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breadxrust · 1 month ago

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I hate lights on I hate light I hate lighting I hate brightness I hate spotlights I HATE hate hate hate haaaaate light.

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literarymerritt · 9 months ago

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Thinking about Them 🥺

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poppitron360 · 6 months ago

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Jason knew that Leo was alive and even went to go look for him.

Imagine the worry as the months dragged on, not knowing why Leo wasn’t coming back. Imagine the waiting, the wondering. Was he okay? Was he hurt? Was that message faked, did Jason just imagine it?

Leo has had experience running away. If he wanted to disappear, he’d know how. What if… what if he didn’t want to be found?

And then the thoughts start to spiral. Was it something Jason did? Was Leo mad at him? Why didn’t Leo tell him his plan- could he not trust him? Was Leo stuck somewhere and needed help, or was he not coming back because he didn’t want to see Jason? Maybe he’d gone off with Calypso and forgotten all about them… all about him. Maybe Leo hates him now. Maybe he always hated Jason, and had to die to escape him. What does that say about Jason as a friend? As a leader? As a person? Why wasn’t his friend coming home?

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melooooo17 · 5 months ago

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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr

Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first

Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid

Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors

peep the rant in the tags

#isat #isat fanart #isat siffrin #isat mirabelle #god ive been obsessing over isat lately #its terrible how ive been feeding into it #ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing #not in this particular one though #at least not at the part thats written rn #i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts #siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you #a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo #slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose #okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names #hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated #also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering #needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop #everything was so neat #upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles #or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation #BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him #so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control #case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.

#disability #this is a callout post about myself #i genuinely thought my GAD was cured because my symtoms had lessened significantly since i've transitioned #turns out my anxiety is just as killer and awful - it's just muted slightly #i am currently laying down with my brain convinced that i'm About To Have a Heart Attack #(and not in the fun demi lovato kind of way)#(that song is a little over a decade old... what the bingle)#anyway please don't do what i do whenever i experience ANY level of symptoms getting better because it will shock you...#...when those symptoms come back and remind you that you Do Indeed have [x condition]#i now know how a wolf girl feels when they say they are Actually Feral because that's how i feel rn 💀#even I'M not immune to the idea that the things i suffer from are things that can Disappear Magically 😭#it's wishful thinking and almost like... imposter syndrome because you're *so* desperate to prove to yourself you're Fine or A Faker #and you become hyperfixated on picking every tiny little waxing and waning of symptoms like you're a fortune teller #and honestly it's really stiffling and it's a lot of work to kill the cop in your head that says you are secretly Not All That Affected...#...that you're either exaggerating to the Extreme or you're just a bored faker who's trying to Get Attention (bad somehow)

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averlym · 1 year ago

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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eleventhsister · 5 months ago

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why are they so hard to draw

#i started sketching this instead of sleeping so im miserable at work today 👍#im a professional adult #ahsoka in particular is so difficult #the pain she is giving me...#i dont have a good reference of the angle so its killing me #will redo her face for the 4th time when i get home🫡#might have to fall back on the art class method of posing for my own reference photos.. which will haunt me #literally the biggest thing thats stopped me from drawing for 4 years was having to show those pics and drawings in front of class #i wasnt even an art major/minor i shouldnt have to suffer like that 😭#i type into my silly little keyboard everyday making silly little software all day #anyhoo here is a preview of some girls being girls #this is just the super sketchy phase so hopefully it looks better on another pass #im mostly posting this now so i force myself to finish it 🫡#私の #barrissoka #ahsoka tano #barriss offee #my wips #star wars

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hannibal-is-my-comfort-show · 1 year ago

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bayofwolves · 2 months ago

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Yeah I am mad about how the authors treated their sweet angel Abeke actually.

Bad things that happened to Abeke:

Mom, only person to understand her, died pre-series

Dad and sister are emotionally abusive

Tricked by her enemies and roped onto the wrong side

Distrusted by the rest of the Four and believed to be a spy

Targeted by Meilin in particular

Kidnapped by obnoxious pre-teen boys

Gets frostbite

Gets concussed

Gets stabbed

Gets captured

Gets beaten up by Meilin

Lied to and betrayed by her dearest friend

Meanwhile dad DISOWNS her

Understandable depressive episode

Makes up with dad because he apparently decided he wanted to keep treating his daughter like shit

Mauled by cougars

Loses Uraza to arch-nemesis Zerif

Another extremely understandable depressive episode

Nicknamed "hollow-girl" which tells you a lot

Almost killed by Uraza on two separate occasions

Friend* killed by Uraza

Denied proper resolution with said friend

Doesn't get to kill arch-nemesis Zerif

Doesn't get to use her Rain Dancer powers a single time

Attacked by ants

Mid bond token

Can't even keep her cat

Justice for Abeke.

#jesus himself didn't suffer so much as abeke #reading this list back like what the fuck was going on #abeke has not done a single thing wrong in her life ever #yes some of these events were necessary and furthered her as a character #but many were not. and some were downright harmful to her character growth #are we ready to talk about how the black girl was the designated punching bag of the series? (stares directly into the camera)#(to drive my point home consider how she was the only one of the four to have to bleed in order to wake the bond token spirit. lol)#and what is she given to show for it!#nothing. shitty bio family. dead boyfriend. MID BOND TOKEN.#i'd be more satisfied with it all if she got her moment to kill zerif/the wyrm and be the hero and become even more revered and glorified #in the world's eyes #but nope #zerif was the hero in the end i guess (eye twitches)#there's such little payoff for the seven hells she went through it's kind of sickening #meilin's apology to her is incredibly brief. no scene of rollan or conor apologizing.#nothing at all from her family. in fact blatant confirmation that NOTHING has changed and she's still presumably being mistreated.#not a single moment alone with redeemed shane to talk about everything. not one.#abeke my forever favourite. my dearest beloved. the authors loved to hurt you but mark my words i will give you the happiest ending of all #you will be honoured in life and your name will be remembered long after the others' have faded into obscurity #people hundreds of years into the future will form a religion around you probably. and you will be worshipped as a goddess. as you deserve #text #original erdas #spirit animals #spirit animals books #spirit animals series #abeke

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jimmyspades · 8 months ago

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"When I was looking around the courtroom yesterday, deciding what lawyer to run up to, I saw your face. And I knew you would be the one to save me." THE PRACTICE 8.09 "Victims' Rights"

#my sweetheart :(((#his little sigh when he rolls his eyes 🥺#guy who says he wouldn't be a good role model for children but kids are running up to him based on him on his warm protective vibes alone.#alan shore you will believe in yourself and your innate goodness if it's the last thing I do #you ARE kind you ARE gentle you WILL BE a good father to our 3-4 children #I miss him soooo much I think I might watch the practice from the start. and then get right back into blegal I miss my friends in boston :(#james spader #alan shore #the practice #*#this ep ugh. the practice pulled no punches they wanted us to sit in our sadness and suffer #in my mind alan called up his old friend raymond reddington and red was able to help that little girl #I don't write fic but I've written that one in my head a hundred times

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humblepoet26 · 4 months ago

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Do you want to play psycho killer later? 😈🔪

#did you miss my face?#maybe I'll keep you around for the sequel 😏#idk if its better without the sound but maybe so #if you dont want my eyes to be the last thing you see #you'll suffer the consequences of making me put the mask back on.. 😈#These mischievous eyes?#tiktok saw it firts but will tumblr hype it up better? 🥺#ghostface #mine #scream #girls with piercings #me #dont look at my ninja turtle coffee mug..🫣

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notbecauseofvictories · 5 months ago

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i would love to know the name of the mediocre horror movie so that i too may have thoughts

Unfortunately for all of us, it was Abigail (2024). There's something about a horror movie that's mostly blood and screaming...but with a tantalizing mention of a complex, cracked-mirror world slightly offscreen. It drives me nutty.

#not even going to put this in my movie tag or horror tag. it doesn't deserve it.#I mean it was a perfectly competent horror movie! I have no objections.#but you expect me to care even a little about the people suffering and dying onscreen #when you mention that [redacted redacted redacted]???#you expect me to watch that final girl limp away and think ''ah yes. what a satisfying conclusion.''#and not ''WELL WHAT HAPPENED NEXT''#''I KNOW IT DOESN'T END THERE''#very disappointed in myself. but also a little pleased. I really did think this part of me was gone.#nice to have it slink back again #even if it still has terrible taste.#(edited to add - it looks like this movie shares some dna with ready or not which makes sense; that movie did the same thing)

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mondaymelon · 4 months ago

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guess which boyfailure just broke down crying in a culver's !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#so im . i have to makeup an online class session right #i have to be on a zoom from 7 pm to 9 #and im like cool sure i can do that but i just got out of conditioning and the crew team is going to culvers for fundraising #and like... the zoom wont be that strict right. i can have my camera off probably haha #top ten words spoken before disaster i tell u wtf #girl pulls up to the zoom call #CALLS ATTENDANCE 4 TIMES #btw #atp im in the culvers line tryna order right. she then sets down some rules #camera on. microphone has to be working #okok rudimentary stuff i can work w that right.. haha no then she goes you cant talk or laugh keep ur full face in the frame and NORMALLY t #that kinda sturff wouldnt be a probelm but im over here at culvers being big backed yk so i go ok. no worries ill lock in #so i borrow my friends knockoff airpods and sneak a couple bites in of my cheese curds but like fast sneaky and hand over mouth type shit y #anyways the tags are probably gonna get cut off so ill wrap this up. i suffer through not being able to take a bite of my burger for a good #hour and 20 minutes and thne my phone just fucking dies. after all that #i had to like dodge my friends hands in the air i had to make sure no one was in my camera frame cause girl would regularly check too #that and my lack of sleep for the past three weeks just accumulate to me sobbing in culvers im so paatheicsdafjsdl

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the-rogue-mockingjay · 2 years ago

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Sometimes it just hits me like a ping-pong ball to the face that afaik, Aymeric is the first person to bother asking WoL what they want for themselves, the first person to even consider that WoL's wishes and dreams might not actually be the same as their duties as a Scion, and

brother I am on the floor crying abt it

"Now that the dust has settled, what will you do? Not as a Scion, I mean, but...what do you want for yourself?"

#i go insane thinking abt it cause he asks this at a time when o'ravi is losing all her sense of self outside of the scions #her duties and obligations as a scion and all the world's expectations of her as a warrior of light are becoming her entire identity #her personhood has stopped mattering to most people- alphinaud and cid and herself included #but not to aymeric. never to aymeric #he's walked with her through hell and back and witnessed her suffering firsthand #never again can he see her as just the warrior of light #and lmao o'ravi was so caught up in....everything that for her this question comes outta left field #girl straight up *forgot* that she could want things for herself #she just stares at aymeric like a deer in the headlights for a second until that knight kicks down the door and boom conversation over #man. man i am rattling the bars of my cage #aymeric de borel #ffxiv

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hum-suffer · 23 days ago

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Zakir Khan's latest Class wala standup is so ACCURATE

No because with that whole thing that girls get jealous easily???????????? Very relatable. VERY

#suffer ye suhana nahi #this one time my crush was gonna tie his hair back for the first time in his life and I'd gotten him a hair band and everything and #he was bunking and i was attending the class so i said class je baad I'll tie your hair for you and bahar aake dekha toh #sir had already his hair tied #maine kaha ek min ye kab hua #(ladki jal nhi rhi thi bas chingaari hui thi)#he or someone else told me that another girl tied ut for him #(jal gai)#aur dekho the girl wasnt really a threat to me or something weird but my thought was PEHLI BAAR WALI BAAR toh main kar sakti hu tere liye #needless to say i WAS jealous and i did taunt him ke jaa uske paas se karva lena ab 💀💀💀💀💀💀#the whole video feel like a callout

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aengelren · 1 year ago

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