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Okay so I just accepted the Phd offer and um, I'm gonna start next Feb. Super excited, good vibes all around (lowkey scared)
#happy for me but it has been a bit of a situation cause I am in my home country at the moment with my parents#and we've been attending weddings non stop#and I lowkey feel like my mom is side eyeing me for not getting married#I guess she thought I would get a job work a year or two and then get married#but I've always wanted to be a doctor#besides desi marriages scare me lol#still it's hard to let go of decades of marital conditioning#not against marriage per say#just cannot see myself as a bride in the near future#which is also so weird because compared to my peers in my home country- I am more suitable for marriage#not judging but most of these people have not lived outside their parents' homes#or done taxes#or been financial literate- in case of girls#or even partaken in domestic chores- boys#how are you going to manage the practical aspects of life babygirls??? delusional
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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like
#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him#last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy#idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being#and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do#genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses#that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at#being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything#else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends#i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas#except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies#because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again#and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend#i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this#idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well#which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this#and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid#and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid#so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd#but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please#i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up
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Didn't know how much I wanted that job until I got the rejection email 🥲
#i mean. i knew i wanted it#because it's my dream job#i had an internship there a few years ago and loved it#i wasn't sure i was ready to move back closer to home because i really love my job and friends and community where i am#but i do miss my family and i don't want to miss my sister's entire adolescence#i went off to college when she was 3#she is now 10#and she needs her sister 🥺#so yeah i'm actually surprised i'm fighting tears at this#i also miss autumn. boy do i miss living somewhere with seasons#could be because a friend recently passed away and like me his family lived far far away#and that puts things in perspective#anyway i'm gonna leave work early and console myself by buying a fall scented candle at target#🥲#i have to remind myself i've only been in the job market for like a year and a half#of course i wasn't the most qualified candidate out of 175#but i had at least hoped to be referred to a hiring manager#federal jobs are dang near impossible to attain in my field of work#tag rant
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voters in the bottom 3/4ths of household incomes voting to give me and my husband a tax break while raising their own:
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#personal#FUCK i know people in dual lawyer households... and dual big tech income households who campaigned for her#even though they make over the 400k to have their taxes raised.... cause they CARE ABOUT OTHERS???#(like we're no where near that now... and probably won't reach that??? maybe will if i get a senior art director position eventually#and he gets like a senior lead imports management job but that's both very late career in our 50s)#but still........... my mom's also in the /tr*mp tax break/ range... cause her income is mostly capital gains now#and she's just ranting at trumpers on socials like ''lol u voted to give ur money to me cuz u hate minorities hahaha''
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the future is really freaking me out i don’t know how i’m supposed to be in college in a year that’s so freaking scary. but! thinking about the concept of riding the bus or other form of public transportation. 👍 i can’t drive nor have i made any effort to learn how to and i am turning 18 in. 4 months and 10 days. so. y’know. i gotta love walking and buses and the like. and i do i think (i can listen to my music :). )
#remy rambles#there’s actually a bus stop near my house that goes to the city i should try to take that bus sometime to see if i can Survive basic tasks#the fact that my peers have cars and jobs and future prospects is insane to me#i had 1 job for six months and then i got so so stressed out i had to quit#not cause of the job really because of school..but i can’t quit school!#man..i don’t like growing up. but at the same time i’m desperate to do it. like. i can’t keep being a teenager for much longer i am#at my limit with that. but i just need like. a several months long training on how to be An Actual Human Being before they just#put me out in to the Real World#they can’t just do that!#who is they. what am i saying.#i just want to go to art school and hang out but i don’t want to move away and i don’t want to stay here and i don’t want to pay for school#and i don’t want to get a job and i don’t want to meet new people and i do want to meet new people but i don’t want to leave the few people#i’ve managed to find.#every time i try to bring this up with my parents i almost start crying and they tell me we’ll talk about it Later but we’re#running out of later! i would appreciate some help!#ANYWAY i love thumbs up emoji 👍👍 thumbs up
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y'know it's a wonder I haven't had MORE weird medical shit happen to me tbh, like--a total lack of it, to the point I've not even been in a hospital since arriving on Planet Earth
...then again there's a few times I probably should've gone, in retrospect, but welp too late for THAT now (having a wild-ass pain tolerance is not quite the boon it looks like on the surface lmao)
#; ooc thingamabobs#the Ulcer Incident ranking right up there with YOU REALLY SHOULD HAVE SEEN SOMEONE EARLIER BEAVIS#3-month semi-migraine and near-starvation yay...#and it still somehow took me until 2014? 15? well AFTER college to realize I should probably be on antianxieties. WHOOPS#also still somehow got B's in all my classes that semester. somehow. possibly through pity-grades lmao#also also managed to ignore having sleep apnea for 10+ years while doing well at a high-intensity engineering job. SOMEHOW.#...starting to think I have a fairly high Misery Tolerance in addition to a high pain tolerance actually. hm.#THAT SAYS NOTHING ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD. DON'T LOOK INTO IT--
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#I do this thing where I keep comparing myself and my life to other people my age who live like ‘normal lives’ where they live with just#their partner and work decent-ish paying jobs#and don’t live near family/have large family obligations#like I make slightly more than minimum wage#my health stuff had been getting worse#my fiancé is disabled/chronically ill and working her ass off so she doesn’t have excess energy#which leaves a lot of house work on me#which is fine and I don’t mind#and our household is me my fiancé my 23 yo sister and we’ve all lived together for like 3 years now and my sister makes a lot more money &#helps with house stuff#/maintenance#but my younger sister and her 9 month old moved in at the beginning of summer because her baby daddy is a scum bag#and she’s 20 and really mentally unwell#so a lot of baby care falls on me & my fiancé#along with trying to help my sister with her mental health#which is like not normal levels of unwell it’s like serious shit and she’s completely unmedicated and going through a real hard time and not#adjusting to motherhood well cause she was 19 and shouldn’t have had a baby#and like she knows that but what’s done is done#she can’t move back in with my parents because her relationship with them is too fucked#and like there’s also complicated stuff safety and bad ppl in her life so that’s a stress inducing factor#she’s unemployed and I’m not sure will ever be able to work and can’t drive#not her fault just the reality we live in#also we’re the ppl who live closest to my grandmother who’s health has been rapidly declining so a lot of that has fallen on my other sister#and me to manage#I also have to pet sit a lot because I need the money#and when I come home I have to spend all my time getting the house back in order#also I’m about to be losing a days worth of pay starting September cause the kids I nanny are doing two half days a week of prek#which means less money & with these grocery bills and two more mouths to feed is gonna fuck me in the ass#so like yeah I don’t have the time or energy for hobbies I spend all my damn free time trying to keep the house clean or taking care of#The baby & like it’s just the way it is but it’s not comprable to how all the ppl I knew in highschool r living rn
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I swear to fucking god, if they don't hire some new employees soon, and if that one coworker doesn't come back to help out already, I will lose my fucking mind.
#I keep getting full time shifts despite literally officially working PART time#and they're not even paying me accordingly#Just the usual part time amount. while giving me full time shifts.#I didn't even get paid accordingly for covering all those shifts for that one employee who refused to come anymore#due to being so down in the dumps about her fucking boyfriend drama and ultimately quitting because of it#And then there's a bunch of other shit that annoys me#and while none of this is So annoying that it makes me want to kms like my previous job-#I don't think I'm coming back for a second season once my contract expires#At least I'll finally have some proper job experience to put on my resumé. One (1) decent thing will be on there at least.#I hope when this is over I can manage to get a job at the writing and art supply store near the store I work at rn lol#Or a bookstore#Idc where just quiet and not too far away from wherr I live#v3nt
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My cutest co-worker sat next to me at lunch today and I had to attempt to not be a complete feral goblin
#I'm glad I didn't get a burrito#6 months at my job and I've managed to avoid seeing any of my co-workers at the food carts near work#and then today I'm just vibing eating tacos and then I hear a familiar voice asking if they could sit with me#like yeah sure dude sorry you have to see me like this though#i don't want to say crush because I think I'm over him but he's definitely still the cutest guy working there#and I am a feral rat who became human
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please let work be okay today, I had so many weird interactions yesterday that I'm worried will come back to haunt me
#that's the thing with this job#is that if you do something weird/wrong#there's a very real possibility it will have consequences#but i dont think i did anything seriously wrong just small things#but like. a lot of small things.#and near the end this woman was asking me really intense personal medical questions about myself#and I just lied to her because like. wtf.#and i did another things that was kind of weird but. idk#like. it's not even that im worried about things I've done#more about the manager not taking my side in things if it came down to it#because she doesn't actually understand the job i do or what it's like to be out there. because she never does it
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tentatively scheduled park time for myself and will now attempt to force happiness back into my bones over the weekend
#feel real guilty about not getting a project done In Time bc of my work nonsense#but my partner reminded me that im allowed to let my shitty job fail! so i will work on doing that next week for my sanity's sake#cassy bitches#and also if i manage park time then i will be Allowed Near a Big Body of Water. which will cure me
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totally not related to prev tags ehdvsvhdhf 🪦🪦🪦🪦n.orton is said to go to work 30 minutes before the actual shift just so that he can get more advantage in recovering ore 🥺 thinking abt how he has to get out of bed early even if he wanted to stay with irene just a little longer and admittedly slows down his "getting ready for the day" routine just so that he could look at her a few more times before being ready to go out ☹️☹️ would smile everytime he sees her sleeping peacefully and 🥺🥺🥺 probably tells himself "it's a friday - i will be with her in due time" im 🥹💚💚💚💚 of course he gives a farewell mwamwa before leaving :']]]]]]]]]
#TOTALLY NOT. PROJECTING.#usually when i get up for school i like to have comfort media near me playing at the backso that i can be in high spirits when i get up#this is all assuming nor.ton and irene settled in together and she managed to hook him to a decent job thanks to her fortune and connection#and they're livijg comfortably now especially nonnon 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#BYEEEEEEEE
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infodumped to me mum abt my old line cook job and how clouded i am with nostalgia until i devolved to the more horrible experiences and i gradually felt my blood rise to my head now im woozy LMAO
#well ok so my first job was great. i loved everyone and everything there i genuinely will cite a lot of my experiences and skills rn with#that place and my boss offered to help me find a transfer to a branch here in van but bro#the branch here cant compared to back there and it was awful and nasty and it was minimum wage for double the work bc i got 'promoted'#i think my old job spoiled me just bc it was newly renovated but also the management was a lot better than whatever the fuck happened here#and just. MMMHHGGHH i left within 3 days :) it was nearing my surgery date anyway and i came back here a week before classes so shrugs#but MANNNNNNNN my head hurt from recollecting all that. HAHAHAHHA#el.doc
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i've been pacing myself thanks to living with ri for three months now and i'm. actually getting better
i'm doing the dishes voluntarily while standing up. i'm sitting up in bed instead of constantly needing to be horizontal. i constantly have the craving of going out and doing something (but the three flights of stairs i'd have to conquer are still my enemy). i feel more alive. i'm still in pain and tired as all hell but i'm also craving *going back to work* which i will attempt to do (only part time though don't worry) once i'm all registered here. things aren't and probably never will be like they used to before i got sick, but it's also much much much better than it was three months ago. there's hope again
#once i get my ldn it'll hopefully make me unstoppable#i'm nowhere near letting go of my wheelchair but if they could find me a job i could sit down at#i honestly think i could manage 15 hours a week. maybe even 20 if it's slow paced#i am SO much better than i was#but i'm also so so so scared this is just a good phase bc i'm not doing Anything#and i'm resting bc there's nothing else to do#so pray i don't crash and burn as soon as i start pushing out of this resting zone again#gods i hope it's not a fad#i also never would've gotten here without ri taking care of me for all these months#i also feel So Super Bad now that i can feel being stuck inside rather than desperately needing it 🤠#so that's fun#i'm more depressed now that i don't want to be inside 24/7#but we're getting a new place and moving into it in a month#no stairs and a nice yard#it will help so so much
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