#ILY NONNIEEEE

[satoruxx]

HIIII RHEYA IM THE LADYBUG AND FIREFLY ANON IF U STILL REMEMBER ME EE. every time I use Tumblr I check your page to see if u posted anything, even if it was just an answer to someone or you talking about your day, you're genuinely so sweet and I love the way you talk and interact woth everyone on here, I hope everything is great for you and that you're eating well and enjoying life and resting <333 muah ilyy (I also burned my footprints off my thumb and index finger today and somehow didn't feel any pain, idk why I said it but it was just weird and I felt tge need to share it with u 😭)

OMG HI BBY OFC I REMEMBER!!! IT’S BEEN A WHILE HOW ARE YOU ??!!!! sorry for getting to this so late finals are actually killing me so i’ve been really dead on here :/// anyways STOP you’re so cute i’m kicking my feet and giggling???? i’m gonna smother you in kisses tysm !!! answering asks and interacting with people here is literally my favorite thing <333 anyways i hope you’re doing well too??? pls take care of yourself !!!

also WDYM YOU BURNED YOUR FINGERPRINTS OFF?????? (dw i saw the second ask you sent in lollll) and WDYM YOURE RUNNING ON TWO HOURS OF SLEEP??????? nonnie.. babe…. you are fr going through it <///3 either way i hope you’re okay now bc that would’ve scared me so bad???? pls rest and take it easy :33

[rockstvrdotcom]

Hiiiiiiiiiiii, how are you today? ❤️❤️❤️

I've read your writing about s/o who likes biting and it's so 🥵 for me, I read it 3 times with every single word. Yum yum

Keep going my luv 💪💪 take my heart 💞💞💞

-💅

AWWW NONNIE UR KILLING MEEE 🥹🥹🥹

ur so sweet tysm 💗😭 im rlly glad u enjoy it :)

[teddybeartoji]

just saw ur piercing post and i wanna say do NOT!!!!! TAKE THE PIERCING OUT!!!!! then any fluids of the infection will have a harder time getting out as the piercing hole can get clogged!!! just clean it well with water and dry it off with a paper towel!! (not a normal towel u can get little fluffs of fabric stuck) maybe put on something against infection (maybe jodium, but watch out idk what metal ur piercing is) and def ice it some (put it on and off every 5-10 mins cus ur ear is thin) good luck i am speakin from my own personal helix piercing hell experience 😔

I WOULDN'T DARE TAKE IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i paid good money for that smh and i would be nothing without my piercings anyway........... i just gave it a chamomile bath aaaaand i also gave it a salt water bath lmao okok actually don't shoot me i did change the jewellry://// so it is even more irritated now but i had an old hoop in there aaand i felt like it might hinder the healing process so i put in a bar instead. it's an eight year old piercing btw i think it's ridiculous they still act up like this after so many years like what the actual fuck my guy

BUT AHHHHH 🙏🙏🙏🙏THANK YOU FOR THE TIPS ANGEL!!!!!! i think i'm gonna try the ice too bc it is so warm in my room and there's no way that's helping it SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH the world is against me please keep me in your thoughts😔😔😔

[littlexscarletxwitch]

── ༊*·˚⋆ 𝗻𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹

paring: yelena belova x fem!reader

tag(s): nsfw, smut with no plot, needy yel

warning(s): MDNI, +18 ONLY read at your own risk, explicit wlw smut, wlw sex, vaginal fingering, oral sex, kinda public sex, kinda cnc, grammatical errors, unedited

word count: 2.6k

requested?: yes, you can find the request right here

note: The winner of the poll is hereeee!! Nonnieeee, it's finally here! I really hope you like it, it was so thrilling to write this lol. Thank you, anon, for this request ily. I'm not a native english speaker, so please let me know about any sort of mistake. Love you, guys <3

requests are open! + check my rules + masterlist <3

Yelena squinted her left eye as the other one adjusted her vision through her rifle's sight.

Her mind was set on one thing only, and that was the man she was currently staring at. She didn’t know who he was, she was barely given his name and the place where she and her team would find him and that was the end of the story. She didn’t need to know more, nor that they would have let her either way.

She was supposed to take him out, making it look like an accident, a shooting, a terrorist attack. The Red Room didn’t care how, they just wanted him out of the picture and that was exactly what she was going to do.

Yelena didn’t know what she was doing, well, technically she did. But she wasn’t aware of it. She was one of the first subjects to have been tested the mind control gas on and now she had lost all senses of a moral compass. Her mind was completely clouded, full of her own thoughts but her mind wouldn’t listen to them. Her mind listened to The Red Room and did as she was told to.

“I’ve got eyes on the target,” she muttered, her voice being picked up by her team through her earpiece. “Where are my explosives?”

“We’re almost done.”

“Come on, guys. He’s about to leave, we have to be quick,” she said anxiously.

When she was given her target’s file, she was instructed to memorise his routine. The man woke up at 7am, left for work at 8. On mondays he would go out for lunch, on tuesdays he would just order something to have it delivered at work. At 7pm he would be ready to go back home, but before that he would always stop at his local cafe. It was now Yelena realised that he always did so so she could see the lovely waitress tending to his table.

And any minute now he was going to walk out the door and Yelena would pull the trigger, the bombs would go off at her command, distracting everyone and she could get a clean shot. At night the local news would communicate the tragedy, her target being the only casualty and she was sure they would claim it to be a terrorist attack or something similar, still she did not care.

“Guys, hurry the fuck up!” she couldn’t fail this mission, they couldn't fail or they will all face the consequences.

“We’re done, bombs are to explode in minus 2 minutes.”

“Roger that, let’s get this over with,” she said, adjusting her rifle aiming right at her target.

She was already annoyed, she appreciated the fact that being hidden on the rooftop of a building meant none of her partners could see her. She was almost going to lose it. Things didn't go as smoothly as she had planned but it was fine, she wouldn't fail them.

An explosion was heard a couple of metres away from her, people started shouting and running in fear afraid for their lives. Yelena watched as her target did the same, she could tell he was terrified, his eyes were wide open in horror.

She was ready to finally pull the trigger when something else got her whole attention —you.

You were running back and forth, helping people up, getting them to a safe place. She could tell you were worried and afraid, and your forehead was slightly bleeding, but that didn’t stop you from helping as many as you could. Her brows furrowed as she stared at you, her heart sinking into her tummy, her heartbeat speeding up and it felt as if someone was hammering her brain.

“Yelena, status on target,” the voice took her out of her thoughts, burying all the new emotions deep down inside.

“I’m on it,” she said, once again adjusting her rifle, this time there won’t be any inconveniences.

But she was wrong. Another bomb went off, this time a car set on fire, and you were right there watching the whole thing. You cried out loud, scared for your life. But you weren’t alone, the target was right beside you. She couldn't take a shot while you were right there. There wasn’t supposed to be any collateral damage, that was how Widows did things, the only casualty being the one who they were supposed to take out.

“Fuck!” she needed to get you out of there.

“Yelena, what’s—?”

“Lerato, I’m gonna need you to take my spot. Take him out.”

“What? But you are—”

“Do as you are told, I’ve got something to deal with,” she said, leaving the rifle on the rooftop for her partner to find.

Her eyes were set on you as she ran down to meet you. She didn’t think twice and just grabbed your hand and pulled you towards her. You were so shaken that you didn’t realise you were being pulled away by a stranger until the both of you started running away.

“What are you—? Who are you?” but Yelena wouldn’t answer you. “Hey! No, stop! Please, don’t take me. Please!”

“Just keep going,” she said, getting a firm grip on you, scared that you would run away.

The two of you stopped five blocks away from the chaos, she gently pushed you inside an abandoned building.

“Are you okay?” she asked quietly, not waiting for you to freak out even more.

“I, I— I can’t breathe,” you said, gasping for air.

“Hey, it’s okay. You are safe now, it’s okay,” she got closer to you, reaching for your hand and resting it on her steady heartbeat. “Here. Focus on my heart, try to steady yours.”

“I can’t—,”

“It’s okay, just breathe,” she motioned for you to copy her as she took a deep breath in and then she breathed out.

After a minute of breathing in and out, you felt your heart beating at a regular pace again. Still you were scared of what you had just witnessed and being alone with a stranger didn’t make things better.

You cleared your throat, “why did you take me?” you ask carefully.

Her green eyes found yours, her brows were slightly burrowed. She was lost in her mind, going over the last few minutes and everything that had happened before she took you away. She didn’t know why she did that. She could have had someone take you away and she could have taken the shot. But for some reason she couldn’t quite explain, she didn’t.

She didn’t take her eyes away from you but still she didn’t answer your question.

“Lerato, did you take the shot?”

“Yes, the target's dead. Just got confirmation from Helen. We’re heading back,” she heard as the girl struggled to breathe. She was probably running. “Where are you, Yel—?”

Before she could finish, Yelena took the earpiece out, throwing it to the ground and stepping on it, losing all sort of communication with her team. Something she will regret later but now she wasn't thinking properly.

“Shot? What are you talking about? Who are you?” your tone was filled with worry and fear.

“It’s okay, I’m not gonna hurt you. I promise,” she smiled at you, trying to comfort you.

“What’s going on? I don’t, I don’t understand…” you sounded desperate. And you were, a fucking car exploded right in front of you, you were about to lost your shit again.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” she whispered gettin closer to you. You could feel the warmth radiating from her body. “This doesn’t make any sense, I know, I’m sorry,” she dropped the tough act, wanting to be as gentle as she could with you.

“What are you—?” you swallowed hard as you watched her tug a strand of hair behind your ear.

“I just,” she licked her lips, your eyes watching her carefully. “There’s something a need to do.”

The closer Yelena got to you, the more she felt like herself again. There was something about you that just felt right. She couldn’t put her finger around it, but she felt good, you felt good and she wanted more of that. She needed more of that, of you.

Slowly but surely her lips found the soft skin of your neck, you let out a moan as soon as she made contact. You lost all sense of reality for a few seconds as she bit and kissed your sensitive skin. But then you came back to your senses and pushed her away from you.

“No. Don’t…” you said, but deep down you wanted to eat your words. “Who are you? What is this?

Yelena backed up, confusion written all over her face as she also didn’t quite know what was going on with her.

“I don’t know either, okay? This has never happened to me before but… Look, I don’t have much time, they’re probably already looking for me—.”

“Looking for you?”

She nodded, “You are doing something to me, alright? I don’t know what it is, I’m not in control,” you noticed her breathing was getting heavy. “You are doing something to me, and I— I need you…”

“You need me?”

“Will you help me out?”

“I, I don’t under—.”

“It’s okay, just do as I tell you, okay?” her voice was so soft that you just couldn’t deny her.

You could only nod at her, getting lost on her mesmerising bright eyes. Her lips found yours, in a desperate kiss, tongues fighting one against the other, her teeth bit your bottom lip, moans escaping from the both of you. You felt your body warming up under her touch and felt your tummy setting on fire as her finger squeezed the flesh on your waist.

She pressed her chest into yours, making you take a few steps back and finally you hit the cold wall, a shiver crawled up your spine. Yelena slipped her knee in between your already slightly parted thighs and gently pressed it against your clothed core.

Her fingers traced the curve of your ass to finally get into your panties, you were already wet for her and she had barely touched you. She felt like she could get used to this, to you. Seeking for both comfort and pleasure in each other, two things The Red Room had taken away from her. But maybe, with your help she could get that and more back. You groaned into her lips the moment she pushed two of her fingers inside of you.

“Shit,” you mumbled.

“You like that?”

“Yeah. Don’t stop, please,” your hips moved into her fingers, wanting her to keep on thrusting them in and out of you.

“I won’t.”

Soon enough her fingers picked up their pace and the only thing that could be her was Yelena’s finger sloppily thrusting into your cunt and the loud moans coming out of your mouth, which were quickly silenced by Yelena’s lips.

You had just met the woman and she had you almost falling to your knees. You could feel it too, she was different than any other person you had ever met before. It was as if she was intoxicating, and the only thing you wanted at the moment was to get drunk on her.

“Faster, please.”

And she did as told, like she always had. But this time she felt like she had a choice, and she chose to please you, she didn’t mind being at your mercy. She could tell you were close to your release, so she got on her knees, took your trousers and panties down and pressed her lips to your soaking wet cunt.

“Oh, fuck,” you moaned out, your hand reaching out for her shoulder in some kind of support.

She bit, licked, sucked and kissed your core like a starved woman, which she was actually. She could count with her fingers all the times she had been intimate with someone else in The Red Room. She didn’t have time for things like this in there, she barely had time to take a breath.

So she enjoyed this, eating you out, getting whimpers and groans out of your pretty lips, making your legs tremble. She slipped her tongue inside of you, her nose hitting your clit and you felt like it was all becoming too much for you to handle. She felt your nails digging into her shoulders and then a second later you cried out, getting your juices all over Yelena’s lips.

Yelena moaned into your cunt and she sucked all of your juices, not wanting nor even one bit to go to waist. Once she was done, she pulled your trousers and panties back up, stood up and crashed her lips into yours, wanting for you to have a taste of yourself as well.

Your legs literally gave up on you as she kissed you, and then your butt hit the ground. Yelena took that opportunity and decided you needed to return the favour. So as best as she could, she took part of her suit off for you to work her magic on her cunt.

Yelena knew that she wasn’t going to last long, she was already so wet and on edge, she just needed some of your help to finally come. She knew you had to be quick for her to get her sweet release, so without a warning she pushed your head in between her thighs and soon enough she felt your lips beginning to work. You pushed two fingers inside of her while you sucked on her clit.

She could feel her orgasm getting closer, it was a shame she couldn’t keep this going on for a while more, but any minute now her team would be on her ass.

“Fuck, keep going,” she had your hair on her fist, helping you out.

Yelena buck her hips into your lips picking the pace and with a loud ‘fuck’ she came onto your lips. It was as if she was on cloud 9, she had never felt something like this before, not even with those few girls in The Red Room. This was new and thrilling, and she felt more like herself again. Like that little girl who was once free and unaware of the danger she was getting into. She felt like she belonged. But soon enough the happy bubble she had created for the two of you popped.

“I need you to listen carefully, okay?” she said, helping you up on your feet while the two of you tried to catch your breaths. She quickly put back her suit and cupped your cheeks to get your attention. “You need to leave. Run, run as fast as you can. Don’t look back.”

From the corner of her eyes Yelena could see some shadows getting closer, her team was there, ready to take her away.

“What? What about you? Where are you going?” your mind was rushing with thoughts, not wanting to leave the beautiful woman.

“It’s okay, I’ll be fine,” she lied, but it was for the better. She needed you to be okay, she could handle The Red Room, she always had.

“No,” you protested. “Don’t leave me,” you felt tears burning your eyes.

“I’ll find you again, I promise,” she caressed your cheek one last time, leaving a peck on the corner of your lips. “Go!” she ordered you.

And so you did, leaving Yelena behind much to your dismay, unaware that she was being taken back by her team to drug her up once again. But you broke her out of the mind control, and Yelena was sure you would do it one more time. And as many times as it’d take for her to be free.

Likes, comments and reblogs are appreciated! <3

-M

[konigceo]

hi lala :0 just wanted to tell you that you're such a big inspiration for me !! i wanna become a fanfic writer on here like you too but people can be so mean sometimes :( i hope you're having a good day you deserve it

HI ANONN :DD i really don't deserve all this praise omg ur too kind :( if you ever start a writing blog dm me and we can be moots !!! ily nonnieeee 💗💗

[hannieween]

Hi there! Well, this is my first time sending you a message, actually I guess I've never seen your blog around! And I'm SO glad your Joshua's fic showed up on my for you page! I'm addicted to the city light series!!!!! It's the best fic I've read in my life!!! Like, for real!!! No jokes!!! The way you write is just PERFECT! Like the amount of details you put in the story, it's insaneee, I can perfectly imagine everything in my head!!! And the way Joshua calls her 'bunny', maaann I just feel like laying on the floor and cry, it's so damn cute!!!! I wish I had someone calling me bunny 😭😭😭 I want this fic to be forever engraved in my brain, I never want to forget it!!! Also I'm soooo anxious for the next part!!! 🤩🤩🤩 Hmmm I guess that's it!!! Ohh I almost forgot, happy new year 🥰

- is it okay if I be 🎀 anon if it's not taken yet?

NONNIEEEE!!! omg! hi!

i'm so AAAAHHHH I HAVE NO WORDS FOR THIS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALREADY THANK YOUUUUU!! ♡︎w♡︎

ty ty ty seriously from the bottom of my heart! i really appreciate you!!

i'll treasure your ask in my heart always nonnie! 🥺♡︎

happy new year nonnie, have a great 2024!! ♡︎

and thanks again for your sweet ask, ily ♡︎

[heeliopheelia]

i always read your tags too!! you're so funny i love them 🩵

AWWW THAT MAKES ME UNREASONABLY HAPPY 😭🫶 I'm glad you find me funny, ily nonnieeee 🩷

[mxndoscyarika]

OH MY GOD I JUST READ CHAPTER FIVE. READER GAVE JAVI A SMOOCH I'M HAVING HEART PALPITATIONS!!!! what a comforting, homey chapter 🥺 it was really lovely to read this and to read the descriptions of food - especially the part where reader was like my ancestors said the dumplings r done.. me. and the ending??? ima pretend that didnt hurt 🥺🥺🥺 these two will b the death of me. amazing chapter as always, emily! ive been sick lately and it really brightened my day to see a red sunsets update ❤❤❤

She did give him a smooch!!! The ending hurt me too, I’m just the transcriber for Javi and the reader 😂 I was like “nOOOOO JAVI GET YO ASS BACK IN HER APARTMENT AND GIVE HER SMOOCHES TOO!!!” but then he left 🥺 I hope you’re feeling better, nonnie! I missed your reviews and I was afraid you weren’t gonna come back 😭 Thank you for reading, as always 💖💖💖

[doctormuggle]

I have been tagged by @quenniegoldstein, thank you sweetieeeeee <3 (love tag games), -will put it under cut cause i just posted another one that was really long-

1ST RULE: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better.

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.

anything i add that is not part of the statement i will put between *these*

APPEARANCE:

I am 5’7 or taller, I wear glasses, I have at least one tattoo, I have at least one piercing, I have blonde hair, I have brown eyes, I have short hair, My abs are at least somewhat defined, I have or have had braces.

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people, People tell me that I’m funny, Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me, I enjoy physical challenges, I enjoy mental challenges, I’m playfully rude with people I know well, I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it.

ABILITY:

I can sing well *(sort of)*, I can play an instrument, I can do over 30 push-ups without stopping, I’m a fast runner, I can draw well *(sort of)*, I have a good memory, I’m good at doing math in my head, I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute, I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling, I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch, I know how to throw a proper punch.

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports, I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else, I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else, I have learned a new song in the past week, I work out at least once a week, I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months, I have drawn something in the past month, I enjoy writing, I do or have done martial arts.

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss, I have had alcohol, I have scored the winning goal in a sports game, I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting, I have been at an overnight event, I have been in a taxi or Uber, I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year, I have beaten a video game in one day, I have visited another country, I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts.

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a best friend, I live close to my school, My parents are still together, I have at least one sibling, I live in the United States, There is snow right now where I live, I have hung out with a friend in the past month, I have a smartphone, I have at least 15 CDs, I share my room with someone.

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced, I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce, I have dyed my hair, I’m listening to one song on repeat right now, I have punched someone in the past week, I know someone who has gone to jail, I have eaten a waffle today, I know what I want to do with my life, I speak at least 2 languages, I have made a new friend in the past year.

I tag: @amyskhaleesi @claravoswald @chvchang @hermiione @persepnohe @transjeanluc and anyone who wants to do this!!

[starboystation]

hellooooo dabey!!! i sent u another ask around a week ago so i think i will make this a weekly thing until u guess who i am >:3 guess what our theme is this week. ur talents!!!!! on top of being one of the sweetest, ur also 1 of the most talented people ive had the honor of meeting :] ur drawings are so nice, im literally in love w/ ur art.. and ur kandi??? aaaaa its so prettyyy <3 it takes ligament skill to make some of the cuffs uve done!! gn or gm depending on when u see this, remember ily :D

UAOAUUAIAISUAUAUAIAOUAio 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 NONNIEEEE THATS SO SWEET I LOVE YOU SO MUCH UGDHDHHDHSHDHDGHFHDHS!!! /P

[myherowritings]

sofff here's your daily dose of love. thank you for creating such amazing content for us sof lovers, and for being the lovable sunshine bean you are :)

THANK U FOR THE DOSE OF LOVE AND SUPPORT 🥺❣️❣️ glad u like my content! ily nonnieeee

[ttlmt]

ily and you're my favorite person on this website at this point :)

nonnieeee ur too kind ty 💛💛

[teddybeartoji]

HI MICKEY ITS MOUSE ANON oh my god i just realised i didnt reply to our last conversation because i got sick WAAAAAHHH MICKEY IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭😭 THE ADHD BRAIN GOT TO ME AGAIN ILY I WILL REPLY TO TJAT NOW <33333

i humbly ask for forgiveness in exchange for you taking this and imagining your toji in it !!! your EVERYONE in this :333

https://www.tumblr.com/rottiens/756663454011670528/walk-w-me-geto-in-this?source=share

OMGGGGGGGGG HIII MOUSE NONNIEEE:3333333 aaahhh don't apologize angel i always take so long to reply too😭😭 okok but this... gulps nervously.... look what i... found.... the other day.... mmm........ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THEY LOOK SOOOO FUCKING GOOODDDD AND OMFG I AGREE WITH OP I THINK SUGURU WOULD LOOK SOOOSO HOT IN THIS AND THEN OFC SATORU.. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NEED TO BUT DAZAI IN THIS TOO DAMN I NEED EVERYBODY IN THIS ASAP!!!!!!!!

[slightlyrebelliouswriter23]

Hi em ily and I hope u have a wonderful 2021 :))💜🖤🤍

GVAJDHSJSJDSKJSK nonnieeee!! my love, my light 🥺🥺❤️❤️ ilysm, i hope your new year brings you everything you deserve :')

[snzunii]

omggg loving ur sya and twn series!! cant wait for the next updates <33

nonnieeee thank u ily <3

[kakooshi]

Gaby omg. I don't even know where to start! You're like the ereri expert. I love fangirling about them with you and your posts give me life. As well as the drabbles :) And you're great. So original, funny and you just know what to say! I love you and I'd love to talk to you more, you're amazing. Bless

You really think I’m an Ereri expert?(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) Omlllll I’ve loved that ship for years, so hearing that is such an honor, nonnieeee

This ask is so sweet, I cannot, I don’t even crank out original content as much as I’d like but I’m super, SUPER, happy you think that way of meヽ(＾Д＾)ﾉ

And feel free to talk to me anytime, I’d love to talk more too (and ily as well sjhhkdhs)! I’ll have my ass handed over to school soon but we’ll make it work shkjshkjdh.