#NO ITS NOT CRINGE YOURE JUST BORING
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Can we bring this back?
Seriously can we bring back editing your favs in this style
(made in 2009 by sergio4ramos)
#its so aesthetic#NO ITS NOT CRINGE YOURE JUST BORING#'but it looks wierd' THATS WHAT YOUR MUM SAID WHEN SHE SAW YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME#IT LOOKS FUCKING AWSOME#please can we bring this backđ#sergio ramos#spain nt#real madrid#football#futbol#football memes
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how do you actually think Jean goes to sleep?? I donât believe that woman is normal about it, I imagine she rotates between different states honestly
Some days she doesnât go to sleep more of âcollapse and resetâ situation
Other is with the help of the KOF, each got their way, especially when there is a big event coming up or her ⌠vacation ( no you will not be working in your vacation days. no volunteering is also off the table)
kicking and screaming fighting with every bit of caffeine and energy drinks she might had a small talk with the grim rapper
#There is probably some bored KOF and other jean associates on how many hours she got of sleep#My bet is on Barbara she isnât there often but she has a 100% success rate#Lisa would just put something in the tea its not even something strong#Jeanâs nerves are like a crust of chocolate just the heat for your fingers enough to get it to melt#Just add jasmine or smth#genshin impact#i continue to put my cringe on that tag#jean gunnhildr
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hello! hope this isnt an invasive question or anything, ive been following your art blog for a while, an i've noticed you tag your art that has "you" in it as "neptune" is that a name you went by before, or something else? :o sorry i know its a little weird to ask !! hope youre doing alright ! đŚ
so I fully realized/had a name for my transness at age 11 or so, but I didn't pick my childhood nickname of Cheye as my name until I graduated high school I believe.... i can't remember
Anyway between those 2 points I tried some names but they never felt right. But I like organization and needed a tag for my Self drawings on my art blog. I'm a pisces and the ruling planet for that sign is Neptune (along with it being one of my fave planets) so that was the tag label I use(d) for drawings of me. I didn't have to wrack my brain for several years for another name I'd actually go by, and it's also not a name/label I dislike. Neutral.
I've kept it as "neptune" instead of changing it to Cheye for the same reason that sometimes when I'll talk about scenarios with myself and OCs I'll refer to myself as smunker instead of "me" or "cheye" (even when im not talking about their fur forms)....i just think its embarrassing to "admit" or call attention to it being Me in 90% of the stuff i make LOL its more sensible to refer to myself as a character
#ykwim...saying ''talon leaves the room when al and smunker start kissing but if he'll come into the room if it's something that starts#without him there'' becomes the ramblings of an annoying elementary school classmate talking your ear off about a boring dream they had#once you substitute Smunker with ''I'' or ''Cheye''. like damn who cares also thats so cringy...etc#thats also how I feel tagging little self doodles with my actual name so its Neptune instead#skunk mail#anonymous#like its ok if YOU guys refer to drawings of myself as myself...u dont have to say cheye u can just say you etc#i just get embarrassed doing it myself. like damn sorry im cringe
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no guys you dont get it itager isnt sweet and tender in the domestic gay lovey dovey way theyre sweet and tender in the BRO way
#im a crazy bitch okay i will be like yes theyre lovey to eachother yes thats true#yes i only get gay and shit for itager bc theyre true love and then see something sappy and gay of them and go THAT AINT RIGHT#im a freak okay im such an asshole about itager bc i think theyre lovey to eachother in a very specific way and all other ways are cringe#me when the only itager i consume is the official goddamn hetalia manga#and them doujins made by corolla that mf was the only person ever who understood them (even if they were misguided and believed in gerita)#i like to think in my heart of hearts corolla knew the truth it was just the wrong time.#like how i know bill and ted wouldve loved touhou koishi song its just they were born in the wrong era#but yeah like germany and italy are gay in that BRO way like. its hard to describe but its not gay its more like.... friendship adjacent#like when you deeply care about your bro and act gay with them in that way they arent about that silently looks at the moonlight shit#they look at the moonlight and italy goes 'germany is right now a good time to tell you i fucked your car again' and germany goes 'What.'#ITS A BETTER AND MORE AWEZOME FORM OF LOVE IN MY HUMBLEST OF OPINIONS.... I PERSONALLY PREFER IT#its domestic in the way of having your average daily life of dicking around with your bros and throwing grenades in cars n shit#instead of domestic settling down and being all serious and sappy all the time#its lovey dovey in the way of being like AHAHA IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!! yeah bro... i really like you too *hug* im glad youre in my life#i just think thats so much more swag because settling down just does not sit right for me#i think settling down sucks tf you mean theres no more adventures and always sunny shit?#i think fruk can get into that settling down domestic shit but im a firm believer itager cant#because their entire dynamic hinges upon italy coming in and making germanys boring ass lonely life fun by ruining it everyday#its not itager if they arent grabbing eachothers balls and acting like bros#ive said this to wiener but its the itager itapan juxisposition#itapan (japans onesided crush ofc) is great because they act gay but are just bros#and itager is great because they act like bros but are gay#idk its hard to explain the nuances of it all but just trust me when i say canon content and corollas sfw doujins are the only true itager#content#robooty asshole moment sorry guys somethings wrong with me#robooty kun
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fuck the entire internet for labeling the best era of sonic games as the "dark era" you guys just hate fun
#2000s sonic is peak sonic and im tired of pretending its not#something about the stories and concepts from that era is just so good#its like they werent holding back because they didnt care if people thought they were cringe or too edgy or whatever#you hate heartfelt stories with a lot of love and care put into them ? you hate seeing little hedgehogs kill gods ?#you hate werewolves and knights and people dying and coming back to life and shit ? ok maybe youre just boring
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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious#that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much#i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like#such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him#frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again#dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest#the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary#and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit#i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline#which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all#but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored#i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already#so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight#into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them#also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw#but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just#let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too#often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time#i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me#maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a#'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe#it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun#p
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you know what I like most about the new dw episode is that the monster story is a bit naff and beep throws the tone off a bit and itâs all a bit cheesy at the end BUT everything is made with such care and excitement and energy that I had an absolute blast anyway
#listen imma dunk a bit on Chibnall here so sorry if heâs your dude#but thatâs the difference about his era for me#rtd can be cringe and over the top and a bit naff sometimes#but it is never boring#so much of 13s era was the same droning note with the same shot reverse shot take and the same cardboard dialogue#it had its moments (Diodati my beloved) but so much was just ⌠meh#I totally get they had no where near the same amount of budget as rtd has now#but this show has been made on a shoestring longer than itâs had Disney bankrolling it#and the worst thing a show like doctor who can be is dull#again no hate to Jodie or anyone on the crew#especially segan - he wrote some beautiful music that they barely every used properly#Iâm just glad that the show makes me feel like this again#doctor who#spoilers
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possibly not fully related to what u mean but I feel like I never outgrew that baby urge to go ape shit when another kid steals your blocks but instead of stealing blocks it's criticizing media I like
oh yeah same i never have and never will outgrow that LOL i still cannot b normal anytime i see someone on this website criticise gerard way. hes my favourite media and i love mean lesbian feminists but i literally have to defend him from them. if tumblr were the real world i would have been throwing hands the week of cheergate over some of the shit ppl were saying. not sorry abt it either!!! it is my RIGHT as a WOMAN to go apeshit whenever i want about whatever i want!! đ
#so many ppl just hate on shit cause its 'cringe' too đ#like sorry u cant enjoy doctor who or homestuck or mcr or whatever cause youre too busy caring what everyone else thinks of u!#but that makes u a loser actually! an insecure boring loser!!#thats a problem with U cause all that media is good actually.#ask#anonymous
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I wish more people roleplayed again. Instead of learning how to write through chatting with ai thatâs only going to mimic you and other people you can actually learn from creating a story with another personâŚ. Crazy right? If youâre embarrassed itâs okay, everyone is embarrassed when they start new things!! And if role playing truly isnât your thing you can still write. Stop resorting to Ai
#Iâm being a little bit of a hypocrite but thatâs my past self#I donât use c.ai anymore itâs boring#just stop tho lowkey#PLEASE#IT IS OKAY TO BE CRINGE#ITS ALRIGHT IF YOURE CRINGE AT FIRST JUST HAVE FUN!!!#ITS THE DAMN INTERNET UR FINE#STOP USING AI!!#AI SUCKS SO BAD AT WRIYING SHIT PLEASDRRR
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i dont like rbing murdoc fan art here bc i dont want anyone else to see him... well not really but its sometjing like that
#txt#I MISS HIM. HIS BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW. AND ALL I HAVE IS A HYPERFIXATION ON RICHARD MILHOUS NIXON#its not like i havent been thinking abt him though#i think abt how annoyed at me hed be for this. EVEN THOUGH HE HAS A FUCKING AMERICAN FLAG IN HIS WINNEBAGO#'oh its as a joke i fucking hate americans. so did you. youre no fun anymore'SHUT UPđđđđđđđđđđ#i love thinking abt how annoying hed be to me#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN TO THE NIXON TAPES WITH ME.#i think hed be into nixons presidency but like not completely. only as an extension of his interest in the vietnam war#and hed love talking to me abt the cold war and stuff i think...#and id be like :( jfk... he wa sjust a good catholic boy... fuck#and hed laugh at me so much and make fun of me all the time#he loves the fact he was assassinated#murdoc#also i would post so much more abt murdoc but im fucking shy okay... i havent hsd this many followers on a blog in years#naybe i want to keep this to myself. because its cringe. and stupid...#even though it is my True Self#us presidents#i think hed find lbj really fucking funny#hed like ike though i think... mmm#maybe#just bc of his serving in ww2. and how significant he was#i think hed like talking aby the bay of pigs incident with me. and hed say stuff abt how he wishes ww3 started on my birthday 1962. because#hes horrible like that#he would hate the kennedys#hate is a strong word. hed 'hate' them. but only bc its funny#he doesnt like their (mostly jfks) chokehold on pop culture and stuff. and the amnt of people who love him#hes only loved so much bc he was assassinated... everyone loves a martyr#and hed be critical of the new frontier and stuff. i think hed actually be kind of interested in usamerican politics... but not the 'boring'#stuff#pipdoc
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Fable - Before
Pairing:Â Azriel x Reader
Summary:Â Being in love with Azriel wasnât hard; youâd been doing it for over 400 years. But things were changing, and soon, you would be changed.Â
Word count: 2k
Warnings: Angst, pining
a/n: This is part of a mini-series but each part can be read on its own/out of order. I know I'm like attacking everyone with this random fic I just started but it's getting my writing muse going and it's exciting!! Enjoy :)
Series Masterlist (all parts âĄ)
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âDo you think thatâs the best idea, Az?â you promoted, cringing a bit as you hid your face in the racks of clothing along the storeâs edge. âI mean, Rhys seemed pretty adamant that you⌠I donât knowânot pursue her?â
Azriel tsked, pressing his hand to the middle of your back as he passed behind you. You turned your wings in. âRhys doesnât understand. He only understands the pull of the mating bond and nothing else. But Elain doesnât want Lucien, Iâm sure of it.âÂ
Something twisted in your gut. âOkay, I believe you. But what ifââÂ
âPlease, y/n, something else now. My failure of a love life must bore you.âÂ
You bit into your lip as you contemplated ignoring his request. He had done nothing but speak of Elain since you started your outing this evening, but the moment you questioned the feasibility of his plans, the topic was suddenly moot.Â
âI was just going to ask,â you broached, turning from the clothes to face the shadowsinger. A necklace display enthralled him. âWhat if you found your mate? What then?âÂ
Azriel broke his gaze with the jewels. âThat wouldnât matter. This is different, y/n. You must see that. Three sisters for three brothers. Itâs as if itâs a test of fate.âÂ
âRight,â you nodded, fighting off the urge to throw up or scream. âDestiny, maybe.âÂ
Azrielâs responding grin did little to soothe you. âExactly. I knew you would understand. Youâve always understood me.âÂ
You offered a weak smile, biting the inside of your cheek as he ushered you out of the store with a gentle hand on your shoulder.Â
This was getting more and more difficult to tamp down.Â
When Azriel first became enamored by Elain, you thought it temporary. He had been chasing after Mor for so long; that wouldnât be trumped by a woman he just met. And you were used to the way he pined for Mor. It hurt, but it was familiar.Â
Azriel never seemed to think he had a real chance with her.Â
But with Elainâwith Elain, he figured he had a fighting chance. He saw the success of his brothers and felt that this was his chance at happiness. He never looked at you the way he looked at her, and he had had so many opportunities to do so.Â
He never spoke of you the way he spoke of her.Â
This hurt more than it did with Mor.
But still, Azriel was your family, so you pretended that it didnât. You sat back and listened as he spoke of his grand plans to court her and sneak past Rhysand. You tried your best to provide good input and smiled when you were supposed to.Â
You loved him from afar.Â
He loved you differently.Â
It wasnât his fault.
âDid Rhys ever say what he wanted to talk to you about?â Azriel asked after a short stint of silence, the sounds of your steps along the streets of Velaris rhythmic and soothing.Â
You blinked and focused your attention back on Azriel. âOh, um, some mission at the camps I think.âÂ
âAnything big?âÂ
âI donât think so. A little unrest but I think he just wants me to make sure the women are training.âÂ
âNeed me to come?âÂ
âI would, but I leave tomorrow night. Isnât that when youâyou knowâŚâÂ
Azriel sucked in a breath through his teeth. âOh, thatâs right.â He tilted his head to the side, weighing his internal conflict. âI could try to move some things around. Elain couldââÂ
âNo, Az, itâs fine,â you interrupted, trying to forget about the times he would restructure his entire schedule to accommodate you. âYou have to be diligent with the times you see her. I can see if Cass can come with me.âÂ
âAre you sure?â he posed, the question twisting his brow.Â
You looked up at him, examining each tell on his face. Youâd known him so long you were sure you would never forget his faceânever scrub your mind of the intricacies that told you of each emotion he felt.Â
Many claimed that Azriel was hard to read. As a Spymaster, that was the goal. But you saw through it all. Youâd seen him as a boy and you saw him now.Â
There was something unfamiliar on his face as you looked at him now.Â
âYou really like her, donât you?â The words hurt as they came out.Â
Azriel breathed through a smile.Â
âI like my chances this time.â He curled his finger beneath your chin in a playful tap.Â
That sounded the same.Â
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âYou sure you donât want me to come, sweetheart?â Cassian asked for the fourth time, the table between you filled with a plethora of distractions that you were all too grateful for.Â
You darted your gaze to the side, eager to ensure that Azriel hadnât heard the loudmouth in front of you. âYes, Cass. Now quit it. I got it, okay?âÂ
Cassian sent the pair at the end of the table a perfunctory, almost irritated glance. âItâs a pretty hostile camp youâre headed into. I feel like you should bring backup.âÂ
âAnd I feel like you have four other camps to go to today. And a pregnant mate to tend to, no?âÂ
âNesta would sooner bash me over the head with her books than let me coddle her. Iâve tried.â
âWell, just⌠linger around her, I donât know. Just know that Iâm fine and donât need a babysitter.âÂ
From the other end of the table, Elain giggled, the sound light and airy. You snuck a glance out of the corner of your eye to find the shadows along the table retreating to the floor. A few had begun to creep towards you, but you shooed them away with a flick of your foot, wanting to keep the conversation away from Azrielâs ears.Â
They listened to youâfor the most part. 500 years of pestering them made them give a little.Â
âAz canât come?â Cassian asked, his mouth half filled with roasted potato. âHeâs not on anything this week.âÂ
You raised your brow and stared back at the sheepish look the general offered, waiting for him to chew his breakfast before you replied. âHe canât. Spy business.âÂ
âSpy business.â Cassian deadpanned.
âUh-huh.âÂ
Cassianâs skeptical look rivaled your chastising one. âThis doesnât need to go like this and you know that.âÂ
âI donât know what youâre talking about.âÂ
âRight. Iâve only known you since we were twelve but Iâm going to pretend that you arenât covering for the one person youââÂ
âCassian.âÂ
âI donât want to see you hurt.âÂ
âWhy would she be getting hurt?â Azriel spoke up, his head finally turned from his near-permanent gaze on Elain.Â
âI wouldnât,â you cut in, speaking over the beginning of Cassianâs sentence. âYou know how Cassian is, always worrying too much.â
âIs there something to worry about?â Elain asked, looking between the members of the table, her question sweet and ironic coming from her mouth.Â
âNoââÂ
âYes.âÂ
âNo, there isnâtâ you gritted out, throwing Cassian a look. The smile you sent to Elain took effort. âIâm just going on a routine mission, but you know how Illyrians areâoverprotective to a fault.âÂ
Elain nodded and blushed with a soft gleam in her eye, and, Gods, you were reminded why youâd stopped eating breakfast at the House. You bit the inside of your cheek to fight the swell in your throat.Â
âI thought Cassian was going to go with you,â Azriel questioned. âYou said he could.âÂ
Cauldron, you really should have taken breakfast in your room.Â
You tore your gaze from Elainâs shy expression and blinked at Azriel. He was sat up straighter, brows shot upwards in an accusatory fashion that made you feel that you were in trouble. When you took a moment to respond, he tilted his chin forward, ready to catch you in a lie.Â
And you were an awful liar.Â
When you were thirty, Azriel had to teach you how to lie to help stave away the men that came with emerging adulthood. That had been mortifying for many reasons, but mainly because he was having you lie about being his mate. Your feelings had become complicated around that time and Azriel did not seem to share the sentiment.Â
But you could lie about this with ease. You had become a practiced liar over the yearsâwhen it came to hiding your feelings.Â
âI-I got an update from Rhys. He said the camp is more settled. Iâm only going to watch from afar. They wonât even know Iâm there.âÂ
A lieâa fat lie. But Azriel should be happy. He should pursue Elain as he wanted. You shouldn't get in the way. You needed to get away from them, actually.Â
You needed the space.Â
You felt Cassianâs disappointed stare on the side of your face but ignored the hole it was burning into your skin.Â
âHe didnât inform me of that,â Azriel muttered. He looked to Elainâsweet Elain with her soft eyes and gentle featuresâand contemplated his night once again. âI think I should come with you. Reports could be conflicting or fabricated.âÂ
And the way Elain deflated made you press your lips together in a line. Azriel sent her an apologetic, downturned smile and you gathered that he was apologizing for you. You would always be an apology for him, a responsibility.Â
Your foot had been shaking under the table without you noticing it, but the moment Azrielâs eyes wandered to Elain, the motion abruptly stopped. You gathered your resolve, sent Cassian another warning glance, and looked back to the man who never saw you.Â
âI donât want you to come, Azriel. Iâm bringing Lucien.âÂ
A low blow, but not one that was uncalled for.Â
It had the effect you were hoping for, with both Azriel and Elain sending shocked expressions your way, the former affronted and the latter looking lost.Â
âLucien?â Azriel parroted.Â
âYes,â you confirmed, taking a causal sip from the cup before you. âRhys thought it would be good for him to see more than just Velaris and the mortal lands. Iâm picking him up before I leave.âÂ
âAnd you think he would protect you if the Illyrians went rouge?â Azrielâs tone was bordering on aggressive, his question pointed towards Cassian.Â
âThe Illyrians are always rouge, Az. Thatâs kind of the point of all this,â you joked, but the joke didnât land.
Tension at the table remained. Cassian wasnât saying anything, his arms crossed and his eyes locked on yours. Your foot started shaking again. Elain, of all people, was the first one to speak.Â
âLucien would protect her,â she nodded, pushing her food around her plate. âHe would. Heâs⌠a good male.âÂ
That altered Azrielâs train of thought very evidently if one were able to pick apart the soft widening of his eyes and the slight twitch of his mouth. All things you caught so easily.Â
All things that led him to agree that you should go with Lucien. All tells that made him refocus his attention on Elain and ignore the shallow breaths you let out when you lied.
Because you would be fine with Lucien. Maybe if you went with Lucien, one of Azrielâs suspected obstacles would be removed. Maybe Lucien would start to want you the same way he wanted Elain.Â
Only, Lucien wasnât going with you, and there would never be a time that a conversation like this would happen again.Â
A different obstacle, for a different time.Â
#azriel x reader#azriel x you#azriel x female!reader#azriel x y/n#azriel acotar#azriel shadowsinger#azriel spymaster#azriel#azriel fanfic#acotar fanfiction#acotar#azriel angst
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what do ppl who want me to feel the cringe they feel about me want me to do, exactly? like, why exactly do you need that? is it just for like. some weird affirmation that you can make yourself feel better than someone by trying to make them feel lesser than? bc quite honestly i dont wanna give you the satisfaction lol. stay thirsty for it though ig.
#maybe vampires would be a good metaphor for bullies#since apparently they feed off the reaction they want from you and try to do everything in their power to provoke it#like im sorry im not gonna join you in your weird quest to make you feel better about yourself by constantly putting ppl you#dont like or find cringe down lmao.#literal bored ass mf get a fuckin hobby#mood#this is why ik anyone into cringe content is highly insecure.#theyre DESPERATE. to find someone they get to feel above of lmao#its probably the only affirmation theyve ever gotten in their life to feel good about themselves. so now they haunt and lurk the internet#looking for any inch of ANYTHING to look down upon so they never hafta feel the ways they feel lesser than#and never hafta realize this weird dumb hierarchy they built is purely fake#cring eis fake you're just desperate to feel like you're better than ppl you dont like and think are weird
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burnt toast, sunday / i wanna teach you how forever feels
katsuki bakugou x reader
the morning after a fight with katsuki. for the yail series âď¸
inspired by all of the girls you loved before
bakugou sat up, groaning a bit as his back ached. he looks around, hit with his surroundings. he slept on the couch, in the midst of the living room torn apart from arguing.
he knew you were probably still pissed at him. worst of all, he couldn't even fully recall why you two had been arguing the night before. he only remembered that it was really, really bad, and you had ended up locking him out of the bedroom. just the thought of not sleeping next to you hurt blondeâs chest.
he lets out a sigh as he got up from the couch and headed to the kitchen to make coffee. when he sits up, he sees you walk in.
he cringes slightly, seeing your puffy red eyes. you had been crying all night, probably.
ââŚhey.â you say, softly.
he grunts in response, his words unable to reach his throat.
its a sunday, a quiet morning to contrast a loud, abrasive saturday night. the two of you resolve to make coffee silently, only speaking when you need a spoon heâs standing next to or when he needs you to move so he can grab the sugar.
the silence felt incredibly awkward. the two of you just stood there, quietly making your own cups of coffee. the only noise in the room was the sound of the coffeemaker brewing. bakugouâs thoughts were a mess. he couldnât believe the two of you had gotten in such a big fight, and he wasn't even entirely sure why it happened. but he knew he was probably at fault, he was the one with the explosive personality after all.
he curses at himself quietly when he realizes he grabbed two pieces of bread. he does that normally- one for you, and one for him. but right now, youâre pissed at each other. heâs a little worried that making two pieces of toast will be seen as a violent act of aggression.
he moves to grab plates, too absent minded to notice that the toast is now burning. you take it out for him. thats when he noticed youâre still wearing his shirt, even though youâre mad.
he picks up his phone and scrolls, trying to distract himself. thats when he remembers what the fight was about.
whoever it was that got ahold of katsuki bakugouâs dating history was really obsessed or really, really bored, maybe both. for whatever reason, his fans were now talking about all his previous partners, the good and the bad. and, because youâre dating a celebrity, they just have to question your worthiness to be dating the handsome and strong dynamight.
he feels his anger flare up as he doom-scrolls some more. it pisses him off, thinking about how people would so mindlessly say things. it pisses him off more that its getting to you. donât you know that he loves you?
he has yet to do anything about it, to address his dating life and who heâs with now. truthfully, katsuki doesnât feel like he should have to. his pr team already works overtime for his asshole-self, anyway.
heâs so distracted by his own thoughts, he fails to notice the way his elbow knocks over your mug, sending it shattering on the floor. maybe its the silence, but you honestly jump a little when it happens.
both you simply stand there at first, blinking. did he do that on purpose? no, he wouldnât break his own mugs.
maybe he just wanted your attention.
nonetheless, you wave it off with a soft âits okayâ before kneeling down and carefully cleaning up the shards. heâs silent as he gets down in front of you, helping you clean the mess he made.
he wants to tell you its okay, and that heâll take care of it. he wants to tell you that heâs sorry and that he loves you. but this is the closest heâs physically been to you since the argument, and he wants to relish in it for a moment.
âare you still mad at me?â
he almost flinches when he hears your meek voice. why would he be mad at you?
â..what are you talking about, babe?â he sighs, his voice gruff.
he is mad, but not at you. mostly at himself for not seeing how the recent speculations about him had been bothering you.
âi donât wanna repeat myself. i just⌠i donât know. i know you donât want me to care about what everyone else is saying, but, i do.â you admit, still on the floor in front of him. at this point, youâve both forgotten about the coffee and the shards.
he can see how upset you are, and it makes his chest tighten. âyeah, well⌠i donât want those shitty extras getting to you. even if what theyâre saying is the farthest thing from the damn truth.â
he so desperately wants you to know that he loves you. that when heâs with you, he doesnât think of all the times he woke up to someone else, feeling alone. he doesnât think of late night arguments that left him feel empty. when he looks into your eyes, heâs reminded of everything he wants to protect.
but you donât see that as clearly as he does. âi guess i just⌠wonder if you agree with them. you never say anything to address those rumours, about your exes. and its not your fault, i get you donât want to get involved, but, stillâŚâ
bakugouâs heart twinges as you bring up those accusations. he hates that you wonder such things, that you wonder if he agrees with those rumours or not. he wants to reassure you that you are the one he loves, the only one he loves. but he knows you wouldn't believe him right now, especially since he's been acting so shitty towards you lately.
âdamn it, dumbass, i just want you to know that i love you. not any of those other bitches.â
âi donât like when you call them that, katsuki.â you correct him. he nods, though both of you should be used to his sailor tongue by now.
âtheyâre people youâve loved before⌠and thats okay. sometimes i just wonder if you love me more. i know its stupid.â you sigh.
he finally gets the courage to hold your hand, his calluses gentle against your skin. â..i feel i shouldnât have to say it, i guess. in my head, youâre the only damn person in the world who matters.â
âmaybe iâm just insecure.â you chuckle, self deprecatingly. youâre both tired of the arguing, now. âyouâre #1, youâre gorgeous⌠and iâm me.â
he looks at you like youâre a complete idiot for that.
he hated hearing you say those things about yourself like it was a bad thing, that you were just you.
âjust you? you really think itâs a bad thing to be you, dumbass?â
he pulls you in tighter, wanting you to really hear what he says.
âyouâre amazing, you're incredible. thereâs no one else I want to be with. I don't want anyone else, just you. youâre way too good for me, [y/n], in more ways i can count.â
ââŚyou really mean that?â
he scoffs, a beautiful smile on his face. âyeah, i mean it. i love you.â
you give him that smile he loves, the one that made him fall so deeply in love with you all those years ago. âthats all you had to say, kats.â
your past and his are parallel lines. he isnât sure how he got so lucky. how, by some cosmic miracle, the starts aligned so he could intertwine with you. youâre all he needs.
he hugs you deep, burying his face into your neck. he loves how you smell, how smooth your skin is. theres bot much proof, but he sees enough in you. he feels enough when he holds you, his entire world in his arms.
âiâm sorry.â he says, quietly for only you to hear. âyouâre everything to me. iâm in love with you.â
your heart swells, ignoring the burnt toast and spilled coffee. youâre wearing his shirt, and heâs keeping his word. thats enough to make you melt, hugging him back, arms thrown around his muscular back. âiâm sorry too. i shouldnât have doubted you. i love you too.â
he pulls back slightly to kiss you, making sure youâre in front of him and that this is real. for once, he letâs go of all of his fears and his ghosts. youâre his best friend, the love of his life and every beautiful thing he loves. he hears it in the silence, on his way home, and in your voice.
âif anything, i think iâm grateful for everyone youâve loved before.â you chuckle, face close to his. his blonde eyebrows knit in confusion. âwhat do you mean, babe?â
âbecause the people you love make who you are, even if youâve only loved them for a moment.â you say, squeezing his hand. âall those dead-end streets led you to me.â
he pauses, strange look on his face when he realizes youâre right. all that fake love, the teenage heartbreak and pains heâs been through- itâs made him the man you love. all those breakups, those unsaid goodbyes, theyâve led him hear.
he huffs, and then smiles, pressing his forehead to yours.
âi wouldnât change a damn thing, then.â he says. âit all led me to you, dumbass.â
you stroke his cheek affectionately, pressing a kiss to his temple. his eyes close when you do that, relaxing into your touch. everyone that he knew brought him hear. and now, he gets to know what forever feels like.
âand in the end, it doesnât matter who loved you before.â you conclude. âcause i love you more.â
he almost laughs at how clichĂŠ it is, resigning to press kisses all over your face. âi love you more, iâm not arguing on that.â he says, holding you in his lap. heâs tough, and explosive, and âtoo good for all that clingy couple bullshitâ. at least, thats what he lets the world believe.
youâre his, and heâs yours. heâs so god damn thankful for everyone youâve loved before. âcause now he gets to love you 10x more.
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Do u ever think abt where al (and talon too neow?) will go when u find ur person irl? Ykwim? like do u think we'd forget them / drop / git bored of our lil oc guys (of al's nature)? it feels sad!!! like a real loss 2 me. is it weird to be attached to them like they r real? HMM.
i hope ur doing well btw wit all da things ur goin thru. wishin u the best, peace and stability to u, bruther <3
dis is so scary i was just talking to a friend about something adjacent to this...
putting under read more solely because it feels weird to have some of the stuff im gonna mention just out in the open loll ^_^ ^_^
so! I kind of already experienced something like this last year, when i found myself um...in a situation like one you described...
I put al up on the shelf for a bit then picked him back up a few months later for much needed comfort among lots of confusion... I look at this Now as maybe being because, well. things started going south at that time and i needed Al again... + that makes sense! but i also have a friend who's in a long term relationship who still has thier own array of characters in their brain to lean on for comfort (though they aren't ocs)
I understand what you mean though... I'm attached to them like they're real. and neither outcome sounds good to me...!
like if the case is just that The Best Fit For Me, My Partner, really will make me forget about them, that makes me sad!!! Al has been in my life for such a long time. in those few short months of my situation where things were nice, I didn't have much to draw...! I don't know what I would draw if it wasn't my little comforts...! My yearning... It felt really weird even if i was happy for a little bit... it felt weird that he was just Gone.
BUT if the case is that i find a partner that's a good fit for me and i DONT forget about Al (and talon)...then that's also kinda sad...! Sad that I still need additional fantasy comfort that can never be real... because the little guys in my brain are like their own people... sad that there's nothing on earth close enough in the same way that everyone you date can have their own qualities you'll miss because theyre their own person, except they'll always just be in my brain and never in my arms etc etc... it is sad.... sometimes i just get emotional over having created em at all because all the outcomes are so sad to me......
#skunk mail#Anonymous#long post#long ask#like argh i cant believe it.#you bring me so much comfort and sanity but remembering you dont exist hurts so bad.#i wish i could be happy with just you in my brain but i need to physically hold somebody but nobody will ever be you...!#and you will never be real but i love you so muck...#id be worse off if you never existed but you're never going to leave... and nothing will ever compare...augh#and if u do leave thats also sad !#and idkkkk i know it sounds so cringe. like obvs its romanticized idealized#but i already experienced the real thing once#my friend is experiencing the real thing now#and we still needed/need that supplemental love that isnt real...ugh#ykwim? so this isnt even just ''fictional character better because Easier and No Struggle''#bc even in my fantasies there's conflict or ups and downs or just boring days...domestic things#wahh#i wouldnt even be happy being like the cockroach wife guy. i cant be happy if i dont have anyone to physically tangibly share a life with.#ive really just screwed myself over with my copium#BUT like it also makes sense??? one person cant be your everything you still have friends that fill different roles in your life#but idk. its still hard bc the ppl in my brain do fulfill different needed roles but arent real
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#god venting on main is so cringe <- only when i do it /j#anyways#i dont really feel like i have a future anymore#like at this point im just trying to finish the fucking semester without passing out or passing on#qnd everyone is telling me to pick a career already and. i dont really care about it#nothing catches my eye#everytime i look at the list i just thing 'that sounds boring to do the rest of your life'#the only real thing that causes me happiness at this point is the internet and i feel like that's an underlying issue#but it's just so. boring. real life is boring and wow i sound like an iPad kis#*kid#it's not like i don't care about my future i just feel i don't have one#and I've tried to yknow. try things. enjoy things again. but its hard and sometimes i just wanna lay in bed all day and just not think#just static in my head because yknow i don't wanna be dead#that would suck since death is a whole process and a funeral is fucking expensive#but yknow just having Thoughts#vent tw#god i have to tw my vents tjis is so embrassing for me
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You had been dating satoru almost 1year,it was surprising since its your first relationship and satoru used to be a player before meeting you. You heard rumours about him dating girls and leaving them in one week. When you started to date him you find out it wasn't satoru who played with every girl's heart. It was them who dated satoru. Having sex with him and making him buy things for them and after a weak they left gojo like as always. But here you are. You didn't had sex with satoru yet your in love with him almost a year. You weren't ready for sex this soon in your relationship and satoru completely respected your boundaries. Cuddling and kissing was the only intimacy you shared with him. Oh..how you love him. How could anyone just use him as a tool and left him like as always.
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*how you met satoru*
Satoru was tired of this. No one really took relationships with him serious,he doesn't wants to end up as a player who only dates for sex or anything like that. But he started to look like one. Until he saw that new girl in the college, always buried in the books. Sometimes he caughts you staring at him but whenever he notices you look away. You kinda caught his interest.
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"don't worry! At least iam not going to the party alone,i am going with you.. right?"
You were following your friend like a puppy, while requesting your friend to take you to the one of those frat parties. with her,she was repeatingly brushing you off. Even satoru noticed it. In the locker room he heard you talking with your friend.
"c,mon i won't cause any trouble.."
Your friend was done with this so much. She finally snapped.
"you won't cause trouble but i don't want to be seen with a cringe ass like you in the party. Your always wearing those short skirts know your thick ass thighs are exposed. You know what? You'll ruin the whole party if i take you there with me" and she left the locker room with that. You also left after few moments later,with puffy eyes. Yeah satoru saw you crying. He felt bad thay he couldn't do anything that day. You stopped wearing your mini skirts,it was better than being insecure.
đŞźâ.ŕłŕż*:シ
In the library as always you were buried in your book. You were enjoying your peaceful silence until it broke.
"hey"
You looked around,your eyes locking with the blue sapphire ones. You stared at him before shaking your head, snapping out of your daze as you give him an nervous smile. You have heard about him being on of the popular boys and rumours about him being a player or anything like that. You really didn't cared about it since it wasn't something you should worry about.
"oh..hey." you mumble softly, pushing your glasses up your nose. He smiled back as he took s seat beside you. "I've seen your around the college do many times so...i thought approaching you wouldn't be bad..." He said with his signature grin, he's eyes looked at your book "what are you reading"
"oh..its about a girl having a boring life before she fell in love with a pretty wizard." You perked up like a puppy since someone was interested in what you were reading. Satoru chuckled "can i take a look whats in it.." he said and you happily gave him the book. He started to read a little by little, flipping the pages
"can i borrow this book... I'll give you back in a week" he said and you were a little surprised..a guy like him reading a book..well yoi said yes anyway
"its fine.. just make sure to give it back" you give him a soft smile. His heart almost melted at that. Little did you knew he borrowed the book so he could talk to you again.
Everything started from there, he'd take you to parties with him. Introduced you to his friends,geto and shoko. You were much happier after meeting him. So when he asked you to go on a date with him,you couldn't say no. And you didn't regret that. He took you to multiple fancy places and shopping,riding on his black bike while hugging him from behind bought you so much joy. It didn't take too long for him to end up kissing you softly on your birthday.
Your 1year Anniversary with satoru is near. Only 3days and your relationship Will turn one year. you have to get a gift for him since you already caught him planning on showering you with gifts. You lay down on your bed,rolling to here and there. You sigh. You had some money you saved before dating satoru but then totally forgot about them. Today you remembered about it and decided you'll give satoru a gift or surprise with it. You sigh and pout slightly. You end up wasting two days thinking what you can get satoru on the anniversary and then finally today you find out something. A lingerie. A baby blue lacy flower lingerie. yes you were too shy to have sex with him but not uncomfortable anymore. You were shy about how he looked bare. You have only seen him shirtless before and it was enough to make your legs feel jelly. so imagine him fully bare got you kicking your legs in the air. You told him that you got a surprise for him. He softly chuckled and waited for it. You told him to visit you at night on the day on your anniversary. As the day came,at night he visited you. He placed all the gifts he bought for you on the table near. Already walking off to your room with the bouquet of roses. You told him to not bring any cake since you planned on making it at home. You heard him knock on your rooms door. "Its open" your sweet voice yelled from inside and he opened it,
"so what does my sweetheart got to show me-" he said teasingly before his jaw dropped. Looking at the sight Infront of him. You were wearing that lingerie. Beside you a cutely decorated cake placed. Sitting on the bed as if a delicious meal that was ready to get devoured. His mouth almost watered. You blushed seeing him staring at you that long "toru?.." you mumble softly. He finally shakes he's head before smirking softly "your full of surprises. Aren't you princess?" He chuckled before entering your room, kicking the door shut behind him as he made his way to you. Sitting on the bed beside,his long fingers lifted up your chin gently "your so pretty baby" he said.."but you were uncomfortable back then" he cupped your face,his forehead resting on yours "you sure you want to do this? If you're comfortable i am more than happy to further our relationship." He smiled softly. You completely melted against him
"toru first of all i am not uncomfortable and i want to further our relationship." You kissed his cheek softly, hugging him. He smiled kissing your forehead,he gently laid you down on the bed,his fingers dancing on your exposed arms as he started to kiss you, his tongue gently pushing into your mouth, playing with it. You softly moan into the kiss, wrapping your arms around his neck.
"hold on tight princess,iam about to rock your world" he growled playfully after pulling away. Satoru made quick work of his clothes, yanking his shirt over his head and shoving his pants down his hips to free his throbbing erection. He crawled over her prone form, the heat of his gaze roving hungrily over her curves as he settled between her parted thighs. Ripping your cute panties off as he spits on your beautiful cunt. You whined shyly,
"i can buy 100 of these later baby," he said as he gives your cute pusssy a long lick, moaning at the taste. "Already so wet for me..hehe" he giggled sheepishly as his long fingers plays softly with your clit, teasing your little hole,you moaned at that "toru- ahh..hahh" you whined with that,satoru gives your pinkish pussy another lick before thrusting his two fingers knuckle-deep into your welcoming heat, groaning at the way your walls clenched around the digits. He pumped them slowly, relishing each breathy moan and needy whimper that fell from your lips as he worked her closer to the edge.
Gojo's eyes rolled back in bliss at the erotic sounds spilling from your lips, your desperate moans and whimpers driving him wild with lust. His mouth watered in the way you writhed beneath him, grinding your dripping sex wantonly against his fingers as he thrust them deeper, harder, stoking the flames of your pleasure "nghh 'toruuu...i am gonna-"
"use your words baby" he sucks your clit,your back arched in pleasure. Screaming his name.
"That's it, baby. Sing for me," he encouraged huskily, thumb circling your swollen clit and smearing the wetness pooling between your thighs. "I want to hear you fall apart on my fingers before I split you open on my cock."
"toruuu" you whined again,your legs shaking in pleasure
"Come on, princess. Let go for me. I want to feel this greedy little pussy squeeze the life out of my fingers," he commanded roughly, curling them just right to hit that special spot deep inside
"i think i'll- ahhh"
Gojo crashed his lips to yours in a bruising kiss, swallowing your cries of ecstasy as your orgasm crashed over you like a tidal wave. continuing to stroke her quivering sex until the last aftershock subsided, leaving her boneless and panting beneath him. Only then did he withdraw his fingers, bringing them to his mouth to clean your essence from the digits with a low moan of appreciation. "Delicious," he purred, eyes dark with hunger. "But I think it's time for the main course. Are you ready for me, sweetheart?"
"toru.." you spoke panting,you tongue lulling out of your mouth slightly "you know..its my first time hahh.. be gentle...pwe- please" He gives you a nod "of course. I won't hurt my princess in a special time like this." He said, removing your lacy bra, exposing your perky breasts,he leans down and sucks on of your cute nipple. His fingers playing with the other one. After a moment he pulled away licking his lips, removing his boxers. You stared at his crotch as he frees his little monster perking up between his legs,your mouth almost watered,staring at the nine inch beautiful cock. He smirked at your dumbfounded expression
"there princess,be ready for now" he said as he starts to settle between your legs. Then rubbing his swollen tip against your silt. You whined weakly, gripping at his bicep. He gives your forehead a kiss before finally slipping into your heat,even though you're pussy only did took half of his cock. The way you moaned made his eyes roll back. He slowly thursts after letting you get adjusted to his size. It only took few minutes for you to go dumb on his dick,he pounded into you and you were screaming. Screaming in pleasure and ecstasy. Drooling on his cock. Your perky breasts bounces with each thurst he gives you
"yes yes yes scream like that princess and I'll endup cumming before you"
He grumbles softly, almost shaking at how tight your pussy is, making him drool. He smirks dumbly as he his pace becomes faster
"toruu...wan more" you slur out dumbly, squirming cutely
"yeah? Want me to break this bed while fucking you baby?" He chuckles as he leans down, kneeding your breast and sucking on another. You wrap your arms around him. Legs shaking in pleasure
"feels so g-good..hahh ngh" you whine trying to kiss him,he smirked and kisses your lips as he founds out. Biting your lips softly.
"toru I'll..hahh..." You whine again. Clinging to him for dear life
"that's it princess cum for me" his pace becomes even faster,this time hammering into your cute pussy. And with the last thrust both of your orgasms washes over you. You screamed in pleasure,legs shaking and panting satoru resting on top of you. He kisses your forehead
"you did so well for me,baby" he praises you . You give a weak kiss on the cheek. He pulls out an soft cock from inside of you. And then your body goes limp. Satoru slightly panicks. He gently swipes you into his arm, carrying you to bathroom for a nice and warm bath. When you woke up you find yourself resting against his chest in the bathtub,satoru smiles at you when you look uo at him
"you passed out after our love making"
You sigh and again melt over his bare chest, wrapping your arms around him
"who wouldn't you literally shaked my world" you mumble shyly, placing few soft kisses on his chest,he chuckles before lifting your face up with a long fingers "but you liked it" he playfully teases and you break into a giggle,booping his nose with yours.
A/N ŕł : English isn't my first language sorry if i made any mistakes:) this one was cringy but okayyyy
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