#and i asked her what her favourite things are and she said science and animals and i told her to try the museum its super fun
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My purpose and singular mission in life is to make sure queer and/or neurodivergent kids know that sometimes it really is their parents who are stupid and other adults are on their side. This, unfortunately, does not make me popular with their parents. Gonnae keep doing it though.
#kid was very overwhelmed by the theatre environment and panicking and didnt want to see the show cause it looked scary#and the mum was trying to get me to tell the kid its not scary (no i dont lie to kids i told her there are lots of funny bits but a couple#of maybe scary bits too)#and I told her hey listen the bravest thing you can do is tell people you arent comfortable somewhere. youve done so well to do that#and i gave her a program so she can learn more and make an informed decision if she wants to come another time#and i asked her what her favourite things are and she said science and animals and i told her to try the museum its super fun#and her mum was all 'ugh shes a nightmare she's ~on the spectrum~'#and i went yeah me too. and told the kid this isnt for everyone and she did well to tell me and i hope she likes the museum#and like. her mum yelling at her was making everything worse. talking to her like a person with agency?#got her from full panic attack to actively smiling at me in under 5 minutes#sometimes your parents or guardians are in fact being stupid or rude! neurodivergent adults exist! other people see you and hear what you're#saying and won't be mad!#anyway. now IM very overwhelmed but i really hope that kid remembers this and i hope she has a great day#im going to get a coffee and sit under a tree for a while
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-â â â â â YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY â â â . . . â â â but you're lowkey cool .
fandom ; class of 09
character ; nicole
gender ; female reader (lesbian nicole real)
creator ; umeqii
QUICK A/N - so like idk i'm a nicole kinnie and so like i might (i will) self project but yk ^_^ and uh idk i js wanted to post smth abt co09 bc like all i saw was mf jeffery ones and no one likes jeffery he's a fucking wierdo anyways!!
TW - like it's co09, so mentions of pedophilia, drugs, dark humor, sh, suicide jokes, things like that :P
âââ WHAT IT'S LIKE DATING NICOLE !!
okay so it's quite clear that nicole is a sociopath, and she's aware of it and she payed VERY little attention to you at first
i guess you were just like, that one girl who just sits in class n minds her business and overhears alot of weirdass drama like that one blonde bitch kelly being inlove with her cousin or something
but you had a new student, and you gotta admit, she was really pretty âĽâ⤠!!
her personality; not so much (real though)
anyways, you grew up to read people really easily from the way you were raised n shit so when you first spoke to nicole in class, you realised she was faking to smile; or just faking to be nice in general
so you kept that in mind, but didn't say anything because you were loekwy afraid :P
one time, you guys had science together n this kid jeffery kept tryna talk to nicole and it's not like you were mad at her for tryna make new friends, it was jeffery you were mad at
he didn't even acknowledge you one bit â ď¸â ď¸
so you just end up standing next to them saying nothing and looking like a random stranger
when nicole sat in her seat, with jeffery rambling about anime girls or something, you saw how she looked REAALLLYYY pissed so you were gonna sit in your seat (which was opposite hers) and ask her
UNTIL THAT BITCH JEFFERY LIKE SAT IN IT â ď¸â ď¸đ����
you just ended up staring at him with a slightly open mouth when he ignored your soft askings of "can you please move?"
that's when our favourite toxic lesbian said something!! (i'm delusional)
" oh my FUCKING god, next time i hear anything about your stupidass anime cat girls, i will actually hang myself from this light. like who the fuck even asked?? i know damn fuckin' well i didn't. and get your greasy and filthy ass out of y/n's seat, you bitch. "
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that was jeffery's face (and lowkey yours' too)
he got out of your seat and mumbled an apology to you and sat somewhere else leaving you and an annoyed nicole sitting in silence
" oh uh...are you? "
" do you have any meth. "
" ah fuck sorry, i don't do.. uh yeah "
" you look like you do, you seem fucking crazy "
" oh. "
so like after that, and you, being the sapphic you are, ended up falling inlove with nicole !!
she was lowkey a bitch and you won't lie, toxic as fuck but she was your only friend and she stuck up for you so that's good??
she treats everyone with no respect at all, but for you, you can see the SLIGHT change in attitude
like you see her with jeffery, then people like jecka and emily, and you!!
she would always say things about you guys making out or having sex in the bathrooms and you couldn't tell if they were jokes or not
but like i lowkey cba to say how ym got together so all ik is that yu asked her out, she made out with yu and yh
so like now HEADCANONS time
nicole is an insecure girl deep, deep down so that's why she acts the way she does.
but yeah, those insecurities make her REALLY jealous đđ
it's sometimes concerning .
like one time you were approached by emily and she was asking you if you wanted some drugs or something, which you declined, and you ended up complimenting her hair and saying how it brings out her eyes and she ended up hugging you
then nicole stormed over and started going fucking crazy mode at emily saying how " don't you have like a 30 year old boyfriend you can give head right now? so fuck off and let me give this bitch head instead, you cokewhore!! "
something along the lines of that
like i guess showing affection makes her pretty vulnerable, so when ym are in public she's a bitch
she's really controlling or whatever the word is (toxic)
"y/n, you know how much of a fucking pathetic loser you are? just think how fucked up you would be without me, then. like no offense babe, but you're really fucking deranged in the head but i guess that's something that makes you hot."
okay that's all i can think of but yeah i also hate parental controls like why are only 5 of my apps unlocked like let me go on discord ://
you guys should add me on discord, my user is umeqii yiu bitches /affectionately /nf
#nicole x reader#nicole class of 09#umeqii#class of 09 x reader#class of 09#co09 x reader#co09 nicole x reader#co09#toxic yuri#nicole kinnie
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Jelly Legs- ArthurTV
Becoming a camerawoman for ChrisMD meant two things;
Standing out in all weathers for hours on end watching people try to shoot a ball into the net and
Trying not to stare at ArthurTV while doing number one.
You were first introduced to Arthur on your first day on the job, you were obviously nervous but professional and found it sweet Arthur spent his down time when he wasnât taking part in the video, asking you questions. It was a ritual now, after shooting had wrapped for the day Arthur would stop for you a chat, one of his questions was always âwhat are you doing after this?â so you would tell him your plans whether it be with some friends or mostly going home and edit the photos from the shoot before watching some Netflix and Arthurâs response would always be âcool,â and a nod before he stuttered and walked off to speak to Chris.
âDo you mind that Arthur has a crush on your videographer?â George asked when him and Chris were getting into an Uber to go home after another very long shoot. Your day was far from over still, you had to take the equipment back to the office and back up the SD cards before heading home.
âNope, itâs been what? Eight months now and itâs still the exact same routine, he stares at her, talks to her about animal mating rituals, she follows him around with a camera for apparent content,â Chris said doing the finger quotes before continuing âThen he asks her what sheâs doing that evening but never follows it up with oh youâre not doing anything? Maybe we could go out? Thereâs nothing to be worried about, Arthur is a man of habit,â the small man explained as he played with his phone. George nodded in agreement but just because he agreed with it didnât necessarily mean that was the way it had to be.
âHas she said anything to you about possibly liking him back?â George asked raising his scarred eyebrow.
âNo, I donât know a ton about her outside of work, she tends to keep things professional mostly. I know she loved science fiction films so theyâd be a good pairing in that sense,â Chris replied with a shrug and George nodded.
âWhenâs the next time youâre going out with your team? Letâs invite her along, I think itâs time you got to know her a little bit more socially,â George suggested and Chris nodded, just because he was unlucky in love didnât mean he wasnât willing to help out a friend.
âSo if you fancy is weâre all going to go out for dinner and then some drinkâs next Friday?â Chris asked you the next time you were both in the office, setting the wheels of the plan in motion.
âOh wow, yeah sounds good,â you nodded before looking back to your screen.
âReally? Okay great,â Chris replied and you looked at him a little and frowned.
âUnless you were just asking me to be politeâŚâ
âOh no no no! Itâs just, I wasnât expecting you to say yes so quickly. Iâve kind of noticed you tend to keep to yourself quite often. Its one of the reasons why weâre doing this actually, to get to know everyone outside of work, I like to think itâs quite cool and relaxed here and Iâm not some horrible slave driver boss,â Chris explained and you nodded. You did keep to yourself often and people had sometimes pegged you as unfriendly when you were simply unsure.
âSure, it sounds good,â you smiled and Chris nodded before adding the line that made your heart thump a little.
âGeorge and Arthur will be there too,â You needed a new outfit.
After work that day you went shopping, it wasnât your favourite thing to do in the world and it was something you could do quite quickly, it was often the case that whenever you had money and needed to buy something there was never anything, here you now were in Westfield trudging through each shop in a desperate attempt to try and find something that made her look good but also make it look like she wasnât making too much of an effort. She picked up a black cami with a floral pattern and lace trim, feeling the material between her fingers, maybe this would work some jeans? Suddenly she heard a voice the other side of her which sent chills right down to her bone.
âYou know you suit dresses a lot more,â the dark voice said in a low tone, you froze and kept trying to tell yourself that this couldnât be happening, there was no way he was here, it all had to be a misunderstanding, a terrible one at that.
You finally mustered the courage to look up and there he was in front of you, the one person you never wanted to see ever again in your life, the person who you thought you would never see again, sure the legal side of things had ended but perhaps naively you thought he wasnât so stupid that he would seek you out and talk to you again. You pulled the hanger with the top on it from the rail and marched to the till, hoping that human interaction with someone else could firstly, cause him to back off and secondly it would stop you from bursting into tears. You bought the top but it only kept the tears at bay for those five minutes as the second you left the shop they started to flow. Your vision was blurry from tears no matter how hard you tried to wipe them away as they were being replaced so quickly. You could see a man approach you and you started to panic, your breath quickened in pace and you started to wheeze ever so slightly, feeling the intense squeezing sensation in your chest, a panic attack. You hadnât had one of these in over four months, you were doing so well. The figure got closet but you noticed the hair wasnât long and brown so it couldnât have been him. But he was a big guy, you could tell he was definitely a gym bunny, it wasnât until you could hear his voice that you started to relax.
âY/N, Y/N itâs me Reev, whatâs happened? Are you okay? Letâs get you somewhere a bit quieter,â he said softly and you nodded. Your main work was for Chris but as he didnât have a crazy upload schedule you would often do other work in your down time mostly for other Youtubers as they knew your work from Chris and or shared an office with him so it was easy to coordinate.
You could only nod, not having the strength or ability to speak in that moment. It was only when you started to walk you noticed Theo who walked on the other side of you, you were squished between the pair and managed to find some seats in a quieter part of the shopping centre off from the main stretch of shops.
âDo you live far from here?â Theo asked scrolling on his phone for Chrisâs number, not knowing who else to contact. Your breathing was still very erratic so you shook your head, it was roughly a ten or fifteen minute bus ride away so an Uber would take closer to ten minutes if not a little bit less.
âDo you have a housemate or anything we can call?â Reev asked but once again you shook your head as you gripped onto the bench so tightly while trying to steady your breathing. You lived alone, you had lived alone since you and him broke up, him. You couldnât believe after so long you would ever bump into him, let alone him having the audacity to speak to you and now after months of hard work he was at the forefront of your mind yet again.
âHey Chris, are you home? Weâve got a bit of a situation here,â Theo asked Chris who he had now gotten on the phone, he explained the situation with the little information he had and Chris agreed you could go to his if you needed somewhere. You were starting to feel incredibly embarrassed but still hadnât gained your ability to speak, or regulate your breathing properly so off to Chrisâs you went with Theo and Reev in tow.
âWhatâs happened?â Chris asked once you were settled on the sofa, a mug of tea in hand, a very concerned ArthurTV and George sitting on the other sofa staring at you waiting for answers.
âI saw my ex,â you managed to spit out, staring at the wall in front of you, you had a thousand yard stare, it was obvious you had been traumatised by something.
âMust have been a pretty shitty ex for you to react like that,â Theo noted. Arthur frowned, the thought of you being so upset by someone did not make him feel good, from the little he knew of you he had only known you as an incredibly sweet person.
âHe was. I was so surprised to see him because wellâŚâ You sighed, it was all going to come out anyway you may as well let the cat out of the bag. You took a deep breath to compose yourself before speaking again âHe went to prison, he was violent.â You stated before downing a big gulp of tea. An uncomfortable and stunned silence filled the room as you looked around to see everyoneâs faces, there was a mixture of pity, shock and anger, it was usually what you got.
âDid you know he was out?â Arthur was the one to break the silence, he needed to know more, he needed to know if you were okay.
âYeah, thereâs no restraining order or anything, not anymore. I had a no contact order but he didnât go to prison because of me, he had a fight with someone else, but still I just didnât think he was stupid enough to talk to me in that shop. If you guys hadnât have seen me I donât know what would have happened,â you burst into tears again as everyone looked at each other not knowing what to do for a crying woman. Chris gave you a hug first, some of the others did too in an attempt to cheer you up, you spent the next hour telling everyone your story, asking their questions to the best of your ability.
âThatâs why I keep to myself a lot and keep things professional, Iâm so so scared to let anybody else in,â you explained, your gaze flicking to Arthur briefly.
âI canât say I blame you, but you know if you need anything you can call on any of us right?â George offered as he nudged Arthur a little and the brown eyed boy nodded profusely.
âYou know youâre safe with us,â Arthur added and you nodded, you did feel safe with them, but could you open up in the way you wanted to?
Armed with their new knowledge the boys had well and truly embraced you into their inner circle, the best part was as far as you could tell they werenât just doing it because they felt sorry for you but they were genuine.
The work drinks were a huge success, you spent a lot of time talking to people but mostly you chatted to Arthur, George and Chris although pleased the two of you were talking were now very aware of the complication, as was Arthur but he was determined to not treat you any differently, in fact he was even more determined as he wanted to show you just how you should be treated, you deserved the very best.
âDo you think somewhere in China thereâs English takeaway serving up questionable fish and chips and steak and kidney pies?â You asked Arthur as the pair of you tucked into a takeaway. The two of you had started to hang out together just you two. It was purely platonic, you had mentioned you had wanted to learn how to play chess so now it was a regular thing going over to his flat to play a game, eat and talk about your views of the world. For some reason this particular evening had ended up being a little boozy, Arthur often liked a drink but this evening he seemed to be drinking a little but more and also tonight you were in a mood to match him somewhat.
âMaybe, I want to go to China. I had a great time in Sri Lanka, I need to go to Asia a lot more plus itâs so diverse,â Arthur mentioned to you, you hadnât travelled a lot but it was on your bucket list.
âIâve never been outside of Europe, Iâd really love to do something like that,â you replied as you ate your food.
âMaybe we could do something together? Only if you wanted to of courseâŚâ Arthur asked trailing off at the end as his shyness kicked in.
âThat sounds amazing,â you smiled and blushed before eating some more of your dinner.
The two of you continued to eat in a comfortable silence, you always insisted on washing up when you went over to his flat despite his insistence it was fine but the two of you had a routine now, you washed and he dried and put away. You handed him a plate, the blush rising very quickly on your cheeks as your hand brushed with his momentarily.
âYouâre very cute when you blush,â Arthur said, his eyes widened, he didnât realise he had said it until the words fell out of his mouth, he stuttered a little as he tried to come up with something to say and now it was his cheeks which were the red ones. You couldnât help but admire how cute he looked all flustered.
âIâm sorry,â he managed to choke out eventually and you frowned a little and shook your head.
âDonât be sorry, itâs always nice to hear a compliment. Youâre cute when you blush too,â you replied looking down a little picking up the fork and cleaning it so the last of the washing up was over.
âI just donât want you to think Iâm coming on too strong or that Iâm only after something. Thereâs some nice guys out there and I really hope you believe you deserve something nice,â Arthur gushed, he didnât know why he was saying this let alone why he was saying it now but he couldnât help himself, the words were spilling out of his mouth he just couldnât hold onto them anymore. You looked at Arthur carefully, trying to ignore the thumping in your chest. You reached out and grabbed his hand lightly walking back to the sofa where you both sat, hands still entwined and now resting on his knee.
âI know, I think youâre one of the good ones. I didnât say anything before because of my past and I was scared to get into anything but I donât want my past to effect my future anymore.â You admitted and Arthur had a very small and hopeful smile on his face.
âDoes that mean we can maybe go out for dinner next time?â He asked his voice shaking ever so slightly.
âIâd really like that,â you replied with a giggle. This was going to be different in the best way possible.
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If Tolkien characters had Tumblr blogs part 2:
part 1
Finduilas:
url: waitingtothewind
pfp: drawing of a fictional crush in pastel colours (babygirl fulfills her royal duty to exercise patronage over artists by comissioning reams of fanart lol)
bio: â§Ëシ* princess finduilas of nargothrond :) â§Ëシ* 47 â§Ëシ* poetry appreciator â§Ëシ* romantic at heart â§Ëシ* girl of many fandoms â§Ëシ* favourite animal: doggos â§Ëシ* favourite food: strawberry juice â§Ëシ* and if I had a voice that could make mountains melt I would walk over stars just to see how it felt â§Ëシ*
title: âË. ŕ ËââŚË.ËâŚâË ŕ§ .Ëâ
has a very pink custom theme with a fancy font. runs a fandom/aesthetic blog and stays clear of discourse. writes really good meta that is quite popular and poems that get notes in the single digits. doesn't really know how to deal with anon hate. participates in every tag game she comes across.
Maeglin:
url: keeps changing it between @molelol and @twilitdark because he likes small animals, but wants to sound edgy.
pfp: keeps changing it between a baby mole and the kind of very dark photo where you can't really see what it's supposed to be.
bio: M / not a minor
title: the dark under the trees
guards his personal info incredibly closely (a good practice, but how much of it is due to his father having been so controlling that he learned secrecy early on is up for discussion). rarely posts, mostly reblogs photos and shitposts. vaguely vents about his idril/tuor/gondolin/treason problems. when he gets into discussions with people he can be uncomfortably fierce, has sent anon hate on occasion.
Celebrimbor:
url: craftingsilver
pfp: red eight pointed star (default variation, not technically fĂŤanorian) on yellow background
bio: older/younger than you think | look I've seen the Trees that's enough | Noldorin jewelsmith | male
title: time and soul, wrought and tempered
mostly posts and reblogs crafting tiktoks and tips, sometimes adds a dash of science, philosophy or something personal. has made a resolution to filter out any posts pertaining to his family on his dashboard and keeps to it almost till the end. shows a strong sense of humour and has gathered quite a following.
Idril:
url: celebrin-does-things
pfp: blurred photo of her with her back to the camera
bio: 500s - architect, wife and mother - everyone is welcome
title: "ammĂŤ, there's winter in my boots"
started off as a miscellaneous blog, but shifted to being mostly about Eärendil's shenanigans. she vaguely vents about maeglin/gondolin/cousin's treason sometimes, but still comes off as way more laid back than irl. hardly used her tumblr before her son was born and still treats it mostly as a place to document things he has said + a way to talk with like three treasured mutuals. the architect part in bio is mostly a ruse because she has only ever completed one or two projects but can hardly reveal she's a princess, can she? (before the fall of nargothrond if she got on tumblr it was to nag Finduilas to remove her personal info from bio hah)
@eri-pl, this is in part because you asked (a while ago, sorry), though I'm afraid I don't have much to say about all your suggestions. I prefer not to get into Sauron's headspace actually, but the idea of him having access to social media is horrifying lol. And Pharazon has all the worst characteristics of Reddit atheists, non-ironic modern white supremacists and racist trolls rolled into one with the added horror of the new unsavoury state cult. MĂriel is not allowed a sim cardđđŹ
also I'm just now realising I tagged a compatriot in something I wrote at 3 am so if you have time stamps on you now know my messed up sleep schedule and if you don't I've just told you lol but never mind.
#I didn't do her here because she's a few generations up but findis is absolutely a fandom old#just fyi lol#my post#Silmarillion#silm#modern au#not really but that's the simplest way to put it#Finduilas#maeglin#Celebrimbor#idril#tolkien#nĂşmenor#dashboard simulator
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my best friend whom watched tgwdlm a while ago said she liked it, but in my futile attempts to get her to watch more of the hatchetfield universe like NPMD she kept asking if paul was in it and when I said he isnât the main focus but makes a few cameos here and there she said sheâll think about it aka meaning that she wonât.
knowing her if she did she would just skip everything to the part where he appears, her favourite character in any media is always the main character to the point she wonât consume content or fics if her blorbo isnât the main focus, and iâm pretty sure she only remembers paulâs name beside ted who she really really hates
nonetheless iâm not giving up and during my very futile attempts both in text and real life, i have created a few headcanons along the way and want somewhere to rant about it
Paul had a bit of the gift when he was younger, a bit more powerful than the average person, part of a fic i wanna do
his powers were a combination focusing on the mind and emotions along with foresight that later developed into a strong intuition when he grew older, one of it was being able to influence people around him whenever he gets emotional making them feel the same thing as he does and make them do the things he wants to do in that moment
another was being able to trigger emotions onto people and send them into a frenzy, making them panic and such but limited to a range but also being able to calm them down and have them to relax
Paul never was aware much about what his powers can do beyond make the lunch lady at school give him an extra cookie (the warm fresh out the oven type and not the cold ones yknow) and getting to experience the relaxation and hype of weed without ever actually doing it, never tried to figure out more and was just content with it
Paul likes disney movies but groans everytime a song comes on, holding on to the belief that âDisney movies would be more well-liked if they just didnât add the random songs in. I mean, the girl is singing in a snow storm!â
Emma was park of the smoke club in highschool, participating in Brigadoon the musical was never her choice but Jane had somehow convinced her to do it because she too was in it and snidely commented things that she couldnât handle it which lead her to auditioning and getting the part which emma later found out was part of Janeâs plan to get her out there and stop wasting awake smoking pot. although she dreaded it, the moments between her and Jane after rehearsals making fun of the other kids while getting shitty snacks from the 7-11 nearby were one of times she and Jane had gotten along
After the performance of Brigadoon, Paul had complained about how awful and shitty it was. Emma overheard it, may or may not have threw stale popcorn at him, and complained to Jane about the star wars shirt-wearing bean-pole of a geek afterwards.
Alice has different rankings of her dadâs coworkers and friends, most of the time Uncle Paulâs at the top next to Charlotte since she likes them the most whenever they take care of her though Charlotte is a rare occasion
Pete, Richie, and Alice were all friends as kids cause of their guardians being coworkers/friends with Richie being Paulâs nephew
Paul takes Richie to anime cons with his only knowledge of it being from 2 episodes from sailor moon and lainâs experiments that traumatized him, Richie tries to get him to cosplay with him everytime and sometimes he does
Once they did a duo cosplay of Richie as Shinji and Paul as Gendo, everytime Richie wanted to take a picture that was canon accurate he couldnât because Paul kept smiling and doing a thumbs up acting nothing like Gendo. later he told him that he should have gone as Yui instead
No one in the CCRP technical department knows how computers since the company doesnât really care if their workers are even eligible for the job cause theyâre just guinea pigs for experiments and the LIB, Paulâs the only qualified guy with an actual degree in computer science and they go to him for help. Everyone else either has a degree in anything but computer science or doesnât even have a degree at all, CCRP doesnât really do background checks or give a shit.
The other Paul clones got offed by Paul 23 because they too wanted to have the ogâs life, on the chance one of them escaped they wouldâve been hunted down by paul 23 and android emma
CCRP was walking on eggshells after the revolution of the paul clones, they side-eyed paul 23 whenever they see him smiling or just doing work, doesnât stop their business of sending clones to a secret mining facility on the moon even if some of them wanted to choose another guy to clone
No one knows what CCRP actually does, they have no idea what their company at all and all of them have completely different ideas on what the company is
Paul watches horrific world war movies to relax, he suggests watching Come and See with his friends, after that no one ever takes his recommendations
âWhy donât any of you wanna watch my movies?â âUh, no one wants to watch any of that horrific shit? Itâs all sad and makes us feel shitty, we donât want to feel shitty on a friday at 8pm paul.â
He likes sweeter drinks like a caramel frappe but still keeps ordering a plain black coffee just because of how fast he gets it
at the beginning paul had a slight very short-lived crush on melissa that was mostly based on the fact she was pretty nice to him and was a bit cute, when bill said she was like a daughter to him, paul couldnât get the image of alice outside his head and poof! his lil crush was gone and forever forgotten
Melissa would actually tweak the fuck out if she finds out about that
that headcanon was purely created because i thought it would be funny if Melissa actually had a chance and it got ruined by Bill who is their biggest shipper
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SO MUCH FOOD DUDE THANKS FOR ALL OF THIS
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I had this thought for so long after having read "28 years" from @kiame-sama. It's just that good, I tell you.
Anyway, having read Zeno x reader and Silva x kidnapped readee, I had this idea for a very heavy fanfic where, it's not Silva's wife, but Zeno's husband.
Confort/vent fic needed. I will ignore their animation age, cause it does not fit well with the idea.
I'm gonna do it in more parts, I don't want to overwhelm you people. It's a heavy topic
ZENO ZOLDYCK X M! READER
TW: kidnapping, abuse, heavy abuse of science knowledge, murder, torture, mental health issue, physical issue
You were a simple man. You had your mundane job at a bookshop, and you lived in a rather small house. Well it was all that simple. If only you knew, what lurked in the shadows.
That's what you thought when he, the infamous Zeno Zoldyck told you, that now you were his husband and you were going to live with him and his family at Kukuroo Mountain.
But that wasn't the bad part, you had it good. You only had to look at your dear friend, Milla, she had been stuck in that room since she had been taken. And it now was three years. You, on the other hand, given your rather calm and pacific nature, adapted quickly at your new environment. After all, you knew that you escaping was impossible. They were a family of trained assassins, the best in the world. How could a normal guy like you pull off a real escape?
You went for the simple and more realistic route. You did what you were told. And it landed you on a good spot. Three years ago, you would not have roamed around the estate like you do now. You would have been chained to the part of the mansion you call home. Now you walk around free, and you can actually interact with someone. That be the butlers, the kids, Kykyo and Silva, and of course, Millia.
You two bonded easily. Often time you talked on the phone the first few times. But after your chain had been unlocked, you often went to see her, to keep her company and talk about anything. Your favourite activity was watching documentaries. They were such a relaxing activity. Aslo she was the one to introduce you to knitting. After heavy negotiations with his husband, of course. He was, let's say, over protective, but she managed to get her way.
Anyway your life could be better, but for now you had it good. Zeno was rather chill, he isn't exactly over bearing, but he isn't also excessively restricting. You can go out, that being said, you can explore all of Kukuroo Mountain. And that's something. You could have been stuck in a room, 24/7.
It was a day like the other, and you had been reading a book that Zeno gifted you recently. And it was really good. Just thrilling enough to keep you hooked on the reading, but also mysterious enough to let your mind conjure up various possibilities. And you wanted to discuss it with Millia, you bothered her with that news for over a month now, she deserved to know.
The door was, to simply put it, enormous and extremely tightly locked. You had Zeno with you for that reason. No matter how much you tried, you would only injure yourself. "Thank you, see you later for lunch?" you asked, you knew that later that day he had to go out, so you wanted to at least say goodbye before he went out. "I don't know, I think we will head out earlier." With that, and a kiss, he opened the door and then let you go.
"Hey Milli, I finished the book." - "it was time you finished it, pebble" - "yeah yeah, keep the sass up, snowflake". You two went on your chatting for a long long time. Suddenly you both heard a strange noise. Something trying to open something. Footsteps hurriedly moving silently around the door. The May have confused that door for a safe. Cause, nobody is allowed there, apart from members of the family and the dogs knew better.
You told her to hide, but it was to late. You both screamed. You tried to fend off the aggressors, but they were too many to do it alone. The only thing you remembered was the face of terror of Millia.
Meanwhile, the screams echoed around the walls of the mansion. Everyone froze on their spot. One looking at the other. Unfortunately, apart from Kykyo, no other member was home.
You were alone now. Until they came back home, you were alone with Millia, and you had a choice. Meanwhile, a butler finally had a the gut to call the head of the family. "Master Zeno?" - "What is it?" - "w-we... Have... A problem"
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bro do you think i could get like,, a coffee shop (or bookshop) au headcanons for the main six? if you're comfortable with that âşď¸â¨
Ah coffee shop/bookstore aus are my favourite I love them! I hope you donât mind me going wild on my favs (Julian and Muriel) lol
Requests are still open! And asks about my new MC! Send em in!! (also fic requests are open lmao)
Main six x MC coffee shop/bookstore modern au
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Julian
You work at your local bookstore and this very hot doctor comes in almost every weekÂ
You donât know why, but youâre curious as to why
He always comes during your shift, asking for new books, books on medical treatment, old history, history on leeches, types of leeches, birds and birdcare
The first time he came in when you locked eyes he fell over
You and your coworkers started a little bet to see what heâs coming in for nextÂ
But he doesnât come in the next week
Or after that
You hate to admit it but youâre starting to miss him. He never failed to make you laugh with his strange requests
The past few times he came in he was always a bit red
But his face lit up whenever he saw you
You started crushing on him and now that he hasnât come back for a while youâre...a bit sad
Next time he comes in is when youâre closing up
Heâs out of breath, wheezing on his knees
Amused you let him catch his breath
âMC...Iâm sorry I havenât come in a while! School and work got hectic and I didnât have time-â
Shushing him gently you bring him inside, pulling out your secret stash of tea you keep in the back
Asking him whatâs wrong makes him go bright red
Confused, you sit and wait
âWould you believe me if I said I fell in love with this cute bookworm who works in one of my favourite store?â
Youâre a little hurt but happy for the person he loves. He notices the hurt and laughs
âItâs you sweetheart. Iâve seemed to have fallen for you.â
Iâm sorry, but after he confesses he would totally steal you just to make out with you behind the science textbook section (....I might write this wait)
Asra
Asra works at this sweet little tea shop that you like to visit every so often after work/school
Heâs the cutest barista and you always smile when heâs there
Slowly youâve warmed up to one another, him bringing you your favourite tea with a little note
Donât hit on the baristas, but he might make an exception just for you
He adds some stuff to your tea to make it special and he always gets excited when he sees you come in
When you stay late he breaks out the coffee to help you stay up studying/working
Heâll spend time after work just to talk to you
He smells good like cinnamon and tea leaves
If you fall asleep heâll let you sleep a bit while he closes up, and then wakes you before he leaves
He really enjoys your company, and you always brighten his day when you come inÂ
Days you donât come in seem to drag on and heâs a little lonelyÂ
Oh no
oh no
he has a crush on you now
But you bet your sweet arse you developed some weird outta nowhere feelings for him too
Itâs why you avoided the tea shop, you didnât want to make things weird
He sees you passing by and runs after you just to tell you
He really does miss youÂ
His confession is all a jumble. âMCILOVEYOUSOMUCHPLEASECOMEBACK!â
Heâs very cute and when you go back heâll make you a latte with snake art
Nadia
Nadia works at a cute little bookstore with a small cafe off to the side
Itâs not very popular, just tucked away but it has a very nice atmosphere
They make the best pastries and have the best espressos
The first time you came in Nadia was there and willing to helpÂ
She misheard you and sent you to the wrong section but she was too nice so you felt bad
Later on you tell her about the incidentÂ
She is so embarrassed but itâs sweet
She finds your compassion so very sweetÂ
Some days youâll come in just to study for school or read a book over coffee
She likes talking with you (distracting you from your schoolwork and her from her actual job. The manager doesnât mind)
She handles everything with such grace itâs hard not to fall deeply in love with her
Sometimes youâll come in just to talk to herÂ
Itâs about when she starts to fall for you too, making your guyses interactions a bit awkward but still very sweet
She confesses by kissing you behind the bookshelves, she tastes like bittersweet chocolate and coffeeÂ
When she pulls away you are bright red, making her giggle.Â
âConsider it a thank you, MC. Youâve made my days so much brighter just with your smile.â
Oh my gods is she hotÂ
You arenât gonna survive thisÂ
Kiss her backÂ
âI...I hate to admit this, but I think I love you.â
Muriel
You work for a fun little animal themed bookstoreÂ
Kids love itÂ
But one day this huge I mean tall and broad man walks in, hunched over, asking for a book on how to take care of chickens
Well thatâs new youâve never had a request like that from someone who looks...well, like Muriel does
But as always, you put on a smile and sweetly show him the way to chicken care
Heâs so nervous oh poor babyÂ
Heâll grab your sleeve as you go back to the counter, his hair falling into his eyes but you can see how red his cheeks are
âCan...can I have some help finding a specific book? I...donât know my way around.â
Of course you help how could you not
Soon after that he becomes a regular, and you learn he is in school to be a Vet and he has a small house up in the mountainsÂ
Where apparently he has been saving animals
The first time you learn about Inanna was when he came in asking for a book on dog breeds
When he couldnât find her breed he asked for a book on wolves
and you are starting to worry
But itâs okay he knows what heâs doing
As shy as he is, he falls for you fast and hard. Soon coming in with very poor excusesÂ
But itâs okay because you get to see him more and more, falling for him yourself soon enough
When you show him to books on bird seed, you kiss his cheek making him sputter
After a moment, he kisses your forehead, whispering âI love youâ
And that was the day you knew this man was gonna kill you with his voice
Portia
Portia is this super cute barista at this fun energetic coffee shop
You are a poor hardworking person who needs their coffee fix
But oh my god Portia thinks you are the cutest most beautiful thing to walk through those doors
Her coworkers tease her but they let her act on her immediate crush
Looking up to this bubbly redhead holding your coffee, you fall for her tooÂ
And soon you come in every week, sometimes three times a week
To study and get coffee
No...no other reason....
Portia is thrilled to see you in the coffee shop so oftenÂ
Eventually she leaves her number on the side of your coffee cupÂ
OMG no other person has done this in this au bwahahaha theyâre all dumbassesÂ
Sheâll confess with a few hearts in your coffee and a winkÂ
After work youâll wait for her before pulling her along and kissing her behind the buildingÂ
Ah, young love
Sheâll giggle and after this you come in more often and when she finds out where you work sheâll come to visit you
âMC! You came again! Welcome!!!â
Bright smiles and laughterÂ
Your day always seems better when sheâs around
Lucio
You work at an old coffee shop with a fun rustic vibe and this man comes in so oftenÂ
Like everyÂ
single
day
to order the same exact thing
The same exact super sweet coffee with two cookies on the side. Heâs an odd one isnât he
Heâll start to flirt with you right away
âHey gorgeous, you make this all for me?â
Of course you did
Thatâs your job
Eventually you start flirting back and thatâs when things start picking upÂ
Lucio catches major hardcore feelings
Youâre that cute barista and he caught feelings for you
Unfair
You catch feelings tooÂ
Eventually
Heâs very blunt and flirty and..okay sure you kinda like that in himÂ
One day he was so aggressively flirting that you grab his shirt collar and plant a hard kiss on his mouth
Then get back to work as if nothing happened
Leave your number and winking face by his coffee
Ooooooooh man are you gonna get it after workÂ
;)
#the arcana#the arcana headcanons#julian devorak#lucio morgasson#portia devorak#muriel#asra alnazar#nadia satrinava#julian headcanons#nadia headcanons#asra headcanons#lucio headcanons#muriel headcanons#nadia headcanon#coffee shop au#main six x mc#arcana apprentice#headcanons#arcana modern au
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and I don't want to (but I love you)
@jatp-week Day 6: favourite trope
Not me doing a self-indulgent and stupidly long enemies to lovers au :>
Julie Molina didn't have enemies in her life. She had competitors, sure. Everyone did. But Sunset Curve took the whole cake. She didn't have enemies but Luke Patterson came dangerously close.
Luke Patterson, on the other hand, fully considered Julie Molina his number one enemy. He had zero qualms about saying that to her face and behind her back. He knew his band was the best but Julie had a real knack for knocking his ego down a bit and he hated her for it. Maybe he wouldn't get so riled up if she was nice about it or if not nice, she was less nasty and more stern. Honestly, it seemed like she took pleasure in criticizing Sunset Curve.
The rivalry between them extended to their bands and friend circles. Well, for the most part, anyway. Julie and Luke let Willie and Alex get away with their little forbidden lovers thing because they both thought the pair was cute together. It was pretty much the only thing they agreed on. Ever.
Willie only ever talked about Alex, not the band and Alex made sure to steer clear of mentioning Julie whenever he talked about Willie. The arrangement worked for all sides.
Julie and Luke's rivalry extended far beyond their music. It crept into their classes and had them fighting for the top spot. The teachers were thrilled. It meant Luke put in as much effort as he possibly could into every assignment or test. Even if it was out of pure spite, it was working.
And then, oh dear, and then there was a group project. Obviously, they split to opposite ends of the room with their friends to choose pairs (except Willie and Alex, who were shoved together and assured it was perfect) but apparently, it was important to learn how to work with people you dislike because in the workplace you might be forced to work with people you dislike -- or something like that.
Julie and Luke had never let their rivalry coerce them into doing stupid things -- except the one time where Carrie was convinced Luke could hold his breath longer and Julie almost drowned in the school pool to prove Carrie wrong -- but the moment they were paired up, Julie and Luke both wanted nothing more than to break several school rules, vandalism being the top one and starting violent fights being the second. It was unclear if they wanted to fight each other or their teacher.
Matters were made worse when their friends got to pair off together on their own terms while they were stuck with each other. The only thing keeping them from completely refusing to do any work was that they both were still competing for the highest scores.
Their friends had never been more entertained and the two opposing groups bonded over watching the two most stubborn people they knew suffer out a school project together. The clear awkwardness between them was hilarious and it was a pleasant thing to see them sitting at the same table and not trying to verbally murder each other. Bobby turned out to be the funniest person in the whole group. He had a meme-y caption for every moment they caught of Julie and Luke sitting near enough to have a normal conversation and the others loved it. He also seemed to be able to relate all the memes to the pair and was strangely good at photoshop, which earned him the Groupchat King title. (Julie and Luke were completely unaware of this groupchat excluding only them -- which, for the others' safety, was for the best.) Flynn's favourite was a photo of Julie with a feral look on her face, miming strangling a smug Luke. Me & 2020 was Bobby's winning caption. She wasn't sure which was which and that made it even better, in her opinion.
As the weeks passed, Julie and Luke's rivalry mellowed. As far as they said, it was still going strong but their actions told another story. There were playful nudges in the hallway, now. Teasing death glares across a classroom. Locked gazes and stifled giggles at inside jokes -- the fact that they even had those was surprising enough. They willingly shared a lunch table for the sole purpose of interrupting a mini date between Willie and Alex but most of it was spent in their own world anyway. Their mockery of each other had become gentler and more harmless teasing than anything.
And then one Tuesday, Luke didn't show up at school.
Of course, Luke's band knew exactly what was up, but they -- with support from Julie's friends -- decided it would be fun to play dumb and send Julie to Luke's house, just to check up on him, you know, despite the fact that the group project was long over and she really had no need to meddle further into Luke's life. The mere fact that Julie forgot she still had class and was seriously ready to leave immediately said a lot.
"I can promise you that it's really not as bad as it looks," Luke said from under several pillows, a puffy duvet and maybe three stuffed animals, "but there's no band practice today and I'm not coming to school tomorrow either so can one of you flick Julie's forehead for me? It's tradition."
"Band practice, huh?" Julie said, dropping her bag on the floor with a soft thud. "And here I thought you just had nothing more interesting going on in your life than disrupting mine."
Luke sat up fast enough that his head spun, his vision swam and two pillows fell off the bed. "Who told you where I live?"
"You did, dork. Here, I brought your homework and my dad's trying something out in the kitchen. He misread balf the recipe so it's the blandest thing I've ever tasted but if you're sick, it'll be good for you."
Luke responded to the bit that made sense. "I don't want bland food," he said, scrunching up his nose as Julie set a small stack of papers on the desk in the corner and walked up to him with a covered bowl.
"As if you'd know the difference. Your mom said you can't taste anything anyway."
"You talked to my mom?" Luke asked, looking mortified.
"Yeah, duh. What, did you think I climbed through your bedroom window? I don't care that much for you."
"Aww, I knew you cared for me."
Julie didn't respond to it. "So this is supposed to be a vegetable stew," she said, tapping the plastic wrap over the bowl, "but like I said, mistakes were made."
"Well, what is it then?" Luke asked, leaning over to peer at the bowl.
"I'd call it . . . semi-flavoured water with surprise veggies."
"Joy."
"I know, right? Anyway, I'll leave you to your . . . pillow fort? Cute stuffies. I have the same penguin."
Luke glanced at the penguin that was still secured in his arm. "Don't you dare tell your friends. Especially not Flynn. She's ruthless."
"She is not. But fine, only because you're sick. I'll be back for my bowl tomorrow and it better be empty."
Luke watched Julie leave with a look of amazement. As soon as he heard his front door close, footsteps pattered through the hallway, leading up to his mother sticking her head in his room. "I like her."
"I'm going back to sleep," Luke said, diving back into the safety of all his pillows, wondering if it was the fever or Julie that set his cheeks blazing.
Probably the fever.
"Good afternoon, dork. Reggie says you said you liked the semi-flavoured water and my dad felt very appreciated by that so he's made some actual stew for you to try. It's beef stew this time so please don't get surprised. Did you do yesterday's homework? You should, because I brought today's. How do you feel?"
Luke, who had been staring at Julie with his mouth slightly open in a perfect picture of surprise, blinked when he realised she'd stopped speaking. "Don't you knock?!"
"Your mom said you were asleep and I could just leave everything here for you but you were awake so. . ." Julie trailed off, shrugging.
"You . . . you are so strange."
Julie shrugged as she set the homework down on the desk and walked up to the nightstand to put the covered bowl down in Luke's reach. "You need to come back to school. I feel bad bullying your friends."
"I'm sure they'll be glad to hear that," Luke said sarcastically. He paused for a second. "Yeah, I did the homework. Most of it. My mom said it'll help to get out of bed and do something. I tried to play the guitar but she was adamant I didn't do that something."
Julie nodded and walked back to Luke's desk. She rifled through the mess and picked up all the homework. "I'll finish this essay for you," she said almost absently, searching among the pages. "Please tell me you did your science homework. I got a lot of that wrong and no one wants to give me the answers because apparently, I should learn my work."
"Uh . . . yeah. Um, yeah, I did the science. Wh-- what do you mean 'do the essay' for me?"
Julie looked up as she gathered everything into a pile of messy and uneven papers. "It's on the African American civil rights movement. It's factual and ninety percent of the class will have the same essay anyway so--"
"No. No, I mean . . . why?"
"Oh. Uh . . . why not?"
Luke didn't have a response, so he fell silent.
"Well, that's all of yesterday's homework. Get some rest and then make sure you eat. I can't have my favourite punching bag get too weak to take a hit."
As Julie turned and left his room, Luke felt the sudden urge to scream, so instead, he slammed his burning face into his favourite penguin. Yes, she had called him a punching bag, but she'd also called him her favourite.
"Music class just isn't the same without booing you. Also, Alex said you managed to keep the beef stew down yesterday so my dad thought you could try something a little heavier. This is an experimental chicken and fried rice . . . thing. I do not reccomend eating unless you're sure you're okay enough for a full meal. That said, I brought more beef stew in case you're not up for the chicken and rice."
"You can't just walk in unannounced!" Luke cried as Julie set down the two bowls on the nightstand.
"I can, actually," Julie said, flashing a set of keys at Luke.
Luke's jaw dropped when he recognized the keychains. "Hey, those are mine!"
"Wow, so observant. Your mom gave it to me before I left yesterday because your dad is at work and she needed to go out today and with you holed up in here, there wouldn't be anyone to open for me."
Luke frowned. "Oh, yeah, she said something like that but I was half-asleep."
Julie was pleasantly surprised to find Luke's homework neatly gathered at the corner of the desk. It didn't escape her how Luke seemed to glow with pride when she commented on it. She had to fight a smile as she dropped Luke's homework into her bag.
"Get some rest, dork. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call someone from Sunset Swerve. I'll be busy."
"It's Sunset CURVE and you know it."
"Really? I never noticed."
Luke pouted. "Tuxedo Sam says you're being very mean right now. I'm sick and I deserve care."
"Well, you can tell your stupid penguin that Skipper will beat his ass."
"You named your penguin after the penguins from Madagascar?"
"You call yours Tuxedo Sam."
"Yeah, okay, that's fair."
Julie rolled her eyes and turned to leave. "Take a nap, Moody McSleeveless."
Luke glanced at the penguin laying nearby as he heard Julie lock up the house again. "Don't look at me like that, she's mean all the time."
"I BROUGHT CAKE!"
Luke scrambled up, launching Tuxedo Sam off the bed. "Who died?"
"No one died," Julie said, picking up the penguin as she walked up to Luke's bed. "It's Friday and since you're doing a little better, I thought you could do with a small treat. Tuxedo Sam agrees."
"Give me back my penguin," Luke said, reaching both arms out to Julie.
"Did you do yesterday's homework?"
"Yes."
"Did you really eat both bowls of food yesterday?"
"Yes."
"And keep it down?"
"Yes, ma'am, now can I please have my penguin back?"
Julie passed Luke the stuffed animal. "You're adorable," she blurted, turning away immediately to hide her own stunned look. She cleared her throat as she headed to the desk to grab Luke's homework. "So, that group project? We got a ninety-five."
That distracted Luke easily enough. "What happened to the other five?!"
"We're very bad at teamwork," Julie said, glancing back at Luke over her shoulder to see him relax against the pillows.
"Ah. That . . . makes sense."
Julie nodded. "Mhm."
The silence that blanketed the room wasn't as awkward as it should have been.
"I have to go. Most of the teachers said it would be okay to get your homework on Monday, but Mr Hughes is on my tail about your chemistry paper. My dad is making cupcakes tonight for some reason and I told Willie he could have some, so I'll send extra with him to give to Alex to give to you, but enjoy that crappy store cake for now. I left proper lunch with your mom for when you feel like it."
It didn't register that the only reason Mr Hughes would be harassing Julie about Luke's homework was if Julie herself had taken responsibility for Luke. Well, it did register, but by then, Julie was long gone and the only response Luke could muster was a muffled scream into poor Tuxedo Sam.
"Oh, ew, gross. Luke, it smells like the middle school locker room in here. What were you doing?"
Luke had never looked more sheepish in his life as he pointed to the canister on his nightstand -- right next to his alarm clock. "My phone went off about an hour ago and I thought it was the alarm so I did the smart thing and slammed it down but I missed. Obviously."
Holding her nose, Julie dropped everything she was carrying on Luke's table and tore the curtains open, pushing the windows as far as they could go. She stood there for a moment, relishing in the fresh air. "I'll come back inside when I can breathe," Julie said, halfway out the window.
Luke wanted to melt into his pillows. A week later and he was only feeling slightly better. The pros of it was that Julie visited every day with something tasty and a level of snark that only amused him. The cons of it was that Julie visited every day and left him flustered and red in the face.
He firmly believed that Julie only came by every day because she had homework to drop off, but today was Saturday. There was no more homework to drop off.
And she could have just backtracked right out the door again but instead, she headed for the windows on the other side of his room. Why?
Because she's taking care of you, dork.
Luke couldn't help but think that the logical voice in his head sounded suspiciously like Julie.
"Hey, my parents have some stupid couple's yoga thing on Saturdays. Did you break in?"
Julie pulled the windows halfway closed and stepped back into the room. "No, I still have your keys. Your dad tried to give me the spare key to the front door but your mom said it'll be fine if I kept yours until you're back on your feet."
"Wow. She really trusts you, huh?"
Julie shrugged. "I'm a very trustworthy person."
"No, you're not. I saw you lose a pen that you stuck behind your ear and then you proceeded to lose three more by tucking them behind your other ear and in your pockets. You then tried to steal mine."
"I was fourteen," Julie said defensively.
"It happened last week!"
"I felt fourteen."
Luke gave Julie a deadpan look.
"Cute pyjamas."
"I know, right? Bobby got us matching ones when we were like fifteen for band bonding. I mean, I grew out of the pants but the shirt still fits."
Julie scoffed as she stared at the dark haired cartoon smiling at her from the pink shirt. "Looks really good on you, Skip."
"Hey, I like being Skipper. She's Barbie's most intelligent sister."
"Oh, yeah?" Luke didn't even notice that Julie had made herself comfortable at the foot of his bed. "And if you're Skipper, who are the others?"
"Bobby is Chelsea, 'cause he's the youngest of us, Alex is Barbie, 'cause his summer jobs have been everywhere, and Reg is Stacie, 'cause she's Bobby's favourite and Bobby's favourite bandmate is Reg."
Julie's head tilted slightly. "You sound drunk."
"The bottle said one teaspoon of cough syrup but I didn't read and I took two tablespoons. It's okay, though. Mom panicked and called the doctor and he says the cough syrup he gave me is for kids and I'm just really, really, really intolerant. Which you should remember for me because I plan to be super famous with the band and there are gonna be a lot of after parties and I don't wanna get drunk five minutes in. I think the cough syrup is kicking in."
"Luke Patterson, you are unbelievable."
"I know, right?" He attempted a winning smile, but it came off as plain childlike.
Julie chastised herself for finding him adorable. They were mortal enemies and she had to remember that. Then what are you doing in his room on a Saturday, after explicitly telling the rest of his band to stay away?
Julie found it unnerving how much the voice in her head sounded like a teasing Luke.
"You're like, really annoying."
Julie frowned. "I -- I'm sorry?"
"You should be." Luke was sitting cross-legged now, fiddling with the ears of a stuffed bunny. "It's really messing with my head."
Julie decided she liked tipsy Luke -- even if it was just cough syrup. "How so?"
"No, it's nothing."
"You can tell me, Luke. I promised not to tell anyone about your stuffed animals and I kept it, right?"
"Yeah, but this time the secret about you. You're not allowed to know."
Curiosity more than anything made Julie lean forward slightly. "It'll be our secret."
"Okay, but you have to promise not to talk about it."
Julie nodded quickly. Luke tugged at the bunny's ears for a moment.
"You're like . . . really pretty."
Julie couldn't help the soft laugh that bubbled out of her. Adorable, she thought.
"Like, a lot of pretty. You're pretty on the inside, too."
"On the inside?"
"Yeah. On the inside. You know, your heart."
"M-my heart?"
Luke nodded at his stuffed rabbit. "Yeah. You have a really pretty heart. It beats like a drum. Making music. Like you."
Julie's mouth hung open, surprise silencing her.
"You have the prettiest music in you. I can hear it like -- like a song that gets stuck in my head all day. It's really annoying but it's so pretty. It smells like flowers and it looks like butterflies."
At this point, Julie didn't think she'd be able to speak, even if she knew what to say. Luke was talking to the stuffed animal, frowning as he struggled to voice his thoughts understandably.
"Sometimes it's just so loud and I wanna cover my ears and run away but it just gets louder and louder and then you come over and you're saying something mean but the music is there and it's not so loud anymore but I still can't hear anything else. Your heart sounds like a ballad."
Julie was frozen to her seat at the edge of the bed. Part of her wondered if it was Luke talking or the fever. Part of her desperately hoped it was Luke.
"Julie, you are music."
It was a simple sentence. Anyone could have said it. It could mean a lot or it could mean nothing at all. If anyone else had said it to her, she would have taken it as the highest form of a compliment. But that wasn't what Luke was saying.
Everyone knew that Luke spoke best through lyrics and chords. His books and desks were covered in etched notes and scribbled words. Luke lived and breathed music. It was everything to him. Without it, Luke didn't know who he was.
And he compared it to Julie.
Julie stared at the text on her phone. She bit her lower lip, unsure of what to say in response.
Mom said you visited yesterday. I was dazed for most of it. I didn't say anything stupid or incriminating, right? Not that anything could be more incriminating than the three stuffed animals on my bed.
Ten minutes after that, another had come through. Jules, are you ignoring me? Did I do something?
Then another five minutes later. This is still Julie Molina's number, right?
Julie quickly typed out something before she chickened out again and tossed her phone to the foot of her bed once it was sent.
Hey. Got busy in the kitchen with dad. No, you're good. See you at school tomorrow?
Julie scrambled for her phone to send one last word.
A few streets away, Luke stared at the word 'dork'. He was sure he had said something. He vaguely remembered yapping on about music to Julie -- duh, what else did they share? -- and then suddenly, she wasn't there anymore. He wondered if he'd fallen asleep talking and Julie had left then or if he really had said something to make her leave.
Yeah, he wrote back, see you at school.
Luke cornered Julie as soon as he caught sight of her in the school hallway. "You've been ignoring me and I don't like that."
Julie squeaked. "I most definitely am not ignoring you."
"Julie, you're pretty much the only person in this school that doesn't keep their phone on mute or vibrate. I know you heard my texts yesterday."
"So what if I am?" Julie asked, folding her arms. "We're not friends, so why should you care if I reply to your texts or not? In fact, why were you even messaging me in the first place?"
While Luke fumbled for a response, Julie slipped past him and continued on her way to class.
"Oh, that is just rude!" Luke yelled after Julie.
She ignored him all through any classes they shared and when lunch rolled around, she made sure to sit with Carrie and Flynn at a small table. Luke had never looked more offended in his life as he joined Reggie in sitting with Alex and Willie.
"What did you do on Saturday?" Alex asked, leaning forward to whisper. "Julie was fine when she told us we don't need to come by at all."
"Julie told you not to come over?" Luke asked, ripping his gaze from Julie to Alex and then Reggie, who shook his head.
"Bro, she actually called Alex and told him that we don't need to come see you because she was going to."
"Yeah, I remember her being there but I was drugged up on cough syrup."
"Weak," Alex whispered loudly, grinning when he made Willie laugh.
"Maybe you said something?" Willie suggested.
"Yeah, probably! But she's not talking to me. She's not even insulting me, which I would very much prefer over this apathy."
"You know where she lives," Reggie said dismissively. "Maybe you should pay her a visit."
Luke glanced across the cafeteria to see Julie quickly whip her head down to stare at her fold. "Yeah. Maybe."
Julie was tired and wanted nothing more than to go to sleep. Her plans were thrown way off the rails when she walked into her room and found Luke petering around the shelves beside her bed.
"What are you doing here?"
Luke drew his hand back sharply. "Cute box. What's in it?"
"None of your business," Julie snapped, hurriedly closing her bedroom door. "What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to talk to you but you were ignoring me and--"
"You could've just yelled at me from outside," Julie hissed. "I would have come down to shut you up! You can't be in here. Get out of my room."
"No. Not until you tell me why you've been avoiding me since Saturday. Jules, what--"
"Fine! Go and wait for me in the garage. I'll come talk to you in there."
Luke hesitated, unsure if Julie was serious.
When she heard footsteps getting closer, Julie grabbed Luke by the neckline of his shirt and dragged him to the window. "Get out," she whispered hurriedly, "I'll come down to the garage, I promise."
Thankfully, by the time her father arrived, Luke was gone.
"Who were you talking to, mija?"
"Luke," Julie said with a smile. She pointed at the phone. "He liked the cupcakes I sent with Willie."
"Oh, that's great. You didn't take something yesterday and today? Is he feeling better?"
"Much," Julie said, nodding, "in fact, we have some talking to do, so I'm gonna meet him in the garage in a few minutes."
"So late?"
Julie absolutely could not lie to her dad. But she could do half truths. "It's a long overdue discussion."
"School work?"
Julie shrugged. "Music."
"Ah. The garage makes sense. Well, do you wanna take some food down? Midnight snack?"
"Thanks, dad," Julie said with a smile, "you're the best."
"Oh, your dad is the best!" Luke cried as soon as he saw Julie walk in with a plate of cookies.
"These are experimental, too. They're some kind of oatmeal and choc mint blend. They taste good, in my opinion."
"Everything your dad makes tastes good," Luke said, grabbing three cookies. "My mom's starting to get jealous of how much I love your dad's cooking."
Juli smiled and set the plate down on the coffee table. Was there any point beating around the bush? Sugarcoating things?
"You told me I was music."
Luke paused, one and a half cookies gone. "What?"
Julie kept her gaze trained on the tassels of the carpet. "You told me I'm annoying . . . because I'm pretty. Because I have a pretty heart. You said it beats like a drum and I have the prettiest music in me that gets stuck in your head. It --"
"Smells like spring and looks like butterflies. . ." Luke looked positively mortified.
Julie, refusing to look up, did not notice. "You said . . . you said my heart sounds like a ballad and then -- and then you told me I am music."
Had he really said all that aloud? Well, no wonder Julie was avoiding him like the plague.
Julie tensed up when she could see Luke's feet step in front of her. Almost every part of her screamed that this was wrong. They shouldn't be so close without bickering and fighting. But deeper within, beyond the confines of logic and sense, Luke's voice told her that this was the furthest thing from wrong.
"I said all that? Aloud?"
Julie nodded.
"You know what music is to me."
Julie nodded again.
"Jules," Luke said gently. "Julie, look at me."
Julie refused to, so Luke gingerly tucked his finger under her chin and lifted her head, waiting until her gaze fell on him before speaking.
"You know what music is to me," he said again, prompting another nod from Julie. "Then you know what you mean to me."
Julie blinked a few times and shook her head. "No. No, that's just the fever talking. You -- you didn't really mean all of that."
"If you really believe that, why are you avoiding me?"
"I . . . I don't know."
Luke dropped his hand to take hold of Julie's. He glanced at her, waiting for her to pull away. When she didn't, he interlocked his fingers with hers. "I meant every word. Okay, maybe not literally, but you know what I mean."
Julie shook her head. "We're not even friends, Luke."
"Hm, well, who said I wanted to be your friend?"
Julie wanted to hate Luke. She wanted to loathe the sight of him. She didn't want to like him, let alone love him.
And yet, she did.
So before the overthinker in her could stop her, Julie leaned up on tiptoes and brushed her lips against his. Luke beamed at her like a kid on Christmas morning.
"Not the response I was expecting, but definitely one I'm enjoying."
"Don't make me regret it."
"Yes, ma'am. Now, what are my chances of getting two more? And one for the road? Within the next five seconds becaus my mom doesn't know I snuck out and she think I'm still sick."
"Dork," Julie said fondly, shaking her head.
"I'm serious!"
"You can have two."
"Three."
"Two."
"Four."
"One."
"Two will do," Luke said, letting go of Julie's hands to wrap his arms around her. He gave her a small squeeze. "Plus a hug."
"Dork," Julie said again. But he was her dork and he was her favourite.
Before anyone comes for me about the cough syrup thing, I'm drawing from experience. I mean I never confessed my undying love for anyone but I did blurt out some weird shit. Also, THAT WAS LONG AND IF YOU SURVIVED THE ENTIRE THING, CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU
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happy 2021! i really hope we all have a better year this year but for now, hereâs a list of my favourite kylo/hux fics that were published in 2020, ones that got me through days of lonliness and sadness to make me smile â§
thank you fic writers of the kylux fandom! (ďžâăŽâ)ďž*:シďžâ§
- keep in the dark (to stay out of the light) by howlingshame Modern AU. Smuggler Kylo Ren runs afoul of Armitage Hux, head of the First Order crime ring. Instead of killing him outright, Hux decides to keep him for his own instead. Kylo is none too thrilled with the situation, but Hux has plenty of patience. He wants Kylo to be his in every sense of the word, and they've got all the time in the world. [E, 247k words, warnings for violence, stockholm syndrome, sub kylo & dom hux]
- Please Remember I Love You by @bumblebae8 After murdering Snoke, Kylo Ren flees alongside Rey, returning to the Reistance and to his mother after ten years. They at once begin strategizing on how to take down the corrupt and evil First Order. [M, 65k words, no warnings, redeemed ben, skywalker family drama]
- Children of War by @starryartemisâ After a complicated diplomatic mission went awry, General Hux and Kylo Ren accidentally find themselves tasked with their most difficult mission: becoming parents. Despite their complex relationship, they both agree that raising an offspring will help bring glory to the First Order. Their original vision of a united family quickly falls apart as Hux and Ren cannot see eye to eye in what they want the future to hold. [E, 162k words, warnings for violence, kylux science babies, slow burn]
- I Should Live in Salt for Leaving You Behind by Asrael_Valtiri Of course, heâd betrayed Ren, to save the Order. To save himself and his people.To try to save Ren, in a way.Strange, Hux thought, closing his eyes against the glare of the overhead lighting. He pretended that the wetness escaping the corner of his eye was from the brightness. He failed.Stupid, he amended. Stupid, Armitage. [E, 65k words, no warnings, a TROS fix-it, kylo clones]
- Against All Odds by Kittens        Kylo really doesn't care for people, but he'll always help an animal in need. When he sees a dog covered in mud on a cold, rainy day, he can't help but try to help. What he didn't expect was for the dog to be a fox and the fox to be a man. [E, 49k words, warnings for violence, modern au, fox hux]
- Hadopelagic by DustOnBothSides [WIP] After a life of staying pharmaceutically heat-free, Hux has to allow his body to go through at least one natural cycle, lest there be consequences. He takes a shore leave and travels to a former omegan retreat, abandoned and all but forgotten after the fall of Old Republic. Ren, not knowing of Hux's predicament, decides to follow, suspecting treason. He finds something else instead. [E, 33k words, omega hux & alpha kylo]
- Sup From My Mouth by @atlinmerrickâ [Kylux Adjacent] Dolly Oblonskaya never precisely introduces her old friend to her childrenâs new tutor, no. She does put one lonely man in a room with the other again and again and again...and to her delight Konstantin Levin and Francisco Garupe take care of the rest. Or, this is the story of how an idealistic young Russian aristocrat helps heal a mourning young Jesuit priest, one very cold Moscow winter. [E, 58k words, no warnings, Fransisco Garupe/Konstantin Levin]
- Lighting the Fuse by hey_honey "What is going on?" Phasma asked when Hux returned from his meeting with Leia looking pale. He stared at her. "The Queen's son agreed to marry a First Order official on one condition," he said. "And?" Phasma encouraged. "That official has to be me," he said. [E, 30k words, no warnings, omega ben & alpha armitage, mpreg, ben is ruler of naboo]
- Across the Stars, I am Home by @venetumdrabbler [WIP] Before leaving to go undercover in the First Order, Armitage Hux had made promises. Keep an eye and report when able to the republic, and later the resistance. Keep tabs on the dark force user Snoke. And most important of all: Bring Ben Solo home. So far Hux had managed, or was managing, 2 out 3. Then there is an awakening. [M, 42k words, no warnings, jedi armitage au, slow burn]
- Pro Nobis Solum by CarelessHux (AraSigyrn) Â Â Kylo Ren wakes after Starkiller. Â Alone. [M, 8k words, no warnings, post tfa au, established relationship]
- sisyphus rolls his boulder to the top by yogurtgun   While trying to convince Rey to turn to the Dark on the Steadfast, Kylo feels Hux's presence in the Force disappear. [T, 6.7k words, warnings for violence, tros fix-it, temporary character death]
- i can make your dreams come by claquesous It feels like the small hours of the morning, the blurry in-between Hux calls early and Kylo calls late. âCanât even make it through the night without a pillow to hump, can you?â Hux sneers. [E, 3k words, no warnings, somnophilia, sub kylo & dom hux]
- Knot Finished by Ki_Ken_Tai_Ichi Kylo learns a bit more about Arkanis physiology through practical demonstrations. [E, 2k words, no warnings, hux is alien, top hux & bottom kylo]
- 90 Day FiancĂŠ by @bostarskyâ & @sunnywritesstuffâ âMaybe that means youâll be more inclined to choose me,â Hux hints, glancing over at a drone buzzing by with a sneaky look on his face. Perfect, heâll create as much support for himself with the public as possible. "What I choose doesnât matter,â he croons, making it sound as romantic as he possibly can to hide the true meaning of the words. [E, 38.5k words, no warnings, alpha hux & omega kylo, kylo amidala, creepy snoke]
- What if We Tried Again? by @penpenhoorayâ Perhaps, but did Pryde bother to check if he was actually dead?Armitage Hux may be many things, but a fool was not one of them. So rather than stay with the First Order and watch it burn, Hux decides that faking his death would be preferable, leaving him free to tie up his one loose end. His ex-husband, Kylo Ren. But what happens when Ren...isn't quite Ren anymore, but just as "dead" as Hux? What happens if they face their feelings surrounding their failed marriage? What if they dared to try again? [T, 2.7k words, no warnings, tros fix-it, mpreg & miscarriage]
- Where Do You Go When You're Lonely? by @vadiannaâ Fresh off a grueling undercover mission on an unpleasant Outer Rim planet, Kylo Ren wants to eat, drink, and sleep. Unfortunately, Hux is sitting at the only bar in the area. Thinking that Hux is there to brief him, Kylo soon realizes that Hux is off-duty, and has also never seen him without his helmet on. Â Things escalate, and the two wind up finishing Kylo's mission together as they both get to know each other. [E, 29.3k words, no warnings, false identity, bottom kylo & top hux]
- Team Hux or Team Ren? by AdamJensens General Hux overhears a conversation between stormtroopers that opens his eyes to a competition between the troops of the First Order. He discovers his subordinates are not only loyal and devoted but also obsessed â Hux has fans. So does Kylo Ren, and there's a kind of war going on between the two groups calling themselves Team Hux and Team Ren. What Hux doesn't know yet is that there's a third group solely focused on shipping the two coâcommanders. There's fanfiction, fanart and all kinds of crazy theories. Shipping, as Hux will soon discover, is a serious business. [E, 11.5k words, no warnings, crack treated seriously, mutual pining]
- Under Covers of Darkness by Camellia Cook (thekurosakiconundrum) Alpha twins Ben and Kylo have a somewhat unusual arrangement with their mate Hux: they're together, all three of them, and it's not strictly a Hux-in-the-middle situation. [E, 3.3k words, no warnings, threesome, sibling incest alpha ben & alpha kylo & omega hux]
- Share the Load by @emperorsvornskrâ Hux runs into Kylo while dealing with his unique Arkanan biology- and Kylo is dealing with some self confidence issues. It's a match tailor made for the both of them. [E, 6.1k words, no warnings, alien armitage hux, trans kylo, eggs]
- Safety in his arms by @redcoleâ Kylo knows it's time to bond with Hux, he just wants to make sure that his intentions are clear. After all, it isn't often that an omega courts an alpha. [M, 3.2k words, no warnings, omega kylo & alpha hux, mpreg]
- Horny Hearts by @rattlesnake777â [Kylux Adjacent] Techie has a new flatmate called Matt and all he can really think about is doing it with him... [E, 18.3k words, no warnings, Clan Techie/Matt The Radar Tech, modern au, misunderstandings]
- Collars and Kisses by koi_boi Kylo loves his little fox and has missed him dearly after a long mission away. Hux, not so much, or so Kylo thinks. Then he actually thinks for once and comes to A Realizationâ˘. They fuck, they cuddle, then they get soft and tender. Disgusting. [E, 3.4k, no warnings, fox hux, fluff & smut, dom kylo & sub hux]
- the chancellor's gift by @thethespacecoyoteâ Supreme Leader Kylo Ren goes on a mission to retrieve something invaluable for his lightsaber-obsessed chancellor. However, his plans for presenting the treasure to Hux are unfortunately derailed when a group of insurgents kidnap the chancellor and hold him hostage, threatening both Hux's life, and the life of their unborn pup. It seems, even years into their reign, that there are still enemies foolish enough to try to take from Kylo what's his. [M, 5.3k words, warnings for violence, alpha kylo & omega hux, mpreg, protective kylo]
- Entrapped by @kyluxtrashpitâ While searching for a mysterious Force artifact for Snoke, a squadron of Stormtroopers goes missing. Kylo insists on going out alone then, certain he can find and face down whatever might have killed them and succeed in getting the artifact. The creature responsible, however, has other plans for him. [E, 3.4k words, rape/noncon, tentacle sex, protective hux]
- Your Chain Around My Neck by @bastila-sâ After the council meeting about the Sith fleet, Kylo asks Hux to stay behind and "prove" he isn't a spy. [E, 3.6k words, no warnings but dubcon tag, power dynamics, smut, dom kylo & sub hux]
- Regret by @abraxas-drakeâ Kylo tries to get Hux to relax under the guise of a work discussion. When things go terribly wrong, Hux must rely on the new Supreme Leader to save his life. [E, 3.8k words, warnings for violence and threats of noncon, alpha kylo & omega hux, protective kylo, forced into heat]
- Invasion by sigo Hux was seated at the long durasteel table in the Steadfastâs largest conference room, Enric Pryde on his left and Mitaka presenting his findings to the group standing on his right, when he felt it: Renâs hands on his chest, running hot down his skin below his uniform. [E, 2.9k words, no warnings, pwp, bottom hux & top kylo, force sex, semi-public sex]
- In His Grasp by @cosleiaâ Kylo Ren doesn't understand why General Hux is shirking his duty over a simple injury. When he tries to find out, though, he learns more than he bargained for...about the general, and about himself. [M, 4.1k words, post-tlj, pining, hand-feeding]
- Heat Sink by @sparrows-trashcanâ Kylo Ren is an omega but so is General Hux. While Hux doesn't mind everyone knowing that his preference is limited to male omegas Kylo Ren is shamed to feel the same. Everything changes after the Starkiller incident: Kylo Ren is in heat and there is only one person on the Finalizer who could possibly help him... [E, 4.2k words, no warnings, omega hux & omega kylo, smut]
- Distraction by @kyluxtrashpitâ Kylo needs a distraction from his hopeless pining over his co-commander, who he's sure he can never have. So he turns to the Knights of Ren to keep his mind - and body - busy. When Hux walks in on the events, however, Kylo learns that perhaps his feelings aren't a lost cause after all. [E, 3.6k words, no warnings, kylo/knights of ren, group sex]
- Between the Stars by Kittens The Finalizer's medical team does not want to deal with Kylo Ren. When he ends up injured during a mission, it's up to Hux to take care of him. It's not exactly what Hux is good at, but for Kylo it means everything. [T, 3.9k words, no warnings, hurt/comfort, bathing]
- Switch Up, Love Eternal by @onewhositswiththeturtlesâ When Ren damages consoles aboard the Finalizer during a tantrum, Hux summons him for some much-deserved discipline. Perhaps there would be some hope for Ren learning the error of his ways if he wasn't such a whore for punishment. [E, 3.4k words, no warnings, dom/sub switching, smut]
- Across the Stars (To Find You) by Lady_Faulkner While on a mission for Snoke, Kylo Ren gets kidnapped by pirates and it's up to General Hux to track him down and rescue him before he's sold on the black market. Along the way, Hux discovers that his feelings of hatred for Kylo Ren have been masking another emotion altogether. [E, 10.9k, no warnings, kidnapping, hurt kylo]
- Doom's Desire by @nerdherderetteâ Hux never expected to find a jewel worthy of the Empire's crown in an Outer Rim desert wasteland. [E, 10.3k words, no warnings, canon au, gladiator fighter kylo, emperor hux]
- Empire Day Miracle by coldashes     Kylo just wants to relax, to be surrounded by people is to be surrounded by the Force. Except this is the First Order's Empire Day officer party and things never go as well as one would hope. [E, 4.4k words, no warnings, pwp, identity mistakes, pre-tfa]
- Reptile Husbandry by koi_boi Hux is an accomplished researcher who's having a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad time in the field. He stumbles into a cave filled with secrets and one very large, very curious snake. Hux gets fucked in more ways than one. [E, 13.4k words, no warnings, modern/fantasy au, naga kylo & researcher hux, smut]
- Utapaun Christening by @mcducklet-blogâ Kylo Ren is determined to ensure that his children are the strongest creatures in the galaxy. Armitage Hux is willing to go along with it.Neither of them is ready for what that entails. [T, 6.6k words, no warnings, mpreg, knights of ren, peril]
- so it goes by @msbyjckalsâ [WIP] Hux wakes to feel a pair of warm, calloused hands covering his. He doesnât remember much, just the mission brief, the landing, and the cold. [M, 2.9k words, no warnings, starkiller rescue]
- Rumor Mill by @theweddingofthefoxesâ Everybody has their own suspicions about what Kylo Ren and General Hux get up to in private, but the truth is far more tender than anyone would guess. [G, 1.2k words, no warnings, fluff, cuddling]
- The One with the Eggs by sigo         Hux turned on his heel, but hardly made it two steps before running straight into Kylo Ren. He knew his face betrayed his dismay. He didnât have time for this. âI apologize, Ren, but I must be on my way.â Hux stepped to the side and Ren stepped in front of him again. Hux shivered as he felt another dropping sensation inside himself. This time the âdropâ completed its path â the inside of his pants was wet, cold gel trickling at a glacial pace down his thighs. Of course, that was nothing compared to what lay ahead. âRen,â He said sharply. His voice was higher, raising in pitch the way it always did when he was panicked. âI am ill. Let me through.â Ren spoke through his ridiculous helmet, voice distorted. âWe have a meeting.â [E, 4.8k, no warnings, alien hux, eggs, bottom kylo & top hux]
- Shadow Of Your Heart by @pangolinpirateâ & @redcoleâ & @starkillersbaeâ [WIP] After the fall of the empire Luke Skywalker fought a rising evil in the outer rim, a villain named Snoke who tormented his young nephew. With Snoke defeated, Leia sent her son to be trained as part of the new order of jedi, in the hopes that it would keep him safe. [E, 22.7k words, no warnings, omega kylo & alpha kylo, mpreg]
- Clear From Far Away by @pizzzazlutâ âBut most of all, curse Kylo bloody Ren for having a chest that sparked pure, unadulterated arousal that has Hux humping his pillow like a fucking virgin.â Or the one where Hux is just trying to get off but his Supreme Leader just won't leave him alone. [E, 1.8k words, no warnings but dubcon, pillow humping]
- Tripped Over A Mouse Droid by @milarcaâ & @ranebowstitchesâ Hux gets injured while working, and Kylo finds him in the medbay. Who knew mouse droids could be so dangerous? [G, 3k words, no warnings, hurt/comfort, alpha kylo & omega hux]
- with you by @msbyjckalsâ âYou know I love you, right?â Ren said. âOf course I know that, Iâve always had you; youâve always been mine.â [T, 1k words, no warnings, sleepy cuddles, soft domestic fluff]
- Unexpected Avenues by @sinceyouaskedmeforataleofâ [WIP, Mitaka/Hux] No one wanted to take this particularly grisly task, but Dopheld is glad it fell to him when he realises that all is not as it seems. Can he make a new life on the run with his ex, now that everything he thought he knew has been turned upside down? [E, 84k words, omega hux & alpha kylo & alpha mitaka, mpreg, post-tros]
- Who Needs The Galaxy When There's You? by Mesmeret     Kylo is a simple, lonely smuggler with no one since his accident a decade ago. Or so he thought before his twelve year old daughter retrieves him to help out his long forgotten husband with a bothersome heat. [E, 7.7k words, no warnings, alpha kylo & omega hux, amnesia, smuggler kylo & mandalorian hux]
- By the Will of the Gods by @darktenshi17â Armitage is chosen to be a sacrifice to his gods in return for his village's protection. It's not the gods who find him out in the woods. [E, 1.9k words, no warnings but dubcon, fantasy/medieval au,
- The Fall of Yesterday by @sinceyouaskedmeforataleofâ [WIP] Seven years after Exegol, a nameless sailor works a thankless job onboard an Arkanis pearl harvester and fails to forget all the things he has lost. When the ship arrives at a new port all he wants to do is find a place to sleep through his shore leave. He might find more than that. [E, 10k words, no warnings, tros fix-it, alpha kylo & omega hux]
- Special Delivery by DaisyChainz Hux orders a toy that's supposed to be 'discreetly packaged', but when his hot mailman brings it directly to his front door, he finds out it is definitely not. [E, 3.3k words, no warnings, modern au, smut]
- Most Wanted by @pizzzazlutâ When the most prolific serial killer the city of Arkanis has ever seen is finally arrested and awaiting trial, it takes two of the cities most respected lawyers to represent the culprit and the victims. The only problem is that Kylo Ren and Armitage Hux haven't interacted since law school and will now have to work against each other to win the career-building case of a lifetime. Or The one where Kylo and Hux are rival lawyers with too much history but an equal amount of hate for Snoke. [E, 12.6k words, warnings for violence, modern au, murders and blood]
- Devotion by @kyluxtrashpitâ The Emperor loves to hear about his devoted hound's successful missions, ideally in as much detail as possible. Kylo does not disappoint. [E, 1.9k, no warnings, smut, emperor hux & hound kylo]
- three's a crowd by @thethespacecoyoteâ Ren Prime catches Ben sneaking a First Order cadet onboard, and decides an unorthodox kind of punishment is in order. [E, 1.4k words, no warnings, ren prime, smut, voyeurism]
- If we have each other (the world is ours to conquer) by           thereisnocowboyemoji âYou think, what, that I have feelings for her?â âPlease, Ren, do not dare try to insult my intelligence.â [G, 1.3k, no warnings, married kylux, mpreg, jealousy]
- In the Vents by @kyluxtrashpitâ Hux returns from his shift to find the bottom half of Kylo sticking out of the heating vent. Kylo is stuck and Hux isn't one to let opportunities pass him by. [E, 2k words, no warnings, pwp]
- the monster in your bed by @thethespacecoyoteâ In the dead of night, something terrifying and lascivious comes to a sleeping General Hux. [E, 2k words, no warnings, consensual noncon roleplay, sub hux & dom kylo]
- Old Hornington Rides Again by oorsprong âDonât be vulgar.â Of course he remembered. The embarrassing nickname had somehow become part of the whole taboo. Sex in the conference room in the early hours; Hux naked but for his boots and his hat and taunting Kylo with dirty talk. Kylo worshiped his cock in those days, treated it with reverence. âI could do it again.â [E, 1.3k words, no warnings, smut, old married kylux]
- His Purpose by partialresonance When Hux hears Snoke's voice in his mind, he thinks it's a caffeine hallucination. Until the voice plants an insidious purpose that Hux has no choice but to fulfill. Thankfully, Kylo is there to save him. Little does he know that the sinister presence was targeting him all along. [M, 5.6k words, no warnings, suicide attempt, mind manipulation, love confessions] Â
- Marinerâs Hollo by Eirean Whilst on a diplomatic mission, Kylo is invited to take part in the planetâs ancient ritual, and demands that the Grand Marshall accompany him. Said Grand Marshall is deeply unimpressed by the whole thing. [E, 9.7k words, no warnings, enemies to lovers, smut]
- Let It Happen by @pizzzazlutâ Armitage Hux re-analyzed all his life choices up to this point and could not come up with anything as careless as this. Or the one where Ren joins Kylo and Hux in bed because he doesn't like being left out. [E, 2k words, ren prime, threesome]
- Come On And Slam by @thediktatortotâ Hux and Kylo invite Ren Prime into their chambers and get more than they bargain for. [E, 1.9k words, no warnings, ren prime, threesome]
- A Passing Madness by moreless âItâs a gift,â says Ren simply, folding his large hands behind his back. His gaze moves between the lightsaber and Hux. âIt used to belong to the Jedi traitor Mace Windu. It reminded me of you.â Two steps forward, one step back. Another step back. That's how their relationship works. Even now. [T, 1.9k words, no warnings, duel of the fates au, power dynamics]
- Our Impeccable Leadership by roseofgalaxies The Supreme Leader and his treacherous General have begun to collaborate with unexpected success. There's only one problem: Ren's stopped wearing a shirt. [E, 4.8k words, no warnings, lego holiday special, body worship]
- Giving In by Kyram (BrokenApril) Hux has a mission. Millions of lives are on the line, yet Ren's presence teases him. He's desperate to give in even if his job will become all the harder. [T, 2.2k words, no warnings, touch starvation, force sensitive hux]
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Teachers don't date teachers (but You-sensei and Riko-sensei definitely are) Ch17
Summary: The whole student body and teachers teases the gym teacher, Watanabe You, with the new art teacher, Sakurauchi Riko, that they make a cute couple. How long can You deny this when Riko isnât helping to reduce the rumours?
Pairing: YouRiko
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Slice of Teacher Life ;D
Words: 3200
Read me at fanfiction.net or AO3 too~
Author Notes
Ahhh, still September!
September feels very YouRiko-y XD
May you enjoy~ :D
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Tease17 â You-sensei canât help but think of Riko-sensei (and her students will help her think of Riko-sensei more~)
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Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
You taps her finger on the table at a nervous pace before picking up a pen laying about and tapping it to her free hand, her mind busy and disoriented.
AhhhhhâŚ. âŚaahhhh⌠aaahhhhhâŚ
The gym teacherâs mind had a steady scream as she worried about actions and plans in her love life.
Iâm in school. I should be thinking about school stuff and yet. Here I am⌠Thinking of⌠of⌠ofâŚ
You slowly turns her head towards the direction of Rikoâs desk in the Teacherâs Office.
âRiko-chanâŚâ You murmurs unknowingly, only a certain bluenette around heard and could not help but smirk as they pretend to be occupied with what they had.
Rikoâs desk was a bit far for Youâs liking; at times like these, she wonders why the science department was closer to the sports one.
Shouldnât the creative ones be closer? Maybe I should talk to Ruby-chan about having Riko-chan situated closer to meâ
Youâs cheeks turn a shade of red as she coughs in her mind and does the coughing action physically too to cut off that thought.
TO HAVE ART TEACHERS. Closer. To the gym teachers. For creativity sake!! T-T-This is definitely not because I got an ulterior motive of wanting to stare at Riko-chan up close?? Wait why do I want to do that????
Youâs rapid tapping of her pen was going so fast and loud that Kanan had to turn to make sure You was not trying to hurt herself but before the Science teacher could voice up, You drops her head into her arms on the table, groaning.
Uggghhhh⌠Itâs because Iâm in love and am so helpless when it comes to these! I donâtâŚI donât even know what Iâm supposed to doâŚ
Youâs head of ash-grey shifts as she turns from left to right with low grumbles rumbling out of her as she whined internally; unaware of the stare on her.
If I like her⌠I shouldâŚask her out and then we get married?
You's body jolted before she lets out a long sigh as her ears glow red from the very thought.
No, no, no, no. Thatâs way too fast. Iâm missing a million steps here!
The beep of the Teacherâs Office door being unlocked sounds and soon after, a gentle lilt reaches Youâs ear and she sits upright, looking to the source of the voice like a meercat.
âGood morning.â The pretty art teacher who stole everyoneâs favourite gym teacherâs heart greets aloud.
R-Riko-chan..!
Kanan turns her chair towards Riko. âGood morning, Sakurauchi-sensei.â
âAh, good morning, Matsuura-sensei. How are you?â Riko was still formal around the other teachers, the only exceptions being her mentor, Mari, and her caretaker, You.
Kanan shrugs towards Youâs direction in a not too obvious way. âWellâŚit is interesting, to say the least. Iâm sure yours will be getting better soon enough.â
Riko-chanâs day will get better soon..?
Rikoâs eyes widen a little with a small head tilt as she wondered what the friendly science teacher meant. But before she could get more clues, Kanan faces her stack of papers to mark and Riko was going to head to her desk but she felt a certain puppy-dog gaze on her and turns in that direction.
Ah! Our eyes met!!
Youâs ocean-blue eyes widen and she desperately wanted to avert her gaze and pretend she was not staring but even doing that was hard as her eyes adamantly remained glued to Riko.
AhâŚwhat do I doâŚ
To Riko whose, golden eyes stared right back with the warmth of the sun. To Riko whose, pink lips glisten and curled upwards into a smile towards You which made You gulp.
Riko-chan is way too beautiful for a school day morning.
Youâs brain was not making much sense as she got lost in the art teacherâs little actions of suddenly being much, much closer than before!
Eh?! Is it just me? Or Riko-chan is right in front of me??!!
Still deeply attracted to just staring at Riko, You watches as those sweet lips moved and said âGood morning, You-chan~â with a smile that made Youâs inside feel like warm honey and butterflies at the same time. With a gentle, lyrical tone that made You want to return a smile that could make Rikoâs day butâŚsheâs quite sure her smile was late to make an appearance. For the signals, her single-minded brain sent out was â a dreamy gaze and relaxed shoulders.
âRiko-chaAAH!!â
âYou-chan?!â
Dreamy gaze and relaxed shoulders caused Youâs elbow to give way from her weight and fell a few centimetres out of Rikoâs sight, surprising the art teacher before You caught herself with an awkward chuckle.
âAh, umâŚIâm okay! Iâm okay. Good morning, Riko-chan!â You let out a barrage of assurance and quick good mornings as her cheeks glowed pink from embarrassment.
Aaahhhh, what am I doing??? Watanabe Youuuu! This isnât how you impress your crush! Not at all!
Riko breathes a sigh of relief and when You looks up she sees the redhead smiling that sweet, sweet smile again and You almost lapsed into another dreamy gaze, but this time she was quick to bite her bottom lip and blinked a myriad of times to remain poised.
âDid you have a good nightâs sleep last night?â Riko shifted her handbagâs strap on her shoulders as she continued the conversation.
Last nightâŚ
You thinks back to all the dreams she had of Riko which led to her realizing how she has fallen in love and how those dreams tend to lead to Rikoâs lips for a kiss. Youâs ears grew incredibly hot and red and she tilts her head up and to the side and everywhere but Rikoâs face. âWell, um, last night wasâŚgood.â
You croaks the word out as she did not know what else to say. On one end, she wanted to say âI dreamed of you.â And the other end, âDonât tell Riko-chan I dreamed of her. Donât!â.
Riko nods. âIâm glad to hear that. I had a good night too.â
âAh! Thatâs good!â You nods vigorously.
Why am I unable to have a normal conversation like we always do now?? Am I broken?? Do I have a fever?
You lifts a hand to her forehead and Riko asks, âAre you okay?â
âOh, um, yeah⌠I⌠JustâŚâ Youâs blinked large, watery ocean-blue eyes at the unassuming pretty art teacher that is causing Youâs vocabulary to not function, wishing Riko could stop being so gorgeous for a second. But that was not going to happen so the gym teacher lowers her head. âIâm okay.â
I need to fix my stuttering and being incapable of being cool in front of Riko-chan if I want a chance of Riko-chan liking me back!
âWell, Iâm going to prepare for class for now. See you later, You-chan.â Riko turns to head to her desk and You felt like she caught a glimpse of smirk instead of Rikoâs usual grin.
Was I seeing things..? Ah, that aside! How do I ask Riko-chan out!?
âYou~ You-sensei~â
âEh? Yeah?â You blinks out of her train of thought.
Kanan was clearly smirking at her. âHomeroom starts in 5 minutes.â
You's eyes widen again and she looks to her clock, then to her watch and to Kanan tapping her watch. You panics and hurries to pick up her materials. âTell me that earlier!â
Kanan laughs carefreely. âYou were too busy with being lost in Sakurauchi-senseiâs eyes~â
âUwaaaa!!! I wasnât! What are you saying, Kanan-chan!! Mou!â You wanted to argue and deny but she had to be in class in 4 minutes so she pouted hard at the teasing Science teacher before running out of the Teacherâs office.
Mou!! Kanan-chan is always teasing me just like Mari-chan! Aaahhh!!
You shakes her head back and forth, doing her best to clear from her head the tease, the blush and the images of a really pretty art teacher that makes Youâs heart race.
Gotta focus on homeroom first!
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You makes it right on time to her class, blowing out a big breath of air as she steadied her breathing, she slides the door open, poking her head in with a smile as her students sat waiting for her appearance.
âOhayousoro!â You salutes them cheekily; seeing her students' faces (when they arenât trying to declare that she was dating Riko-sensei) makes her feel happy and at ease.
Her class, energetic and peppy as always, stood up and chorused an âOhayousoro, You-sensei!â with a bow.
Todayâs going to be a good homeroom day.
âYou may sit.â You steps to the front of her class, picking up the chalk and writing âSchool Cultural Festivalâ in large on the blackboard and she turns around with an excited smile. âReady to discuss ideas?â
âWeâve discussed among ourselves and decided that we want it to be a CafĂŠ!â The Class President raises her hand as she speaks.
Ooh, a cafĂŠ huh~
âSounds good.â You writes out âCafĂŠâ on the board, doodling a teacup beside it.
Riko-chan probably could draw up a cool looking menu and omurice on the spotâŚ
The gym teacher catches herself being distracted with thoughts of a certain art teacher and shuts her eyes tight, chiding herself to focus. âAnd the theme?â
Many voices and groans sounded as she glanced around her class. âThatâs the thing. Thereâs so many we canât quite decide.â
You chuckles at her kidsâ furrowed eyebrows and thinking sulking faces. âThrow out those ideas and we can vote on them.â
With their homeroom teacherâs suggestion which should have been obvious yet overlooked from their overzealousness, the classâs faces erupted in sparkling eyes and wide smiles as they shout out the ideas they had.
âCosplay!â
âAnime~â
âMermaids!â
âOhh!â You nods as she writes the ideas down, trying to imagine how their cafĂŠ would be like with those themes.
âVampire!â
âWerewolves!â
âItâs got to be vampire!! Imagine You-sensei in a shiny black tuxedo and a flowy cape with blood-red hints!! And, andâŚ!â
Wait, why me?!
âRiko-sensei wanders alone in the nightâŚâ Another student adds to the setting.
Riko-sensei!? What are you doing alone at night?!
âAnd vampire You-sensei comes swooping in! Holding her by the waist! Faces extremely close!â A student on the front turns around in her seat to chip in eagerly.
W-W-W-Wait. Thatâs..! Not good for my heart!
âTHOSE FANGS GLEAMING IN THE MOONLIGHT!â A third student practically cheered with both hands thrown into the air from her seat.
F-Fangs⌠That meansâŚ
âRiko-sensei enraptured and entranced and enticed!â
You really think Riko-chan would be that into me?? No, wait, I meant-
âAaahh, and Riko-sensei would whisper as she wraps her arms around vampire You-senseiâs neck-â
âPlease suck my blood and leave a hickey or two on me, You-sensei~â The second drama club student helps her friend finish the script, standing and wrapping her arms around the air to re-enact the scene playing in all the studentsâ minds.
WHAA!!??!??!?!
âHold up! Wait! Stoppp!! Why is this about me and Riko-sensei?? Stop making me imagine those scenes and properly discuss the theme of our cafĂŠ!â The gym teacher was red from the neck up and she puffed both cheeks out, trying for a stern look.
âAhh, sorry, sorry, You-sensei.â
âWe could not help it~â The students chorused apologies but You had slight doubts on how truly apologetic they are.
The ash-brunette sighs and writes âvampireâ on the board. âWe can consider it since you all are so excited about it. Now, more ideas?â
The class were loud, rowdy and animated as they wondered what else they wanted.
âHow about Maid cafĂŠ?â A student by the window raised her hand as she gave her suggestion. âItâs a norm for a reason! I bet itâd be so popular!â
Maid cafÊ huh⌠that does sound nice.
âYou-sensei would be super popular as a maid!!â
As I said, why me?
âAh, how about a Butler cafĂŠ? Thatâs a second popular option too, right? Imagine You-sensei in that tux without the cape!â The student laughs as some nodded in agreement.
âHey.â You calls out half-heartedly as she allowed the students to fantasize again.
What are yâall imagine⌠Sheesh.
âAh, but I still think Maid CafĂŠ would be nicer.â The student who suggested Maid CafĂŠ initially voices, hoping to get more onboard her idea.
âEhh~ But Butler CafĂŠâŚâ Team Butler whines.
Oh? Seems like we got the top 2 candidates for our cafĂŠ.
âYou-sensei, You-sensei~â You looks to the Class President with a nod for her to continue. âHow about the class appeal for Maid CafĂŠ vs Butler CafĂŠ and we see who wins?â
And Class President knows~
You hums in thought as she wrote âMaidâ and âButlerâ much bigger than the other suggestions from earlier. âEveryone, itâs a bit sudden butâŚâ
When the ash-brunette lowers her voice and head, holding the tip of her ethereal cap and a smirk, all her students sat up straight and paid close attention to what their favourite teacher was going to say and do.
You grins higher. âIâm going to have all of you stand and those on Team Maid will be to my right and Team Butler will be to my left! Letâs go!â You flicks her non-existent cap up as she raised her head with a pearly white smile as her students grew louder as they moved all about the classroom to their designated positions.
âOkay~â You loved that her students knew to sit down so it was easy for her to take a walk down the classroom and count the heads. âHuhâŚâ
You shakes her head as she hopped back to the front, a hand on her hip. âIs this planned? Itâs an equal half-half for each side.â You writes out the number 15 under the theme âMaidâ and another number 15 under the theme âButlerâ.
âYou-sensei is part of our class too! Which theme would you prefer?â A student grinned as she popped her head to the side so the gym teacher could give her a good long stare.
Dragging me into this little voting system, eh?
You shakes her head, her smile never fading. âThis.â You writes â0.5â under each of the themes.
âBoooooo~â
âBuu buu desu wa!â Another student mimicked their mathematics teacher.
You chuckles at the high-quality copy. âHey! Itâs only fair.â
âBut then how will we decide?â
âMmm, how about you all appeal the pros and cons?â You suggests, ready to pen them down on the chalkboard.
âAlright!â
You genuinely believed that her class will continue to proceed with seriousness in this but her ocean-blue eyes widens as she realized that her top two drama club students were each on Team Maid and Team Butler respectively.
Uh oh.
And it happened.
âImagine this!â Team Maidâs representative, Marika, started with an eager smile which morphed into a composed expression of a cute, small smile and upturned eyes. âYou-sensei-â
Of course, it will be me as the main lead being projected!
âDressed in a long black dress and pure white frilly apron â the epitome of maid outfits! And she curtsies to Riko-sensei â taking in the sight of Maid You-sensei~â Marika holds her skirt and curtsies before she closes her eyes for a pause and character change.
âAh, I would like to order a kiss to my hand. Is what Riko-sensei will say before Maid You-sensei complies!â Marika beams, proud of her rendition of her favourite teacher as a maid serving Riko-sensei.
K-Kiss!? To the hand?!
Team Butlerâs representative, Ryo, stood unfazed with a cool, charming smile, already in the role as she has a hand to her back and an arm held up smartly right below her chest. Ryo lowers her head with one eye closed for a suave effect.
âAh, in the case of Butler You-sensei, however, she would step up to Riko-sensei.â Ryo takes a step closer to Marika, lifting her hand. âAnd kiss her hand right away.â
I would do that???!!
Ryo moves her hand that was behind her as a show that she was holding something towards Marika. âAnd a cup of tea â hot and Riko-senseiâs favourite brew before being asked.â
Are all butlers that smooth? I gotta learn from themâŚ
The gym teacher would love to stop the little play but at the same time, she was seeking ideas to courting Riko, leading to having her eyes peeled on the scene unfolding.
Ryo leads Marika to an empty chair and smoothly sat her down and she whispers loud enough for all to hear. âRiko-senseiâŚâ
Ryoâs shining aquamarine eyes look over to You which made You hold her breath in anticipation for the next line.
Ryo seemingly smirks as she returned her attention to Marika who was made to be the role of Riko right now. âWould you like to take it to the bed?â
OKAY STOP.
âStop! Stop! Stop!!!â The gym teacher with the red cheeks flails her arms in the air and pointed at her two theatre kids. âYou all have been hanging with Mari- I mean, Ohara-sensei way too much, am I right? Sheesh. B-Back to your seats!â
The students aww-ed and laughed as they sat back down at the closest table they were at.
You sighs tiredly; her mind almost, almost imagined the bedroom, Riko and her!
That was way too dangerous.
âSoâŚâ
âYou-sensei, You-sensei~â
âW-What?â You tilts her head questioningly.
âYouâll join us during the school cultural festival, right?â
You nods. âOf course. I am your homeroom teacher after all.â
The students cheers and started whispering within the buzzing excitement making You look back and forth between their cheeky and sly smiles and chuckles.
âWait. What are you all discussing there!â You tries but fails to pick the whispered words.
âHey, hey, Iâm voting for Maid CafĂŠ! Think short skirts instead, and You-senseiâs legs~â A student clearly influenced by a certain veteran pervy and blonde art teacher whispers eagerly to her classmates.
âIâm in for Maid CafĂŠ too!â Another student cheers. âI want to see You-sensei in a cute apron-like top~ Riko-sensei would squeal!â
âIâm hearing Maid CafĂŠ but I feel like Iâm missing out on the essential discussion here.â You complains but her students were all in cahoots as they kept the whispered discussion to themselves, clearly plotting, clearly full of teasing energy.
âYou-sensei~~â
But when all her students smiles up at her with such unity, You could not refuse as she shook her head with a wry smile. âI know, I know. Maid CafĂŠ, right?â
âYes~!!â The students cheered with banzais and high-fives.
You smiles and turns to the board and circles âMaid CafĂŠâ. The theme for their classâs School Cultural Festival was decided and the gym teacher feels a tad lighter as the weight of responsibility for the upcoming event partially settled.
Maid CafÊ, huh⌠I wonder if Riko-sensei will stop by. Ah-
Youâs grip on the chalk tightens as her cheeks flare hot again as she gets self-conscious of how her thoughts naturally flow towards the pretty art teacher with that gentle yet mysteriously teasing smile.
The bell chimes the end of homeroom and You wonders how she will go about handling being in love with one Sakurauchi Riko-sensei who fills her conscious and subconscious mind.
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Author Notes
Aaaahhhhhh~!!!! â*:.・.o(â§â˝âŚ)o.・.:*â
YouRiko-senseiiiii~ You-senseiiii~ XD
I really, really love how Riko keeps invading her mind XD
Also I love all the students enthusiasm cos Iâm sure we ALL feel the same way too!! (â§âĄâŚ)
Well! This was a blast to write!! And I certainly hope you all enjoyed it too! ;D
Leave me a comment if you like! Let me know your favourite parts! Send cheers and support to You-sensei! XD (Iâll be here to receive them! ;D)
Also, I felt like names would help with writing the students part⌠so I went with Ichinose Marika and Aikawa Ryo (N girls from SIF). Calling them theatre kids make me want to have Shizuku here so badly but I canât!!! (â§xâŚ)
Fun fact though, I like Aikawa Ryo a lot haha, sheâs super cool :P
And with that~ See you next tease~ ^w^7
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10 Reasons it would make narrative sense for Levi and Historiaâs character arcs to conclude together.
Iâve been wanting to do this for ages, but Iâve been nervous of the backlash. Feels like itâs now or never though, and theorising for/analysing stories is one of my favourite things to do - Iâm clearly missing those literary analysis essays from university days. So please excuse me if you think Iâm deluded - I probably am - but the analyst in me wonât let me be until Iâve got this all out of my system.
Beware, itâs a long one. There's some thoughts on chapter 130 nearest the bottom!
1. Childhood Parallels - The Abandoned Children
Levi and Historiaâs childhoods mirror one another - there are striking similarities, but then also sections that fit together to complete each other, as though they are matching jigsaw pieces. The characters start out in worlds that are opposite - Historia has the comforts of a safe home, food on the table, and fresh air and sunshine. She has all the physical nourishment she needs, but she does not have her motherâs love. On the contrary, his motherâs love is the one thing Levi does have, otherwise living in poverty underground. Both their mothers, however, appear to be using sex and the idea of love as a means to survive or way to try and improve their circumstances, and it is out of this necessity that both end up being born.
Levi is clearly affected when he first hears Historiaâs tale of her childhood - Isayama shows this through the fact that Leviâs plate is the only one left untouched at the end of her story. He has been so sucked in by what sheâs relayed, and probably saddened, that he hasnât been able to bring himself to eat as the others have. Historiaâs story rings true with some of his own experiences, but also highlights the world he may have found himself in without his motherâs love.
Remember, Isayama consciously thinks about each panel heâs drawing - he wouldnât include a small detail like that without reason. We see more of these instances of small but significant stylistic choices and minor details as we progress. Isayama stated in an interview that he wants to give fans an ending that fans would never guess, but that when they look back, the clues were there all along.
Continuing on with the theme of their childhoods and Isayamaâs stylistic choices, letâs take a look at two significant moments:
Both characters, although experiencing different forms of deprivation initially (Physical vs. Emotional Nourishment) were abandoned at crucial moments in their lives - when they were looking for validation from their primary caregivers and the people who should have been responsible for demonstrating affection. Historia was abandoned when, after reading and taking onboard information she read in books just like her mother, she reached out to hug her, and Levi was abandoned at the moment he demonstrated that heâd absorbed everything Kenny had taught him. The parallel between these images is very powerful.
Kenny is a character that highlights more parallels between Historia and Levi.
Kennyâs words highlight the literal lack of growth in height for both Historia and Levi - both are particularly short, and also look youthful - but we can also take the words to suggest that the characters are still very much defined by what happened to them in their pasts, and have yet to step away from their demons and achieve closure on what has happened to them as children.
At this point, we can definitely say that Isayama has chosen to tie both Historia and Leviâs stories together through their childhoods - their backstories are revealed alongside each other, in the same arc of our story, and in terms of experiences, they are both identical and mirror opposite at different points.
2. Shared Values
Despite being deprived of affection for large portions of their childhoods, both Levi and Historia appear to have experienced glimmers of kindness in their darkness as well, and this has shaped some of their values and behaviours.
Levi experienced his mother's love for a short while until he lost her - we know how deeply she cared for him from her refusal to give him up despite Kennyâs advice to her when she fell pregnant. Historia had Friedaâs kindness instilled in her, even though she's not able to consciously remember her actions until later.Â
Both display an affinity for animals, with several manga and even anime-only scenes where we see them being affectionate and kind to their horses. We donât see this as prominently with any other characters.
But one of the biggest shared values is their desire to protect children. I've posted on this before, but here are a few examples of Levi being driven by this value:
Itâs clear Levi has a soft spot for children. And Historia? We know her feelings on children from her first action as Queen - realised with the support of Levi.
3. Kennyâs failure ⌠Leviâs success?
These next scenes weâll focus on represent the moment that Levi and Historia are set up to undergo that âgrowthâ Kenny was referring to earlier in the uprising arc. Note Isayamaâs choice of words here, and the symbolism of the whole scene. Kenny doesnât tell Levi, âI couldnât be someone you looked up to,â or âI wasnât fit to act as your father figure,â he literally says âI canât be some kidâs dad.â What does he do then? He shoves the titan serum at Levi.
Isayama pays great attention to this - dedicating several panels to the weighty moment, and Leviâs expression. Itâs very dramatic. Notice how the word âDadâ even has itâs own speech bubble. Itâs almost as though Kenny is passing the mantle on to Levi - passing that responsibility on to him. It feels as though the passing of the serum replaces the missing words, âbut you can.â Isayama didnât have to have Levi ask that question in the moment before Kenny passed the serum on to him. He could have positioned it so that the discussion about dreams was the precursor to the serum being passed over - which in my head, for the context of the scene, would make more sense. But he didnât; he chose to have Kenny say that exact line to Levi - to admit his inadequacy as a father figure, with that focus on the word dad - and then hand the item over to Levi.
By itself, the scene could be seen as highlighting the ways that Levi is already a better father figure than Kenny. He has been somewhat paternal in his role as a Captain. But itâs the very next scene that brings Historia immediately into focus.
Historia looks suddenly so much maturer here, and the way the scenes sit immediately after one another feels too much like foreshadowing.
If you want the full effect of what I mean here, just rewatch this section of the anime!
We are presented with parallels between them once again. The focus of the crown and power of the monarchy being bestowed on Historia parallels the gift of the serum from Kenny to Levi - drawing on the âtitan scienceâ element of the Ackerman heritage, perhaps?
Let me take a moment here, while we have these two visual representations of the Ackerman and Royal bloodlines side by side so perfectly, to point out that Isayama chose to answer a question in Bessatsu Shonen Magazine regarding the nature of a child born of both these bloodlines in 2018:
Q: If a child were to be born between two people from the royal family and the Ackerman family, which blood would take precedence?Â
A: I think that both [of their bloodlines] would be reflected.
4. Blood Lines, Identity and Destinies - the Acker/Royal connection
We are still missing some information about the Ackermans, and Mikasaâs own Ackerman powers and behaviours have been a focus in recent chapters, prompting more questions. This suggests that the role of the Ackermans will be important in the storyâs finale. With that said, lets have a look at what information we have about them so far in relation to the Royal Family:
- They worked closely with the Royal Family at one time, even being described as their sword and shield until they fell out of favour.
- They cannot be controlled by the kingâs vow or have their memories tampered with. For this reason, they became enemies of the crown and the two bloodlines became at odds with one another.
Do either of these scenarios sound familiar in a romantic setting? The knight and princess trope has been hugely popular in fiction for as long as stories have been told - Lancelot and Guinevere is a well known classic. And two feuding families finally brought back together through love by the younger generation? Romeo and Juliet, anyone?
Okay, so maybe Iâm reaching here. But Isayama has opened the discourse around this connection between the two bloodlines without concluding it, so I am certain it will have a part to play in upcoming chapters. Why create two characters from said bloodlines with such satisfyingly parallel but awful childhoods, if not to use them in some way to conclude this part of the narrative in the future?
5. The Beast Titan.
Another common plot point that Levi and Historia have is Zeke. The Beast Titan is a defining element in both their arcs. Levi is driven forward by his vow to kill Zeke, and this is repeated to the point where we expect this to be realised, or at least to see some satisfying resolution between the two. Historiaâs situation is defined by her vulnerability to being turned into a Titan in order to consume Zeke. This threat to Historiaâs life as a normal girl is also repeated across the later story arcs, just as Leviâs vow and apparent destiny to face off again with the Beast Titan is. If we link back to the knight princess trope, we could suggest that Historia is the metaphorical princess, Levi is the metaphorical knight, and The Beast Titan is the metaphorical dragon. The dragon must be slain in order to protect the princess, and the one to do this is always the gallant knight, or the hero. We know that Levi has been labelled Humanityâs Strongest, and even a hero, before.
It has been Leviâs destiny from the start. What's more, what is the crux of Zekeâs plan for Eldians?Â
Euthanasia by preventing reproduction. Zekeâs ideology basically directly opposes the values of Levi and Historia - who wish to save as many children as possible.
6. The Smile
If there is one scene Levi fans lost their heads over, itâs this one. The Smile. Who was responsible for getting the sullen Captain to smile? None other than Queen Historia. The one time we get to see a genuine smile from him, in all 131 chapters of SNK, is when Historia playfully punches his arm. I think by this point, it is absolutely fair to say that Levi has a soft spot for her, although Iâm not suggesting this is anything romantic at this stage due to her still being a child. What else is interesting about this scene? Letâs look at it from Historiaâs point of view. Sheâs still a 15 year old girl. Iâm hardly suggesting sheâs got deep, meaningful feelings for a Captain so many years her senior. What I am suggesting, is that clearly there is the beginnings of her seeing him in a different light, and feeling some sort of fondness towards him too. This is also the stereotype of innocent, youthful infatuation - how many times have we seen teenagers play-fighting or bantering with the object of their affections? Something might just be stirring in Historia towards the Captain as she begins her transition into adulthood.
7. THAT (deleted) Scene
Okay, so we canât very well talk about the smile in the context of this topic without addressing this scene:
There were a few scenes cut to make the uprising arc in the anime more streamlined. This is one of them, and again, has been one of the most talked about. People either love or hate this scene. In the manga, it absolutely sets up some major character growth for Historia, when she goes from being scared and allowing Levi to threaten her into taking an action, to standing up to him atop the wall at Orvud district, throwing his own words back at him. In contrast to Historiaâs willingness, Levi becomes more receptive to her perspective and backs down, which also shows his growth. (More on that shortly!)
So, if it adds to the narrative around Levi and Historia, and is a key part of their development as characters, why did Isayama let the studio remove it? It must be because their influence on one anotherâs growth is no longer important to the story, correct?
If you ask me, that couldnât be further from the truth.Â
Isayama has stated there were some elements of Uprising that he was unhappy with. Just, for a moment, think how this scene would fit into the bigger picture of a relationship (whether that be deeply platonic or even romantic) between Historia and Levi. Could people get behind that knowing that once, he handled her so roughly? Does keeping this scene as canon for the anime open a can of worms in terms of what is and isnât acceptable (even more so than the age gap already does) when it comes to a relationship? Could Isayama be seen as glorifying abuse and suggesting that female characters are likely to develop feelings for men who have treated them so poorly in the past? I completely understand Leviâs reasoning for acting this way in this scene, and I loved the set up and pay off later in the arc. However, I do believe that animating this, and then having them become much closer later in the story, could make a backlash likely.
My conclusion to this particular section is - if their influence on one another as characters was unimportant, and the payoff of them reaching a stage where they bring out the best in one another wasnât relevant to the rest of the story, then The Smile shouldnât have made it in, right? So much of the set up was removed that it would have been far easier to scrap the scene than to try and figure out another reason for Historia to punch Levi, and make him smile.
That punch was important. It remains for a reason.
8. Leviâs Echo
So, since we discussed the impact of Leviâs words on Historia in the previous point, and how Isayama uses them to illustrate her character growth, letâs jump ahead all the way to chapter 130. Weâre now post time skip, where Historia is nineteen. Sheâs matured now into a young woman - a woman old enough to acceptably conceive a child. This is the chapter which caught everyoneâs attention due to Historiaâs words to Eren regarding the idea of said child. But first of all, I want to focus on a scene which appears a couple of panels before her question:
âItâs not as if Iâve just been tending to cattle all this time.â
What does this line mean? The only thing we know in terms of what Historia has been doing in the time skip is that she set up an Orphanage that Levi was also very much invested in and supported her with. So sheâs not only been tending to cattle, but ... tending to orphans? With the Captainâs help?
Remember how we said that Isayama doesnât include subtle details unless thereâs a reason. Having Levi support her with the orphanage as a way to show how much he cares about the poorer children wasnât needed - we already know from several instances discussed earlier that he cares about that topic deeply. So surely this must have been a small detail to set up for a later reveal?
This line alone is interesting, but not necessarily enough to suggest a big influence from Levi. But itâs the next line that grabs attention:
âThereâs no need to fight or run.â
What does this echo?
In my mind, the reason served by this dialogue in 130 is twofold. It works with both the literal events of the deleted scene, and also with the readerâs knowledge that the scene was disregarded later:
1. There is no reason to run or to fight, because Levi is on her side now. When he originally spoke those words to her - run from me or fight me - they were used in reference to what he and the corps were going to make her do - ie, become Queen. Now, they are not forcing her to do anything - they arenât making her comply with the 50 year plan of producing as many royal children as possible and turning herself into a titan. Instead, sheâs empowered by them, and very importantly, him, to make her own decisions while they try to figure out an alternative. (Why do I say him? Iâll cover this in the next point). And yet ... she still chooses to bear a child. A child born of love, not necessity. This is the difference between the birth of her child, and her own birth. And funnily enough, Leviâs birth, too.Â
The cycle of history is being broken.
2. Her words serve as a reminder that in the revised version of events, Levi never even forced that choice upon her in the first place. Heâs always been her ally and treated her with care and respect. Even more reason for her to value and care for him in return. There really is no need to run or fight - from the military police, because she will bear a child, stopping them from turning her - or from Levi, either.Â
9. The Hooded Figure
As promised, let me explain why I say that Levi empowers Historia (yet again) to make her own decisions. My good friend Key made a wonderful discovery regarding the hooded figure panel, and honestly, based on the evidence Iâve seen, Iâd be prepared to bet a whole lot on this next claim:
Levi is the hooded figure who warned Historia of the plan to turn her.
Iâve shared Keyâs original post previously, but hereâs the gist, with some added observations.
Levi from the hallway; Levi from that iconic scene, fits the dimensions of the hooded figure perfectly, without having to adjust the panel sizes.Â
The jacket worn is lighter in colour than Erenâs standard black one, but is reminiscent of the jackets worn by the Levi Squad in the uprising arc. The only other clue weâre given to work from is that the figure has their hands in their pockets.
Hmm ... you know who else has a habit of stuffing his hands in his pockets?
So if Levi is the one who warned Historia, is that why she subtly uses his words when talking to Eren?
Let me return to chapter 130 once more, and just invite you to read the following panels from a different angle.
10. Mikasa-Eren/Levi-Historia Parallels
Alright, so this is a bit of a head-mash, but just consider what Iâm about to say. In our panels with the Historia-Eren-Zeke conversation, Mikasa is never mentioned by name once. Zeke mentions âthis Ackerman girl,â however there is no confirmation that Eren was in fact talking about Mikasa when he asked Zeke about the Ackerman traits ...
Isayama only shows us the conversation with Zeke after Eren has just spoken to Historia about her fate and what the Paradis government want her to do in terms of bearing children. If these are just all memory fragments of Erenâs, why would discussing this with Historia suddenly make Eren think of a conversation about Ackerman traits with Zeke?
In this conversation, Zeke puts two and two together and gathers that Eren is asking these questions because of Mikasa. He then tells him how much Mikasa obviously cares about Eren, regardless of any âingrained behaviour.â What does Eren then link this with?
The conversation where Historia asks him what heâd think if she was to bear a child. What does ingrained Ackerman behaviour and Mikasaâs true feelings have to do with Historiaâs child?
I want to suggest this possibility: this conversation has nothing to do with Mikasaâs feelings for Eren, and everything to do with Leviâs feelings for Historia.
Eren even confirms that Zeke has the wrong end of the stick with asking him how he will respond to Mikasaâs feelings.
What are you even talking about?
Here, he is not considering how he will respond to Mikasa, because he canât even contemplate that with what he is about to do, and how long he has left to live (although this may have then prompted his later conversation with Mikasa after the market - where he sees Levi save the boy that he will later kill - do you see how this is all linking together?)
Here he means the lives of Historia, her child, and potentially even Levi, as well of course as Armin, Mikasa and the rest of his friends. Want to know why I think that? Isayama hinted it. Again.
We have the image of Historia, suggesting the idea of bearing a child, followed by the image of the child Levi saved, followed by the image of Levi himself.
Isayama draws every detail in every panel for a reason. If part of his conclusion to this manga involves Levi and Historia intertwined and the birth of an Ackerman-Royal child, it wonât be a massively random idea.
It will contribute to an ending where the clues were there all along, but we never really considered them.
(Thereâs more, so much more, but I have to stop somewhere or I wonât leave my computer. If anyone wants a part two because youâre thirsty for more of this crap, drop me a comment!)
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Hello love,
Congratulations for the 800 followers! You absolutely deserve this and so much more! I'm happy to see how your blog grows and that you're still providing all of us with wonderful content. You're one of the first blogs that I've started to follow here on Tumblr and I'm so lucky to have found your blog âĄ
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I'm more on the curvy side (and insecure about it) and I'm ALWAYS wearing black (which I love, no matter what others say or even more if they object). As for my personality, I'm a highly complex, paradox and complicated individium. I'm unbelievable patient, timid, awkward, kind, forgiving, open-minded, compassionate, thruthful, gentle and calm and I've been told that I have a calming effect on others, that I can easily ground anyone and anything, no matter how troubled their mind is. I prefer vintage over modern things. I think rather deep which often leads me to overthinking everything, which in turn leads me to doubting (very much) myself. You would be surprised how timid and reserved I am, I'm sure you wouln't notice me in a room full of people if it wouldn't be for my different appearance (but I like it this way). I'm always well-meaning, yet often misunderstood (maybe because it's hard for me to articulate myself). I can be incredible lazy, clumsy and forgetful. I've always felt like I don't really belong anywhere, so I've started to distance myself from others a while ago. I'm a outsider, weird, a dork, not normal, a loner and I fucking love it, because I like to be different, I would hate to fit into just one box and to be like everyone else. And I like people who are not ashamed to be their 100% true self, no matter how different that is from the mainstream. I'm the most loyal person you'll ever find, once you earn my trust, I'll always be on/by your side, no matter what. That says a lot, because I'm hard to scare away. Sometimes I feel alienated from the people and things surrounding me and I'm sure that I annoy and bore them. I'm very nervous and insecure around others, which is why I try to avoid people and why I'm not talking all that much around them (though, I'm a really good listener). I'm easily overwhelmed by large crowds and much light/noise, that's why I don't like to go outside, I prefer to cozy up at home. I would never intentionally hurt a animal and I'm not eating any meat, which is very important to me. I believe that there isn't a ounce of cruelty inside me. I'm unassuming and understanding, I only believe what I've witnessed on my own and I have endless acceptance for almost everything. Due to my Insomnia, I'm a night owl. I have strong personal values, am very opinionated and I'm really in-touch with myself and even though I'm extremly insecure, I would never reduce or change myself and views/opinions for someone and I neither have a problem to challenge authority and advocating for my beliefs. I'm a perfectionist and sometimes I really hate it. And, as you can see, I'm unable to be brief. My favourite colours are dark green, black, gold and dark purple. My greatest passion is music, even if I can't sing or play an instrument.(I prefer rock/punk/pop/80s/90s) It's the most calming and therapeutic thing when it comes to my anxiety and depression and I could never live a day without it. You will never see me in the street without headphones in my ears and even when I'm at home there's music playing almost all the time. I could talk for hours about music and what it means to me. And otherwise I love to watch films and series (I like fantasy, horror, psychological thriller, science fiction and psychological drama and almost anything from the 70s, 80s and 90s). I love rainy days and to go outside while it's pouring big, fat drops. What I love the most is to drive around without a destination, while talking and listening to music. And I love to spend time with my cat, if I could, I would have endless animals who live peacefully and loved with me. I enjoy to have deep talks and to be challenged to think. I love to take late-night-strolls, while gazing into the sky and watching the stars/moon. I have a fascination for dark and macabre things.
I really hope that's not too much? But thank you anyway âĄ
Have a good day!
thank you so much for your kind words, you have no idea how much it means to me to know that I was one of the first blogs you followed ;; hereâs your vanilla milkshake - and itâs also my first time writing for peaky blinders, but I hope itâs alright; and I hope finn shelby will find the portrait I paint of him accurate enough...
Birmingham was a drab and disheartening place enough without the war adding to its joylessness; but somehow the streets are even worse to bear deserted than when theyâre bustling and fetid. Especially for a ten year old boy who wants nothing but to play with someone, to talk to someone, to see someone.
With his brothers off fighting somewhere in France and his aunt too busy with her businesses (adult stuff that Finn has absolutey no interest in attempting to understand), the youngest Shelby has been fighting off an affliction worse than consumption and measles, because much more insidious for a boy his age; boredom
and heâs so sad, so irrevocably sad, with no one to bruise his knees with and throw mud at, that he just aimlessly wanders the empty streets whenever aunt Polly isnât looking, to find a semblance of stimulation
(he used to enjoy the solitude, it gave him time to imagine delirious stories in fantastical worlds and read the most enthralling of novels, but not anymore. four years of reclusion is an awfully long time for a little boy.)
and itâs during one of his escapades that he first meets you
youâre a little girl his age, dressed in a pretty dress, wearing pretty booties and holding a pretty little woven basket, but your face is stuck on the most grouchy frown heâs ever seen on a little girl, and you donât walk, you stomp down the wet pavement like a wrathful titan
And itâs probably the first time in four years that heâs been this close to making a new friend, so he walks up to you, despite how rusty his communication skills have become
âGirls donât frown. Itâs unbecoming.â
(Yes, pretty rusty indeed; but in his defense, heâs ten, heâs bored, heâs lonely, and heâs only ever heard Ada say it, and Ada is the most level-headed of his siblings, so anything she says must be true, right?)
âShut up.â
(Well, if it was unbecoming of you to frown, itâs even more to rebuff someone so rudely. You donât even spare a glance and continue walking; he has to hurry to catch up to you.)
âYou canât say that. Itâs a bad word.â
âHow do you know that?â
âMy family says it all the time, but they told me I canât say it.â
âWell, my family is not your family. And I hate my family!â
Youâve yelled the last words at the sky, so loud that the crows on the neighboring roofs have taken off in a startled flight.
âThey want to wear this stupid dress to go to the stupid market to buy stupid meat. I donât even want to eat meat, thatâs cruel! And I donât even want to wear a frilly dress! I want to wear black!â
And in saying so you tugged at the pink and white ribbons that encircled your waist.
And Finn couldnât help being extremely intrigued at this little girl who said bad words and refused to eat meet and wanted to wear black. It was the most exciting thing to ever happen in all the duration of the war.
âYou want to wear a black dress?â
âYes, but my mama wonât let me. She says itâs too sad because of the war. But black isnât sad! Black is beautiful!â
âMaybe I could find you a black dress. Iâm sure my sister must have one. Where do you live?â
And, loyal to his promise, the following morning he had run to your doorstep and snuck into your house - a proper Shelby talent, to be able to go unnoticed or make a ruckus depending on the occasion - with an old, crinkled mourning dress of Adaâs, that had probably belonged to his mother and had been mended several times
And it was obviously five sizes too big for you and you looked more like a ghost from one of Finnâs horror novels, your arms floating in the sleeves and the hem of the skirt pooling at your feet, but your smile was the brightest light heâd ever seen in this whole damn town.
âDo you like it?â
(He didnât really know why he sounds so nervous. Maybe it was having a friend, a real friend, and doing something personal for them... or maybe it had to do with how fast his heart beat, watching you in that gigantic, shapeless dress)
âI love it! Thank you so much, Finn!â
From then on started one of the most wonderful friendships Finn would ever have, and what would bring a ray of light to the grim existence of a little boy in the midst of a global war
Despite the ration cards, despite the loneliness, despite the worry that tugged at his stoic auntâs eyes for her son and nephews across the Channel... he found an unspeakable solace in your friendship
And one day, without a trace, you were gone
He knocked on your door; gone. He asked all the neighbors what had happened to the family that lived there; gone. He wrote you letters and sent them to the confines of England; gone. He got scolded by Polly for marking numbers at random on Tommyâs state-of-the-art telephone; gone.
Suddenly he was back to the bleak existence he had battled with before meeting you, and the hollow inside his chest only grew wider as the days went on, because he had no explanation as to what had happened to you, and worried every single day
Thankfully, the war ended not long after, and his brothers came back home, all alive and unscathed - well, for the most part
Fast forward more or less ten years, and much has changed in Finn Shelbyâs life and in old Birmingham, but the memory of you still stugs at his heartstrings
One evening, heâs tasked by Arthur to run some errands, send a few messages, scout a few places; the most dangerous thing his older brothers will ever let him do
His task leads him to a bar in the center of town, one that pours its joyous light and music into the street outside; heâs there to meet with a client, arrange a meeting; nothing heâs hasnât done already
But the evening takes a turn for the unexpected when he recognizes the girl sat alone at a table, enjoying the musiciansâ jazz with an air of pure bliss on her face
Itâs been ten years, of course, but... itâs unmistakable. That face, that silhouette, and the black ensemble from head to toe... and heâs always had a knack for remembering faces, especially those that mark him deeply
Suddenly heâs frozen on the spot, and he has forgotten why he came to the bar in the first place, what his target looks like - all he knows is you, and how beautiful you look in the dim light of the bar, and the undisclosed and unknown feelings he had for you at the time come flooding back.
Except this time, he understands, and he fears them, because he doesnât have time for any of this, and itâs way too dangerous for you and him
But he canât just pass you by and not say a word?
He swallows, hard.
And walks up to you.
âY/N?â
You open your eyes, and your face flashes with recognition, and a little bit of pain as well. Even if you fled without a word, and left him hanging all these years, heâs incapable of rancor
âFinn... wow, youâve changed so much.â
âYou havenât.â
He gestures at your face, your clothes, how you savor the music like the finest drink in the world, and you laugh and blush, sending his heart into overdrive
âWhere were you all this time?â
âIâm so sorry, Finn... my brother died in the war, and... my mom sent me to live with my grandparents in Scotland. We were all destroyed by grief... I needed to get away.â
âWithout explanation? Not even a word?â
âI wanted to write to you, so bad, but... I couldnât remember your address. I couldnât remember anything about Birmingham at all...â
He nods, slowly, in understanding.
The war opens wounds that never heal, even after all the most beautiful friendships and love stories in the world.
âBut Iâm really glad I found you.â
His heart is pounding in his throat. Maybe itâs a sign of destiny that he found you here, tonight, alone, and ready to welcome him back. Maybe itâs a word from fate, that you can never truly be apart.
So he takes the seat in front of you, and you smile, that shy but bright smile of yours, and he forgets all about his mission, his client, and his brothers.
Theyâll have to understand.
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DigiWeek 2021
Day 2 - Voyage
The Story
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  After the first shock of having been transported to the Digital World had subsided we had tallied what was in our possession. We still had our school bags with us which meant unnecessary burdens in the form of school books and notebooks. But we couldnât just throw them away so we had to carry them if we liked it or not. Thankfully, we still had our full bento boxes in there as well (today weâd gotten free pizza for lunch because of the principalâs birthday â the only good thing coming out of this miserable day). In addition to that I had a small first aid kit at the bottom of my bag while Taki was always carrying a sewing kit. We could be off worse, I supposed.
  Once that was out of the way, the four of us set off to the West â at least I thought it was the West as the sun was moving in this direction (I mean, the world was moving in this direction. My science teacher would get pustules if heâd heard that.) The vegetation grew sparser the longer we trudged until we suddenly stepped into thick powdery snow.
  âOh God!â, Taki muttered, clutching her bare arms after a few metres. She started to shake until I took off my jacket and placed it on her shoulders. âThank youâ, she said with a bright smile.
  I simply touched her back in response. âHow far is it?â, I asked Kamemon.
  âThereâs a cave about an hour away where we can hide for the night.â
  Just as it had said this, a snowstorm descended completely out of the blue. For a moment, we were engulfed in a twirling cloud of snowflakes. Taki and I leaned into each other to shield ourselves. When that cleared, a hideous Digimon stood before us, baring his sharp white teeth from out of a mass of black wiry fur.
  âOh, Frezamon! My friend, how are you doing?â Kamemon said cheerily.
  I blinked rapidly. I wouldnât call someone a friend who was frantically dancing around us. It drew nearer and suddenly produced an ice pick from among its fur. With which it was aiming at us now!
  Kamemon took a step back. âItâs never done that before!â
  âStay back!â, Ryudamon yelled. It leapt before the three of us, hissing âTera Burst!â and jumping into the air to fire several mini explosions. My eyes went wide watching but Frezamon simply danced back, noticing that a few fur strands had caught fire. It grabbed a handful of snow to put the fire out. Then it let out a roar and threw the ice pick. It sailed past Takiâs scalp by a whisker but only because she had managed to duck away in time. Suddenly the DigiVice, how the round devices we had gotten were called, at her belt started to glow â as did Ryudamon and it changed in a blink-and-youâll-miss-it-moment from the mastiff-sized Digimon to a blue cyber dinosaur three times my height. It looked terrifying with its red sharp claws, bolted extremities, and sizzling cable ends serving as its tail. My own DigiVice lit up. The name DexDorugamon appeared on it.
  Frezamon, though, seemed not intimidated by it. The ice pick returned in a boomerang-like fashion and now it was ready to throw it again. The twirling fur revealed something that caught my eye. A black spike was protruding from Frezamonâs back.
  âKamemonâ, I asked and indicated the spike. âIs that a normal feature of Frezamon? Like a bee sting?â
  Kamemon cautiously peered around Frezamonâs back. Its eyes went wide. âNo! I have never seen that before!â
  âWell, you said something about a gruesome force. Maybe thatâs whatâs responsible for the spike.â
  Taki, who was still looking frightened, yelled âYou heard that?â
  DexDorugamon raised a claw as answer. It jumped for Frezamonâs ice pick, tore it away and by doing so it caused Frezamon to topple over. Now that it lay face-first on the ground, DexDorugamon could aim its Cannonball at the spike. It burst into a thousand shards that floated in the air for a moment before dissolving into sparks of data. As DexDorugamon evolved back to Ryudamon, Frezamon slowly rose to its feet, looking confused.
  âOh, hey friends! How come youâre out here in the cold? And who are those weird-looking creatures?â It indicated Taki and me.
  I squinted at Frezamon. âYou donât remember anything?â I asked incredulously.
  It shook its head, asking with a frown, âShould I?â
  âWell, you just tried to kill my best friend!â
  Kamemon rushed to Frezamon. âWhat my DigiDestined actually means is that something caused you to attack us. You wouldnât have done that if you hadnât been out of your mind, right?â
  Despite being basically nothing but fur, Frezamon managed to look like an entire question mark. And then downright offended. âOf course not! I would never hurt my friends.â It tilted its head and scratched it. âNow, thinking about it, youâre not the only -  what did you just say, Kamemon?â
  âDigiDestined.â
  â-DigiDestined that Iâve encountered. I saw one the other day up on the mountain.â He indicated the snow-covered peaks on the horizon.
  Taki and I exchanged a look. Another human! So we werenât the only ones stranded in the Digital World!
  âWe should go find themâ, Taki said. She looked much better, now that the imminent danger was banned. âMaybe they know how to get out of here.â
  âWhy would you want to leave the ice wastelands?â Frezamon asked truly flabbergasted.
  âOur friends here are not made for arctic conditionsâ, Ryudamon explained. âWe need to find food and shelter for the night so we can strategise on our next move.â
  Frezamon waved its ice pick in farewell. It bared his teeth and said: âThen goodbye and good luck on your journey!â
DexDorugamon
(Frezamon is a Digimon made up by me so I canât present you a picture now.)
What happens if your (favourite) character comes to your country/city?
  âOh how wonderful, Germany! Pretzels, WeiĂwurst, and potatoes! God, I love potatoes!â, Miyako exclaimed as she, Mimi, Hikari, and Sora were exiting Bremen Airport. She stood for a second at the curb, closing her eyes and inhaling (though mostly exhaust fumes), before stepping onto the bus that would take them to their destination.
  Their tour guide Susanne, a German chef Mimi had met on one of her cooking trips around the world, laughed. âYou are aware that you are in the North of Germany. We do not eat pretzels and weiĂwurst, at least theyâre not our national dishes. We eat kale and - Pinkel!â
  Hikariâs eyebrows climbed up her forehead. âPinkel? Sorry, my German is really, really just rudimental, but as far as Iâm concerned pinkeln means to pee. I doubt you eat anything related to pee!â
  âOf course not. Pinkel is East Frisian and, you may be surprised to hear that, East Frisian is more related to English than to modern day German. So Pinkel derives from pinkelt, or pinky finger. At least thatâs one theory. Itâs a smoked Kaszanka, made of pigâs blood, pork offal, and buckwheat or barleyâ, Susanne explained.
  Miyako and Hikari exchanged a look, wide-eyed. âPork offal?â, they said in unison, sounding utterly disgusted.
  Susanne shrugged. âSure. why let anything go to waste? I heard that head-to-tail usage of animals is very en-vogue again.â
  âWellâ, Miyako drawled, âI think Iâll just stick to the vegetarian options then.â
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Hello! Saw you were looking for some asks :) Do you have headcanons for any of the characters? Also, since you're doing commentary on each minute of the movie, is there a particular scene or minute you can't wait to get to?
Alright, headcanons...
Let´s do this then. For everyone reading this, it may take a while ;)
Marty:
He is definetly not a slacker, but he also doesn´t really bother to pay attention at school. Like, in classes, he often just daydreams about stuff like the newest guitars or having a great career in music. In the novelization he listens to his walkman at school, and I go with it. It´s quite a common thing for him to do.
He loves pets, but he never really had one. Except that bird which is seen in the McFly home. Luckily he´s got lil Einie, who, btw, also absolutely adores Marty.
Marty doesn´t judge people by their reputation (obviously) or their looks. Before he decides who he likes or who he doesn´t, he has to talk to them at least a few times and really get to know them.
He directly heads to Doc´s garage like every day after school. Maybe because Doc is the one who´s actually interested what´s happening there. Marty´s parents in the original timeline aren´t really supportive, so I think they never ask how the day was etc., so if something´s dumb happened at school, Marty just tells Doc.
His bed in the garage appeared about 8 or 9 months after Marty and Doc met (I just go with the canon version here, so they met in 1982). The boy didn´t ask, but was so happy and thankful so he just gave Doc a hug, which said everything.
Doc:
He is, of course, really into science but he also loves culture like music, literature or art. I love to headcanon that he paints sometimes (also something I read in the novelization) and that he and Marty play their instruments together. Sax and guitar sound real great in combo.
He is the best hugger alive.
He can´t live without a dog in his house. He doesn´t know why, he just can´t. Maybe it´s because he feels lonely without one, but it´s also simply because dogs are his favourite animals.
He doesn´t have any siblings or cousins. His parents died in the 1940´s and left him the mansion, in which be basically was alone all the time except one and a half weeks in 1955.
Doc is extremely stubborn.Like, really. When he´s got something in his mind, he´s unstoppable. But one time he did marty a favor and read his letter, thank god.
His house burned down by accident. I know there´s a comic issue about that one, but it´s just way to complicated for me.Â
He loves children and always wanted to have some of his own. Of course he has Jules and Verne, but he will never stop treating and caring about Marty like one of his. He loves all three of them, which is why I just don´t get the ending of part three. You can´t tell me that after putting your best friend through hell you just leave him. No way.Â
Jennifer:
She is quite popular in school. Not only because she´s beautiful, but also because she´s polite and loves to help others, no matter who they are.
When Marty introduced her to Doc, she accepted the scientist immediatly. She did know about all the rumors, but she trusted Marty more than them and when she got to meet Doc, she knew there was no chance he could be dangerous. Also, his dog was adorable.
Marty tried to teach her skateboarding once, but it isn´t really her thing. She maybe is in a swimming club or something, but skating...nah.
She is actually really smart.
Clara:
She absolutely cares about Marty a lot. That´s why she convinced her husband to move back to 1985. I headcanon that Doc was so happy about his time train and his family luck that...that he didn´t really think about his old life. So Clara got him back on the track by being like: Emmett, you stupid? Don´t you get that Marty needs you? You are a scientist and you invent great things and you love us and we love you too, alright, but you´ve got another person you love and who loves you so don´t you dare leave him alone after all the boy just went through.
She has real good common sense.
She actually understands all the time travel stuff immediatly. I mean, sometimes time paradoxes and all the bttf timelines hurt my brain, but she became an expert after a short time, also because she´s into Jules Verne and scinece herself.
She still works as a schoolteacher in 1985, but she teaches at an elementary school maybe
Okay enough for now with the headcanons.Â
Some scenes I can´t wait to get to:
The one in which Doc of 1955 sees Marty for the first time, the âdon´t say a word!â one. I love it.
Where Doc discovers that his flux capacitor will work one day.
The one in which Doc and Marty are at the high school and the âmy mom´s got the hots for meâ line.
George being a cutie with âwhy do you keep following me around!â.
Marty playing Johnny B. Goode.
The hug.
âRoads? Where we´re going, we don´t need roads.â
Thanks for asking! :)
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Tales of the Hidden City Writing Appreciation Post Pt.1!
The last batch of episodes, Tales of the Hidden City, were excellent. As an animator, itâs easy to get bowled over by the visuals of the show and just rant about those, but I wanted to spotlight another awesome part of Rise of TMNT -- the writing!
The writing is always fun in the show, but there were parts of these episodes that I really wanted to call out for how clever and great they are.
Each of the Tales of the Hidden City eps puts the characters in a situation where their strengths are negated or challenged. (Also, big cheer for a bunch of episodes finally exploring the Hidden City. Itâs such a fun location, I want to see it all.)
Donnie Vs Witch Town an episode where Donnieâs tech canât solve the problem Raphâs Ride Along an episode where Raphâs heroics are seen as anything but Hidden Cityâs Most Wanted an episode where Mikeyâs peacekeeping canât keep the peace Bad Hair Day an episode where the face manâs face ainât enough
I figured Iâd do a separate post for each episode so it doesnât get over-long.Â
Iâll be focusing on character development mainly since thatâs what stood out to me most!
Donnie Vs Witch Town
Directed by Abe Audish, Written by Ian Busch, Storyboarded by Alicia Chan
*Spoilers for the episode!* I wonât do full recaps, and assume youâve all seen the ep if youâre reading this..
We start with Donnie referencing the Shadow Fiend in the Battle Nexus.Â
âRumour has it, this Shadow Fiend is quite the fierce championâ
Iâm assuming this lineâs here because the writers want to keep dropping us tantalizing crumbs to set up the Shadow Fiend as being an important figure in this season. The writers want to keep them present and in our minds as well as let us know that whoever the fiend is, (I bet we all have guesses), theyâve gotta be making quite the name for themselves if even the Turtles have heard of them.
April says sheâs headed to Witch Town, whereupon Donnie is horrified. I think horrified is the right word.
âDrop it, D.â âWhy not ask me? Mr Science!â
The âDrop it, Dâ is an elegant way to imply this conversation is a continuation of one they were having pre-episode. April is already very done with the discussion.
Donnieâs line is great because itâs one of two times in this episode that he calls himself âMr Scienceâ or âThe Science Guyâ. Here, the line comes off as triumphant and proud, but later there is a feeling of desperation to it. Itâs a really nice parallel to set up at the beginning, so we can hammer home the duality of what that label means to Donnie.
To preface, this episode deals with Donâs self worth being tangled up in his ability to do Science good. Because of this, he does a lot of projecting in this episode. For the most part, you can assume any time he mentions âScienceâ, he is actually talking about himself. Basically, substitute that word for his own name, and it makes the subtext more obvious.
Here, have these just because theyâre fun.
Don âhelping outâ with various Science Fair projects. April has a good reason not to ask him for help again.
A nuclear powered cooking multi-tool?
The Erupting Volcano. The floor is literally lava.
The Classic Potato Battery experiment.
âHmm. That must have been the work of another Teenage Mutant Ninja Dummie.â
Iâm calling out Donnieâs response here just because I enjoy the consistency the writers give to the way he handles failures. Innnnn that he will feign complete ignorance of the incident and claim it must have been someone else entirely.
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âYou turned a cuddly animatronic bear into a psychotic robot bent on destroying us? No? Got April Fired? Mmm? Nothing? Mmm?â âThat does not sound like me, no.â
- from Al Be Back
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In general itâs an established part of his character that he has problems accepting failure.
Donnie deflects blame in many other episodes - to April in âThe Purple Jacketâ and to his brothers in âTodd Scoutsâ off the top of my head. This trait is pertinent to this episode in particular because the apology we get at the end of the episode from him is by far the most full and cohesive admission of blame he has given in the two series so far. Iâd say itâs a step forward on the level of Leoâs apology from the âAir Turtleâ episode (another great episode showing Leoâs growth towards becoming a team player!).Â
Either way, itâs nice that we see him redirect the blame early in the episode so the moment can provide more of a contrast to him coming full circle and accepting the blame later.
One last thing about the line - I put my hands up to admit that this may be me overthinking it, but Don essentially calls himself a dummie here. Whether this was intentional by the writers to hint at his insecurities or just a fun line, I couldnât say - but since it relates back to events later in the episode I thought it might be worth mentioning.
Moving on, Donnie accompanies April to Witch Town despite it being the last place he wants to be. Itâs our first hint that his obsessive need to convince April that all Mystic stuff is garbage might run a bit deeper than just vocal teasing.Â
April calls him out on being closed minded and we get
âOh Iâm sorry, I was just stewing over how everyone needs to be more like me.â
Of course we know thatâs not how he really feels, as weâve all seen that episode.
The writing here is nice and subtle. It lets us know that Donnie isnât being honest. Heâs giving April sass, but the sentiment heâs expressing is false.
The episode continues with Donnie comparing every feat of magic to itâs scientific equivalent until April essentially tells him to can it if he doesnât want a bat to the plastron. The witches show off, prompting exclamations from April at how amazing their magic is.
Then we get one of my favourite lines from Donnie as he snaps.
âYour Mystic Magic is not amazing, itâs simple and soft. There, I said it.â
That soft is a word that Donnie would use as an insult, associating it with something he dislikes and looks down on, is very affecting. You know what else is soft?
The writing here is so revealing and wonderful. They could have used any insult, but the writers chose to have him express his frustration in a way that sheds light on the way Donnie sees himself. It gets right to the root of the problem he has in this episode, which is that without his science and tech, Donnie doesnât feel like he is particularly âAmazingâ either.
That April calling magic amazing is what promptâs Donâs snap, rather than any of the words of the townsfolk, is one of the clues weâre given to the truth behind Dâs drive in this episode. The writers will bring that back later on!
So April and Don are kicked outta Witch Town when Donâs improv musical performance to convince April to let him help her instead ends up blowing up in his face.
Popping this here because watching Donnie get deservedly smacked by April at this point was very cathartic for me. Dingus.
Donnie offers to help the witches in return for them helping April. It seems sweet at first, but it becomes plain fairly fast that this is really another opportunity for D to try and prove that science is king.
âAh would you look at that. Banished, and I still saved the day.â âWait, is that why you did this?â âNooo! Itâs because I was sorry - about being closed minded - about how wrong I were.â
Again, itâs up to the writers to show us that Donnie is lying about his motivations here. That little bit of incorrect grammar (saying âwereâ instead of âwasâ), calls out to us that something is up. Donnie is smart, and itâs out of character for him to word things sloppily. It lets us know that all is not well, and that things are yet to be resolved, internally at least.
I couldnât help calling out this wonderful posing, even though Iâm trying to focus on the writing. It really sells us on the dissatisfaction brewing between them. Gorgeous acting from the animators.
The peace offering potion the witches were making seems to work, and Donnie wastes no time in trying to rub their faces in the fact that science provided one of the ingredients - until it becomes clear that Donnieâs contribution has soured the brew. He tries to avoid blame and responsibility, as weâve seen him do in previous episodes (and earlier in this one). Nothing Iâm calling out here besides the novelty of seeing a mob of witches trying to lynch a scientist - a bit of a historical reversal!
The big bad is storming Witch Town and Donnie gets ready to smack down - specifically âbecause when I defeat it with my tech, they will have to admit science is better!â
Itâs worth saying that on the word âtheyâ, he points directly at April. Because as weâre about to discover, itâs not actually proving to these random villagers that Science is best thatâs important to him (though maybe that would be nice), but about proving to April specifically that Science is best. Thank you animators/storyboarders for making that subtext more explicit!
At this point we as the audience have had it up to here with Donnieâs bullheadedness. The reveal that Dâs gripe is personal and April/brother specific, rather than just a frustration with Witch Town in general, goes some way to explaining why he is so obsessive over it.
Donnieâs Tech Bo breaks in the conflict, and we get the awesome reveal of Aprilâs Mystic Bat. She is of course, badass with it and kicks butt. April saving Donnieâs hide with Mystic Magic prompts the confrontation between them that is the emotional heart of the episode.
âWhy are you so obsessed with proving me wrong on this!?â âBecause! Iâm the Science Guy! (sigh) If Mystic Powers can do everything I can do but better, then why would you guys even need me?â
Here is the payoff to the opening âMr Scienceâ line from earlier in the episode. The wording is similar, however this time the line is tinged with defeat. The duality revealed is that Science makes Don feel powerful, but without it, he feels powerless.
The visuals that go hand in hand with the dialog are very telling here, too.
The image of Donnie holding his broken Tech Bo isnât just to show us that his technology isnât enough to win, that it can be broken. Itâs also showing us how he sees himself, drawing a direct comparison between Donnie and his broken Tech. Heâs not always perfect, but heâs ultimately useful, right? Until heâs not. Iâve no doubt that this was a deliberate move from the Storyboarders, and I think they sold the moment brilliantly.
His words make it clear that Donnie believes that âif Mystic Powers can do everything I can do but betterâ, ie, help April with her project without blowing her classroom up, why would she not keep going to Mystics instead of him in the future?Â
With her not âneedingâ him for scientific assistance any more, he sees no reason for her to continue hanging out with him. This ties back to the clues the writers dropped earlier in the episode, that suggest he doesnât regard himself highly without his science.Â
The obsession this episode with disproving how âAmazingâ Mystic Magic is in front of April makes a lot more sense through the lens that he is fighting to keep Aprilâs friendship.
âYou Guysâ expands this sentiment to include the rest of his family. If his tech ends up letting down the team and is unneeded then by extension, he would also be unneeded.
As viewers, we know this is untrue. Even beyond the fact that these characters rely on one another emotionally, we saw Don fight alongside his brothers in âInsane in the Mama Trainâ - all of them tech-less and Mystic-less - and they kicked butt, even if they did end up being eventually captured. However, itâs clear from the writing here that this isnât how Donatello himself feels.
âYouâre not important to me because of your tech, youâre important to me because of you! I donât think Mystic Powers is better than Science. If anything, theyâre stronger together, just like us! Right?â âRight!â
Aprilâs comeback is wonderful. Super eloquently written and gets right to the heart of his insecurities. First undermining the thought that if Don didnât have tech, she wouldnât need him, then framing Mystic Powers as something that will bring them closer together. Beautiful writing!Â
I also want to just celebrate how the writers handle Aprilâs characterisation as being someone who is super excited and curious about any kind of Mystic Magic or supernatural shenanigans. I really like this consistency in her character where she is way into anything otherworldly or unexplained. I hope we get to see more of it in the future!
We get to see April and Donnie kick butt together which super fun! Iâm very happy we got another episode with these two, the way they bounce off one another is really enjoyable to watch.
âI was wrong to not be more open-minded. Itâs just that Mystic Powers are the one thing I have not been able to solve. As a man of Science, it is maddening to finally come upon something that you do not understand. Especially when your dum-dum brothers totally do, and they wave their dum-dum weapons in their dum-dum hands all the dum-dum time! But that is just a long way of saying I am sorryâ.
The apology is very articulate, letting us know that D is truthful here. Itâs a nice little payoff when compared to his earlier lie with April, where the writers had him fudge his words to imply his dishonesty.Â
April actually believes him this time too, judging by the lovely acting here.Â
 Weâre treated to this perspective on Donnieâs feelings, which reveals a couple of interesting things to us. âThe one thing I have not been able to solveâ indicates that he has previously attempted - and failed - to understand Mystic stuff, which is new information. It goes against our impressions from the rest of the series so far (that he is simply disinterested). We also learn that his brothersâ understanding of their powers has created a knowledge imbalance that is a frustration to him. I very much hope that the show keeps taking steps in this direction with Donnie, just because I would love to see an arc that results in him getting more involved with the Mystic side of things.
To wrap up the episode, I really appreciated the way the writers handled the internal conflict in Donnie Vs Witch Town. There was a lot of subtlety and subtext in the writing, which I am absolutely here for. Donnieâs end reveal really recontextualizes the earlier shenanigans in a meaningful way, and marks a step forward for him. April has her Bat now, and Don is a little more open to Mystic Powers as a possibility! Iâm excited to see where we go next!Â
Thanks for sticking with me, if you got to the end, and I hope you found it as interesting as I did! âRaphâs Ride alongâ is the next ep Iâll dig into.
#rottmnt#donnie vs. witch town#analysis#writing#episode#rise of the tmnt#april o'neil#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt april
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PARTY FAVOURS I CHAPTER 13
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TWs/Summary: In this house, we ship Reader/Tony's Rolls-Royce. Reader and Tony being dorks on a date. That's it that's the chapter. Lots of sass and Tony being Tony.
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"Nice digs, Cupcake."
"Nice ride, Tin Man."
The sass fell from my lips, warm and familiar, paving the way for our upcoming debut like the old, soft living room rug. Any awkwardness I had expected there to be left the moment I saw Tony pull up to my front gate in his Royce: the man was just that extra. The size of my estate, the five-figure outfit of mine - it paled in comparison to his own clout.Â
In a world where my choices were usually distributed between stuck-up rich boys or insecure middle-class men, Tony was a fresh drink of water with his absolute indifference towards my and his own net worth.
I wasn't afraid to admire said ride, either. Being a huge petrolhead was what got me interested in engineering, physics and computer sciences in the first place. The desire for speed grew into thirst for knowledge: how to get more horsepower, how to tune, how to mod. No mechanic took an eighteen year old rich-girl seriously even when I had all the lingo right, I had to be a step ahead, at all times, if I wanted my ride to be the best. And I never settled for less than that.
"No driver?" I inquired for the reason behind the unusual behaviour. After all, a Rolls' wasn't the kind of car you drive personally. All the amenities it had, it had in the back.
"Gave Happy a day off," Tony remarked absently. I noticed the small quirk of his eyebrow, however. He was intrigued.
I decided to give it a shot. "So what, this thing packs, what, about five-fifty horses?" I mused, watching Tony nearly swerve into the opposite lane. "At two and a half tons, it's still gotta be pretty quick with that V12-turbo. How fast it go?" The satisfaction was immeasurable, as pleasant to my soul as sitting in a heated leather chair with the smell of a new car, engine quietly rumbling in front of me. And by quietly I mean, it was focus-or-you'll-miss-it kind of quiet.
"Well aren't you full of surprises, baby girl," Tony grinned; a happy, excited grin even. It made his face lose ten years of age just like that. "Zero to sixty in five and a half seconds," He said after a moment.Â
"Not bad," I said, sounding impressed. I already knew that but I wasn't planning on robbing Tony out of well deserved praise for his choice in vehicles.Â
"Got a ride of your own?" He asked with a smile, like he didn't know it already. No background check would have skipped my three speeding tickets, but I concur. This game was fun.
"I do, actually. It's a 2008 Range Rover. Supercharged," I added in the end, just to emphasise.
"A big car for such a little girl," Tony whistled playfully.
"I'm compensating," I deadpanned. "I'm a little slow on the uptake, y'know, so my Rangie with five hundred horses makes up for it. Gotta keep it balanced."
Tony chewed on his lip. "Five hundred? Haven't heard about that, it comes with three-ninety-five in stock," His eyebrow wiggled. "Tuned it?" He cast me a contemplative glance.
"Yup," I exclaimed happily. As far as the date, I would have been utterly ecstatic to talk about cars all evening. Screw the boring "where do you see yourself in five years" questions, talk to me about your favourite engine swaps. Concept cars, give me those. Monster trucks? Yes, please. Vintage low-riders? Couldn't wait to get my grubby little hands on one. Gimmee!
Tony kept his silence and kept his press smile starting the moment we set foot on getting out of the car. The place he'd taken me to was ridiculously upscale and fancy; the valet hesitated only for a second before catching the keys Tony so carelessly tossed in his direction. There was almost no fear in his body language when the boy approached the massive, expensive vehicle.
The hostess smiled big at Tony and gave me the world's biggest stink-eye when he looked the other way but what else is new? As soon as she left us in the privacy of our booth, I didn't hesitate to stick my tongue at her retreating back. A brief lapse in maturity, if you will.
Tony cackled, growing suddenly serious. "Did she bother you? I can get her fired. I should get her fired."
"Nah," I shrugged. "Don't really care, just wanted to showcase my amazing sense of humour." Snorting, I gave Tony a wink and a secretive grin.
"You really don't give a fuck, do you," His eyebrows twitched again, a sign of mild interest that I noted during our routine sciencing time together. Tony was incredibly expressive if one took the time to observe.
"I could suck your dick under the table right now," I answered honestly. "It's just that when God gave out things like dignity and shame, I wasn't home. Too many fun things to do, y'know," I spoke as casually as I could even though I was dying of laughter inside.
Eyes bulging, jaw hanging mid-way to the floor. Tony was serving Looks⢠and I didn't mean just the white tee and purple blazer combo. "Princess, you're going to be the fucking death of me!" He took a sip from his water glass, smirking.
Finally releasing my mirth, I gathered my hands in a lock in front of me. His own, warm and calloused, reached over - I allowed the brief intimacy, clasping them, fiddling with the leather band of his watch. For a moment, it was just us, sitting in the dim light, discovering each other anew to Robert Johnson singing the blues and NYC bustling with life just behind the wall.Â
The waiter took our orders - and if I totally butchered the Italian, Tony was gentleman enough not to make any remarks.Â
"Somehow, every time I am with you, you both manage to meet my expectations to a T and surprise me at the same time," I wasn't able to completely ignore my nerves. My hand was still loosely in his and he didn't mind at all, me messing with his watch.
"How so?"
"I'm going to loosely quote someone, bear with me." Mr Davies's words popped into my mind just as I was wondering how to best articulate my feelings. "You're eccentric and interesting because it's, well, it's you, because it would be much weirder if we'd be sitting here and making boring small-talk and asking each other the genetic get-to-know-you questions," I briefly paused to sip my Dom Peringon and stare at our hands. Gathering my wits. "That would be why I don't do dates. It sounds so tedious on paper, just sorting through people until a person that's not absolutely mind-numbing comes around."
Tony was silent for a moment, the sheen of his eyes, the faraway look; he was lost in memories. Probably remembering all the girls he had charmed before. I didn't doubt it was easy for him: his smile was distracting and people usually were attracted to shiny things. He shone plenty. Also, most people were stupid, they never cared to look past the golden wrapper. I was convinced there was a diamond under it. But then again, I was biased.
"I've never thought about it that way, but I guess you're right," He finally said, serious. "With Pepper, at least, it was. Come to think of it, we never had that much in common, besides Stark Industries and her willingness to put up with my shit." It was painful for him to talk about her, that much was obvious. His laugh was forced and sardonic.
I, on the other hand, never understood why they got together in the first place. Or maybe I did - but the cold, composed Pepper and the chaotic, energetic Tony reminded me too much of my own parents. All four people in this fucked up equation could have been much happier if they choose... What? Being alone? That was terrifying, too.
I kept quiet, giving his hands a gentle squeeze.
"You know, this is so bizarre. Even an eighteen year old kid has got it figured out," He suddenly said, his tone bitter like the coffee that he loved.
"Woah, slow down," I put up a hand. "I never said I know what to do. I just said I know what NOT to do." The 'kid' remark would have made me eye-roll so hard my skull would crack any day. In this context, however, it was pretty spot on.
Tony snorted. "And how did you come by that information, pray tell, Baby?"
I huffed. "Have you met my parents?" We simultaneously cringed and I hurried to erase that mental image. "I make fun of myself for being into old dudes all the time," I made air quotes around the phrase that made Tony scoff, "But, honestly speaking, I've never even been on a date. Like a real one. Usually it's twenty minutes and I'm falling asleep mid-conversation. People can't seem to keep up with me or something," I felt genuinely dejected. "So many meaningless questions, so many downright idiotic comments. From men," I pointed out the obvious. "My mother used to tell me she thought I was gay because I didn't act like a girl... Whatever that means."
"That sounds pretty shitty," Tony was studying me like one would have been looking at an exotic animal in a zoo. "That said, I agree."
"That I don't act like a girl?" I teased him, the left corner of my mouth tilting upward. "Fuck that noise. I want to drive fast cars, drink straight liquor and have orgasms. If that makes me a dude... I look pretty good for a dude in a dress."
We laughed in unison, tension evaporating under the shared, mutual understanding. With Tony, it was easy. The waiter brought our selected dishes. Blink-and-he's-gone. Top notch service.
"A dude in a dress, can't say I'm surprised 'bout your lack of dates," He remarked conversationally, happily digging into his food. The noises he made were intriguing, to say the least, and I followed suit on my own food, finding it absolutely delicious. A delicious meal with a delicious man at my side. I refused to feel guilty about my thoughts.
"I guess I have exactly one (1) date on my ledger now," I raised my argument.
The fork clattered as Tony once again, came to a sudden realization. "Holy shit, you weren't kidding."
"No shit," I gave into the urge to roll my eyes. "But on the upside, my first date was with the most gorgeous, intelligent and witty bachelor of the city. I'd say I don't have it all that bad," I quirked an eyebrow at him.
"Aw, you're making me blush," Tony recovered quickly, grinning. "And don't be shy. The most desired bachelor of the country, if not the world."
I shook my head. "No, the world's most delectable bachelor is one of the Saudi princes. What's-his-name, the one who posts goat and horse pics on Insta," I snapped my fingers a couple of times, trying to remember the name as Tony looked at me all offended. "Anyways, you get my point. I could have a go at him, don't you think?" Cocking my shoulder, coyly twirling the strap of my dress, I gave Tony my best come-hither look and was rewarded with an appreciative once-over. His eyes were growing hungry again.Â
"You're a million dollar baby," He finally said, voice low. "And the extent of people I would be willing to share you with is very small."
That got me interested, sudden heat prickling underneath my skin. The conversation took a turn I didn't expect it to; and there lied the delight of being around Tony. He was always ready to surprise, in the best way. "Tell me," I requested politely.
"That's a conversation for another time," He was enjoying the chit-chat, desire beginning to creep into his features.
"Mmm, you think?" I allowed the strap of my dress to slip down my shoulder, exposing a collarbone, showing him just how far I was willing to go to satisfy my curiosity.
He swallowed audibly. "I think... You're smart enough to figure it out," He finally gritted his teeth, finishing off his dinner and immediately calling for the check.Â
I wasn't done yet, however. The possibility of riling him up, taunting him into a lustful frenzy - I was in heaven. Karma had favoured me that evening, it had given me a chance to get Tony back for all the times he unknowingly made my mouth water and my brain go blip. "Must be Steve then," I bit my lip in thought.Â
Honestly? I was as clueless as the couple next table over. Steve it wasn't, that much I knew for sure, he and Tony had their little love/hate dramatic connection that always ended in a massive ego standoff. Tony would be on the frontline fighting against Steve if the blonde dared to show anything even remotely resembling romantic interest towards someone Tony himself had his eyes on.
"Princess," Tony growled, sarcastically raising an eyebrow.
"Not Steve," I replied, cracking a smile. Success! "You know, I'm really bad at guessing who's into me. Unless someone is balls deep in me," My face was mere inches away as we quickly shrugged on our coats. "And even then, I can't be sure."
My giggling was accompanied by Tony shaking his head in exasperated fashion; he took my hand nonetheless and I happily swayed it between us, poster child for "not a care in the world". He allowed it, maintaining the same exasperated air about him, and I let him. Fondness and happiness seeped through that anyways.
"Brat," His voice was kind. And his kiss tingled where he left it on the corner of my mouth, sweet and short. "Here, have a go," Before I could react, the keys to his Rolls Royce were placed in my palm and he was making his way around the car to the passenger's side.
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