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catinasink · 8 months

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introduction teehee

most recent edit: 2/03/24

hi!

general questions

who am i?

i'm cat (dont capitalize, as in Cat) and tentatively eli or nico. i'm a minor, as well as in middle school (ages 11-14). i go by it/its (if you're calling me cat) or they/he (if you're calling me eli or nico) or no pronouns. i am transmasc agender, aroacespec (aroflux and aegosexual), and pan.

what do i post about/reblog about?

marauders

genshin impact

other random fandoms

dreamscape nexus (...)

life things! (vents, random events, etc)

things about my friends :D

classes outside school (ballroom dance, art, aikido, russian, math)

writing (i am a writer)

music (i post lyrics from music, is fun)

gay (i am gay)

my friends

family, pets, friends?

one older sister

two cats - kim and shego (or floorshitter)

irl friends:

pissboy (my husband. he/they) (pissboy origin story)

lee (my wife. not a permanent nickname. she/her)

preppy (my wife, not a permanent nickname, she/her)

miss eighth* grader (she/they, talks abt sui a lot)

ashes (she/her, my bbg)

may mention some other ppl as well lol

can you tag me, ask me questions, tag me in chain asks or tag games?

sure, i might not participate in tag games or chain asks tho :>

timezone?

PST, inside a sink

dni?

if over 25, bigots in general, the usual

what can you call me?

no: bro, guy, gal, sis, girl, man, boy, dude, etc. (gendered terms in general)

yes: pet names (sarcastically and/or platonically, ofc) such as sweetheart, honey, bbg (please dont fully type out babygirl); lil guy is fine

i might call myself a girl or a boy, dont take this as permission please x

*used to be miss seventh grader

other info

i would appreciate tone tags if you feel you are speaking too vaguely, but otherwise it's fine

am either a slytherin or ravenclaw. slytherin most-likely

am INTP-T

scorpio sun, sagittarius moon, scorpio rising (i think)

pandora sun, lily moon, regulus rising

i speak english and russian, am learning german and hebrew (long story)

one sideblog, @catinasink-writes, this is only for my fanfiction

i also have another sideblog. kudos to you if you find it

I might ask you to explain a sentence or a phrase for me, it's bc words tend to not be understandable for me sometimes

i. might be neurodivergent

please alert me if you're going to leave, it scares me sometimes

am matching banners with @shrimpysstuff!! go check her out, her blog is wonderful :3

tags!

ramblies, vents, anything thats not a reblog and doesnt fall into another category: #cat's rambles

posts mentioning my cat, or with my cat: #cat's cat

writing (in general): #cat's writing

writing (actually writing: #poetry maybe

my art: #cat's art

my asks: #cat's asks

posts made during school (tend to be queued): #cat's schoolposting

music-related posts: #cat's lyricposting

my own music: #cat's lyrics

my beloved friend @this-is-me-lolol: #basil my beloved <3

pissboy, my friend: #my lovely pissboy

my friend @o-kye: #tumblr user o-kye

cali cult: #calicos

sink lore: #happenings of the sink

blender anon: #cat's blender anon

dear anon (dreamscape nexus thing): #cat's dear anon

dreamscape nexus (...): #Dreamscape Nexus

ao3 details

my account (catinasink)

i've got a good feeling that we could be something

rated T

the Selection but rosestarkillerchaser

features the Blacks as the Schreaves

the Order as the rebellion

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarlily, wolfstar

unfinished, 8/30 (estimate)

watching pixar on a school night

rated T

a texting fic for the marauders 5th year and skittles 4th year

modern au w magic

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarpanlily/sunkeeperflowerseer, wolfstar

background benjy/peter + nobleflower + frank

slowburn

unfinished, 25/?

they're so pretty it hurts (i'm not talking about boys, i'm talking about girls)

rated T

oneshot about marlene

in the universe of wpoasn

features slavic marlene!! bc that is my love >>

also ace marlene!

2.7k words

finished, 1/1

dear angel lacy, eyes white as daisies

rated T

in the universe of wpoasn

noblesea (molly and alice) focused

has noblesea, nobleflower, and fralice (polyam alice)

slowburn

unfinished, 2/8 (estimate)

fic summaries (definitely accurate)

tumblr writing masterlist (chronological order, first most recent)

song-resembling thing (aka big mistake) (with voice ;-;)

maybe one day

to old friend once again

jolly ranchers

to v

my love

piano

fuck periods

more vent (green)

to my old friend (again)

to my old friend

more poetry/rambling/vent whatever :>

more poetry

poem thing that blender anon said i should share

have a nice day!

#cat's rambles #cat's writing #intro post!#<- previous intro post can be found in that tag

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anystalker707 · 11 months

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Scream

Pairing: Sabo x [gn, afab] Reader Kinktober prompt: Masked Tags: Also contains roleplay and a little of bondage / Sabo and reader roleplay Scream / Recording / Transmasc friendly

KINKTOBER LIST MASTERLIST

Sabo would probably arrive anytime now. The two of you were going to watch a movie and most likely spend the night together, already getting in the October mood of horror movies and cuddling under blankets as the weather gets colder. Actually, you were very invested in getting into the mood.

You were making popcorn when your phone rang on the countertop; you picked it up right away, without looking at the contact. “Hello?”

“May I say, you’re looking gorgeous tonight,” the distorted voice said, making you pause for a moment.

“Um, who is this?” You held the phone between your shoulder and your ear, using both of your hands to get the pan off the stove and pour the popcorn into a bowl. “Sorry, this must be a mistake—”

A chuckle cut you off. “I’m not lying. I like that shirt. It has a print of your favorite movie, right?”

How did they know? You glanced down at your shirt by instinct, holding your phone in hand again.

“Yeah, your favorite,” the voice confirmed. Fuck.

“Are you observing me?” You asked, feeling a little anticipation drumming under your skin.

Another chuckle, but a more dragged one. “Can you guess where I am?” It had a teasing hint as if mocking you, while you looked around, feeling a shiver run down your spine. “Where am I, hm? Take a guess. Where am I?”

“What do you mean?” You whispered, slowly looking around.

They sighed. “There are two entrances to your house. Back and front. Can you guess where I am right now?”

You furrowed your eyebrows, slowly turning around to the back entrance, which connected to the kitchen through a glass wall that gave an open view of the backyard. The backyard was only illuminated so far as the kitchen’s light went, which wasn’t a lot past the back porch, only reaching the first tree.

“Check.” The voice cut through your thoughts, and you only noticed now the way your fingers had been gripping so tightly onto the phone.

They were somewhere near you, and their voice was so sharp and demanding. You still had the phone in hand, listening to the steady breathing from the other side of the line, and had to stand in front of the glass door for a long moment. Thankfully, the backyard lights could be turned on from inside the house, so you did it first, trying to check as far as you could from behind the glass. It wasn’t a lot, and it didn’t reveal anything anyway.

Your hand shook a bit as you unlocked and opened the door and finally stepped outside, into the chilly night. It sounded as quiet as ever. No one was on one side nor on the other, so you took a few steps off to the side just to check if there was someone between the trees.

“…You’re just playing games. Go fuck with someone else.” A sharp sigh escaped your lips. You were just wasting your time. “I don’t even know why I didn’t hang up first thing.”

Whatever they said, it was ignored as you hung up and headed back inside the house, sighing softly as you closed the glass door, locking it again and trying to shake the thoughts off your head. It was just a silly prank. You walked over to the popcorn, but you heard something fall behind you, and you turned around, your heart almost stopped at the sight of a figure standing there in black clothes and a ghost mask. Your blood practically drained to your feet. Fuck, it felt so real. He was doing such a good job.

“Shit,” you muttered while running around to reach the glass door again, but it wouldn’t open. The key wasn’t there. Anxiety rushed through your veins as you tried your best to escape his grasp, walking further inside the house this time.

A shaky scream escaped your lips with the way gloved hands almost grasped you, barely letting you escape. The front door was also locked and without a key nearby, just shaking a little as you tried to open it before you ran upstairs instead, still with the dark figure on your heels. Since when were the stairs so long? Were those steps always that narrow?

You felt fingers trailing down your back, making you scream again, almost laughing with the mad pressure of the situation, but you finally could make it to your room. Could you make it through the window now?

The window was so close—your fingers grazed the sill before big hands wrapped around your hips and pulled you back, snatching another scream from you as you were dragged back.

“Going anywhere?” That familiar voice said, muffled behind the mask, and enough to make something shift in your lower stomach. “That’s what I thought,” he said at the lack of answer, chuckling while dragging you over to the bed. One of his hands carefully let go so that he could hold your wrist, and soon the following hand did the same, restraining you and pushing you to the bed.

Your face and knees landed pressed to the mattress, uncomfortably; a gasp escaped your lips as you unsuccessfully tried to free yourself from the tight grasp. “Please,” you said, your voice sounding weaker than you’d planned it to. Fucking pathetic.

“Yeah, don’t worry,” he said with a soft chuckle, and the next thing you felt was his hips pressing against your ass firmly. “I will give you what you want.” Something was placed on the bedside table; he placed a small vintage camera there, with the lens pointed to your face. The red light on it blinked in even intervals. “Make sure to smile,” he teased, both of his hands holding your wrists together now as his hips pushed against yours again. It sent sparkles up your spine, making you groan softly after he did it again a couple of times. You had to hold back from pushing yourself against him to meet his motions; he felt so good.

“I know you want it,” he said, loosening one of his hands, so he could caress your wrist with his thumb. “And you’re going to be so good for me.” He groaned as well, his voice sounding so nice, so pleased as he kept grinding against you. His cock felt hard, pushing into your pussy through your clothes so nicely.

There was a pause before something was around your wrists, restraining them; you tried to pull them apart, just to be met with frustration.

“Easy,” he said, fingers hooking around the waistband of your shorts and underwear. “I’ll make sure to give you everything you want, okay?”

You shifted a little, giving up against the tension and just arching your back, letting your weight all on the bed at once.

A whistle came from him once he managed to get your bottoms off. “Yeah, looking good,” he said, and you could hear fabric rustling as a hand met your ass cheek for a light slap. Something pressed between your folds, teasing your entrance before pushing against your clit—he went back and forth a couple of times while a hand held on to your hip. “And you’re also so wet for me. Naughty.”

You couldn’t help but moan, trying to free your hands, though it only made your wrists hurt.

He leaned in, face right next to yours as he pushed his mask up, revealing the blonde locks of hair, some of which were glued to his forehead and neck with the sweat. Sabo opened a grin as he observed your face for a moment. “You look so hot like that, y’know? So good for me.”

A quiet whine was the best you could do, giving up on fighting the restraints. It was a little difficult to keep in character while your brain was becoming so mushy. He pulled back and let his cock drag against you once more, making you moan.

“You’re so hot like this,” Sabo whispered as his tip teased your entrance again, “practically pleading me to fuck you nice and good. Do you deserve it, though?”

You couldn’t reply, nor did you want to, closing your eyes and trying to ignore the discomfort of your cheek pressed to the bedsheets like that. The position itself wasn’t that comfortable either, with the restrained arms taking away a significant part of your support and balance. You weren’t ready for your hands to be untied, though, making you almost fall to the side. Nonetheless, Sabo was there to guide you, strong hands guiding you to your back.

“Better,” Sabo whispered with a grin. “I wanted to see your pretty face, but make sure to look there as well, okay?” He nodded off in the camera’s direction before he lowered the mask over his face again. Was that supposed to be that hot? Shit.

One of Sabo’s hands hooked under your knee, pushing it back against your torso to expose you more to him. “Hot,” Sabo said, voice muffled again. He held the base of his cock, pressing it to your slit again, tapping the tip against your clit. It had no right to be that good, having your thighs quiver as you moaned. “Are you that needy?”

“Yes, please,” you whispered with a soft moan, squirming under him.

“Oh, my…!” Sabo hummed as he finally let himself push into you, giving you much more than just his tip, this time. He grinned under the mask with the way you gasped and arched your back, feeling him slowly push inside you while his thumb now rolled circles over your clit; it made you clench around him so deliciously while all he did was get inside you for the first time now.

“Mmph, S—” You interrupted yourself, trying not to escape the character, but it was so hard. He made you feel so good that your mind quickly became fuzzy.

“Good,” Sabo whispered as he wrapped a hand around your neck; his thumb forced your head to the side, in the camera’s direction. “You take me so well, y’know that? Is there something you wanna tell me?” He teased as he started moving his hips—he wasn’t bothered about the limited vision of you that the mask gave him because he’d later have a full tape of it just for himself.

You clenched so nicely around Sabo, practically pulling him deeper inside each time he pushed in. He let out a deep groan, wrapping his hand tighter around your thigh as he eventually set a steady pace for his thrusts. That sight was so pretty. He loved it.

“Hm? Are you listening?” Sabo said with a particularly harsh thrust that had you arching your back and gasping. “Come on. How much do you like it?”

The attempts of answering turned into messy, lost syllables between your moans because you couldn’t handle it with the way Sabo fucked you so nicely. His cock reached deep inside you, stretching you so fine. He groaned softly, making sure to keep the angle that had you arching your back whenever the tip of his cock grazed your sweet spot.

“How much do you like it? Tell me.”

A groan escaped your lips as you arched your back, trying to take hold of his wrist.

“You’re so stubborn!” Sabo clicked his tongue and paused, taking both of your wrists in his hand, so he could pin them to the mattress above your head. Since he’d let go of your leg, you wrapped it around his waist, sighing as he started fucking you again. “Maybe you’ll behave now, hm? Hell, you’re so hot like this,” he groaned, slowly going back to the rhythm he’d had before, fucking you so good.

You tried to move your hands or your head, but you couldn’t do much more than look at Sabo from the corner of your eyes, moaning more when you caught a glimpse of him in that mask.

“Tell me how much you like it,” Sabo whispered as his pace started picking up, sending the wanton sound of skin slapping against skin echoing through the room, sometimes not louder than your moans.

“Mmph, so good,” you moaned with a soft groan, “you feel so, so good,” you whispered, gasping and arching your back. “Y’fuck me so good,” you continued, voice sometimes cracking between moans as you arched your back, tightening your legs around his hips.

As much as your eyes were still open, you weren’t even focusing on anything, just turned to the camera as Sabo had told you and turning off your brain so that you could only enjoy the way he fucked you.

“That’s it,” Sabo groaned softly as he continued fucking you at a fast pace, though he invested more in the intensity of the thrusts now, having your body gently rocking each time his hips met the back of your thighs. “That’s what I wanted to hear. You’re so hot,” he moaned, tightening his grip around your wrists.

Sabo huffed, letting go of your jaw, and he was pressing a thumb to your clit again, rubbing circles into it while he continued fucking you. “You close?” Sabo breathed. “I can feel the way you’re clenching, and you’re so wet,” he let out a moan himself. The friction of his glove against your abused clit felt so damn good; you kept squirming under him. “You can cum,” Sabo said, “but I’m only stopping when I am done.”

.𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟.

#one piece #op #sabo #x reader #x female reader #x male reader #sabo x reader #fan fic #fan fiction #oneshot #imagine #scenario #monkey d luffy

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xxlosttrinityxx · 3 months

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Gosh, sorry duderinos and dudettes!

I...

I seriously cannot stop thinking about my identity and how it flexibly changes depending who I'm around. I thought I'd be a permanent void boy (mix of transmasc of nonbinary) for the rest of my life. But-!

But then two men come along and solidify a new fact for me: that I'm genderfluid, not completely transmasc or nonbinary. So THAT alone has me running my wheels on the exact details of my relationships and what gender my partners pull out of me.

Allow me to go through them and try to explain (on the left are my partners, on the right are the changes made to me when I'm around them):

My wife - Transfaun Demisexual (my default)

-Most times, this is the identity I default to. It's like my comfort zone but for gender!

My German boyfriend - Transmasc Gay-Demisexual (MLM)

-He's often busy but even so, when I get to talk to him, I always feel like a giddy lil boy flirting with him. He even inspired me to try and learn German so I can try to understand him better!

My Aussie boyfriend - Female Straight???

-I'm still not 100% if that's the actual label for what I become in this one. But as my smooth man put it last night, he doesn't care what I am so long as we genuinely love each other. And we do! So much so that we chat everyday and it doesn't feel weird to be feminine for once!

Even laying it out, I still feel confused! Gay, straight, bi or pan, or even ace! But I know I'm not totally straight, just queer and weird~

#ramble #xXLostTrinityXx #queer #genderfluid #transgender #transmasculine #transmasc #nonbinary #enby #gay #bisexual #pansexual #asexual #demisexual

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machtomiles · 4 months

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here's my personal headcanons of redacted characters that i personally project onto! some i wrote specifically for pride month and others are just more specific one's :3

all of the damn crew is trans and in a poly relationship (even if not canon i've always seen them all together in someway whether it's romantic, sexual, or queerplatonic)! they all take t shots together and comfort each other through dysphoria

damien and hux are transmasc, lasko, dear, & fl are non-binary, and gavin is genderfluid or maybe genderqueer

(all characters are queer/bi/pan to some degree that's just canon logically since all audios are mfa)

guy is def transmasc and wears honey's hoodie because it secretly helps him with dysphoria (and also to be a menace because it's a win-win situation either way)

all the wolf boys are transmasc

i feel like vincent might be nonbinary or gender non-conforming regardless he just wears whatever he finds stylish

all other demons/daemons are agender

baby helps ollie with his t shots (ollie said his love language is physical touch so i think doing it together is def intimate and comforting for him)

in elliot's dreamscape, he helps sunshine with their insecurities but encourages them not to change their body because they look perfect in reality

personal/projected headcanons

hux, gavin, anton, & sam are all black because i said so ☝🏾

i see headcanons everywhere that lasko or damien is korean and it's true because like.....that ain't no yt boy.....

asher is a lightskin with freckles HELPPPPP

milo and david are brownskin methinks all them wolves got melanin let's be fr...

anton loves talking to love on the phone because he loves the sound of their voice, regardless if he misses them or not

blake has bpd most definitely (takes one to know one......)

huxley loves being the little spoon and damien loves being the big spoon (they always switch cuddling positions in the middle of the night but don't mention doing it outright before bed for months)

huxley plants fruits, veggies, and flowers for damien so they can cook them together

damien is a good cook he definitely made lots of homemade meals with his mom

lasko secretly loves horror movies even if he gets scared watching them (both him and dear get scared and use it as an excuse to get closer to each other on the couch or in bed)

if lasko was a rolling backpack kid i feel like he was def a mouth breather as a kid (HELPPP this is a joke sorry)

i need to write more later this is all i have 😿

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #headcanons #personal headcanons #guys hear me out #let me cook #i'm cringe but i'm free

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ricewithbunnies · 1 year

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Saul Goodman Pet Play Headcanons

I have no where else to post all the deranged and deplorable ideas that come to my head </3

Probably a part 1 to a series if i think this is good enough :3

This accidentally devolved into a pet play post woopsies (it was meant to be just regular hcs)

Content: Transmasc Reader, Masculine Terms for reader, Dom!Saul, Hes either bi or pan I haven't decided yet :3

CW: Pet play

You guys met from either being friends with Jesse Pinkman, a client, or working with him

First time he saw you he looked you up and down, confused with himself. "Why am i attracted to a man??" type thoughts in his head (poor babygirl)

Upon finding out you're trans, he tries to justify his attractions "W-well its not REALLY gay!!" (it is)

(Also after a while of you two being close he'd probably get PISSED if anyone misgendered you)

Cutting the fluff crap tho he would be an absolute simp for you.

Service Dom whenever hes not feeling rough 🫣

"That feels good, huh? You like that sweetheart? Mmh.. tell me what makes you feel good handsome."

Thigh. Fucking. He'd have you sit in his lap with your pants off during a 15 minute break, pushing his cock inbetween your warm thighs and holding onto you for dear life.

He would buck his hips up into you as he makes out with you and whimpers and when he cums on your thighs he'd clean it up for you ❤️

"Fuck.. f-fuck.. that feels so good darling" as he thighfucks you.

He absent-mindedly says "Good boy" to you one day and you fold.

After that he'd fuck you filthy while saying it

"Good boy.. thats my good boy.. taking it all like a champ.. you like being my good boy, huh?"

Will. Not. Shut. Up.

Constantly in your ear during sex, whispering, moaning, anything to feel your hole tighten around him.

After a while of your intimate relationship, he'd open up about some absolutely filthy kinks.

You'd be unsure at first, but after tje first session, you'd be at his feet begging for more, and he'd eat that shit UPP.

"Yeah? You liked that fucking from Master, huh? You wanna be my good boytoy?"

After that he would get you to quit your job and be a house husband full time, spoiling you with goodies and also in bed.

He'd BEG like a bitch to put a leash on you, giving you the worst case of puppydog eyes.

"Pretty pleaseee 🥺🥺🥺"

He'd make you learn hand commands such as rolling over, taking off clothes, bending over, etcetera.

He'd DEFINITELY put a large pet bed for you under his desk at home.

If he's at home working and having an especially frustrating task to do, afterwards he'd make you take his dick down his throat.

"Ahh.. good boy.. you really know how to make Master feel better huh, pet?"

Would probably get some bougie diamond encrusted pet bowl for you LOL

If you were good for him he'd get you stupidly expensive gifts, just because he can and he enjoys spoiling you.

Possessive as fuck. You two are out and you are talking to someone a little too long? Hoo boy you'll spend the rest of the night tied to his bed with him pounding you into the next day.

"Mine.. all mine.. my pup.. my sweet pet.. you belong to me.. right? Say it. Say you're mine.."

His aftercare would be so sweet though, running a warm, scented bath for you and washing you.

Thank you for reading!

This is my first proper post on here, so i appreciate anyone who read it and even more if you enjoyed. I'm just now getting back into writing fanfic from when i was younger so i appreciate any constructive criticism or advice :3

#better call saul #better call saul x reader #saul goodman #saul goodman x reader #jimmy mcgill #jimmy mcgill x reader #ftm reader #saul goodman smut #better call Saul smut #jimmy mcgill smut #better call saul headcanons #saul goodman headcanons #jimmy mcgill headcanons #breaking bad #breaking bad x reader #breaking bad smut #brba #brba headcanons #breaking bad headcanons

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transtalesofdoom · 6 months

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The Label Thing - personal experience

I've talked previously about labels I've considered, used, or decided not to use in passing. Let's talk about it in a bit more detail!

I like labels. It's a personal preference, and I understand why someone wouldn't, but I like having words to describe myself with. I like having a handful of terms to explain my experiences quickly. I also like knowing that there's more people with these experiences, grouped under my label. Makes it feel a little less lonely.

Before the whole gender thing, I had already picked out the labels of biromantic asexual. Gender never really meant anything to me, and why would I care about stuff like genitals if I didn't intend to interact with them. Opted for bi over pan because it sounded nicer and the flag was prettier.

And then the gender thing happened and I suddenly had an entirely new experience to describe. One that was still developing.

The first day after I had come out to myself, I neither liked the term "man" nor "trans" for myself. Both seemed too solid for what I was. I was a dude or a guy, but a man? There's the whole societal aspect to it, how trans men can get treated poorly for "becoming the enemy", that I won't get into here, but it definitely was at play. And "trans" had an oddly definitive feeling to it. Like I had a gender and goal in mind, when I very much didn't. This was weird to me, because I knew that's not how the label is used. Anything that isn't cis can be labeled as trans. But at first it felt like I was appropriating it.

Nonbinary was a pretty safe catch-all. I was, by the very definition, not binary. Nor did I think anyone else was, but that was beside the point. Genderqueer was another option worth considering, since my gender was most definitely queer, but something about it didn't really click with me. Maybe it was the flag and the fact that certain trans-exclusionists used the same colors because they fancied themselves suffragettes.

I became a little more comfortable with it as the compound of transmasc. That was me. I was transing into the masculine. Not very committal, but a descriptor of what I was up to with the gender.

I still liked the term "woman", weirdly enough. Having watched so many Woman-Power movies (shoutout to Oceans 8 and Birds of Prey specifically), it had taken a while for me to fully embrace that label to begin with, and once I had managed to find it empowering, I didn't want to let go of it again. Even if I was transmasc, "Woman" by Kesha was too good of a song to leave behind. I was a motherfucking woman!

I did a bit more snooping around into other labels to see if anything would stick. I found and read the comics by ND Stevenson, and came across the ones where he describes being bigender. And I liked that description. It resonated with me. Especially because he references the Kesha song, I guess. 'Vibrating between genders too fast to see' felt relatable. So maybe I was bigender?

But I wasn't vibrating between male and female. Those were a part of it, sure, but there was more. And also less. I was every gender and no gender simultaneously. And while that is a possible subgroup of bigender, it once again felt like using the term, although I liked it, wouldn't properly convey my experience.

That night I decided to coin "fuckgender", only to discover that not only did this label already exist, but it also described exactly what I was feeling. (Not to be confused with genderfuck.) And yet, while that was a fun little anecdote, it wasn't what I wanted from a label. And the fact that other people were using it, thereby turning it into a functioning microlabel, made it less appealing to me, somehow.

Instead, I decided to embrace "trans" as an umbrella term for the time being. I didn't really need to define it any further. "transmasculine nonbinary" worked well enough to convey my identity to others. I could elaborate for those who wanted to know more. For myself, the label was the same as my gender. It was kinda there and kinda not, both everything and nothing all at once. More of a general vibe than an actual word.

And that works for now. Maybe that will change. Probably, even. I might embrace bigender, or multigender, I might find my trans experience to be binary enough to go by trans man. Maybe I'll do a U-turn and become a nonbinary woman.

There's only one way to find out and personally, I'm excited for it.

#trans #transgender #personal #crimes against the gender convention #genderqueer #lgbtq #nonbinary #queer #nb #enby #transmasc #transmaculine #bigender #multigender #labels #label #microlabels #trans positivity #trans experience

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fruitypiestims · 4 months

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Pride stimboard for my boi 💖 Requested by @foodielovethealicorn <3

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#mlp #my little pony #night peak #pride #stim #mine #request #ace #asexual #pan #pansexual #trans #transgender #transmasc #nonbinary #polyamorous #polyam #kandi

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universallydestinytaco · 5 months

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Smiling Friends Headcanons y’all

TW brief mention of queerp***bia and emotional ab*se.

Charlie is an abromantic achillean intersex transman

Pim is transmasc genderfluid and pan and he loves switching up his gender labels and yes he goes by he/they/fae

Alan is a triple battery. (Agender Autistic Aro/Ace spec)

Glep is a non-binary aroace spec lesbian who goes by he/it pronouns

Marge Simpson is a lesbian

Smormu is transfemme and bi also SMORMU NEVER DIED IN MY HEADCANONS HAHAHA

Charlie’s (ex?) girlfriend is named Susan and she’s bi and a cisn’t ally

Jennifer is a bi demigirl who goes by she/her and neopronouns

Shrimp is unlabeled and goes by all pronouns

Mr. Boss is a gay transman and yes he was at Stonewall kicking ass.

Pim is jealous of Charlie and Susan but keeps it to himself because he wants Charlie to be happy.

Alan invites his friends over to watch his family’s vacations slides.

Glep walks into the telephone booth nearby work to anonymously prank call random people during his free time.

Pim grew up with girl’s toys and holds on to his childhood dearly, he is a doll collector and he has a girly Y2K aesthetic blog as well.

Charlie grew up a social outcast with Pim and Susan being the first friends he ever had. Seriously my man Charlie has had it ROUGH.

Pim’s family except for his cousin are SUPER bigoted and heteronormative…yet they pressure poor Pim into keeping contact with them.

The gang love watching bad movies and shows together to riff on them.

Smormu and Pim watch Disney movies together and know most of the songs by heart.

Alan is a fan of David Bowie, Prince and The Beatles.

Charlie and Pim watch Toonami religiously every Saturday night.

One night Charlie got so shitfaced drunk after a possible breakup that he started howling loudly at the full moon until Dj Spitz shot him in the ass.

Glep is a Jhonen Vasquez stan.

Pim rewatches Steven Universe on the daily + is also a Swifty who makes friendship bracelets

Mr. Boss dated Rick Sanchez once, they broke up because of creative differences.

#smiling friends #smiling friends pim #smiling friends charlie #smiling friends alan #smiling friends glep #smiling friends smormu #smiling friends mr boss #headcanons #charpim

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nightmarebeforenewsiesau · 26 days

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any headcanons for Race? How did he die/end up in Halloween Town?

Yes, as a matter of fact, I have a lot-

Racetrack Higgins spent most of his life gambling while he was alive, despite dying relatively young. He often cheated, since he wasn't perfect at his trade and needed a way to keep food on the table. He was murdered by a drunk man one night after cheating in a game against him, and the last thing he heard was the man calling him a "Lying devil spawn". Sure enough, after death, he manifested as sort of a devil-looking creature. He formed a small group alliance with two old friends- Spot and Albert- and later started dating both of them. (Yes, the spralbert is real).

His little group, although close with the leader of the town they lived in (Jack) still found themselves not very fortunate money-wise. Until they were approached by a man, wearing a mask made out of an old burlap sack, who had a preposition for them: They do his bidding and kidnap targets to bring to him. In return, they get free lodging and more money than they could earn in several lifetimes, alongside the promise that if they ever used it all this man would provide food for them. They were given masks to hide their identities, and all the weapons they'd need to carry out jobs. They agreed, living in a treehouse just outside the town. They kept on good terms with Jack and the residents, spending most of their time downtown gambling or hanging out with friends.

As for Racetrack specifically, here's some fun facts about him!

His tail is real- not part of his costume. He can move it, it feels pain, and he whacks people with it when he's annoyed.

He paints his nails black. Take that how you will.

He has a forked tongue, like a snake.

His shirt has pockets sewn on the inside of the sleeve for cards.

He has a bad habit of chewing on things that aren't food. Tables, rocks, erasers, his shirt, his arm, bones, the souls of the innocent, paper, plastic happy meal-esque toys... you name it. This is part of the reason he always has a cigar but it's rarely lit- better he chew on that than his own skin or on a pencil or something.

He can hiss like a snake. He doesn't do it often, but he can. He can also make his tail rattle like a rattlesnake.

He doesn't know what sleep is. He will stay up for days on end. Someone give him some melatonin, he needs it.

He is transmasc (JUST LIKE ME FR) and Pan.

There is a snake who lives in their treehouse that Racetrack has claimed as his pet. He named it Jackpot and uses it as a threat to people. ("Oh, I have a pet snake you know... yeah, he's poisonous and I trained him to bite people I don't like.) He also hisses at Jackpot randomly and Jackpot hisses back. He's managed to convince Spot and Albert that he can speak snake and knows what Jackpot is saying (he doesn't).

Spot and Albert are both deathly afraid of Jackpot and Race teases them for it.

#92sies #au #newsies #newsies au #racetrack higgins #the nightmare before christmas

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godlytemperance · 11 months

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npmd headcanons because my brain is rotted <3 <3

heehee hoohoo i am rotating the entirety of hatchetfield in my brain

im updating this as i think of more stuff so bear with me if this gets stupidly long

richie has audhd. i know this because he is me i am him we are EACH OTHER /j

ruth and richie met in the anime section of barnes and noble in middle school and nearly screamed when they realized they were going to the same high school later on

steph is lactose intolerant and is not brave about it ever. tries to share a hot chocolate with pete and spends the next three hours miserable

grace is doomed to kill in every timeline but it can be prevented by her best friends keeping her too occupied with mundane nonsense for her to find a gun

richie has so much tboy cringe energy. that man kins sasuke you cannot tell me i'm wrong

i have hit them all with my transgender and gay beam >:3c they're the friend group that hit their gender and sexuality realizations in waves. someone's egg cracked first (richie) and it set off a chain reaction

pete is genderfluid and usually presents masc (he/they)

bi with no strong preference either way

only recently began to dabble with femininity in his gender presentation

steph is gnc transmasc (he/she, used interchangeably)

bi with a masc preference

no matter who you are, if you have a crush on steph, you're gay. them's the rules pal

richie is transmasc (he/it)

aroace spectrum! he's demi on both ends, fluctuates pretty often.

somehow incredibly perceptive to romance unless it directly involves him, then he's as dense as a brick

ruth is a girlthing because she's swag like that (she/it/they)

pan with a fem preference

her preferred type is pathetic mascs and intimidating fems

grace is fem-presenting nonbinary (she/they)

formerly closeted lesbian

had the WORST case of comphet until she realized she didn't necessarily have to be attracted to MEN to be attracted to masculinity :3

max is transfem (she/he)

she's a butch lesbian!!! she doesn't feel pressured to be hyper-feminine after realizing she's trans, because she's already pretty happy with her outward presentation

saw all her new friends going through their various gender and sexuality realizations and is just "i hope this doesn't awaken anything in me :)" (it did)

OH also paul is richie's uncle! richie's dad is paul's older brother. they don't interact much but it is literally Autism to Autism

if the group were to fall victim to any of the Lords in Black, it'd probably be as follows:

max - wiggly. rage hatred biting nightmare nightmare >:3

steph - nibbly. he's got the closest ties to the CotSC and also we need more nibbly rep

pete - tinky. duh. probs gets trapped in the box in timelines where steph dies before him and he desperately wants to bring her back

richie - blinky. idk it's just vibes to me. he seems like the kind of guy to go nuts for eye symbolism

ruth - pokey. she's a theater kid and i think that pokey would have a field day shoving her into the fucked up and evil spotlight

grace - all of them. they take turns babysitting her in various timelines. she is their favorite child

richie 100% uses anime terminology to describe normal ass situations. he calls steph a tsundere once and steph has to act like her world wasn't just shifted two inches to the left for the rest of the day

oh also in redemption timelines they have movie / bingewatch nights!! they cycle between everyone's favorite shows or films. it's the best part of their week every single time

max was cast as a leading role the one and only time she ever auditioned for theater and it freaked her out so much that she declined the role

richie's hair is Like That because he tried to get the cool anime spiky hairstyle to work for him (it didn't) (he doesn't realize this until college)

pete was a greek mythology girlie i just know this. something about him screams "i read percy jackson way too much as a kid"

after grace realizes she doesn't have to be a "perfect" christian, she swears like a sailor

also grace hand embroiders all her clothes as a hobby! (this is semi-canon, since she has embroidered strawberries on the cuffs of her jeans in the show)

the first time steph smoked ouid, he made the mistake of using cbd oil and a pipe at the same time. man was in SPACE

all of them are poly with each other but at different levels:

steph and pete are Dating dating. so are max and grace. wholesome yaoi VS toxic yuri

ruth and steph are almost definitely "best friends" in the historical sense

richie and ruth are qpp. if they were both 100% straight they'd probably be the most annoying couple in the world

pete and richie kiss sometimes but its genuinely platonic for them. just bros being bros (they are so deeply in love and neither of them realize it until years later)

ruth and pete are friends to ??? to lovers to friends who cuddle sometimes

richie and steph are polar opposites but they love each other to death. black cat and orange cat kind of relationship

max and grace barely intersect with the nerds but they still consider all four of them to be part of their weird situationship

(grace definitely experimented with all four of them, with max's permission. just to be Sure. y'know.)

max is doing her best to make amends with the nerds but it is very slow going. she has gotten to casual fistbump level with them though!

the nerds usually just look at max and grace from the sidelines like they're watching two wild beasts circling each other in their enclosure. their flirting is NOT rated pg and it still baffles them how the local prude and the highschool football star managed to get together

richie unintentionally dropped the fact that he has a fursuit - a timberwolf, because i'm projecting - and ended up helping everyone design their fursonas. pete is a traditional chimera (goat, snake, and lion), steph is a plain black cat, ruth is a flemish giant rabbit (she did research), grace is a sheep, and max is a checkered-tail nighthawk.

any time that the group gets spam calls, all they have to do is hand the phone to ruth and they get taken off the lists the moment she speaks. ruth was frustrated by it at first but it became a game of "how many companies can i inconvenience before they stop calling hatchetfield numbers entirely"

steph braided pete's hair once and he damn near proposed on the spot

ruth knows how to sew (from doing tech) and helps teach max how to mend her clothes! max ends up being really good at it! she goes on to teach the entire football team how to fix their uniforms and ruth ends up being the honorary team favorite for at least a year

im taking jon matteson's "richie should have blue hair in a movie version of NPMD" and fucking sprinting with it. he dyes his hair at least once a year and it's a wildly different color every time

ruth is the kind of gal to love games with lots of violence because it makes her feel like a badass vigilante (she can barely do a push-up in real life) (just like me)

steph is deeply afraid of large bodies of water. major L on his part seeing as he lives on a fucking island

bouncing off of the above hc, pete's afraid of planes. these two can't travel out of hatchetfield without one of them nearly shaking out of their own skin

max doesn't actually like football that much. she's REALLY good at it, yeah, but she'd prefer to play most other sports even if she isn't good at them! she likes the challenge of doing something she won't automatically win!

grace probably writes lists of things to keep everything in order. she's got lists of all her favorite foods, a checklist of daily chores, etc etc (it's also because she's got undiagnosed autism and she functions better when she has a Routine)

no matter what, pete will always stop and talk to the homeless man downtown. he doesn't really know why, though. (ted wishes he could say something to pete, but he never does. best to keep him at arms length.)

ruth really really really reeaaaally wants to cosplay but she's nervous that she'll be deemed as the "cringy weirdo" by other con-goers. she eventually admits this to richie, who rallies the group into a group cosplay for moral support

it takes a lot of convincing for them to find a fandom they all want to cosplay from. they settled on FNAF, specifically security breach bc it's Timely (they go to the con in 2022)

pete is glamrock freddy, steph is monty, ruth is glamrock chica, and max is roxy!

richie was glamrock bonnie and he gets so mad when the official design comes out a year later bc it was completely different than what he imagined

grace eventually agrees to dress up as vanessa (she never played the games) (she thinks FNAF is a real animatronic restaurant) (everyone they meet thinks she's method acting)

they end up crashing at ruth's place absolutely DRAINED. they all have imprints on their arms from carrying around an absurd amount of merch. pete nearly started a fistfight in the parking lot with a bakugo cosplayer. max nearly finished it.

they all agreed that it was one of the best things they've ever done and also to Never Do It Again

richie had a brief phase where he was obsessed with black butler and he regrets it to this day

grace and max both have scary dog energy but in different directions. max (post-transition) looks really intimidating at first glance but she's got golden retriever energy. grace will stare at you with the scariest fucking eyes if you're mean to retail employees

steph has always wanted a pet, but her dad never allowed it. when he moves out and gets an apartment with the nerds, they all agree to rescue a pair of bonded cats for his birthday. steph doesn't stop crying for at least an hour

steph and pete named one of the cats, while ruth and richie picked the other one's name.

Mittens is the Lautski baby, a black and white girlie who is incapable of mischief. she's like the disney ideal of a cat. she's a cuddle monster and will be so sad if you have to get up and do things without her

ruth and richie are the proud coparents of Sir Jotaro Gooberton (the Third). he is the most stupid tabby you will ever meet in your life and he has made the crime rate in the household go up tenfold.

a very common Lautski date night is going to the candle section of walmart and just sniffing every single one of those bad boys until they get a headache

#richie lipschitz #ruth fleming #stephanie lauter #peter spankoffski #grace chasity #grace chastity #max jagerman #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #headcanons #the wolf barks

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