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hello internet aliens, presumably of earth
cyberspace freaks me out but im trying to lean into everything i imagine it could be, like a place to meet fellow zine lovers and introvert punks and wandering idiots.
ive been living in my apartment for approximately 1 year, which is longer than ive lived anywhere since i was a child. im getting that feeling again to get rid of everything i own and hitchhike into the middle of the country. its like a static at the base of my feet that stays there even on my most sleepless nights when i walk in circles over all the bridges in the city.
i just turned 25 & can only describe the experience as a dilated sense of time compression, the swelling of every moment gone by in a blink once it’s passed, the way i didnt realize i had written hundreds of pages this year that all attest to a vague and generalized insanity.
in this age of commodification i think that i shouldnt give zines away for free or that i should publish all my musings (tucked away in a corner of google drive in comic sans so i remember language is all invented), but i think this right here is all i have the strength to do. i cant post anything in the void without thinking of the parasitic nature of the corporations that profit off my free creative labor, but i like you freaks.
this whole ‘existing in material terms’ seems too large to do without screaming into some kind of underwater.
going to go to the library now and hope any eyes who see this can know that the burdens of mortality are shared, and i outstretch a hand to you, fellow traveller.
peace to the living, eternal rest to the dead
-z
#putting tags on things make me anxious too#writing#but of course at the end of the day i want to connect with you souls of cyberspace#writers on tumblr#i hope your day goes well#writeblr#i hope you see a tree you like#about me#i hope you let yourself grieve#journal#me#zine#confession#alchemy
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GARRUS VAKARIAN: DATABASE IMAGE ACCESS. > PT. 1 : 2160, 2166, 2170. > all files backdated according to user preferences: (terran_coordinated.calendar).
#mass effect#mass effect fanart#garrus vakarian#mass effect garrus#castis vakarian#solana vakarian#turians#alien#palaven#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#scifi#video games#milkyart#garrus retro#I want to make more of these so I'm giving it a tag#headcanons go as such:#turians have a downy coat from birth to toddler age after which actual feathers develop - which molt during puberty.#they're the color of the plates since feathers are modified scales! so for the vakarian siblings they're silvery.#child garrus playing spectre - solana already annoyed by it back then. but hey at least he's using sources for his make believe? nerd#first time castis takes him shooting it's a live target. have fun kid I hope this won't awaken anything in you or do irreparable damage#castis voice: I didn't raise him like this!#well buddy someone did.#also - hard to see but the leaves and tree trunks have a metallic sheen :-)#god this took SO LONG ive never done something quite like this before! also wanted to do landscape for once.#social media is so hostile to this format but I think 3 images is a good workaround#will make a detail post later on... the faces are probably getting fried by tumblr :(#oh I gave castis the comic markings. they look way better and imo make more sense. and we don’t talk about me:a here
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IT'S BUNNY TIME EVERYBODY
(feat. Dilla)
(bugle accompaniment by Yuu)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#white rabbit festival#ah...the eternal dilemma of 'is it hair dye or whimsical anime hair'. and so we roll the dice again.#so it's canon now that yuu is inexplicably great at bugling. everybody get ready to incorporate that incredible trivia into your characters#anyway HELLO THERE madam spade#i think we have enough evidence now to say that you're not allowed into nrc unless you have an absolutely smoking mom#(riddle's mom has a smoking crater where her heart should be but we digress)#dilla likes two things: BIG VANS and also telling her son's friends all about how he used to literally refuse to not dress like a bunny#and yet now he does not wish to dress like a bunny. :( deuce what HAPPENED#meanwhile epel is too polite to whine at his best friend's mom so he's just hoping vil never finds out he wore a bonnet#silver is like 'i'm the handsomest little marching band boy. i'm taking this outfit back to show everyone.'#and ortho put all his points into POWERFUL THIGHS#he minmaxed leg day and is going to go kick a tree in half#can't wait for part 2 to see if they resolve the exciting cliffhanger of whether or not silver finds an alarm clock
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Starting off the new year with I think the most background heavy piece I've ever made! I think Rainwings and Nightwings would celebrate their traditional holidays together after the events of The brightest night. So this drawing is meant to show their cultures kind of blending together during a very joyful time. I remember talking about this concept with someone on tumblr a year ago but when I went back through my posts I couldn't for the life of me find it - so if your reading this, I remember you and this drawing stems from that conversation so thank you!
Close-ups:
#They are celebrating the brightest night that's why there's so much moon symbolism in the decorations#I hope I translated my thoughts well enough so you can get the vibe of their celebration#I was split between drawing a tree glows from the lights that were hung up upon it#or a night rave with neon lights#because I think those two situations would result from blending nightwing and rainwing cultures together#also I wanted to show this like organised chaos of the different decoration styles of both rainwings and nightwings on the tree#Moon and Kinkajou are there too!#also you don't see the spearmaster looking nightwing#it just kind of came out looking like them? by accident#continuing my weird obsession with drawing giant trees I have to draw one every year so I might as well just check that now#wings of fire#wof#nighwing#rainwing#moonwatcher wof#kinkajou wof#dragon#art#cinnamon's doodles
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my secret santa gift for @gay-witches-are-the-best ! @song-tam
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc fanart#kotlc sophie#sophie foster#biana vacker#kotlc biana#sophiana#kotlc sophiana#kotlc secret santa 2024#THE QUALITY....... TUMBLR SHAT ON IT#beloathed site needs some fkin glasses ong#anyway. biana holds sunflower because i think the meaning of it suits them. from ehat I've seen#the corners got panakes tree and also smooching. and one (1) nonsense thing cos I didn't know what to do for it. it looks good tho rightttt#right. you agree.#O MY SECRET SANTEE I HOPE U LIKE 🙏#they r dancing up top as well if u see. you see them. they swayyyy#the colors were way wonky when i transferred this from my tablet to my phone#had to work it around so it'd be less murky but not oversaturated. augh. IT TURNED OUT GOOD THOUGH#that is if tumblr hadn't shat on it. sigh
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i love them a very normal amount
[bonus meme under the cut]
ignore the fact that this is my fourth attempt at posting this stupid doodle
#i’m very#VERY normal about them#it’s not like i made a personal headcanon family tree for rhythm and performance#it’s not like i have almost ten drafts of fanfiction involving the performance troupe#i’m very normal for them ok#irls if you see this please look away#/silly#performance guide#rhythm guide#hopeful steward#modest dancer#season of performance#season of dreams#season of rhythm#season of revival#sky children of the light#sky cotl#sky children of the light fanart#sky cotl fanart#fanart#character sketches
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Emergency Roof Repair and Storm Cleanup Commissions
As mentioned in previous posts and pinned @anotherdayforchaosfay , we have just been through a natural disaster. Please read the pinned post on that blog. Updates will be added once we get outside and photograph the damage for our insurance claim.
I have opened commissions three months earlier than planned because we need to raise money to cover our insurance deductible as well as hiring someone to remove the tree from our roof and yard. The tree is owned by a lazy landlordlord who owns the property next door. We have told him repeatedly it needs to be trimmed or there will be damage. His property got a quick install sunroof.
I have four slots available across the board and prices start at $150 USD.
I have made the option of commissioning me for a quilt available. Three finished quilt tops are listed as commissions because they're ready for handquilting. Several people have inquired about one of the tops, so now's your chance to have it done sooner than later.
If you can do only a partial payment right now, DM me. I'll write up a contract for payments, and will require 50% upfront and weekly/monthly installs after that. You will then receive an invoice.
Commissions will begin immediately because we now have power.
I will close commissions when all slots are filled or June 1st, 2024. Whichever happens first (hopefully the former). If slots are filled, I will reopen them again after I finish all the commissions. I work fast and may complete six quilts netween now and then.
Donations are accepted,and there are four listings available in my shop with the option to pay more than my asking price (if you add an extra zero, I may very well cry).
Samples of my work below as well as in my gallery.
#quilt#sewing#commissions open#handmade#emergency funds#we may need to replace the roof but need $1000 to cover the deductible.#i was hoping for this not to happen so i could focus on using my sales and commissions to oay off debts. last year it was used to#pay my husband's medical bills. now we to focus on dealing with the roof and possibly putting things in storage because of the#roof repairs or new roof. and yeah we may hand the bill to that landlord to cover because he refused to trim the trees. the hawthorn#is MASSIVE and more than half hangs over our side of the property line. if he had trimmed it this would not have happened.#it feels nice knowing he may have to replace the vacant house or sell off the property. the half dozen othe overgrown and dead#trees have also made gravity deposits on the vacant house snd the yard on the other side of the property.#PLEASE REBLOG!!!!!!!#liking this means NO ONE BUT YOU WILL SEE IT. for posts to be seen or shared you have to REBLOG THEM.#please share this on your other social media!!!! i have only tumblr.
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My purpose and singular mission in life is to make sure queer and/or neurodivergent kids know that sometimes it really is their parents who are stupid and other adults are on their side. This, unfortunately, does not make me popular with their parents. Gonnae keep doing it though.
#kid was very overwhelmed by the theatre environment and panicking and didnt want to see the show cause it looked scary#and the mum was trying to get me to tell the kid its not scary (no i dont lie to kids i told her there are lots of funny bits but a couple#of maybe scary bits too)#and I told her hey listen the bravest thing you can do is tell people you arent comfortable somewhere. youve done so well to do that#and i gave her a program so she can learn more and make an informed decision if she wants to come another time#and i asked her what her favourite things are and she said science and animals and i told her to try the museum its super fun#and her mum was all 'ugh shes a nightmare she's ~on the spectrum~'#and i went yeah me too. and told the kid this isnt for everyone and she did well to tell me and i hope she likes the museum#and like. her mum yelling at her was making everything worse. talking to her like a person with agency?#got her from full panic attack to actively smiling at me in under 5 minutes#sometimes your parents or guardians are in fact being stupid or rude! neurodivergent adults exist! other people see you and hear what you're#saying and won't be mad!#anyway. now IM very overwhelmed but i really hope that kid remembers this and i hope she has a great day#im going to get a coffee and sit under a tree for a while
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just did a fifteen hour shift i WILL kill myself if anyone attempts to make me move for the next fifteen hours
#got two bottles of wine and half a bottle of hendricks out of it so not terrible#but i also had like. ten hours on my feet without any food xxxxx#and i did something dodgy to my knee grrrrrr#anyway i’m going to the pub tomorrow evening (the pub that i know work at lmao so that’ll be funny)#now****#and i’m seeing my friend who i haven’t seen i believe since my last birthday party (basically a year ago)#also decorating the christmas tree…… my parents and sister bought a tree TWO WEEKS AGO and it’s just been sitting naked in our lounge#not even bc they were waiting for me to come back it’s just bc there wasn’t a time they were all free…. which surely can’t be true#anyway so i probs will be moving at some point in the next fifteen hours#dw guys i probably won’t kill myself xxxxx#also idk why i keep posting these life updates like you guys don’t need to know about my comings and goings#but you’re getting them anyway coxoxox enjoyyyy<3333#hope everyone is doing well…… i might have marauders things to say again at some point……..
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ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧*⋆⍋*⋆*❅*⋆*⍋⋆*❅ merry xmas my loves!! & happy holidays to all who celebrate!! may your day be filled w sm love & magic!! <33 im so happy to be here w all of you & im so v thankful for all of the sweetie msgs on my lil xmas tree ( o̴̶̷᷄ ̫ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) i truly!! do not feel WORTHY!! you’re all so v special to me & i hope you have all of your holiday wishes come true!! MWAH!! a holiday smooch for you hehee :3
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#HELLOOOO & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! ☆૮꒰ˊᗜˋ* ꒱ა and merry xmas!! <33#i hope you have a lovely day & spend it w friends & fam!! - ̗̀ෆ(˶'ᵕ'˶)ෆ ̖́- pls remember to be kind to yourselves!!#ik the holidays can be a lil rough for some but i hope you find smth worth smilin & celebratin!! bc you DESERVE IT!!#also i am!! WEEPING!! at my xmas tree msgs like!! you guys are much too kind to lil ole me ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა im filled w sm LOVE!!#i’ll try & check in a lil later but if i don’t see you guys have the best day EVER!! & eat lots of snackies!! <33
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My Arcane hot take: Ekko needs more hugs, especially Vi hugs
#this poor boy cries every time he gets hugged in the show#you can actually see him visibly look younger and his eyes well with tears as he allows himself to be vulnerable for like. two seconds#I wish he and Vi got to interact more… this is why I hope after s2 they spend more time together#let them support each other dammit!!! who else is gonna understand like the other?#if Jinx comes back and allows herself to be hugged on reunion I fear he will just kind of crumble from a mix of the contact and the relief#Ekko you did such a good job protecting your tree and your people but please for the love of god let someone take care of you too#ditto for poor Vi. though at least she has Caitlyn#storyrambles#arcane#arcane ekko
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My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭
they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃
#i cant even tell him cause hes gonna play again more “normally”#its so tragic he would like skip dialogue and just fight to get the jump on boss battles instead of waiting for the cutscenes to start#and he didn't exhaust dialogue trees!! like... how... why...#and also he staked Astarion 😭 and p much never reloaded#and didn't clear the shadow curse so no Halsin#also everyone at Last Light Inn died so Dammon was gone and Karlach only got 2 upgrades#and he didnt know moonrise towers was basically a second town#and his game was buggy a lot maybe? cause he kept trying to be hella creative with things and do things out of order#like killing gortash before doing steel watch 🙃#it's fine it's fine everyone plays differently#he tends to care more about gameplay than anything else but still!!#i just want him to know all the character backstories and see everything that made me emotional#i mean he did say he was sad when Lae'zel broke up with him in act 3 and when Karlach died and when he had Gale use the orb in act 2#which he considered his canon ending :/ sigh#i dont think he got Jaheira's lines about death#and he didnt understand why Karlach wouldn't go back to the hells#and he thought Wyll was happy being the duke (and has NO idea you could save his dad cause the mission didn't happen!! 😭)#the iron throne was like my fave mission outside of killing Cazador and I can't discuss either one cause he didn't do them properly yet 😭😭#he also avoided talking to children so he missed those quests and yenna glitched so no cat appeared in camp 🙃#sighhhhh cannot believe he plays so differently than i do lollll#he didn't even do unlimited kisses with Lae'zel!! meanwhile im over here kissing Astarion every night hahahah#hoping my partner doesn't see IRL if I have the office door open as if it matters lmfaooooo#i need him to play again and see why im in love with a video game character lol#maybe we could both um... benefit from knowing more about all of Astarion's scenes lmao#but like he has NOT SEEN Astarion's silly or sweet side yet just him being a bit of a chaotic vampire#and thinks i like him cause of vampires WRONG!! play the game again and see that i love his silly & sweet real self!#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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And so now everytime i see a black lily i think of you
#do you ever think about how different people gave you different flowers and now you cant help but remember them by the flower they gave you#and not only flowers but everything else they've ever given me#i still think about you when i hear a certain song or see some colours together that kinda look like the outfit you wore that one time#i still have the crumpled note you gave me that one time that says i love you. i keep it in a box beside the movie tickets you bought us#there's also a ribbon in the box from the gift you got me on my birthday. the ribbon is red with yellow and it's as soft as your skin#i sometimes hold it in my hands and pretend im holding you instead#i still can spot your smile between the branches of a tree. i still draw your face in sand with my feet. unconsciously yet deliberately#there are parts of you stuck in me and i hope to god the doctors never take the shrapnel out because it's the only thing that's keeping me#alive#shitpost era#ramble gamble
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Books of 2024: ORDINARY MONSTERS by J. M. Miro.
Swinging from a teeny tiny read (A SHINING) to this behemoth, which weighs in at 658 pages (that's like. uh. nine (9) SHININGs, never mind about the word density per page).
Did I know this is the first book in a trilogy? No. Did I know the trilogy is not yet complete?? Also no. Will that stop me from reading it now anyway??? Wow, you guessed it: No.
I'm always down books featuring corvids in the cover art and kids with mysterious powers, AND the "man made of smoke" that the jacket promises sounds Very Intriguing. All I know going into this book is what the jacket tells me, though, so I'm excited to be surprised!
#books#books of 2024#ordinary monsters#jm miro#book photography#my photography#okay yes listen#LISTEN!!#i may or may not also have bumped this up the list because a.) the shadowy man made me think of Welcome and#b.) i think there's dimensional fuckery of some sort???#i'm not totally sure but i think i saw a page shot of it somewhere#and yeah the random bit i flipped to in my flipping mentioned being afraid of a hotel and that's uuuuh. relevant#AND it's stylized like NORRELL AND STRANGE and i did love that#i got a new hardback as a remaindered copy for like. $12.#that's pretty good and i had a coupon so i figured Might As Well#i really am hoping i get some driscoll vibes out of this too tbh#it's on my Driscoll Adjacent Stack anyway so we'll see if that's real#i was not feeling particularly inspired with this photo but i was also racing fading daylight and tbh i don't hate how it turned out??#can never go wrong with a tree and some greenery i think#a slug started crawling up my ankle as i took this though which was ????#dude where did you COME from i was WEARING SHOES!!!#YOU WERE SO SMALL!!!#he's outside again now don't worry#(i may or may not have noticed him until i was inside but. now he's outside)
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i'm not shocked that homophobic and racist tolkien fans exist but what are you damn fuckers doing on tumblr. you look like you want to be slapped istg
#*mine#mona rambles#we have a saying in german for that that's like. you're really rattling the bitchslap tree and like. yeah my dudes#'i think all m/m pairings are bad' ma'am if you go on the man sucking cock website you might see man sucking cock idk what to tell you#except i hope you see more of it. choke on it. yk. like the characters --#anyway
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looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like
#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~#maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo#on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y#but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨#idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime#i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help#in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!!#going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol#wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees…#if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk#im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though#(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—)#g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa
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