#NO ABLEISTS ALLOWED ON THIS POST

[disabeetled]

Actual goddamn cluster B positivity post

since i rarley see Cluster B positivity beyond "ohhh theyre still people! they arent scary!" i decided id make one

hey cluster b folks! among folks i know who have i have observed...

your passion to get help, not just for you but for others suffering

your ability to be creative and make the coolest goddamn things

your ability to bring your heart to any situation

your ability to look at situations obectivley

your ability to ask for help

your fear that you will hurt you or others, and the very real upset that causes

your ability to be compassionate, a quality science says you lack

your ability to laugh, smile, joke around

your ability to make others laugh and smile

take what positive statement applies to you, leave the rest. i wish you all well. im sorry that society as a whole doesnt "get" you. you and your struggles are real. even if youre just doing DIY healing and not seeint a professionial because you are afraid, or due to any other situation, youre valid. please know i love you (the cluster b person reading this) sm

also anyone who comments shit abt Narcissistic Abuse or how people w ASPD are scary or WHATEVER OTHER ABELIST BS will be immediatley blocked. really and truly: the abelist trying to comment's opinons do. not. matter. i dont care if youve been hurt! my goddamn groomer had BPD but *there is good in ppl*

[seaweedstarshine]

Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —

Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —

Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —

Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —

Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —

Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —

Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.

[writterings]

procastinating at work but here's my philosophy for today: it's okay to hate a behavior in someone else but also understand that this behavior does not make them a bad person. like i HATE when i'm venting or talking about a serious problem i have and then the person i'm talking to starts trying to relate by talking about a similar experience they've had. like absolutely hate it. make me feel like the focus is being taken off me and it genuinely is in some ways, regardless of your intent. yeah, i understand that's your way of trying to comfort me -- but that's not the way i need or want to be comforted, and that's what matters in a situation where i'm coming to you to be helped.

and that's okay! like. no one is in the wrong here unless i have explicitly asked you to support me in a different way and you're intentionally refusing, or if i lash out at you when i could just disengage. it just means you're not a person i should go to for help when talking about my problems. we can still be friends, you and i can probably support each other in different ways, but we're just incompatible in this regard. and that's like....okay. it's okay to be incompatible with people.

[zapsoda]

oh theres people who would send death threats if they knew someone liked a character huh

[shesalittlelost]

Anyone who thinks Feyre is cocky or arrogant needs to get the misogyny beaten out of them idk

[reserwrekt]

I do not have to tolerate people's toxicity, how are we back to trying to normalize that?

[toytulini]

wore my nightvale "pain is just pain entering the body" tshirt to a physical therapy appointment awhile ago and it was a bit of a hit

[sophiasrant]

I wish there was an option on tumblr to say “I never want to see this specific post again” or “I don’t wanna see anything in this specific tag from this specific person, anything else they post or if anyone else uses that tag it’s fine”

[jjammy-skies]

I will not live past 40.

(A poem, by me, about accepting being sick.)

I will not live past 40.

I say these words with love

Cause I know you need it.

You need to feel reassured

My mortality isn't a vendetta.

Because I love you,

And I love your attempts

To try to make me feel better.

I hate hurting your feelings when I say

"There is no getting better"

Because you try and try to find

A solution; A goal; Something;

Anything for me to look forward to.

And I say them with grief

Knowing I will spend years

Helping others grieve a body not yet dead,

Because I have already laid it to rest;

In that coffin of a hospital bed,

In the spaces between my books,

And figures and toys,

That all take up space on my shelves;

What I can piece together of my personality,

So I can lay myself bare before you.

I say this with malice

As you try to convince yourself

you played no part in the rot consuming me.

Like there was an attempt to save

This body built of your mistakes.

You refuse to look me in the eye.

It’s enough of an admittance

for me to feel powerful between us for once.

Using my condition as a weapon

Against those who claimed weaponization

When I could not even move.

I say them with understanding

As I understand you don't know yet

What it means to die.

I hate to be the first;

I don't want to be the reason

You must learn about death.

I don't want to feel

Your small hands in mine as I try to explain

What it will mean when I'm gone.

Milestones and birthdays and graduations,

All missed and forgotten.

Anniversaries spent recounting your childhood,

You can't seem to remember a time I wasn't sick.

I say it with acceptance;

As I know who I am,

And all I've loved,

And all I'll leave behind.

In that grief and malice and love;

In those shelves and toys and little hands in mine.

I accept this rotting corpse.

I will show it love.

I will show it grief.

I will show it malice.

I will show it understanding.

I will show it acceptance.

[autism-swagger]

Tara haters try not be ableist challenge (impossible difficulty)

[forget-me-not-automaton]

Friendly daily reminder that cringe culture can exist without the word itself ever being uttered by the perpetrator 😇

[karmaphone]

why is it so hard for ableists to accept that there is no support network for those that are not well liked, that resources are withheld or deemed nonexistent if they are considered unpleasant or rude or just unlikeable, and that fact legitimately results in peoples deaths

[chisatowo]

I feel so conflicted everytime I see autistic Kanade hcs cause I wanna be like so true bestie but y'all gotta stop just listing her depression symptoms when chosing reasons </3

[autistic-beshelar]

til there's a weird amount of people who hate matt mercer for absolutely zero reason

[bioswear]

really thankful my company lets us reimburse WFH costs like WiFi and electric (up to a certain amount) bc like, I’m getting basically a whole paycheck back 😩����👌

[mordcore]

new rule: if u wanna tell me someone i rb'ded from is problematic, wether you provide proof or not, ur gonna have to come off anon or i'll just ignore you

if u r gonna cast judgement on me u'll have to let me do the same @ u 👁️