whatever since again. rocket doesn't really exist yet. i never really liked the concept of the kanto pml being totally evil anyways. crooked, maybe, considering they'd allow a terrorist in, but idk! anyways yeah. im sorry that was a really lackluster and confusing reply. basically since ive mapped out so little with lance's timeline, when it comes to eurynome you have a good bit of wiggle room to figure stuff out, and if you have any suggestions of your own feel free to say em :]

also just as an aside lance and alder were also born in viridian forest, hence the pokemon talk abilities. it's just sorta spe canon that if you're born there you can hear pokemon in some capacity, and even heal them by touch which i omitted from lance and alder and such. but yeah that's all

[machiavelli]

I’ll go into a social media exile for a bit, so idk when I’ll be back, but just picture me like this while I’m gone: working <3

[animangalover-writes]

You bitch and moan all the time about being pro ship but you literally don’t even fucking commit to it in your writing, I was surprised how milquetoast all your shit is lol, you’re a fucking pussy who’s ‘scawed of mean antis 🥺’ get real

This is such a funny ask for so many reasons.

First of all, being proship doesn't mean you read or write dark media? Clearly you don't understand that. It's literally being anti harassment. That being said I enjoy consuming dark media rather then writing it, hence the saw post I made. And lastly uhhhh idk, ahhh! Scary anti! Insulting me!! What will I do!!!

Anyway good job being anon, you're very brave.

[itz-pandora]

I don't think I'll be doing any more drawings tonight, but I'll try to get more done tomorrow!