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3yrs sh free today let’s gooo🫡💪
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I will not live past 40.
(A poem, by me, about accepting being sick.)
I will not live past 40.
I say these words with love
Cause I know you need it.
You need to feel reassured
My mortality isn't a vendetta.
Because I love you,
And I love your attempts
To try to make me feel better.
I hate hurting your feelings when I say
"There is no getting better"
Because you try and try to find
A solution; A goal; Something;
Anything for me to look forward to.
And I say them with grief
Knowing I will spend years
Helping others grieve a body not yet dead,
Because I have already laid it to rest;
In that coffin of a hospital bed,
In the spaces between my books,
And figures and toys,
That all take up space on my shelves;
What I can piece together of my personality,
So I can lay myself bare before you.
I say this with malice
As you try to convince yourself
you played no part in the rot consuming me.
Like there was an attempt to save
This body built of your mistakes.
You refuse to look me in the eye.
It’s enough of an admittance
for me to feel powerful between us for once.
Using my condition as a weapon
Against those who claimed weaponization
When I could not even move.
I say them with understanding
As I understand you don't know yet
What it means to die.
I hate to be the first;
I don't want to be the reason
You must learn about death.
I don't want to feel
Your small hands in mine as I try to explain
What it will mean when I'm gone.
Milestones and birthdays and graduations,
All missed and forgotten.
Anniversaries spent recounting your childhood,
You can't seem to remember a time I wasn't sick.
I say it with acceptance;
As I know who I am,
And all I've loved,
And all I'll leave behind.
In that grief and malice and love;
In those shelves and toys and little hands in mine.
I accept this rotting corpse.
I will show it love.
I will show it grief.
I will show it malice.
I will show it understanding.
I will show it acceptance.
#poetry#art#my art#my post#this is a very sleepy and hardly edited poem#but it was very important to me#i talked a bit with someone about things about what happens before i die that made me scared#bc i wasnt actually all that scared of dying#and they told me i was allowed to be upset and to mourn myself#it made me feel content because i tried really hard to not let it bother me#so ya#very slay of me#chronic illness#mortality#idfk what to take this#take it#if you critique it ur ableist#kidding. kind of.#jjammy art
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officially rippin and dippin into the mid 20s tomorrow
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inside you, there are two wolves
one wolf loves the Kirsch family plot from Scream VI
the second wolf is still delusional over initially believing Richie was going to be related to Stu Macher for the entirety of Scream 5
you are me.
#here’s how we can still win-#this will not stop me from my Richie Macher fics! I merely have to do mental gymnastics to make it work!#I love how I accidentally predicted the plot of Scream VI with my silly little post about Stu coming out of retirement to avenge his son#very slay of me#scream#scream vi#scream 5#stu macher#richie kirsch#wayne bailey#quinn bailey#ethan landry
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I either live in an idea desert or I'm drowning in Idea Ocean.
#very slay of me#i just got out of writer's block and now ough. so many ideas in my brain. Too Many Ideas#writing#writeblr#is that it#is that the tag.
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My brain as soon as I saw the Ithaca saga on Spotify…. Finally…
#I say as someone who’s been a fan for all of 3 days…#I’m very late I know I’m sorry#I only just got herr at the very end#very in character for me#this one’s for all the fans who’ve been here for years#slay#epic the musical#epic the vengeance saga#epic the wisdom saga#epic the thunder saga#epic the circe saga#epic the troy saga#epic the underworld saga#epic the ocean saga#epic the ithaca saga#epic the cyclops saga
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just remembered that I dressed up as bucky for halloween once as a teen. with aluminum foil arm
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Girl yes, purr, ate, period. (Where's part 3 miss pls pls pls pls)
hehe!! just finished, thank you for your patience w me!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼 should be out in an hour
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I don’t think we’ve ever seen you draw knight of dawn before 🤔 what are your thoughts about him? Or take?
I've drawn him a couple of times, just really little/in the background. but I should draw him more, I love this guy a lot! I have many, many thoughts about him and the way he parallels Silver...and also I think it is extremely funny that his ghost is stuck in a ring. especially considering where that ring has been for the last 16-ish years.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#don't mind me just killing time waiting for maintenance to end so i can stick my face directly into 7-12#i mean i'm on the record (read: constantly posting) about how much i love the whole tragique backstory behind mal's birth#and. look. hold on it's a day ending in y time to be embarrassing about anime characters online again#no but really i love him. i love how he's such a vague figure but also the way his and silver's stories contrast#i cannot articulate it very well but just#i love how he's essentially like...bad end silver#he let himself go along with the big evil plan because he wanted to save his dad and not betray his king and all that#and when he finally did take a stand it was too late to stop the worst of it#meanwhile silver was immediately like NOPE WE'RE NOT DOING THIS#silver is NOT going to end up slaying the dragon thank you very much#me kicking my stupid little legs in glee over it all#and! the retrospect when you realize! that he was the one leading silver around lilia's memories!!!!#he is so happy that silver and lilia have each other!#he's so happy for them!#i want to put him in a can and hold him in my pocket for 16 years#also: his ridiculous hair. it's so silly and so good.#may vil never meet him#the knowledge that there's someone with naturally gorgeous hair who has somehow done it even dirtier than silver would destroy him
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"Sacrifice the Yourself" (title pending), the hip new slay the princess swap AU, in which you and the girlies must decide if you're gonna let a giant bird stab you (and maybe.... find love?!)
#one of the images aren't loading and it is making me very sad. le sigh.#art#slay the princess#stp#the shifting mound#stp narrator#stp razor#stp spectre#stp prisoner#i wanted to include my idea for how the long quiet/the voices would show up in this au but my mind said 'no <3'#i also am not sure who our 'voice of the hero' analogue would be -#im thinking a) the stranger#b) either soft or cynical princess (whichever is the opposite as what you're playing as-#so if you take the knife it's soft and if you don't it's cynical)#c) the shifting mound herself#or d) there isn't one and it's just the princess#narrator would instead discourage you from taking the blade since it makes it look like you're going to fight your fate#i think if you just let yourself die and don't question anything you'd get damsel instead of spectre maybe?#im not sure how the ch 3 princesses would show up but i want my beautiful babygirl wraith to be there somehow
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The Narrator's perspective only gets more horrifying the longer you think about it. Like, imagine being an Echo of yourself—one of many, all made to serve a very particular purpose and knowingly living on borrowed time, if 'living' is even the right word for your current state of pseudo-existence.
You've inherited the mission of a dead man—it's literally the only thing left that you can do before fading, so you sure as hell better believe in it; the alternative would be unbearable. Only you keep failing. With every loop that you don't remember, your lack of agency in this situation becomes starker—you can influence small things, sure, but it becomes increasingly clear that you have no real power, no matter how personally invested you are in the events unfolding in front of you. You are, after all, only an Echo. You've forfeited the right to meaningfully engage with the world.
Worse—every loop you're made aware of is another time you've failed, with unimaginable consequences, though you had no control over these previous iterations of yourself and can't even learn from their mistakes. Everyone around you is operating on a shared perception of reality that you are not part of, will never be part of. After a few repetitions, you are, ironically, the least informed person in the room. All you have left to go on is an evidently outdated script. At the same time, everyone else is experiencing a contiguous version of you, comprised of parts that are, in some sense, also you, while at the same time existing at a complete remove from your current perception of self. Whatever you don't know you did—that's you now. You are, after all, only an Echo. You've forfeited the right to define your own identity, never mind know what it is.
Even worse—this has trapped you within a stagnant hell of your own creation. Nothing you say or do really matters in terms of your own self (the rest of the world is a separate issue entirely). Anything you've come to believe—say, for totally hypothetical example, that you were wrong actually and your envisioned paradise is really a hell beyond any you had the capacity to envision—has about as much permanence as a drawing in the sand. 'You' will continue, exactly as you were, no matter how much you might like to change your behavior. Every possible future has already been set in stone. You are, after all, only an Echo. You've forfeited the right to say anything you haven't already said.
For some reason, no part of any of this has made you feel more comfortable and at peace with the general concept of finality.
The really, truly absolute worst part, though?
There is no one for you to blame but yourself. And that's exactly what turns your story into such a tragedy.
#slay the princess#meta#my meta#slay the princess narrator#stp narrator#stp echo#for the love of god WHAT is his character tag this is a travesty#narrator sweep#natterings#stp posting#this was written as part of another much longer piece of enthusiastic narrator meta#like with screenshots and everything#but this was too good and self-contained NOT to post#in case of the very likely event where i dont finish the full thing#because unlike him i do recognize when im flirting with my own hubris#not that it ever stops me#anyway ask me about the narrator and why hes the most interesting character in stp#who is UNDERAPPRECIATED-- i mean uh#surprisingly overlooked#please there is so much that i could say
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The Thomas Thorne Affair
#thomas thorne#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts fanart#bbc ghosts kitty#bbc ghosts robin#artists on tumblr#the thomas thorne affair#i was absolutely ZOOTED and FEVERISH with the flu when i colored this yesterday and was very pleased with how everything turned out#like i was so so sick#how Romantic of me to create art while bedridden lmao#art#digital art#six idiots#i like that i went zine level of detail for just a fun drawing#i showed my mom and the first thing she said was 'oh you would look so pretty in that (Thomas's) outfit'#like slay mother thank you#mathew baynton#mat baynton
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The Slay the Princess brain rot got to me.
I'm sorry.
#stp#slay the princess#i'm a romantic sue me#the princess#tlq#the long quiet#the hero#the smitten#the opportunist#the narrator#I haven't drew a kiss in a very long time this was fun#the thorn#can't believe I forgot to tag her
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Commission request from @/RedDeadRider from Discord!
The Prisoner and The Long Quiet, in their eternity chained together in the basement, decides it's the perfect time to play The Campaign for North Africa
#newquestion#my art#slay the princess#commission#stp prisoner#stp long quiet#i hear the game takes so so very long and if i played that it will end my patience and turn me into dust
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hi, pepp!!! i just wanna say that your art is sososo pretty ;>∆<; so i was wondering if we could get a disheveled dr. ratio after being smothered in lipstick kisses on his face (and neck maybe.... #scandalous)?? i think he deserves lots of smooches... even if he'd try to deny them at first. thank you!!! and i hope you're having an amazing day. your art & friendly vibes give me so much serotonin ♡
Hi anon!!
Ty!! I hope you have a great day as well! I’m happy that my art gives you a shot of serotonin :)
I’ve decided to make your request into a comic!
There’s space for more kisses!!! For you!!
#I like to think he internally doesn’t mind but he’s trying to put up a front#anyway anon here’s a very indulgent comic#pepps ask box#hope it slays#honkai star rail#fanart#fanart hsr#illustration#honkai fanart#hsr fanart#dr ratio x you#dr ratio honkai star rail#dr ratio x reader#dr ratio hsr#dr ratio x gender neutral reader#dr ratio#friend saw me draw the kisses on him uh yeah
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i imagine it's quite chilly in the black sea (for the lack of sun and color), so they're wearing slightly warmer clothes now uwu
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#i was meaning to only draw jay to try and figure out a design for her *once more*#but i was super happy with the first one i did so i drew the boys in slightly changed outfits instead#also yeah im VERY pleased with this outfit for jay. the colors look sooo good and exactly like i imagine them to look#the pants are not straight up green but they have this green ish hue to them that adds a lot i think#quite happy with chip's and gill's outfits too they're very sexy and cool hehe#gill in the turtleneck with short sleeves-- so good. and i gave him a haramaki!!!!!!!!!!! hell yeah the one piece fan in me is happy#and chip in the high waisted pants and these boots-- brooooo. slaying so hard. and he's wearing a proper shirt which is rare#also. there's a lot of typos in the explanations probably. um. yeah. not always looking at what i write#edit: forgot the actual tags whoops#jrwi riptide#jay ferin#jrwi chip#gillion tidestrider#my art#sketch
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