#MY FAVORITE GAME WHEN I WAS A CHILD
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WHO THE FUCK IS PLAYING KIRBY AND THE AMAZING MIRROR WITH ME
#MY FAVORITE GAME WHEN I WAS A CHILD#I NEVER ACTUALLY GOT TO PLAY IT WITH ANYONE THOUGH#NOW IS MY CHANCE#PLAY IT WITH ME
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Fe Aspec Week Day 2: Friendship
An indulgent piece for today!!!! :') It's no secret the trio's friendship has always had a really special place in my heart, and I've been grateful for the taste of acceptance and contentment it brought me during (and long after) I played the game. To see them find the most caring and complete friendship in each other was truly inspiring.
Here's to all of us finding the people that make us "never long for companionship throughout the rest of our days" <3
#fe aspec week#fe echoes#fe lukas#fe forsyth#fe python#*silver tree nursery monkey* and me ✨#fe really said 'what if we make extremely aspec coded characters and give them struggles with connecting to others#and then give them The Most Satisfying and (arguably) most memorable friendship of the game#they really have the most wonderful dynamic -- im never going to be tired of seeing art/fic of them together <3333#its chaos but its perfectly complimentary but theyre all opposites but theyre all exactly the same#this piece was HELL but it was WORTH IT LMAOOO#i almost chickened out of doing all the armor but im so glad i didnt.... im so so happy with how it came out ;---;#top ten things that heal my inner child (and by inner child i mean adult me using echoes to get myself through 2020 asdfsadf)#i made a comment about the missing yellow knight when i first played echoes while secretly adding that to my inserts design (since its my#favorite color :)) then a friend tagged one of my posts 'what if the secret yellow knight was us all along' and i was like YES! YES IT IS!!#so my little gift to myself today is that i get to post cringe 😤😤😤
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pmdd has you crying in bed like "and the fact that I cry for like three days every month is another reason why no one will ever love me!!!"
patently ridiculous illness
#pmdd#I had a serious problem with emotional regulation when I was a child#probably because of poorly understood neurodivergence#but I cried about EVERYTHING all the time forever#I felt like literally anything that happened was the worst thing in the entire world#I was a small nervous dog all the time#and I was always convinced that there was this nebulous Awful Consequence that would happen if I wasn't perfect#so like I would lose at a game? cry. favorite movie wasn't on? cry. made a mistake on a test? cry. rules of a game changed? cry. and so on#I wanted to be a good child SO badly#the only time I was ever sent to the principal ever was because I was crying too much and it was disrupting my kindergarten class#and you can... probably guess how I reacted to that#anyway whenever I get these PMDD crying jags now it reminds me of this time when I was little#I came home SOBBING#and my parents were like oh no honey what happened#and I said I was crying because the kids were making fun of me for crying too much :')#it's that same circular logic#sobbing because I have the disease that makes you hate yourself and sob#and then hating myself more because of the sobbing#it's genuinely so fucking dumb#and there is that part of me that's like 'girl just go make a sandwich and calm down'#but you can't really rationalize yourself out of it huh
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the difference that offering a child kindness and compassion can make... one of the kiddos was crying the other morning missing her mom. Sobbing crying. and i talked to her and she wasn't able to say very much from crying so hard but confirmed that she knew her mom was going to be back and it was going to be a good day and it was going to be alright but she was just inconsolable. and we did some good breaths together but she just couldn't get her breathing under control. so for like ten minutes i just had her drink some water and gave her a hug and sat with her while she cried until we were going off to the next activity and she had to go with different counselors. and by then she'd calmed down a little but was still sniffling and obviously upset but the important part is that even though i didn't even get her to stop crying anytime i saw that little girl the rest of that day and now throughout the rest of the Week after just sitting with her and offering some compassion i see her notice me as she goes by and she always looks right at me and smiles and gives me a little wave when i say hi. like we haven't had any other conversations since then but i can see the way that she recognizes me now. i'm not her favorite counselor i haven't spent more than twenty minutes with her tops but that little girl takes the time to seek out my acknowledgement cause i showed that i care about her.... y'know... cause i was gentle with her and that meant something to her... all to say. it doesn't matter if you have extended interactions with kids. it really doesn't. small things can make such a huge impact on children and i really sincerely think it's so important to show them kindness... help them up when they fall. give them a hug. sit with them while they cry. cause even if it doesn't Fix things even if you don't solve the problem or do anything really materially Helpful you will have shown that child that people care about them. and they notice... they remember... they do...
#man. mira won't even speak to me really but i can Tell it's significant to her when i say hi and call her by name#crazy... you have such power as a grownup to make an impression in a kid's life....#and in such small ways too. she's probably not going to remember me after a month or two.#but also one of my kiddos who i've known for a couple years now#his first week of summer camp he was just distraught every time he got dropped off. sobbing crying.#little incoming kindergartener and he was in water games camp and did not want to get wet. poor thing.#and i was the person there when he got dropped off that week and i sat with him and comforted him and got him calmer#and that kiddo is like My child at this point haha i adore him and he says all the time that i'm his favorite counselor#but huge point of it... two full years later... he will still tell Other people that i am his favorite counselor 'because i helped him'#when he was first starting camps. makes a specific point to say it. multiple other counselors have told me that he's said that to them.#so like... man... kids remember.... they really do...#ten thousand little reasons for my little guy to enjoy hanging out with me during summer camps/after school programs#but he specifically remembers that i was someone who took the time to care about him... heartwrenching. every time#anyway#valentine notes
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Just watched a scary movie at the theater and now I'm imagining Foul Legacy holding me to "protect" me (all while Childe is teasing me because I fully admit to being a wimp-)
not gonna lie, i think you and Foul Legacy might be clinging to each other because he also hates being startled
yes, Legacy hugs you tight and lets you bury your face in his fluff- but he also hides in your hair so he doesn't have to watch the screen. whenever there's a loud noise or a jumpscare his fur suddenly poofs up like a startled cat!! he doesn't like watching scary things, yet he can't look away, his crystalline eye wide in anticipation- he always wants to find out how the story concludes, no matter how frightening. but if you're extremely scared, then his own fear dissipates a little, replaced by protectiveness as he hugs you close and purrs reassuringly, the soothing sound helping your jumpiness ease a little
Legacy will hold you particularly tightly for a few nights after that- or if you don't feel safe in your bed, he'll invite you to snuggle down in his blanket nest, your ear pressed against his chest so you can hear each of his deep breaths. if you're alright with it, he'll partially lay on top of you, acting like a warm weighted moth blankets and grounding you to reality if you're frightened. you're not the only one who's a little on edge for the next few days- Legacy jumps and starts at any sudden sound, fur and hair ruffling into a cloud of fuzz that you have to carefully brush back down again. he'll nuzzle against you, chittering insistently like he's protecting you, but really you're both protecting each other from your overactive imaginations
Childe, on the other hand, thinks it's hilarious, and starts dying of laughter when you tell him how jumpy his Abyssal side can be
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#chit chat#anon#ME TOO ANON. ME TOO#i cannot handle jumpscares. i hate em. every single one of em#when it comes to horror i prefer horror through atmosphere and music#like little nightmares. that's one of my favorite horror games#short scenario#other's stuff
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oughhhhh thinks about felix and ted from kindergarten 2.......
#they were my favorites waaaay back when i first played the game#and now im like 👀#theyre doomed twins#how could i not ship them#felix huxley#ted huxley#theodore huxley#kindergarten 2#felix x ted#ted x felix#telix#<- ???????#idk what their ship name is sorry#and btw before anyone starts to get on to me for shipping them#this is the child murder game. where you brutally murder childen. among other horrible things#me mashing ted and felix together is honestly healthier than what happens to the majority of the cast in game#so if you dont like it just block me and move on <3#OOPS almost forgot#shipcest#sibcest#brocest#twince$t#👍#EDIT: IM AN IDIOT. THEY WOULD BE CALLED HUXLEYCEST#huxleycest#my posts
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I was wondering if you’d ever thought about a crossover between Silent Hill and Assassin’s Creed. Like, what if there is some Isu tech under the town, something that the people are somewhat aware of and have an idea of how to use which leads to them making Alessa.
She’s like Desmond, high percentage Isu DNA without being sage level. The monsters and warping of the perception of reality is a side effect of what the machine was supposed to do, which is a failed experiment to essentially rebirth the Isu after the flare. Alessa can use it, that’s how she becomes Cheryl and then Heather.
Like, I don’t know what you could really do with it. Maybe have whatever they were trying to summon be an Isu that was going to overwrite Alessa in a similar way to how being a sage would work. Or maybe they just don’t know what it’s doing and keep accidentally bothering the Reader who told Alessa how and when to escape.
Mostly I just thought it might be funny to play around with considering some of the silly endings in the Silent Hill series.
So we’ll focus on the Silent Hill aspect for this idea and, of course, we’ll be making use of the lore lightly for this one.
How about instead of some kind of an Isu tech, a temple is actually underneath Silent Hill?
We’ll place the temple underneath what would later be known as Old Silent Hill district/area with the Balkan Church being the actual center of the temple underneath.
That’s why the Order (no, not the Templars, the cult in Silent Hill) pay close attention to Midwich Elementary School. That school is part of Old Silent Hill and so the Order believes that it is part of the ‘center’ of the house of their god.
The temple itself is in ruins and the Isu tech that had been placed there for experimentation had been damaged.
Slowly but surely seeping through everything, the soil, the air… the water��
The device was one of the failed projects to save the Isus from destruction. To be ‘reborn’ in a new body if they die.
There were two problems with this though:
1) The materials necessary for the new body would not be enough for number of Isus expected to die when the Solar Flare hits
2) The only way for the device to revive someone with all their memories intact (because what use was it to be given new life when they don’t have any memories of their previous life?), the device had to always record every single memory and thought of every Isus.
1 was a major problem that led to the shelving of the project. 2, on the other hand, was being tested in a smaller scale.
An area of which the device would record every single thing.
However, when the device was damaged during the Solar Flare and subsequent destruction of the temple/facility, the device began to record everything with Isu DNA.
And humans, on an average, have 0.0002% to 0.0005% of Isu DNA. It should be inconsequential but not to the device.
It still counted.
And that device didn’t just stop at recording memories and thoughts, it continued to record even dreams.
… and nightmares.
.
Now, here’s where we decide what route we go for:
Route 1: All the monsters and nightmares are real in Silent Hill
In this route, we’ll set up the device to have a learning AI that has been trying to fix major problem 1. But because it was damaged, the AI decided that ‘transforming’ the living beings in Silent Hill to bodies that can withstand the Solar Flare would be a better alternative. Of course, it has to make sure the memories are there but that only ends up mutating the bodies even further because it can no longer distinguish between memories and nightmares/dreams.
Route 2: The monsters and nightmares are all inside their heads
In this route, the device is the one making the nightmares feel too real for everyone. This is not the intended purpose and is actually because the device has been damaged too much at this point that it is ‘changing’ the brain chemistry and neurons of those who stay in Silent Hill.
Regardless of which route we take, the AI governing the device is the god the cult worships, Alessa was created with enough Isu genes that she was seen as an 'admin' by some kind (but trying to telepathically connect with her caused her to break), and Desmond has been reincarnated as Mira.
#silent hill is probably one of my most favorite horror game when i was a child#i remember watching my sister play the og silent hill while a typhoon was raging outside#good times#had nightmares for days#but still a fond memory hahaha#(especially since she uses a walkthrough to actually play lollol)#silent hill#assassin's creed#ask and answer#teecup writes/has a plot#fic idea: assassin's creed#fic idea: silent hill#fic idea: crossover#i guess???#alessa gillespie
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Hello! Lately I've been fighting to make sure I won't be getting sick (sadly taking a day off cause tomorrow is a busy day for Valentine's day)
However I wanted to update you guys on the 100th Followers Celebration!
We're on the coloring stage for the 1st part and everything is going ok! Grim is"fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine" cats always land on their feet :)... maybe
Anyway! This lil baby will be finished up soon so I can get started on the 2nd part of the Celebration!!!
#twisted wonderland#twst wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst grim#my art#art preview#Grim will be fine I'm nearby to catch our favorite gremlin child#fun fact aside from being sick#most of the struggle with this was the color choices for my sona's outfits#I like red clothes whenever I dress up my game avatars and such so I was VERY indecisive#Oh another reason I haven't been able to update about this was Tumblr kinda lagging on me???#Idk and its only Tumblr#every other site I have been going into hasn't had issues#Tumblr hates me I think#I can access Tumblr without any problems on my phone#but when a majority of your art stuff is on your computer then its a struggle to try posting them#Blind0Raven art
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Thinking about how I might have felt about Liara if, during the confrontation on Ilium regarding her part in Shepard's resurrection, she said something more along the lines of, "You're too important to die," rather than, "I couldn't let you go,".
#ME Tag#Liara Negative#To be safe#I really am trying to reevaluate my feelings toward her#Just kinda... push aside the blatant favoritism#Even though by asari standards she's a child she is still the second oldest character in 1#That combined with her knowledge of the protheans#Even yes a bit of Shepard rescuing her from something traumatic#Would result in her having let's say an above average fixation on them#I guess what I am saying is#I would have preferred Liara's fascination with Shepard be entirely scientific#And can only become romantic when the idea is introduced#Maybe that's a bit reactive but my point above that's already the case#BUT in this case it carries over to 2 after she's seen all that Shepard can do#She has enough knowledge and even a hunch to assert that no this human needs to stay in the game#Shit it would have been cool if she failed to understand a Shepard's possible moral objection
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7, 18 and 25! for the favorites ask game :3
Ask Game
7 - quote?
"art is not about capturing PERFECTION it is about capturing HONESTY OF A MOMENT. because perfection does not exist but raw honesty and connection to this ever passing timeline does. we are here grabbing life out of the stream and holding it in our hands to cry out I WAS HERE" - Chuck Tingle [Original post here]
So one of my frustrations with my creative writing classes in college was that there was this expectation that we should and want to seek perfection in our writing, and I just didn't. I wanted to tell a story, and telling it in the most perfect technical way didn't matter to me- it still doesn't tbh. So I really vibed with this paragraph of that post in particular
18 - constellation?
Orion! He's the first constellation I learned to find in the sky, and still the only one I can find consistently lol
25 - kind of candy?
Cadbury crème eggs! One of the reasons why Easter has the best candy selection of the year imo. I always tried to save them for last when eating my Easter candy as a kid, but I was not always successful. You just can't go wrong with a sweet creme surrounded by milk chocolate ya know?
#raven answers#childe-of-saulot#30 favorites ask game#that moment when i realize i don't actually keep track of quotes XD#that chuck tingle quote is one of the few in my joy journal#i also the ursula k le guin one about writing; some book quotes and poems; and#'we do not shake n' bake our snow leopards' which is from one of seri! pixel biologist's planet zoo let's play episodes
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🌊🌊🌊🌊🌊
#WAHOOI#I'm gods favorite princess. Levi&Shiva connection. Jill focus. ANCIENT BEEF#OR!!!!? ANCIENT ALLIES??? a mutually agreed upon thing??#also.... my secret T headcanon of 'minor nobility' meaning an assimilated one is not thrown out entirely. so....#frankly even possible as a political reality now#headcanon terence backstory babey we're still in the game#will b thinking about those evil empire murals forever now!!!!! Thanks!!!!#spoilers#'sacrifice a child' so either we got a kid locked out of time stuck as a levi companion/dominant#or that child was Jill??#And they're talking about a more recent peace???#is that giving more credit than is deserved. or am I getting implied timelines jumbled. mayb#BUT LIKE WEREN'T NORTHERN TERRITORIES DEALING W BLIGHT AND FORCED TO SURRENDER AND THATS WHY JILL WAS A WARD. SURE LOOKS NOT BLIGHTED#and they said not that it was her 'hometown' necessarily but the northern territories during the stream so ????#i have to listen to the trailer again closely when I'm not at work so I can. hear everything properly LOL
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9, 14, and 19 for the My Chemical Romance 2022-2023 Ask Game :)
9. Favorite drum quote?
oh god its a tie between so many. SIT STAY BEG was insane and i might have to go with her. UNKILLABLE/S does make me wanna cry though so shes up there
14. Worst discourse to have come out of the tour?
people genuinely unironically arguing that theyre never coming back and are dead forever despite multiple blatant suggestions that theres music in the works and direct statements that they plan to continue touring at least to hit the countries they couldnt get to in the first wave of the tour. guys gerard SAID that touring was gonna keep happening please calm down stop yoko onoing LS Dunes <- probs not the actual worst discourse but its the one i see the most so its most on my mind. "is the metaman character endorsing or promoting facebook" might be my favorite because i cant think of a funnier concept than gerard way getting a meta sponsorship and promoting them like THAT!
19. Top stage banter moment?
oh god this ones impossible. every time gerard spoke i wanted to cry. I think it has to be every time they spoke at firefly but especially the planetary preamble and "he LOVES SPORTS!!!!! and he LOVES CLOTHES!!!!!"
#ask#transmascfrankiero#ask game#this was like picking my favorite children#and also my most terrible child for the middle question#i currently cant think of any discourse or at least any i wanna talk abt except ppl being like mcr is DEAD FOREVER#bc i hate when ppl freak out over something thats sooo easy to fact check it turns me into UltraBitch and has me ripping my hair out
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12 and 29!!!!!!!!!!!
12. three favourite songs from video games Leaving Earth from Mass Effect 3 is actually the first thing I ever saved as a draft on this site; so I could find it later lmao Nightsong by Neal Acree has been a favorite of mine since I was... probably 9 or 10? Whenever I first heard it lmao The Child You Were by Frances Aravel is a current favorite; from the game I Was A Teenage Exocolonist (god I could rant for ages...)
29. three songs that influenced you most (some songs change or save lives) BYOB by System of a Down was the first song of theirs I'd heard; and they wound up helping to shape A Lot of my political ideals Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park was one of the first songs I ever recognized seeing myself in, feeling like I never belonged sucked so bad, but... seeing where they got despite their feelings? it meant a lot to me, then and now. Life Is Beautiful by Sixx AM (as well as most of the band's discography tbh) came to me when I needed it most- in highschool lmao. The concept that despite the pain, life is worth living, is something I've fought to keep alive in me
#Taka Answers#<3 you buddy!! thanks for the ask ^w^#without a doubt the two easiest songs were the last in each list; The Child You Were is soooooooo good... it hits at an important part in g#in-game* when you are getting closer to my favorite character#and well. I found Nikki Sixx's autobiography when I needed it a lot in highschool#so Life Is Beautiful; Skin; the entire Modern Vintage album... they really stick out as comfort music to me#Linkin Park is a close second for like . Cathartic tunes? but god i cry so hard for Chester if I think too hard#also sorry i thought this posted half an hour or more ago ??? what happened here tunglr
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When your favorite cousin also loves Taylor Swift LIKE SIR JUST ADOPT ME AT THIS POINT
#like i already admire him a lot#he's like THE golden child of the family and he's just so chill about it#and i found out he also loves taylor ajkdhsjhfdj he became more of a favorite at that point#and he loves the folklore documentary and YES YES YES#and he blasted taylor songs in the background when we were playing games in the night with our families#my mum even told him to stop but he was like nope she(referring to me) loves Taylor AND I WAS ABOUT TO COMBUST#and we sang to taylor songs while playing games in the middle of the night akjdkljfdk best night ever#i love him sm
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being someone who started xiv w 5.3 (basically! though i caught up with everything with 5.5) man all the changed in xiv since then (like the earliest dungeons being changed, the ending of 2.0 with the fights being made to be better) kinda make me sad because i am a sentimental person but also it really has improved the game even if i do miss the past, however uh. worse it may have been! also because my friends who get into ffxiv will never be able to experience what i have and as time goes on that will continue to happen, and then new players as well... so yeah. feeling this way esp with regard to cape westwind the hardest fight in game T___T
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#the best time to start xiv is as soon as you can imo! for me uh i waited a month or a few to actually get the full game from being in free#trial bcs me and lune need to buy two copies (one each) and well if we got money from work stuff that'd be child labor back then so we had#to ask our parents ofc lmfao so to make it better for them we waited for a sale! lune cried when w the last day of the fest there was#finally a sale hehe. i still rmbr that moment tbh. what a lovely night esp after the concert <3#ANYWAYS THOUGH YEAH. i really want to go through ffxiv someday again. man. my favorite game without a doubt#it makes me really happy whenever i see people interested in ffxiv (esp if it is because of me and/or lune hehe) !!#xiv is something that genuinely means an otherworldly amount to me for many reasons and i owe a lot to it :((#+ i've made friends and many lovely experiences and the story is so good and the music and i can go on forever!#so. yeah. hehe#anyways this post... i feel what the older players feel i think#idk. if others feel the same way as me lol but yeah ive only played for 2 years and later this year will be my 3rd anniv#and it will be on my birthday <3 !!! ig another reason why xiv has really stuck with me. it almost feels like a birthday gift
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Was trying to figure out what my favorite abnos are and made a tier list to figure it out and realized I like dream of a black swan Way more than I thought I did
#rat rambles#to be clear meh isn't bad just completely neutral eh is slightly bad#most of them are just petty grudges but I do legitimately find child of the galaxy a bit disappointing unfortunately#I really like some of the concepts behind it I just feel like the execution doesnt land#which also applies to several other abnos child of the galaxy just also happens to be built like a doll maker character#bestie has one of my least favorite designs in the entire game I just do not jive with the vibes#the others are mostly just me finding them boring or having gameplay related beef with them#knight of despair would probably be in better graces with me if she wasnt the weakest of a trio where the other two are sick as hell#like Im not the biggest queen of hatred enjoyer in the world but I do rly like her#and king of greed is both sick as hell conceptually and also was my first waw abno#oh and to be clear I am not an old lady voucher shes conceptually very boring but I like her anyways#shes delightful to me and also she has one of my favorite ego gifts#also yes I do in fact like nameless fetus it was my second he abno and also caused me many problems <3#I also just like its logs and feel bad that it's whole gimmick got snatched by censored#I love censored but not cool bestie#little red used to be one of my top faves but as time has gone on Ive become more neutral towards her#I still like her shes just not top favorite anymore#censored would be much higher in my good graces if it weren't for that I have a lot of appreciation for censored#it was my first aleph afterall#but also I enjoy its execution story wise a lot more than I thought I would when first seeing it#generally ~incomprehensible~ horror tends to fall flat often to me as it often feels like the writer going 'just trust me bro it's scary'#but censored actually feels like it Is something y'know? like you're given just enough to make it feel like it is smth that exists and not#just a writer telling you youre supposed to be scared of what is ultimately functionally nothing because they wont yell you shit#also the gameplay of censored is generally quite good asside from the stolen roulette gimmick#but I like nameless fetus a lot and find it massively disappointing that what should have been its big thing was stolen by a bigger fish
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