#i hope your day goes well too!!!!!!!!

[teddybeartoji]

mickey i just saw that one tag game u tagged me in…………… i knew the arimickey soulmatism was real WHAT IF I TOLD U.

my favorite color is also green…. any shade of green but ESPECIALLY forest green…………. 😳😳

mickey u dont understand i screamed when i saw it i take fav colours VERY seriously it’s my version of zodiac signs this is so important to me T_T…. FELLOW GREEN LOVER it’s just the best isn’t it <3333 WHAT R UR THOUGHTS ON MINT GREEN I NEED TO KNOW …. that’s my second fav shade :333

here is a cup of tea for u while i’m here 🍵 and some honey to put in it 🍯 ILY MICKEY goodnight n sleep tight i hope u have the sweetest dreams <333 mwah mwah mwah i am kissing u & armin softly

ARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YESSSSSSSSSSSS WE'RE MEANT TO BEEEE!!!! ARIMICKEY SOULMATISM<33333333333333333 FOREST GREEN ON TOPPPP ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS

AND AND AND U DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ASKING FOR YOUR FAVOURITE COLOR!!!!! oh and any shade of green always fucks so hard it's crazy how did the world come up with this immaculate color i'll never understand....

mint green is such a biteable color?????? how even??? it's a color?? I LIKE IT A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think mint green suits you so well ari it just makes sense

and again u actually have some power over my cat (🤨🤨) i opened up this ask and he suddenly appeared in my room??????????????? what in the fuck u n sugu really are some cat witches together this is crazy (i have a crush on the both of you i'm going crazy) BUT THANK YOU FOR THE TEA MY BELOVED 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐 HERE ARE SOME FLOWERS FOR YOUU MWAHHH I LOVE YOU SO i hope you slept so so so well i hope your bed held you tight it's what you deserve!!!!!!

[swordmaid]

i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…

[angelnumber27]

violently forcing myself to have better days

[the-unfortunate-ly]

collapse with your art

[willowbranches]

hello internet aliens, presumably of earth

cyberspace freaks me out but im trying to lean into everything i imagine it could be, like a place to meet fellow zine lovers and introvert punks and wandering idiots.

ive been living in my apartment for approximately 1 year, which is longer than ive lived anywhere since i was a child. im getting that feeling again to get rid of everything i own and hitchhike into the middle of the country. its like a static at the base of my feet that stays there even on my most sleepless nights when i walk in circles over all the bridges in the city.

i just turned 25 & can only describe the experience as a dilated sense of time compression, the swelling of every moment gone by in a blink once it’s passed, the way i didnt realize i had written hundreds of pages this year that all attest to a vague and generalized insanity.

in this age of commodification i think that i shouldnt give zines away for free or that i should publish all my musings (tucked away in a corner of google drive in comic sans so i remember language is all invented), but i think this right here is all i have the strength to do. i cant post anything in the void without thinking of the parasitic nature of the corporations that profit off my free creative labor, but i like you freaks.

this whole ‘existing in material terms’ seems too large to do without screaming into some kind of underwater.

going to go to the library now and hope any eyes who see this can know that the burdens of mortality are shared, and i outstretch a hand to you, fellow traveller.

peace to the living, eternal rest to the dead

-z

[banfiyunna]

I am sick with a fever but I just wanna let ybknow inwill consume ur art and hope u have a wonderful day 🐌

W. what

Socks

Clover green socks get back here hold on

[kerizaret]

keri i have been drawing ALL day and it’s been delightful . i hope your day went well and that you sleep very soundly tn :)

that's so productive wowowow!!! Congrats!! Its so awesome to know it was fun too :D

My day yesterday has been really exciting! Except for one minor setback when I felt sick in the middle of it but it more or less passed but everything was so fun and amazing! I was at a con with some friends and my sister, I got some gifts and bought some fun things, so many things, I loved it. And I slept well and feel good todsy so! It's starting out well :DD

[saetoshis]

omgee .. i need to answer asks n stuff but GUYS I GOT ASKED ON A DATE 👹👹👹👹

[fandumbass]

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Pass it on to someone who makes you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

AHHHHHHH OMG OMG TYSM!!!!

[baishouqijia]

i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3

[dix-rose]

It’s such a foreign concept to me that bad people get to be happy. I know we as people make our own happiness but I don’t understand how people who went out of their way to hurt people get to be happy while the people they hurt have to suffer with what they did to them.

[vanyafresita]

actually, you know what ? im glad my ex gf ghosted me, i dodged a bullet it seems

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[yuukimiyas]

૮꒰ྀི˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ྀིა g’mornie!! & happy friyay!!! here w your lil chloe wake up call to say that we did it!! we made it through another wk & i couldn’t be more proud!! i hope your day shows you sm kindness & softness to ease you into the wknd ૮ ˶´ ᵕˋ ˶ა

[takasgf]

seeing my friends smile and be happy and heal in real time fills me with such undescribable joy. and tears. they got me crying over their smiles

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

wait, Derin how did your leaving make the hospital shut down?

I used to work as a live-in nanny for a pediatrician.

Now, the thing about hospitals in my country is that they are massively understaffed and massively underfunded. This is especially true outside the major cities. The staff are worked to the bone and receive little to no help in things like finding accommodation or childcare, making working in rural areas a very uninviting prospect; staff come out here, get lumped with the work of three people (because there's nobody else to do it), burn out under the workload and leave, meaning that those remaining have even more work because that person is gone. It's unsustainable and the medical staff are doing their best to sustain it, because people die if they don't, so to the higher-ups it looks like everything's getting done and therefore everything is fine.

My friend (and boss) worked one week on, one week off, swapping out with another pediatrician. This was necessary because it would not be physically possible for one person to handle the workload for longer periods of time. The one single pediatrician had to hold up the entire pediatrics ward, which was not only the only public hospital pediatrics ward in our town, but also the one that served all the towns around us for a few hours' drive in all directions. I regularly saw her go to work sick, aching, tired, or with a debilitating 'I can barely make words or see' level migraine, because if she took a day off, twenty children didn't get healthcare that day, and some of these kids' appointments were scheduled weeks in advance. She'd work long hours in the day and then be called in a couple of times overnight for an hour or two at a time (she was on-call at night too, because somebody had to be), and then go in the next day. Sometimes she would be forced to take a day off because she physically could not stay awake for longer than a few minutes at a time, meaning she couldn't drive to work.

Cue my niece's second birthday coming up in Melbourne. I'd been working for her for about 3 years, and she (and the hospital) had plenty of advance warning that I (and therefore she) needed one (1) Friday off. That's fine, we'll find someone to work that Friday, the hospital said. Right up until the last week where they're like "oh, we can't find a replacement; you can come in, can't you?"

No, she tells them; I don't have anyone to watch my kid that day.

Oh, surely you can hire a babysitter for this one day, they say. Think of the children! We really really need you to work that day. I know we said it'd be fine but we need you now, there's no one else to do it.

There are no other babysitters, she told them. Unless you can find one?

That's not our responsibility, they said.

But I'm not changing my plans, she's got plans by now as well, the hospital knew about this one day weeks in advance, and with absolutely no reserve staff they're forced to reschedule all pediatrics appointments for that Friday. Not a huge deal, it happens on the 'physically too overworked to get out of bed' days too. I go to Melbourne, she goes back to her home in Adelaide for her recovery week, all should be on track.

My niece gives me Covid.

This was way back in the first wave of the pandemic, and there were no Covid vaccines yet. The rules were isolate, mask up, hope. I had Covid in the house, and it would've been madness for my friend and her toddler to come back into the Covid house instead of staying in Adelaide. There was absolutely no way that a pediatrician could live with someone in quarantine due to Covid and go to work in the hospital with sick children every day. And no support existed for finding another babysitter, or temporary accommodation, so the hospital was down a pediatrician.

The other pediatrician wasn't available to do a three-week stint. They were also trapped in Adelaide on their well-earned week off.

Meaning that the only major pediatrics ward within a several-hour radius had no pediatricians. They had to shut down and send all urgent cases to Adelaide for the week. To the complete absence of surprise of any of the doctors or nurses; of course this would happen, this was bound to happen, it presumably keeps happening. But probably to the surprise of the higher-ups. After all, the hospital was doing fine, right? Of course all the staff were complaining of overwork and a lack of resources in every meeting, but they could always be fobbed off with the promise of more help sometime in the future; the work was mostly getting done, so the issue couldn't be too urgent.

It's not like some nanny who doesn't even work for the hospital could go out of town for a weekend for the first time in three years, and get the only public pediatrics ward in the area shut down for a week.