#I hope when this is over I can manage to get a job at the writing and art supply store near the store I work at rn lol
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I have been trying to write fic (well, smut) set in a world where certain things are slightly different to serve the fic's plot.
However, each time I try I have run into a problem: my head insists I need to justify the changes - I need to know comprehensive details about how the world works so I can ensure everything is consistent and not too f'd up.
So I get bogged down, and don't write a word. What do?
In your position, Iâd sit down and write myself a bible.
This is how I did my prep for Barbie: Fairytopia.* And how Iâve done it for various works of fic presently on AO3⊠and how Iâm doing it right now for the new Sherlock Holmes and the Giant Rats of Sumatra III project. I was taught this art by my animation story editors at Hanna-Barbera, and itâs stood me in good stead. (Peter and I pulled down our first miniseries assignment from a company that told us âwe gave great bible.â And that was true.) đ
When I say âbibleâ I donât necessarily mean something that thick! (Though some of mine have been pretty hefty, with one TV projectâs bible running more than a hundred pages⊠because I knew I had skeptical and underinformed TV execs to convince about something historical.) For the kind of purpose weâre describing here, your prep bible could be quite short: maybe looking like a bullet-pointed âshopping listâ, five or ten pages long. It can be just as long or short as it needs to be to cover all your salient points.
The idea is simply to put down, in concrete form, a list of the main âdifferent thingsâ you need to know and remember about your alternate universe when youâre working in it. This is where you do your justification work, in as much or as little detail as you need to convince yourself youâve got the necessary bases covered. The virtual âstage managerâ who sits at the back of the theater of the Writing Department in your mind, judging when things are right, will be your guide here, and will advise you as to when youâve got enough and itâs time to stop. And once this stuff is down on the page, youâll be a position to judge critically whether everything makes enough sense to work with, and slots together correctly.
This is also a bit like (for the prose part of a project) outlining, in that itâs incredibly freeing. Once youâve got this background nailed down, you know you can safely turn your attention away from it and get down to the serious business: drama, and the character interactions that express it. (And inevitably as youâre doing the bible writing, you start getting ideas for how the substrate youâre laying down is going to affect the conflicts between and among the characters. The bible stage can be incredibly fruitful this way.)
It would be facile to describe the bibling process as âgetting the easy part over with firstâ. Because sometimes itâs not easy! But itâs worth doing first, because having done this first relieves you of the ongoing anxiety caused by knowing you may have to keep inventing or rationalizing stuff on the fly. (Which can produce the kind of micro-blocks that a writer can generally really do without.) âŠNot that youâre not going to be inventing things on the fly anyway: thatâs a normal part of the writing process. But the biggest and most obvious issues will have been handled already, and youâll know they have; which is always a weight off oneâs mind. And the fewer of those weights you have loading you down, when youâre in the midst of the labor of composition, the better.
Anyway, give it a shot and see how it works for you. And then you can, like the rest of us smut writers, get on to the really pressing business: making sure you havenât lost track of where all the charactersâ arms and legs (and things) are when youâre writing those hot steamy sex scenes. đ
Hope this helps!
*ETA: My remit on this job did include creating a bible for them. But I write a rough-draft one for myself first, including various meta that I needed but they didn't.
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Valentines Day request you say? đ
What about hotch x bau!readerâs first Valentineâs Day together but theyâre away on a case and Hotch still desperately tries to make it special for his honey đđđđ
redefining romance
happy valentine's day! đ„° cw; bau!reader, established relationship, bau family banter, brief food mentions, aaron being the sweetest, fluff <3 wc; 1.2k
You couldn't deny feeling a bit disappointed. You weren't surprised, but disappointed.
The last place you were hoping to spend your very first Valentine's Day with Aaron was on a case. Instead of sharing a quiet, intimate evening together, you were spending it in a precinct, miles away from home and far from anything that resembled love. In it's place, a sterile environment - fluorescent lights rather than candles, takeout consumed over case files instead of a fancy dinner.
It especially didn't help that you had brief knowledge of his would-have-been plans too. He had playfully asked if you had made prior plans, because he intended on taking you out. The only hint he gave was that your first stop would be a fancy restaurant - disclosed only so you were aware to dress accordingly - but the rest of the night would remain unbeknownst to you.
And now it was merely a reservation you wouldn't make.
You accepted this was something you would have to get used to. With such a demanding and unpredictable job, it came as no shock. In addition, you were positive this wouldn't be the last Valentine's day you spent in the field. Or holiday, at that.
But it still sucked regardless.
Instead than sulking entirely, you had to make the most of it: Aaron wore a red tie in the day's honor, chosen by you. The police department was scarcely decorated - some of the officers had felt festive enough. JJ even stopped to get pink and red donuts for breakfast on the way in. You also managed to be in a SUV with Aaron at one point, just the two of you, allowing him to comfortably hold your hand on the road.
The day had flown by before you even realized it. Before long, you found yourself back at the hotel with the others, parting ways for the night.
"We'll see you all in the morning," Aaron told the group, not-so-discreetly placing a hand on your back, the usual comments following.
"Goodnight," Derek offered the two of you a wink, the words leaving him in a sing-song tone.
"Remember, I'm an old man who needs his sleep." Dave also gave both of you a pointed look, causing Aaron to roll his eyes.
"Goodnight Dave."
"They're crazy," you laughed once the two of you reached your respective door, grabbing the keycard from your wallet. You faintly heard Emily tossing back the words to enjoy what you could of the rest of the day.
"They're jealous," Aaron humorously commented, causing you to laugh again as you pushed open the door, flicking the light on.
Much to your surprise, the light revealed a bouquet of flowers on the table, joined by chocolate covered strawberries. Not only that, flower petals were scattered amongst the duvet. You blinked, as if the display would somehow disappear.
Aaron trailed in behind you, a small smile on his face.
You turned to him, surprise blatant on your face. "You...?"
"Yeah," he confirmed casually, a warmth in his eyes that enveloped you from the inside out.
"When did you manage to do this?" Quickly, you replayed the day in your mind, searching for a moment when he could have slipped away, but came up with nothing. You admired the flowers, in stunned awe.
"I can't reveal all my secrets, can I?" He grinned. There was a quiet satisfaction in his expression, knowing he had successfully pulled it off, but mainly because you were so overjoyed.
"Aaron..." A million words were in your mind, but vocally, you couldn't help but be speechless. So you did the only thing that could get your message across - you grabbed the lapels of his jacket, fiercely pulling him close and kissing him.
Aaron reciprocated, holding you close.
"It's our first Valentine's Day. You didn't think I wouldn't try to make it special somehow, did you?" He teased once the two of you parted, arching an eyebrow.
"But I didn't-"
While you did have a heartfelt card for him, it wasn't a gesture as grand as this, his 'little something' waiting at home.
He waved off your comment. "Don't worry about it, please. Besides, this is the first Valentine's Day I've had in a while." His smile was effortlessly endearing. "I had to go all out one way or another. Not that I need an excuse to spoil you, you already know I don't need that. But our Valentine's Day looks different compared to others, given our job demands. So it may have to look like, this, here and there. If that's okay."
"Of course it is," you answered quickly, your gaze softening.
"And this," he briefly held up a finger, handing you a red, folded piece of paper. "Is from your other valentine."
"My other valentine?" You laughed softly in confusion, opening it up and your heart melting.
It was a handmade card, complete with messily-cut hearts. You recognized the writing immediately. Happy Valentine's Day! was in Jack's slightly messy third grade penmanship. He even included a small drawn portrait of the three of you.
You'll keep it forever.
Aaron sat on the bed, pulling you onto his lap. You lifted your eyes from the card, finding his serious yet sweet expression on his face. "I know it's not what we had originally planned. And we're still celebrating fully once we're home. I've already talked to Jess, she's more than willing to take Jack for one more night."
"Truthfully, I was kinda down about it all day," you admitted as your gaze dropped again, feeling silly.
"I know." His lips drew in a pensive line, his hand rubbing your hip comfortably.
"But you're right. They will look different, and we're lucky too. We still get to spend the day together, a lot of agents can't say the same for their significant other. And spur of the moment things like this, are so romantic and spontaneous and it..." Again, you were lost for words and overwhelmed by love. "This is perfect."
You felt deeply cherished, truly adored. That despite working, Aaron had gone out of his way to ensure your first Valentines would be special and memorable. It was a reminder that, no matter the circumstances, he would always find a way to make you feel loved. In a way, the two of you didn't quite need to celebrate further. This was more than enough.
"Hey, that's the word I would use to describe you."
"Really?" You leaned back slightly to get a better look at him, raising an eyebrow. "Smooth talking me, Hotchner?" You teased. But all jokes aside, you leaned back in, giving him a kiss. "Thank you, you're amazing. I love you so much."
"I love you. So much." He couldn't help himself, pressing his lips to yours and his chest filling up with love, as if every beat of his heart was made just for you (which, it was).
Eventually Aaron got up, removing his suit jacket.
"I still can't believe you," you said with a laugh, shaking your head and letting your fingers sift through the scattered petals. "I swear, I didn't see you leave once. And wait- did you pack these?"
"Don't get any ideas," he teased, undoing the cuffs on his sleeves as he stood above you. "As romantic as I am, we are on the job."
"Oh?" You grabbed his tie, firmly pulling him near. "I think we're not until the morning."
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"Are you sure you know what you're doing?"
"Yes, for the eighth time. Relax, I've done this before"
From your perch on the cool tiles of the bathroom counter, you gently tug him closer, drawing his large frame between your thighs so you can evenly spread the shaving cream across his face.
You canât help but giggle at the sight, he looked like if Santa Claus and Jason Statham had a baby.
He scowls and swats your hand away when you start shaping the edges of his shaving cream mustache into pointy ends. "I know youâve shaved your legs before doll, but this is different. This is my face" he sighs.
"Legs, face, same thing" you shrug, picking up the razor. The shiny blade catches the light, glimmering with dark promise at Toji.
"Hardly..." he grimaces as you bring the razor a bit too quickly to his cheek, the metal gliding over his skin a touch too fast for his liking.
He grips your hips, his expression softening as he watches you tackle his stubble like itâs the most important task in the world. That tenderness quickly gives way to alarm when you tilt the razor at an awkward angle against his skin.
"Careful...careful!" he warns, feeling the razor tug more than it should.
"Oh my gosh, relax your titties..." you mumble, your eyes locked on your task. Your hand continues making haphazard strokes with the razor while the other one casually drifts to cup said titties, for reassurance of course.
He scoffs and pulls your hand away from his chest, 'titties?' these were rock hard pecs.
"I got this, okay?" you add, locking in.
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Toji stands in front of the mirror, a scowl etched across his face that was now dotted with little squares of bandages from the numerous nicks you managed to give him.
"You definitely didn't have it" he sighs, glancing at you. His expression softens when he sees you standing to the side like a kicked puppy, disappointment in your eyes at your work.
"Itâs okay, doll. Better luck next time" he says, stepping closer and gently lifting your chin with a tender grasp.
You sniffle as you study your monstrosity of a shave job, then crack a small hopeful smile. "You'll let me do it next time?"
He snorts. "Fuck no, I just said that so you'd feel better"
You squeal as he leans forward, scooping you up over his shoulder. He playfully pinches your thigh, chuckling as you reflexively bump your knee against his chest.
"Let's get something to eat"
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Toji can put them titties in my face any day he wants.
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Old man Logan with reader who is lonely, has no friends but is still a ray of sunshine with him, always trying to impress him and give him pretty gifts and getting all dolled up for him. She is sad inside though, apart from being his boyfriend, he is her only friend
My Ray Of Sunshine (Why Are You So Sad?)
Old Man Logan X F! Reader
A/N: I hope this is okay! Started angsty, but I wanted it to be happy for both reader and Logan in the end. Loneliness is an awful feeling (smth I'm all too familiar with) If anyone ever needs to talk, my inbox is always open!! I had a little trouble figuring out where to go with this, so I hope this satisfies you!
Plot: You and Logan have been dating for some time, but you still feel the intense loneliness that wraps it's arms around you, him being the only one in your life - and you feel like he's not honest with you.
Warnings: Angsty, slight depression, mention of loneliness, happy endings
Word Count: 2021
"Hi Lo," You cooed as you answered the phone, a smile stretching across your face.
"Hey sunshine," You heard his gruff voice on the other line, giving your heart a flutter. You always loved the sound of his voice, no matter how gruff and cranky he could sound - he never takes it out on you though.
"You still coming over tonight?" You ask as you walk across the room, your fingers tapping along the small box that sat on your desk. A present you decided to get Logan, a nice little silver watch he can wear. There was a moment of silence, "Lo?"
A small sigh,
"Sorry. I can't. I have to work."
Your face fell, but you took a deep breath. "Oh, that's alright!" You say, putting on your best happy-go-lucky voice. You didn't want him to feel bad, just by the tone of his voice you could tell he was having a bad day. "We'll plan for another night baby. You get a request?"
"Yeah, Bachelors party." He says. "Big payout."
"Oooh....Nice paycheck then huh? You can make it up to me later by taking me out somewhere nice then." You tease. You couldn't see the fond smile on his face, but you could picture it.
"Yeah. We'll plan on it. Promise." He says. You chewed on your lip, as you felt that swell of emptiness build up inside you.
Another night alone.
"Sunshine?"
"Huh?" You snapped out of your thoughts. "Sorry, sorry-" You laughed. "Zoned out again. What?"
"I gotta go, got a job. I'll call you later, or in the morning. That alright?"
"Yes, of course." You smiled. "Be safe, okay tough guy?"
You heard a warm chuckle, which made you relax. "Yeah, I will. See you doll."
You heard the phone beep and sighed. Alright.
You and Logan had been dating for a little bit. Meeting in a small little diner that you waitress at. It started as harmless flirting, but then you both managed to find yourself able to talk to each other so easily. Logan listened to you, seemed so openly accepting of you. How could you not be drawn to him?
You thought yourself a little ridiculous for gaining a crush on an older man like Logan, but then his weathered charm got to you - and you just couldn't help it. You'd slip him extra treats on the down-low, not charging him for them. An extra cup of coffee, a slice of apple pie, once you even managed to slip him a stack of pancakes. He'd smile at you and your antics as you slide the plate across the counter and give him a wink- his smile being something tired yet warm that made your knees weak and butterflies shoot through you.
You put more effort into your appearance, especially when you knew he was going to be there. Dolling yourself up - not your usual thing to do but when you got a man like Logan coming around...Well, it's hard not to want to look pretty for him.
It was you that finally convinced him to go on a date with you, and you surprised him by taking him to a gorgeous museum the next city over. You had wondered initially if he scoff at that- him being the gruff and older man he is, but he seemed to really enjoy it. He listened to you ramble on and on about Vincent Van Gogh, one of your favorite painters as you listed everything you knew about him, explaining the misconceptions about him as a painter and a person.
You took the charge of the relationship that formed between you. You planned dates, which seemed to make Logan happy- your infectious happiness- not rubbing off on him but more giving him some much needed relief in what you must believe is a very stressful life for him. He deemed you his sunshine, a pet-name you wore with pride.
You believe it's stressful- or rather assume. He never really told you about his personal life. You know he was a limo driver, you know he lived on the outskirts of town - you never been where he lived. He mentioned something about taking care of his father. He's shared a few stories- always seemingly missing information in them like he was purposely leaving out parts of them.
It made it worse by the fact that he really is the only person in your life right now. You adored Logan and did everything you could to make him happy because he was the only one to give your love to. You spend the time you can together, when he visits your work, or when he comes and stays with you for the night. He's busy though, so he's not really there as often as you wish he was.
Actually, you probably love him. You haven't told him that though. You always feel though that he's hiding something from you. It's disheartening really, he'll listen to you, he's heard your secrets but you never hear his. He refuses to bring you to his place, making some excuse that yours was nicer and maybe it was but you didn't care about that. It created a space between you, something you're not sure if Logan recognizes himself.
You moved to change out of the pretty yellow dress you had on to see Logan, wiping your makeup off and pulling your hair into a messy bun as you prepared to spiral into a night of anxiety, depression, and wine.
You settled on your couch, flipping the tv on, surfing through channel after channel. The night got darker and you got more and more tired. The shadows of your living room, seemingly your only company for tonight, closing in on you as the tv flickered over your curled up form.
Your eyelids grew heavy, as your felt the sinking feeling of your heart, reminding you that you were by yourself again. Inevitably wondering when will Logan leave?
Heavy knocks on your door startled you, as you sat up on the couch and confusion stretched across your face. Worry settled in you, as you had to wonder what shifty characters were knocking on your door at night?
You stood up and crossed the apartment, peeking through the peephole of your door, you're shocked to find Logan standing there. You gasped, stepping back to unlock your door and open it.
"Logan?"
"Hi sunshine." He greeted you, and smiled warmly, his eyes crinkling in the corners as his smile lines became more prominent. He held a bouquet of sunflowers in one hand.
"What are you...What are you doing here?"
"I missed ya." He says gently, a lingering gruff in his voice. "Can I come in?"
You bit your lip, and nodded. Still, your lingering feelings stuck in the back of your head. Stepping back, you forced a smile up at him as he stepped inside, holding the bouquet up.
"I figured you'd like them because...You know. That painter who- Are you okay?" He stopped, squinting at you, as he watched your eyes met with the bouquet, and tears filled your eyes. "Hey, hey sunshine, what's wrong?" He asks softly, bringing his hand up to your chin, tipping it upwards to look up at him. You bit your lip and shook your head.
"Sorry-" You say pulling away from him, wiping your eyes. "I'm just happy to see you..." You lied through your teeth. His eyes, he looked tired.
"Don't know about that sweetheart..." He mutters, examining your expression. "What is it? The flowers? You hate em?"
"No." You let out a small laugh, crossing your arms. He turned to shut the door behind him, locking it before setting the flowers on a nearby table, his hands coming to rest on your arms.
"Well?" He looks down at you, his face serious, but his eyes held concern. "You don't need to pretend with me darling."
You were caught off guard by him, showing up suddenly when you felt your worst. Your instinct screamed at you to push him away, to pretend that it was all okay. You didn't want to bring him down. Your anxiety peeked at the idea that he may be disappointed by this version of yourself, that he would see the lonely person you are, and leave because he wouldn't want to deal with you.
But they way he looked at you, you couldn't help it as the dam broke, and he pulled you tight to his chest, holding you as you cried.
"I'm sorry doll. I didn't mean to hurt you by canceling." He says softly, his hand petting your hair gently.
"No..No, it's not you." You sniffled, stepping away for a moment. "I...I just feel so alone sometimes. I like you a lot Lo, I love us spending time together but when you're not around I'm just by myself and it...It's just terrible."
Logan brows creased, as he brought a hand to cup your cheek. "I didn't know." He says gently. You let out a shaky sigh and looked back up at him.
"You're the only person in my life." You continue. "I don't feel like I don't completely know you though. Not like how you know me. I feel like you're keeping things from me or that you're...Only sticking around temporarily."
"That's not true." He says quickly, and firmly. "I care about you sunshine." His thumb wiped away a tear. "A lot. More than I have a right too. You're....Everything sweetheart. I count myself a damn lucky guy that I met you, that you let me be apart of your life. "
You swallowed and nodded, looking away as you let out a small sigh. You both stood there in silence.
"I..." He started. "I don't know how to stop you from feeling alone but...I get it. You're right. I haven't told you the whole truth."
He grabbed your hand, leading you over to the couch, as you both sat down.
"You ready for this?" He asks.
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You stood outside the hot desert sun, as you look around the barren horizon. Logan let out a small cough, as he puffed on the cigar that he was smoking.
"It's quiet." You say.
"Yeah." He nods, his eyes trailing over you as he tried to read your body language.
After an intense conversation last night, you both passed out on your couch. When you woke up in the morning, Logan had you get dressed, and brought you to his...well, where he lives. Can't really call it a home.
That was you.
He felt terrible when you admitted to him everything you struggled with. He adored the way you always seemed to be optimistic, the way you got yourself all dolled up for him, the way you tried to spoil him and every way possible. That's not why he liked you though. He liked your character, he liked the person you are. Not just for what you do for him. You were a fresh breath of air for him. His sunshine.
He wished you see yourself the way he does. You're always encouraging him, to look at himself and see himself as a good man. He didn't know how long he got but he'll spend every second with you to prove you are the most wonderful and loveable person.
You looked at him and smiled. The sunlight gleamed off his new watch that you gifted him. He finished the cigar, flicking it to the ground and stomping it out with the heel of his shoe, before putting an arm around your shoulders.
"You ready to meet the old man?"
"Uh Lo, you're right here." You tease, wrapping your arm around his waist. He chuckled warmly.
"Real cute." He mutters shaking his head, as he led you to the decrepit water tower. He went to the door, and slid it open, a harsh grunt escaping him as it rolled open, he stood to the side and waited as you walked in.
Inside you saw two men. One, sitting in a chair reading a comic book, looking up at you. He had white skin, and yellow eyes. That one must be Caliban.
"Hello dear-" The other man greets. An older gentleman, lying in a bed with a warm smile. You smiled back as he reached his hand out to you, and walked over and took it. "I've heard so much about you from Logan. It's nice to finally meet you. Tell me...Which of Van Goghs paintings is your favorite?"
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bad boy!matt x librarian!reader valentine's day drabble êš
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âthank you for the flowers. theyâre beautiful.â
mattâs lips curve up into wide grin at your words on the other end of the call. he was waiting for you to get home to see the surprise on your doorstep. he couldâve dropped them off at your job, but he figured having them delivered to your front door would be more romantic, and less problematic for you. âiâm so glad you like them. beautiful flowers for a beautiful girl. happy valentineâs day, gorgeousâ
you were completely and utterly surprised when you got home from work. today was valentineâs day and you absolutely loved the holiday. sure, it was just another day of the year that you spread love and gratitude to the loved ones in your life, but you were a hopeless romantic at heart. romance novels and movies, happy endings, tear jerking, butterfly roaming, swoon worthy stories about everlasting love made your heart swell up of endless possibilities for that kind of love to find you one day.
even though you had to work this morning, matt managed to surprise you and leave your cheeks warm and blushy and your heart swelling in your chest. maybe he could possibly be the love you were so desperately hoping for one day. you were a little bummed that he didnât stop in to see you at the library, but you hoped that you could still possibly see him later today.
his words made your cheeks feel extremely warm, a soft giggle emitting from your lips as you place a strand of your hair over your ear. âhappy valentineâs day, matt. you know for a bad boy, you sure do know how to make a girl smile.â
you could hear his infectious laugh on the other end of the phone, which was like music to your ears. you were getting used to fitting him into your daily routine. it was almost like you had to talk to him, or youâd start to feel off. you werenât sure what those feelings meant, and how you truly felt in general about him, but you liked his presence and talking to him in general. he always knew what to say to make you smile and feel giddy. it was so easy and comfortable talking to him and being around him.
âwell, lucky for you, i only have time out of my bad boy schedule to make one girl smile.â he let out another laugh, hesitating on his words for a moment before speaking again. âhey, what are you doing tonight? do you have any plans?â
you twirled the strand of your hair around your finger as you kept the phone comfortably pressed against your ear with your other hand. your eyes scanned over to the beautiful roses that you placed in your vase on your desk. you bit onto your bottom lip for a moment as you sat there on your bed, your heart pounding in your chest just from the sound of his voice. what was this boy doing to you? âi donât have any plans. why? is bad boy matt himself gonna take me out on a date?â
he chuckled again on the other end of the phone. you can just imagine him now, flashing you a small smirk, his body leaning closer to you to get a whiff of his intoxicating cologne and the feeling of his body pressing up against you causing your heart to beat faster in your chest and heat to pool in the pit of your tummy. he didnât have to physically be in your presence for him to make you feel this way, but when you two were together, things felt insanely electflying. the effect this boy had on you was insane, but you were loving every second of it.
âmaybe i am. what do you say, pretty librarian? wanna go on a date with me tonight?â
you didnât even have to think twice when he asked you. it may of been embarrassing the way you responded so quickly, but you didnât care. this boy made your heart swoon and you couldnât get enough. maybe heâd break your heart, maybe he wouldnât. but the ride would be worth it.
âi would absolutely love to. pick me up at 7, and donât be late or iâll have to give you a late fee.â
notes: thank you for reading! happy valentineâs day. â€ïž
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patrick blurb because valentines day. its short and hopefully a little sweet. im soso sorry that this isnt longer, i have two other things i can hopefully get out soon but i write everything day of (stupid) and am traveling so took no time out to write (stupider). regardless i hope you enjoy. as always, comments and critiques are welcome.
If thereâs one thing Patrick is, at least with you, itâs a horrible liar. The poor man couldnât get away with fibbing to save his life. Not that being bad at dishonesty is an issue, in fact, itâs quite the opposite, but there have been times where it wouldâve been a welcome presence in your relationship. He couldnât even lie about liking those jeans youâd picked off the rack, even though it was fairly clear you wanted them, despite claiming that you just couldnât make up your mind on them.Â
So, when he calls and says, âBabe⊠can you believe that they just extended tour?â you decide to humor him just this once. For one, the excuse was a weak one, and made little to no sense if you thought about it for more than a second or two, but you could just hear the smug ass grin he was wearing. He thinks heâs a genius.
You feign a sigh, twirling the drawstring of your hoodie around your pointer finger before placing it in the seam of your lips. You mumble something about âOh, baby, thatâs just terribleâ because, frankly, heâs not the type to care about your less than convincing acting job as long as heâs getting the reaction he wants in general. Heâs complaining about needing to book a new hotel, something that heâs actually willing to pay for himself, when he barges into your room and manages to nearly scare you off your bed. Heâs got that same stupid grin on his face that youâd previously imagined, now holding his arms wide as if to present himself to you. âThisâll do.â
Youâre taking too long to process for his liking, because he drops his bags with a heavy thud, completely uncaring for the equipment stored inside, and makes his way towards you. You canât manage anything, not the âHow did you get in here?â that you should definitely concern yourself with, just a soft murmur of âPatrickâŠâ before throwing yourself at him as hard as you can manage to. Heâs strong, noticeably stronger since the last time you saw him about three months ago, and manages to catch your weight with such ease it hardly looks like you weigh a thing.Â
The past few days had been hard, as heâd let you know through several hours-long phone calls, but god, if you arenât a sight for sore eyes. The way his smile softens says it all, and heâs just breathing in your presence, your scent, the hints of perfume lingering on the fabric of your hoodie. Heâs right at home with it. He knows that when the momentâs through, and the shockâs worn off, youâll be ashamed by your choice of outfit, your lack of makeup, the mess of hair on your head. He thinks itâs the most beautiful heâs ever seen you, and he didnât think you could get better than perfection, but here he is, pressed against it.Â
Heâs got to be uncomfortable, kneeling at your bedside this long, but he can put that aside for now. Right now, heâs with his girl for the first time in the longest three months of his life and heâs not letting go, knees be damned. He presses a few kisses wherever he can manage to reach, and the laugh you let out when you feel his lips just above yours is enough to send him reeling. It sounds so much clearer here than over the phone. Heâd thought you were radiant then, even through a screen, but now? Now heâs just about certain youâre made of more light than each star combined. Heâd tell you that if he could, but with his habit of saying things just slightly less eloquently than he means to, he opts for just saying âI missed youâ.
You know him. Know he means a lot more than he can properly express with his way of speaking. Heâs got a lot of ways of showing it, at least. Falling asleep next to a propped up phone, listening to his breathing grow slower, steadier. Finding little notes from month-old visits in odd corners of your room, scrawled in his signature chicken-scratch only you can manage to decode. The way he holds you like youâre fragile and looks at you like too much exposure to his presence could damage you, despite it doing just the opposite, tells you what you needs to know. He means he loves you.
You breathe out a laugh, one that your shoulders raise with.
âYeah⊠missed you, too.â
#challengers#challengers fic#patrick zweig#patrick zweig x reader#insanely nothing#more to come that is hopefully longer and better and not this#patrick my boy you deserve better
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A Lesson in Inevitability
18+, omegaverse dynamics, manipulation, almost scruffing, mean alpha John Price, a lil bit nicer beta Gaz, military inaccuracies
~1k words
You make your knock loud, firm against the wood of his door. It takes a conscious effort not to be soft, but you can do it. His hum is all you get for confirmation that you can come in.
Heâs lounged back in his chair, boots on the desk and files in hand.
You wait for him to address you, like a good omega should. But fuck that. He doesnât even look towards you.
Youâve got a rank higher than your designation. You honestly hope your anger bitters your scent, even with the military-grade scent blockers youâve applied heavily to your scent glands, just so that heâll stop sitting there and ignoring you.
âCaptain.â Itâs more demanding than youâve ever been with him.
You succeed in catching him off guard, as much as one can with John Price, the notoriously unshakable alpha, for his eyes finally meet yours. You donât blink. It takes nearly everything in you to fight the urge to lower your gaze, but you donât.Â
When he says nothing, you fill the silence. âWith all due respect, sir, you canât keep putting me on on desk duty. Frankly, itâs an insult to my abilities and my rank. Iâm just as much part of this-âÂ
âSpare me the tirade, Sergeant.â His words are biting as they interrupt yours, boots on the floor before you can even blink. Heâs fast for an alpha. âThe answer is no.â
You blink, taken aback by this. âNo? What do you-â
âI mean, youâre not seeinâ the field, hear me?â Heâs approaching you leisurely and slow, discarding the file on his desk, but his voice is near a growl.
Your omega understands the danger before you do. Sheâs ready to bare her neck and submit, fall on her knees if it means Price'll be proud of her again, like he was when you brought him the completed paperwork he needed this morning. She can't handle this.
But you can. This isnât your Alpha. Heâs your Captain. âWhy not?â The words are flat, as is your subtle scent overwhelming the scentblocker, no longer the sweet vanilla but more like something burnt and smoking.
He arches a brow, arms crossed over his chest. âDonât question your superiors, soldier.â
Gritting your teeth, you go to turn on your heel. You know exactly how to get him to answer. âTransfer me, then. If you wonât use me, somebody will.â
He doesnât let you get to the door, grabbing your shoulder a bit too tightly. âAnd let you get killed? Is that what you want?â He yanks you around and your body doesnât stand a chance against his strength.
âNo, I-I just want to do my job, Price! For godâs sake.â You try to push at his arms, but his grip is steel-like on your shoulders.Â
âDo it then.â His voice is a dangerous calm as he meets your eyes. âShake me off, Sergeant. Show me you can handle the field.â
You gape at him a moment, sure youâre misunderstanding what he means. But before you can protest, he has you up against the door which hits against the frame, wood meeting wood in a dull thump. His face is closer to yours than its been in weeks, not since you first joined and had to get the awkward experience of scenting one another out of the way.
âYou heard me. Try to get away.â The words are a growl, predatory in a way that makes your whole body go rigid with fear.Â
But you fight through the instinctual panic. Youâve been through worse, and he wonât hurt you, even if you inner omega is convinced he will.
âWhat the hell is this?â Itâs more scared than you want it to sound as you struggle against him, managing to kick the knee you know is bad.
But he just chuckles, easily wrestling you into place with your front pressed to the door, cheek against the wood. âGood strength for a âmega. But you canât resist your nature, soldier.â His thick fingers tease at the nape of your neck, causing you to tense beneath his touch.
âPrice!â Itâs a panicky squeak as you squirm desperately against him, the dread making your throat close up. âDonât-â Already, just the graze of his fingers against that sensitive area, attuned to the smallest of touches, is causing your mind to go numb around the edges, your knees weakening.Â
âThatâs how easy it is. Someone gets their hands on you like that, and youâre dead. Youâre not ready, you hear me?â The words seem to sink into your flesh, engraving themselves inside you, just as his fingers press further into your nape. Itâs enough to make you sink against the door, the tension leaving your body.
His touch is gone seconds later, his grip back on your shoulders as he shakes you. âDo you understand, soldier?â
Your mind is still distant, the fear you felt moments ago dulled, but, even in this state, you know better than to argue against this. You've lost. Thereâs a salty wetness against your lips when you open them to speak, but you donât remember crying. â... Yes, sir.â
âYou wonât ask me for field work again, will you?â
âNo, sir.â
âThatâs a good âmega.â He squeezes your shoulder before you hear his boots heading back over to his desk.Â
â
Youâre not quite sure how you end up in Kyleâs arms, but, as you come back to yourself, youâre grateful to be here. His scent is clean and fresh, like a warm basket of laundry just out of the dryer.
Heâs cooing to you in that low, soothing tone of his, saying something about how mean old Price doesnât know how to take care of a sweet little thing like you, how heâll talk to him for you about this, how maybe Price was right but he shouldnât have been so cruel about it, how heâll take good care of you, lovie.Â
It only occurs to you much later, a month or so, when youâre squished between the two of them, breathless, naked, and sweaty, that maybe it was a little too convenient that Kyle was there that day.
#this is my first omegaverse fanfic- yell at me if I messed up lol#whoever invented mega as a nickname: i luv u#john price x reader#captain johnathan price#kyle garrick x reader#kyle gaz garrick#tf141 x reader
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SQUID GAME (s1 & s2)
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KANG SAE-BYEOK (067)
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once more to see you ‷ synopsis: on a cold january day, you were worrying about the reason your girlfriend wasnât texting back. when she finally does and asks to meet at your apartment, youâre met with heartbreak as she ends your relationship. no explanation. two years later, you run into her at a cafe with someone new. what are you to do? just meet me at the APT. ‷ synopsis: managing a rising rock band is already chaotic enough, but when you're stuck touring with four reckless musicians, things get even messier. between late-night facetime calls, teasing that feels a little too knowing, and a certain guitarist who might just be your biggest problem, keeping things professional is getting harder by the second. but hey, no one said the music industry was easy. all i really want is you ‷ synopsis: you never wanted to be part of this worldâthis business built on desperation, where people come seeking hope and leave with nothing but empty promises. but working under mr. lim means you donât get a choice. your job is simple: take calls, organize paperwork, and never get involved. but when two sisters walk into the office, carrying the weight of the past and the fight for their family on their shoulders, something shifts. you werenât supposed to care. you werenât supposed to listen. now, youâre starting to wonder if staying out of it is something you can really do.
oneshots/fics
see if i care (nsfw) ‷ synopsis: while your busy studying for your midterm, it seems sae-byeok can't keep away from you. and since she normally isn't the clingy type, you decide to take advantage of this side of her while it lasts. picture you ‷ synopsis: sae-byeok is your professor. what happens when the professional, incredibly attractive teacher you've been pining over in secret reciprocates? if you ever hunger, hunger for me ‷ synopsis: you never expected to see your ex, kang saebyeok, againâespecially not as a masked guard in the squid game. itâs been two years since your messy breakup, and now here she is, staring you down from behind that cold, faceless mask. after surviving the dalgona game, youâre dragged out of the warehouse by a guard, confused and terrified, only to discover itâs her. the tree ‷ synopsis: when you come back to seoul from the states, you ask your younger sister ji-yeong if you could crash for a few days. however, her roommate is seemingly reluctant and only agrees to letting you stay for a week. you agree to do so and stay for the meantime while you help a north korean couple fight to stay in the south. are we still friends? (nsfw)  ‷ synopsis: your roommate, saebyeok, has been pleasuring you when you need it. but now that itâs gone on for a while, youâre wondering if itâs just to get your fix or you both truly like eachother. noona's soft spot  ‷ synopsis: sae-byeok has always been protective of the people she loves, especially her little brother, cheol. when an unexpected opportunity arises for her to introduce him to her new girlfriend, she cautiously agreesâunsure of how it will go. as the day unfolds, laughter is shared, bonds are tested, and sae-byeok finds herself seeing love in the smallest, most unexpected moments. my girl ‷ synopsis: you and sae-byeok are total opposites. you love curling your hair, putting cute bows on almost everything, and pink. see-byeok, on the other hand, hates things like that. however, she doesn't seem to hate you or your silly little obsessions. baby, i'm a rockstar (prequel to JMMATA) ‷ synopsis: you spend your days managing an up-and-coming band, HOT DIVISION (í« ëëčì ), making sure everything runs smoothly while keeping your growing feelings for the lead guitarist buried deep. between late-night gigs, teasing bandmates, and stolen glances, you try to stay professionalâbut itâs hard when sheâs always just within reach, unknowingly pulling you closer. as the bandâs success takes off, so does the tension between you and her, leaving you wondering if youâre imagining things or if maybe, just maybe, she feels it too. like real people do ‷ synopsis: after reluctantly agreeing to have dinner with your prestigious, business-owning parents on valentineâs day, sae-byeok finds herself spiraling into a pit of nerves. despite your reassurances that everything will be fine, she spends the entire car ride coming up with increasingly ridiculous excuses to turn back. but when she finally meets your parentsâexpecting judgment, skepticism, and disapprovalâsheâs instead met with something unfamiliar: acceptance. maybe, just maybe, she doesnât have to fight this battle alone. all the stars ‷ synopsis: kang sae-byeok had a reputation around your college. the dealer, the girl who could get anyone she wanted. however, just like anyone else, she had a past and a life beyond what people called her. and you just happened to be the one to change her.
JI-YEONG (240)
‷ nothing yet...
SE-MI (380)
‷ nothing yet...
KANG NO-EUL (GUARD 011)
series
all i really want is you ‷ synopsis: you never wanted to be part of this worldâthis business built on desperation, where people come seeking hope and leave with nothing but empty promises. but working under mr. lim means you donât get a choice. your job is simple: take calls, organize paperwork, and never get involved. but when two sisters walk into the office, carrying the weight of the past and the fight for their family on their shoulders, something shifts. you werenât supposed to care. you werenât supposed to listen. now, youâre starting to wonder if staying out of it is something you can really do.
KIM JUN-HEE (222)
‷ nothing yet...
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Alright bestie Iâm on that shit again
So yandere Superman, right? Like obviously your fucked. The only other yandere in existence that might just be able to keep you from him is Batman, but even then heâd probably sooner work together just to ensure your safety- but thatâs a prompt for another day.
Back to yan Superman, imagine youâre his darling and he is âkeeping you safeâ. But one day, you get snatched up by some organization that wants to use you as leverage or some shit, but you are just sobbing in relief at maybe being free- only to have Superman show up and do some not so super things to everyone who âstoleâ you
There are just so many casually horrifying things about Superman that people don't realize until you start like digging into his lore. "Oh he's super strong and a super fast flyer" actually he can do basically anything at those super speeds to the point he can literally even PROCESS THOUGHTS at near light-speed which means he has Absolutely Terrifying reaction times and can make plans and schemes on a dime, which, you know, can be even better utilized by him being intelligent. He has natural invulnerability so if you throw a punch at him too hard you could literally shatter the bones in your hand and he can't even control that, like you could literally hurt yourself with him on accident! He can see across INSANE DISTANCES and his x-ray vision doesn't have like a set range so he could do anything from, peep inside buildings to spy on you, to looking under your clothing for any bruises or injuries or even self harm marks, to peeking behind your hero disguise to learn your true identity, to seeing if there's anything inside your stomach and seeing if you're eating properly. Like jesus christ he literally found out Lois was pregnant from waking up one morning and suddenly hearing the heartbeat of the FETUS, there's literally nothing from him pulling that stereotypical "I know you're nervous or lying or afraid because I can literally hear your heartbeat increase" scary bullshit
And let's talk about Lois for a sec because my god her death was literally what kicked off the Injustice timeline? And there are other forms of Superman media where she just straight up dies naturally of cancer! Sure we could take the easy way and say "in this au Lois never existed or was just Clark's friend and he loved YOU" (which is my preferred default tbh bc, no competition for Reader lol) but I mean if you're going for that angst, that real whump, a yandere Clark Kent that just lost his wife/unborn child to either the Injustice incident or cancer, now overcome with grief? And in those cancer timelines they usually already have a son, Jonathan, and sometimes Jordan, and here's Clark thinking, well, his boy needs a mother, and he's got these weird feelings for you, and lil Jonny clearly has affection for you, maybe bring a bit of a platonic yan himself who sees you as either a big sister or even a secondary mom, so... be his wife maybe?
Like my god if Reader somehow helped him through the grief of losing Lois and managed to avoid "fully activating" Superman's anime villain arc, like he's going full fascist in the Injustice 2 Bad Ending, then some shit DEFINITELY goes down when Reader gets taken away. It just reactivates all his trauma. No! He can't lose anyone else! Jonathan can't lose anyone else! You're not just someone he loves, you're his FRIEND!
You're just huddled in whatever cell you've been kept in with your black eyes and bruises and knuckles bloodied from trying to fight back when you hear Clark's voice and you look up with excitement that just falls immediately off your face because holy shit did he just unlock that thumbprint scanner with a severed arm, and suddenly you're realizing there are other shades of red on his costume and dripping from his fingers
I can only imagine like, ngl I considered a sequel to my fic Doubt where Reader escapes the manor and runs into Supernan as the only other person who can protect you, so here we would have the inverse: you're the only one who knows about Clark's increasing instability and, while you still have your own freedom and autonomy, try to speak to Bruce about it, and now you have Batman Vs Superman: Competing For Your Heart Edition. I can only imagine what sort of unhinged reactions there would be if you think you've got Batman alone and you're beginning to cry all "Bruce I'm really worried about Clark, he isn't acting like himself, there's something wrong with him" and. Clark is like literally using his x-ray vision to read lips through the walls if he can't use his super hearing to outright eavesdrop.
Of course as you suggested, I'm always a slut for ideas with"oh shit I ran to this guy to help me and he's ALSO crazy, now they're teaming up and I'm in some weird shared/poly situation with TWO nutjobs". Lmao you go to Bruce concerned about Kal and Bruce goes to confront him and Clark just drops "did you know Y/N has been hiding self harm cuts under their hero suit also wow they smoke HELLA weed and im worried about their lungs and all the stuff they do when they're alone that no one else knows about đ„ș" and suddenly here's Bruce " thanks i hate this actually :)" and there's a scheme concted to spy on you or move you elsewhere.
I've even thought of "Reader oh nooOoooOo, that, giant monster or villain attack or whatever also coincidentally destroyed your shitty little apartment complex? You mean Clark 'accidently' got sent flying into your building or smacked some giant creature into it and now you don't have a place to live? And you're broke too? Oh no đ„ș Well, BATMAN has this nice big house with lots of room in for you to stay toooootally 'temporarily', we PROMISE uwu"
Batman is the one who can put a tracking chip injected into your skin or even disguised as a filling in one of your teeth, and Superman is the one who can zoom off to rescue you/retrieve you "faster than a speeding bullet". I think one of the only people who could bring them down together at that point would be like. Fucking DARKSEID and, Jesus no, you definitely don't want HIM treating you as a pet đ the evil Batman that was brainwashed by him in the Apokolips War movie was scary enough (and scary HOT, lmao, let him keep me as some sort of prize and the only luxury Darkseid will allow him as a reward for his obedience. Lord Batman goes from having a meeting talking about like enslaving people to returning to his quarters and railing tf outta you because he's still holding onto some slim vestiges of humanity where he cares about you but also using you as his personal anti stress fuck toy)
#yandere superman#yandere batman#yandere dc#i got a draft whee damian and jon like you and introduce you to their fathers#and suddenly stalking you becomes a family affair#the boys walk you home and jon lies about having to pee so damian can plant bugs while youre distracted#the boys going back to their fathers and telling them all of your personal business#'yeah dad when she was at work i used my xray vision and saw her creepy manager grope her in the walk in'#suddenly your small little privately owned cafe was just bought out by wayne enterprises and your boss is fired or goes missing#maybe Bruce gets you a job st Wayne tech bc hes been following you as batman and he doesnt like you working third ahift#lmao heres hoping i actually finish it wven though im not quite sure where to go w it yet#but like its literally over 8 pages at least so. obviously some sort of creative juices are flowing#yandere stuff#sinprompts#at this point i cant promise shit bc my emotions and motivation are waaaaaacky
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I miss the epilogue celebration party from the other games, and seeing what each decision branched out to be at the end, and the little hints at the companions' lives after it all ends....
#the lack of a party stings they were such a nice way to end the game#and the epilogue slides in Veilguard are just... very vague and barely change based on what choices you make#partly because this game is shorter and doesn't have as many choices#and partly because the choices just... don't matter as much as they did in the other games#Rook has very little agency it feels like iunno#I do hope the team gets to make a dlc or two and you know#actually get to /make/ the story they wanted to tell#instead of having to butcher their story over and over for idiot management who have no idea why this series was so beloved#ah well#Neve romance was darling that was very enjoyable#and punching Solas!!!! ah!! that was amazing 10/10 glad I got to do it at least once#my HoF!Kid Rook is going to lie her ass off to him about the dagger when I pick her back up so I can see the trifecta#canon world state is Solas makes the right choice ofc because like I Get It#but I think Rook did deserve to punch him in every timeline and universe y'know for catharsis#less bitter taste the second time around but I think I'm just... more tired and disappointed than angry#I feel so bad for the team they did such a good job with what they had#DAV Posting
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I swear to fucking god, if they don't hire some new employees soon, and if that one coworker doesn't come back to help out already, I will lose my fucking mind.
#I keep getting full time shifts despite literally officially working PART time#and they're not even paying me accordingly#Just the usual part time amount. while giving me full time shifts.#I didn't even get paid accordingly for covering all those shifts for that one employee who refused to come anymore#due to being so down in the dumps about her fucking boyfriend drama and ultimately quitting because of it#And then there's a bunch of other shit that annoys me#and while none of this is So annoying that it makes me want to kms like my previous job-#I don't think I'm coming back for a second season once my contract expires#At least I'll finally have some proper job experience to put on my resumé. One (1) decent thing will be on there at least.#I hope when this is over I can manage to get a job at the writing and art supply store near the store I work at rn lol#Or a bookstore#Idc where just quiet and not too far away from wherr I live#v3nt
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HOLY SHIT I GOT AN ACTUAL PROPER PERMANENT JOB !!!!
no more temporary positions or job applications for me babeyyyyyyy
#i still can't believe this is real#i've been struggling to find a permanent job for 3.5 years (since i got my masters)#after losing the job i thought would turn into a permanent position in january (their economy got fucked so they couldn't keep me past 1 yr)#i kinda lost hope and this job is just so perfect too that it felt too good to be true but apparently not !!#turns out even i can have some nice things happen in life every once in a while who knew !#now i get to worry about whether or not i can manage full time or not (probably not) instead#which is a lot easier to handle when you have a permanent and stable job !!#ahhhhh i'm so relieved#anyway rant over#mine
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ok ok I talked to a colleague and now all's good. I'm motivated af for the interview this afternoon. I'm getting that fucking job. Everyone wants me to get that job anyway. I'm done being nice now I'm letting them know they better give me that job and sign the papers in the next month else I'm quitting. Good luck with finding yet another engineer to work in the middle of nowhere when you're already struggling to hire đ
#Mel rambles#talking to that colleague is always such a confidence boost#she used to be a high level manager and she's always telling me I'm a good asset for the company#she knows what she's talking about so I guess I can afford to be confident#It's mean but I'm hoping I can change position and the person who replaces me is less competent so that I can be like 'SEE WHAT YOU LOST?'#'THAT OTHER GUY WASN'T KIDDING WHEN HE SAID I'M MORE SKILLED THAN THE GUYS HE HIRES TO ACTUALLY BE DEVELOPPERS'#'you had a project manager who doubled as developper and tripled as data analyst and just decided to throw 9 MONTHS OF HER WORK TO THE TRASH#FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN 'we changed our mind! youpsi đ€'#...#ok yeah it's been months and I'm apparently still very much not over it#but they really acted like bitches. who fucking does that and doesn't properly apologize. they really don't give a shit about my work#ANYWAY let's get that job and go with people who might actually care about what I do l#and do a job that I'm like. actually interested in#CROSSING FINGERS NO ONE BETTER FOR THE JOBS THAN ME APPLIES#(that's what happened last time. guy with like 20years of experience showed up. I didn't stand a chance)#anyway let's do this!! I'm confident and in a good mood now so let's gooo
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đŻïžmanifesting my promotionđŻïž
#ack it would just be. so incredible for my life. not only would it be a full time job I could do sustainably without being in pain#but I know I like the company and get along ok with my coworkers (and certainly am capable of playing nice when I don't)#and I make the most sense as a candidate. I really do. the only point against me is I don't have my licence yet#but my driving test is 9 days away and I'm not very worried about whether or not I'll pass it#I just. please let this happen. this would let me have an actual career and a job I could live on. I'd have financial independence#for the first time in my life#plus I'd be making more money than I ever have in my life and it would give me management experience#so if it doesn't work out for whatever reason I'd be able to get other management-level jobs#but I hope it would work out because again I really like the company and id rather stay there than work for a bigger company#like could I probably get a management job at like walmart or a fast food place? yes. but I wouldn't want to lol#but yeah I'd go from $11/hr to $17.50/hr and I'd work about 22 more hours per week#plus I'd get bonuses and paid vacation days and all of that which would be very nice#apparently there's a $4k sign on bonus for the position too (bc they've had such a hard time filling it if I had to guess)#so I'd have that to look forward to whenever it got paid out. Just generally I'd be in a much much better financial situation#and so would my whole family#right now my income makes a big difference and I'm only making like $500/month rn#so if I was making over $2000/month? my parents would be so much less stressed#idk I've just felt more fulfilled at this job than I ever have before and I feel like I belong at this company honestly#like as far as part time jobs go I got extremely lucky. it's a very lax culture where as long as your tasks get done#they don't care if you spend half your shift on your phone. there's no meaningless busy work#I'm allowed to sit when I want to and I'm very mobile otherwise and it's great for my pain#I'm in very minor pain at this job. less pain than high school caused me in terms of physical demand on my body#I can see myself being able to build an actual career at this company. and considering I spent most of last year struggling#to find employment at all? and then spent a few months in my own personal hell? the possibility that this might really happen is incredible#I've built so much confidence at this job in only 3 months and I would not have even thought myself capable of management a year ago#it's incredible what being surrounded by people who treat you like a competent adult person can do for your self-image#(you will see yourself as a competent adult person actually. crazy how that works)
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Actually it is SO weird to me to remember that I was an engineering student and that later on I had been pursuing a minor in statistics
I may be a IT & com person in the end, but I do have the foundations of engineering and statistics in my brain too. Wild !
#speculation nation#if i hadnt liked coding so much i probably wouldve still been an engineer.#like my school does a first year engineering track where u learn the basics and then explore different engineering options#so by ur second year u choose your official track and that decides the rest of your schooling.#and id been thinking about computer & electrical engineering. often goes hand in hand.#guys i couldve been an electrical engineer. honestly that wouldve been so cool. wasnt meant to be tho đ#i took a coding class my 2nd semester. first experience with coding. it was in C. i LOVED it.#and it got me comparing computer engineering and computer science and i decided that i wanted to do computer science#but well the intro course for that fucking sucked. didnt wanna go back to engineering either bc i hated engineering lol#im smart enough but it's fuckin soul sucking man.#eventually tho i found my way to my current home. im a techie :3 and im happy with that.#anyways do i seem like the kind of person who was into engineering and statistics? sometimes it's weird for me to remember.#but i did spent Years assuming id end up as an engineer. my grandpa was one. my dad was studying to be one b4 he dropped out#and my sister is one. just kinda runs in the family i guess. & so i was So Sure that was where i was going.#took. an engineering class in high school and everything. taught me some good foundational skills in modeling#also was the class that let me develop my signature. bc we had a notebook we had to sign the top of every day#so me doing my signature over and over again. i decided to use it as an opportunity to make it My Own. rather than just my name in cursive.#so yeah im a techie that talks good but i do have that math brain. engineering basis. statistics knowledge.#kinda feel like a jack of all trades (master of none) with it all. but see thats a good thing for companies (i hope)#ive got foundational knowledge of many things. and i am Adaptable. they can teach me the in depth shit i need to know themselves.#and i Also have my work experience in management... which i hope will help my case when applying to companies too.#aaaahhh!!! so many things to think about!!! but at the end of the day i am smart & educated and i will be a good asset to any company i join#i just need to convince them of that đ but i can probably figure something out. something !!!#i will graduate college and get some kind of IT job that pays decently & work my way up to maybe someday being an IT manager or smth#i can finally start. truly growing up. instead of being stuck in forever college unable to drive myself anywhere.#have my IT job and a car and the ability to do Whatever i want.... god i want it so bad.#im just daydreaming by this point. god im so excited to finally graduate college.
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"Pretty Pretty Please I Don't Want to be a Magical Girl" Bios!
NAME: Aika (she/her) AGE: 15 Main Protagonist CV: Anairis Quiñones
BIO:
Aika is an easily excitable and energetic girl. She's generally optimistic and very friendly. She's always eager to try new things as long as it's not her fulltime job of being a magical girl.
As soon as her magical girl duties are brought into the picture, her demeanor changes. She checks out, and often looks for the quickest solution to solve the issue. No flashy transformations and special moves here. She's good with a metal baseball bat or a rocket launcher.
All Aika wants is to live a normal life, make friends and go to school. Unfortunately, like every main protagonist, trouble manages to follow her wherever she goes.
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NAME: Zira (she/they) AGE: 16 Love Interest Best Friend CV: Bennett Abara
BIO:
Zira is everything Aika wants to be. Painfully average, under the radar and a self proclaimed loser.
She's a smart girl but has a hard time applying herself. Instead of paying attention in school, and doing extracurriculars, Zira would much rather be reading her favorite magical girl manga "Moon Sailor".
After Aika forces her friendship upon them, Zira now has to tag along on all of Aika's escapades and experiences new things. Ew. However, they admire Aika deeply and admire her even more after Aika's magical secret comes to light.
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NAME: Hoshi (any/they/them) AGE: unknown Magical Sidekick CV: Christine Marie Cabanos
BIO:
Hoshi is a magical star being sent to Earth to find the chosen one. They made a great choice with Aika, as she's amazing at her job. The only issue is she hates it and is often trying to dodge responsibilities (and Hoshi).
When Aika first started, and still had her heart in it, Hoshi was definitely more neurotic and acted as your typical mentor/magical sidekick. But over time, they gave up on trying to tell Aika what to do and also became a little more apathetic. Aika was getting the job done at least, so what's the problem?
Hoshi still has to make sure Aika doesn't completely give up on being the Star Guardian: Guardian of the Stars, which Aika finds annoying.
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NAME: Eclipse (he/him) AGE: 15 Minor Antagonist CV: Aleks Le
BIO:Eclipse is a flamboyant and theatrical individual whose showmanship is out of this world. He refers to himself as
"Eclipse: Servant of Darkness".
He was a D-list antagonist that Aika and her team would fight on occasion. Mostly just saving citizens from him being a nuisance. Eclipse has deluded himself into thinking that he's Aika's rival, main antagonist and love interest. Their love is simply forbidden as he's chosen the path of darkness and her, the light.
After Aika ran away, he managed to find her again. However this time he actually has powers??? Where did those come from? It's as if he's made a deal with darkness itself.
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NAME: Lady DeVoid (she/her) AGE: Old Main Antagonist/Big Bad CV: Shara Kirby
BIO: Lady DeVoid is darkness itself. She's a mysterious being with an incomprehensible amount of power. Power that is currently weakened and that she actually has no idea how to use. She can't seem to remember for some reason...
All she knows is that a long time ago she was defeated and banished by a Star Guardian and that she now wants revenge. The only power she has at her disposal is creating particles of darkness that she can use to possess animate or inanimate objects to create monsters. She prefers others do her dirty work.
She enlists the help of Eclipse to spread these particles with the hopes that it'll eventually destroy the Star Guardian.
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NAME: Miss (she/her) AGE: 39 Side Character CV: Michele Knotz
BIO:
Miss is Aika and Zira's very tired teacher. Looking at her, you might assume she hates her job, but it's quite the opposite. She pours everything into her work and into her students, leaving very little time for her personal life.
She's recently started trying to get it together (after her ex-wife left her) but is still struggling to find that work-life balance.
Prior to Aika enrolling, Miss was Zira's only friend at school and, though she'd never admit it, Zira's probably the closest thing she has to a friend also (oof). She's subsequently become a secret Moon Sailor fan too.
#i don't want to be a magical girl#idwtbamg#updated bios a little and added the cvs#also miss has a bio now!#aika#zira#hoshi#eclipse#lady devoid#miss
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