#MWAH HOPE YOURE OKAY

[messrsrarchives]

random but i thought maybe you would know

how long were you on min dose of t before upping it? im three months on and waiting for changes but they havent happened (ps im diy so i dont know if its different)

HEYYY THERE 💕

i am Not a doctor/endocronologist! i can give vague advice but do not take this as gospel, pls talk to a professional if you can - i'm not going to tell you to stop diy because i get it, BUT if you have a sexual health clinic/harm reduction clinic near you they can be good resources !!! sex clinics will typically be willing to check things for you. if you're in the UK check out nuffield health hospitals !! they're private but no referral is needed for blood tests (i paid like £105 last time for the two that i needed done, just a good idea to keep up with T levels) and they're around a lot of places. sex clinics for overall health and then harm reduction clinics for needles and checking on injection sites :))

i'm so hesitant here bc i don't want to say anything that can cause harm?? but i also wanna help so i'll be as vague but helpful as possible lols. i was moved through doses rather quickly because it was all going okay but i had tests done before and after each adjustment to be sure. i really do Not recommend going up until you've had bloods done (even better if you can get a coagulation test done as well !! i know all trans people go "oh its so rare, i wont get a clot!" but i infact did and i do not recommend xxx get a coag done if you can)

as for changes! sometimes they just do take a while, even on prescribed hrt. i had barely any estrogen to begin with (it was meant to be x) so my changes were FASTTT, but i have a friend who's been on hrt for about six months and their voice hasn't dropped. it varies so much person by person !! if you're worried that a lack of changes is because you're doing something wrong then all i can really suggest is Blood Test. and sex clinic. even general health provider (a bit more risky but so is upping dosages without checking first)

overall !! tldr: i'd say get some tests done privately if possible - nuffield clinic don't require a referral for bloods - reach out to free clinics for other checks (they might not ALL be willing to help but the worst they can say is no) and if all of those are good, it's likely that your changes will come <3 the time frame varies so so so much.

hopefully this kind of helps !! i feel like i basically just said "changes might take a while and also get bloods done" but that's the crux of it really.

[sunlitsoil]

there is always tomorrow

[mulders-too-large-shirt]

thinking about how mulder loves to get scully a gift, usually terribly heartfelt, even if disguised as something flippant:

the superbowl vhs tape he brings her when she wakes up from her coma in one breath (and her deadpan "i knew there was a reason to live")

tickets for a football game to watch together in irresistible

bringing her flowers to the hospital in memento mori (he lies, saying he stole them from a guy with broken legs to make her laugh)

the birthday keychain in tempus fugit (and when she finds a meaning to it, he claims "i just thought it was a pretty cool keychain")

that is a man who is always thinking about her.

[ashmp3]

fashion moodboard for @kimsmingyu

[shirogane-oushirou]

no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.

i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.

[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!

also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]

[madameadelina]

When you feel small or sad. Feeling small doesn’t mean you’re insignificant; it means there’s room for growth. Feeling sad doesn’t mean you’re broken; it means something inside you needs attention, love, and understanding.

I know it’s easy to fall into the trap of thinking you’re not enough, but let me tell you something: if no one else has told you today, I love you. You are enough. Right now. As you are.

Sadness isn’t your enemy—it’s a signal. It’s your mind and body whispering that it’s time to pause, reflect, and take care of yourself. Even the tallest tree started as a seed buried in the dark. Growth happens in the quiet moments, in the times when you feel small, unseen, or overwhelmed. So don’t rush this. Nurture yourself. Be patient with yourself.

Take a deep breath. You’re still growing, and that’s beautiful. One day, you’ll look back on this and realize that this moment—this feeling of sadness or smallness—wasn’t your end. It was your beginning. 🤍🤍🤍

[buck2eddie]

fic moodboard inspired by let the world have its way with you by @shitouttabuck

“It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”

“So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”

or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along

[satoruxx]

HIIII RHEYA IM THE LADYBUG AND FIREFLY ANON IF U STILL REMEMBER ME EE. every time I use Tumblr I check your page to see if u posted anything, even if it was just an answer to someone or you talking about your day, you're genuinely so sweet and I love the way you talk and interact woth everyone on here, I hope everything is great for you and that you're eating well and enjoying life and resting <333 muah ilyy (I also burned my footprints off my thumb and index finger today and somehow didn't feel any pain, idk why I said it but it was just weird and I felt tge need to share it with u 😭)

OMG HI BBY OFC I REMEMBER!!! IT’S BEEN A WHILE HOW ARE YOU ??!!!! sorry for getting to this so late finals are actually killing me so i’ve been really dead on here :/// anyways STOP you’re so cute i’m kicking my feet and giggling???? i’m gonna smother you in kisses tysm !!! answering asks and interacting with people here is literally my favorite thing <333 anyways i hope you’re doing well too??? pls take care of yourself !!!

also WDYM YOU BURNED YOUR FINGERPRINTS OFF?????? (dw i saw the second ask you sent in lollll) and WDYM YOURE RUNNING ON TWO HOURS OF SLEEP??????? nonnie.. babe…. you are fr going through it <///3 either way i hope you’re okay now bc that would’ve scared me so bad???? pls rest and take it easy :33

[countxcrimson]

If you’re losing passion for media you love, it may be because you’re interacting with fandom too much and getting too caught up in it

Fandom like any social circle has its own made up rules, you can’t do this or enjoy media like that yada yada. You feel pressure to create content better and faster, you get caught up in engagement.

There are dramas and you don’t see some other fans the same as you did in the past. You don’t click with some people, just like anywhere you go.

You worry about if your headcanons are ‘accurate’ or if you mischaracterize your comfort characters. How other fans may think of you. These things are passion killers!

It seems like such a big deal because you want to fit into a community, but there really are no rules to it, just personal preference.

Remember that fandom is just a community of people who share a common interest in a piece of media, there’s no right or wrong way to enjoy it. If you get way too caught up in fandom you may start to lose interest in what you came here for in the first place - That media.

Remember to take a step back to just enjoy what you love and what makes you happy, don’t worry about enjoying it the “right” way. If you feel like you’re too caught up in fandom, it may be a good time to return to your roots. You’re doing great <3

[spaciebabie]

HIII happy to see you again!!!

HIIIII TORINGO!!!!!!!!!! always a pleasure ta see you buddy :]

[causenessus]

hi loveliness ! (get it, lovely-ness and you’re loveliness) (oh my god i’m so smart) i hope you’ve eaten today !! how’s your day been? MAKE SURE U EAT i’m so so so sorry for sending this so late in the day i had SUCH a day today and also i realize my asks are getting longer and longer each time like im yapping way too much so ill try to keep this short !

TODAY i hate breakfast then i went to an aquarium with my friend! it was so nice we saw sea lions and SEA OTTERS (otters are my favourite animal) AND IT WAS SO FUN! we saw the sea lions do tricks and the otters were so cute holding the rocks and it was so so so cute overload omg then i went to go have hotpot with my family and my uncle! it was nice to catch up and the food was so yummy we had flan after

ALSO I WAS GIGGLING SO MUCH AT YOUR WORK STORY LIKE i wasn’t laughing that you got yelled at bcuz that was uncool and uncalled for but the way it was formatted with the dialogue was so funny i was like giggling in bed reading it LOL but i will literally hunt down that family because you’re just a girl doing your job like !! lay off !! but i hope you’re okay love you didn’t deserve that and like genuinely some people need to learn how to be decent human beings sometimes because that’s actually CRAZY

BUT I LOVE UR STORY TIMES !!! SO YAP ALL U WANT I WILL READ IT ALL THOROUGHLY !! and once i get back home and back to work i will 100% yap because retail makes my head THROB genuinely throb

also tell me more about your knee omg?? what happened I HOPE YOURE OKAY AND make sure you don’t overwork yourself on your new smaus!! take breaks and always prioritize yourself over anything, i hope work was better than yesterday !! if not i will PERSONALLY fly over to your state and be like your guard dog at work (LOL THATS CRAZY SORRY) but i genuinely hope today went better! i hope you ate too and took care of yourself, always always take care of yourself i will say it infinity times to make sure it’s engraved into your head xoxoxo

LOVELINESS :( i will literally cry THAT IS SO CUTE AND YOU ARE A GENIUS!!!! HELLO MY LOVE <3

PLEASE NEVER WORRY ABOUT YOUR ASKS BEING LONG!!! DO NOT SHORTEN YOURSELF PLEASE YAP AS MUCH AS YOU WANT <3 (i'm going to start putting my answers under cuts so people don't have to fight trying to scroll past my yapping 😭 BUT DW!! TALK AS MUCH AS YOU WANT <3 AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR OTHER ASK TOO!!)

AND ALSO DON'T APOLOGIZE FOR SENDING THIS LATE IN THE DAY!! and i was so unmotivated when i got home from work today to make something for dinner 😭 bc i needed to shower AND i had school earlier in the day and it was 9:30 so i'd be eating a meal at like 10 pm BUT I DID JUST FOR U <33 (and i MEAN THAT!! I AM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL YOUR REMINDERS TO EAT :( YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH IT REALLY MEANS TO ME <3 AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR OTHER ASK AND FOR SENDING ONE IN DESPITE YOUR BUSY DAY WITH THE REMINDER TO EAT <3 I LITERALLY LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH) last night my dinner was literally a bagel with almond butter 💀 which I FEEL LIKE wasn't the worst "meal" but definitely not the best <3

AAAAAAAAAA THE AQUARIUM!!!!!!!!!! THAT SOUNDS SO CUTE AND FUN OMG I LOVE SEA LIONS TOO AND THEM BEING YOUR FAV ANIMAL LITERALLY MAKES THEM 10000X CUTER :(((( I HOPE YOU HAD TONS OF FUN!! AND OMG HOTPOT please i want hotpot so bad hold on thank you for reminding me that hot pot exists the MOMENT WE HAVE WEATHER IN THE 60S I'M GETTING HOT POT and i'm glad you could catch up with your family!! that's always fun <3 and FLAN!!!! YOU'RE LIVING THE DREAM AS ALWAYS AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!

and i'm glad you enjoyed my story time LMAOOO I READ IT BACK JUST NOW AND THERE WERE SO MANY GRAMMATICAL MISTAKES MB IT'S ALMOST MIDNIGHT RN SO I'M SURE MY ENGLISH IS NOT SUPER HOT RN EITHER 😭 today i worked again and i literally only got ONE thing done 😭 but it's bc it was a really big order and i lowkey drilled into my finger but it's okay!!!!! 🤠 KNOWING YOU WORK IN RETAIL AGAIN AND WORK THOSE GRUELING OPENING SHIFTS AND DOUBLES ALWAYS GIVES ME THE STRENGTH TO KEEP GOING (but i was soo sleepy today too i was genuinely going to walk up to my coworker and be like "bro. can i please just nap on the floor." BUT WE POWERED THROUGH!!) AND I LOVE YOUR STORY TIMES TOO!! PLEASE SHARE ALL YOU WANT I WILL ALWAYS READ THROUGH IT TOO <3

IF YOU WERE MY GUARD DOG AT WORK I'D CRY /POS <3 I'D FEEL SO SAFE AND HAPPY!! (maybe u should fly here anyway!!! xxx) but DW MY KNEES ARE OKAY LMAO basically i got sent to clean a loft with some people today and because i'm literally a monkey from my tech days i climbed like an entire shelf??? 😭 because we were like reorganizing EVERYTHING (that entire group is so neurodivergent including me like we were told to clean the front but none of us have the power to JUST do the front so this will now be like a month long project pls pray for us it is so hot and dusty in there) and so after we ran out of time i had to jump down from the shelf but like my two guys were BOTH waiting for me (v. weird. one of them makes me slightly uncomfortable BC HE'S VERY NICE BUT TOO NICE AND I'M JUST SCARED OF MEN LIKE HE'S GENUINELY NICE BUT I HAVE ATTACHMENT ISSUES AND I DON'T LIKE OTHER PEOPLE LIKING ME IF THAT MAKES SENSE) so like i was literally rushing it and was like "yeah i can probably just drop down" but the fall was a lot farther than i initially thought 😭 so i dropped to the ground and my knees gave out because of the impact so i fell backwards into a table BUT IT'S OKAY besides the fact i made a giant fool of myself i don't want to talk about it </3 (b/c the OTHER guy i was with OMNFHEJRFKWLNDJJERHOUHJVFEKW i used to like him. ik. very small world i am still around people ik. BUT ANYWAY used to like him -> got the ick bc attachment issues -> hated him but he's still a good friend -> our mutual OLDER friend tried to get us to go to prom together one year -> SO MUCH MORE WE HAVE SUCH A WEIRD DYNAMIC IDEK WHAT HE THINKS OF ME) BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS STORY TIME AS WELL!! LOTS OF NESS LORE DROPS HERE <3 I LOVE SHARING ALL MY DRAMA LMAOAOAO

BUT PLEASE MAKE SURE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO!!! KEEP EATING THE COOLEST THINGS EVER AND LIVING YOUR BEST LIFE <3 (NO PRESSURE) AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER!!!

[yuukimiyas]

g’mornie friends in my phone & in my heart! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა happy thurs & happy 4th of july to those to celebrate!! pls remember to be SAFE & to be so careful!! <33 i’m passin out lil sparklers to everyone in the city!! (っ ॑꒳ ॑c) —˖ ࣪⊹ make sure you all line up to get one!! <33

[chopshajen]

Tonight’s DnD ended up being REALLY Janos-centric and I’d be self-conscious about it, but it went really well! They rode a giant bird that was bucking like a bronco and flew it right back to the huntmaster that had sent them on that quest like a total BADASS it was cool

Honestly, it’s really gratifying that they’ve come so far and that it’s being recognized in-game and in the world 🥺 Means a lot to me

And my party members were all lovely and cheered me on 🥰 I couldn’t ask for a better group

[jolalibrary]

In your tags you said you like flowers, but they make you sneeze. So here are some flowers safe for you.

🌷🌻🪻🌹

Mwah!

okay, so this is the sweetest and I want to smooch you. thank you so much!!! 😭🥹😍 I have the best people following me I swear.

here, I’ve picked non-sneezy ones back for you 🌸🌼💐🌹🪷

[teddybeartoji]

mickey i just saw that one tag game u tagged me in…………… i knew the arimickey soulmatism was real WHAT IF I TOLD U.

my favorite color is also green…. any shade of green but ESPECIALLY forest green…………. 😳😳

mickey u dont understand i screamed when i saw it i take fav colours VERY seriously it’s my version of zodiac signs this is so important to me T_T…. FELLOW GREEN LOVER it’s just the best isn’t it <3333 WHAT R UR THOUGHTS ON MINT GREEN I NEED TO KNOW …. that’s my second fav shade :333

here is a cup of tea for u while i’m here 🍵 and some honey to put in it 🍯 ILY MICKEY goodnight n sleep tight i hope u have the sweetest dreams <333 mwah mwah mwah i am kissing u & armin softly

ARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YESSSSSSSSSSSS WE'RE MEANT TO BEEEE!!!! ARIMICKEY SOULMATISM<33333333333333333 FOREST GREEN ON TOPPPP ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS

AND AND AND U DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ASKING FOR YOUR FAVOURITE COLOR!!!!! oh and any shade of green always fucks so hard it's crazy how did the world come up with this immaculate color i'll never understand....

mint green is such a biteable color?????? how even??? it's a color?? I LIKE IT A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think mint green suits you so well ari it just makes sense

and again u actually have some power over my cat (🤨🤨) i opened up this ask and he suddenly appeared in my room??????????????? what in the fuck u n sugu really are some cat witches together this is crazy (i have a crush on the both of you i'm going crazy) BUT THANK YOU FOR THE TEA MY BELOVED 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐 HERE ARE SOME FLOWERS FOR YOUU MWAHHH I LOVE YOU SO i hope you slept so so so well i hope your bed held you tight it's what you deserve!!!!!!

[star-girlfriend]

reminder to send me webweaving prompts!!! i cant promise i’ll make them all but i’ll try to do as many as i can :3