bc i think about this every single day of my life, so should YOU :')
every time this crosses my mind, i go actually feral.
(im not a human anymore i am an untaimed animal in the wild hungry for more kit & ty content)
↳ this was a bit unhinged i'm sorry
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jason thinks he should be dead (sometimes he thinks he IS dead), he's just what crawled out of jason todd's grave but he IS jason todd why cant you see that im still the same person. but im not who i used to be and you have to accept i'm different now but i'm still the same bc i'm still your son and your brother and your friend but i'm not 15 anymore (but i am i never grew up i'm still stuck in that warehouse watching the seconds count down the joker is still laughing and i'm still in pain and broken and bloody and beaten and the warehouse is everything and i'm 15 i'm 15 i'm 15) i'm an adult now i'm not a sweet lil daddy's kid anymore i've grown up (i haven't. do you remember when i played with legoes? when we went to football matches togetehr? when you drove me to school and called me chum and smiled at me gently and put your hand around my shoulder and squeezed? i loved you.) when you look at me all you see is who i used to be, you don't see ME, you just see who i used to be and i can never measure up to that, i can never be as good or kind or gentle or loving as the ghost of me that lives in your brain, but when i look in the mirror my eyes are dead like a fish's and my corpse is still in the ground and i'm not breathing because my insides are decayed and gone but i'm still standing here like a zombie, like a bad dream, like a fraction of who i used to be because i'm dead and i'm 15 and i never grew up but i'm somehow still an adult and how dare you not see me for who i am because i'm still the same but i'm still different but aren't i your son? am i at least still your son? you took me in and you loved me and you cared for me and you were my father my god my everything? i'm still your son. i'm still your son. i'm still your son.
Do you love me? Can you prove you love me? Can you prove i meant anything and can you prove my death was real?
(I love you. Please say it back.)
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Hello to the Buddyfight fandom it's been a hot minute but god do i miss this show and have been making fanart for it in the background so i thought i'd post to tumblr too ^^
I swear every year I end up coming back to this show and wishing that it kept going, that it got rebooted, that i could just erase my memories of this show and just watch it all over again from the beginning to enjoy everything once again from Tasuku's own sense of justice twisting against him to Gao's suffering of PTSD and how heartfelt it was handled.
There's something very special about this show that I haven't been able to find replicated elsewhere. It has the most perfect world to exist (so much so that i'd love to be isekai'd into it if i could!!!) and while i have my own gripes with it (hi S3+) i honestly sometimes wish i could go back to my high school years of watching this show just to relive it all again :'D
Anyways!!! I hope there's still people out there who enjoy this show even ten years later who'll like seeing new funny artwork for it!
I wanna add too that i'm hoping to create a rewrite of FCBF (ft. seasons 1-3 + Ace) or at least create more artwork for my interpretation of it and its world!
Because, sincerely, this show is one of the few that, for all its flaws, hasn't disappointed me in the years that've followed unlike many other things i've seen and i wanna try to keep the spirit of it alive while I can thanks to that. And if there are any fans still in existence who love it, i wanna provide some food while its once again in my orbit because damn do i adore this show <3 <3 <#
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Voyager Year 2 from Janeway’s perspective:
Meet Amelia Earhart without losing any crew
Almost lose Chakotay to Nog but save him
Almost lose the Doctor to Broccoli but save him
Help your manic pixie dream ocampa through puberty cause Voyager’s too sexy
Almost lose Harry Kim to a time stream but he saves himself with Tom
Lose your mind by touching a special distortion ring, everyone’s saved by doing nothing
Send two bickering crew men to a planet to adopt a lizard baby
Get so stressed out you get sent to the Holodeck for some “me time” only to think you’ve lost your whole dang mind
Almost lose Chakotay again, this time with racist vibes
Almost lose everyone to the second Caretaker
Chakotay runs off after Seska and the Kazon, have to save him
Get adopted by a delusional father only for him to die in your arms
Almost lose B’Elanna to a robot race
Try to make friends only for it to blow up in your face
Become a mutant and have 3 salamander babies with your helm officer only for Chakotay and Tuvok to abandon them
A crewman gets murdered, then you almost lose Tuvok to mind melding with the murderer
Order everyone to escape pods cause your chief engineer hijacked a sentient bomb
Put Q on trial only for him to off himself
Your EMH develops more feelings, your helmsman is acting up
Neelix stumbles on your plot with Tuvok and Paris, Chakotay gets jealous
Your ship gets duplicated and you face off with yourself about who gets to blow their Voyager up first
Almost lose Tuvok to some old kids
Almost lose Harry until you literally vanquish fear
Almost lose Tuvok and Neelix to Tuvix and a terrible moral quandary but ultimately — kill Tuvix
Get stranded on planet with Chakotay because you both got bitten with an unresolved sexual tension virus, but the crew disobeys orders and saves you anyway
Try to save Chakotay’s baby only to lose the ship and get the whole crew stranded on a planet
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