#feels sooo... cartoony idk

[dude-standin]

harry. sitting comfortably. enjoying life

[manygeese]

Ok so I finished the first series of Percy Jackson sooo

MY THOUGHTS ON PERCY JACKSON & THE OLYMPIANS

Spoilers ahead but I think you know that

THE LIGHTNING THIEF

- amazing. impeccable. don’t remember shit because I read it a month ago

- THE PLOT TWIST WITH LUKE PUNCHED ME IN THE GUT but he was a little cartoony villain at the end with the scorpion. Cuz he was giving the villain of rocky and bullwinkle

- chapter titles? Masterpieces. You know the chapters gonna be good when “I BECOME SUPREME LORD OF THE BATHROOM” is at the top of the page

- fave character is probably Percy because well. He’s Percy. You can’t just not like Percy

THE SEA OF MONSTERS

- love love LOVE this book

- Tyson’s my new favorite because he’s got that big dumb boy swag

- love how the whole book is just a parallel to the Odyessy

- I love the battle between the cyclops vs. Percy, Clarisse, Grover, Anna Beth, and Tyson

- after they get back to Florida I thought they were gonna be on better terms with Clarisse but nooooo. Everybody hates clarisse…. I LOVE CLARISSE

- Hermes is my fav god

- I love Beckendorf nothing bad is EVER gonna happen to him I love Beckendorf

- idk why tf Chiron says KRONOS brought Thalia back to life because. Cmon. He’s in a million pieces. Which is more likely: the Golden Fleece, with nature magic comparable to the Wild God Pan, brought it to life or Kronos, who has been in a million pieces for a million years, brought it to life???? Think Chiron THINK

THE TITAN’S CURSE

- Thalia is great and all but I sort of want to punch her in the face

- Bianca is my favorite lesbian :)

- Scratch that Zoë is my favorite lesbian

- Thalia’s my favorite lesbian?

- fuck it they’re all lesbian and they’re all my favorite lesbian

THE BATTLE OF THE LABYRINTH

- ANNABETH GETS HER OWN QUEST? YEAH

- ngl it could just be my gay ass but annnabeth and Rachel’s feud for Percy is so annoying and I hate it

- THE PART WHEN PAN DIESS AHHHGGHGHGH

- RIP Castor RIP Lee Fletcher RIP whoever else died

- unrelated but there are so many twins in these books. Like there’s Connor and Travis. There’s Castor and Pollux. And they’re the only ones but like how many twins do YOU know?

- Dionysus has feelings?

THE LAST OLYMPIAN

- BECKENDORF NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

- I was expecting it to have more Hestia bcz she calls herself the last Olympian but nooooooo. Nooo

- speaking of Hestia why so many of the goddesses’ human forms little girls but there are no little boy gods? Artemis and Hestia are literally babies. And with Artemis that makes sense but why Hestia?

- ok first Lee Fletcher now Michael Yew. What’s up with the Apollo cabin and losing their head counselor

- The part when Percy dreams of May Castellan trying to take the spirit of the oracle is so sad. Like HERMES REALLY LOVED HER. HE WANTED TO MARRY HER. The “No! NO!” Is fan fiction coded

- related to that when Thalia Annabeth and Luke go back to May Castellans house in the flashback and Hermes holds her as she has a vision AHHHHHHH I am deranged

- Percy breaking the cycle ❤️❤️❤️ a true comrade

I GOT THE FIRST BOOM OF HEROES OF OLYMPUS BUT I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY FRIEND TO FINISH THE LAST OLYMPIAN FIRST BEFORE I READ IT

[fahbev]

Sooo I decided on a whim that I was gonna do Inktober! Week 1 under the cut

Day 1: Dream

Based on a dream I had about a mouse that could draw better than me, and then turned into a little girl. She was being hunted so I ran away with her into the woods. Also for some reason I was a teenage anime boy and half of the dream was in an anime style instead of live action? Idk.

Day 2: Spiders

Wanted to try out some different nose shapes and i’m SO happy bc she’s SO pretty. Anyway. POV: you just walked in on her. Leave her and her tarantulas alone!

Day 3: Path

For this one I used water based marker and went over the ink with a wet brush to make faux watercolor.

Day 4: Dodge

This one fought me the whole way. I was not feeling the prompt and had to force myself to draw it. It looks fine i guess but it was not made with love.

Day 5: Map

This one was ABSOLUTELY made with love! It’s Maps Mizoguchi with one of her maps! I love her so much! Didn’t feel like drawing a convincing map. She’d be disappointed i me for making a bs one, so I just made it super cartoony? Idk. She’s the important part. Every time I draw her my friend asks “is that the new Lois Lane from that superman show?” Including a drawing where I had LITERALLY written her name next to her head—

Day 6: Golden

Ok photographing colored pictures is a lot harder. Lots of editing to make the colors how they are irl. I guess using acrylic paint pens is kinda cheating? But I made the ink drawing on top of it lol.

Day 7: Drip

Cass here with ALLL the drip!! Again I am pushing my chubby Cass agenda.

I don’t have it in me to post daily, but i can either make group posts like this each week or each week release seven posts at once. Not sure which is best. Yes I have today’s done but i’m saving it for next week.

[the-acid-pear]

Well turns out i hit post limit so you all won't get to see how amused i was at the Hitler being kicked off a window thing. Time for some final thoughts!

Well this was certainly one of the movies ever, for sure. I think it's fucking far from being a comedy though.

I don't think i can make this movie justice just writing a review this movie is deserving of a video essay breaking it down by acts and analyzing every aspect of it and the Chekhov's guns and all that shit!!!! But i cannot do that. Sad!

This movie is admittedly very... Complex. For better or for worse. There's a lot going on, lots of things happening and lots of things being said!! I think the phrase at the end those sum up the point of the movie well though.

Like it's literally so hard for me to try be normal rn the amount of character development Jojo got was so good...

I GOT ONE COMPLAINT THO!!

Out of all the characters, the one w literally NO depth at all despite being a recurrent one was the lady! What's up w that?! She literally had no significance or... Idk irony like K and his boy or self awareness like Yorki, nothing! Very cringe :/ lost potential, women haters 👎/j

Jokes aside, I'll try be subjective instead of objective and say how i feel about this:

I... Liked this movie! As confusing and overwhelming and morally complex as it was i enjoyed it quite a lot! Definitely one of those movies you gotta watch a few times to really get the feel of it y'know really let it all sink in and stuff.

I thought the funny bits were funny and i thought the sad bits were sad so much so i properly cried (not just a few tears in my eyes full on fucking sobbing) for the first time in forever w a movie! And that's saying a lot.

There's a lot of fun stuff that i bet lays beneath first impressions, i want to learn trivia and whatnot, and i will.

I WILL SAY AGAIN THOUGH THE WHOLE ROMANCE SUBPLOT WAS SOOO UNNECESSARY BIG HATER OF THAT BOOOO WE HATE YOUR UNNECESSARY ROMANCE 👎👎👎

Anyway I've talked a lot. Last I'll say Taika's work was so fucking good his movement was so cartoony and theatrical, i loved that so much!!

Now, just for formalities, was this movie good? Yes. Do i recommend this movie? YES. In case all that I've said already didn't convince you fsr 🧐 this is a very fun and sensible movie that despite being a war comedy has its themes very detached from the jokes it does 90% of the time. Like, other ppl's suffering is never the butt of the joke per say.

Just a great movie overall! I think this is my mother Little Boy lmao.

I'm gonna watch Jojo Rabbit, because i need to watch a movie asap and it has been on my watchlist for a while. I know absolutely nothing about it 👍

[an0nymousghost]

my answers to simblr asks v1 because i don’t think i did a mass post like this. 

1. how big is your mods folder? 15 gb, i don’t have my giant hair folder in rn

2. how would you describe your style? maxis-match, reshade/cartoony/dof aesthetic

3. what is your favorite challenge? 100bc obviously. and those completionist ones that take 400 years to finish

4. do you make cc? if so, what kind? age conversions of hair and recolors. and once in a blue moon i convert earrings or something

5. what type of cc do you hoard? hair, always and forever. my hair folder is sooo organized but i dont keep it in my game because it is very hard to find anything; there’s literally over 1000 items in the catalogue. also this is just female hair, for kids/toddler i use my own stuff and there’s really not enough male hair for me to mass hoard

6. what default eyes and skin do you use? intoxicated v2 - i’ll use this for the rest of my life emerald eyes by forgottengrotto

7. how many urls have you had, and what are the meanings behind them?

i have had 4:

celeschul - a play on “celestial” because that’s how you pronounce it an0nymousghost - the 8th level of the criminal: oracle career stardze - relating to astrology (star daze) teauke - sounds cool i guess; also i really wanted a short name

i don’t think i’ll change my url anytime in the future because it would be very annoying with all the broken links. i personally hate it when blogs have broken links so i don’t want to add to the problem. also, an0nymousghost is such a nice simblr url, it’s actually got a connection to the actual game. it is already confusing enough with the an0nymousghost/celeschul thing, but that’s mainly just because an0nymousghost is a long url and doesn’t really fit on package titles or thumbnails

8. who is your favorite gameplay blog? i have a personal blog and on there i only follow my faves: @leafykii, solarlemonade, ratboysims, @simprising​, myshunos, @aridridge, @whimsyblue. 

9. who is your favorite storytelling blog? idk i dont follow stories

10. who is your favorite cc creator? im not super involved in cc rn but aharris00britney and clumsyalienn who does those beautiful hair strands. oh yes and myself of course 

11. how do you edit your photos? reshade + action + psd. it’s complicated but the reshade takes 0 effort and ive struggled with editing forEVER im happy with this one

12. what is the last screenshot you took? idk im on my macbook 

this is the last screenshot on my mac LUL. rip to this hair which has been a wip for 10 million years. 

13. what do you do when you are unmotivated? nothing; right now is a good example. i have a queue so you probably can’t tell, but i’m super unmotivated to do anything. like i could make cc or play ts4 but i really just don’t want to (that’s why im writing this). idk why, but either it’ll pass or my blog will be dead forever. xo

14. who is your current favorite sim? i said the fae sisters for my other post but i really like noelle’s husband claye! i think my female sims are always wayyy more attractive than my male sims, but claye might pull in front of noelle tbh. he looks much better with the emerald eyes (the cartoony ones) 

also i consider all my sims to be good people, and claye’s kindness comes from him always taking care of leila and israel because noelle is off at work and such. oh and noelle’s way more...experienced than him when it comes to relationships

15. who is your current favorite sim that is not by you? no one really comes to mind, i haven’t been focused on like one specific sim lately

16. recreate someone else’s sim in your style. nah

17. do you talk about sims with people in real life? yeah. i don’t want to keep secrets from my friends (i used to have a secret ig account and it was a cause of major stress) so i just mention it in passing. honestly if they’re not cool with me having a sims blog, we can’t be friends. none of my irl friends play sims tho :( 

18. how many of the packs do you own? 23/38 or something along those lines

19. how many posts do you have on your blog currently? 1665. i have more followers than posts, something that i never achieved ever on my old blog because i had like 4 gazillion posts

20. how many drafts do you have on your blog currently? 7, they’re all just shitposts or asks 

21. how many posts are in your queue currently? 17

22. have you ever moved blogs? 2 times. celeschul -> stardze -> an0nymousghost. also i moved my multifandom sideblog once but that url has changed soo many times

23. are you in any sims related discord servers? yeah. though, i cant stand discord for a totally-unrelated-to-sims reason

24. what are your thoughts on the most recent pack? (paranormal) this is an outdated question but i still do not care about this pack. lol

25. how many hours have you played sims? 1039 hours

26. if you play gameplay, do you play with mods? yes, a lot

27. what’s the farthest you’ve gotten in a challenge? 100bc, i got to like 56/100 kids in my first attempt. this is TECHNICALLY farther than random nightmares, which i feel like i completed more of but i only did 50% of that challenge. i wrote on my blog that i completed random nightmares but in my heart, it’s not complete until 10 generations. so i just said that to make myself feel better. i’ll do a season 2 sometime...sometime

[pompadere]

i started the penumbra podcast thinking “well its gay, ive read someone complaining about it being too catered to representation so im definitely goign to check it out” and came out with so much.. sooo much more. Im typing these lines and i still can’t process how good it is FOR FREE.... warning beforehand that ive unfortunately been told oftentimes that i’m ...good public... which maybe makes my opinion useless critically wise????? IDK im working on being less enthousiastic about everything (its hard and im not smart enough for clever meta i dont know a thing my guy. i jsut like people doing things)

the authors started wanting their project to be an anthology from what i’ve heard in a q&a  but ended up sticking to a main storyline : the adventures of a depressed and bisexual juno steel, a private detective whose hobbies include good shooting and deduction skills and preparing one liners ahead to look cool when he uses them. The story follows his encounter with a colorful cast and a special mastermind thief he finds... distracting. It’s a detective noir parody... on mars.... and it’s queer. I can’t stress enough how thrilling it is to have several random background characters being gay, have a character with a high pitched feminine voice have everyone refer to him with masculine pronouns or have the very main character sometimes refer to himself as a guy and sometimes as a girl. All of it unquestionned or never bluntly stated for “look at us we’re diverse” points. By then i was sold and couldn’t expect more and BOY was i surprised... 

The writing is particularly great... surprisingly so. Episods usually last 50 mins and trust me it doesn’t feel like it. The story flows so well and fast, between the character banters and the movie-like timed chains of events (if you listen to it theres an episod called juno steel and the train from nowhere pt1 and ive listened to it like 12 time these last 3 days. thats how good it is) ITS action packed. Like a really good action movie for your ears. the pacing is super entertaining

The voice acting is... stellar... i kid you not. Ive listened to some podcasts by now but the voice acting in the penumbra podcast is Really fun, despite having the same voice actors voice several characters. The most amusing thing is that I suspect the podcast to be heavily cartoon influenced, a vibe that translates really well in the characterizations of the characters and you can tell each characters quirks by the sound of their voices like you can tell the personality of an animated character from its design and posings. the range of some of the voice actors in this pod is mindblowing... like you have to stay after the credit to realize a voice actor played this one character bcause you clearly couldnt tell until it was stated. FOR REAL. In the same q&a they stated Ace attorney in their inspirations (LIKE HOW COOL IS THAT) and i think it really shows in the distinct, almost cartoony personnality of each character (read: cartoony as in exagerated, not flat)

It’s like roger rabbit meets blade runner meets kiss kiss bang bang. seriously. i definitely recommend it if u wanna have a good time. 

(warning it has alot of loud noises.. literally the only downside to this podcast.. except maybe it being super tacky NOW HOLD ON HOWS THAT A DOWNSIDE)

god i love it so much you guys. I love it so so. sooo much... Ive been hyperactively working on my portfolio listening to it and now that animation school applications are over im working rly hard on the furyo/sukeban zine and all the things it necessitates (planning n drawing cover and all AHHHHHHH) its a terrible struggle because i really want to draw fanart of the podcast but I CANT PUSH THE FURYO ZINE ANY FURTHER AHND AHHHHFKHDHFD

[gigapoodle]

My Big Ass Long Necessary Rant Post Comparing Persona 3 and 4

Literally the most indulgent shit ever I just beat P4 and I gotta talk about it turn your eyes away unless you care for some reason

Things Persona 4 Did Better Than Persona 3

-The Social Links, oh MAN they were so much better in this game. Persona 3 had some pretty mediocre Links (Tanaka and that one fat cult kid immediately come to mind, also the student club kid who was obsessed with the cigarette). I don’t think any of the links were bad at all? Hell even the ones that I thought were gonna go sour (the Nurse one started off rough) ended up taking a really interesting turn. I also think that P3 relied too much on Social Links for random people I don’t care about, whereas so many of the SLs in P4 were already established, like Nanako and Dojima, all of the investigation friends (seriously P3, why couldn’t I SL Akihiko or Junpei?? What the hell???). It was just so much more rewarding in the end and I loved all of them. 

-To add on to the point above without making the paragraph too long; I like how all of your friends were INVOLVED in the plot before you even get to do their SL. The whole Shadow Self thing was so clever and made the characters so much more interesting. Like Kanji? SO interesting. Struggling with concepts of masculinity and his own self image, and you know all of this BEFORE you even start the SL, so when you do get around to it it is much more interesting and fleshed out. I’m so happy about all of this

-The whole Romance thing. P3 handled it terribly. Apparently in P3 I wanted to date everyone (no choice on just being friends!) and if I talked to too many girls it would screw up the whole system. In P4 everybody still wants to fuck you but at least it doesn’t screw up my other SL links thank God (but I would like it if I didn’t have to be romantically interested in every girl plz and thank you)

-THANK GOD I COULD CONTROL MY TEAM LIKE HOLY SHIT....thank GOD. Now they actually felt like super strong teammates with something on the line rather than robots who I hoped wouldn’t do something fucking stupid. (I’m pretty sure Junpei killed himself literally 10 times during the Nyx fight and I couldnt’ do anything but watch.) 

-P4 protag was still the most powerful member of the team but wasn’t blatantly OP like P3 protag

-Being able to look at what the fuck my skills actually did was a godsend (like I remember the difference between Masukukaja and Marakukaja, jesus) 

-Social events were generally funnier and better. I laughed like 10x more in this game than in P3. (God bless Kanji and Yosuke tbh)

-The individualized dungeons were much more fun to go through. Tartarus becomes a fucking drag around level 150, but jumping from a sauna to a strip club to an underground secret base? LOVE IT

-Music was generally catchier and I found myself humming along too it way too often 

-Way more save points, thank GOD (although they did screw me over at one point so this isn’t that much of a bonus)

-I like that when Rise couldn’t scan the enemy for weaknesses, I just had to figure them out on my own. Made the dungeons enjoyably harder. I also appreciate that healing spells cost less in this game, considering how much you need them. 

-Having the after-battle reward be basically ONLY personas was a smart move. The addiction of the Tarot Card Bonus/Drawback was a super neat feature as well that I absolutely loved. 

-Rise got on my nerves much less as an announcer lady than Fuuka. (Teddie was the worst though. Thank god we only had him for a little while.)

Things Persona 3 Did Better Than Persona 4:

-Even though P4 made a huge improvement with the battle system by allowing you to control your teammates, P3 had a vastly better battle system imo. The three different physical attacks (Slash/Strike/Pierce or whatever) made physical attacks actually feel lie they matter. P4′s system was way too watered down and as a consequence I never used Light/Dark ONCE and it felt a little too easy. 

-Better pacing. There were set dates for when I had to finish dungeons of Tartarus, and I could do whatever I wanted during those times. Afternoons were always free for SLs since exploration was at night. In P4, the fact that dungeon crawling took up an entire afternoon on top of the fact that I never really knew when the fog was gonna settle in made it hard for me to plan out everything. (I ended up having a lot of unfished SLs in P4 which pisses me off.) (P4 tries to make up for this by moving some SLs into the evening but it wasn’t enough.)

-Much better ending. Once you found out who the killer was for P4, everything just felt anticlimatic. His boss battle wasn’t even that bad. And then he turns out to be the opening battle for some weird God eye that I don’t give a shit about. It felt like nothing was really at stake and it was just weird. But P3? You knew your damn destiny. The world was gonna end and you literally had no hope but you fought anyways. The entire MONTH leading up to that felt so somber and powerful. Climbing up the stairs on that final day to battle the Strega members and then finally, Nyx (in a boss battle that took a HOUR AND A HALF on top of some cool symbolic shit where the protagonist literally dies) it as just...something, man. And then everyone meets on the roof as you die, like...it’s so neat. P4 felt like they were trying to live up to that while still keeping the wacky cartoony vibe and it didn’t work out. 

-The theme was much stronger in this game, and holy shit was it powerful. I get that P4′s whole thing was discovering the True Self, but it doesn’t really tie into the ending imo, nor the murder mystery shit. P3′s theme of Death is much more powerful and well written in the story. Everyone in this game has had at least ONE person die in their life, and seeing how everyone copes with it is sooo interesting. And dealing with the futile fact that everyone dies eventually with Nyx like....so fucking cool. And to top it all off, YOU die. The P4 protag doesn’t discover shit about himself (maybe in Golden? idk). Very very cool 

-Evokers are way way way cooler than some fog glasses. 

-Music was much better in this game. It was so damn unique. And it worked! It was weird and kinda glitchy at times but it worked so damn well! 

-More on the battle system - I’m really sad they took away group member healing in P4 because that was so helpful. I’m also sad they took away general healing of everything whenever you went back to the base of Tartarus. That made it so much easier to grind and just get through Tartarus. Forcing me to only heal SP by paying the fox a shitton of money (and man this is the first RPG I’ve played in a while where money was actually on shortage and a problem) made it suck. It took away precious time from SLs that I needed. 

Things They Both Need To Work On:

-Is Japan just super fucky about social issues? It was way worse in P3 but man do I feel played over by P4. Like the whole Kanji thing, CLEARLY his Shadow stuff was alluding to him possibly being gay, but they pull the rug under form you at the last second and throw that out the window. Same with Naoto - there was literally DIALOGUE about how she wanted to be a man but they threw that away too! Why??! They gotta stop skirting around these things. Also why are all of the dudes so pervy in these games? Junpei and Yosuke sucked about that, both games HAD to have a weird men-accidentally-walking-in-on-bathing-girls scene (P3 literally had a MINIGAME baed on it ffs). Also they are really mean about fat people in these games and always make them the butt of the joke. Stop it Persona 

-This Good Ending/Bad Ending shit. WAY worse in Persona 4 but P3 still had it. I think that’s part of the reason why P4′s ending was eh? because even though you face the final boss, of course there’s a TRUE ending where you face ACTUAL God instead of EYEBALL God. Ugh. Also they made it way way WAY too easy to get the Bad Ending in P4. Like you literally have to use a guide not to get the Bad Ending. At least P3 made it very obvious how not to get the Bad Ending and they didn’t do any of that true ending bullshit.... (I guess they kinda did with The Answer but THE POINT IS STOP WITH THESE MULTIPLE-HOUR ENDINGS GOD)

-Please give me female friendships where they don’t end in fucking. It complicates things so much and makes me feel weird. 

Overall Verdict:

I like them both equally and cannot place one over the other. Persona 3 felt more cohesive and satisfying but Persona 4 had a better cast and was arguably more enjoyable. I think that P3 will always have a special place in my heart since it was my first Persona game and it just fucking blew me away, on top of the fact that it took me about 4 months to complete whereas Persona 4 took me like 3 weeks (whoops). I think that Persona 4 tried to tackle too much (murder mystery while also keeping their whole ‘facing god and humanity’s fragility and flaws’ thing) whereas Persona 3 arguably did too little at times. But in the end this game is probably now my 2nd favorite series (behind Fire Emblem) and you can bet your sweet ass I’m getting P5 literally the moment it comes out. I’m almost salivating over it. I’ve already got PQ and P4A to tide me over while I wait so!