#Motivational Monday

[perfectlysunny02]

when you love someone

I want a divorce. Tommy thinks he deserves more than a text halfway through his 24 hours. He thinks he deserves more than a text after he kissed Evan goodbye this morning and dropped their son off at school. He thinks he deserves more than a text when things have been going great. The Kinard's have never been better. Tommy knows that he deserves more than a text. So, he calls Evan the moment he gets a break, not even expecting him to answer, full of righteous anger. "Hello?" And somehow Evan's calm voice when he answers only seems to piss Tommy off more. "What the fuck?" Tommy snaps, ignoring Evan's sharp inhale of breath. He doesn't care right now. Evan holds his entire heart and he's about to shatter it completely in two. "So you want a divorce, huh? Didn't have the decency to even tell me in person, huh? Had to wait till I was on shift, until both I and our son were out of the house. That's cruel, sweetheart, what the hell?" "Tommy-" Evan begins weakly, but Tommy cuts him off. "I'm at work. I'm a pilot. It's dangerous if I'm distracted and you send me a text saying you want a fucking divorce out of nowhere? I thought we were fine. We are fine. What the fuck, Evan Kinard? What's wrong? What happened? What did I do?" His voice finally breaks, and tears begin to pool angrily at the edge of his lashes, but he doesn't care. He doesn't understand what's going on and he's not sure he wants to. "Tommy, I-" "No, Evan. There better be an explanation coming out of your fucking mouth and it better be a goddamn good one, or I swear-" "I just can't baby," Evan is crying now, and Tommy feels his chest aching. He feels like he's going to be sick. "I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't-" Suddenly it all makes sense. Evan is self-sabotaging. Has been since that one call a few months ago, where he couldn't save a girl close to Grey's age. "Is this about the call?" Tommy asks, his voice a little bit gentler. "I thought therapy was helping sweetheart. I don't understand-" "It's not," Evan sobs. "I'm broken, Tommy. I'm broken and there's no fixing me. You and Grey are better off without me in your lives. I ruin everything-"

using this as my motivational monday and tagging:

@theotherbuckley @diazsdimples @tiltingheartand @runicnotation @desert--moonchild

@ikkesola @actuallyitsellie @mythicalamity @kinardsevan @laratoncito-diaz

@whatisreggieshortfor @hyperfocusthusly @bibibibuckleykinard @bidisasterevankinard @cinderellarhea

@justtuesdays @wikiangela @geniusjester @raethethey @racerchix21

@drcloyd @gallavenjiam @herrmannhalsteadproduction @itsametaphorok @kinardiaz

@mintedwitcher @sterekorgtfo @tevankinkley @vanann6 @whentheresidentsareevil

@26-cats-in-a-trenchcoat @30somethingautisticteacher @911-whatsyoursix @bobbinsnash @twopercentboy

[hyperfocusthusly]

Motivational Monday

Tagged by the lovely @perfectlysunny02

A little snippet of the Bucktommy amnesia fic that has consumed me as of late

Edit: the first chapter is out 🫶🏻

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“Evan?” His voice is too small, shaking out into an empty room.

He tries again, louder this time and turns towards the door. The movement was a mistake, the swirling in his head rockets into vertigo. He knocks against something and tries to hold onto it but he can feel himself slipping down towards the floor. He’s shaking with the weight of the name ringing through his head - Evan. The one he doesn’t remember, the one he knows he’s terrified to be without.

There’s a sound in the edge of his awareness, something coming towards him, but it feels so far away, like he’s being dragged down underwater. The hand on his face is helping, a thumb gently swiping away the tears falling down his cheeks, a voice emerging through the fog.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart, hey, can you look at me? I’m sorry”

He forces himself to look up, sees him there, the face he can’t quite hold on to, blue eyes blazed with fear.

“Please don’t leave me” is all he can manage.

Very no pressure tags: @wikiangela @buckevantommy @buckcurls @foxtrot91 @apassingbird @epiphainie @bidisasterevankinard @leashybebes @desert--moonchild

[foxtrot91]

Motivational Monday

My first time getting tagged in one of these! Thanks @hyperfocusthusly

Snippet is from an untitled BuckTommy fic I'm writing where Buck, who's been looking back on past memories in a new light since getting with Tommy, is suddenly reminded of a scene he'd read in a book as a teen and this leads to some inspiration for a new kink he'd like to try.

Since Tommy kissed him, all sorts of old memories from his past have been resurfacing at random to be re-examined with a new lens. Like the time when he was eight and had developed an obsession with the blue power-ranger to the point of insisting that his room be plastered with posters of him because he was just so cool. With a little research, Buck discovers that the actor who played said Ranger is gay, which leaves him wondering if his bout of obsession was just normal hero-worship, a crush, or perhaps his subconscious recognizing something of himself in the actor.

Then there was the time that he’d joined his high-school football team without telling his parents and had definitely noticed the bodies of his teammates, even if he’d convinced himself that he was just curious about their fitness routines. Or that time when he’d attended his first high school party and saw his best friend making out with and groping a girl on the couch in front of everyone. He’d been really into it and when he thinks back, he realizes that while he’d found the girl hot, he’d also paid a significant amount of attention to the tent in his buddy’s pants. When he’d wondered about what his cock looked like hard, Buck had convinced himself it was because he’d wanted to know that his own was at least average. Hah.

Maybe most damning of all was that time he’d snuck into a screening of Brokeback Mountain when he was thirteen just to see what all the fuss was about. He’d heard other kids his age making fun of it and was curious, sue him. And if he’d left that theatre with a confusing combination of nonstop tears and an erection, well, it was easy enough to explain away; first, you’d have to be a monster to not cry during that film and second, Buck was constantly getting random, inexplicable erections at that age. In fact, he distinctly remembers one time when he’d gotten an erection while watching Saturday morning cartoons and subsequently feeling very confused about why his body was reacting to the Transformers of all things.

The point is, everything was just so easy to write off back then and Buck had never had much reason to question himself when he’d been happily jumping into bed with girls from the age of sixteen onwards.

But ever since Tommy, every now and then these long-forgotten memories are suddenly resurfacing in a new light in a way that Buck hadn’t been expecting. And while it’s been enlightening, Buck could also really do without the constant reminders of his obliviousness, thank you very much.

Like right now, actually.

Especially, right now.

No pressure tags: @lavenderleahy @hawkbutt @buddiekinard

[jubojan]

You’re success is right around the corner. Don’t give up.

[jcalexandrewrites]

"I love public libraries because they are built on the principle that books are so important and so necessary to human flourishing that access to them cannot depend on your income."

- Icona on X

[allaboutjmo]

[slonkel]

REMEMBER!

✨In a 🌍world🌍 full of 🍝Linguinis🍝, be a 🐀Remy🐀!!!✨

and have a happy 🌟✨MOTIVATIONAL MONDAY!✨🌟

[itzsanya]

Here, basically i'll tell you how i start my week, with all the activities and etc.

Okay when Sunday gets over, i make a routine of a week daywise so that I can know what i'll be doing the whole week.

From completing all the assignments to go again to weekend to chill is all I do.

On monday, i go to college and do all the pending assignments that I have to submit on Tuesday or Wednesday. Like this my whole week goes. But from the evening of Friday every week, i get excited for the weekend to sleep for more hours and to spend some time with friends and chill.My gentle reminder- don't waste your weekend. Go to your friends place to sit and chill. Plan some evening events to get rid of bore.

We can also start a week by- Set yourself up for success.

Take things slowly.

Give yourself something to look forward to.

Start off with a brain-boosting breakfast. ...

Make time for a break.

Acknowledge and embrace your feelings.

Pace yourself: Avoid overtime, work creep, and the 'just one more…' mindset.

[yo-151]

आप जितना चुप रहोगे लोग आपको कमजोर समझेंगे।

सब Busy हे कोई mobile मे तो कोई प्यार में।

Power of positive thinking quotes in hindi

परिस्थिति के साथ बदलना पड़ता हैं।

ज्ञान सभी देते हैं पर साथ कोई नहीं।

लोग दिखावा करते है ओर आप उसे सच मान लेते हो।

जरूरत पड़ने पर लोगों के मुंह से झूठी तारीफ ही निकलती हैं।

दुनिया को समझना चाहते हो तो बुद्धिमान बनो।

जो खुद को  संभाल संभाल सकता हैं वह हर एक परिस्थिति से लड़ सकता हैं।

Success positive thinking quotes in hindi

हम अकेले जरुर हे पर किसी से कम नहीं ।

शरीर थक जाता हैं पर मन हार ��ही मानता है।

दूसरों से जलते रहोगे तो पीछे रह जाओगे।

अपनी बराबरी किसी से मत करो वरना आपका  हमेशा मन दुःखी रहेगा।

पैसा सही दिशा में खर्च कारो प्रगति होगी।

जिसकी जेब खाली होती हैं उसका सिर्फ भगवान होता है। Read more:

[karottenpalme]

TW for weightloss/gain, body dysmorphia, EDs

I let myself go.

I was depressed, I was injured, I was looking for excuses, I blamed others, and worst of all, I forgot who I was trying to become and why.

I was a mess both mentally and physically and in some way I still am.

I‘m over 100 kilograms now and I am nothing but angry at myself. This is by far the worst condition I have ever been in. It is not that much of an exaggeration when I say that I despise every single inch of my body. Only a few nice ones are left thanks to the people who tattoed me.

Everyday I said „Ah yeah I‘ll go to the gym after this and that“ but that‘s all I did. I said it. I didn‘t go, I just said that I would.

A few years ago I developed an unhealthy relationship to food and I feel like I am on the brink of doing it again. Crash diets that did not work, demonizing food as if it was my worst enemy.

For months I felt like I am going in circles. People told me I look slimmer, fitter, like I had bigger muscles, but I did not see it.

I have data, statistics, experience and analysis to back up progress and regress, but it only rarely felt like progress and when it did it felt like it was too slow. The numbers did not feel like what I wanted them to be.

This time it is gonna be different. I will build my confidence, discipline, my health both mentally and physically up again. All this self loathing and this pity, just crying about everything but not acting to change it has to stop now.

I will try to make this a weekly thing for updates.

If nothing changes, please show me this post and hold me accountable.

Also, most gym pics are only good because the people in them pose, have great lighting, pump, and photoshop. This is reality. No filter, no posing, just a second of relaxation within years of self-hatred.

You could say that this is my very own little motivational monday.

See ya soon, stay comfy and hydrated.

[fierceferrets]

Life is tough, but so are you! 

[hyperfocusthusly]

Motivation Monday

Tagged by @bidisasterevankinard 🧡�� so you can have a little bit from the second(?) chapter of Forget Me Not (first chapter here)

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“He makes me feel safe Bobby.

And when I woke up in that hospital, over a year of my life just, gone. I didn’t think I’d ever really feel safe again. That day, when we came home for the first time, he was going to leave. He was going to go and stay with Eddie, or Maddie, he wanted to give me space, not put any pressure on me-”

He dipped his head, chewed on his lip.

“And I- I didn’t know him, all I had was a long distance coworker who said we were together. You could have put 10 guys in a lineup and I wouldn’t have been able to pick him out, but when he said he was going to leave” his voice falters “I was terrified. Completely, inexplicably terrified by the idea of him leaving.”

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Tags list for this fic (let me know if you want to be added or removed 🫶🏻) also if you want to do your own MM, please do!

@leashybebes @sweaters-and-silly @sunnywithachanceofbi @mattdoestevan @mmso-notlikethat @harmonic-intervention

@cinderellarhea @buckcurls @theotherbuckley @wikiangela @apassingbird @mannafromtevan @actuallyitsellie @desert--moonchild

@casismybestfriend @crankypotionsmaster @powersuitup @disaster-j @hellion-child @kinkley-are-adorkable-flirts @evanbuckleymylove @drivebyanon @teabroomsandbooks @feistygina

@androidsaliensnwizards @bigfootsmom

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[tessaannedesigns]

Embracing new beginnings! Tomorrow marks a fresh start. Believe in yourself, stay focused, and own this week! You've got this! 🧡🤎🖤💚

[carpemeridiem]

Motivational Monday

[yo-151]

Positive thinking motivational quotes in hindi

अपनी जिंदगी कुर्बान कर दी।

आप जितना चुप रहोगे लोग आपको कमजोर समझेंगे।

सब Busy हे कोई mobile मे तो कोई प्यार में।

Power of positive thinking quotes in hindi

परिस्थिति के साथ बदलना पड़ता हैं।

ज्ञान सभी देते हैं पर साथ कोई नहीं।

लोग दिखावा करते है ओर आप उसे सच मान लेते हो।

जरूरत पड़ने पर लोगों के मुंह से झूठी तारीफ ही निकलती हैं।

दुनिया को समझना चाहते हो तो बुद्धिमान बनो।

जो खुद को  संभाल संभाल सकता हैं वह हर एक परिस्थिति से लड़ सकता हैं।

Success positive thinking quotes in hindi

हम अकेले जरुर हे पर किसी से कम नहीं ।

शरीर थक जाता हैं पर मन हार नही मानता है।

दूसरों से जलते रहोगे तो पीछे रह जाओगे।

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