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seattlesellie · 2 years ago

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hi angelll 🦋 I was wondering if you could write something about ellie having a dacryphilia kink, if not that’s okay I know it’s a little bit out there 🩵

not out there at all bb <3

ellie fucking loves in when you cry.

warnings: darcyphilia, public sex

fucking titanic. so cheesy, too.

little muffled soft sobs were escaping your mouth. sometimes watching a film in the theater made it feel… well, real. eyes locked on the screen, you couldnt help but feel pain. why did it have to happen to them? and that little old couple holding hands? and oh god - jack and rose were on that fucking door now too? youve watched that shit about a million times already, and it never failed to make you act like this. is the salty taste on your tongue from the buttery popcorn or from your flood of tears?

“mmph” you scrunched your nose, sniffling, trying to hold the snot inside.

and then there was ellie. munching on that popcorn, eyes focused on the screen, caressing your thigh, comforting you. did she just - hold in a giggle?

“s’not- not funny” you sniffled, josteled her, making her head bob.

“know its not, babe- just, so cute” she whispered, her lip curling into a sly smile. “so cute, youre so cute” she while smiling, and shoved another popcorn in her mouth.

“how are you not crying?!” you blurted out, utterly flabbergasted. how was she so calm about this? you could feel your own body trembling, tears clinging to your cheeks like pesky little irritants, and she didn't seem remotely fazed? It's rose and jack, for christs sake! theyre destined for a tragic end! not to mention the sinking ship, the countless lives at stake, and, oh my god, what if there were innocent animals aboard? what if there's a helpless puppy trapped in that chaos? that thought alone is just...

you let out a loud sob. what if?!

“shh… shh… gonna get us kicked out” she cooed, gently brushing away yet another warm tear from your cheek.

you turned your gaze back to the screen, desperately attempting to swallow the lump lodged in your throat. “els- cant not cry” you whimpered, followed by a sniffle and another plaintive whine.

ellie didnt turn her head back, however. ellie was staring at you, squinting her brows. ellie was supposed to watch the movie. but ellie had a different one playing in her head.

the way you uttered her name, a soft, pleading whine, oh… the way that sweet voice made her feel. your words spun her mind in dizzying circles.. “els… too tight” sniffle. she almost heard it echoing in her head. “hurting me, els” oh god. “s’too much ellie…” shit. she felt like she was writing a script. jack and rose didnt have shit on her.

she gulped. you didnt notice.

her left hand reached out to caress the dampness you had left upon her shoulder. she lightly pinched the fabric, witnessing a small droplet of moisture emerge, wetting her fingertip.

she was sick.

she shifted in her sit, slid off it slightly, and started shaking her leg.

focus on the movie, ellie. theres people around.

it was suddenly too hot, and her heart was beating too fast. why did she… like this? why did those tears, why did those whines… why were her boxers feeling tighter on her body?

she cleared her throat silently. eyes on the screen, ellie.

“hug me ellie” you whined.

can you stop fucking whining?

“of course” she whispered, and shifted to get closer. she wiped a tear from your eye. she wasnt laughing now. “put your head on my chest” she commanded. stay close right there, right there.

your tears continued to flow unabated. a wet patch had formed on her white tank top, marking the spot where your emotions had spilled over. one of your tears trickled down her chest, forging a path akin to a meandering river.

she felt like scratching herself. like slapping herself in the face. she listened to your soft breaths, and occasional sniffs.

she wondered if she could make you cry like that. wondered if youd sniff like that, if youd whine like that, when she was buried deep inside. could she circle your little clit with her thumb? and then could she wipe that tear off your cheek - with that same finger?

she gulped again. it was way too uncomfortable now, and why did you have to wear that top? why did you have to bring her here? why did your whines sound so cute, and why did she need to touch you right now and be the only reason for your tears?

fuck rose and jack. and fuck that ship.

her hand was still resting on your thigh. but it was moving now, ever so slightly, caressing it. she wanted to push it, push your buttons. she traced little circles on your thigh, and pretended to watch the flick playing on the screen.

her hand climbed futher up, and she was observing you intently from the corner of her eye.

your breath hitched up. “tickles” you murmured, in between sniffles.

“sorry” she whispered. she wasnt.

“you really are cute, though” she smirked.

every time she talked - its like you missed a scene. what if jack just died? what it he died and then your girlfriend called you cute and now you missed it?

“watch the movie, ellie” you warned.

like you could ever fucking warn her.

“m’watching it” she responded. “watching the movie.” if you were the movie you referred to, yeah, she was watching.

she planted a little kiss on your cheek. the old man sitting besides you sniffed. oh man, was he crying? the thought triggered yet another tear to cascade down your face. it felt as if someone had left a faucet running, the tears flowing without restraint.

her hand was caressing higher on your thigh now, and she squished the fat on the side. it almost hurt. ellie was wheezing now, she tried to hold her breath, but she couldnt.

she cupped your cunt, without warning.

shit.

her gaze adverted to the people sitting on the sits next to you. she was checking if theyd notice if she fucked you with her fingers right now.

the sudden contact made you jump. her hand was so warm, and it somehow managed to press right on your clit, and it tickled, but it felt so so good… but jack- but oh, ellie.

“what are you doing?” you whispered frantically. the lady sitting next to you cleared her throat. you didnt really whisper, apparently.

“i told you… youre cute” ellie whispered into your ear, her warm breath gently caressing your skin.

“and i like it when you cry”

oh.

you didnt respond. was the movie still rolling? your cheeks were still wet. your breathing got heavier.

she caressed your cunt through your jeans, and crossed her legs. she needed her own type of friction, too. her index finger went up and down the hem of the jeans located right on your clit. she was teasing it, pressing slightly. you spread your legs, involuntarily, almost. you looked at her with this look, it was filled with doubt, but god did you look needy, and pathetic, eyes glistening and cheeks burning. it drove her crazy.

“dont look at me, look at the screen” she commanded, brought her hand to your chin, pinched it and forced your face to shift towards the screen again. you tried to, tried to fixate on the moving characters, but fuck - it felt too good, and you needed more.

“gonna fuck you right here, gonna give you a real reason to cry, yeah?” she whispered, and you shivered. her pupils were blown out. for all she knew the movie was over and the credits rolled up. for all she knew a mall cop was standing right in front of you, she didnt really give a fuck.

“mm- yeah?” you whimpered, and slapped your hand on your mouth. fuck, you needed to stay quiet. this could definitely put you on a list.

ellie took the popcorn container and placed it on your crotch.

“shut up” she whispered in your ear, making you moan a string of curse words.

she shifted her eyes towards the screen, and pretended to watch.

her hand skillfully opened the button of your jeans, and fuck, you were shaking.

she played with the band of your panties with her veiny hand, gave it a twist and started pulling it up. it was grazing over your clit so good. you held back a moan, eyes rolling back.

your heart was beating so fast. what if people saw? what if-

ellie let go of your panties, and slid her hand right in. god, you were soaking, and you didnt even notice. she chuckled. shed give you shit for it later. “how are you always so wet for me?” its like you could read her thoughts.

her middle finger played with your sleek, brushing it up and down so slowly. she wanted to fucking taste it. pull your pants down, and start licking your pussy in front of everyone, giving them a real good fucking show. your mind went blank. ellie, ellie, ellie. that was the name of the movie playing now.

she bit her knuckle. she fucking loved teasing you, but fuck did she need to put a finger in, fuck- did she need to feel how tight you swallow it in, how your hole just clenches, how it owns her, holding her locked inside.

she wanted to - but she couldnt. make her cry.

her finger merely grazed your tight hole, teasing it. she wouldnt go inside, absolutely not. she caressed it up and down, and side to side, and then almost, almost let it slip inside, but pulled back. your mouth was watering, you wanted to chase that climax - you felt like you could come right then and there, just from knowing, just from feeling her hand on your cunt. the noise that came out was disgusting, her hand was covered in your sweet juices, creating obscene squelching sounds.

you whimpered in your sit, and tried pushing your hips forward. if she didnt put it inside, you needed to feel at least something on your clit. she was purposely avoiding it. its like you were cockwarming her hand. “m’god” you gulped.

“yeah?” she whispered into your ear and cupped your cunt again, and you turned your needy gaze to her for just a second. her eyes were closed and her eyebrows were squinting, you could hear her heavy unsteady breaths.

you whimpered, and bit your lips so hard they bled slightly. keep fucking quiet, she told you to shut up.

with her hand cupping your cunt, she began moving it up and down, grabbing your entire pussy with her hand. the popcorn container moved with it, bobbing up and down. fuck, thank god its dark.

she gave your clit a pinch, and it fucking hurt, but it felt so good, sending small jolts of pleasure to your body. she wouldnt let it go, just pinched it, and then released, and pinched it again. you needed to cum so bad, you almost cried. “m’ellie… ellie” you whispered while moaning her name, chanting it like a prayer. almost there, almost exploded all over her warm hand,

its like she read your mind. “dont cum” she whispered in your ear, making you let out a muffled moan.

you nodded your head frantically, trying to swallow the moans threatening to leave your mouth.

a tear formed in your eye. you needed it so bad.

she formed circles with her cupped hand again. you could feel everything. you took your sweater covered hand and bit it down.

she was panting in her sit.

“thats it” she whispered in your ear, and pinched your pussy lips together, so swollen, so pathetic.

the hot tear came down so fast, dropping on your cheek, and then sledding down on your neck, on your chest now.

“cry about it” she commanded, whispering in your ear, trying to hold back her own sounds of pleasure.

so you did.

#anon 🎀#ellie williams #ellie x reader #ellie williams smut #ellie williams x you #ellie williams fanfiction #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams blurb #wlw

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muneca-lemon-steppa · 1 year ago

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ANGELLL!!! I AM OBSESSED W YOUR ALFIE FICS. I loved your 'A brother for Cyril' fic and I wanted to ask if you'd consider a kinda 'sequel' of Alfie and his wife introducing the two dogs and Alfie thinking they'll hate each other only for them to actually become the perfect dog siblings?! Please don't feel bad if you need to decline, I'm just throwing random ideas at the wall as I saw you were seeking some. sending you lots of love always and thank you for the work you do ❤️

Anon!!! Hi friend ah this was so so sweet!!!! Thank you for sending this in this was literally such a kind message I feel so blessed!!! I hope you enjoy this story, I took it a little further than I anticipated, but I hope it satisfies 💕💕💕 sending my love! - Mo

A Brother for Cyril: Part 2

Alfie Solomons x Wife!Reader

Warnings: language, mentioning pregnancy

One thing is for certain... Alfie could never deny you anything.

To someone on the outside of your relationship, it would looked as though you were irreperably spoiled. Alfie absolutely doted on you... in his own way. It didn't make sense to those on the outside. One moment you two were fighting as if your lives depended on it, hollering and shouting obscenities, arguing about the best way to handle something. The next moment he had you in his lap, chuckling into your neck, 'begging' for forgiveness with kisses and whispered promises, "Oh treacle don't be cross with me now! Give a kiss yeah? You can't be mad at your husband forever!"

And you couldn't. You could never be truly cross with Alfie. Even when you were fighting, it wasn't truly directed at him. It was just your passions overflowing and exploding, ignited by his own stubborness. And God did you love setting each other off. For the making up was so sweet.

Alfie loved spoiling you. He loved giving you things. A sweet treat from the bakery. Delicate earrings and necklaces from his jewelry shop, engraved with his initials. A bouquet accompanied with a sonnet of his own composition. Alfie loved to dote on you endlessly, and loved to give you any type of happiness.

But this was a rat dog.

Alfie could not believe that he was actually stuck with this piece of lint. And was even more in shock that not only was he stuck with it, but you loved the piece of fur. Alfie was struggling to keep the scoffs at bay, as he watched you coo and caress the puppy, as it gave small kisses to your fingers. “Oh Alfie I’m so happy we’re going to have another dog. We really did need another puppy.”

He prayed you didn’t see the rolling of his eyes. This wasn’t a dog. Cyril, now that was a dog!! This ball of fur was pathetic! Cyril was big and strong, and was good at things! Like guarding the house and playing fetch and roughhousing on the floor. And Cyril just looked impressive! What would people think if they saw this piece of dust walking on the end of a lead held by him? Could it even walk? It was being cradled like a human baby the entire time. It was tiny… what if Cyril ate it? Alfie placed a heavy hand on your shoulder, “Now darling, don’t be shocked if Cyril and…”

“Barty.”, you reminded him.

“Yes right Barty, if they don’t get along. Cyril is a man’s dog. He probably won’t want to fraternize with the likes of Barty.”

You couldn’t help but laugh at your husband, “Fraternize? Alfie, Cyril is a dog. I don’t think he’s overly concerned with social standings in the dog park.”

“Well dear see that’s where you’re mistaken. Me and Cyril yeah we talk. Man to man. And I’m not sure little Barty here will be able to keep up. He seems a little delicate.”

“Alfie you’re not even giving him a chance!! He is just a baby!”

You held up Barty to look into Alfie’s eyes, “Look at his face darling!! He can fit in! Cyril and him are going to get along perfectly!! He just needs your love and acceptance!”

Alfie stared into the barely open eyes of the puppy, and just squinted, as if trying to measure the baby’s spirit. You moved Barty closer to Alfie, being nearly nose to nose, neither Alfie nor Barty blinking. And then Barty licked Alfie’s nose with a yip.

“OH LORD! BARTY!” Alfie lurched back, spluttering and rubbing the minimum slobber off his nose. You just cackled in your seat at your ridiculous husband. The mad baker of Camden upset by some dog slobber! “Alfie! It’s just a kiss! And Cyril’s slobber is much worse!!! You don’t care when it gets on you! You don’t mind his kisses!”

“Well first off Cyril does not kiss! Cyril snarls! And Barty and I just met! Where does he get off kissing already!”

You couldn’t stop laughing and teasing your dear husband. He was such a secret to the outside. To everyone else, he is ferocious and unfeeling. Absolutely mad and vicious. But your Alfie… your Alfie had such a different side to him. You weren’t naive. You knew what this life entailed. Hell, you were his secretary before you were his wife. You knew what Alfie was, and knew what it took. But you weren’t afraid of him. Alfie wasn’t just the King of Camden. He was an animal. But he was also tender and artistic. He bellowed and roared and tore through men like nothing. But he also whispered his undying love for you every night, and pressed hot kisses to each of your fingers every morning. Alfie was everything. And that’s what people missed. And it’s what you cherished. That you got to hold the Mad Baker and Alfie Solomons in one.

When you got to the house, Alfie waved to Ollie goodbye, and guided you through the door, hand firmly on your waist. As soon as he opened the door to your home, the pounding sounds of massive paws fill your ears. Cyril makes a bee line to his father, and immediately starts pushing his head against Alfie’s stomach, “Hello my boy! My Cyril!! You miss your papa and mum yeah? You’re so good, you watched the house for me yeah?”

Cyril’s sweet face broke out in a large smile, panting and leaning in to Alfie’s touch. After giving all the love his boy needed, Alfie finally straightened, preparing to witness what may be a bloodbath. “Alright Cyril sit my boy sit. We have brought you something.”

Alfie motioned for you to hold out Barty, “Cyril my boy, mummy and papa have decided that you need a brother. This here is Barty, and you’re going to teach him how to be a real dog.”

“Alfie!”

“Well he’s not a dog darling! Go on put the little runt on the ground, let Cyril sniff him out.”

You gently put Barty on the ground near Cyril’s front paws. You stand back up, shifting closer to Alfie, waiting for what was to come.

Barty managed to pull himself onto his tiny paws, sniffing the air around Cyril. Cyril’s head went to the side, as if trying to understand what was just put in front of him. He leaned all the way down sniffing Barty for a long time and then… gave him the biggest kiss Alfie had ever seen.

Cyril began to bark, and bounce around with all his young dog energy. Barty began yipping excitedly hopping around Cyril’s feet. “Barty! Are you so excited to meet your big brother?” You we’re so excited, so happy that the dogs were getting along, and Barty had been accepted into the Solomons pack.

After dinner, you and Alfie took your tea in the parlor, nestled together, enjoying each others presence and the radio playing softly. Cyril and Barty were snoring together close to the fireplace. Barty was snuggled right against Cyril’s stomach, legs kicking ever so often, lost in a dream.

“I cannot believe this… Cyril has gone soft.”

From your place on Alfie’s chest you swat him, “Leave them alone. It’s sweet.”

“He romped. He’s never romped before.”

“Well you did tell him to teach Barty how to be a dog. He’s just being a good big brother. I saw him trying to play tug of war with him. It was very sweet.”

Alfie just grunted, staring off into space. Until he hummed out, “Sweet heart?”

“Yes darling?”

“Would you ever want… human puppies?”

You sat up straight, “… do you mean babies?”

“Nevermind it was stupid.”

You laughed loudly, grabbing his shoulders for him to face you, “No you stubborn man! It’s not stupid, I just have never heard someone say 'human puppies'."

He just mumbled to himself, as he typically does, but still grabbed your wrist, pressing a kiss to the inside of your palm. Meeting your eyes you feel those butterflies in your stomach that still haven’t left after all of these years, he presses you “Well?”

You sigh, smiling softly, thinking and considering as your fingers comb through his hair, “Hmmmm I’ve thought about it. Had dreams about it. I’ve always wanted a big family, just like how I grew up. I’ve thought about you holding and playing with the children. Absolutely spoiling them with your affection. Teaching them. Being the man that I know you are. I just didn’t think you wanted kids.”

Alfie leaned into your touch, still holding your hand, “I just didn’t think I’d have the chance. You know… to have a family. Thought I was getting too old. Then here you come… crashing in my bachelor life. And now… I just keep thinking about it.”

You leaned in, heart glowing at his vulnerability. You knew it was sometimes hard for him to discuss those deep feelings, it made him feel exposed. But the fact that he still opened up like that to you, it spoke to the volumes of trust between the two of you. Pressing a soft kiss to his lips you whisper, “If you want children Mr. Solomons, let’s have them.”

You think you see a small glitter of a tear threaten to show itself in his eyes, before he says, “Cyril could teach them how to be dogs too.”

The rest of the evening flows in laughter and kisses. As you dream with him about what the future holds, Cyril admires from his place on the floor, keeping his new little brother safe, and thinking about the new siblings sure to come.

#alfie solomons #alfie solomons x reader #alfie solomons x y/n #alfie solomons x you #alfie solomons fanfic #peaky blinders #peaky blinder fanfic

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rodolfoparras · 6 months ago

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ANGELLLS god your wolverine drabbles HAVE GIVEN ME HE POWER TO LIVEEE in the fits ot my depression cuz IaAAAAAA (insert meme where I screamed till glass breaks)

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SUGAR BEE I’m so glad you enjoyed it!! Tbh it was my second time writing smut from the characters pov so I def can do better but I’m happy with this one bc I worked through a cold and got it out in a timely manner 🫶🏻 thank you so much for enjoying it for reading it and for leaving such a sweet message little peach 🫶🏻

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giddyfatherchris · 11 months ago

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IM BACK >:) but this time is simply I.N, i seen fluff with him in it and i beg of just some random I.N fluff, maybe some spice in there too👀 like just some random messages with him, really cute and sweet, you know? i just love him<3

my angelll <33 thank you for this request

im sorry this took so long, but i hope it’ll make your little heart happy

here it is, enjoy sweets

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biggestcharleskinnie · 2 months ago

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jakeyp · 3 years ago

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Um could I maybe ... idk ... get a love letter ???

🥺🥺🥺 🧡🧡🧡

Thank you angelll you're so cool congrats on 1K !!!

yesss zeph i love you so much 🥺 you're one of the people i talk to the most in here and i always enjoy it and also your talent?? you're the best artist in the world, no kidding!! i'm a little bit jealous. also you're very creative and your drawings are breathtaking!! not to mention how nice and sweet you are, you're my source of serotonin bestie, i love you so so much 🥰💖

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notyobabygirl · 4 years ago

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hey liz 💖 things have been really hard between me and my boyfriend in the last 2-3 months and at this point idk if things are gonna get any better. like obviously i want them to because he’s like my best friend and we’ve been dating for a year now and i can’t picture life without him but at the same time is it normal for things to be bad for this long? i feel like we’ve been so unhappy for a little too long and it’s really starting to affect us. before i think we both were thinking this would pass on its own and we were pretending we were happy but now you can tell we’re both exhausted of the constant fighting and uncertainties. we literally get in the dumbest fights, we both have been very back and forth about what we want, we’ve both said we’re unhappy but we want to fix things we just don’t know how. i’ve also been overthinking a lot recently and my trust issues are at an all time high rn and that causes a lot of problems between us too. i don’t think we’re gonna break up anytime soon (hopefully) but i just don’t know how to fix things or work on my own trust issues. he’s also the type where i’ll get on his case about things and at first he’ll be sweet and try to help me and explain himself, but he gets to a point where if i stay stuck on issues and continue to get worked up about them he’ll get worn out and act super nonchalant which to me looks like he doesn’t care. like our issues aren’t that deep or serious but i have such bad trust issues and he has a hard time dealing with it so it feels like we’re going in circles now and we’re both so tired of it. i just want us to be happy again like that’s all i could ever ask for but my own mind fucks it up and the way he reacts to me sometimes fucks it up. idk what i’m exactly asking here i just needed to vent and i want your opinion on it. like i know you dated a guy for a few years and your relationship wasn’t the healthiest and was on and off... were you guys ever bad for this amount of time or this confused what to do? like do you think it’s possible for us to get over this rough patch or no? thanks bby!

hi angelll 💖 im going to be completely honest with you here and tell you that 2-3 months is kinda a long time to be in a rough patch with your boyfriend. im not saying that its done and its not fixable because it can be totally fixable. you both just need to put in effort and solve what is happening. that means having deep talks and working out your trust issues and talking about what can help it. trust is so important in a relationship and without it you really can't have a healthy relationship. I go back and forth with suggesting taking a break because on side im like taking a break and not talking can make you guys realize how much you both mean to each other and how badly you wanna fix it. but then the other side of me is like you guys just need to communicate and work it out. so you can think about that and decide on what you think would help your relationship best. either way I think having a very very serious conversation will help. talk to him and give me updates, love u

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flowinds-archive · 5 years ago

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⭐️ omg im so super late with this but UR ANGELLL!!!!!!!!! that’s it that’s the reason!!! but also.. i can Not even explain how u light up my day every time u tag me in things n drop by my inbox angel gabs hdhshsj and ur aes posts r always so calming and soft and also ur photography !!! that one moon mb.. i still think abt her....... 🤒🤕😭 tl;dr i wuv u a lot and ur Undoubtedly 1 of my top tier fav mutuals ever mwah 🥺💓💓💋💓💘💘💓

alright first of all u have to be the sweetest baby out there like im not joking rn abt to hand u my heart....URE AN ANGEL DONT WVEN GET ME STARTED please the feelings mutual like it makes me so happy when i see u tagged me in stuff🥺🥺 it rly takes so little to make me smile like a fool but im super glad u do youve no idea🥺💘💗💞 ahhhhh youre so sweet pls im gna think of u whenever i see that mb now Also i might make another one just for u but shhhh🤫 lov u sm youre one of my absolute faves too but no one surprised ! 💘💞💗💓💖

#u rly made my day w this message u dont even know #ily🥺💘💞💗#babie manasa🌙#mail

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the-acid-pear · 1 year ago

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Back at it again at Krispy Kreme

Mary is so pretty btw I feel tbe need to say so. Also I liked how Stede was as unhappy about this at her usually these stories are like yeah the girl hates it.

I like how Blackbeard and his crew is as silly as Stede and his

"they got a bird guy" I love that that's a thing also Buttons my dear we're gonna crash da ship again if you come fangirl for blackbeard w the rest again

Fang is so fucking hot btw GOD

Their height difference 💥

I DIDN'T REMEMBER BUTTONS SPEAKING SPANISH I love these blonde bitches

Actually I originally thought it was a throwaway gag but Swede asking Jim if he can take the name makes a shit ton of sense bc he doesn't have a name he's the swede and that's it !

Black Pete getting hit is So funny to me esp bc it's getting increasingly softer

I just love Swede sm he's so sweet. "Makes sense, always like Jim 🥺".

This show us so good Izzy is gonna have a stroke

Izzy I remember now why we all were insane about you you're something fucking else.

Ohhh and they were also eating marmalade when they fucked :') so glad I rewatched this show

Ed was such a bitch for this honestly Izzy deserves a better man SHAKING MY FUCKING HEAD.

Ivan's tits....

I think I dislike this episode the dinning w the rich part is just so uncomfortable

Oh the daddy scene . Amen.

This rewatch making me LOVE Frenchie he's fucking amaizing

C'est Business

HIS FUCKING REACTION IZZY ILY

Oohuuhwfjfmf I hate this episode smmmm

Izzy is gonna suffer a stroke fr this stress can't be good

ALRIGHT EPISODE 6 I'M READY TO SEE MY ANGEL SHINE

Ed Kramer etc I had to make the joke

Me and who tho. Izzy is gonna die also I love you Mr Hands

This show's CGI is so good, better than in any show I've seen

I missed you Buttons 🥹

SWEDE NOOO WNEJSKRVTNRE 😭😭😭

Kill him Izzy.

Izzy "I'll kill for you please ask me to kill for you" Hands

Stede dies in all the dogs go to heaven 2

Oh my god Stede invented what's the fucking name elevated horror good god

Why is he hiding behind the curtain like thar

Damn Stede's tits look fire in this episode

I just realized The Swede is only shown now bc like Frenchie just came up w it god babygirl what's your real name 😭

Swede's hair in this bit is so gorgeous. So femme

OUR LITTLE NORDIC ANGEL‼️ MY BEAUTIFUL SIREN‼️‼️‼️

Da ptsd . . . Just like a littol kid ��

3 fucking in a sentence worse than me.

My beloveds...

SWEDE'S REACTION TO THE STABBING IS SO CUTE LITERALLY 🫢

HIS CREW LOVE HIM SM MAN QAUHGHGF 🥺🥺🥺💞

Alright almost there we're checking at least Ep1 S2 today.....

My poor angelll 😭😭😭

SWEDE DIDN'T DESERVE THIS EMRJKFNTHT 😭😭😭

I love that he asked Jim for help they're besties your honor . . .

"it's like nourishment for them" not enough enrichment in his enclosure 🙏

I like how she respects Jim's pronouns but still deadnames them 💀

God those palm like spiky plants are hell I cut my arms more than once w those they're wicked beasts

I think I'm very autistic gentlemen I cannot pick up on "passive aggressiveness" or "sarcasm" unless very obvious

His captains are fucking 🙏

Lucius snapping made me tear up

I actually need to stop for now but that's alright I'll finish it this evening 👍 which is in 2 hours maybe

Rewatch liveblog. On a single post. Because we already did this once. Ok?

I forgot how silly this show was I also forgot how Buttons sounded somehow. Also why is Swede hanging up there come down baby

I feel like I dislike Stede more than I originally did

Buttons king I cannot catch a word you're saying ❤️

How much did I change in a year?

Buttons I fucking Adore you so much holy shit

God his silly ahh wig on the dinner table, obsessed

Also Swede standing up still holding the tea cup confused... Autism icon. To me.

Wait was that Buttons help god am I still unable to tell my babygirls apart after all this time???? 😭

Based Jim.

This IS the pilot but I love how much attention Swede got around this time and ASLO how tough he was

BUTTONS CRINGEFAIL MOMENT ❤️

Hungry bitch ily

Swede was even excited about torturing hostages amaizing

HE'S GETTING BEATEN BY WEE JOHN these men are incredible

Mirá como se agrandó el ladope

BUTTONS YOU'RE AN AUTISM ICON TO ME TOO.

I forgot Jim uses male pronouns in Spanish even before formerly coming out that's really cool

Wait how does Buttons know about Nessie? 😭

I actually adore Black Pete

I'mlisinin

Wouldn't it be hilarious if this show actually had a downer ending w everyone dead?

Lucius is so me

Oh this episode is so boring

I heard there's a bloke who for one quid more plays w your balls or whatever the post said

"well, not terribly successful ones" that's so fucking funny still

I should get attached to Jackie fast too she's soon to be my gf in law

Not too hard q how hot she is

He growled ❤️

Oh Izzy is so.

Jackie making me legs go cold !

I forgot Jim kissed Lucius

Jim doesn't even look feminine idk why they're instantly like ah she's a woman! Like they look like some bloke idk. Like imagine Lucius shaved his sideburns and they were like LUCIUS IS A WOMAN?? like it's the same to me.

Rip Stede btw idc lol

Never really cared about Ed appearing but let's just roll w it.

I'll finish this show tomorrow for sure

#luly talks #ofmd liveblog

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teddybeartoji · 2 months ago

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MICKEY MICKEY HIIIIIIII!!!! i want to ask about soooooo many of your selfships so i dont know where to start..

BUT I THINK FOR NOW orchid + ladybug for mizai!!! and polaroid for mikuna + miji (OR MIJIKUNA IF YOU WANT) !!!!! pretty please i want to hear about your favourite photo with the scrunkly bad at tech old men <333

HAI HAI HAIII SCAR MY ANGELLL:3333333333 THESE WERE SOOOOFUCKING GOODDD THEY ALL GOT ME KICKING MY FUCKING FEET OKAY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOIUUUU I'M ALL SAPPY NOWWW EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEHHEHEHE

orchid ৻ꪆ what does your home look like?

MIZAI HOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHHHHH THIS IS SUCH A LOVELY QUESTIONN:((((((((((((( it's a pretty small apartment but to us it's perfect<333333333 we have windows in the bedroom and the kitchen and the living room this is important bc i love natural light okay aaand it's also important that you know that we have a bathtub. overall the place is just very very cozy, we rarely use any of the big lights bc we both fucking hate them lmao he lets me do most of the decorating (well he did move in with ME but yk), all of the posters are smth i picked out all of the trinkets and most of the figurines on the shelves are also smth i picked out but it's not like he doesn't care he just knows how much i like to collect stuff lmao even now too all of my walls are covered in pictures and i have a bunch of legos and stuff so he just lets me do whatever:33333333333

not really home decor but our closet is kind of all mixed up lmao we wear each others clothes a lot and so we just kind of let it all melt together into one big closet instead of two ones hehehhee

ladybug ৻ꪆ if they were to send a bouquet of flowers to your home, what kind of flowers would they send? and what would the notecard say?

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DAZAI SENDING FLOWERS i'm gonna die that's so fucking cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tbh he'd send all types of flowers he likes to see what's new at the flower shop, what new bouquets they have bc he wants to surprise me yk? i'm pretty sure he just Knows all of the meanings of the flowers bc he's him and so he puts a lot of thought into that too<3333333333 oh and the note is rarely anything deep and long, it's mostly just smth like "for my beloved" and it has the most beaaaaaaaaaautiful heart next to it OR . it's just "for my babyboo" or smth hgasdgsadghashgdas he's so stupid sometimes (i love him sm i'm going to explode)

polaroid ৻ꪆ what’s your favorite picture of them? what’s their favorite picture of you?

MIJIKUNAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS THE BEST QUESTION FOR THEMM😭😭😭😭 okok so... i'm between two photos i really can't choose............. the first is one that i took after i came home and found them napping on the couch, legs all tangled up. sukuna was literally DROOLING and toji's shirt was riding up and it just looked so fucking funny and they were in some deep sleep too bc it took them a while to finally wake up and when they did they were so out of it😭😭 they both had these insane fucking pillow lines all over their faces and then they were moaning about their limbs being sore hgasdhgsadhgsagh goddd i love them sm

aaaand then the second one is one we took when we went to a spa together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i took the pic after we had gone and done everything and were already back in our hotel room but we were all wearing these fancy bathrobes and i put a towel on sukuna's head the way ppl who have long hair wear it yk? 😭😭😭 and we all had face masks on and it was so ridiculous but so sweet idk it was our special little moment okay... the pic is literally just a mirror one with me standing between them but i love it i love it sooo so much<33333333

as for their favourites... look they really don't take a lot of pics okayhsadghashgdashgdghsahg and if they do they're all shaky and blurry BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who gives a fuck yk i love shaky blurry pics!!!!!! anyway toji's favourite is the one he managed to take when i was asleep cuddling with shrimy:(((((( i was knocked the fuck out, hand still on the cat bc i just wanted to keep petting him😭😭 aaand toji just happened to find us like that and so he took the pic aand he has that as his homescreen now too:333333333

aaand sukuna's favourite is actually a really cute one too, i wanted him to take a quick pic of me so i could send it to my friend but he ended up saving it for himself too hehehe it's me posing with a cup of hot cocoa at this lovely little cafe that's not too far from our place:3333333333 i asked him why that's his favourite one and he said that it's bc i look so biteable btw????????? that i look like a marshmellow?????????????? he's .. weird... i love him:3333333333

selfship asks:3333

#RRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #I LOVE MIZAI I LOVE MIJIKUNA #GODDD THESE REALLY WERE SO FUCKING FUN SCAR #THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUU:333333333333 #EEEEEEEHEHEHHEHEEEE #gonna go to bed dreaming abt old men who are bad at taking pictures ashgdhsadgsahgas #so silly #scar <3 #friends!!#mizai #mijikuna

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ohmahkpop · 8 years ago

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Wings Tour Newark 3/23

This is just a post for myself mainly to remember everything that happened last night!

Can I just say before I begin, that this concert was the best ever. You will seriously not regret going. If you ever have a chance, you must go see BTS live. They really know how to pump up the crowd and leave you with amazing memories.

When we first got to the venue it was around 6-6:30pm. We had seats so we didnt have to worry about standing in line. We got some ridiculously overpriced food at the venue and then since we still had about an hour and a half, we walked around looking at merchandise and taking pictures with the standees!

That was a nice surprise for me, I wasn’t aware they would have them at the Newark Venue so I got really excited. The lines for Jimin and V were the longest, so my sister and I went to our biases Suga and J-Hope first. We also got pictures with Namjoon and Jin!

This was my first kpop concert so it was really cool to see all the fangirls in one place. A lot of people were wearing BTS merch with names on them and it was just so amazing to be around people who love and appreciate the members like you do. Everyone was super sweet! We asked a bunch of people directions on where to go as it was our first time at Prudential Center and everyone was glad to help! I saw a lot of dads and moms in the section that I was sitting which was kinda cool. I kept looking over during performances and almost of all them were pretty amazed at the dancing and all the lights and fanchants hehe :)

Before the concert started they were playing all their music videos and the crowd was so hype lol. At 7:54, blood sweat and tears came on and everyone was like “oh this is the last video! only 6 mins left!!” that was the moment that it kinda hit me like OMG we’re here. they’re here! But the concert ended up starting a couple minutes late which was fine tbh.

Okay the actual concert:

-everything felt so surreal, i kept having to pinch myself and tell myself that it was real

- not today was hypeeee the crowd chanted as loud as we could

- introductions - suga did his thing where he listens to the crowd and everyone went wild lmao, jin did his flying kiss and j-hope, of course, “i’m your hope!!!” “i’m your anGELLL” ugh it was amazing namjoon’s english was spectacular as always!

- dope was soooo much fun! am i wrong and baepsae too the crowd was just loving it. I couldnt help screaming even though I wanted to save my voice for the encore stages lol. THEY ARE SO GOOD LIVE i know this gets said a lot, but honestly, i totally see why they’re known for the dances. EVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECTLY IN SYNC. It was so beautiful to watch. J-hope and Jimin really command the attention while they’re dancing it was sooo nice to see.

- and then solo stages

omg

- begin- the boy can SING AND DANCE holy shit hes so stable live and he hit those moves perfectly like whaa? how can someone be this talented?

- lie was beautiful as always, the blindfold and the part where they lifted jimin was soo cool .

- SUGA. WOW. his voice literalllyyyy resonated through the crowd. The crowd was literally on the edge of the seats just listening, no one was singing along we were just taking in the beautiful story that he was telling us it was so amazing. (also he didn’t finish the song? like either the crowd screamed so loud and he missed the timing for the last part? or he was just so overwhelmed in the moment and didn’t finish? idk

- lost they showed up in the middle stage and wowowowow they’re so beautiful. everyone was singing along and when jin’s part came up everyone screamed so loud

- UGH SAVE ME and I NEED U the crowd was so loud you could hear everything over the music. people were literallyy screaming the words out. “thank you uri ga twejoso”

- REFLECTION KIM NAMJOON - this boy really knows how to command a stage. in the middle “CAN YOU ALL FEEL MY VIBE” and everyone was like YEAAHH during the “i wish i could love myself” newark armys shouted “we love you” like the Brazilian armys, it wasnt planned or anything but everyone did it which was so beautiful

v’s solo was amazing! he hit those high notes perfectly and actually looked more confident as he did it.

MAMA. OMG. THIS WAS PROBABLY MY FAVE PERFORMANCE. WOW. J-HOPE. it was literally an amazing experience, the crowd singing along and his smile omg. he was GLOWING. he really is the sun.

JINS AWAKE- everyone sang along and he hit those notes amazingly too. at the end he just stared into the camera and everyone screamed so loud omg. his moving stage was amazing too.

CYPHEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR HOLY CRAP THIS IS IT. THIS WAS THE PERFORMANCE OF THE NIGHT. EVERYONE GOT SO LIT. PEOPLE WERE JUMPING SCREAMING THE LYRICS IT WAS SO GOOD. SUGA? J-HOPE? THREW WATER AND I DIED

right after that fire, and the crowd was super loud during this part! everyone rapped along with hobi’s “ROOM ROOM” hehe it was so much fun and the dance break wow they were so good

then the medley of all the title songs! I think something might have gone a little astray with the sound because some parts, the drums and the guitars were a little louder than the mics so it was hard to hear their voices, but it was still a lot of fun. no more dream - jungkook held the mic out during his part in the middle about going to the library and he looked so shook when everyone sang it perfectly lol . the transition to danger was flawless and everyone was jumping and having a really good time. BOY IN LUV was really good live but so was everything so im gonna stop saying that now

ugh blood sweat tears - suga let us rap his part in the beginning and it was so much fun, everyone was screaming hella loud and singing along watch the twitter videos it was amazing

ENCORE-----

HUGE PROPS TO THE ARMYS WHO CAME UP WITH AND PLANNED THE RAINBOW PROJECT IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

before they came out everyone put on their colored bags on their lightsticks/phone flashlights and it looked amazing! tbh i didn’t think it was gonna work out that well but it looked breathtaking!

then the boys came out and they looked genuinely surprised and touched at the rainbow! wings they had us sing along with “FLY HIGH” and it was so much fun

2,3. beautiful. spectacular. show-stopping. amazing. everyone sang along and the boys looked really touched.

they talked for a while asking us if we enjoyed the concert and how they were so thankful about selling out. they mentioned the rainbow and how it looked so beautiful. then namjoon thanked everyone for the billboard accomplishments “the glory goes to you guys” which was super sweet of him. he also asked “WILL YOU GUYS STAY WITH BTS TILL THE END” and everyone was like YEEESS and he looked soo proud at that moment omg my poor soul

spring day everyone sang along and omg they looked so beautiful dancing contemporary.

ending - everyone was singing the “ooohwoaah” part from spring day and they bowed. jungkook got an American flag and tied it around his shoulders and was pretending to fly with it lol what a cutie. people threw plushies? soft toys? on the stage and j-hope and v were playing with them. v also took a banner and held it up really high. they were just running around and looked really sad to leave. they made a bunch of hearts and kept waving bye.

WOW. i was soooo happy that i got the chance to go and i know i am blessed to have been able to see them live. it was an amazing experience.

#wow this ended up really long im sorry #best concert ever #nothing will top this #bts #ot7 #wings tour #newark #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #min yoongi #jung hoseok #park jimin #kim taehyung #jung jungkook

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sorisooyaa · 3 years ago

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OMGGGGG ANGELLL!!! I LOVE THIS SOO MUCHHH!!! I CANT BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY WROTE IT!! I'M CRYINGGGGG 😭😭😭😭 AND YOY MADE IT SOOOO MUCH BETTTER!!! I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH AND THE FACT U R WRITING MY SILLY IDEAS IT SOO AMAZING!!!

I FEEL LIKE A CELEBRITY!! 💖💖💖💖😭😭😭😭

And omggg u know me too welllll ahhhhhg!!!!! omggggg!!!! HOW U WROTE ABOUT HER MOTHER COMPLAINING 🤣🤣🤣 OMGGG DID U LIKE IDK WHERE U HERE?!?!? 🤣

Little had she known back at that moment that minding Maglor would be akin to watching a petulant toddler on a perpetual sugar high.

😅😅😅 If I could whack him on the hea I would lol!!! Mags!

So this was the little assistant his brother’s manager had assigned to him, he thought, interest flaring up in his sharp mind; she was truly pretty and probably entirely wasted on an idiot like Maglor.

BIG BROTHER MAEDHROS ENERGYTTT!!!! 😭😭😭😭 I WOULD LOVE TO HVE HIM AS MY BIG BRO 😭😭😭 I COULD EVEN CALL HIM BIG BRO IN MY LANGUAGE (the honorifics too lol)

Due to his own predilections, he could appreciate the rich tone of her skin and the elegant curve of her huge eyes that glistened like wet ink as she stared up at him – undaunted and brave – with a tiny scowl on that soft rose petal mouth; yes, she was definitely a stunning woman and the way her feet moved into a wider stance reminded him of water flowing effortlessly and unstoppably down a ravine.

I- .... 😳😳😳 now now Maedhros, be careful! We don't wanna make Fingon jelly now do we? 😅

“I think he has a good voice, but that music? Torture. He might even be a decent-looking man if he didn’t choose to dress like a clown at a rave party for prepubescent children.”

No offense! I would say this straight to modern Maglor's face (provided Maedhros gives me full courage and promised I won't be fired like lol)

“well, I am telling you now then. Let me think, well, I suppose you’re also spending the night in the hotel? Why don’t you come over to the room,” he checked his key, “389 in an hour or so?”

Oh lol! No offense Mae! That sounds a little scary lol! Having to meet 7 guys alone! I don't wanna met Celegorm lol but I'll do it for Maglor

“One of the brothers, I surmise?” she asked sharply, “In that case, maybe you can find Maglor and ascertain he’s not kidnapped between the venue and the hotel?”

“The pretty one,” he smirked, “who makes all the others look rather plain in comparison. And sure, I’ll wrangle the brat. See you later!”

Again!! Big brother energy!!! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCHHH!!!

“She moves like a dancer,” Maedhros commented later, stretching out his long legs on the pristine sheets while watching his brother towel dry his dark hair haphazardly, “have you ever seen her dance?”

👀👀👀

“No.” Maglor made a face; he was no longer sure if it had been such a good idea to ask his oldest brother for help

Awww Mags! My sweet siren! U r a baby brother deal with it haha!

“I get on her nerves,” he admitted, sadness weaving hollow notes into his beautiful voice, “and I don’t know, for the life of me, what I’ve done to upset her so.”

“As the person who’s babysat you for most of your life,” Maedhros replied with easy grace, “I can tell you: You’re a damn brat. Spoiled, temperamental, and entirely impossible to take seriously.”

Then, after a pause, he added: “Also your music is awful.”

OH THE BURN!! HAHAHAAA !! poor baby Maggy lol!!

“My manager said I had to sell what people want to buy,” Maglor replied sheepishly; he cared about his music, but he knew very little about the machinations of the world. It was too easy by far to sway him by sweet words or fervent pleas and – evidently – he had lost his way on his path to fame and fortune.

🥺🥺🥺 Maglor, plz never let the world destroy ur Beautiful charming voice! ✨️

“Watch and marvel,” Maedhros grinned as he went over to the door of his room, “Nelyo’s still got it. Big Brother extraordinaire, the man, the marvel, the mystery.”

🤣🤣🤣 awww Maedhros!! I LOVE YOUUU!!

I'M SORRY.... TERRIBLE??? EXCUSE ME!?!? THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!! U TOOK MY IDEA AND MADE IT SOOOO MUCHHH BETTTERRRR IT'S BEAUTIFUL!! I'M CRYINGGG I LOVE UUUU😭😭😭😭💞💞💞💜💙💙💜💙💜💙💜💙

He's a 10, but... - Part 1

My darling @sorisooyaa has given me the permission to write one of her HCs/OC ideas...

And God, didn't I run with it? I am sorry...I am so sorry...

So - despite resting and having dinner with my husband - I am able to offer you the first part of this right now 🙈

Words: 1,7k

Characters: Maglor x South Asian OC, Maedhros

Warnings: rude language

“God, I expected so much more from you!”

Ashira rolled her eyes, adjusting the tiny plugs in her ears before they could fall out, and went on folding away the ridiculous stage outfits of the man she was essentially babysitting while her mother screeched her disappointment into the phone.

She, herself, had also at least hoped for something more fulfilling when she had accepted what she had then thought would be her dream job; after over a year of filing documents and getting coffee for pompous executives, she had believed that her day had finally come when her boss had announced to her that he thought her ready to take care of a client – a big, important client at that – on her own.

Little had she known back at that moment that minding Maglor would be akin to watching a petulant toddler on a perpetual sugar high.

“This is not what we paid a fortune in college fees for,” her mother went on pouring bitter poison into her ringing ears; she meant well, Ashira knew that, but she couldn’t help feeling deflated by the disappointment in the woman’s usually so tender voice.

“I am sorry, mother,” she whispered and – as there was nothing more to be said – she ended the phone call and almost dropped her face into the pile of garishly neon shirts she was putting away. What dreams she had once had and what courage she had lost on the way!

“Ugh,” she groaned, “that ridiculous, bratty, insufferable man-child!”

“Is he really that bad?”

She whirled around – shocked beyond words – to find a tall, handsome man leaning against the metal beam of the stage, a broad grin twisting his beautiful face into a work of art. His stunning face – pale and angular – was crowned by a halo of flaming red hair and the curve of his mouth made him appear boyishly cheerful despite the lines of sorrow and pain graven into his fair skin.

“I am sorry,” she stammered again, “I spoke out of turn.”

It would not do to be caught badmouthing her client; if she ever wanted to be promoted to an associate rather than a mere assistant manager, this kind of faux pas was certainly unforgivably careless.

“Not at all,” the man replied quickly, “I want to agree with you, but I’d love to hear your reasons!”

He strode closer now, appreciating the way her dark eyes flashed with intelligence and distrust and how the discreet golden ornaments around her slim ankles and elegant wrists caught the weak beams of the dimmed stage lights.

Dutiful as ever, Maedhros had heeded and followed the imploring call he had received a few days prior and – preceding his other dawdling siblings – had rushed to the remote location of Maglor’s final concert on his tour; the fact that his brother had brought up this girl at least thrice during a 5-minute call had contributed to his haste though and – now that he saw this fairy-tale princess with her unfathomable eyes and velvet skin – he understood everything.

She didn’t seem to like Maglor though and that gave Maedhros pause; if he could, he’d find out how his younger sibling had messed this up already and try to remedy the situation as fast and as thoroughly as possible. Maglor’s happiness was important to him, despite his well-meaning mockery and – as his older brother – Maedhros would do whatever was within his power to support and aid him.

“It’s just…” Ashira started but remembered just in time that it was a bad idea to go blabbing to the first good-looking stranger who came strolling into the backstage area if she truly wanted to carve out a career for herself in the music industry. The waters here were full of sharks and leeches.

“Yes?” the stranger prompted gently, freezing a few paces away into watchful readiness.

With a shrug, she gestured towards the pile of clothes and the cheap trinkets that were passed off as accessories in the elaborate and overly artificial show she had seen one too many times; she was sick and tired of it and couldn’t wait to go back home.

Maybe, she thought, it was time to admit that her parents were right and let go of her dream. She had given it a shot and not made it anywhere, and it hurt to admit that – despite her best efforts – she just wasn’t cut out for it.

“It’s such a waste,” she whispered under her breath, “I think he has a good voice, but that music? Torture. He might even be a decent-looking man if he didn’t choose to dress like a clown at a rave party for prepubescent children.”

To her utter surprise, the stranger threw his head back and guffawed until he had to brace himself against another beam not to topple over.

“I think you are spot-on in your analysis,” he panted, “but – allow me to assure you – Mags has a great voice and he’s probably not even the ugliest of the bunch!”

“The bunch?” Ashira leaned forward subconsciously in her eagerness to find a single nugget of authentic truth about the creature she had lost sight of once more, which she only remembered when she was not interrupted every two seconds.

Fatigue washed through her at the thought of having to chase Maglor through the whole backstage area to make sure that he arrived at the hotel in one piece; she was his jailor, his zookeeper, his nanny, and she resented him for squandering her precious talents on such anodyne tasks.

“Oh, he’s not told you that he has 6 brothers?” the man asked, his brow furrowing slightly, “well, I am telling you now then. Let me think, well, I suppose you’re also spending the night in the hotel? Why don’t you come over to the room,” he checked his key, “389 in an hour or so?”

“That would be highly irregular,” she retorted coldly; her head was spinning with all this new information being dumped on her so suddenly. Maglor had indeed hinted at being one of many boys at home, but she had only ever caught the odd reference here and there without paying it any more heed.

“I just want to make your life – work-life, I promise – a bit easier,” he grinned and then extended his hand, ��I’m Maedhros by the way.”

“One of the brothers, I surmise?” she asked sharply, “In that case, maybe you can find Maglor and ascertain he’s not kidnapped between the venue and the hotel?”

“The pretty one,” he smirked, “who makes all the others look rather plain in comparison. And sure, I’ll wrangle the brat. See you later!”

Whistling a merry tune, he disappeared down a dark corridor and Ashira was left to wonder whether she should accept his invitation or not.

“No.” Maglor made a face; he was no longer sure if it had been such a good idea to ask his oldest brother for help. Having been in a committed relationship with the same man for over a decade, Maedhros was the last person who might have offered any valuable insight into the workings of a young woman’s mind and heart, but he was unfortunately also the first person who came to Maglor’s own mind when he was feeling insecure or upset.

“I get on her nerves,” he admitted, sadness weaving hollow notes into his beautiful voice, “and I don’t know, for the life of me, what I’ve done to upset her so.”

Then, after a pause, he added: “Also your music is awful.”

“Well, thank you brother dearest,” Maglor grunted, “and here I was thinking that you’d come to cheer me up and to assure me that I am not wasting my life.”

Maedhros cocked his head slightly, red locks tumbling artfully over his shoulder, and Maglor rolled his eyes; he had not been blessed with his brother’s gift of looking picture-perfect at all times, but he had thought that his ability to make beauty – to conjure it up by the skill of his fingers and the passion of his heart – would count for something. Now, it seemed that even that blessing had forsaken him.

“Why do you do that? Dress up like a monkey on crack? Let computer programs distort your beautiful voice?” Maedhros then asked gently, sitting up further and waving his brother closer to envelop him in a tight hug as he had always done when either one of them had been upset.

“The others will arrive shortly,” Maedhros informed him carefully, “and we’ll look together into what can be done. I might already have an idea though.”

Before he could go on though, he was interrupted by a short, forceful knock.

“What…”

“Watch and marvel,” Maedhros grinned as he went over to the door of his room, “Nelyo’s still got it. Big Brother extraordinaire, the man, the marvel, the mystery.”

So, my darling baby girl, here is my humble offering.

If you do not find this terrible, I will go on and give you shirtless Maglor, sweet kisses, and a better future for everyone!

Lots of love from me <3

@eunoiaastralwings I tag you too as a thank you for the amazing HC you put out today :D

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