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beating myself up over finding out one of my closest mutals support Israel and I’m gonna cry cause I KNOW I got too attached to them. rah. expect angst lovelies <3
#𖧷—cafe’s gossip#maybe some self ship to keep myself sane#They were the only people active aaaaa#my parents were right all this time. Ig I really don’t have common sense or logic#Why am I so dumb#okok I’m ranting sorry bb :<#𖧷 —cafe’s issues#i feel like killing myself#Might have a breakdown soon#i want Ranpo to lay on top of me and play with my hair#Or just comfort me#𖧷 —ranrua
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Do any NieYao (or general 3zun) shippers follow me? I've been tossing around the idea of a nieyao fic but I'm getting tripped up by timeline shit because good lord JGY's life is a nightmare... is there anyone who wouldn't mind either:
a) chatting with me about timeline/canon stuff to help me get sorted
b) sending me recs of their favourite nieyao fics 👀 for, uh, strictly research related purposes for sure for sure
#mdzs#nieyao#man i've been wanting to try writing someone nieyao related for ages and finally stumbled across a prompt that intrigues me#but it's always intimidating approaching a character/ship you haven't done before... so much canon to get sorted out in my brain first 😫#i just finished my two Long Fics and i'm waffling between projects right now :( i need something to sink my teeth into#i have a whumpy post-burial mound siege wangxian oneshot that needs a bit more love to get the ending and flow right...#and a meet-in-childhood wangxian fic that's just fun and cute that i really need to return to... since writing that soulmate au this one go#backburnered and i would really like to look at it again#and a very silly different-third-meeting hualian fic but it's a case fic and involves serious plotting before i can do much with it *sigh*#so instead of dealing with any of that i'm chasing this plot bunny instead god help me#when you want to write but nothing feels quite right... at least putting meng yao through a breakdown might be fun#bene speaks#this is me rambling#i will be on a nine hour plane flight soon so i need some ideas to chew over... not that i'll actually have a laptop to write on god save m
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Welp, the ref lineup still isn’t done cause I haven’t drawn Shion yet, and the belated valentines I’ve been working on are gonna be like at least a month late cause I just planned three more, but what I did do these past couple weeks is start writing a fanfic and then immediately abandon it to go draw a bunch of only tangentially-related suzutsubas (except for that first pic; that’s a scene from it, albeit one I haven’t written yet), only half of which are fit for public posting (one of ‘em I could make a few edits and feel ok about posting sometime; it’s not that out there, it’s just, y’know. Hamal Cine Bad End Hyperbolic Torture Chamber. I’m usually very “whatever happens happens” about my art but if I don’t show some restraint I know I’ll end up stuck in there forever), but hey, since I’ve been teasing them for ages and finally have some finished stuff with them, take a couple Suzumii! Also gonna ramble abt headcanons under the cut (and it will be LONG)
To begin, a note abt my Len’en gender/pronoun headcanons: as a they/them preferrer myself, I’m thrilled that most people just stick with those for everyone, but I’ve developed some more detailed headcanons as I go through working on designs and I’ll generally be using those. Don’t worry though, most of them are still nonbinary and basically all of them are trans/gq. Relevant ones for this post are Tsubakura: they/them nonbinary (transmasc to some degree) and Suzumi: cis female, question mark?? (to be elaborated on); for clarity’s sake I usually use she/her for Arde and Hamal Cine individually and plural they for the system collectively (also I don’t usually use their nicknames, dunno why), but singular they for Benet (the wiki says Benny is probably short for Benetnasch so I’m assuming that’s their actual name) for reasons which will also be elaborated on (sort of).
Aaalso this clearly isn’t autobiographical or anything but I think I’m subconsciously putting a lot of myself into Suzumi because 1) we do look pretty similar (brown wavy bob + blue eyes) and 2) given their current status as both the main antagonist and the most well-known plural Len’en character (I get the impression that Hooaka also being plural isn’t super common knowledge; I mean it took me several read-throughs of their wiki page and their dialogue with BPoHC Secret Team to get what they were getting at lol) I am probably way too anxious about doing a bad stereotype. Just an observation and also probably partially why I’ve even ended up with so much headcanon for them in the first place
And before I get into the thick of it, notes on derivations from canon: I’m running with the assumption that Suzumi being a system is a relatively recent development tied to whatever incident it was that caused the falling-out, since Tsubakura is like the only person who seems at all familiar with Hamal (including Mitori/Chouki/Fumikado, but they’re more easily explained away as just having met with one of the other alters the few times they’ve interacted) even though she’s supposedly usually the one fronting. They don’t seem to know the mechanics of it though, judging by their confusion when Arde implied that she and Hamal are different people. So basically, I’ll be referring to pre-incident Suzumi as a different character from any of the other three. (Ngl I am very influenced by Dissociation Constant on that and just in general [when will my wife The One and Only Suzutsuba Fic return from the war…..]) I was also debating whether to have Suzumi have any history with the gang before starting to work at the lab/whether stuff would happen around high school or college age, cause they keep referring to everything happening “a long time ago” and I know I, a 24-year-old, feel like stuff that happened five years ago was like yesterday, but I do have the pandemic and not really doing much of anything for most of that time to reckon with so like, eh. College age makes more sense in my head and so does the dynamic of like, Suzumi was only introduced into the friend group (she was acquainted w Hoojiro and Yabu already though bc lab) because she was dating Tsubakura and since that ended, and badly (understatement of the century), they have extremely little reason to be civil with each other and also interacting at all is really awkward.
Ok now on with it! Either end of high school or beginning of college, Suzumi ends up interning at Tsubakura’s lab for college credit (Tsuba’s already practically a department head despite being like 17 or something because. Idk. Who even knows what’s up with them) and she’s like. Only wears t-shirts and jeans (bought a bunch of khakis for this job though), [reading] glasses from the men’s section, hates leaving her hair down (it’s lab safety anyways). Repressed queer in denial, you know the type. Starts interacting a lot with Mx. Tsubakura “wears short shorts that everybody thinks are actually a skirt and also uses ore and omae almost exclusively” Enraku who seems to have everything all figured out and is immediately starstruck (GIRL WHY?? they are such a mess). Lots of “do I want to date them or do I want to be them” confusion (this will be relevant later); eventually evolves into the “am I trans or just a lesbian” question (not that they would need to be attracted to women to be into Tsubakura but you get the picture), which never quite gets answered.
In any case, they do eventually start dating (Tsubakura thinks she’s cute and smart so they reciprocate), and they’re not like super great together cause Tsubakura is emotionally constipated at the best of times (Suzumi’s into that though) and neither of them are the most mentally/emotionally healthy people even back then and also Tsubakura is more or less Suzumi’s boss which is weird, but they’re kind of ok??? Tsubakura’s mom dies at some point, also they move in together (college housing is expensive), the rest of the crew at the very least tolerate Suzumi, etcetera.
And then…! [insert catastrophic event here]!! I don’t have a shot to call on this yet cause I have no idea what it could’ve been (and I’m sure it’ll get revealed at some point anyways); I’m just banking on it being something extremely not mundane and something where you could reasonably set the blame on either (or neither) party cause they sure both seem convinced the other is way worse, huh! In Tsubakura’s case at least, blaming Suzumi is partially a defense mechanism so their self-loathing doesn’t get the better of them over it (guess what the fic was supposed to be about, lol).
The worst part of all this business though is that they DON’T break up over it immediately and it just makes everything orders of magnitude worse for everyone involved. Tsubakura and Arde have hate sex MORE THAN ONCE………… they would both really rather forget about it. Hamal thinks it’s hilarious, ofc, but the less said about her, the better. And Benet… exists??? The only idea that I’m running off of for them atm is the observation that I think they’re the only character with flat black eyes other than Tsubakura/Tsurubami and the subsequent idle thought, “hey if someone malded so hard about a breakup that they ended up with an introject of their ex would that be messed up or what?” So make of that what you will. (Oh and it may have been obvious that this is what I was going for but Hamal is femme and Arde is butch and they’re constantly squabbling abt aesthetic presentation. Having Arde be straight-up male would’ve been too straightforward of an interpretation and I think it’s funnier this way)
The canonically mentioned murder attempts start taking place and I’m leaning towards Tsubakura eventually being convinced to move out even though it was originally their apartment, albeit mostly just because the wikipedia page for house sparrows mentions that they’re known to take over swallows’ nests, usually after they’ve been abandoned, but they will sometimes drive away or kill the current occupants, and that was a very fun fact to come across when specifically doing research for Len’en but idk how else to incorporate it lol. And so on and so forth up until the present time.
Uhhh is that all I have atm? I think so! Anyway, I think I finally shook out all my suzutsuba doodles (and rambling, though I do still have that fic to work on. idk whether I’ll be able to finish it though; I started strong with an extended metaphor in the middle but Iiiii’m not sure if I can successfully write my way up to it while making it make sense. Also I may draw pretty slow but I write even slower!! Eh I’m sure I’ll post some of it sometime) for the time being so I should theoretically be able to finish up my bigger projects now. Maybe I’ll have the valentines ready in time for white day? We’ll see!
#art#len’en#tsubakura enraku#suzumi kuzu#suzutsuba#btw sorry if that’s like not the right ship name lol I saw like one person use it but there’s not much in the tag but that might just be#bcuz ppl don’t seem to make much for it anyways#digital#I should probably ask for len’en discord recommendations sometime soon just given the Circumstances#namely if tumblr actually goes down the drain but also so my little sister doesn’t have to keep watching me have a mental breakdown live#(hi Val!!)#briefly looked into the wiki’s server but that has A THOUSAND MEMBERS?? scary…..#ough FINALLY this post took me like a full day to write#also of note: these are essentially silly little doodles and I got kind of lazy with them#and I still don’t know how to draw Tsubakura’s hat or hair…..#idk why I’ve been having so much trouble differentiating how I draw Suzumi and Tsubakura’s hair but I have and it’s weird
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omw to socialize again (well, i technically have 4 and a half more hours but i have to get to the other city first) and i wanna cry
#also i still dont know where the fuck i will be living and the classes gonna start very fucking soon now#and my family doesnt understand that i literally cannot think about this or im gonna have a mental breakdown#i might be the least independent person alive but i just want them to fix this for me 😭#✩‧₊˚
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can't keep drowning in the shadows
#i had a breakdown and made several moodboards one after the other a few days ago#so here's one that i dont hate <3#cake#there's no specific vibe just do with it what u will#my moodboard#aesthetic#feeling soooo 🥺 abt calum's sweater vest tonight#might cry abt it soon for no reason weeeeee#calum#luke#i lose 5 years off my lifespan every time i have to caption a premade mb btw#so goodnight <33 im out#e*creations
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Shit Post venting hour let's go:
Trans Bro/Trans Dirk has endometriosis (*enBROmetriosis, because people are shitty and don't get that guys have it, too), even AFTER getting a hysterectomy, because, unfortunately, sometimes our bodies are just transphobic like that. (True story, bro...) He doesn't get symptoms regularly post-op, but when they hit, they hit like a plane-wreck - it's a huge disaster for one, and it also becomes everyone else's business.
Trans Dave doesn't have endo, but still goes through a lot of pain relievers for normal cramps. He forgot to tell Bro they were out of medicine last time.
Cue Bro stuck hugging the toilet, sick from how much pain he's in as soon as he wakes up, and Dave doesn't hear him call out for healing.
As soon as Dave hears Bro talking about Advil, he immediately remembers his mistake and realizes why Bro's been extra volatile lately (PMS/PMDD/etc).
#i know it's cringe dude but im living it and i know theres nothing more cringe than not being able to breathe bc it hurts too much to move#or waking up from not sleeping all night only to vomit as soon as you get up bc it hurts too fucking much and you didnt get meds yet#endo is a special hell my body has made for me to punish me for being too trans#ditched the uterus so my body downloaded a trojan uterus to replace it except now its all over my insides...#...even tho im on medicine thats supposed to suppress endo growth#im having a whole mental breakdown over it and saw someone talkin shit on trans dirk so this is for them specifically (blocked)#fffffuuuuuckk these cramps holy shit im dying literally any pressure on my abdomen is too tight even just my sweater resting on it#homestuck#bro strider#dirk strider#bro#dirk#trans bro strider#trans dirk strider#trans dirk#trans bro#striders#endometriosis#trans man#hoooly fk im tryn not to die rn jfc i might need to puke again#emetophobia mention#endo#enbrometriosis#art#vent#ShitPost.exe#Cori.exe#Image.exe#Create.exe#i had to stop typing tags to go puke bc the pain is so bad lollllll
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why is december always such a fucked up month lol
#rin rambles#cw vent in tags#first the negative messages#and then the death anniversary coming up tmr#and then two guys i should have blocked somehow contacting me and bringing up those bad memories#incredible#i have my flight tomorrow and i'm so scared#i won't have privacy back home to breakdown bc my brother's family is occupying my bedroom#might have my office but no one knocks in this house#fml#i'm scared to even open my christmas tree now#probably delusional paranoia but i have a sinking feeling there's something unpleasant in there#i wish december ends soon
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There's like a part of me that realizes that I've written so much Crocodad Meta that at this point I should probably just compile and condence it all into like a giant Propaganda Post
'Cause like. Sure it's all still on my blog, but few people are going to go digging through all the crap I've posted in the past few months for all the Crocodad Evidence, so just showing it all into a single post would make for like. IDK something I could use to make a compelling argument for why Crocodad could be real
(Also it would be more like, Crocodad evidence you might find on a more meta/narrative level, like on-going themes and Oda's story telling tropes/habits etc. Other people have already made posts that breakdown and analyze Marineford and compile all the subtle details+easter eggs etc so I wouldn't even go into any of that. I mean SURE I could regurgitate all that info too but it'd be easier to just link to someone else's post instead and save myself some time lol)
But also.
Do I really want to spend an obscene amount of time making that post. Do I really want to do that.
#Moon posting#OP Meta#Like the reason I've been so against making a giant propaganda post is that BECAUSE I've already written about these things#It'd feel like I'd be beating a dead horse. Also I'd have to condence a lot of it 'cause the post would get long as hell otherwise#(I mean the good news is that even if I had to condence some subjects I could link to my longer breakdowns for extra detail I guess lmao)#But also it would bring me great joy if I was able to convince people that Crocodad was Real based on narrative evidence#And that would be way easier if I had a single propaganda post as proof instead of my whole ass blog lmao#Also we are getting closer and closer to Egghead wrapping up which means we might get to see Cross Guild soon#And I mean I don't think we're gonna get into Croc's backstory immidiately when we do but like I'm just saying#The clock's ticking and there's only so much time left for me to make an argument for Crocodad being Real before it gets proven OR debunked#Shoutout to the three people who have gone through my entire OP Meta tag and liked every single post I've written in the past few days
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claustrophobia combined with agoraphobia, is the stupidest shit in the world. like, oh, you’re going actually insane being stuck in the house all the time, due to your disability? oh, here’s sickening anxiety about leaving the house, like, wow, well done brain 👍🏻
#it’s a constant loop of wanting to leave but not being able to leave#like if it’s not physically it’s mentally#and like even if i have the energy to go out my brain is like ‘everyone is staring at you bc you have a mobility aid.’#like before it was ‘you look dumb in that outfit’ but now it’s like levelled up#you look dumb in that outfit AND everyone’s staring at you <3#but like my brain isn’t even lying! ppl do stare at me when i’m out! i’m not imagining it like i used to when i was a kid#like i’ve CAUGHT them staring at me#and it feeds the creature in my brain that’s like ‘you don’t deserve to have a life because you’re not like them’#like thanks i guess#idk it’s my birthday soon so the big breakdown is happening and it’s just making everything worse#like you’ve been on this earth for over two decades and you have nothing to show for it#just a stupid fucking blog#no one actually cares what you have to say#no one actually knows who you are#you lie about every facet of your personality and won’t let people see the real you bc you’re ashamed of her#and you hate making people care about you bc you don’t feel worthy of love and yet you crave it so badly it aches#*sighs*#look whatever i might just disappear off this blog#i could say i’ll only use it when i actually have something to say but half the time all i have to say is this kinda shit so 🤷🏻♀️#if ppl really wanna reach me then sure but otherwise bye
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#shout out to crying quietly in a bathroom stall before u have to go teach a room full of 18yo children#my face is v splotchy and if anyone asks if im alright i might burst into tears#y bc i got here at 7am. so i woke up at 5.30 and i teach from 3 to 5 normally#but the person who teaches 5 to 7 is sick so someone needs to substitute and i knew as soon as i saw the email it had to b me#bc no one else is prepared to teach on the 1st day of the week. so i get to do a 12hr day with basically zero breaks#and i have SO much that needs to get done. all the other TAs have all their stuff graded or at least made a start#and im gonna be here until its dark outside. and i probably made everyone feel bad bc my voice was shaking when i volunteered myself#and im not mad at them or blame them. im the obvious choice to do it. i also just so happen to b having#some sort of breakdown so ya kno. not ideal but so it goes#itll b fine. its the topic i study so it should b fine#unrelated#thats thr other thing. its beautiful outside and im not gonna b able to run bc itll b too dark when i leave
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When I say I support Women's Wrongs, these are some of the Poor Little Meow Meows I keep thinking about:
Clearly the most perfect literal Meow Meow of them all: Catra (kinda tame on the war crimes front actually):
Regina Mills, the Evil Queen, who absolutely tortured, murdered and sexually abused people, good for her:
Wanda Maximoff, MCU-edition, Lagos does not count, that was an accident; WestView was not, but I would have lived there for her emotional support:
Mystique, comic version, but there's no gif for that, the others don't do enough murder, still valid though; the queer villain representation we need:
Helena G. Wells, since she did not end the world, does her crime even count?? Meow Meow allegations are pending, did a fabulous wrong though, so:
Callisto, she just wanted to attack and was having such a good time right then; we've all been inspired by Xena in different ways:
GLaDOS, even an AI woman can't do her job in peace, she was just testing; it's your fault if you breathe in the neurotoxin:
Glory, her crimes are having big city fashion sense in a small town, a desire to go home and demanding the worship she deserves; very rude to not allow the simple joys; pretty sure in her hell-dimension she was considered the class clown (irredeemable on earth, send her to a suitable environment):
Tiffany Valentine, keep doing you, babe, no notes:
#random gtkm#yeah random get to know me posts might be a thing soon but more dash friendly then who knows#I love heroes and tragic heroes and struggling heroes also redemption arcs#but sometimes I just want to see women murder (first) and having epic breakdowns leading to questionable life choices :3
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can u elaborate more abt the yue lives au??
yes i would absolutely LOVE TO! essentially, i have two main verses revolving around aus where yue survives the siege of the north. the main difference between the two is that, in one of them, yue remains in the north pole following the siege and in the other, she takes up with the gaang and joins them throughout their journeys in books 2 and 3.
before diving into either of them too deeply, i'll say that when speaking generally about both of them, i do so under the guise that yue and sokka remain romantically involved. this will only vary depending on which sokkas i write with or if i'm writing with another character yue is being shipped with, as this blog is multi-ship with each ship taking place in a different timeline. but for general notes, i write under the guise of them being a couple.
more detailed info under the cut . . .
my fourth verse follows yue remaining in the north pole following the siege. in this verse, zhao strikes and kills tui, calling yue to restore partial life to the spirit. she is aided by katara, who uses the blessed water from the oasis to complete the healing process. this restores the moon, but leaves yue in a severely weakened state, as she only now has half of tui's life force. she spends the next few days in bed with frequent visits from healers, her family, and team avatar. going with them isn't even a thought in this verse, so she soaks up the time she has with them before they leave, promising to write.
as yue attempts to heal, she learns that hahn lost his life in the battle against the fire nation, calling an end to her betrothal with him. she mourns him, but stands up to the council / arnook, starving off the possibility of another betrothal through citing her sickness and general unwillingness to do so. they back off, and she begins to adjust to her life in a perpetually weakened state. she faces a lot of conflict within her own council regarding what she believes she is capable of governing - wise vs. what they believe she's capable of. her uncle tulimaq once again attempts to pressure arnook into handing the line of succession to his son, kanguk.
still, yue does what she can to aid the gaang's effort from the north pole, using her vast political influence where it is needed. this includes beginning and overseeing the southern reconstruction plan to further aid the entire water tribe in their efforts against the fire nation and beyond, including after the war. throughout this, the nwt continues to put resources into finding a cure for / ways to support the princess' condition.
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my fifth verse follows yue leaving the north pole and taking up with the gaang. in this verse, zhao never gets the chance to strike tui, as iroh intercepts him. still, tui spends a significant amount of time in zhao's clutches, allowing aang time to forge with la and wipe out the fire nation troops. realizing she would have likely died if tui did, yue essentially channels katara's energy to stand up to her council / father and announces that she's joining team avatar on their journey on behalf of the nwt. despite arnook's protests, yue leaves after hahn's funeral, no longer bound by a betrothal.
while journeying with the gaang, yue takes it upon herself to learn self defense following the battle with team azula in omashu (originally boomerang tricks from sokka, later mastering archery as inspired by longshot), utilizes her diplomatic skills and status to help the gaang out of tight spaces, and broadens her worldview so she can take what she learns through her travels back to the nwt so she can be a better ruler. this is a very general description of yue's role in the gaang and the arc she goes through while on the team. i usually describe her as rapunzel leaving her tower for the first time in tangled, as she also grapples with extreme guilt re: leaving her tribe and how that guilt collides with her desire for freedom.
another key point of my gaang verse that also crops up a lot throughout their journey is yue's aversion to sunlight. this isn't an issue in the north pole, as her connection to the spirit oasis is strong, but once she leaves home, her connection with tui makes her prone to dizziness, weakness, etc. when in direct sunlight. i'll be posting a super detailed breakdown of how this and all of the above impacts yue throughout the wider atla story soon, giving an episode - by - episode breakdown of what yue does and how she changes through books 2 and 3, so keep your eyes peeled for that (:
#the gaang verse episode by episode breakdown will be posted SOON#and also linked to my pinned probably. its jst messily written rn#but ya (: i might pin this too maybe since this blog is au heavy#╱ ❛ answer. ❫ — i have duties to my tribe.#╱ ❛ hc. ❫ — my mother named me yue. for the moon.
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ok 6 days of shifts in a row, plus i'm on my period, plus, major family stress, adult/life stress, and general emotional distress
like wah wah wah i get it, but it is a lot, i'm not gonna lie
#and today is my monthly review at work 🤢#how i manage to stay so pretty and cute and funny and smart i'll never know! 😮💨#i think#genuinely think#i might have a breakdown soon
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there is such a bone crushing fatigue of spending all my time working i feel dead
#i literally have tears thinking about how pointless and redundant and hopeless im feeling#think i might take 10 days off in july considering the last time I took leave was 2 days in oct#i want to travel this year but there’s so much guilt of spending that money because i don’t think i deserve this break it’s ridiculous#i’ve spent years saving this money for this reason and now thinking about using it for a mental break makes me feel selfish#but also if i don’t have a break of some sort or anything to look forward to im going to have a breakdown soon
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you ever met a guy so dumb and talentless he couldn't even cut himself right?
#well now you have bc you are following this tumblr blog and that guy is me#at least it gave me some edge and i might be able to fall asleep soon#bc tbh that was the goal here 🧐 bc my brain won't shut up#liveblogging my mental breakdown on tumblr dot com#self harm //#today has been really really bad. which is saying a lot bc i got to spend time with my friends and usually that's enough to make a day good#everything else was just THAT bad to make it not count#and a lot of what happened makes me wanna move out but when i start thinking of that i start spiraling bc i know i can't#and this puts me in this self hate loop again which makes my brain louder and everything even worse#so. now i can't sleep#I'm so tired. not just sleep tired. life tired. I'm lowkey considering taking a bunch of pills now in hopes i won't wake up#but h I'm too fat for that to do anything. it'll probably just give me a headache and fuck up my liver long term like the last time i tried#sigh. i hate being alive. not that I'd consider any of what i do living
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how it feels to post a sad music link and get over 2 likes
#+2 likes and we’re basically a group therapy session like cmon now#anyways. sorry i’ve been gone the whole fucking day basically#i nearly came so close to live-blogging my entire random emotional break and i was like. wow. i kinda gotta get it together#idk why i’m saying sorry like people rely on my blog content to live but yknow#i still have not fully gotten it together obviously i can’t do that in one afternoon but watching youtube. was fun.#ANYWAY. who cares. I HAVE SPOTIFY LINKS that’s what matters#srsly though i might take a longer break soonish with my parents pushing college stuff at me all at once + having to start classes soon +#making sure i don’t actually have a huge visible breakdown so yeah ig we’ll see. but i also like having fun here. i’m talking to the void hi#again idk why i’m. announcing that like people rely on my dumb posts to live their lives. idfk#did this accidentally turn into a vent post shit now i actually gotta post good music links#my text#🩻 <- i like this emoji
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