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Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong
#weight#weight loss#brought to you by the realisation today that my hips are currently smaller than my fucking waist usually is#it’s summer and i’ve been walking the hill a lil more but damn that’s not fucking good#and before anyone even THINKS ‘i wish i had this problem’ i guarantee you do not#cuz it comes from 2 hour bathroom trips that are screamingly painful#and the arbitrary inability to eat literally anything#which often crops up right before i sit down to eat something#and i mean i can wait it out and eat late but it’s really goddamn annoying#and none of my goddamn clothes fit AGAIN i’m way out of even my smallest stuff#my broke ass is not buying new shit and if i make any cosplay to fit me now it’ll be way too small when i’m back in remission 😤#gotta get the goddamn meal replacement shakes again and see if i can process those#they are GROSS#gym bros are lying to you#they all suck#and i need to do em along with regular meals cuz i’m not gonna get enough from either#luckily i also have chronically low blood pressure so frenchfries are medicinal on both levels#this may also explain my resting heartrate being around 120bpm in my opinion#but no one’s ever really discussed it
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Update 3: drove the asshole home bc I was so sure he was fr gonna die if he drove himself lmao. Poor dude looked so miserable, like bro was either holding back while we were working or he got worse the second he was able to relax, bc there wasn't a single moment of silence the whole drive back, dude was just curled up in the passenger’s seat shivering and being so fucking symptomatic. Like he was doing that thing where you basically cough all of the air out of your lungs then doing that rattly little inhale and then repeating, like it was Not Good 😬 0/10, hated being there to experience that in person, I was horrified, I want all of that to stay in audio recordings where it can't hurt me lmao. And he wasn’t sneezing a ton, but when he did, he stifled them until I told him to quit it bc the last thing he needs is a fucking ear infection on top of whatever the hell is already wrong with him, and even when he stopped, he was so congested that they sounded kinda stifled anyway 😭 like it's all objectively hot and I would've loved it had I just read it and not experienced it first hand, but unfortunately I'm a massive germaphobe and had to sit three feet away from this guy all damn day. So I bleached the hell out of my car and scrubbed myself down in the shower three times and I still don't feel like anything is clean enough, but I'm tired so it's gonna have to do for now lmao
#this is kinda snz kink ain't it?#whatever idc i feel so gross and I'm tired lmao#i might shower again before i go to bed idk lmao#OH ALSO important to note#he was stifling with his fingers so he was getting that shit all over his hands i was like IN MY CAR????? fucking horrific#again it's objectively hot but not when it's in front of me 😭#i hope y'all are enjoyjng this at least bc I'm not lmao i was trying not to pass away the whole day#like i feel so bad bc i consider my partner a friend so obviously i care about him and wanna help#but at the same time i literally can't train my disgust reaction out of me#I'm fucking weird when it comes to who I'm more okay with being around when they might be sick#like if he wasn't my usual partner or if he was just some random coworker i wouldn't have given him a ride#like i did it scared but i still did it lmao#anyway#i told him to text me tomorrow so i know he's not dead and to call if he needs anything#so we'll see what comes of that#and i will be passing away if he gets me sick so stay tuned for that#knock on wood i haven't been sick since i was 13 and I'm almost 22 now#and last time i was sick i had strep and bronchitis at the same time so that wasn't good#but other than that it's just been allergy flare ups#so other than the vaccine reactions i genuinely don't remember what it's like to actually be sick#so let's hope i just manage to avoid it 😭
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anyways seeing Duncan still with the Schism at the end left me like ☹️
#like logically i know duncan wouldnt have had a change of heart after we defeated him right#like i know he wouldnt have just went “oh you know what youre so right let me become a good person immediately”#but seeing him still within the literal cult that manipulated and took advantage of him when he was still a young kid is so sad and gross#like. gretta darkkettle was also there with him like bitch. step away from him#DUNCAN NEEDS TO GOOOOOO BRO he needs to break away from all that shit and heal#i know the “good ending where duncan faces the consequences for his actions then leaves to discover himself” is my personal hc but......#will duncan ever get a good ending in canon. like im not saying he should be in jail for 90 years or anything but i wanna see some growth#IDK suprisingly duncan has a soft spot in my heart (places him gently next to morganthe and gf spider)#maybe just because i can sorta relate to him HAKSBDISLWJU but still yall. i want him AWAY from the schism shit#he should not still be with the group who encourages his harmful behaviors and his hateful emotions#anyways fuck gretta#WAIT WAS THE SCHISM SOLDIER THERE EITH EVERYBODY ELSE OR DID HE STRAIGHT UP JUST LEAVE LIKE HE SAID HE WOULD#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#wallaru spoilers#wizard101 spoilers#duncan grimater
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#I think I’m genuinely going crazy#not sure if it’s like a menstrual thing#or the sleeping 4 hours a night for several weeks in a row#but regardless I feel so Ass it’s gross#I went to sleep in my RV and woke up in my car#I don’t think I drove it but like???? idk#between that and the hallucinations I feel so absolutely fucking dead#I’m so tired and I’m doing my best to be what I need to be but it literally took me hearing g*nsh*ts and screaming that wasn’t happening#and then sobbing for my girlfriend to see I wasn’t doing well#and like now THREE different people have told me to smoke#which is crazy because last semester everyone was mad at me for being a stoner#and now one of the people that was mad about that is telling me to fucking do it anyways.#but I’ve been sober for two months and I’m so mad because how dare you shame me into quitting and then turn around and tell me to turn to#it when shit hits the fan???#like I was in this position when I was a stoner and you blamed me calling me an addict which#I WASNT#And now you’re like “you should turn to drugs!’’#like tell me how the fuck that makes any sense#I’m so tired#I’m so fucking tires#for the past like six mornings I’ve woken up and prayed#I’m not religious#but I keep praying for fucking anything to go right#I just need one happy moment#I’m genuinely so fucking sad and mad and tired#idk how to even properly express my emotions#I’m crying in a truck stop bathroom#that’s how I’ll sum it up#idk if you made it to the end sowwy my metaw heawth is the the shittew uwu#I don’t have anywhere else to put this so 🤷🏻♂️ it’s just me talking to the void
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tried to put myself in the headspace of a transphobe and got pissed off cus it's so fucking stupid
#genuinely i have no fucking idea how people get so up their own ass about other peoples business#you dont like it? it makes you uncomfortable? tough shit buddy thats life#i see dogshit on the sidewalk and it makes me feel gross. but im not going to make hating dogshit my entire personality#im not gonna fucking ban dogs because i dont want to look at dogshit#im not gonna follow people home when they dont clean up after their dogs#ill get pissed about it in the moment sure. i wish people would clean up after their dogs. but its not going to consume the rest of my day#being uncomfortable and not liking things is a part of the human experience baby!!!!#trying to get rid of every little thing that makes you uncomfortable defeats the point of being alive!!!#you just wanna stay in your little bubble?? scared of anyone who doesnt fit your narrow view of what a person should be??#that sounds so fucking sad#nothing new nothing exciting#just straight cis white folks living their straight cis white lives#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW FUCKING STUPID RACISM IS HOLY SHIT#there is an entire world of different people with different cultures and experiences and art and foods and you dont want any part of it???#because somebody spoke in spanish and you didnt understand them#the world does not revolve around you#people should not have to sacrifice their identity for your comfort#literally just mind your own business. someones elses gender is not your business.#terfs eat shit and die
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Ok also so I got my eyebrow and nose piercings back in... march, I think? I was supposed to go back in to get the bars changed out some time ago but I never did. Largely bc my eyebrow piercing has Not been healing smoothly (keep accidently banging it and getting it caught on things so it doesn't wanna heal) but I think the long bar has been actively hindering my healing (making it easier to get caught on things) so I decided to change it out Myself. Bought some new smaller jewelry online and it got here today and
I'm not generally squeamish when it comes to my own body. Like pain, blood, whatever. Don't rly care.
That, though... that took some effort.
But I did it! Smaller jewelry to hopefully make healing a little smoother from here on out. I also got some new jewelry for my nose stud that'll get here tomorrow. That one at least won't be a huge deal, since the nose piercing has healed so much more smoothly, thankfully.
(Preemptive warning for Gross Details in the tags. Lol)
#speculation nation#for the eyebrow piercing it's like....#ok this is kinda gross hfkshfks but i think i. at one point when it got caught on something#i think i like. tugged the piercing. um. smaller#?#like the area of skin that the eyebrow piercing runs thru is. smaller. bc it literally tore some of the actual pierced skin.#hurt like a BITCH i'll fuckin tell you that lmfao. ive been a lot more careful since.#but thats another thing with why i wanted a smaller thing. the prior one was fucking Massive in there. way too much#but now i have smth smaller. thinner too. which i hope will help with healing.#downsizing while healing will reduce the amount of variation in jewelry i can stick in there#but tbh i think itd just be wiser to stick to small things anyways. with the thinner patch of skin there.#i dont WANT to rip my eyebrow piercing out. which that was part of what made changing it so hard hfkshfm#these new ones r like screw on ends. but the one before was a pin i had to pull out.#and Let Me Tell You. i was so fucking scared of accidentally ripping it out when trying to pull that bitch. holy shit.#i got it without ripping anything. it still hurt and it bled a good bit but i got it.#switched out the jewelry. which eugh that part was pretty rough too. like not to be gross but rootin around in ur own skin is. somethin#hfksfhksbfmd but it's done and i dont intend to change it until it's healed more. so hopefully it will be. easier then.#i actually took out my nose piercing.. yesterday? to try to switch out with a shorter back#didnt work bc it was thicker. had to put the old one back in. which THAT was harrowing but mostly bc it was so. fucking. hard to do#but the new nose jewelry i got is supposed to come with a thing that makes it easier to put the nose jewelry on#(the hard part is trying to put a flat back base in from the inside of the nose. cant see SHIT in there 😭)#man. facial piercings really arent for the squeamish. good thing im not scared of pain but it has even me like Eughhh#couldve been mitigated has i gone back to the piercer. but oh well. fuck it we ball 💪#ummm should i tag for this lol#gross/#😂
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Having both pirated it and snuck into the theater, avatar 2 is simply a bad movie. For all of the technical reasons (the script was hilariously bad, they reused the same score from the first movie, most of the plot points were borrowed from the first movies as well, subjectively its like a bad fn net fic written by a twelve year old), but mostly because literally it made me sick to my stomach as an indigenous person.
There were multiple points where both times viewing I nearly left the room. On four (4) separate occasions in this movie, indigenous coded women are made to scream-sob in front of the camera. In Canada, indigenous women experience disproportionate rates of physical and sexual violence. This is mirrored in the US and in Aotearoa. James Cameron took the real life violence and grief our communities experience, and exploited it on screen for profit. The whole franchise is obviously exploitative of indigenous spiritualities, aesthetics, and experiences under colonialism, and it only got more obvious in this installment. Any anticolonial message is surface level at best, and don’t start typing out that stupid “well watching how awful this fictional colonization is made people feel bad for real indigenous people” argument. Because 1) I’ve never met a single goddamn person online or offline that that was true for and 2) James Cameron isn’t an ally for making exploitive appropriative trauma porn.
I had been considering writing a full review of this movie, which is why I snuck in for an actual viewing. Thinking about this film, and the reactions to it online from settlers, makes me so upset that I don’t think I will. I’m sure there’s more in-depth writing out there on just how horribly racist this film is. So. Just. Please don’t give James Cameron money for this shit. Read and watch shit actually made by indigenous people. Thanks.
#theo rambles#avatar way of water#james camerons avatar#im so angry and frustrated that people still are like this#and that a movie like this can be released and SUCCESSFUL#i literally left the theater sick to my stomach#before anyone starts bullshit. i thought the first movie was ok. i thought it was appropriation and that is was gross for using a Pocahontas#metaphor. but I thought that maybe James Cameron would change and get consultants and maybe the second movie would be ok#i grew up with the first movie and i liked it. i liked seeing indigeniety in scifi and I liked watching people like me get to win against#the colonizers and not be demonized for it#fucking. whatever though lol#begging settlers to have some tact when both praising or critiquing this piece of shit film
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Not my mom wondering why I don’t like her friend
I’m sorry 🙄 I’m sorry I don’t like your home wrecking friend who fucked a married man and THOUGHT he’d leave his wife for her
What a dumbass
#I have absolutely zero sympathy for her#‘oh but she’s an orphan and has no one’ me vale madre 😂#that doesn’t excuse her from making shit choices#now she has a baby and zero support cuz broski gave up all parental rights#broski found out she was pregnant and said ‘NAH’#broski doesn’t like children and he’s also in his 50s lmao he doesn’t have the lifespan for one#and dw he’s a fucking idiot too I hate his ass#literally a fucking prick idk what my mom sees in him as a friend#she has shit friends#he’s a cheater and she’s a home wrecker#and the poor wife is genuinely a sweet and wonderful person#she was in her 20s when she met him so that’s immediately gross like wtf dude there’s a reason why he’s aiming younger#dude is literally disgusting#I hate hiiiiiiiim#‘he groomed her’ she was a 20 something old adult ass woman shut the fuck up#stop infantalizing 20 year olds it’s so 🤡#‘the brain isn’t formed until 25’ and yet somehow I knew better than to touch someone who’s taken all this time
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I don't have an insta 😔
I do have to respect that honestly.
#instagram is one of the worse social media apps i use it only to post my own photography and scroll on my fyp which is well curated somehow#btw if you’re trying to date dont communicate on instagram#exchange numbers. keep that boundary and keep it sacred#dont let whoever ur trying to date see your social media presence#even worse if their dms are on silent who tf are you and whose dms are you trying to avoid?surely not mine#how are you going to set up a date with me when your insta DMs are on silent. you havent responded to me and its been 6 hours the day of!!!#how is it 3 pm and its your day off and we were supposed to have a date but youre acting like youre beyoncé omg text me the fuck back#plus you haven’t texted me two whole days#and im mad about it cause that’s a very attractive long haired peruvian man i mean wow! fuck this#had to block cause even if there wasn’t any commitment im not letting myself be disrespected the fuck#anyway if a man asks for your Snapchat specifically he is a serial killer and he will murder you OR he is twenty years old or younger#if a man asks for your TikTok he thinks youre in high school. we all are too classy for TikTok#TikTok is the temu of apps just trashy altogether. you open and there’s aliexpress-reminiscent ads…ew…I’ve only posted a few times#but every time i open the app i feel like I’ll catch lice it just feels unclean#we talk about twitter and how ass it is to use which is fair but tiktok is worse i mean…UI nightmare#a man that uses TikTok is off the deep end you can’t save him#he’s frying up his attention span. meaning he wont be able to focus on you as he should because you are a queen#instead he’ll think about skibidi toilet or some shit does anyone know what that is?i dont#imagine kissing a man having no idea he has that fucking ‘oh no oh no oh nonono’ audio stuck in his head#a man should read a book and even then that should be fucking controlled#im reading Freud right now and its torture. tbf it does happen to be sexuality theories#girl its fucking gross#academia is cooked cause in what world do i get creds for reading the most wack books in the history of ever?#I’ve read 11 books and half of them were boring#this Freud included and its repulsive to read and not even true.#why is it 2024 and im still being taught untrue info just cause old man from old times wrote it#i could clear freud. he literally was a cokehead#in the end he’s a man like the rest of them and if you show him TikTok his brain cells will be cooked#so who won?
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bruabba and fugio are good ships however 80% of the people who post about them are annoying about it. like. same with jotakak and kakyoin stans actually. the way ppl obsess over them and water it down until it's so uwuified and far removed from the source that the characters are just bland and boring. idk where i was going with this
#don't get me wrong i enjoy all 3 ships and i like kakyoin and i like part 5#but the way these things get treated in the fandom is so annoying it's genuinely so annoying#unfortunately a lot of part 5 stans just completely get the characterisation wrong#like bruno isn't an uwu softboy mommy 😭😭😭😭 yes he's a parental figure but he's also like really unhinged and traumatised.#he's a good person but he's fucked up why are we making him into a bland uwu cinnamon roll#same w fugo and giorno.... they both have severe trauma & fugo has anger issues and giorno can be manipulative and cold etc etc#so it's so weird to me when ppl see them as like cutesy softboys DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#also people misunderstand giorno as boring or too similar to jonathan but the whole point is he's a mix of jonathan and dio...#yes he's kind but he will also do almost anything to achieve his goals even if it means people die#he's actually a really interesting character with different layers but people miss it 😭#< obviously it's fine to draw/write cutesy stuff and not focus on character analysis. sometimes u just gotta make it fluffy#but i swear it's like 90% of the content for some of these characters#kakyoin especially holy shit. the like. feminization of kakyoin in the fandom is literally gross at times#when ppl turn him into like a twinky little femboy... come on be so real have you SEEN him#especially when ppl hc him as trans masc and then draw him hyper feminine.... when in canon he's rlly masculine.... guys ☹#<like obviously trans men can be feminine but when ppl make a masculine character super feminine bc of a trans hc. that's. weird
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It's pretty annoying having to scan basically every artist for i/cest shit in any media that has siblings because most of them hide it on alt accounts/platforms/sly tags and that's a big reason why I'm too burnt out on reblogging art
#literally the word 'pr/ship' feels so dumb to me like it's just gross shit#it's why i fell hard out of submas since if that wasn't the case the 'neutral' artists supported it/stayed quiet#like holy shit I've found a good few artists here on twitter being into that nasty shit just by scrolling#like i shouldn't have to find out on another app on accident to see the person I'm supporting caters to that garbage#'we want to be left alone and ship what we want btw we're gonna violate everyone's boundaries because fuck the purists'#imagine thinking you're a victim because you make art of i/cest and make it your entire personality to consume that media-#and then purposely get into spaces where people are uncomfortable with it/getting joy out of that#'why not reblog stuff without doing it' cuz i don't want someone's shit on my page when they're actually a garbage person#i really don't understand 'lol the purists are upset' -> 'omg they're so mean to us' just because most people aren't on their side with it#literally an anon came into my partner's inbox taunting him about touching his stuff like a 6 year old#imagine preaching 'don't like don't look' but when normal people say 'don't touch my stuff' you reverse and cry 'it's not fair'#or saying how you're proud about the gross shit you make but you have alts to hide it/lie about it like 🤨 thought you were proud of it#it's just annoying when im looking for good trigun/submas/dmc/etc art and see the person who made it ships the twins#like cool#and it ends up becoming a long list and it becomes annoying to look for art to reblog#idk I'm bitching and it's something that's gross#rosebud posting 💐
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maybe I’m annoying and lazy but why the fuck are people kinda traumatizing their kids with the elf on the shelf I thought that was just a thing where you move the stupid thing around in random spots
#stupid shit#I know traumatizing is a very strong word#but it’s so fucking weird that something that was supposed to be cute turned into fucking#having the elf literally cut up their pj’s#or having them ‘get stuck’ in a pair of their underwear#drawing on their face???#I don’t know elf on the shelf lore but#I thought the elves were not supposed to be naughty???#because they’re trying to promote good behavior??#so it doesn’t make sense imo???#we have an elf and it literally just sits in random spots#and if I’m feeling crazy I’ll make the effort to do something fun#but back when my sister was younger we never would’ve thought to fucking cut up her pj’s???#like maybe I’m crazy but even as a kid I had my favorite pairs of clothes including pj’s#so if my elf cut up my favorite pair of pj’s yeah I’m be fucking crying too#so please just????? don’t do that????? to them????? they’re human beings just like adults are?????#children are gross and you will never see me defend one ever again but don’t be fucking dicks to your kids and blame a fucking decoration#and before ANYONE says anything#no I don’t give a shit that the elf watches the kid#it’s a fucking decoration#Santa was always watching with his magic snowball so cut the shit
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The fact I can never tell if the woy fandom has improved its media literacy when it comes to Lord Dominator or nah is so terrible jtncvcjsbsbmn
#i mean ykw i blame a lot on the fact that woy is OLD and like.. who even rewatches it a TON ton#let alone that closely#but like. the way it feels like ppl watched her every scene with their eyes closed (or fixated on nothing but her body) is insane 😭 yeurgh#she is literally so straightforward#some of the takes ppl have on her remind me of those#''UGH wander is so STUPID i wouldnt be surprised if his pacifism were literally selfish & malicious he's so shitty!!!!!!!!''#takes you'll see in like.. youtube comment sections or on the occasional tumblr post euurhghghghhh#like bruh these characters are VERY SINCERE but at least with wander u have the fact that his naivety is a total ruse#like i understand stuff like that tripping people up on stuff in some ways bc he's really really complex despite how simple his motives are#but dom is like.. she has really interesting complexities but not in a way where they're important to delve into to get the character#but naw people will actually be out here thinking that she lives to be sexualized 🤢 and likes men or is angsty or redeemable or hrGDHBVbfG#LIKE WHAT!!!!!!! WHAT!!! WHAT THE FUCK??! granted some of those are way less insane/bad than the others#*beats the lesbiphobes with a brick beats the lesbiphobes with a brick beats the lesbiphobes with a brick*#but BROOO euwiahshdhqnshshajahds#her character is literally just.. ok take wander. replace his love for helping ppl w/ love for hurting ppl. delete he angst. THERE DONE.#THAT'S HER TYHAT IS LITERALLY HER AT HER CORE HER VERY CORE AHSHANABXSN. THEN JUST ADD HER PERSONAL QUIRKS/LIKES/SKILLS IN & THERE U GO#bully personality on steroids and crack and ten THOUSAND energy drinks. just the most maniacally fucked up guy imaginable#funny opinion: i thjink maybe the only woy fans who r good & sane when it comes to her..#r the ones who LOVE her for being Fucked Up & the ones who haate hate HATE her for beign Fucked Up.......... evry1 else is so scary /hj#ok that's silly.. but also fr everyone who 'loves' her for [insert gross shit here] or hates her for [insert blatantly false shit here] 😨#SCARY!!! but anyway ok that's enough negativity dhdjndn in writing all this i really feel assured that things actually ARE better now#like whether or not people actually get the character or not is whatever :o#(at worst it's just like.. a bummer bc u miss out on sm fascinating stuff irt the mains & the world's logic & character development & aAA)#we're finally free of the constant influx of stupid horrible sexist opinion pieces about Dominator !!!!!!!!!!#and of all the folks who marched up to frank & craig all ''YOUR SHOW SUCKS & IS BAD BC SHE CLEARLY ONLY EXISTS TO BE A LOVE INTEREST!!''#maybe i have enough insane ppl blocked to never see stuff like that but JSBFBDHSS nobody's wrong about her in a shit idiot way anymore 🙏🙏#now it's only ever like.. wrong in a way that is bad and kinda sucks but like whatever :O#btw this is all me speaking very very generally (sans the specific examples) & any tumblrs this could pertain to r inactive or long blocked#(& this wasnt even written w anything frm tumblr in mind 2 begin with; i've been reading somE TAKES on LD & Wander lately and mMmvj..)#(hence that v specific example of yt commentary on wander i gave earlier.... bad LD takes are wAy more common but MY GOD 💥 in 2023!?!😭)
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yknow i really like my electric tooth brush and it really does make my mouth feel more clean than a normal toothbrush but as someone who can’t keep their toothbrush in the bathroom to be plugged in it sure is annoying to remember to plug it in in my room
#like it’s so hard to remember to charge it and charging takes. forever so if i forget its like. over for me basically#i keep my tooth brush in my room bc my mom is weird and has used my tongue scraper before so i don’t trust any of my shit in there bc fuckin#E W BITCH THATS SO FUCKING GROSS I will literally never recover that made me gag so hard when i found out#and also i keep it in my room bc there’s so much nasty shit and piss particles in the air from humans AND cats……no thanks that’s grossssssss#and don’t tell me put a toothbrush cap on the toothbrush bc those are full of nasty bacteria after a couple uses too so no thank you!!!!!#i will only use them when traveling bc i’d rather have a lil bacteria on it than get like tiny dirt or something in the tooth brush#anyways brushing my teeth has been a struggle always and having to make sure it’s Charged is not helping that struggle factor tbh#i get why dentists like you to use these bitches they’re AWESOME my mouth always feels so clean but godddddddddd why do i have to charge itt#anywyas it was DEAD so i am charging it while i go back to sleep for like an hour or two see ya
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#i can’t even believe i’m seeing this shit but there does not need to be a place to leave constructive criticism on fics#not in comments not in public bookmarks nowhere#that is for your fucking group chat#if you didn’t like a book and want to leave a negative review that’s one thing but like#if you don’t like a fic you can just close out of it that’s what you do#you don’t need to tell the author why#‘how will i know if __ fic is worth my time tho’ idk maybe try reading it?? and if you don’t vibe exit#accept the reality that sometimes you may read something you don’t like lol it’s okay#it’s not the fucking end of the world lmfao like……#the entitlement implied in all of this feels so gross can we be normal about fics please#fics are free!! they’re literally free!! you don’t get to give authors laundry lists of things you hated#when they are providing you literal novels for fucking free
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Okay so I just got done watching the thing 1982 and like. That movie is AIRTIGHT damn
#fucking love body horror it was so gross#making me think of a particular oc. and I wanna incorporate some of this shit into them#I’ll go into more detail later once I get that sorted out kinda#the dog too it was EERIE#cuz like. you know how huskies are right? loud as shit bouncing off the walls and everything#it was like it was a GUY. it was so still and quiet and aghg#and then that whole part when it got locked into that kennel with the other normal dogs#it was so fucked man. that one dog trying to tear open the gate to escape. and the Assimilation#and the practical effects agghghgh#the part with the head spiderrrr#I can’t remember anyone’s names cuz I’m bad at that when watching movies sometimes but like.#the way that you start being hyperaware of how everyone’s behaving and like. you try to guess who it is. and it’s so hard to tell beyond#maybe one or two little clues if any at all#kinda wanna watch it again sometime and go over it with a fine toothed comb and see if I can spot anything#I’ll shut up nowwww#oh almost forgot but like. the idea of the thing not being One Individual Harmonius Being#and instead being multiple entities without a sense of self that’ll just fuck off entirely#if that part senses that it’s in danger#literally down to the cellular level#is such a rad concept fr
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