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carsickcrow · 2 months ago

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the future is really freaking me out i don’t know how i’m supposed to be in college in a year that’s so freaking scary. but! thinking about the concept of riding the bus or other form of public transportation. 👍 i can’t drive nor have i made any effort to learn how to and i am turning 18 in. 4 months and 10 days. so. y’know. i gotta love walking and buses and the like. and i do i think (i can listen to my music :). )

#remy rambles #there’s actually a bus stop near my house that goes to the city i should try to take that bus sometime to see if i can Survive basic tasks #the fact that my peers have cars and jobs and future prospects is insane to me #i had 1 job for six months and then i got so so stressed out i had to quit #not cause of the job really because of school..but i can’t quit school!#man..i don’t like growing up. but at the same time i’m desperate to do it. like. i can’t keep being a teenager for much longer i am #at my limit with that. but i just need like. a several months long training on how to be An Actual Human Being before they just #put me out in to the Real World #they can’t just do that!#who is they. what am i saying.#i just want to go to art school and hang out but i don’t want to move away and i don’t want to stay here and i don’t want to pay for school #and i don’t want to get a job and i don’t want to meet new people and i do want to meet new people but i don’t want to leave the few people #i’ve managed to find.#every time i try to bring this up with my parents i almost start crying and they tell me we’ll talk about it Later but we’re #running out of later! i would appreciate some help!#ANYWAY i love thumbs up emoji 👍👍 thumbs up

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